12/23/15 - started
7/30/16 - edit
9/5/16 - edit
God stopped making sense to me after I spent so much unwilling time on my knees.
In all reality I don’t think I ever knew how to pray— unless it was a night I begged to be forgiven for being trespassed upon.
It took months until I realized that swallowing soap helped in the least at making me feel clean.
In fact it was almost a feeble attempt. Because Japanese Cherry Blossom body wash still tasted like cum and the water being pushed out of the shower head still felt like hands tangling themselves into my hair.
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Soldadinhos
Na minha mente é só confusão
Vários soldadinhos no maior bem bão
Andando de lá pra cá sem arrumar
As bagunças da minha mente e do meu sonhar
Fica então essa zona em meus pensamentos
Não sei o que quero nem o que penso
Mas sei onde tudo está em alguns momentos
Não minto pra mim mesmo, sou intenso
Sei que não sei e assim poderei
Que com bagunça tenhamos dança
E sei que, como criança
Olho pra você e todo soldado balança
Eles param de festejar e ficam todos a admirar
Você andar, sorrir, falar
E com minha mente sozinho posso ficar
E entender então, o quê ela está a pensar
E aí começa o problema
Quando os soldados param pra te ver
Minha mente não consegue esconder
E tudo que eu vejo é você
Se você é meu pensar
No meu lugar não vou ficar
Vou dividir, cantar, contar
Todas as belezas de te olhar
Quem é Capitu quando se tem a tu?
O mistério é bem maior aqui
Na minha mente admirando a ti
Quando pensei que eu era um "para si"
Pois é, quem diria?
Acho que no fundo eu sabia
Se minha mente é regida pelos soldados
Sou soldado em minha maioria
Os soldados não arrumaram e você arrumou
Só com você minha mente acalmou
Só com você pleno estou
Só a você meu coração restou.
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Elena-
You looked like a warm October evening. Your skin, like roses and clover. Almost ethereal. Eyes made of cyanide, and yet a two minute walk between us almost felt like 2.7 billion miles.* Cared about little and in love with less. But oh, how desperate I was for you to love me. I was nothing but a sunset when I was with you. Captivating for only a few seconds, almost a dream but closest to a nightmare. Your kisses tasted like honeycombs but I was deceived when I realized that they could start revolutions. Our time together was like a beating heart drenched in gold. Too good to be true
@teenangstverse
*I wanted to incoorperate one of my favorite lines from yours into my own poem.
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(by the way you should tag your poems as teenangstverse so i can read them!)
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30 question tag!
Tagged by @hinodestudies (thanks for tagging!!)
Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better
1. nicknames: Aleeshoo
2. gender: Female
3. star sign: Scorpio
4. height: 151 cm :(
5. time: 3:22 am
6. birthday: November 21st
7. favorite bands: BTS, KISS, the beatles, one ok rock, ABBA, Linkin Park, Eagles, the killers,...
8. favorite solo artists: Paul Anka, Chase Holfelder, and MACO
9. song stuck in my head: Dancing queen
10. last movie i watched: Get out
11. last show i watched: the K2
12. when did i create my blog: August 2015
13. what do i post: studyblr, langblr
14. last thing i googled: Noun Academy
15. do i have any other blogs: No
16. do i get asks: not really
17. why i chose my url: cuz potatoes!
18. following: 409
19. followers: 192
21. average hours of sleep: 4-5 hours or 12 hours, there is no in between.
22. lucky number: 5
23. instruments: nothing
24. what am i wearing: blue baggy shirt and yoga pants
26. dream job: an animator or a teacher.
27. dream trip: Japan and Bali, Indonesia.
28. favorite food(s): sushi and pizza
29. nationality: Saudi
30. favorite song right now: tongue tied
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@teenangstverse @shauna4460 @shadowkissed-queen
Ray-Ban Sunglasses
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02.12.17
stop giving others the power to
completely fucking wreck
all the good you are
you’ve worked too hard
to remove those weapons
from your own two hands
giving them away
is still a form
of self harm
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today we held hands
he walked me to my car
kissed me goodbye
it was good
today i told my counselor about you
she told me to run the opposite direction
instead im running at
you
full-speed
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