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horsetailcurlers2 · 1 month

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YET ANOTHER long and obnoxious stream of my thoughts while watching greys anatomy for the first time (SEASON EIGHTEEN bc i’m nearly caught up!)

-i don’t like teddy and owen getting married but teddy looks really cute

-why did it take me a ridiculously long time to remember who the fuck nick marsh is

-why would he ask her to marry him a THIRD time after her second no

-this is a really interesting storyline about the racial assumptions still being the bases of some diagnostic formulas. i remember a science teacher in middle or high school trying to tell us that black people have less nerve endings which is such an insidious myth

-i don’t know how i feel about blonde jo you guys. it’s a little disconcerting. like when ur a little kid and your dad shaves his beard for the first time and it makes you cry

-i like that the show gradually got a lot more queer over time

-“she’s like my sister. you’re like my sister” IS IT ADDISON? IS ADDISON COMJNV ???? my love

-i’ll forgive the cheesy dialogue bc she looks great

-ik it’s a logistics thing with the actors but it would make a lot of sense if jake was here working on uterine transplants too considering he was really interested in it when he was introduced in PP. like, i feel like it would just make a lot of sense for this clinical trial to be a joint endeavor, especially considering he’s the fertility specialist

-addie’s scrub cap!!!

-while i’m at it, i really wish we’d gotten addison scenes or mention when derek died. this elevator scene is great and i love it but i think it’s often minimized how big of a part addison played in his AND amelia’s lives. like obviously i get it. it would be weird to bring up your brothers ex wife in front of his grieving widow but in my head i think addison could have really been there for amelia because they could have shared memories that meredith wasn’t there for. and at the time meredith had no interest in grieving with amelia. like, they were together for a decade and a half. just because they’re no longer married doesn’t mean that death wouldn’t have hit hard. especially because mark is gone too.

-“there was tension” yeah and they should kiss about it

-they forgot how to write addison a little bit. also the convo with amelia feels really ooc. i get it’s showing how the pandemic fucked with everybody’s mental health but “truly hate” is a bit much and …. “i hate that for you” ???????? what

-my bestie tom looks good with a little gray in his hair

-ooh! meredith is in her kicky heeled boots era. love it

-i really like maggie’s hair this season

-bailey’s timeline is so fucking confusing. she was still a resident in seasons four and five (which span one year) which means she must have only been a fourth year in seasons 1-3 (also one year). yet she’s seen having way more authority and autonomy than any other class of residents had at her level. and she’s always going on and on about how she’s responsible for shaping and teaching meredith and her year of residents… which yeah sure but not in a very large capacity until maybe later on bc she was only a fourth year resident when they met. i’m so lost.

-i’m getting a little tired of the random car crashes you guys

-i’m not invested in link/amelia tbh but jo/link doesn’t interest me at all. none of the relationships are interesting rn

-oh my god this scene with all the blood and the waterfall on the podcast is so unsettling. there’s no way they’re going to continue the webber method after this

-i know it’s not going to happen and i know this makes me sound like a horrible person but god i would love it if hayes left and owen died in this car rn

-OH MY GOD OWEN TOTALLY KILLED THAT GUY AND HE TOLD HAYES BC HE THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA DIE, RIGHT? is that what they’re hinting at with hayes bringing up mercy killings to meredith? bc that would make this boring episode interesting to me

-link has a right to be upset but he’s pissing me off. he’s rewriting history and hasn’t been listening to amelia at all since the initial proposal

-didn’t they used to do m&m s in a much bigger lecture hall?

-i think the show was not necessarily less cheesy and melodramatic in season one but i will say that the cheesiness and melodrama was much more fun when everyone had flip phones and they were playing tegan & sara and the script in the background. not to mention everything is far too well lit and high def now it makes their bad choices look less sexy.

-now that farouk is older he looks really familiar. i’m trying to figure out what else i’ve seen him in

-“she’s ruined every good thing in my life” i feel for link, i really do, but i am so done with his whining.

-little ellis looks SO MUCH like ellis senior it’s insane. a+ casting

-owen sucks (x9)

-i was just reminded of that time in the earlier seasons when teddy and cristina’s patient wanted physician assisted suicide or something and owen got all weird and angry about it and overstepped a bunch. and now look at what he did. huh

-bailey needs to take several hundred seats

-addison looks so good !!!!!!!!

-do you guys remember a couple of seasons ago when jackson wasn’t gonna do that new bottom surgery for the trans woman and catherine yelled down the hallway “jackson avery!! i thought you were woke!!” ? that’s me rn but with teddy.

-am i supposed to like link??? is it an unpopular opinion that i don’t

-i feel like kai doesn’t vibe with kids and i think they should be up front about it before things get more serious

-i would play boggle with teddy :(

-ooh they’re using songs from the early seasons’ soundtrack

-let her LEAVE!!! why is nobody else taking any responsibility for the state of things. this in no way should fall on meredith’s shoulders. bailey especially! i get that she’s stretched too thin but that’s part of the problem.

#greys anatomy #i’m hanging on by a thread u guys #i can’t stop now only one more season until i’m caught up #meredith grey #teddy altman #amelia shepherd #addison montgomery #!!!!#you can find the rest of these under #greys reactions

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soobnny · 9 months

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imagine this:

you and beomgyu used to date during trainee days but broke up due to his busy schedule. fast forward to the present day, your debut team is mentored by txt and they help you strengthen your bond as a team, and help you become an all rounded idol. this however also means that you have to spend a significant amount of time with each of the txt boys alone. the members have grown quite fond of you and one member has developed…feelings?! beomgyu is having NONE of it!

no bc u are SOOOOO right. beomgyu is 100% the jealous type like no one can convince me otherwise and he’d be so annoying about it too ! 😂

ok but also imagine the tension when they first see each other again bc i don’t imagine it to have ended badly since they share the same goal and Dream but also how AWKWARD would it be to have someone u used to date mentor u and try to act so indifferent with the cameras rolling or the staff like i’m in tears .. would probably pull u aside to ask how u r and that he’s happy for u tho bc Beomgyu is a sweetheart and i love him (either that or he lets his pride win and doesn’t approach u until much later on)

kai strikes me as the one who caught feelings OH 😊 he offers u a water bottle? beomgyu hands u a whole liter like u can immediately tell something is up n ure trying ur best to keep it down LOW bc u r not abt to let everybody know of ur history right here rn ..

he’d be so sweet tho like constantly checking on u and asking u how’s it like and really offering advice that has helped him bc he’s been through it ALL and does not want u to go thru similar hardships when he knows how to avoid them or at least lessen the blow. at the end of the day, just rly supportive of u and one hundred million percent still has feelings like they’re BACK in full business after seeing u again esp when u’re in the same company building

#soft hours 🤍!#u’re making me delusional #have u thought abt writing this #bc this plotline is BRILLIANT

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mineae · 2 months

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penacony pt. 1 - firefly

spoilers for honkai star rail's trailblazer story below:

I'm not a big fan of Firefly so far story-wise which is disappointing, because I love her design. Her personality is very innocent and cute, written to be sympathized with and to maximize moe value, dashed with an obligatory tragic backstory to make you go "awww". because I had seen speculations/headcanons before Penacony was released that firefly may be controlling Sam’s robo-suit, I was expecting firefly to reveal her true colors/motivation that was less “Omg I’m sorry I lied I can’t tell you everything rn but I am not totally innocent :(” and more “I like you and wish we didn’t have to be enemies but I’m going to use you before anyone else can. Sorry, but also not sorry.” (it’s still early, there are definitely more acts to the story, so I haven’t marked this possibility out yet).

but at least for the first part of the main story, the purpose for firefly is just cannon emotional fodder. Later, if she comes back, any further role she plays will probably be cheapened from this lackluster introduction. Unless she has some master plan under wraps and her cute and innocent persona was all/mostly a guise…

I do like some of the moments and cut scenes we had with firefly around Golden Hour and firefly’s dialogue about the struggles with her illness and how Penacony is an escape for her. I just wished the writers leaned more on two strangers who get caught in an adventure filled with hijinks across one of the liveliest places in the cosmos rather than playing too hard into the Lies and Truths and Who Can I Trust Here? game since I felt that that was already established with the representatives of the other factions. MC and firefly going back and forth shouldn’t have been included, maybe, or firefly could’ve been upfront and more flippant—up the ante on firefly’s admiration for the Nameless, since they also represent the freedom firefly lacks due to her condition. That would give her the trust and motivation to show MC around and take her to her secret hideout, and tbh for me MC is spacey and casual enough to go along with it. Firefly MAY be dangerous, but MC is gonna take a chance and trust her bc s/he is having fun and we’re in Penacony and on vacation and everything is so cool! And we don’t have any reason to doubt her, and it’s not like we’re divulging any secrets to her, so what’s the harm in getting to know her? I don’t think this is the first time MC blindly trusted someone either, and it’s believable for me, considering MC has “child-like innocence” (that or is sensitive to memoria or both).

Firefly could totally be honest later that she’s also looking for the Watchmaker’s Legacy, but keep the line that she doesn’t wish us to be enemies. lessen her gratitude that we “saved” her from being caught as a stowaway. Ngl I blanked out a bit during that scene, but to me it was less us and more the fact that Gallagher showed up at the right time to tell the NPCs off, so any following gushing from Firefly about how kind and helpful MC was rubbed me the wrong way (which is why I was always waiting for the other shoe to drop because I was like, this girl can’t be for real). I think we should’ve avoided that whole interaction and met Firefly in a more neutral way, and then overhear that security team is looking for a silver-haired girl (I know it was silver-haired boy in the original dialogue, which is interesting, I expected some sort of reveal with that but it hasn’t come up yet) as a stowaway, or drop other hints in our interactions w/ firefly that don’t add up rather than having Sampo/Sparkle tell us she’s suspicious to our face. but maybe we don’t connect the dots until we’re on the rooftop where firefly is like, yeah I am. (Thus skipping all the lying and apologies and whatever.)

One other nitpick: stop having other strangers in-game ship MC with people they’ve just met. there can be chemistry from first meetings, but it sure as heck isn’t going to come from Bystander 1 and 2 going “oh my god you two aren’t a couple?” or “so sorry to interrupt your date?” and “she’s such a lovely and pretty young girl, you’re so lucky!” it’s just the writers telling the player that “aww aren’t you two cute? Now kiss.” *smushes two barbies together* let it develop more naturally… or at least just have the one-off line, instead of dropping the hints 3 (I don’t remember the exact number) times. like, I’m not against this mistaken-as-a-couple trope at all (I love when it’s used right), but in this instance it just feels like another emotional shortcut for the player to feel invested in firefly. It probably works for some, but it just doesn’t for me, because I know it’s not going to go anywhere. and for good reason, because it doesn’t fit in the story. I hesitate to call it fan service. It might be? Or was it supposed to be funny? Or just to show firefly’s shy/bashful side. The last one is probably it.

anyway this is just my opinion as I casually went thru the main story. I’m not a dedicated plot/lore enthusiast so I may have missed some important points but these are just my thoughts. Mostly disappointed they pulled another Teppei with firefly, although firefly is way more preferable to the shoehorn that was Teppei 💀 I just think a couple of minor tweaks could've made Firefly a more likeable character.

Update: finished the last part of the main story where Firefly is killed. I liked the cut scene, but I think we should've had the build-up tension where we uncover Firefly's tracks earlier?? Like I get that we're supposed to have the shock of a sudden death but since we had no real connection to Firefly it was very eh for me. I think that since we were going to backtrack anyway, we could switch POVs for a second to walk around as Firefly in a series of disjointed scenes and then re-converge as MC right before they meet. Dunno though tbh.

Now, when Aventurine leads us to Robyn's corpse, that was epic.

#min plays hsr #honkai star rail #ramblings #thoughts #spoilers

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taeiun · 3 months

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HIII im sending it here bc. i j love the matching pfps we’re so cutr ☺️ i would say to myself that i was gonna write this then sit there and watch all the videos i could find of love sign instead 😭😭 anyway i’ve done it now 👍 Bonnie and Clyde, Bonnie and Clyde, one night Who cares, who cares…. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SILLY!!!! screen cuts to black then one of our songs starts up in the bg as this letter fades into view..

TO SOL 🤓🪼🥂

Mannn you old as hell😂😂😂😂 or young as hell😂😂 or in the middle i have no idea😂😂😂 i hope u get lots of presents and eat good food and have a good time silly 😁 and maybe pop a bottle if u can #WHYNOT! but if not then Fear not.. (Anti-ti-ti-ti fragile, fragile..) because i will find a way to give u all of those things!!!! somehow!!! just trust me fr. i’ll do a drawing later im in the mjddle of walking home rn 😓 but anw!!!!

YOU ARE😭😭😭😭 so annoying i want to punch you. but gently. because ur not that annoying ilove u i Guess.. you’re really cool and i love everything u make ever and you already know i am factually proven to be your biggest fan and idk if im repeating things i said on new years but IDGAF it’s all true. u are hashtag epic and im really glad we’re friends!!! ^_^

we’re locked in #4L i fear im not leaving u alone for Ever.. unless that’s too long idk. maybe just a Really Long Time. the #MARKREN #2MIN bond is too strong!!! what the Efff!!!! we j get each other like.. olivia wilde nod ☺️ lets. idk i think i saw u say somewhere u dont rly like hugs so ermm lets dance 🕺🏻🕺🏻

ok last thing i want to say THANK UU!!! for being my friend and listening to me ramble and listening to songs i send u and telling me ab things early and doing things like what u did in iseul’s bday live thing bc I CRIEDDD😭😭 i love u cheesecake let’s be silly for way longer 🤓

gotta leave it off w a birthday song rec.. childish gambino we love u. You smell like a peach papaya😭😭

Lots Of Love. From Johmfs54.

xoxooooo, jj !!! (Ur IRL Fave) 🥸

i hope you know i like,,, had to hold in a fat snort when reading this oml the way you caught me off guard with “old as hell or young as hell or middle” LMFAOO erm and is that an act of violence against me?? 😓☹️ damn… I’ve never heard?? someone say i give off a punchable vibe before?? AWWWW TYSM :((

no no #MARKREN and #2min are literally forever so like,,, we’re stuck forever and um. i’ll give you hug privileges 😁😁 just bc you’re my #Seungmin #Marklee so like 🫂🫂 bring it in unless you decide to change your and then in that case yeah let’s dance 🪩 🕺 🕺

:(( i love listening to your songs even if it takes me a freakishly long time to answer… but omg stay silly bc i’m no.1 jj supporter (i’ll fight all the others hunger games style to make that true) (no i won’t bc i cant handle blood) (it’s the thought that counts <//333) i love you seungmin to my minho, mark to my renjun, peanut butter with a side of jj on toast (^з^)-☆

#📞　. . 　you called　?#( ˘ ᵕ˘(˘ᵕ ˘ )　:　other half to my 2min.#i sound so calm in this kfnffhfh i just woke up and it’s only almost 9 #; faves.#i’ll listen to the song later!! promise i’ll do it when i’m brushing uo

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sadgrlsclbb · 8 months

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So get this yall…I am SO tired🤦🏾‍♀️ why do I keep coming in contact w the sameeeee ppl

Like 2 months ago some guy added me on sc and I added him back. I posted a pic of myself and he says “not tryna kiss ass, but you’re beautiful asf” to which I replied “I don’t think it’s kissing ass, but thank you.”

Which is like…if you think I’m pretty just say that?? Why does it have to be kissing ass??😭

Anyways, I didn’t know what he looked like and he agreed to ft. So we exchanged numbers.

When I was supposed to ft him all of a sudden he unadds me in sc. And I texted him and told him I just fell asleep, but he un added me?? And it was kinda weird that he did that??

He never responded

Then I hear from him a few nights ago at like 1am. And he still wanted to ft so I can see what he looks like. And I agreed. So we did a few days later.

We talked and it was fine. BUT I caught on that he wanted to meet up. Like he just KEPT saying how he’s abt to go out to eat and like move his car. And saying shit like there’s nothing to do in our state and how he’s madddd bored rn.

So I just asked if he wanted to hang out. MIND YOU, ITS 1AM. And he was like, “if you want. No pressure. I’m a respectful person and don’t want to do anything that’ll make you uncomfortable.” HIS EXACT WORDS. So I just said let’s hand tmr.

Tmr came and nothing. I texted him and the message was blue, but it didn’t say delivered. So I went on a date w that white dude. But it wasn’t good so I texted him to meet up.

THEN all of a sudden it say delivered and he texts me back and said he’s down and asked my address.

We hung out…hooked up. BUT, he was like “if we do this you’re mine…ok? You’re mine” and I was like fuck it.

But before that we were kissing and he asked me what was I looking for. I told him it’s kinda up in the air, but the main goal is a long term romantic relationship. And if I’m the way we find out it’s not working, friends is fine. But also if the vibe is there, I’m cool w just hooking up…IF the vibe calls for it and I’m feeling it.

He was saying he’s fine w w.e I want, bc he’s really feeling me.

Back to the hooking up, he asked me was I involved w anyone else. I told him no, bc technically I’m not. I decided I wasn’t gonna see that dude I went out in a date w anymore. And I’m not talking to the guy I fell asleep otp w him.

After it was all done, he was asking to take me out and calling me beautiful and telling me to ft him so we can sleep otp together. I FELL ALSEEP AND DIDNT CALL.

So I texted I fell asleep and when I sent the text, that shit was blue BUT it didn’t say delivered. That was at like 6am. So I sent another text around 12 abt going out w him still and telling him when I get off work. It STILL didn’t say delivered.

It was like that allll day, so I’m like…did he block me??

I was actually kinda fucking w him and looking forward to going out. He wanted to take me to the boardwalk and get food.

So I’m like, WHAT I DO I STINK???😭 I THOUGHT YOU SAID I WAS YOURS???😭😭

And I still haven’t heard from him and I erased to texts messages bc I was sick of seeing it not say anything. Like it didn’t say “not delivered” like the text was sent but it said nothing under.

#k rantss #this is kinda long so read if you want

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ssreeder · 1 year

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sreedididididiidie

I’m actually so nervous to start reading this chapter btw. like I’ve been WAITING for this in such intense anticipation but now that it’s here I’m like… what if,, I just Don’t.. read.. it.,, for a little bit-

I LIKE BEING MENTALLY STABLE OKAY ITS FOR THIS EXACT REASON THAT I DIVORCED YOU

I love trams. trams are great. can we pls just keep focussing on the trams so we don’t have to get into all the messy shit that’s about to go down :D

OH SHIT SOKKA IS IN BSS WHY DID THAT TAKE SO LONG TO REGISTER WTF

ah yes the poetic tragedy of a full circle story (brb gonna be staring at My wall for a bit in solidarity and also to avoid the painful reunions thx)

yikes sokka’s trauma and resulting insecurities are about to be vomited all over the place huh

it’s genuinely so sad that sokka is coming from the perspective that he’ll have to “beg” katara to help him save zuko bc in the actual show katara was the first person ready to forgive zuko (before he betrayed her rip) and I just think it really shows how much of a shit time sokka has had that he’s forgotten that he has people in his life that genuinely do wanna help him and will do so with little to no prompting even when he Knows from personal experience what they’re willing to do for him but he can’t Really believe it bc of the situation he’s been in for so long fuck

that was a really long sentence soz lovely

nothing says siblinghood quite like lifelong grudges <3 and then you forget you were even holding a grudge until the next time they piss you off and you’re like OH YEAH I HATE THIS ASSHOLE YOURE THE WORST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME and then an hour later you’re like Hey Do You Want Ice-Cream

aang pov??!!?!?!? swag

ykw it’s so easy to get frustrated and be like -ugh why don’t they just tell the gaang what’s going on and then everyone is in the loop so it’s easier- but then you remember they’re literally 12 and 14 and it’s totally understandable that the adults want to shield them as much as possible from all the horrific things they’re encountering

side note: you can really tell the difference in age/trauma between sokka and aang’s povs so !! you’re slaying these characterisations sreedie

YES RASU COMFORT JEE IT IS NOT HIS FAULT THAT IROH IS BATSHIT INSANE WHEN IT COMES TO HIS NEPHEW

lmfao not jee suggesting they take the tram to reach their destination for committing a crime (I love him)

ofc iroh got caught.

not zuko and iroh having their reunion in literal prison T-T (it’s so on brand for them)

FUCK SOKKA IS ARRIVING FR JUST LIKE AN HOUR TOO LATE FUCK THIS

slay jet <3 (he’s breaking and entering)

omg sokka braiding katara’s hair… hair styling as a form of bonding… I have very many emotions.

toph is Definitely more hardcore than you’re anticipating sokka

jet’s bluffing skills >>>

oh yikes zuko is really fucked up now huh

I think zuko’s enduring hope is probably what makes me like him so much?? but like the fact that said hope manifests in stubbornness and spite ykwim? Anyways. sad times rn

samesies sokka, lake lagoli also give me the heebie jeebies fr

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING DOWN UNDER THE LAKE WHATTHEFFUCKWTHATFTHWFUCK

SREEDIE THIS JS SO MUCH WORSE THAN EVERYTHING BEFORE HOLY FUCKING HELL

jet is the only person with braincells rn do NOT split up for the love of god

FUCK

DONT KILL JET SREEDIE WHAT THE FUCK I LIKED HIM BITCH

fuuuuuuuck that’s so tough on the both of them shit dude. I don’t even know what I would do in that situation jesus

fuck this is horrific ohmygod

JEE JEE JEEEEE MY LOVE SAVE JET FUCK

OHMYGOD ITS SHSEN WHDKWNCPWNDOEBFPEJDOEDBOE ahhhhHHHAHAHHAH

JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE he’s actually the loml btw it’s actually why I divorced you soz (he’s such an old man ilh but also valid bc he’s literally fighting for his life..)

BOOOOOO shen died >:(

not shen being kebabbed T-T

no shen tried so hard to save zuko Fuck

yikes jet has to get burnt to be saved :///

I’m here for jee feeling protectiveness over toph AND RASU COMING IN CLUTCH WITH THE TACKLE

ah fuck long feng ugh

ykw would be super cool?? if sokka just like spontaneously became a fire bender bc he’s so mad I think that would be funny. also a terrible idea bc he would have no ability to control it whatsoever but *I* would find it at least a little bit funny

omgomgomg did appa lick sokka’s makeup off partially and now people are gonna recognise him ooooooohhhhh

sokka smirking after slicing someone’s throat open… like good for you baby I’m proud of you but also yikes

KATARAAAAAAAAAAAAA

prison reunions <3

iroh and toph >>>

“I will have to render him unconscious” FUCKING EVERYTHIBG JEE SAYS IS HILARIOUS IM DYING

ugh fuck off sokka zuko NEEDS you jesus christ

I am still reeling sreedie. I will remain reeling sreedie. I am a wee little fish stuck on a hook and you are the fisherman waving me around in the air triumphantly. fuck you (affectionate)

ANYWAYS I am suuuuuper excited for sokka and iroh interactions in the next chappie and also for jee in general bc obviously and also jet’s healing process is gonna be a fucking Journey so,, fUn TiMeS

love you lots like jelly tots and all the good stuff but also hate you bc we’re divorced and yOU FUCKING KILLED SHEN UGH

Oh yeah,,, I’d have tried to avoid this chapter too - twas a mess.

Sokkas perception of things is extremely skewed because of his trauma but the good news it that maybe he will find himself pleasantly surprised by things??? Perhaps??? :D

I am happy there are drastic differences in POVs haha. That was my goal, check mark!

Me writing Lake Laogai: >:):):):):) >:D

Oh yeah Shen did die, didn’t he? Oops.

Sorry Jet, you’re a good boy,,, but it was your arm or your life.

I’m pretty sure if you’re a fish on my hook I’m not just waving you around I am smashing you against the walls and floor n shit. :)

Love you leekie I hate having to set your asks free.

#I stare at them #I love your king asks #I skim them #I giggle #I enjoy the words #& then I say hmmmm I guess I better answer this lol #:) so here ya go #omg after last chapter I totally understand why you divorced me #I’m a mess & I take it out on all of you #don’t worry next chapter is actually better #but still a lot of angst #we got that for a MINUTE but then some fun times start sliding in #:) see ya soon leekssss #leekieeeeee #leekie tag #liab #ITF #ask

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mongooseblues · 2 years

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Not One Single Pneumonia

Plush-soft, plotless Cal/Rafie. Sickfic but not snzfic (my apologies). Occurs pretty early in their relationship, Cal’s Spanish is still elementary. A chest infection that spirals out of a cold he technically caught from Rafie. (Quick reminder of what they look like bc I almost forgot how much I love this image.)

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There’s always seemed to him something vaguely... presumptuous, almost, about sitting on these examination tables at doctor’s offices. A bit like assuming a position on a bed when you didn’t strictly need to be laying down.

The RN introduced himself but Cal was too preoccupied trying not to cough too much to have caught his name when he’d said it. He scribbles against a clipboard as Cal speaks.

“It was a cold last week but now I’m feeling worse. Um, obviously the coughing. It’s been keeping me from falling asleep, or it wakes me up. I feel as if I’m perpetually a little out of breath, because it’s kind of preventing me from being able to breathe in very deeply? I’ve also been feverish for the past few days.”

When his blood pressure is taken he mentally notes that it’s high for him, and as his vitals are relayed he realizes how pervasively whatever this is has affected him. He is unspeakably tired. When he’d looked in the mirror this morning and saw the intensity of the shadows around his eyes, he was reminded of a semester-long bout of very bad insomnia and Malik once saying, “Cal you look like a sad little raccoon.” He said it to himself this morning.

He shivers again as the nurse takes his temperature, announces it as “One oh two point nine. You said you’ve been feverish for multiple days now?”

“Yes, since maybe… Thursday or Friday, I think. I’m not sure how high it was then, it tends to climb at night, I wasn’t really keeping track of my temperature. The fever in and of itself actually escaped my concern, because I tend to spike a high fever whenever I’m sick at all. I get them routinely with colds and such.”

“I see, okay.”

“Um…” Cal says, having trouble remembering the question, or whether there ever was one. “I’m rambling, but anyway, I passed the point where I felt like—” he has to stop speaking to start coughing again, desperately into his elbow, wearing a sweater he’d normally not wear in public because there’s a rather large saffron-colored stain on the sleeve, which he’s reminded of as he huddles into it until he can stop, finally recovering with a markedly softer voice, hardly above a whisper. “Excuse me. Um… I meant to say that I feel like I got to the point where I should have been beginning to feel better and instead I started feeling worse.”

The RN notices Cal’s hand continues to return to his chest and asks, “Are you experiencing chest pain?”

“Uh, yes, when I cough. Or… inhale—Yeah, I should have mentioned that, it slipped my mind.”

“The person who came in with you, can he speak for you? I can see you’re having trouble speaking and I don’t want you to have to repeat all that for the doctor. Would you want me to invite him back here?”

“Oh, that’s really kind of you… yes, he’s my partner and I would really appreciate that,” Cal says, quietly and with some difficulty, and he might go on further but the nurse cuts him off.

“Alright, I’ll go get him. Save your breath, Mr. Chowdhury, you’ll need it.”

“Thank you so much.”

Rafie appears in the doorway a couple minutes later and Cal could swear the man is glowing as he stands there, a knight in shining armor come to save him from the task of repeating his symptoms.

“It was so nice of him to—”

“Shhh, papi chulo,” Rafael says, trailing a hand over Cal’s mouth. “The nurse said tell you to stop talking.”

* * *

Their trip to the CVS by their place must be endured immediately afterwards, and a simple chore has perhaps never felt quite as unendurable to Cal, who is so woozy as he stands there in the pharmacy line with Rafael that he’s swaying precariously on his feet, and says, “Oh shit,” just as Rafael’s arm tightens around him.

“Whoa, papi… let me pick up your medicines. I’m going to bring you back to the car and you can wait there.”

He does not have the energy or the desire to protest, just squints at Rafie with a dopey smile as he leads him back to the parking lot.

In the car Cal pulls out his phone and zones out for a couple minutes as he scrolls up and down on the Mayoclinic page for viral pneumonia.

He’s read this already, what he should do is call Deepa, that would be a smart thing to do right now, because he’s running out of energy to make arrangements, and potentially running out of voice to give explanations. It rings thrice before she picks up, during which time Cal has settled his cheek against the window, an action he doesn’t feel fully in control of, and maybe he wasn’t expecting her to answer because when she does he startles like he’s jerking awake from almost-sleep, sitting fully up, vaguely dizzy from the sudden movement.

“Hi Deepa, sorry to call you out of the blue like this, but I’m still not feeling well enough to hold class and in fact I uh, just got out of urgent care with a diagnosis of pneumonia. I’m—”

“Oh no, Dr. Chowdhury! Are you okay??”

“Yeah to be—” he begins, with an inadvisably deep inhale that jettisons him into a rough fit, pressing the phone into his shoulder as his sweater weathers another series of productive coughs, taking a wheezy inhale as he catches his breath. There’s a voice he’s used to using, in professional contexts, and he realizes now for the first time it puts more strain on his vocal chords than his non-professional speaking voice does.

“Aww you sound awful.”

“Oh I know,” he says, with an approximation of a laugh that rattles in his chest and ends in an almost cough he manages to subdue. “To be clear I should be able to bounce back from this in maybe a week or so. But I’ll be totally honest with you, Deepa; right now I don’t even feel up to composing an email. I was going to ask if you could send one out on my behalf to cancel class and just explain what’s going on. Ask students to email you instead of me if they need anything.”

“Of course, absolutely. I’ll talk to the other TAs but I think let’s plan for this week at least? And you can just let me know how you’re feeling over the weekend in case you need more time and maybe we can regroup then,” she says.

“Yes, absolutely, that’s perfect. You have no idea how much of a weight off my shoulders—” he says, before he has to cough more, returning to her afterward with a winded, “Gosh I’m sorry, I hardly have the breath necessary to properly thank you.”

“It’s okay Dr. Chowdhury, it’s really no problem at all.”

“I’ll let you know in a few days how I’m feeling and hopefully by then I’ll have a better plan of what I’m gonna do about missing as much material as this will be,” Cal says, as Rafael returns, sliding back into the driver’s seat and handing Cal a brown paper bag.

“Okay sounds good. Feel better! Take as much time as you need, we’ll figure it out.”

“Thank you so much.”

He hangs up and looks into the bag in his lap, fishes out three prescription bottles with directions he stares at. He can’t remember exactly what his doctor had said about dosages and times.

“That was your TA?”

“Myeah,” Cal says, articulate, rubbing at his eyes.

“She's gonna take care of things for you?”

“She is, yes.”

“Bien,” Rafie says, gathering Cal’s face in his hands and guiding him away from his halfhearted attempt to parse prescription information. “It’s okay I wrote it down—the way the doctor said to take everything. You took care of work. We got your medicine. All you have to do now is rest, mi amor, okay? It’s the only thing left on the checklist.”

The gently authoritative touch is comforting and the sense of mortal dread he’s carried around since yesterday is loosening and the light is streaming through the window and backlighting his boyfriend beautifully and Cal feels like he might cry.

“What’s wrong?”

Cal shakes his head, feeling his eyes well. “You’re so sweet that was the prettiest thing to say,” he manages, the combination of emotion and throat pain making his voice more of a squeak than anything else.

“Ohoho papiii,” Rafie chuckles, thumbing a single quick tear from Cal’s cheek.

“I’m sorry, wow,” Cal laughs hoarsely, and then needs to pull away to cough into his shoulder. “God I’m a whole train wreck today.”

“Maybe a little train wreck, it’s okay,” Rafie says, smoothing back Cal’s hair as he sniffles and wipes at his face with a sleeve.

“Okay, I’m okay,” he decides.

“Let’s get you home.”

* * *

Later Cal huddles beneath both a kantha quilt and the comforter from the bed, head in Rafie’s lap on the couch as he sleeps through multiple episodes of a plot-heavy Spanish crime drama he’ll now have no hope of following moving forward, in an oseltamivir and high-strength pain-reliever sponsored daze that barely brings down his fever but does at least lessen the pain in his lungs and throat and back from the endless coughing, and allows him a couple hours of the deep sleep he desperately needs.

He coughs himself awake finally, half-conscious but still aware of the comforting feeling of Rafael’s hand on his shoulder, holding him with a firmness that makes him feel both secure and very weak in comparison. By accident he issues a rare moan.

Rafie takes note, coos a low, soft, “Pobrecito…”

Cal shifts so he’s on his back, shivers when his limbs make contact with places of the blanket that aren’t already heated through with his febrile warmth. He blinks slowly, hesitantly breaching the surface of being officially awake. Mumbles that he doesn’t remember falling asleep, realizes he’s said this in the only one out of three languages he could have used that Rafael doesn’t speak, but he doesn’t have the energy to even think about translating it, so when Rafie responds, “Hmm?” he just shakes his head.

Rafie brushes sleep-tousled hair out of the way to lay a large palm across Cal’s forehead and whistles as if impressed by his findings. “You must have been feeling even worse than I realized, mi amor.”

“Mm?” He blinks, trying to latch on properly to what’s being said rather than letting it wash over him like the sounds from the television.

“Pneumonia, papi. In both of your lungs.”

“Yeah it’s kinda crazy,” he agrees. “Never had double pneumonia before. Never had single pneumonia before. Not one single pneumonia. Momentous occasion for me.”

“You’re a little loopy right now aren’t you?”

Cal laughs, a phlegm-ridden, chesty sound that makes him start back up with the coughing again. ‘I would love something that just knocks me out completely,’ he’d chimed in, as the doctor was writing prescriptions, and the drug cocktail obliged. It’s definitely affecting him rather strongly and he’s unsure which phenomena are from what exactly because he’s unfamiliar with the treatment and the illness alike.

Rafael says, “Ohh no, you can’t even laugh. Does it hurt? Your lungs?”

“Not unless I breathe,” he smiles.

For a while he just lies there as Rafie cradles a hot cheek with a comparatively cool palm, or lightly strokes a hand over his aching chest, both of which Cal recognizes as comfort targeted at the very source of pain. If he had the breath to do so he’d tell Rafael how nice his hands are, how much he likes their calloused toughness, how strong and steadying they feel to him right now, and he’s fond and fortunate and when combined with his fever he somehow feels lovesick for the person kind enough to be holding him even as he does so.

“You’ve been so good to me,” he rasps, feeling a need to touch Rafie’s face in return but as he currently possesses the world’s heaviest arms he’s only able to reach as high as Rafie’s chest to cling limply to his shirt like a dying man.

“Papi chulo,” Rafael says fondly, running a hand through Cal’s hair, and Cal turns his head slightly like a cat trying to provide a better angle to be pet. “You were very good to me when I was sick, it’s only fair I should be good to you.”

“Yeah but you weren’t this sick, I didn’t have to take you to urgent care. Or carry you to the car.”

“I didn’t carry you.”

“You basically did,” he struggles to say, before bringing up a crooked arm and launching into a fit of harsh, wet coughing that he tries to cut short because it actively hurts, but he gets stuck in a loop of gasping inhales that prompt still more productive spasms and it feels bottomless enough to go on forever if he isn’t careful. It has him sitting up by the end of it, petering out slowly, Rafael’s hands on his shoulder blades as he pants as shallowly as he can to catch his breath and Rafael quietly mutters a reassuring, “Bien, bien, está bien.”

He is passed a glass of water and he nods his thanks, hand shaking so badly as he holds it that he has to bring up the other hand to help.

“Hey, you should try to not talk so much, okay?” Rafie says, as Cal dizzily sinks his weight back into him, settling his head in Rafie’s lap again, cheeks feeling weird and tingly from the effort of coughing and the fact that his face is throbbing with fever.

“I know, I just want you to know it means a lot to me,” Cal says carefully, searching Rafael’s eyes, weighing the words with importance and probably helped by how slowly he has to say them.

Rafie succumbs to a gradual smile that almost looks like it pains him and says, as if in marvel, “Que linda tu actitud.”

While Cal hasn’t heard this specific phrase before, he can ascertain its general meaning as being an appreciation of his attitude, and he entertains an unfocused thought he sometimes has when he watches subtitled cinema, or provides someone an approximated translation from Hindi to English or vice versa — about how reordering a sentence never seemed to keep its sentiment intact. The way Rafie said it was all the translation needed.

He offers a half smile, and a quiet, “Gracias,” which is the last thing he says before Rafael shushes him, and as if this brief bout of wakefulness was something strenuous and energy-depleting, he falls asleep again for another blissfully uninterrupted, unknowable amount of time.

#mongoose writes sometimes #Cal #Cal/Rafie #sponsored by the new Rosalía album bc it’s been giving me Cal/Rafie feels #btw I swear I’m still working on The Final Final I know it’s been (checks watch) several months #this technically is a prelude to a longer Morales family caretakes Cal fic #but god only knows when that will become presentably finished #also hi! my hands mostly work now!! I can’t lift anything heavy but I can type hurray!!#Rafie

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bubblyqueer000 · 2 years

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Can I get Makoto X Fem!Reader who has Asperger’s syndrome but is very sweet and tries to get along with Makoto?

Makoto Naegi x Fem!Autistic!Reader

I’m feeling extra chaotic rn because I have so much shit to do today but rn I’m literally eating half a dozen donuts and writing this hnjefvnjedb pls enjoy!!

ONCE AGAIN I HAVE TO PUT THIS DISCLAIMER!! I am not diagnosed with autism!! All I know are the basic symptoms from google and the symptoms that go hand in hand with ADHD so if I say anything wrong please let me know and I will change it accordingly. I don’t want to be the next s*a or some shit.

Edit: Wow I was in denial when I wrote this. I'm autistic as fuck lmaooooo

♡ Makoto didn’t particularly understand why you were interested in him, whatsoever. He wasn’t sure why someone so fun and sweet like you would want to be with someone so plain but he definitely appreciates your positivity!

♡ He doesn’t really know anything about autism. He googles it when he meets you so he can understand you better but that’s as far he goes until the two of you start dating but more on that later hehe!!

♡ The first thing that made Makoto want to become friends with you was when he saw how you tend to interact with other people. If your autism makes it difficult to socialize with others, he understands (mainly because he’s socially awkward and he thinks that that’s the only reason why you have trouble talking to others.) Regardless though, that was how he became friends with you and he quickly realized how cool you are!

♡ It took a while for the subject of autism to be brought up. It seems like it’s just something that you just kinda said one day. You weren’t embarrassed to tell him since at that point you were super comfy with hanging out with him!

♡ “What are you so happy for Y/N?”

♡ “Huh? What do you mean, Makoto?”

♡ “Well, you always bounce in your seat and shake your arms around when you get excited, so I just thought that something was going on.”

♡ “Oh! I didn’t think you would notice! But yeah I do that when I’m excited because of my autism!” You say while smiling at him. He smiled and went back to what he was doing… Right before looking back up at you when he processed what you said.

♡ “Wait, what does that mean?”

♡ That’s when he started to research it.

♡ It was definitely a friends to lovers relationship.

♡ He loves how you match him in how gung ho he is. In fact, sometimes you’re more energetic than him.

♡ As I said, you tell him because he saw you stimming (Is arm flapping considered stimming? Cause I do it bc of adhd but idk) but when you flap your arms around/bounce up and down/rock back and forth/how ever else you stim, he thinks you’re! SO! PRECIOUS!!!!

♡ “Sweetheart, do you want to get f/f for dinner?” Class was over and the two of you were walking out of school.

♡ “Yes!! Thank you, darling!!!” You giggle while (doing whatever you do to stim). Makoto just kept on staring at you, cutely, with wide eyes. “Why are you staring at me? It’s embarrassing.”

♡ “Sorry… You’re just being really cute…” He mumbled.

♡ *Heart explodes moment*

♡ Makoto loves hearing you talk about your special interests no matter what they are. It’s so inspiring to hear you talk about something that makes you that happy even if it’s just a series or something that he may find silly.

♡ If you have trouble sleeping, he’ll ask if you want to watch anime and play video games or something… Not the best influence but he’s trying his best.

♡ If you’re non verbal he’ll try to learn sign language or makaton. He’d do anything to understand you better! (hehe makoton sound like makoto my brain go brrrr)

♡ The rest of this takes place in the killing game!!

♡ The whole situation was putting you under a lot of stress. How could it not when you were watching the kids around you die? And on top of that, all of this was going on with your boyfriend there. What if he got caught up in it and was killed in front of you as Leon, Mondo, and Celeste had?

♡ You woke up one night, horrified. The bad thoughts that were nearly impossible to stop had appeared and you knew you couldn’t get through them alone.

♡ You nervously opened your door and peaked out, shaking as you did so. Who knew who could be waiting quietly in the hallway planning your demise? You hesitate for another moment and begin running down the hall. You were just about to turn the corner and run to your boyfriend’s room, when a figure bumped into you.

♡ It was all over. You were already pushed onto the floor and at any moment, you would watch helplessly as the person climbed on top of you so that you couldn’t get away and feel the sharp, excruciating pain of the murder weapon your killer chose against your skin. A tear dripped down your face and all you could do was put your hands over your eyes and await a painful death.

♡ “Y/N! Please don’t cry, sweetheart! It’s just me!”

♡ “Makoto?!” You cried.

♡ “Everything's okay! Just calm down and breathe.”

♡ You and Makoto sat against the wall. He took deep breaths next to you, while waiting for you to calm down, smiling when you finally started breathing deeply along with him.

♡ “Good job.” He said. “Is everything okay now? Can I hug you?” He asked you quietly.

♡ You pause, not entirely sure of how to answer, and finally, nodded. Makoto hugs you tightly on the hallway floor.

♡ “I don’t care who I have to protect you from. No one's going to hurt you so long as I’m alive.”

#danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #fanfic #danganronpa x reader #anime #makoto naegi x reader #makotonaegi #makoto naegi

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ladyofthenoodle · 2 years

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Ok I could have sworn that u reblogged some fic writer ask thingie where it was a reverse and we were supposed to tell you things based on the numbers instead of asking u things and I was like “heck yes I have things to say to noodles bht I’m busy rn I’ll come back to it” and now I can’t find it 😭 maybe you didn’t even reblog something like that?? Whatever either way I came in here to tell you: I enjoy your writing a lot and it feels like super fresh to me? Everything feels really in character but it also makes me look at the characters in a new way which is so neat!!! I feel like you are particularly good at writing alya and maybe that’s just bc I don’t have a huge sample size for comparison lol but the way you write her is just 🤌🤌 sooo good, she’s so smart and cool and kind and perceptive and it’s very sexy of you to capture all of that. You are also great at writing marinette and adrien!!! It’s just Them but like the noodles take of Them which feels so true and so fresh to me. Anyway. Also this sounds fake bc I’m not caught up yet lol but I do Adore team and am looking forward to the rest of it!!! And uncurtain discovery made me laugh a lot!! and I want to eventually catch up on all your stuff bc what I have read was so good and left me with a Taste for Noodles Fic yum

i DID in fact reblog one of those but then an hour later i was like. wait. i am going to bed and will not have time to answer anything. so i deleted it. which was maybe impulsive of me but also accurate seeing as i am responding to this ask FOUR DAYS LATER despite the fact that i did read it before this and have looked at it every day since and held it tenderly in my mind

especially the things you said about my characterization because that is SO important to me and i want them to feel like the characters in the show but there's always depth to be added when you're writing from the character's POV, especially characters like alya, and i always want it to feel like my interpretation of them, if that makes sense?

and no it does not sound fake because you haven't caught up!! i fully believe that the urgency and speed to read a fic does not ALWAYS correlate with how much you enjoy it/anticipate enjoying it. sometimes a fic is like a bowl of ice cream that you have to eat immediately or it will melt but sometimes it is like a very rich dark chocolate bar that you can only eat in small bites that you have to savor. or an expensive candle that you save for the right moment. at least i hope i am an expensive candle to you. this ask was like an expensive candle to me. i was very excited to open it but waited until the right time to fully experience it.

#ask #carpisuns

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aemoglobin · 10 months

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was definitely late to work yesterday BUT my manager was there and in the office when i got in, so she looked at my schedule and confirmed that someone had changed it after she made it bc she set me up for my original time (or at least that’s what she says). she then changed it so i wasn’t late lol and i left a bit later than she intended me to but that was my fault for not looking at the new end time + i was training a newbie and lost track of time!!!

i caught the bus home with literally seconds to spare- it was pulling up to the light and thank god the light was red, i was in the process of crossing the street as it pulled up lmfao. so i GUESS? it does run every half hour now. but if you try to look up the schedule using the city bus site, it will send you to google maps and google maps is not accounting for the new system yet i guess bc it will only tell me ‘there is a bus every hour’. it’s very confusing. i don’t like it. the route changes have increased the amount of time i spend waiting for a bus home because my shifts always end on the hour or the half hour...which is also more or less the exact time that the bus passes by the two stops closest to my work....which are still both a 5min walk (one uphill one downhill and the downhill bus stop is under construction, so really i only have the uphill bus stop and it’s a STRUGGLE to get there in under 8mins).

my hours have been cut at work so i’m short like $160 for this pay period and it SUCKS, tbh, like really sucks, and i’m not the only one getting her hours cut like it sucks so bad at work rn i’ve been thinking of looking for a new job but unfortunately t*rget is one of the best paying employers with good benefits for someone who isn’t physically capable of working 40hrs/wk. and i LIKE my job, i don’t want to look for a new one, but the increased workload and less hours is not doing me any favors. it’s not super stressful to me yet, just really fucking annoying, and i’m hoping that my hours will go back to normal (or higher like i had intended to change to) during back to college/school T^T

gross/tmi but my period is due and it’s going to happen Soon but UNFORTUNATELY FOR ME the next two days i’m scheduled for 8hr shifts and i NEED THOSE DAYS!!!! BUT ALSO! IF I GET MY PERIOD ON ONE OF THOSE DAYS I WILL CRY!!! i can’t work on the first two days of my period bc the first day is just feeling slow and icky and the second day is Literal Hell On Earth (Gambler’s Edition) and like..........if you expect me to come in to work when i’m actively unable to sit up or throwing up 5 times in an hour.....you are stupid.

and like missing a day of work wouldn’t be a problem IF I WAS ABLE TO PICK UP A SHIFT TO COVER THAT MISSING DAY, EXCEPT I CAN’T, BECAUSE MY STORE DOESN’T HAVE ENOUGH HOURS TO SPARE AND NO ONE IS PUTTING UP THEIR SHIFTS RN (and shifts that do get put up are ones that are outside my availability or for positions i haven’t been trained for, so i can’t take them anyways!!!)....hell on earth,

#blah blah blah and all that

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dballzposting · 2 years

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i love that you touch upon how piccolo is nervous in crowds bc. it’s so true. and it’s something that chichi and gohan and probably goku know, and that maybe krillin has picked up on over the years, but no one else knows it can tell bc. that’s piccolo! he’s scary looking, he’s mean. but he’s soooo uncomfortable rn and part of why he looks like he might murder goten is bc he’s like good god get me out of here and JFC MY BROTHER JUST WALKED UP BEHIND ME AND TOUCHED MY SHOULDER WHILE I WAS TYPING i didn’t notice i was listening to music and i honestly hope he didn’t read this. and i lost my train of thought but now i’m like. i bet goten does that to trunks. trunks is like doing work stuff or smth and listening with headphones and focused and goten just waltzes up and grabs him and trunks is like AGAHH WHAT THE FUCK MAN. and gotens like LOL didn’t mean to make you piss yourself bro just came up to see what’s shakin bacon. so what’s up. and trunks is like nothing dude i’m busy later. and gotens kind of dejected but like ok bc it was trunks’s serious voice and he knows he doesn’t mean harm he’s just busy. but trunks is sweating bullets bc did goten just see that he was playing one of those barbie dress up games on his work laptop and not actually working but he’s judging him too much to say anything? which is ridiculous bc it’s a harmless game but… trunks would never be caught dead playing it. not until he’s like a certain age at least where he’s achieved more calmness and self assured ness. but when this happens he’s definitely too young to be fine with it he’s just embarrassed and feels like he got caught watching porn

This is incredible. It's like I wrote this

The thing is he'd rather have been caught watching porn .. at least that's up Goten's alley .

You know you talking abt your brother reminds me a bit of smth I used to do to my brother and also everyboyd else in my family. I'd sneak up behind them and kiss them very sweetly + tenderly on the back of the neck or any exposed skin. This continued until my brother expressed to me how sick it was . And I like to think that that's a Goten and Trunks moment as well . I do believe that Goten would take Trunks's hand and kiss it so tenderly and look him in the eyes and say "I love you" (this is what my brother did to me to show how uncomfortable it was and I didnt think it was a fair comparison but whatever....)

And Trunks would hoenslty stand there frozen for a few moments like he wouodnt move a muscle and he'd freeze completely and then go "oh my god I dont even know what to say that was so uncomfortable. Goten that was so uncomfortable" like I believe that that occured at some point ... DBS era maybe. Goten was being 100% genuine.

Thank you for your wise words ... no further comment from me is necessary ❤ you said it all perfectly. Thank you

#dballz posting #dballz asks #goten & trunkz

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jungkook-or-vpt2 · 11 months

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(Who should I choose tae🐅or jungkook🐇?)your reaction of choosing between Tae or kookie pt.1

•you can finish the story I’m just making the sides but I’ll make more to show what you could have chosen but make these into your own story

•this contains smut

Ok so you have been friends with jungkook since 7th grade and y’all were basically inseparable but you recently caught your self catching feelings with your best friend aka (jungkook).😉 But when you first met the other members you got love at first site with taehyung. And back story abt yall.

You both were nervous to talk to each other but with the help of jungkook you were besties immediately. And ever since you and him hung out and one night y’all had a big sleep over and you both were sitting close by each other and the other members were teasing y’all so y’all got tired of it and decided to ignore them but they continued this for years. So about 5 years ago y’all were doing your sleep over on the private jet and y’all were tired of it and just to drive them nuts y’all made out infront of them. Reminder y’all were both completely sober as was everyone else and this made you so happy but later that night he told you it meant nothing and it was a prank which broke you but you loved the feeling.

And ever since then you were still in love with him. But recently jungkook has been treating you like a baby and caring for you for example making dinner for just the two of you, carrying you to bed when you fell asleep on the couch, buying you gifts, giving you flowers, and keeping taehyung away from you. Which drove Tae crazy bc you were close friends. But the thing that made you have a crush on jungkook is you saw him shirt less in the gym working out.

So you were going to let jungkook know abt his schedule change and couldn’t find him so you asked namjoon and he said he’s working out. So you go down and you see him and this prompted you to stare at him even take a photo but he heard your phone take a pic of him and he looked up and saw you. You blushed and embarrassed ran away and since then you have been avoiding him and hiding around the from him and eating out with your friends.

One night you’re trying to sleep and you can’t cause you have the burning question of who should you choose. I mean you like both of them but don’t know what to do so you get up and go talk to Jimin.

(You) “ jimin? I have a serious thing I need to talk to you abt and you can’t tell anyone.”

(Jimin)”ok I’m all eat rn”

(You)” ok so I’ve liked taehyung since I met him but I also am now in love with jungkook bc he treats me very well and I’ve been avoiding both.”

(Jimin)” and why are you avoiding them y/n?

(You)”bc jungkook has been preventing me from hanging out with tae at all and jungkook bc last week I saw him working out with no shirt and it was really hot and I took a photo of it and he heard it and I’m embarrassed bc that’s weird and I think he might hate me.

(Jimin)” tbh choose the one who you’re really in love with.”

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jungkook-or-v · 11 months

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(Who should I choose tae🐅or jungkook🐇?)your reaction of choosing between Tae or kookie pt.1

•you can finish the story I’m just making the sides but I’ll make more to show what you could have chosen but make these into your own story

•this contains smut

(You) “ jimin? I have a serious thing I need to talk to you abt and you can’t tell anyone.”

(Jimin)”ok I’m all eat rn”

(You)” ok so I’ve liked taehyung since I met him but I also am now in love with jungkook bc he treats me very well and I’ve been avoiding both.”

(Jimin)” and why are you avoiding them y/n?

(Jimin)” tbh choose the one who you’re really in love with.”

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bewithm3 · 11 months

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(Who should I choose tae🐅or jungkook🐇?)your reaction of choosing between Tae or kookie pt.1

•you can finish the story I’m just making the sides but I’ll make more to show what you could have chosen but make these into your own story

•this contains smut

(You) “ jimin? I have a serious thing I need to talk to you abt and you can’t tell anyone.”

(Jimin)”ok I’m all eat rn”

(You)” ok so I’ve liked taehyung since I met him but I also am now in love with jungkook bc he treats me very well and I’ve been avoiding both.”

(Jimin)” and why are you avoiding them y/n?

(Jimin)” tbh choose the one who you’re really in love with.”

#bts smut #bts #bts fanfic #bts jungkook #bts taehyung

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