thinking about how silver knew or suspected that thomas might be alive almost from the beginning of season 4 and still didn't tell flint like
Flint: Do I need to be concerned that you took almost two hours to tell me about it?
Silver: We are at our least rational... when we're at our most vulnerable. If nothing else, this is a good reminder that without a doubt she is the point at which I'm my most vulnerable. The thought of losing her...
I see.
Silver: If we assume... that we are on the verge of some impossible victory here, a truly significant thing... if we assume that is real and here for the taking... wouldn't you trade it all to have Thomas Hamilton back again?
Flint: I think if he knew how close we were to the victory he gave his life to achieve... he wouldn't want me to.
Silver: I see. Though, that wasn't really what I asked, was it? Assume his father was just as dark as you say, but... was unable to murder his own son, assume he found a way... to secret Thomas away from London...
Flint: He didn't.
Silver: Would you trade this war to make it so? It is some kind of hell to be forced to choose one irreplaceable thing over another.
LIKE PERHAPS THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE YOU SHOULD BE CONCERNED HE IS NOT TELLING YOU
Flint: I know what it's like... to have lost her. And then seeing a way to have her back. I understand what that must've felt like. You asked me once what I would do, what I would sacrifice if it meant having Thomas back again. I honestly don't know... what I would've done. I honestly couldn't say I wouldn't have done what you did. I told you I'd see you through this. Put things back together again so that we can move forward. I meant it.
And then again he still doesn't tell him because he can't, not until he's certain he won't have to use it-not until he's certain he'll have to End Flint because he doesn't want to but he knows (has known this whole time) that he will be the end of him so he hid this Massive Thing from him even after he knew what it was like to lose Madi he Still hid it (this is of course assuming that thomas is still alive and that wasn't just a lie to madi or a justification to himself and flint to make sending him (flint) away to live the rest of his life in chains doing labor seem like it wasn't so bad really (and also ignoring the fact that miranda who was arguably more a catalyst for flint's war than thomas was is still dead and not even silver can bring her back from the dead))
it's just really funny idk what to tell you
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anyway who else said the truth for the first question in kafka's game and then misunderstood mc's internal questioning as them giving their final answer thus cheated in the game's opinion but not in your own (or the opposite, said something you didnt believe in instead of cheating)? cause i did 😃
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it just sucks bc part 2 lowkey did kinda suck. with the inclusion of a new confusing love interest that would last like 8 fuckin episodes when breagan was the main ship literally more than half of the fandom vied for. it’s like wow maybe if they didn’t include the unnecessary and boring love interest of ron and just kept going with the story as intended, they would’ve maybe gotten the green light for a second season but no
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i need to work on the bios soon buuuuuut
margaret is trans ( trans woman )
benson is trans ( trans man )
em is trans ( trans man )
fanny is trans ( trans woman )
penny is nonbinary ( genderfluid )
neu is nonbinary ( unlabeled )
rigby is trans ( trans man )
and pops' gender is ?????
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So I read something recently about how the urge to over explain and justify everything we do can be a result of our every actions — even the smallest and most unimportant ones — being critiqued or questioned as autistic children and, yeah!! Yeah actually that fully explains it!!!
Like. I will fully narrate my entire life in a way that annoys / bother people, and I can’t really stop. For example if I’m sitting on my couch and then get up and sit in another chair so that I’m closer to an end table where I can put down my cup, I’ll fully tell my boyfriend that’s what I’m doing and why. I don’t need to do that!!! It’s my house and I’m an adult!! But I tell him because, like. I guess sitting in the living room and then getting up to sit in another chair in the same living room is weird. In my experience it is remarqued upon.
It is questioned, even if the question is not meant maliciously and it’s like “where are you going?” Or a teasing “what, don’t want to sit next to me?” (Or, in childhood: “you have a cup in your hand you should have sat in the chair next to the table to begin with, don’t you ever pay attention/think things through” or “don’t be childish you can hold the cup in your hand just fine without spilling it”)
But what really makes it a trauma response is that I lie. I lie all the time!!! I am a habitual liar in my muttered narration that no one gives two shit about!!! Because sometimes my reasons for doing something are not rational, or can’t really be explained in a way that would make sense to or satisfy a neurotypical person. Like the texture of the couch, which I usually don’t mind, is just not something I want to deal with that day for some reason so I’m moving to another chair. But I don’t say that, because I have long and extensive training at passing for a neurotypical and they don’t change chairs for something like that. So I lie. I come up with a good excuse for changing chair (“oh let me sit closer to the table actually”) and I mutter it as if I were totally just talking to myself and not putting on a show.
And that’s exhausting tbh.
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