#tell them they’re pretty bc they are

[snowflake-sage]

I’m done ranting for the day, here’s something soft and sweet to lighten my mood

#round and soft #tell them they’re pretty bc they are #art #artist #myart #oc #myoc #doodle #sketch #drawing #furry #fursona #furryart #furryartist #digital illustration #digital painting #digital art #mae

[kimbapisnotsushi]

can you imagine being a hardworking thirty-something bouncing ball corp employee in like idk sales or some shit who spent YEARS before that trying to climb the corporate ladder and succumbing to the 9-5 workhorse race that makes you dead inside but now your boss is a college kid who shows up to important company meetings in sweats and brings his homework to the office so he can get it done on time and haphazardly stuffs paperwork and legal documents into the same binders as his lecture notes and doesn’t give a shit if you don’t properly file for time off bc he can barely be assed to email his professors the same and will still PAY you for it????? can you imagine???? i can’t but it’d be REALLY fucking funnny

#GIVE ME CHAOTIC COLLEGE STUDENT AND BOSS KENMA OR GIVE ME DEATH #kenma is both simultaneously the best and worst boss of all time #bc he treats his employees well and he’s got good benefits and pretty much everything else you could ask for #BUT he also gives his secretary and department managers constant aneurysms #bc he haaaaaates dealingn with formalities #and if they’re meeting with someone he doesn’t like he WILL be a rude little punk about it #and they’re scrambling to do damage control #do NOT tell me kenma is professional he will tell the ceo of a company 10x bigger than them to fuck off and come out victorious #kozuke kenma #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu hcs #sou says stuff

[ciderjacks]

Also ok I need to sleep but deadloch is such a good satire also. Like I’ve watched some cop shows, and holy shit it flips every aspect over. The obvious one is that it’s women leading and men getting murdered instead of the other way around, but the one I find the most interesting and most important, is that it takes the “few bad apples”, as well as the “ends justify the means” shit, and completely flips it. Like. Ok. B99 is a cop show. It’s a “progressive” cop show, that sort of tries? To have some messaging about bad policing, but it still falls into the issue of the messages being: “most cops are fine it’s just that some cops are racist! But we can just get them fired so it’s ok” and “it’s necessary for cops to break the law and do morally questionable things to solve a case, and they risk getting fired for it so it’s brave”

Meanwhile even with a progressive show like b99, it still fits into the box of what deadloch is parodying. Like the core messages of deadloch are the opposite of what I listed above. Like we have: “the system is rotten, corrupt, and the few good cops are getting pushed out because cops are actively discouraged from being good” and “the bravest thing an officer can do is follow the law and treat people with human decency”

Like idk what else to say it’s just really good. It’s a really good satire. I went in with low expectations (bc I didn’t realize it was going to be a satire) but like. Yeah It’s really really well done.

#TBC I’m not saying u can’t like b99 or other earnest cop shows. They’re fun like I get it. #But like. Be aware of what they’re telling you. #Bc a lot of them use copaganda pretty heavily #deadloch #B99 critical #Also this is just from my pov as an American who’s had crappy experiences with cops bc of mostly sexism and anti native bullshit #The show is Australian idk how different policing is down there and like what the nuances are there. Bc. I am not Australian. #also side note I liked the indigenous aspect of the show. I liked it so much. It was so so so good.

[malenchka]

asra doodle 💜

#not sure if I ever posted this asra #the arcana #arcana #asra #asra the magician #ok real talk i liked asra bc theyre fuckin pretty yeah but also they’re a Gemini #i like geminis aesthetically and theoretically but pls I’ve never been able to have a friendship with one 😂😂😂 #NOT FOR LACK OF TRYING HOWEVER #are any of my followers geminis pls tell me the secret of befriending them

[coconut530]

🫣 Ada… what

ALSO

FP THUMB UNDER CUT

MY BOI!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!???!!?!?!!!??!!?!?!? 🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷🇫🇷 HE’S BEEN FOUND GOOD GOD WE HAVEN’T SEEN HIM SINCE NOVEMBER 3RD IN THIS PANEL:

HE BACK!!! MAYBE!!! I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS!!! BUT I SEE HIM SO I’M FREAKING OUT!!!

#Nevermore #Nevermore Webtoon #Webtoon #ok so Ada’s spectre still is nightmare fuel but it is kinda one of the cooler ones??? #It’s different; usually the person like keeps who they are and you can tell it’s them but Ada noooooo #bc like one she talks by screaming two she like surrenders herself to her spectre and becomes feral three she can make people see things #Annabel being like “what a short-sighted notion” was funny #Monty doesn’t have 5D chess brain like she does #And Ada being like “DO YOU LOVE ME YET!?” …girl you look like a skeleton and are screaming in my face idkkkkkkkkk #If anything this definitely makes Prospero love her WAY less #Bc those visions are *shudders* NO THANK YOU #Like the hands and the cut off hand and the unbuttoning and the sAW— #No thanksssssssss hahahahahaa #Maybe he’ll keep her on the smart kid team for the scare factor to others but for ONLY that reason #Uhhhhhh and then she went into Annabel and hahahaha dead Lenore never left her brainnnnnnnn #Eeek like ribbons have never been so scary dude #They’re meant to decorate the women they’re put on but it only ties them up and it’s like horrible #Forces them to stay that way: pretty #When all they want is to be free #Ok uh philosophical rant over bye #Oh wait one more thing did everyone see the thumbnail switching today?? Crazy

[zappedbyzabka]

Ok. time for me to start posting Greg x Maz again I think 😗

#This is my safe ship. I dont want to assume but I’m pretty sure I made it?? #Not 100% sure but #gotta tell the truth #that that old man gets power bottomed SO hard by that pretty lil blonde #Literally gets that D used raw #He’s hurtin almost every day and loves it #Greg’s hole is aching and can take more ty #Greg’s ass is RED and Maz’s nips are TUGGED #nsft #greg x maz #please dont take them from meeeeeee #They’re like my special edition barbies #I’ll cry bc bc bc they have a certain way of doing things yknow #and i love it #soskkskskskksksksksk

[youregonnabeokay-kid]

okay, i’ve held off long enough. time to brag a lil (a lot)

I FREAKING NAILED THAT SCRIPT!!!

sure the words weren’t exactly the same but a) it seems like 911 has a lot of ad-libbing (sentence structure isn’t composed in a way that would fit the script + previous script and scene side-by-sides) and b)  the general conversation was the same

as someone who’s at the (very) beginning of their screenwriting journey it just makes me so happy that i was able to figure it out like AJSHEIWJKAKWNSKDK

DID YOU SEE THAT!!? I KNOW SCRIPT! I KNOW WORDS! I KNOW IT!!! I FIGURE OUT!!! I SCREENWRITE SO I KNOW SCRIPT FROM SCRAP OF SCRIPT!!!!

#it just feels so validating #like i know it’s silly #i know that anyone with a basic understanding of screenwriting and telewriting could probably figure it out #but it still makes me so happy #going into screenwriting is so complicated and pessimistic bc people are constantly telling you that you’re going to fail #even though some of them are trying to be ‘nice’ by telling you that bc they think they’re saving you from disappointment + failure #it still stings and can lead to some pretty serious doubt in what you’re doing with your life #so this just #it made me feel validated #like maybe this isn’t a completely horrible idea #ughhh emotions #911 spoilers #911 abc #personal #brag #this post is honestly just so i can vent this stuff somewhere #but if you happen to see this then thanks for listening #and thank you to everyone who complimented me/encouraged me in the original post #it means a lot <3 #long post

[szczylpierdolony]

life is falling through my fingers more that usually

#i’ve been in a pretty much constant state of panic since january #and it’s gotten worse recently bc of 1. thesis writing (or lack thereof) #2. administrative problems at uni that i caused due to the constant state of anxiety and depression #like whyyyy do things like going to the uni office send me spiraling like nothing else #and i’ve been feeling weird and disconnected for a while now and nothing seems to interest me anymore #like i’m light headed in the worst way and i think if one thing goes badly i’ll genuinely fall down crying #and i can’t seem to do anything productive bc of the anxiety either #ok i checked usos. the administrative problem got more or less solved #oh thank god #i love depression loveee it love causing problems for myself that i later have to bother other people about bc i can’t solve them by myself #esp when you have to admit to them that mental illness is what caused them bc even when they’re sympathetic and nice about it i still feel #like such a pathetic idiot my god #also i’ve been thinking a lot abt how a pattern that repeats in my life is the lack of closure #from silly things to more serious ones #like how i didn’t attend my elementary school graduation nor the hs one #the first one bc of travelling and the second bc of covid #so i just closed my laptop and then went to pick up my diploma after matura results and that was it i never saw any of my teachers or #thanked them etc #and how all my friendships that died out were this kind of sudden drop like nothing happened but we just stopped talking one day and that #was it and idk where we stand #and how i seem to leave loose threads everywhere i go and i can’t tell if it’s just a coincidence or if i do that on purpose but #unconciously so as to not have to deal with things ending bc that scares me #i’ve never felt grounded in any moment and it’s so strange #also yeah yeah weird behaviour meant to save me from abandonment whatever #📓 #niedziela wieczór i humor popsuty co mogę powiedzieć

[neondiamond]

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#i have a few cousins that are younger than me and every once in a while #i’ll pick them up take them out to eat or do an activity or something #you know spend the day with them because why not #i’ve been doing that since i got my first car i’m pretty sure #and i have some cousins that are now older and driving themselves #and i’ve not taken them out in a little bit bc they have weekend jobs and friends and they’re busy you know #that’s totally fine #anyways i was talking to my aunt earlier and she was telling me that one of them was talking about how she remembers how much she love #loved when i used to do that and she decided that’s something she wanted to do with her younger cousins #(ones from the other side of the family we don’t share) #and it honestly made me tear up #like she remembers it and she liked it #🥺🥺🥺 #please it’s always just been about spending time with them to me but to know that they actually enjoy it is just so sweet #my aunt also told me her youngest said i’m the coolest cousin #love that i will gladly take that title and tease my brother about it lol #anyways that was lovely

[exopelagic]

honk shoo.

#but yeah sleepy. #i have so much to do these next few days I’m gonna die #meanwhile I just wanna see my friends #the good thing is that some of the busy things involve seeing my friends but goddamn why are almost all of them hard #also YES I’m going to be dumb and gay again bc a) why shouldn’t I b) nobody can stop me #I’m being dumb and gay again. #now seen The Guy twice since I’ve been back and he’s very cool #still feel like I’m being insane god idk what I’m doing #I hope he comes tomorrow bc he can’t make the meeting which means he won’t be on committee which sucks bc he did want to #OH but I did mean to tell him there was one role he could go for and have a good shot at that I think he’d be good for #only problem is if he doesn’t come tomorrow I can’t tell him in time bc I don’t have any way to message him other than email #(which feels slightly creepy bc I only know it bc secretary and he’s never explicitly said his surname so it’s just inferred from the list) #idk. the thing that gets me is we are very much friends now. like early stages of friends but we keep talking at hockey #and importantly he keeps coming To Me which keeps surprising me bc he does it more than any of my other friends #but I guess I’m also coming to him kinda a lot too. self awareness falls when around cute boy you get how it is #god it’s so unfair why is he like this #I finished getting my skates off before he did yesterday which gave me a very good opportunity to Look while he was talking #and have it not be weird and he’s just very pretty. he’s got a rlly nice nose #i always feel insane pointing out noses it’s the Draw speaking bc I use noses as a focal point and they’re fun to draw #tbh it’s unlikely I will say someone does Not have a nice nose but idk let me have this. it would be fun to draw is maybe what I mean #and I hadn’t noticed before bc the like bridge? and uhh like. base? idk nose words but they don’t match #the bridge is super long and on the thin side w a bump like mine but the like bottom is much rounder and wider and I don’t see that mix much #he also just has rlly nice hair it’s super curly and he’s in that like weird light brown purgatory where it’s all different colours #like it’s mostly light brown but some bits look rlly dark and some especially at the ends is like almost blonde and it changes w the light #god he also keeps doing this dumb fucking thing where he’s trying to skate while squatting all the way and it’s ridiculous #he looks like a spider folding in on itself and the worst part is he can fucking do it #he’s gotten so good at skating recently and I have a feeling he lives somewhere with an ice rink bc I’m sure he’s better than he was novembr #yeah I also got to just stand and watch him play yesterday and it’s so incredibly horribly unfair #anyway I’m too fucking gay and I will not let him escape me again tomorrow I Will get his instagram or smth bc I swear this man #luke.txt

[yay-depression]

the repressed neurodivergent experience of thinking “no one will ever love me with all of my neurodivergency the way i love them with their neurotypical-ness.”

#me my whole life: got made fun of for exhibiting ND traits among other stuff #me in middle school: well if i simply pretend i am neurotypical people will stop disliking me for being ND #spoiler alert: i was not very good at faking neurotypical-ness #me now: very very good at faking being neurotypical to the point that i am perceived as having very few distinguishable traits #my family my entire life: you are weird (aka neurodivergent) stop being weird #my family my entire life: if i simply do the thing that my child hates maybe they will grow out of hating it #another spoiler alert: no the FUCK i did not #tldr my entire life i’ve essentially suppressed most of myself to make the people i love comfortable bc that’s what they wanted from me #and in response they routinely ignore some of my most important boundaries and still try to act like they’re helping me #my therapist keeps telling me that one day i’ll get a family even if it’s found family #because sometimes found family is the best kind of family #but no one i’ve met is willing to actually put up with who i am as a person and not abandon me #every non-familial person in my life anytime i’ve shared deeply personal things with them: nope no thank you goodbye #and the deeply personal things were always just like ‘i’m actually pretty insecure in friendships and i feel deeply lonely’ #it wasn’t even traumadumping bc they always seemed fine with that!! bonding over shared trauma was like a group activity #and then anytime i was like ‘hey could i maybe get some validate that y’all don’t hate me?’ everyone would be like #no. why would you need that we never said we hated you stop being over dramatic #my dad pulled that last one all the time!! except he added the ‘how could you even think i hate you when i’ve been nothing but good to you!’ #come to think of it my friends did a lot of that too actually #anyways i have a core belief that i’m actually just unloveable and people just tolerate me and it’s been confirmed repeatedly

[badolmen]

Just saw a post slandering KA Applegate for making it a point that sharks don’t jump in the Animorphs series like you do not understand the amount of vitriol this post had for this one factoid and how ‘lazy/sloppy/terrible is was for Applegate to put this in the books how dare you mislead the children you got paid actual money to write this garbage I’ve read better researched fanfiction’ like.

First off, chill out. Second off, I’m sorry you couldn’t suspend your disbelief about the particular behavior of sharks in a series about alien slugs and teenagers committing war crimes; I imagine literally any other childrens’ fiction books were equally if not more painful for you to read. Thirdly, have you considered taking a nap and drinking some water? Maybe eating a granola bar? That’s a lot of hostility to direct at the author of a series that ended years ago. Calm down.

#ra speaks #personal #animorphs #ka applegate #i am seeing red #i mean I get being annoyed by innacuracies in fiction esp if it’s something you care a lot abt #(eg me laughing at ‘forests’ in film bc 9/10 times they’re in a 30 yo pine plantation) #but like. those are some pretty awful insults to hurl at an author that wrote a story about trauma and war. not about fun animal facts. #this wasn’t some botched natgeowild magazine this series was meticulously crafted to tell a specific story and it did so beautifully #i can forgive some factual inaccuracy in a story w brain controlling slugs and telepathic scorpion deer aliens #i couldn’t check the notes or even block them I just said this post was not for me (I follow the shark tag) #but like. 👀 chill.

[pallases]

submitted my first app 😖

#😭 didn’t plan to start this early but they said to do it by tonight and now i am worried abt when other companies want their apps in. i #should have asked them #i don’t think they all want them in now tho bc one of them told me she doesn’t start responding until january which. probably means i can #wait a bit right?? i don’t know 😭 #personal #the engineering chronicles #feeling pretty okay abt how today went actually one employer told me i have a very high gpa and that she thought she read it wrong and #another i was talking to abt how even though they’re not a primarily medical company they do do medical stuff and i named and spoke abt the #things they’ve worked on and he seemed impressed by that knowledge. so #really worried tho bc. there are hardly any medical places my school has approved to apply to for this and companies that dont do medical #stuff don’t want biomedical engineering interns even if everything but my electives is the same as an ee’s coursework. bc we’re not going t #stick around for them to hire post grad. like ppl from these companies are straight up telling me not to bother applying or that they don’t #accept apps from ppl in my major etc. which fucking sucks especially since in ADDITION to that the vast vast majority of the companies #that Do have medical stuff going on are mechanical or manufacturing based not electrical. like. what do you expect me to do here #there is one company (the one the guy seemed impressed w me abt) that does electrical and coding stuff and i am really really interested in #them. but as i said the medical stuff is not their main focus and they’re more an all around place. and they also won employer or the year #or whatever a couple years ago. which means Everyone is going to be applying to this company. ugh

[ibuprofenlesbian]

how do therapists typically react when you say you think you have something

#ive only done that twice with two separate therapists one was like yeah that’d make sense (about autism) but i had to stop seeing her #+ she wasn’t very good #and the other time the therapist was even worse and she kept trying to tell me what im almost positive is ocd was just ptsd #i have both but like the thing she was talking about had nothing to do with my trauma and was entirely based on intrusive thoughts #and also involved compulsions so like. #she generally sucked also she was like 40 minutes late once and then when she showed up (into the telehealth thing) she was driving #but yeah i want to talk to my current therapist about both my ocd and dissociation problems but im scared to flat out say that #also concerned she will equate my ocd to ptsd as well bc some of it is connected but still is different #like i have ruminations that are vaguely connected to my trauma that i might not have otherwise but they’re still ocd im pretty sure #also i was kinda supposed to be diagnosed with it ? i took a test thing but i kept telling the psych that i didn’t have it so i think he #abandoned the idea. and then i was discharged and it was just dropped #idk why im saying all of this im in a weird mood #vent #kinda??? #not really but to be safe #but yeah i feel like it could be seen as trying to do the therapists work for them which i don’t want to do

[victory-cookies]

school starts tomorrow and I’m trying to be okay

#I think this year will be lonely #my best friend who just moved away has already made friends on campus #and I can just tell between her busy schedule and the people she’ll want to hang out with there she’s not gonna have a ton of time to call #or to watch stuff together #and my one friend I have at uni here is an engineering student and is absurdly busy #so I only really get to see her when we carpool bc we live close #but I just found out she’s moving and won’t be able to carpool with me anymore #so chances are I’ll be seeing her even less #and then the other friends I have are in a group that’s falling apart and I don’t really hang out with any of them individually #plus they’re all taking vacations bc it’s their gap year #I just. I didn’t handle last year too well and that was with people still able to spend time with me #my classes this year aren’t really more close knit either so I don’t really feel like I have a good likelihood of making friends there #Bc I’m bad at it. I’m really shy #I just don’t want to go through this year pretty much alone but I think I will #And it sucks. It really sucks #vent #sorry

[quicktimeeventfull]

the relationship between L and the task force is so fascinating to me because L is definitely the focal point of the team, but objectively speaking he isn’t actually calling the shots most of the time. he argues a lot for his ideas, but he almost always defers to the group in the end. they’re often convinced by him, but if they aren’t he doesn’t usually override them. i think that’s the actual explanation for why he doesn’t throw light in prison from the start — it isn’t his investigation, so he can’t or isn’t willing to make that call.

#i need to double check but im pretty sure he asks for permission before bringing light on #theres a lot of stuff he doesn’t do bc they tell him not to #and a lot of stuff they’re mad about him doing even though they agreed to it #i don’t think he’s always good to them — the thing with financially threatening aizawa esp was awful — but he does seem to consider them #colleagues & does appear to genuinely respect them #although that changes a bit near the end as L becomes increasingly obsessed with catching kira at all costs