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Friday night and i'm all alone.

Sirius black x fem!reader

modern au

word count: 4k+

warnings: eventual smut, handsy Sirius, sexual tension, nerd reader, underage, drinking, smoking, virgin, first time, fingering, neck kisses, eating reader out, doing this near friends, taking advantage, reader gets drunk, Sirius is aware.

summary: y/n's book and cup of coffee isn't enough to keep her satisfied tonight. There's an itching bite of loneliness that crawls up her back, one that yearns for someone to just be in her presence. So she finally decides to accept the invitation James had sent the friend group a while back to crash at his place this Friday in hopes Sirius would be there. Things get weird between her and Sirius when she arrives. Alcohol is involved, panties are off and there's a bunch of teenage angst roaming the air tonight, everything which should've rung alarms in her head but with Sirius all over her, how could she complain?

The muffled sound of rain, the random channel that was playing on the telly, probably a sitcom with the amount of fake crowd laughs there were. A book in her hand and a cup of warm coffee. The night should've been set perfect for y/n. Her mom was even out of the flat tonight. So she was left all alone in the London flat she'd called home. Away from hogwarts for Christmas meant not seeing her friends for a couple of months which she was usually fine with, ecstatic about even. But this evening was static and lonely. Not the type of comfortable alone time you'd beg to have every now and then, but this empty feeling growing bigger and bigger by every moment another fake crowd laugh was being dispersed on the television screen. She felt her usual self which would just get lost in the book she was reading, become unfocused and panicky. Why did she feel like she had to talk to someone? Touch someone, just contact with anyone. Hell.

The low buzz of her phone shook her out of her depressing thoughts with the notification reading,

James (douchebag):

gathering my place tonight? 11pm good? Bring your own alcohol

Oh shit. Was this real? Had James really invited her over to his house? This was the first time she'd received an invitation from James due to him not really trusting her ever since she joined the friend group, despite the rest of them convincing him y/n was trustable and safe. So she jumped with glee (as much as one could on a sofa with a cup of coffee in their hands.)

The time was 9pm, and the rain had simmered down to a mere drizzle. The pitter patter of the drops still evident outside making the atmosphere fuzzy and warm. An hour had passed since the text and Y/n had been contemplating whether or not she should attend his house party because she was a hundred percent sure quite a few people she didn't know were going to be there. However the thought of Sirius possibly being there overtook her mind. Would he finally notice her as cool if she went? Would he even be there?

She sighed before making her way to the vanity that sat dull and dusty in her room. The lack of makeup she owned was embarrassing to say the least, so she gathered whatever makeup was left unexpired or even intact and wiped the dust off the mirror with the sleeve of her sweater. She looked dead straight into her own soul wondering why she was making such a big deal out of going to a party, was she really that lame? Why did one of her eyes seem wonky or why was her nose not pretty enough. She quickly dismissed those thoughts by slapping her face with both her hands waking her up from whatever dark thoughts that came in.

"Okay. It's gonna be okay, you look fine. Right?" Y/n grimaced at her own words and quickly applied a layer of gloss to distract herself. She did her makeup naturally with heavy mascara just enough that it would probably smudge underneath her eyes, a soft layer of eyeliner accentuating the inner and outer corners of her eyes, concealer to cover up her dark circles and a soft hint of cherry lip balm caressing the buds of her lips finishing her look.

She'd decided to wear something she was comfortable with to the party and looked in the vanity one last time. "Alright. Alright... Hey Sirius. How are ya? Did you hear about longbottom getting a nasty snake bite during quidditch the other day? I mean crazzzy right. Ugh." She frowned at her attempt to whizz up a convo between her and Sirius "Sooo... parties am i right? Fuck this." Y/n sighed before texting her mom to let her know she'd be out for the night.

mom aka top G : Finally you're getting your bottom out the house!

She rolled her eyes at the reply.

The time was now 11:15pm and y/n was positively running late. She'd been ready for around 30 minutes now but was stalling due to nerves. She wondered if she should've gotten all dressed up after all. Maybe she should've just stayed home. It wasn't too late, not like she was stood right in front of James' parents front door.. Oh right, she was.

So she took in a deep much needed breath of the crisp air before removing her hands out of the pockets of her black puffer jacket proceeding to knock once. No answer. So she knocked twice for good measure. She could feel her nose get redder by the minute as she stood outside like an idiot in the painfully cold London air, so she knocked again this time the hardest she could, clearly transferring a bit of annoyance into the knock too.

"James?" y/n yelled

"Lily?" she yelled again

A light shadow grazed past the curtains too blurred to be visualised.

finally her face was greeted with the warmth of the inside of the house.

"Y/n! You made it! I'm so sorry i didn't open the door earlier, Sirius spotted you from the window just recently." Lily said with a sweet smile on her face. She was dressed sweet and softly , wearing a mini dress that was white and innocent yet hugged her curves perfectly, her hair was tied into a messy bun and she wore a silver heart necklace that adorned her neck beautifully, y/n was sure james gifted her that, a long with a small failed covered hickey that sat right below her ear.

"No no, it's okay Lils, I love being stranded in the cold."

"Oh shut up." Lily chuckled whilst grabbing y/n by her shoulders and pushing her into the warm home.

As she entered, the sound of soft rock was being played in the background, surprisingly not too loud. The house reeked of alcohol, something vodka and maybe a few fruity notes too, the place was filled with teenagers chatting and dancing, some even smoking. She wasn't going to lie, this was the coolest she's felt in a while, being surrounded by cool looking people. There were several familiar faces and some unknown but sure she'd seen before. She was quickly brought back to the present as she heard a voice call out for Lily.

"Lily flower, who was at the door?" Called the rowdy sounding James from an unbeknownst direction.

This was good y/n thought. Wherever James was, Sirius was probably at too.

"Only the life of the party!"

"Lils don't say that!"

"Shhh it's for comedic effect."

Y/n followed Lily around like a lost puppy dog, feeling a bit insecure at what she was wearing. All the other girls who were there were dressed normally and sexily just like one should when invited to a bloody James Potter party.

"Ah! There's my favourite little nerd!" James yelled, clearly drunk whilst swinging both his arms around y/n's shoulders carelessly.

"Don't call her that." Remus spoke softly from an armchair he'd been reading a book in whilst sipping on something alcoholic probably.

"Why! I mean its true isn't it? You little little... little nerdy nerdo" James teased before pincing y/n's nose a little too hard leaving a dust of red on the tip.

"Okay that's enough of you James." Lily sighed before attempting to drag him away from y/n having a mini arguement with him in the process.

"Right, sorry bout' James y/n. But i must say, i'm quite surprised to see you here, everything alright at home?" Remus joked with a softness that could melt any girls heart.

"Merlin Remus, just because i'm at a stupid party doesn't mean i've gone insane." Y/n rolled her eyes

"Pffft, but you sure look insane" Called the familiar voice of... Sirius fuck.

He sat prettily on the sofa that was diagonally across from Remus, arms swung lazily on the sides, one hand adorning a ciggarette whilst his hair was sat messily on his head, slightly in his eyes.

Did he get a haircut? Y/n thought to herself before admiring how his lashes were so long they pratically brushed his undereye or how his cheekbones and chin were so sharp they could practically cut her up.

"Hmm, Y/n?" Sirius called out with a quirk in his eyebrows

Y/n took in a shaky breath before letting it out slowly trying to compose herself.

"Yea?"

"I was just joking by the way, you look" he hessitated

"You look nice."

Did he think she was insulted by his earlier comment and was trying to make up for his behaviour by giving her a fake compliment?

Whatever.

"Thanks. You look nice too." Y/n gave him a tight smile before making her way to sit beside him on the sofa he was at.

"Sorry. Its just i never see you dress like this, took me off gaurd was all."

Dress like what?

"What d'you mean?"

"You know... the skirt and boots, why haven't you taken your jacket off?" Sirius trailed before taking another whiff of his cigarrette.

"Ciggs aren't good for you, you know?"

"Shit, really? Damn i thought they could cure depression!" Sirius faked a shocked look. "God, you're so infuriating."

"Aren't you hot?"

Y/n's face got red.

"Like from the jacket"

Oh. "N-no im fine." Y/n said as she felt her chest get stickier by the second.

The truth was, she didn't want to reveal what was underneath, because she knew he'd tease her for the lack of top she was wearing.

"Ugh, must i do everything for you?" Sirius said before placing his cigarette between his lips to give his hands freedom towards y/n. He zipped down the zipper before gently removing the material from her skin, struggling a bit due to the sweat that stuck to her like glue.

"Hm and here you were, saying you weren't hot."

The room was semi empty at this point, Remus walking out a few minutes ago to get another beverage whilst others were left either making out or just stoned out of their minds.

"Well, im not." Y/n stubbornly said before allowing Sirius to remove her jacket, nervous on his reaction towards her choice of clothing.

She wore a long sleveed black laced top, the neck cut low into a V which was just enough to reveal her chest. Several necklaces doing the job to attempt and cover the bare skin. It sat slightly cropped above waist, only showing a peek of her skin but just enought to get Sirius feeling hot.

He attempted to discreetly eye her outfit, before almost dropping the ciggarette that was dampened from being in his mouth for a bit.

"Well, wasn't so hard now was it." Sirius said before returning to his original position.

Y/n could sense the slight tension that was built from the contact of his lean hands on her skin, making her let out a breath she didn't know she was keeping.

"Why dont you take a whiff" Sirius asked whilst handing the ciggarette to her.

"Nah, i care about my lungs unlike certain people"

"Oh come on, get that stick out your ass, one whiff won't damage your fragile little lungs."

"I dont know Sirius-"

"Trust me, it won't sting."

"Fine."

"Here i'll do it for you."

Sirius carefully lifted y/n's chin placing the cigarette in between her lips.

"Now breath through your mouth"

"You're doing so well"

The sight made an impending erection grow in his pants, the sight of her mascara smudged and lip stick stained on the ciggarette was enough to turn him on. The way her eyes were filled with innocence while he was corrupting her.

Y/n coughed out the smoke before rubbing her lips with her fingers.

"That was awful!" she laughed with a sour expression

"Hey, atleast you can say you've smoked once in your life now." Sirius chuckled before resting his arms at the sides of his figure.

His erection had become painful at this point, the way the cutting of her shirt was low enough he could get a hint at her lacey bra. He needed to snap out of it, this was his friend for goodness sake.

By now, Remus had entered the room with a new drink in his hand and a couple of lipstick stains on his cheek.

"Remus getting bitches? Thats a new discovery" Sirius teased before running his fingers carelessly through his locks, taking another whiff out his cigarette effortlessly before blowing the smoke in y/n's face making her slap his thigh in annoyance. However, she didn't move her hand from his thigh.

She felt isolated and was in need of any kind of touch, so the warmth of his thigh surprised her more than it should've. She wished she could just take his hand right then and there to find some sort of comfort within him after all her time alone.

This sent waves of butterflies to his stomach. Suddenly the room turned into the sahara desert meanwhile turning his dick to brick. How could such simple touch make him weak to unsettling degrees.

He cleared his throat trying to compose himself before he just couldn't take her unintentionally teasing any further.

"Have you uhm" "Have you ever tried alcohol before?" Sirius inquired. The real question he would've asked if he wasn't such a pussy would be Have you ever had a one night stand before with a friend who clearly has feelings for you. The question was too direct but he desperately wanted to know. His dick aching at the contact so close to it.

Y/n shifted in her seat removing her hand from his thigh.

"Well.. dont laugh at me. But i haven't." y/n said as she went slightly pink at her unexperienced self.

"Hm, then lets start small shall we." Sirius said before getting up and giving a hand out for y/n to take.

"B-but Sirius i dont know if thats a good idea-"

"Oh be quiet" He laughed before rolling his eyes whilst grabbing both her wrists

He dragged her to the kitchen, his lean hand big in hers whilst he occasionally looked back to be met with a dissapointed looking y/n.

"Why the mad face pup?" Sirius said before lightly slapping her cheek as they arrived in the kitchen, something david bowie playing in the background now.

The nickname made y/n impendingly wetter than she already was at how much attention Sirius was giving her.

"C'mon, try this." Sirius said as he poured her a cup of an unknown beverage and handed it to her. The smell was familiar and pungent. Not something y/n would normally reach for, but chugged it down anyway.

The sight was unholy, the way the booze dribbled down her chin making a mess on her necklaces and chest sending a small twitch through sirius' boxers. After she was done chugging, her lipstick was smudged slightly below her lip and her mascara a bit runny due to the sting the alcohol gave her. Sirius just couldn't help but brush the front of his jeans to provide some kind of relief for his throbbing cock.

"Here, you got a lil' something under your mouth" Sirius used as an excuse to approach her up close whilst lightly rubbing his thumb below her parted lips, wiping the smudged lipstick away. Her eyes were glassy and her cheeks were red as she looked into his eyes. He tried to avoid eye contact because any more of it and he'd be a leaking mess.

"How bout' you Sirius?" Y/n hiccuped before swallowing hard

"Me? what about me?"

"You're not gonna take a shot?"

"Well.... Fuck it." He said as he watched her pretty eyes before chugging down a random glass filled with vodka, the sting making his throat cry for help.

Y/n had gone surprisingly giggly even after just one shot of something alcoholic which she didnt really know what it was, and this made Sirius think dark thoughts.

No i shouldn't take advantage of her. Fuck.

"We should play truth or dare!" Y/n yelled out hazily as she started rocking sirius' shoulders back and forth with force, as if he wasn't this intimidating figure she once saw but now a tiny teddy bear.

"Woahoho, calm down there pup." Sirius said as he steadied himself on her shoulders.

They were now inches apart eyes both glassy and filled with lust and tension that had been ignored.

"Truth or.... dare" Y/n said as she blinked slowly slightly slurring her words, lips curling slowly

How could such little alcohol have such a dire effect on her? Sirius thought to himself.

"Dare." Sirius said dead straight into her soul moving his hands further down to her waist.

"Ok" She breathed shakily "I dare you to tell Cara Sparklepants that you like her."

"Oh come on y/n what kind of dare is that." Sirius said annoyed as he removed his hands from her waist putting them on either side of his hips

"Well you chose it! So you have to do it now." Y/n said childishly as she threw her arms in the air carelessly

"Ok fine."

Sirius slowly approached Cara eyeing Y/n angrily as he did so.

"Hey Cara..."

A flustered Cara appeared as the conversation furthered making y/n wonder if Cara was the one with a crush on Sirius. Seemed like every damn girl in that school liked the boy.

An annoyed sirius returned with a middle finger in hand.

"Great now a random girl thinks i like her."

"Great job siri!" Y/n giggled before stumbling a little bit

"Hey, you alright? Your alcohol sensitivity's really fucking high." Sirius said concerned as he slung one of her arms over his shoulders.

*Hiccup* "What makes you think i ain't!" *hiccup*

"Yeap you're definitely not alright." Sirius concluded as he began to drag her body up to James' bedroom.

"Wait! You haven't even given me a truth or dare yet!" Y/n acclaimed as she pouted giving Sirius puppy eyes. This evidently made Sirius break in his pants, feeling a patch of wetness spur around his boxers.

"Ok fine, truth or dare y/n." Sirius said as he lead her into the bedroom that had been left unoccupied, couples making out either outside the door or by the bathroom.

"Dare." Y/n said devilishly as she dragged a finger down his chest all the way to the buckle of his belt lifting it swiftly, the alcohol taking over her system.

Sirius breathed shakily trying to conceal himself.

"I dare you...." He hesitated but continued knowing she wasn't sober. "I dare you to hide your panties somewhere in this room.. and i'll find it." Sirius said hesitantly as he began to eye her up and down. By now she'd been spread out on the bed clearly dazed and oblivious to what was happening.

"Hmmmph. Okay" Y/n said as she slowly removed her dampened panties. The sight made something ignite within Sirius, the shine of her underwear, had she been turned on this whole time too?

"Well close your eyes you doof" Y/n said whilst getting up from the bed

"Yea" Sirius breathed

Y/n had carefully placed her panties in her bra. Careful not to let the low cut of her shirt to reveal the material. She grinned cheekily before tapping sirius on the back.

"I'm done"

"Now where could they be" Sirius wondered whilst wandering the room.

It took him a solid 5 minutes before he realised a lacey material poking out the edge of her bra.

"Oh you little bastard."

"Hm?" Y/n asked with fake innocence

Sirius walked over to y/n with both his hands in his pockets carefully eyeing her in the process.

"May i?"

Y/n nodded before he slowly pulled the wet material from her bra, swinging it in front of her face.

"Well.. you didn't specify where i couldn't hide it." Y/n smiled before sitting at the edge of the bed

Sirius was beside her when she said "Do you like me Sirius?"

"I" "I- Of course i do." Sirius chuckled nervously before sitting beside her at the foot of the bed

"No as in." She breathed "As in do you like me as more than a... a friend." She said before her face turned pink in embarrassment.

"What do you think?" He said slowly whilst inching his hand closer to her thigh.

"I think you do." Y/n said as she eyed the evident bulge in his pants from all the unintentional teasing.

Fuck, sirius thought to himself

"I think you do too." He said whilst giving her dampened panties back to her.

"I forgot you had those." She chuckled before shoving it into her pocket.

"Not gonna put them back on?"

"No. This dare requires them to be off."

Sirius felt his stomach drop at the words. Cock twitching at the same time.

"I dare you......" "to show me how much you like me" Y/n said quietly as she took his lean long fingers in hers whilst guiding them towards her thighs.

"You sure about this?"

"Yes."

At that, sirius quickly took charge leaning in to kiss her softly.

She whimpered at the contact making his already rock hard erection even harder than it possibly could be.

He swiftly moved his hand up her thigh and under her skirt looking at her again for approval before she nodded with parted lips.

"Have you ever been fingered before?" Sirius asked with eye contact as he made his way to her inner thighs.

"N-no" y/n said whilst trying to compose herself under his touch, mouth already parted whilst soft pants were released

Sirius rubbed her inner thigh slowly before finding his way to her slick.

"Well i'm gonna show you how good i can make you feel." He said as he kissed her inner thigh

"Fuck you're so wet." He breathed shakily before spreading her folds slowly with his fingers.

Y/n let out an unholy moan, making sirius weaker in his knees.

He slowly slid one finger in and hissed at how tight she wrapped around him.

"You're so fucking tight." Sirius said as he pumped into her slowly. The sounds of wetness pooled around the room as he continued to finger fuck her, easily sliding in and out

He quickly removed his finger before signalling for her to move further up the bed. Sirius was now placed in between her thighs, mouth close to her cunt and hair in his eyes.

She quickly grabbed onto his locks making him release a low moan. He inserted his fingers back into her cunt this time making it two, while his thumbs slowly and painfully circled her clit.

"Fuck sirius, please." Y/n whimpered, eyes glassy at the arousal he was causing her.

"Please what?" He asked whilst looking her in her eyes, her thighs practically wrapped around his head.

"P-please"

"You're gonna have to use your words pup"

"Please g-go faster"

"Good girl." He said before removing his fingers causing her to whine loud. He quickly removed her pain by spreading her legs wider than they already were, before licking a wet stripe all the way up to her clit. Making her head lull back in pleasure.

"Fuck!"

"You taste so fucking good y/n." He said as he licked her clit in circles slowly rubbing the sides of her thighs. Her wetness was spread all over his chin and nose. The sight was enough to push y/n over her edge. The way his hair was slightly in his eyes, him keeping the eye contact as he went down on her making sure she was feeling good.

"You gonna come for me?" He asked as he made his kitten licks more intense

"Y-yes."

She screamed as a sudden finger was inserted into her pussy driving her over the edge, causing her to come all over his fingers and mouth.

"You taste amazing." Sirius said whilst licking her clean before he got up to caress her face.

"T-thank you Sirius." Y/n said shyly as she attempted to avoid eye contact.

"Hey beautiful"

"Look at me." Sirius demanded before holding her face in his hands.

"I hope i showed you how much i like you."

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