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sepulchralblues · 9 months
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“You were supposed to be a side-effect of the drugs” is possibly one of the most heart-wrenching lines of the series. It’s Andrew fighting with every cell in his body not to give into his desire for Neil. It’s Andrew begging himself not to do this, not to get hurt. It’s Andrew trying, pleading to the drugs that no longer cloud his vision to make Neil a part of them, because there was no way he could be real.
Neil, who took Andrew’s words at face value but saw the truth buried inside them. Neil, who knew what Andrew’s promises meant to him, and who kept his promise, for the first time. Neil, who saw more than he should. Neil, who never took more than Andrew gave and knew that no meant no. Neil who fought tooth and nail against Andrew’s defences to gain an inch then worship it like it was sacred ground.
Neil who could not, should not, must not, be real. It could only have been a side effect of the drugs.
No wonder Andrew fell in love.
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crazy-fangirl2524 · 27 days
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Apparently traumatised kids often fail to grow to normal height because all the energy goes to surviving and well no fucking wonder twinyards and Neil are so short
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Kevin Day doesn’t have a legal middle name but something in my bones tells me Nicky had called him Kevin Elizabeth Day at least once
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juicegremlin · 2 years
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Andreil + Physical Intimacy
Neil is usually the little spoon, but every once in a while, Andrew will let Neil press himself against his back, ghost his lips over the skin of his nape. He’ll let Neil hold a hand over his heart to feel his rapid, living pulse, and Neil will whisper, “Who’s the rabbit now?”
Andrew likes to ruck Neil’s shirt up in the mornings while they’re still in bed. He’ll trace the scars on his stomach, the lithe carvings of muscle. If things are headed in a particular direction, Andrew will run his tongue along his favorite lines.
When Neil is looking to drive Andrew crazy, he’ll take his thumb and drag it along Andrew’s lower lip. He’ll take Andrew’s earlobe between his teeth, walk his fingertips down the length of his spine. All Andrew can do is hold onto Neil’s shoulders for dear life.
When Andrew is looking to drive Neil up the wall, all he has to do is show off a little. Put in some effort on the court, give Matt a run for his money at the gym. One time, Andrew wore his (and Neil’s) favorite muscle tee to bench in and Neil actually biffed it on the treadmill.
Neil will sit on Andrew’s lap when there isn’t enough room. The other Foxes have learned not to mention it. Card games are the only exception; Neil is a chronic and compulsive cheater.
When Andrew can’t stand the feeling of his own skin, let alone someone else’s, the closest Neil can get is the other end of the couch. He doesn’t waste the space, though—fills it with various details about his day, interesting things he read online, things he likes about Andrew. Andrew grips the lifeline with both hands and lets it drag him back to safety. When he finally gets there, Neil’s arms are open, loving, and ready.
Neil’s bad days are characterized by sporadic bouts of dissociation. Andrew doesn’t like to touch him when he’s like that, but Neil has made it clear that it’s okay—it helps—so Andrew will clamp a hand over the back of his neck. He’ll stroke his thumb over the bone that juts out at the top of his spine, press his forehead against Neil’s. “You are Neil Josten,” he’ll say. “You are real, and you are home.”
When they move in together after college, Andrew declares Sundays a “no-run” day. Sometimes, Neil sleeps in with him. Others, he’ll roll out of bed to make them both breakfast. When that happens, Andrew will find him in the kitchen and wrap his arms around his waist from behind, forehead pressed into the space between Neil’s shoulders. Neil will smile, let the back of his head rest against the top of Andrew’s, because this is it, for him—Andrew will always be it.
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stick-ball · 2 months
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No one asked, but im gonna throw up some of my Laila Dermott hcs bcs I want them to see the light of day, before TSC abolishes their possiblity.
Laila is:
- from the East Coast, some big town with the vibe of NJ or Detroit.
- jewish, bcs I said so
- orphaned at 10 in some accident or other, probably car crash but im not sure if her parents were in a car or pedestrians.
- had a much older sister, 16 years older or so, that her mom had really, really young - who ran away from home and OD'd when Laila was about 5.
- had a big, although eccentric, family, so she was taken in by an aunt and uncle after her parents death. They had 3 sons. The uncle was Laila's mother's brother, and his wife was italian.
- had massive anxiety bcs of trauma processing, so doctor said to find her an outlet.
- started doing martial arts and was really good, but while her anxiety got better in terms of physical symptoms, her anger issues started showing more and more in sparring
- so, she stepped back from MA and tried out for Exy instead. One of her cousins was already training, so they kept each other motivated through the almost-sibling rivalry.
- all her cousins and she also had private swimming lessons once a week growing up, so she's really good at swimming.
- she's the most minimalist elegance aesthetic jock to ever exist.
- introverted but very opinionated, the kind that people she's in class with think is a bitch just by the resting bitch face alone, even thought they never spoke to her.
- reads DCU comic books like they're Torah.
- she and Catalina call each other Cat and Bat (Laila means Night, so Batman really fits, fight me) as pet names jokingly because of that
- their mutual crush is so evident it's painful to watch
- majoring in sports management because she's nothing if not a control freak (affectionate) who has her whole career planned out 5 years ahead in case she doesn't make it as a pro athlete.
- still does martial and swimming recreationally as part of endurance training.
- allergic to soy and cocoa.
- surprisingly not a night owl in the slightest.
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andreilsupremacy · 2 years
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I’m totally fine with a lot of OOC aftg headcanons.
You want Andrew and Neil to slow dance to christmas music while they’re alone? You got it
You want Aaron to hug Nicky? You got it
You want Kevin and Aaron to hook up? You got it
But the line has to be drawn somewhere. For example: Andrew would NEVER hurt Neil. To write that he would under any circumstance is wrong.
We don’t stan abuse in this fandom.
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Okay so… I’m in the middle of MAJOR Heal & Steel (Cmedic x Cheavy) brainrot right now so here’s my headcanons about them (Both as a ship and just as Characters + slight nsfw warning near the end):
Cmedic’s real name is Rubén Pacifico Jabir Rodríguez and he’s a Panamanian-Honduran American
Cheavy’s real name is Morrison “Morris” DeMont and he’s Italian-American (tho he knows 0 Italian and lives in the middle of fucking Colorado)
Cheavy isn’t a very “touchy-feely” person but Cmedic often is able to get him out of his shell with gentle reassurance
Cmedic has a lot of tattoos on his back, one got ruined because when he went through the respawn system for the first time; the system didn’t heal away the scar he got on his back from the RED Sniper during the first ever “Capture the Flag” match
Cmedic and Greg Morgan (Classic BLU Scout) invited the “Bunnyhopping” mechanic one day when they both used Conc Grenades to jump above Classic RED Soldier (Jonas) and Heavy (Benjamin)
Cmedic is much more of a Defense class kinda merc while Cheavy is more of a Support class (kinda making ‘em the opposites of Medic and Heavy)
One time, Cheavy and Cmedic spent the holidays with Cmedic’s parents (who are named Carmen and Luis Jr.) and Cheavy offered to help Cmedic’s mother making tamales for Christmas diner. He was completely confused to the point Cmedic and his father were laughing their asses off at him failing to wrap a tamale
Cheavy is sometimes a very standoffish and defensive person but does soften when he’s around people he cares about (Cmedic thinks it’s cute)
Cmedic and Cheavy often hold each other’s hand when they smoke together, Cheavy smokes cigars and Cmedic smokes cigarettes
One time, Virgil Hargrove (BLU Classic Sniper) and Cmedic got high on some cannabis. Cmedic nearly fell out of the BLU Sniper’s watchtower like a dumbass if it weren’t for Grég (BLU Classic Demo) caught him before he hit the ground
Cheavy and Grég are best friends and end up doing dumb shit that gets them hurt in dumb ways; Cmedic is sick and tired of them + Ross and Greg getting in trouble constantly
Cmedic, Virgil and Cspy (who I call Marcos) are all friends, they often either get high in Virgil’s tower/room, drink in Cspy’s room, or smoke in Cmedic’s room
Grég is the only one who “knows” that Cheavy and Cmedic are dating (They all do but they have to pretend not to so Cmedic won’t stop healing for a week straight)
Cheavy is a very touchy person, so he often picks up Cmedic and holds him or hugs him. He also pets the top of Cmedic’s head a lot, no matter if there’s a helmet or not; Cmedic will be pat
Cmedic bites people who try to shave his musty stubble and just in general when he doesn’t have his mask on
Cheavy’s canine teeth happened to be snaggle-teeth so it looks like he has fangs (Cmedic thinks they’re hot). The first time they made out, Cheavy accidentally bit Cmedic’s neck like a vampire and profusely apologized for it
Here’s my hc versions of them:
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(The one of Cmedic is of what I think his face looks like)
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allforthe-gays · 1 year
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i have a question-
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if the foxes were notorious for their ‘tiny size’ then why was neil surprised when they recruited him?
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phantaloon · 1 year
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hc that neil is afraid of big dogs because nathan used to have some trained to intimidate his victims and to guard the property (from outsiders he said, but really it's so people never got the chance to escape) and nathan was cruel enough to mess up with him using them and he was probably bit by them more than a few times, besides there's a high chance that he was chased and bit by them more than a few times while on the run
but he's too tuned into not being scared of anything, so despite being terrified of them, he kinda just ignores his fears
but he's got the scars from the bites and scratches, and he tells andrew about them, and he admits his fear of big snarling dogs to andrew, so maybe that's why they get cats after all :)
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sugaroto · 2 years
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Can everyone pls tell me their opinions on Aaron Minyard? We had a convo/disagreement and I want to see what everyone else thinks about him
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sepulchralblues · 9 months
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I can’t get over the inevitability of Andreil in this sentence. Doing this is a bad idea, both Andrew and Neil know it and acknowledge it to each other, but it doesn’t stop them from diving head first into their relationship.
Yes, Neil was going to leave, he was going to die. Yes, there was no shot for them to really become anything. Yes, getting into this would only result in pain for everyone. Yes, it is a monumentally stupid decision considering everything that’s happening at this point in the story.
But to two people who have been spinning around each other like galaxies set on a collision course, you can’t fight the gravity and the momentum. Even if they tried, inertia wouldn’t have let them halt in place.
Andrew and Neil have been a bad idea from the start, but that’s what makes them so perfect for each other.
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crazy-fangirl2524 · 6 days
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I would have let you by theresnothis
“Neil wanted to scream but he swallowed it like his guilt and maybe this was what the four letter word looked like: trust, understanding, devotion; I would kill and die for you. Dying by your hands as an act of love from both sides.”
Sometimes Neil Josten just slips and Nathaniel takes over.
3k oneshot, hurt/comfort, slight angst, andreil, please read it lol.
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Once they make exy trading cards Neil puts andrews in his phone case like an kpop photo card
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juicegremlin · 2 years
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neil: of course i’m not sad about riko’s death. i wish i could have killed him myself.
ellen: oh boy… do we have a surprise for you
neil: omg ellen u didn’t
*riko’s limp, decaying corpse is rolled onstage in a wheelbarrow*
ellen, handing neil a gun: go nuts
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stick-ball · 6 months
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A random Jeremy hc i have is he has a older sister named Clara and that he was born with something like a 6th finger but they removed it when he was a baby and she keeps reminding him of it bcs she's an ass and calls him The Great Mutato (x files reference), so whenever he calls her he puts on Anthony Hopkins hannibal accent and goes "Clariccce.."
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andreilsupremacy · 2 years
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Andrew Minyard would be on tumblr
Pass it on
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