Tumgik
#tfog
runawaymun · 2 months
Text
Tumblr media
Some time later, Idril said, "My love, will you come outside? The Moon has risen, and shines his rays upon the snow on this clear night. I think we should see it, and greet the new year together." "We will keep you warm," Maeglin assured him. Idril took her great ice-blue cloak from where it hung on a peg and draped it upon Tuor, then took up one side and covered Maeglin with it, and with the other side covered herself. "There," said she. "We will be just fine." Tuor took both their hands as they went out into the cold, but with them on either side of him he barely felt the chill. The moonlight illuminated the snow-covered gardens and made all things glow, but he could hardly spare the sky a glance, when the brightest stars already had their arms around him.
Beauty O'er-Snowed, by @jaz-the-bard
Thank you for commissioning this piece, Jaz!!! I had so much fun working on it and getting to draw these three (especially Idril's HAIR). I'm so fucking weak for them and how you write the three of them together. <3 <3 <3
79 notes · View notes
swanmaids · 1 year
Text
Idril Silverfoot having literal prosthetic silver feet is best fanon
fits well with Tolkien’s motif of characters having to lose a part of themselves after a difficult journey (in this case crossing the Helcaraxe)
means the most beautiful woman in Gondolin and one of the most unambiguously heroic characters in the Silm is a physically disabled woman
you don’t have to worry about her feet getting dirty from walking around barefoot all the time.
539 notes · View notes
aredhels · 8 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
And high and noble as was Elemmakil, greater and more lordly was Ecthelion, Lord of the Fountains, at that time Warden of the Great Gate. All in silver was he clad, and upon his shining helm there was set a spike of steel pointed with a diamond; and as his esquire took his shield it shimmered as if it were bedewed with drops of rain, that were indeed a thousand studs of crystal.
202 notes · View notes
windrelyn · 11 months
Text
Tumblr media
@gondolinweek 2023 - Day 1: Feast of Summer
Turgon, Earendil, Idril
265 notes · View notes
ofmiceandwomen · 1 year
Text
Tumblr media
What are the lords laughing at? (Duilin and Glorfindel, probably pranking some poor other lord).
Or they are laughing for me not willing to draw their hands properly
378 notes · View notes
theelvenhaven · 9 months
Text
Rog NSFW Alphabet
Tumblr media
Request: hello, for a request would you be willing to do a Rog NSFW alphabet? i love him and cannot get enough of him and was very happy to see the Rog appreciators come out of the woodworks during confessions a few weeks ago. if not, no biggie, thanks for taking the time to read this & have a lovely day &lt;3
A/N: Hey nonnie I was so willing to a Rog NSFW Alphabet. I also don't think @saviorsong would let me live it down if I didn't do it. I love it when the Rog Lovers show up for Confession Night. It's my fave. I Hope you have a love day to anon!
* * *
A - Aftercare
Rog is very big into aftercare. It is an important part of sex to him, he wants to make sure that you are well taken care of and that nothing is amiss after the two of you had made love to one another. He’s gentle in speaking with you, he asks you if you are alright and feeling okay, and he helps clean you up. Preferably with a nice soak in the bathtub, and with him carrying you there. 
B - Body Part
Rog’s favorite body part is either his arms or his chest, he loves how big and strong both are. He loves that he is strong enough to hold you up and fuck you against a wall, or that his chest is perfectly capable of being the place for you to lay your hands on him when you’re on top. It’s a bigger bonus after sex to have you lay your head there and just listen to his heartbeat. 
On you Rog’s favorite body part is your chest/breasts. He is a simple ner with simple tastes, and a well sculpted chest or breasts of any kind certainly captivate him. He loves how soft they are and loves to use them as a very convenient place to stick his hand while he’s taking you from behind. He also loves that they can bring you pleasure if he plays with your nipples using his fingers or his mouth.
C - Cum
Rog has a preference for cumming on you, preferably on that pretty chest/breasts of yours. There’s something so hot about seeing you covered in his cum in his favorite place. He’s not really ready for the responsibility to become a parent until there’s been a long discussion in place between the two of you.
D - Dirty Secret
Rog loves the idea of you tying him up despite his usual dominant role. There’s something about losing control and having you pleasure him or yourself on top of him where he can’t do anything about it really gets him turned on. But it’s not information he is very forthcoming with and would take lots of prying to get it out of him. 
E - Experience
Rog doesn’t have much experience, while Rog is attractive his more muscular bulky build has been rather intimidating for the other party that may have taken interest. So he is definitely learning the ropes as he goes, and really takes his time with you. 
F - Favorite Positions
Rog is not picky about positions, if anything he loves to be able to manhandle you into positions if you give him the okay. Rog will pick you up and move and bend you to his will- with your consent though. If he had to choose a safer position it would definitely be missionary or you on top, he likes to watch your breasts/chest move and play with your nipples as you fuck into one another.
G - Goofy
Rog can absolutely be silly during the act, while he knows its serious, smiles and breathy laughs are completely and totally welcome from you. He enjoys knowing you are enjoying your time together and that you are happy with him and what is happening. Rog can also be a bit immature so he really will aim to get a laugh or two out of you. 
H - Hair
If Rog had hair, it would be trimmed down but not so close to the skin. So there’d still be a bit of a thicker patch of pubic hair. 
I - Intimacy 
Rog prefers intimacy over fast paced fucking. He loves being close with you, indulging you with lots of kisses and affection. His hands wandering all over you and his mouth sucking and nipping wherever it is he pleases.
J - Jack Off
Rog has never been afraid to masturbate. While he prefers to have sex with you to give himself relief and pleasure, if the wait is too long or you are unavailable he isn’t afraid to be able to take care of himself. Let alone he takes his time to really enjoy just how good it feels to jerk off. 
K - Kink
Rog loves having you in a more submissive role, because Rog loves to manhandle you into many many positions if you will let him. He just lifts you up with such ease and there’s something so sexy about you being bent and moved about to his will. Rog also loves temperature play preferably heat if you use it on him- like hot wax or having sex in the hot forge alone. Rog also has a size kink, and enjoys how little you are compared to him.
L - Location
Rog has no preference for location, his only requirement is that it can be done privately. He doesn’t like to be watched or people to stumble on you. If the forge is empty for the night? He will absolutely take you there. Study, office, the bedroom, anywhere in his House. If it’s private it’s free game. 
M - Motivation
His motivation is you, Rog loves and adores you so much. He loves to have a good time with you no matter what it is. Sex is just another way to have fun with you and indulge in everything about you. He loves to be with you and that is all the motivation he needs. 
N - No
It’s a given since Rog is so lighthearted and all about fun with you, hurting you- spankings, knife play, etc is off the table. But another no for Rog is spectators, he is not into voyeurism/exhibitionism. This is the time to be alone with you and enjoy one another, and he would prefer if there weren’t any nosy busy bodies that were there to interject/interfere with being with you in any way. 
O - Oral
Rog loves to give. LOVES to give. He will not hesitate to dive in between your legs and do anything he can to make you see stars and bring you pleasure. You are welcome to ride his face, fuck his mouth, to ask him to go down on you- Rog will do it. No questions asked, he loves it. 
Rog doesn’t expect you to be reciprocal, but if you are reciprocal he does love to have his cock sucked. It’s a tantalizing sight to see you try and take him down your throat, or for you to suck and lick his cock. He fully enjoys every moment of being with you. 
P - Pace
Rog prefers a more slow and intimate pacing, he doesn’t want the pleasure to end too soon or to feel like he has missed out on spending time with you. 
Q - Quickie
Occasionally quickies are on the table as he knows the passion can just be overwhelming and you two get heated and fuck away. But he totally expects there to be a longer session sometime that evening as he wants to enjoy you fully. 
R - Risks
Rog is not big into risks, save that he fucks beyond the bedroom. So that is as risky as things are going to get, anything that involves hurting you or getting caught is really not on his to do list. 
S - Stamina
Rog has fantastic stamina, and he will wear you out long before you can wear him down. He recovers quick and will go for as many rounds as you can handle.
T - Toys
Rog doesn’t mind toys at all! In fact you’ll probably find that he will make some for the bedroom if you ask him too. All manner of toys are absolutely welcome and he really loves the idea of making you a really pretty set of nipple clamps/jewelry to wear while you two have sex. 
U - Unfair
Rog can be surprisingly unfair outside of the bedroom. He loves to tease you, with playful kisses to your neck, a cheeky pinch on your ass, groping hands on your chest when no ones around while pressing his body into you. He loves to know he can make you weak in the knees and rile you up for whats coming later that night. 
As for being teased, Rog can take it on the outside but on the inside you are driving him crazy. He goes crazy for all your playful teasing, roughhousing, and wandering hands and kisses. He loves it when you whisper dirty things in his ears when he’s sitting down and you tell him what you are going to do to him. As soon as work is over with he is dragging you right off to the bedroom. 
V - Volume
Rog isn’t afraid to get loud and let you hear how good you are making him feel. With lots of moans and groans and praises that fall of his lips about how good you are making him feel, how skilled you are, how wonderful you feel. Rog will tell you exactly just how wonderful you are while you two are having sex. 
W - Wildcard
Rog loves to be manhandled in return, despite his big size, he is very go with the flow. If you start shoving and pushing and maneuvering, Rog will go with the flow. He loves the idea of you confidently taking charge and pushing him around for a change. 
X - XRay 
Rog is about average length, but for what he lacks in length he makes up for in girth. Thick to stretch you out and make sure you feel every single bit of him. 
Y - Yearning
Rog has an above average sex drive and is absolutely ready to go as soon as the teasing begins or he senses you are in the mood. 
Z - ZZZ
Rog won’t go to sleep until he is sure everything is all taken care of. He likes to make sure you are both clean, and happy and feeling loved in your relationship before the two of you hunker down to go to sleep. He usually likes to wait for you to fall asleep first. 
* * *
Tags: @saviorsong @lilmelily @dicksoutformtl @fandomhoe101 @celebrimbor-telperinquar @eunoiaastralwings @noldorinpainter
63 notes · View notes
arofili · 11 months
Photo
Tumblr media
@gondolinweek day two | aredhel and maeglin
And Aredhel bore to Eöl a son in the shadows of Nan Elmoth, and in her heart she gave him a name in the forbidden tongue of the Noldor, Lómion, that signifies Child of the Twilight.
107 notes · View notes
Text
Vigil. idril & aredhel. ao3.
TW: references to kidnapping, implied/referenced sexual assault.
"Aunt," said Idril, rather stiffly, where once she would have used her name, and would not have asked at all. "Might I join you?"
Aredhel fought the urge to bare her teeth, and kept her eyes on the crowded clouds above.
Pink-washed and round-bellied, west-bound. The wind was fierce with currents only clouds and birds sailed, but the courtyard Aredhel had chosen for her rest was well-sheltered, the stone rich with heat.
It had been some effort, to go the long way alone; but she had a cane, and a son to lean on. She had been weary and pained enough to send the son gladly away; and be gladdest of all to be alone.
She heard Idril come, her silver feet making their familiar song upon the mosaics of Gondolin's courts. That was more kindness she was used to in Nan Elmoth, where many things scurried, and few gave a warning of their proximity.
A glorious warmth seeped into her bones. She had been so cold, in Nan Elmoth. Not a first - but it was a damp mist that sank through the skin, a dizzying weariness. Sunlight - only occasionally. Eöl kept to the starlit-ways. 
Aredhel had kissed Arien Sun-Star once, and crowed to voicelessness when first she saw hard land, and thawing frost. She had missed this - it made her angry so. What a waste of years she might have spent otherwise.
And still Idril was waiting. It was not kind, to set a test upon her; but Aredhel could not do otherwise. And it was good to know Idril would wait; that she was not so changed as to have lost her persistence.
"Sit, if you like," Aredhel said. "I am not your master, to tell you what you might do."
Her voice sounded rough with long illness to her own ears, but she took her time gathering it in her throat, made it strong. In her sujourn under the curling boughs of Nan Elmoth, it had been needful to speak, and always it had been done with effort. She might have forgotten the sound of her own words, let them fade entirely.
Was he your master, then, Idril thought. Were you not free to do as you would, even to sit in the sun?
Aredhel did not hear it, but she knew her niece. The same wisdom that kept Idril's thought away from the walls that Aredhel had raised about her mind would make her draw conclusion. 
Not the wrong ones. They spoke in Sindarin. Aredhel was not certain yet she would speak the language of her people again; if she could, even inside the high walls of Gondolin, where Quenya was used in the market, in the king's chambers, in songs of devotions.
Gondolin's benches were wide and sturdy enough; two might lay abreast, and not touch.
Idril's hair smelled of laurel and honey, still. Few things had made Aredhel's eyes sting on her return to Gondolin. The white stone shimmering in the heat had been a great relief, but an indifferent one, as a hunted beast might feel at the sight of a cave or a tall branch. Now only did Aredhel feel - how familiar it was. This smell, Idril's closeness, the whirring machinery of her mind close enough they might have shared a moment of wry understanding, as they had so many times before.
They did not touch.
Now a small army of cirrocumulus overhead, sweet clouds all following on one another. She had tried to teach Lómion the different cloud names, but he had not the love for the skies that she did. Her son was busy in the forges. He had found his source of warmth, learned at his father's side. Aredhel had loved him less the day she understood he would not need to live as she did.
Possibly her measuring scale of love had grow skewered. O, now Turgon never would allow her out! But the worst of it was that she was tired. Not her wound alone caused it, though that healed slowly regardless.
 She willed herself to see it - herself on horseback again, crossing fields of clover, narrow passes. Her body thrummed with exhaustion at the thought of it. 
The high noon sun pressed against their lids, turned the world to a blinding gilt. Idril surely felt Aredhel's fever rising, the warmth that rose from her skin; but Idril was wise, and knew how to measure her silence. Aredhel had forgotten a little, how worthy her niece was.
At times dark shadows swirled overhead through the clouds. Slow, broad wings high above, coming from all corners of the mountainside.
The vultures that fed most often by Amon Gwareth had flown days ago to the city walls for a feast: Eöl, they cried. Eöl is dead. More and more came, eager, hungry.
 As a widow she had woken from near-death, knowing with rare foresight that her body would not be her own, and whole and hale again, until Eöl was eaten entire, bowels and eyeballs and marrow. Aredhel of Gondolin waited.
It was a good wait; long enough to learn the skies again, to be sun-warm all the way through.
She touched her fingertips lightly to Idril's, when it was done, and felt her stir, her thought turning to Aredhel, a constrained joy and grief and relief. But Aredhel was in no hurry, and did not wish to open her heart again, nor leave to return to her chambers; not till the last birds of rapine were borne slowly away in the wind.
25 notes · View notes
yuviur · 1 year
Photo
Tumblr media
Voronwë on the shore, clad in his great cloak (that has seen better days)  🌊
A night walk with Tuor, perhaps?
141 notes · View notes
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
At the bidding of Turgon Círdan built seven swift ships, and they sailed out into the West; but no tidings of them came ever back to Balar, save of one, and the last. The mariners of that ship toiled long in the sea, and returning at last in despair they foundered in a great storm within sight of the coasts of Middle-earth; but one of them was saved by Ulmo from the wrath of Ossë, and the waves bore him up, and cast him ashore in Nevrast. His name was Voronwë; and he was one of those that Turgon sent forth as messengers from Gondolin.
-JRR Tolkien, The Silmarillion
[ID: A moodboard of nine images in shades of pale green and cream.
1: A flock of birds flying / 2: A close-up of a statue with a peaceful face / 3: A person floating in the sea, looking towards the horizon / 4: A tall ship from far away / 5: A stone room filled with water / 6: A person wearing a puffy white shirt with long cuffs / 7: A wet, dark-haired person half-sitting up in the surf / 8: Two oyster shells holding candles / 9: Green carved tiles on a wall /End ID]
79 notes · View notes
runawaymun · 5 months
Text
Tumblr media
A very pissy Maeglin having a sulk for @nolofinweanweek day 4!!
I originally meant to do Idril, but I've drawn her quite a lot recently, and I haven't really done a portrait of Maeglin all to himself before!
He takes after Aredhel mostly, but he gets his eye color, ear shape, and hair texture from Eöl. He's also pretty photosensitive, of course, hence the sunglasses.
(And he's trans, of course!!!!!)
57 notes · View notes
swanmaids · 1 year
Text
I just know in my heart that Turgon and Idril have a father-daughter bonding ritual of having a few glasses of red or smoking a bowl together and having super intellectual discussions* whilst looking out the tower over Gondolin together.
* conversation topics - architecture, the elven afterlife, how elves and men are alike and how they’re not, grief, interior design, Gondolin Gossip (tm), the doom of the Noldor, duty, responsibility, fashion, cats (Turgon) vs dogs (Idril)
121 notes · View notes
outofangband · 1 year
Note
Could I please request headcanons about Rog post angband?
Yes absolutely! More scattered throughout Rog's tag as well as the post Angband tag
Angband World Building and Aftermath of Captivity Masterlist
I went into some Angband headcanons too, I hope that’s ok!
cw: mentions of captivity and slavery, trauma
First I'll note that the idea of Rog being an ex prisoner is not strictly canon though his house (of Gondolin) is said to have a population of ex prisoners from the mines of Angband. He's a very mysterious figure, made more so for his name which is Sindarin for demon and appears unique among other elven titles and names.
He does have spoken lines, namely this one in The Fall of Gondolin
“Then Rog said in a great voice, who now shall fear the balrogs for all their terror? See before us the accursed ones who for ages have tormented the children of the Noldoli and who now set a fire at our backs with their shooting. Come ye of the hammer of wrath and we will smite them for their evil”
If Rog was captured, spent a significant period in Angband, and then escaped before the founding of Gondolin, he is likely not of the returned Noldor though he might still consider himself Noldor if his people descended from the original host of Finwë and reunited with the exiled Noldor during the founding of Gondolin.
My headcanons:
Rog was part of a people who originally followed Finwë towards Valinor but departed the journey. They settled in Dorthonion near the Ered Gorgoroth and Rog, who was not yet called that, developed vast knowledge of the natural resources of the mountains and caves. This knowledge would be what kept him alive in Angband, for many reasons
I’ve talked about elves being able to get insight and information from the natural world which seems to be supported by canon, when Legolas learns of the elves of Hollin because “only the stones remember them”. Anyways, Rog is unusually gifted at discerning information from stones and other natural resources. He is extremely attuned to the earth, letting him navigate caves and mountains with ease.
Rog was captured while scouting far from his home, around the borders of Dorthonion and the Encircling Mountains. Several other scouts were captured alongside him. At least one of them was brought to the pits. Most were simply sentenced to the mines. I have a post on the mines of Angband here but needless to say, it’s an unhappy place; oppressive and grim, elven thralls work alongside orcs of little more status than them. Some might take pity on them and show kindness, some emphasize what little more power and privilege they have through deliberate cruelty and abuse.
Rog was infamous in the mines for his defiance. His knowledge of the earth and its resources and ability to detect various metals was all that kept him from being sent to one of the many alternatives for disposable prisoners in the mines. He faced brutal punishment in attempts to quell him and lessen any hold he had over his fellows, remaining heavily scarred for the rest of his life.
The balrog overseers had a particular hatred for him and he for them. He never forgot their cruelty or their whips.
He is branded several times more than most prisoners, to further mark him for his defiance. This leads to ostracization from others while still imprisoned. Other former prisoners will almost certainly know too what those markings mean.
Rog escapes shortly before the arrival of the Nolofinwëan host to Mithrim. He spends several years alone in the wilderness before coming across Turgon’s folk near the coast. He was exhausted and starving at this point, quickly losing any ability to hunt or build shelter on his own due to untreated wounds. At first he’s taken in for his injuries and expresses a wary interest in the returned Noldor. He eventually offers his services and knowledge of the earth to Turgon in exchange for shelter. He has no true loyalty to him yet, still very much in the strict, terrifying mindset of Angband where you keep your head down and maintain your usefulness or you suffer.
He does develop loyalty and affection for Turgon during the journey to and founding of Gondolin. Even more slowly, he develops connections with several other lords of Gondolin.
His House, the House of the Hammer of Wrath becomes a rare sanctuary for other escapees from the Mines. Many who had spent time in captivity during or after Rog's imprisonment remember him well, whether through personal interactions or reputation and while some were conditioned to hate him in Angband (as I've talked about before, the higher ups encourage and manipulate hatred and ostracization of defiant prisoners through tactics like group punishments for one's defiance, rewarding betrayal or distancing from disobedient prisoners, etc), many come to revere him.
His house comprises of miners not under Maeglin and blacksmiths. Unlike the other houses, they are openly loyal first and foremost to Rog before Turgon. Many are outcasts, sometimes by choice.
He suffers chronic pain throughout his life following his escape. Some are the result of the intense labor he was forced to perform under poor conditions in the mines, some are the result of torture he endured as punishment for defiance. He eventually finds relief through certain forms of stretching and movement therapy.
Due to his pain, Rog also has a lot of touch aversion and strongly dislikes being touched without warning or for extended periods. Many kinds of touch, even gentle, can agitate his skin and increase physical discomfort.
Rog also maintains a dislike of bright sunlight, crowds, and has a tendency to become agitated or angry when receiving or witnessing certain kinds of orders. He can never become fully comfortable with authority after living under such oppressive, tyrannical conditions. This (as well as the previously mentioned stuff about maintaining usefulness/not trusting hospitality, etc) I've talked about a lot :)
He becomes very used to the cramped spaces of the mines and unlike those who detest any similar conditions afterwards, like my headcanons for Gwindor, Rog feels an intense need for them. He dislikes open and wide spaces, preferring small chambers and interiors as opposed to the outside.
This dislike of open spaces is unusual, even among the Noldor and even among former slaves. He finds acceptance in Gondolin though still feels a level of distance from his kin.
As always, please feel free to ask more!
43 notes · View notes
windrelyn · 11 months
Text
Tumblr media
@gondolinweek 2023 - Day 3: Songs of Sunrise
Ecthelion, Salgant
162 notes · View notes
ofmiceandwomen · 1 year
Text
Tumblr media
Glorfindel can be such a drama queen. He seems like the type who lies down and eat a bucket of ice cream whenever they are upset.
It’s my very first attempt at digital watercolour painting.
165 notes · View notes
theelvenhaven · 11 months
Text
Dating Maeglin
Navigating his C-PTSD
Tumblr media
Request: Maybe headcanons about his potential journey with cPTSD? Maybe this is the better hc idea than the previous one, how did their culture integrate someone with his background into society? I feel like he had unique circumstances compared to most and their understanding of childhood PTSD wasn’t as great as ours (we still have work to do too ofc). I’d be curious how he navigated the challenges and misunderstandings he got from people with normal family backgrounds. We know he was loved and adopted by Turgon but I suspect he had a lot of lingering resentment and felt “apart” or isolated from most people in Gondolin. Either way, thank you for opening requests and I understand if either or both of these asks are a bit ambitious lol. May is also my birth month so I love reading your blog while celebrating. :)) thank you for posting again, and especially then!!
A/N: I tried to cover everything that you mentioned here, but I mostly focused on it being with a significant other, but hopefully this covered most of what you were looking for. Also I was so happy to do these for you! Happy Early Birthday! I hope you enjoy and this covers most of what you were looking for!
* * *
♦ When it comes to dating Maeglin, it's going to be pretty hard not to notice that Maeglin has been through horrible things.
♦ Between the intimate and obvious knowledge of his father murdering his mother, it's going to be clear that there were other things he had been through too.
♦ Maeglin is very iffy when it comes to opening up and regards you with suspicion even despite the fact that you two are courting.
♦ Especially when you announce that you need to discuss something with him, it makes him really anxious to hear it and he might assume- very obviously- that he is in trouble.
♦ Even if it is just for a simple talk, you will find that Maeglin will ask you straight up if he's done something wrong.
♦ OR he will profusely apologize for something he has done wrong, he doesn't really do well with the suspense of whatever that conversation might be and needs reassurance that he's not in trouble of some kind.
♦ Maeglin also tends to be a people pleaser, because of how Eol treated him.
♦ You will find that often times he goes out of his way to do things for you for your approval, even if it was completely unnecessary.
♦ That and he tends to take too much, no matter how annoyed or upset he might get, and he won't let you in on it until he's exploding and its come out of nowhere.
♦ When unfortunately he's been doing everything under the sun to please you and make you happy, neglecting his own emotions and needs.
♦ It takes a lot of patience, and understanding to get him to learn how to set boundaries that are fair and reasonable for him so he can navigate his life without any stress.
♦ Because Maeglin is used to walking on egg shells around everyone, it takes some time for him to not do the same with you.
♦ You'll notice that he often times seems to "test the waters" by being apprehensive or not coming straight out with the fact that he has a request or a simple question or talking about his emotions.
♦ Showing emotions especially is a big deal for Maeglin, because his father would've taught him that they are gender specific and "feminine" despite the fact that they are not.
♦ You'll probably find that it takes a long time to get Maeglin to open up about anything that isn't surface happiness.
♦ Getting into his real feelings is uncomfortable and difficult, and it takes a long time for him to get comfortable with you as a result of how his father treated him.
♦ It's not that he doesn't have feelings for you or doesn't care about you, it's just not easy to break years and years of habits that were formed by his abuse.
♦ Should the two of you ever argue, you'll probably find that Maeglin will completely and totally shut down around you.
♦ He probably won't want to keep up with the argument at all, and will probably just "lie there and take it", even if you are in the wrong and he is in the right.
♦ Maeglin has a lot of self loathing and thinks that he deserves whatever "bashing" or negative feelings you have towards him.
♦ He requires a lot of patience and understanding, especially when he has shut down on you. He really can't help it he just doesn't know what else he should do.
♦ Seeing that Maeglin has a lot of issues as a result of the C-PTSD he is suffering with, it would most definitely be in your best interest to get involved with a Healer.
♦ Someone who you could talk to about your concerns for Maeglin, and who you could eventually bring Maeglin too.
♦ He'd probably resist especially at first, thinking that there's nothing wrong with him and delving into his emotions is a woman's place not his.
♦ But Maeglin trusts you, and eventually that façade of everything being alright would crumble down and he'd let you take him to a Healer to be seen and start discussing what is going on with him.
♦ It would be a good way for the two of you to build a healthier relationship and set up a good foundation for trust in one another.
♦ It would also help Maeglin work through how badly his father treated him, and how it wasn't normal.
♦ Learning that Ada's aren't supposed to treat their children like dirt is a hard concept to accept and will most certainly need your support.
♦ Maeglin would be very grateful for any support you give and you sticking by his side through the tough things he will have to go through.
* * *
Tags: @saviorsong @lilmelily @dicksoutformtl @fandomhoe101 @celebrimbor-telperinquar @red-riding @miriel-estelwen @ta-ka-shi-ma @nerdysimpy @thegirlwithoutaname87 @anunexpectedsideblog @spidergirla5 @eunoiaastralwings @eternalabysss @noldorinpainter
48 notes · View notes