#thank god nobody is ever online at this time lmao
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favorite thing to do in each of your drs?
[thanks for this ask!]
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HP DR
splurging 😭😭😭 I've always had a bad habit of hoarding things in my CR, and the fact that i scripted (technically) unlimited money for myself doesn't help that. i have the backing of two great families (grindelwald and martell; black, crouch, and malfoy don't count; the gaunt vaults have nothing to add, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯), and while those major houses took hits during the two blood wars, ultimately, it didn't detract from their wealth.
so, yes, I'm just grabbing as much as i need. as someone who's financially struggling in my CR, it's so fucking cathartic to not worry about a serious restriction in money. i do have a limit set for each shopping session, though—my uncle became stricter with my spending when i came back from leeds with several bags of clothes (rich or not, he said, i can't be careless with how i spend—which, alright, point).
i usually just buy clothes and trinkets—i rarely buy books unless i feel i can actually finish them. I'm still unused to not using a phone to search for articles or stories online. some of the things I'm ecstatic at having spent money on include: an original 59 gibson standard (y'all i actually cried over this), several issues of the antique doll collector magazine, and an honest-to-god ballgown (i can try drawing a replica of it when i have the time). if I'm lucky, i can also find some good vintage thingamajigs at garage sales [i once bought a pair of wooden hairsticks with dangling pearls, which actually resemble the ones i wear in my naruto DR—lmao it made me kinda freak out when i saw them].
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Naruto DR
experimenting with my sharingan, or elemental bending in general. i don't think i can ever get bored with doing either of those things. they're frustrating, sometimes, when i feel as if I'm not making progress with a certain aspect or process (like controlling multiple elements at once, or working on my stamina)—but overall, they're activities i could never stay idle with, and i enjoy that.
I've only recently started practicing with my mangekyō abilities (I'll make a post about the eyes themselves in the future). it's fun, and just the slightest bit morbid, but genuinely exciting. I've used my mangekyō on rats (and afterwards, feeding their remains to my snake), and smaller variants of its power on shady individuals. the actual abilities of my mangekyō sharingan are a bit, erm, psychologically violent, so take it with a small grain of salt when i do talk about it.
elemental bending, on another note, is so fucking convenient. i keep telling my clanmates to be more creative with their jutsu (looking at you, you fucking elders), because any job's easier when you approach situations from a different angle—but everyone mostly leaves me alone to my, and i quote, "freak of nature shenanigans". i actually laughed when madara told me that—shifting really makes you OP, huh. anyways, i use elemental bending not just for combat-related activities, but also mundane ones. even just a gradeschool level of understanding on how science works might suffice. basic house skills: cooking, washing clothes, ironing, scrubbing floors; alright, chores, but they're actually fun when i apply elemental bending on them.
although, the radicality of some ideas i borrowed from history are really seen as strange. and no, nobody's accusing me of witchcraft or foul play, it's honestly just weird to them to see me use the science we're familiar with.
#also. no. me using elemental bending isn't to encourage fast industrial uplifts#a friend just told me about that#like bestie—what?? where are we finding the resources for that-#not to mention the pollution it entails omf#shifting#shifting realities#reality shifting#desired reality#shift#shifting shenanigans#shifting to hogwarts#hogwarts#shifting to harry potter#harry potter#shifting to naruto#naruto#naruto shippuden
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ok post show thoughts:
waterparks were really good i could not believe that was their first ever arena show. they were great. also i now have a video of an unreleased song of theirs which is :-) cool
saw one girlofswords shirt (i’m not a boy but my girlfriend is), one sweatermuppet shirt (maybe if you pray to god he will forgive you for being cisgender). lots of cute outfits & cute references to various things, obviously i can’t list them all. but i did see a “pool boy at the vampire mansion” shirt, along with their friend who had a matching shirt that said “mystery shirt”. love it, love the hustle, keep up the good work. also there was a couple where one of them had a shirt with just the man from the revenge cover, & the other one had a matching shirt with the woman. which i adored
arrived, got in the very long line, was told “this is just the merch line if you want to go inside you can just go in”, thought “oh that’s ok we want to hit the merch line asap anyway”, stayed in line. turns out it was a mini merch stand with like half the stock. we found this out when we were like 3 people from the front of the line. when it was our turn we couldn’t even get the tour shirt in a large or medium. so then we went inside and went to a big merch stand and stood another 45 minutes and honestly thank god the timings of the show were wonky & it didn’t start until 8 because we were in our seats maybe 5 minutes before. but we fucking did it
also by the time we got to the front of the real merch line they were out of mystery shirts. i hope u all enjoy them. made life easier for me too bc i was really considering it but i was already spending like $110 on merch without it (boy zone shirt, tour shirt, tote bag. absolutely necessary purchases)
i could see the stage but it was dark it was kind of hard to pick everything out. i can almost see better in my videos
i took a 4 minute long video of the static before the show, which i ended up regretting when i ran out of storage during vampires lol
i wanted to sing along to foundations but nobody around me was singing and i was shy… and then they played i’m not ok & everybody in the place was singing and i wasn’t shy about it anymore (bc even if they weren’t singing to one song they probably would be if they liked it more and it’s not my fault!! i like all of them!)
i fucking shrieked, by like halfway through my vocal range was . not good. it kept cracking 😭
also tried to stand up a couple times but the people behind me were sitting and it was just uncomfortable and i didn’t want to block them. mezzanine moment
i didn’t know the drum said manhunt until i got on twitter after the show. i tried to figure it out but i couldn’t get a good look, i thought it said AHHHHH
i missed like half of whatever gerard was saying it was so hard to hear from back there 😭😭 i DID hear about his legs being slippery though. love that for him
also at first i was like “damn no fun gerard outfit today… that’s fine 😔” & then i realized they were sopping wet. love wins <3
also i think the mic kept cutting out lmao i would like see him singing and didn’t hear anything
when i was omw to the show i heard on twitter that the roof was leaking. don’t know if that’s true. i do know that lined-up crowd took some Ls today sorry gang
i don’t really get why you’d line up for a concert, if you show up 5 minutes after doors there’s no line at all. ALTHOUGH i did spend about an hour and a half total in merch lines today so maybe i’m the idiot here. but like what else are you doing before the show anyway. but then i guess it’s different if you’re pit
so many songs had their little intros and people would scream when the song finally started but i already knew it was coming because i had seen it online before. like destroya w the “i am not god. you are not god” or whatever, & flw with you are my sunshine. or helena with the AHs. kind of embarrassing (stan behavior 😔) but i’m having fun so it’s fine
ok i have nothing else to say also my head hurts also i have to get up kind of early tomorrow. gg
holy shit this is so long i’m so sorry
ps: if anybody’s got any clips of anything cool that happened on stage feel free to send them my way, i didn’t see shit. i saw gerard on his knees sometimes but that was it. love you goodnight
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life adventures log 4
april 12, 2023
you were reading through the previous log and like. wow. that was honestly beautiful why did you go off like that. a couple months ago you got “poet” on a soldier, poet, king personality quiz that was going around online and damn that last post was really a pinnacle of the depressed and tortured artist you could really be LMAO.
its the last couple weeks of your first year of college! finals are still yet to pass, but you have high (maybe a little too high) hopes for acceptable grades. summer couldn’t come sooner.
you move out of the dorm very soon. every time you wait by the microwave you find yourself looking at the activity list that you and your roommates made at the beginning of the year. it felt like yesterday that you were saying you had plenty of time to do as many things as possible, but now nobody is even on good enough terms to get lunch together. yikers! you were never close enough to anyone to truly be bothered bu their drama, so its not too big of a deal, but its still sad to see them go. you’ll miss this room alot! although it was only by chance you made it to this room, it really was a little paradise of its own.
OHHHH OHHH HUGE NEWSSSS you changed your major!!! thank GODDDD because you really didnt want to be a nurse. as days passed by your distain for your studies’ path and the divide between you and your nursing peers became apparent. your parents will probably never understand but it was never for you. now you will be working in speech therapy, hopefully teaching children to not make the mistakes that you make lol. you do not want to work in geriatric. you will die.
on a darker note, a few months ago you found yourself feeling lonlier than ever. you spilled your heart out to your dad and he assured you that god will send you someone blah blah blah (ok religion will be for the next paragraph ill touch on that too). since then, you’ve felt alot better and you’ve been less lonely, but it was worth mentioning. maybe it was a seasonal depression. you really need to get a therapist.
religion……. lately you have been feeling a divide between you and christianity. it was a couple weeks ago, when you were looking for an apartment for tge next year. being put on the waitlist, dad told you to really pray that you get in, and that He will provide you a spot on campus. at this point in your life, you cant just sit around and wait for god’s answer. things are happening very quickly and miracles are too unstable to rely on. you need proactivity. you feel like you still believe in jesus. He is real and He does care, but you still are your own person and you still need to be smart about your own decisions. sure you can ask a friend for advice, but at the end of the day, your decisions and actions are your own.
you find yourself wanting love more than ever before. maybe because you’ve been watching a lot of romance shows lately? well whilst typing that out you realize for a long time you’ve been watching romance, but this is the first time you’ve really felt this way. you aren’t sure what changed. what happened to aroace man. this doesn’t contribute to the lonlieness tho lmao. you don’t really care for a partner as of late, but you do think it’d be nice to have one. maybe its the college air. gross.
in summation, you aren’t feeling as emotional, but you’ve definitely been having a lot more thoughts of your own. deeply personal, self-reflecting thoughts that feel like they go even deeper than that self concept stuff from the last post. no tears left to cry for now. its only time to move forward.
edit: you were reading LA log 2 and apparently these were way more about life updates more than FEELINGS UPDATES 🙄🙄. ok backtracking. cute updates time.
tomorrow you are getting tickets for universal for free (HOPEFULLY)!!! you are gonna go with your friends from glee club (btw you are in glee club) and have a great time. you hope that going with glee and going with your roommate wont conflict and that you’ll have a great time with everyone.
you feel closest to your best friends right now. they are your favorite people and you love talking with them and sharing interests. hopefully she can come you your school so you can become even closer. it sucks having to drive two hours every weekend just to see all of them.
you like your art alot! you’ve been spending more time improving your style and like, wow things are looking great. maybe you’ll take up an art minor?
ok thats pretty much it lolz. ttyl byeeee
songs:
sober to death - car seat headrest
get into it (yuh) - doja cat
xoxo lots of love,
past you
p.s. either i gotta start making these quicker or life is getting harder 🤯 these are getting way too long. but they only are made when you remember tumblr exists!!!! keep the novelty
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survey #088
(taken december 14th last year; uploading surveys done while gone)
Can you read lips?
NO. I am *HORRIBLE* at trying to read lips, like I absolutely can't.
Do you have trouble feeling excited for other people when they receive good news?
Oh absolutely not, I definitely get excited too!
Do you know anyone whose parents are homosexual?
I know I have a mom friend who is bi, but she's in a relationship with a man currently. I don't THINK I know anyone full-on gay that's a parent?
Do you consider yourself patriotic? In what ways?
Hell no, this country grosses me the fuck out.
Are you part of any online communities? If so, which ones, and how did you get involved in them?
I'm in a meerkat RP circle, I'm an admin at the SH wiki (which I have been awfully neglecting lol oops), and I'm active in my WoW main's guild.
Have you ever purchased clothing that you were too afraid to wear?
HA yes, when I was still a teen-ish I had this honestly really cute black crop top that just says "FREAK" and I only wore it for a single picture, lol. It would never fit me now. I actually think I mighta got rid of it.
What is your lover's middle name?
He doesn't have one.
When was the last time you saw your last ex?
Well I saw a PICTURE of us on Facebook like a day or two ago, and fucking finally FB allowed me to delete them. I haven't seen her in person in years and never want to again, either.
Who was the last ex you talked to?
Sara.
Who is your best friend? Pick only one.
My boyfriend Girt.
Who was the last person to flirt with you, other than your lover?
Some random dude on dA, he got blocked real quick lmao.
Would it bother you if your lover flirted with other people?
Uh yes???
What exes do you still associate with?
None.
What is a topic that interests you so much that you could read about it for hours?
Meerkat behaviorisms.
Are there any holidays that you hate? If so, which and why do you dislike them?
Columbus Day because that man didn't discover jack shit. Thanksgiving (its roots anyways, it's definitely evolved) because it's a literal celebration of genocide and slavery, etc.
Do you have a secret that you’ve kept for a long time – years, maybe your entire life? If so, why haven’t you told anyone about this secret?
Yes, and I don't tell anybody because they affect nobody, are entirely benign, and just really don't matter.
What was the very first social media site you signed up for?
MySpace.
If you were in a coma, who would be making healthcare decisions for you?
My mom.
What’s something you’ve done that sounds too crazy to be true?
The only thing that comes to mind is how many times I've been admitted to psych hospitals; like I lost count many visits ago. I would estimate I've been like, six times. I feel like people who know that would expect me to be crazier than I am.
Does anyone in your family smoke?
My dad and his wife do.
What’s your opinion on hunting?
Trophy hunting? Fucking barbaric, repulsive, diabolical, just evil. IF however you are hunting for food and have a respectful, appreciative mindset of the animal, then I'm more okay with it than I once was, because here's the thing: that deer you killed out in the beautiful woods, and probably rather quickly, ABSOLUTELY had a better life than that mistreated, miserable cow that was raised simply to be killed and probably given LESS than the bare necessities. I want to emphasize though, mindset is so important here; I wouldn't support you if you were tracking a deer seeking the "thrill" of just killing it. Like in that case, get fucking help. Be very respectful and extremely appreciative of that animal's unwilling sacrifice.
Have you ever had a pet escape and run away?
Oh my god I will never forget Teddy doing this one winter night in the snow. I was going BALLISTIC as my dad ran and later drove after him. If I remember well, he ended up being at the pond not too far from our place, which he and Dale (another old dog of ours) had run to before to play. Thank god he was okay, at this time he just still had good energy and was very into marking his territory and smelling EVERYTHING. He also really, really enjoyed the snow, he used to love zooming through it and just playing.
Do any of your exes know each other?
Jason and Juan knew and didn't like each other (at least, I was aware Juan openly didn't like Jason, I'm not really sure if Jason felt anything about him). Tyler MIGHT have known either of them, too, I don't know.
What’s an opinion you find impossible to take seriously?
"Dinosaurs aren't real," especially when they add on, "Satan put those bones there to lead us away from God." You are PURELY fucking delusional.
Have you met that person that can get into your mind through a sentence?
Yeah, Jason. Probably still to this day. He had so much goddamn power over my emotions without even intending it, and I feel like that hasn't fully gone away.
Have you heard of Jeffree Star? What do you think of him?
Yes, I genuinely like him and who he's grown into and think his work ethic is fucking unreal.
Who do you think you have cried over the most?
lol do I really need to answer this???????????
Do you hate celebrities with big boobs and have had plastic surgery?
lol grow up?????? People can do whatever the fuck they want with their own bodies.
Is anybody in your family schizophrenic? If so, what is their life like?
A half-sister is, but I've never met or spoken to her; I've seen literally a single picture of her in my entire life. I have no idea what her life is like. Sometimes it rears up to bother me more than usual, how Dad's only kids he interacts with at all are me and my immediate sisters... Even his other daughter Misty had to reach out to HIM when she and her children visited here to go out to dinner so he could actually meet them. Like, that shouldn't be his child's job. Misty is understandable bitter about how she grew up (her mother was absolute, total, 100% insane shit that couldn't even keep custody of her BECAUSE she was fucking mental, and Dad didn't take her), and I just wish she didn't have to be by Dad acting more like a dad to her. WOW welcome to the family therapy session y'all
What’s something somebody can do to make you hate them instantly?
Say something inappropriate about a child came to mind first, but there's really a lot of other stuff, honestly. Just being a shitty, gross, violent, and/or forceful person.
Are there regular trains in and out of your town/city?
Yes.
What was the last animal you saw, and was it a pet?
Roman, right now, 'cuz he jumped up onto the desk to chill by me.
Have you ever watched an anime series, start to finish?
Yeah, multiple.
Do you feel the need to rant about anything right now? If so, go for it.
So my Tumblr account just RANDOMLY got terminated yesterday (I seriously mean it when I say I did absolutely, positively nothing whatsoever) and I'm rather annoyed by it. This has already happened to me once on my old account, and it took like around a week to get the damn thing back.
How many serious relationships have you been in?
Three. Ish. I don't really know what to consider Sara's and my former relationship. Like I feel like we had genuine feelings and did some romantic things without much shyness or anything, but idk. Jason and Girt were/are SO much different from what she and I had.
Do you have a lot of regrets?
Yes, and they fucking haunt me and refuse to let me go so I can maybe even mildly like myself.
Have you ever been so angry that you screamed out of nowhere?
Yes. I know I've done this a couple times into a pillow, maybe other times without but idr.
Do you have any plans for Valentine’s Day this year?
NEXT year I know I want to do at least a LITTLE something. Girt had Covid this year so we couldn't hang out that day and it super bummed me out, really.
What do you usually buy for snacks when you go to the cinema?
Almost always popcorn, rarely some sort of candy.
Look to your left and name five things you can see.
Presents for Ash's kids from Mom, the closet, the stand with the printer on it, paper shredder, and a cute piece of random artwork on the wall from who knows where.
Do you like having your lip softly bitten when you’re kissing?
bro get outta my bedroom
Who is your favourite YouTuber?
Overall? It'll probably always be Markiplier, he's my idol, but I really haven't watched him anywhere near regularly in like... two years? His content just generally isn't my style anymore, but I still love him as a person to death. You know, I'm really not too sure WHO my active favorite is anymore. Maybe John Wolfe or Game Grumps, I really don't know.
Have you ever been hopelessly in love with a celebrity?
Nah. I have my fangirl episodes, but "hopefully in love" has never been the right phrase at all. I know none of these people personally and therefore can't even truly LOVE them and have always known that absolutely nothing is ever going to happen between me and any random person on the Internet. I can just melt from afar lmao.
What was the last band shirt you wore?
I'm quite sure it was Ninja Sex Party. Thankfully it doesn't say the name of the band on the shirt lmfao I wouldn't want to explain that ever.
How many pairs of glasses (not sunglasses) have you owned?
I know at least three.
What color is your flash-drive?
Hot pink.
What is your favorite color(s) of eye-makeup?
B L A C K
Have you ever worn a thumb ring?
Yes; that's where I put mine and Sara's friendship ring. Safe to say I don't have it anymore.
What brand of TV do you own?
Uh I'm pretty positive it's a Vizio?
Are high school football games fun?
Ugh, no. I used to have to go to them quite a bit when my older sister was a cheerleader. There were always wasps and shit around/under the bleachers, it was hot, too crowded, and I just had absolutely no interest in sports. They were also way too long to me. I know a lot of the time Nicole and I didn't even watch, we'd just go find something weird to do that generally involved getting dirty, meeting with other kids that were as bored as us, and going under the bleachers when we weren't supposed to lmao.
When was the last time you had a particularly hectic day?
Oh hell if I know.
To whom do you feel the most important?
Mom and Girt.
How long has your favorite song been your favorite?
Since it came out early this year lmao.
Is one of your favorite colors yellow?
No, I actually really don't like yellow.
How old are your siblings?
Tbh I only have my two immediate sisters' ages memorized, which are 29 and 24. Others are in their 30s. Katie might even be close to 40, idr and can't math.
Ever had a fishtank in your room?
No.
Do you drink more soda than anything else?
Not anymore! It's generally flavored sparkling water.
Do you know anyone who wears camouflage often?
my brother in christ I live in the SOUTH
How many jobs have you had?
Three.
Do you hate your last ex?
I VERY much don't like her, at all, but I'm past my "ugh I hate her" phase. I ain't wasting my energy on hating someone I never have to see or speak to ever again.
Are you ashamed of any of your family members?
My uncle who my family no longer associates with. He's a fucking filthy slug of a human being.
Have you ever been in a courtroom?
Yes.
Were you a chubby child?
No, I was pretty normal.
Are you afraid to sing in front of people?
Yes. To get you to visualize the sheer extent, in the over three and a half years Jason and I dated, he heard me sing ONCE, at church.
When did you last dance with someone?
Uh with Sara a few years ago.
Do you feel awkward watching sex scenes?
Yes, but not AS bad as when I was like, a teenager. I still do feel exceptionally uncomfortable if it's with my mom present, though.
Did you ever have senior photos done?
No. I wanted to, we just... didn't, I don't remember why.
Do you attend church regularly?
You literally could not even PAY me to go to church, never mind regularly. It's complete fucking brainwashing and greatly diminishes genuine, confident self-worth. I don't consider myself a Satanist, but even I can still say hail thyself, hunty.
Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
lol absolutely not.
Are you currently listening to music?
Yeah, "Modern Love" by Mother Mother just started.
The person who last spoke to you in person, what is their name?
Donna, but Mom to me.
The person who last texted you, tell me their name?
Still Donna, lol.
What was your favorite class to take in school?
Art courses and German.
Have you ever had a pixie cut?
No, but I'd like one one day... Both my mom and hairdresser have told me I would look amazing with one now, which I really appreciated, but I just can't convince myself. I know it's a stereotype that fat people usually can't pull off short hair, and trust me it was ballsy enough for me to get it as short as it is now, I'd just be so obsessively paranoid that people would think I'm uglier with a pixie cut.
Is your signature legible?
I think so, yeah.
If the person you like/love proposed to you right now, you would say?
I know I'd say yes even though I know it's unwise to do so this early. Thankfully I'm pretty damn sure just given Girt's intelligence and dedication and strong pragmatism, he knows way better than to do that anytime soon.
Are you satisfied with your current camera?
I sure am, and I'm actually pretty excited, I know Mom is ordering a pack of lenses (polarizing, ND, and UV) for it for Christmas!
When was the last time you felt ignored?
Um idk. Probably during some family dinner at my sister's, I know I've been totally talked over adn brushed off more than once.
Is smoking an immediate turnoff to you?
I won't ever attracted to a smoking man til I saw Richard Kruspe bro 😭 lol but generally yes, celebs don't count, right?
If given the opportunity, would you legally change your name?
Nah, too used to this one and plus I like it.
Has religion ever come between you and a friend or family member?
Yep.
Has anyone ever told you that you were worthless?
Well, in fucking essence, Sara has.
If you jumped out the nearest window, would you live?
Yes, very easily.
Is there an animal that scares you?
I have a very intense irrational fear of larva, like maggots and stuff. Cicadas also notably freak me out, I can't handle their eyes. Whale sharks are another irrational fear, their mouths creep me out. Australian spiders like their funnel-web are freaky too.
When you get blood tests, do you feel faint afterwards?
No.
Do you think you will have a date for prom?
Whoa now buddy you are WAY late, lol. I went to Jason's senior prom and he went to mine.
Are you afraid of being cheated on?
Not really, at least not with Girt. I hope this doesn't sound all arrogant or full of myself, but just factually, this guy wanted me way too long for me to even really WONDER if he'd cheat on me. He's directly told me he wanted to date in high school, but he didn't do anything because he was concerned what people would think of the age gap. Then Jason came along and he respected that.
Do you know how to play poker?
It's actually funny, I did as a KID but don't now, hahaha. I really enjoyed it as a child, just obviously without monetary gambling.
Is your face shape oval, heart shaped or square?
I genuinely don't know.
When was the last time someone asked you to go somewhere?
When Girt invited me to his place Friday for his sister's birthday.
Do you have small wrists?
Yeah; even with my size, my wrists are definitely noticeably small. Like I can slip those security bracelets off at the psych hospital (lmfao what a talent) or like the skating rink to show you paid.
Are you someone’s best friend?
Girt always calls me his. <3
What’s the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
The state of my legs, really. I'm gonna get on fixing this shit, I've had enough. It stops me from SO much.
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
I know one major pothead irl as well as one online; I'm certain others do it, but being a pothead is like, literally a major part of these two girls' personalities.
How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
A hell of a lot.
Thinking back to the person you fell hardest for, do you still feel that way?
Nope.
If you’re a girl, what’s your bra size?
Funny thing, I actually don't know. I know I'm naturally a C-something, but being my weight, I'm not at all convinced that's accurate right now. This is gonna sound wild, but I haven't had a properly-fitting bra in literal years; I just wear some that were Mom's that somewhat fit, but absolutely not properly, but enough to where it's not incredibly obvious with clothes on. I'm pretty sure I need something custom because if the cup fits, the back doesn't, and if the back fits, the fucking cup doesn't. It's extremely annoying, but bras are not cheap, especially when you're not a standard size.
Ever known anyone who did business with a prostitute?
I have zero idea.
If your parents are divorced, how old are your step parents?
Kim is a couple years younger than Dad, so mid/late 50s.
Do you like your step parents, or are they assholes?
She's an intolerant bigot/obnoxious Christian, but she has good traits, too.
[TW: DOMESTIC VIOLENCE/ABUSE]
Ever had an abusive parent or other family member?
No, thankfully.
Ever walked in on your parents while they were getting busy? If so, how many times and how old were you?
No; I find it SO hard to accept that my parents ever did have sex lmao, they were SO incompatible and just never got along, it seemed like growing up.
If you were to get pregnant as a teen, what would happen?
Well, I woulda kept it, because at the time I was pro-life. Thank fuck this never happened.
Do you prefer broccoli or asparagus?
Broccoli, I absolutely hate asparagus.
What was the last flattering thing someone did/said to/for you?
Uhhhhhh let's see probably something Girt said, he honestly says stuff like that a lot. ;__; <3
Do you know anybody that believes that magic/witchery truly exists?
Yep, my sister Misty to name just one.
Roughly how hot are the summer temperatures where you reside?
Usually 90s, sometimes low 100s. I absolutely hate it.
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This was probably the nicest advice anybody have ever given me.
I go through patches of feeling like I’m a burden to people so I ask for very little & I’m such an emotional person that it honestly hurts more that people around me don’t even genuinely want to be there for me.
It’s was mostly you saying I could vent to know & nobody has ever told me that… I always have to sneak in my venting in conversations. I actually downloaded a journal this week because o has so exhausted from holding so much in.
Thank you.. I probably won’t vent but it’s nice to know that somebody would let me
KGem
Aw hun! I'm glad it was okay, I was a little worried I was coming off as a bit preachy which wasn't my intention at all because god knows I never have my shit together enough to be preaching to anyone haha!
I know the feeling, I'm pretty familiar with the idea of burdens but I promise you it's a feeling that it very much inwardly faced and rarely has an outward projection. By that I mean, it's far more likely that you feel like a burden rather than feel someone is a burden- and that works for everyone.
I think one of the best things I ever got told was ask for what you need. If you don't ask, you don't get. It felt so counterintuitive at the time because I didn't want to feel like I had to ask but, in reality, people aren't mind readers and that's my whole mantra now. I try my best to communicate, especially with Dan, because I so often feel like not saying anything at all. But people aren't mind readers. So I try.
You absolutely can talk to me, I'm not that active but I'm online a lot if you know what I mean, if you wanted to talk off anon I wouldn't publish anything.
Journals are amazing for that! I tend to write and half my characters are sprinkled with my real life bullshit because that's how I expressive myself best.
But you'll find what works for you! I hope journaling helps! My psychiatrist buddy does pottery and then smashes it lmao. Something about the idea that nothing good lasts and not clinging too hard, idk haha, it's whatever you want it to be.
I think, honestly, you should work on the idea of "burden" that you have in your head. Are you a hinderance? Or are you a normal person? Because a lot of the time my love, our idea of "burden" comes from our own negative self worth, it's not a reflection of reality at all.
It takes time hun, so honestly, don't rush yourself and remember to take care of yourself, to give yourself that time. Changing the way we think is hard, I've been in therapy half my life, but it gets easier.
All the love my dear, I hope you are doing okay this week 💕💕💕
#kgem#asks#i want to hug you i hope you know that#i feel like we're very similiar#obviously gemini friends aha
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Do you ever feel like there’s so much you haven’t much in life? And now you feel too old to do it?
#stuff nobody but tammy cares about#this feels strangely personal to post#thank god nobody is ever online at this time lmao#idk its 1am i’m tired#and thinking about stupid things#like how i’ve never ordered room service#or been on a boat#rode a rollercoaster#hell i’ve not even eaten a donut before#but now all those options are gone because i’m too anxious lmao
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Burden | corpse x reader
Summary: You and Corpse get into a nasty fight, which ends in broken hearts.
Pairing: Corpse x Fem!reader
Warnings: Swearing, Angst, Fluff
Authors Note: cried, laughed and cried again during this lmao. i just wanna give him a hug 🥺
requests are open!! <3
You groaned loudly, you and Corpse were in a heated fight, his symptoms started to flare, but he didn’t care, and neither did you.
You groaned loudly, your frustration bubbling, “Babe! I don’t care that you don’t wanna take pictures with me, I don’t fucking care that we can’t go outside, I don’t fucking care if I can’t show you off, because I love you.”
“Y/N YOU’RE NOT GETTING IT,” Corpse sighs, “Every fucking day I feel like I’m a burden to you. I feel like you can do so much better than me. BECAUSE YOU CAN. I FEEL LIKE I’M A FUCKING BURDEN.”
“I DON’T WANT BETTER THAN YOU. THERE IS NO BETTER THAN YOU AND YOU ARE NOT A BURDEN.” Pools of clear, salty water filled your eyes.
Corpse groaned, matching your frustration, “I’m just worried that I can’t give you the life you want, and I want you to have better. No, fuck that I need you to have better.”
“What does that mean for us then. I want you and you want me to have better than you.”
“I STILL WANT YOU Y/N, but I can’t fucking live with the fact that I couldn’t give you want you need. That I never can.”
You were in shock and you knew what was coming for the two of you, you just didn’t want to believe it at all and it was so fucked up and terrible and you knew you wouldn’t be able to live without this man. Your anxiety wouldn’t be able to handle that you weren’t with him anymore. Your breath became heavy, as you felt a weight on your heart. Your stomach shrunk and you felt so constricted by yourself. You shook your head at him, from the opposite side of the bed as both of you were on either side.
“We’re over, we’re done. Live a better life without me in it, y/n. As long as you’re happy, I won’t regret it.” Tears ran down the boy’s skin.
You weren’t angry anymore, you were anxious, you were in sobs, “Fine,” Corpse face fell when the word came out of your mouth.
You turned around and opened the closet that held the both of your clothes. Taking off Corpe’s sweater that you were currently wearing, throwing it at him, taking all your clothes out of the closet, opening a duffle bag shoving everything inside of it. Putting on another shirt to cover up the bra that covered your chest. You couldn’t believe he would end things with you. After all you guys have been through.
You convinced him to move out to L.A. when most of your friends had made the same exact transition. You got him to open up to you without even trying in the first two weeks of knowing him. You were the first person he showed his face before he showed the rest of your friends. He said I love you first and was okay with it when you were hesitant about saying it back, even though you said it three days later without even knowing you had. You were both sat in bed and he said “You said it back.” “Said what back?” “I love you. You said it, this morning when you hung up the phone.”.
After throwing the duffle bag over your shoulder, you looked at him once more, “I’ll be back tomorrow to get the rest of my things, my PC, my set up, all of it. You can keep the TV, you can keep everything else, I just need my set up.”
“Done. See you tomorrow.” Corpse sighed, taking a seat on what had been a shared bed, was now his. He couldn’t believe he was sleeping in the king bed the two of you had bought because you were one of the biggest bed hog’s he had ever met. You walked out and he looked down at the f/c coloured bed sheets you had convinced him to let you put on, even though he preferred the black ones, but you let him have the wall behind the two of you black and helped him painted the room. As well as painting the walls of his gaming room black too.
You got into your little Honda Civic, as you drove for around 15 minutes finally reaching Rae’s house. You told yourself you wouldn’t break down in front of her, but you knew that you would. You got out of your car, and closed the door as you walked up to Rae’s front door. Knocking on it, she didn’t answer at first but you looked down at the clock on your phone, noticing that it was 12:00am. Although she might’ve been sleeping, she could’ve been streaming.
So you knocked again, and she opened the door, her bedroom room was lit up from what you could see, and she was streaming. She noticed the duffle bag and let you in, placing a finger to her lips telling you to whisper. Running back to her stream room.
“Well guys! I’m getting tired so, I’m gonna end it here, goodnight!” She said cheerily. Before shutting off her PC and ending the stream walking back out into her living room to see you sitting on the couch. You were in sobs.
“He ended it, Rae, he ended things with me and I can’t br-breath.” You said taking a deep breath as she sat down next to you pulling you close to her. “How am I supposed to go and get my things tomorrow, I can’t even think about him without crying and picturing his smile and hearing his laugh and crying. What hurts even worse is the fact that he didn’t even want to end it, he ended it because he said I could do better. When I can’t get better than him.”
“What makes him say that?” She asks.
“He thinks he’s holding me back. He thinks because he doesn’t show his face online, he doesn’t want to leave the house, he thinks he’s holding me back and he’s not because that’s not what people do when they love eachother, when people love eachother, they walk through life together. They experience things together. We loved eachother.”
“Y/n, it’s gonna be okay, you just need to talk to him, you both clearly still want to be together, so you just need to tell him what you told me - he’s loosing his mind if he’s letting you out of all the people go. So when you go pick up your things, talk to him.”
You nodded, “Yeah. You’re right. I’ll just talk to him.”
Well, talking to him was harder than you thought. You texted him five minutes before you got there to give him a heads up. You walked upto the front door the next morning, seeing a yellow post-it note on the front door.
Pick up your things, text me when you leave.
You sighed, calling Rae, “Rae, can you come help me get my stuff, Corpse isn’t here,,, he left.”
“On my way.” She sighs.
With the two of you getting your set up, it didn’t take long before it was dismantled and in both of your cars. Your pc, mic and monitor and your now broken desk chair in your car, and your desk in Raes.
Gone <3
Was what you texted Corpse after you left. You thought the little heart was cute, but you knew it wasn’t needed and so did you. You didn’t set your stuff up at Rae’s knowing it would only be temporary. You told your fans you were visiting your parents and wouldn’t be streaming for a little bit. Though they knew something was up, you hadn’t responded to any of Corpse’s tweets or hadn’t commented on the fact that he posted another hand pic, usually a cute remark like “that’s one sexy hand ^-^” or something like that would be in the comments.
Every night that week without him, you cried yourself to sleep, every night the next week, you did the same, and the week after that, you did it again. It had been almost a month since you guys had ended things and you still cried. You would keep crying. Corpse knew you were staying with Rae, and made sure to ask her if you were okay. Short answer, Rae told him every time: No.
It was raining one night, fit the mood, as you sat in bed on your laptop watching streams of him play, missing his laugh and his voice. You frequently went back to the stream where he couldn’t do admin swipe, because that was the hardest he had laughed on camera. The hardest he had ever laughed was when you two had fallen off of the bed, when you had surprised him with a kiss. A heavy thump echoed through the house as the both of you fell into a fit of laughter, you had calmed down, but he was still going - couldn’t look at you without bursting into a laughing fit - he tried to stop the laughter, because it was making his stomach hurt like 30,000 knifes, but he couldn’t. That admin swipe didn’t even come close. But it was close enough for you as you cried watching them. You opened your camera roll to which you found lots of photos of him. You cried.
You got up out of Rae’s guest bed. She was streaming so you just shot her a text careful not to give your location away. She shot you a simple text back as you left the house in your little black honda civic, you looked at the little plastic bag he had set up for your gum wrappers and used gum.
Tears ran down your face as the rain followed. You sighed getting out of the car standing in the rain contemplating if you should go and knock on the door or not. You knew he wouldn’t be doing okay. Or maybe he was, but you just knew him too well to know he wouldn’t be hurting.
“Fuck it.” You muttered under your breath.
You walked up to the front door, knocking on it furiously as the porch light turned on. He opened the door. You looked at his face, his eyes were bloodshot red like yours, and you could hear tiny sniffles coming from his nose. You could see the couch behind him had been pulled out into the bed, but there was nobody staying over. He couldn’t sleep in the bed the two of you shared. But you knew you had to give the sappy ass speech because you were both hurting.
“When I started streaming in 2015, I didn’t think it would be like this. Y’know. I knew I’d be meeting people left and right, but I didn’t know I would meet you. Until I did. Then we started to talk outside of the group and streams and, everything else. Then you opened up to me about everything you possibly could and we knew each other for two months. But that felt like years. Then you asked me to come to San Fransisco and thank god i said yes. Then we went on two dates on your balcony and they were perfect, and thennnn you asked me to be your girlfriend and of course I said yes. One year later, I convince you to move to L.A. with me, you say yes. We move here, buy a house, everything was perfect. Two years later, I’m sitting in bed for one month, crying over you, because we both want each other, you just wanna give me better. But that’s not how it works. How it works is we go through life together and I’m fine waiting for you, because I can’t live without you. I can’t function without you and people who love eachother go through life together and we loved eachother. I still love you.” By the end of it, your words were unintelligible to anyone but him.
He just looked at you, the same tears running down his face as you, he sighs of relief, “Thank fuck. I tried to call you everyday, but I couldn’t. Not after I was a coward like that. It was so fucking shitty of me to do that to you - I just wanted you to have better. I needed you to have better.” He cried as you pulled him close, your foreheads touching.
“It’s okay,” You said hugging his head.
“Please take me back, please.” He choked.
Your foreheads touched, “Of course I’ll take you back, I need you back.”
Your soft lips pressed onto his as you both smiled against it. You could taste the salty water between your lips. Although Corpse’s eyes were now dried. He smiled down at you pulling you back into a hug. Rae texted you as you heard the familiar ding of your phone.
Pulling away from Corpse and pulling your phone out, a screenshot of both you and Corpse’s bitmoji’s showed up on Rae’s snap maps. A message sat underneath it.
this you? 🤭
You chuckled showing Corpse as he let out a laugh with you.
yeah SDFJHDKFSJDNG
spending the night here :)
i knew you guys could get through this! see you tomorrow, come pick up your shit 😐
SDJFKDJF all jokes aside - thank you so much Rae, i wouldn’t have been okay without you. i hope i wasn’t a burden on you.
of course you weren’t! now remember, i’ll see you tomorrow 👩❤️💋👩
So that night, you lay in your bed with your boyfriend. Your boyfriend. God, it felt nice to say that again. It was warm and soft and you liked the way his chest fell up and down as you lay on it. His strong arms around you. Careful never to let you go again.
People don’t believe in soulmates, but you knew you had found yours, as when you thought he was asleep, he intertwined your fingers together, as you both fell asleep entangled in between each other.
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your bloomic mc's nickname always makes me laugh lmao do you have any headcanons abt them?
ooh u wanna hear abt my mc??? i'm flattered omg thank you. idk how to describe them shortly bc i think abt her more than i think abt the actual characters but here are some stuff abt them witout getting into heavy stuff that might be triggering (bc all my ocs are. um. you know)
she/they legend and bi as 90% of the characters i make up lmaoo
around 167-168 cm, her natural hair color is black. i can't decide on her zodiac sign but either sagittarius or taurus. she has a tattoo right under her chest, u know that area. she didn't really think of a meaning when she got it, she was just looking for something new. it's very pretty tho
She used to have a rlly wild lifestyle at the college, lots of bar fights, alcohol and parties for a sense of control. she has really struggled, but eventually managed to left those habits behind her after graduating and dumping societyboy's ass because she was aware that lifestyle was self-destructive and it was killing her. in that sense, she can relate to quest and xyx
she took off her piercings except for her trademark little black hoops and dyes her hair to a softer shade of pink now. also still smokes. she rarely ever wears skirts but when she does... woag. i always imagine her either in a nice silk white shirt + black dresspants (work) or ripped boyfriend jeans with boots, oversized vests etc. god i wish i had time to sketch her!!!!
her family background is. hm. umm. let's say that she hasn't seen neither of her parents face to face in a long time, but still talks to them from time to time. she also has a little half-brother but she doesn't know how to reach out to him, or if she really wants to do that.
secretly envious of nightowl and onionthief because they were able to study what they wanted to, even though it was hard for both of them. she chose her major because of financial worries about the future since there is simply nobody who would support her financially. she likes theatre and acting but she couldn't take that risk
math fiend. ridiculously good at maths. she can calculate anything up to decimals in her head. really useful at grocery store when she's on budget lmao
she adores two2 and loves talking with them about anything. they mayyyybe make her feel like the big sister she never had the chance to be but she won't talk abt that
onionthief's worst nightmare (affectionately) in the server, will take any chance to troll him but she is never rude or cruel to him. just silly :•)
she threw a dumbell at societyboy's face once and i love her for that
open about showing affection but has a hard time receiving it. tbh honestly she's never had a relationship with anyone where she felt safe & she is a giver by default to a self-detrimental level because she doesn't really feel like she deserves to receive anything, so you gotta keep her in check. her & xyx are just holding each other's faces in their hands and repeating "ON PURPOSE, I LOVE YOU ON PURPOSE"
she had a relationship with a girl from her class after societyboy but her gf moved away for a really good job opportunity & after 5-6 months of long distance dating, they decided to cut it off bc the gf's life was very busy. they remained as friends and honestly she's her only friend rn. though they talk less and less so hotgirl depends on bloomic and the server these days
her nickname comes from the time she first met societyboy, a rare moment where he wasn't a complete asshole (showed his true colors later) and she chose it for a game they were playing together to make him laugh. this is why he can recognize her nickname but i still believe that he stalked her online somehow to find her
i can add more but i gotta go to work now anfoakd thank u for giving me a chance to talk abt her bc she's my current emotional crutch oc ❤
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OH GOD OKAYYYYY I’ve actually watched it now (I haven’t been online yet to see what anyone else is saying though, I’ll be interested to see theories....) let me formulate some thoughts now that I actually can sjdhfbsjfsfd
First of all Cartman:
Alright but actually sjfhgbsdjgfhbsdjghsdfg it was horrible, truly.......... but there is a saving grace bc I think Kyle is 100% right and he did all of this just to fuck with him + because he’s obsessed with him lmao 😭 (and its just like with jennifer lopez when nobody believed him that Cartman would spend that much time/go to such lengths just to fuck with people and he was right then too). There’s also a LOT about Cartman and his family that’s super off and telling, his wife’s and kid’s names etc.
Me rn grasping at kyman’s feet like I never thought I’d say this but you saved my fucking life JSHDBJDVDSF 😭 thank fucking god, okay *pulls my head out of the river I was drowning myself in* its fine we’re gonna be fine, its fine.
I will also just add that I’m happy he was still fat even though he looked really bad otherwise. Oh and I do think its cute he has glasses (but they could have been like..... a less unflattering fit as well!!?? help shdbsdhfbs)
There’s also a lot about this future that’s weirdly off, which is kind of interesting? It’s also clearly meant to be terrible, and that does kind of comfort me because everyone is so fucked up, I’m glad this is a worst case scenario type deal and one that will be erased when they fix the past.
Stan is in such bad shape too....... I hate that he basically turned into his dad and is still an alcoholic, plus what happened with Shelly and Sharon!!?!? This is such a horrible outcome for him I’m so glad it won’t be his real future 😭 Token joining the police after they racially profiled and shot him as a kid, worst outcome for him..... and Clyde being an antivaxxer jdsfsbfsbdfsdf everything about this future was so evil 😭
(Also what was up with just some people randomly having those round things on their heads LMAO........)
But okay onto the good things:
I’m in love with Kenny... I’m obsessed with him bgsbdfbsbsdfb he was SO good 😭 the beard and the tummy and the shirt LMAO.... the women in bikinis in the pool with him (and a millionaire omg!!!) plus his voice always being muffled or cut off was funny. And him calling out the others on their past behaviour.... It was perfect really, he was the best thing about the whole special.
There were a few things that did make me laugh really loud and the old person on the loose sign gjsjfhsdhshdshds
I feel like I was right about the Randy redemption stuff, and also that they will be time travelling back to stop the broship from ever breaking up. I’m so desperate for them to reconcile their friendship and just be together again..... please...... 🥺
Last of all I am of course going to be going insane until we get to see Butters.... I’m SO curious about wtf happened to him (and also what he looks like, though my expectations are now VERY low, with what they did to my boy 😭) I am loving the chaos angle though. I can’t believe it ended on a cliffhanger and now we have to wait fuck knows how long *SOBS*
#x#sp spoilers#long post#OKAY i need to sleep now I may have a few more thoughts tomorrow/things I forgot to comment on sbsdfnsfd#overall... I'm feeling a little crazy#I was depressed at first then laughing but I have also witnessed some true horrors
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Hi, I would like to hear more about a mystery inc. buzzfeed unsolved au
you really want me to do headcanons for scooby mcfucking doo now??? fine
okay so it’s entirely Shaggy’s fault
but not on PURPOSE. He didn’t think anyone would take him seriously. He’s still not down for all this ghost hunting shit
the Gang(tm) was in the middle of their weekly routine (watching Ghost Adventurers and eating pot brownies in Daphne’s basement) and Shaggy, who was like, Far Out Man by this point, made some off hand comment that they’d be way better at ghost hunting than Zak fucking Baggins (whom he hates for legitimately no clear reason, likely stemming from a hallucination during a bad trip, but his friends find the unexplained grudge from the normally chill Shaggy hilarious and that’s why they always watch the show lmao)
anyway. he was JOKING
but when he wakes up the next morning, Fred has already created a youtube channel, contacted three different local haunted locations, and is using Daphne’s credit card to buy a shit load of equipment. alrighty.
Daphne is All Fucking In for this idea, because she secretly never grew out of her middle school witchy girl phase, and she wants some damn validation. She’s already running a marketing campaign online and starting up a merch store. Daph. Daph it’s 8:30 in the morning. Daphne Babe I made the joke like two hours ago,
but she won’t be stopped
Scooby Doo himself abso-fucking-lutely has a legendary shitpost twitter and nobody but the gang knows an Actual Dog is running it but anyway Daphne figures out his password and starts promoting their ghost hunting show there ‘first episode dropping in a week!!!’ and it gets millions of retweets lmao
Shaggy dedicates all morning to trying to talk the two of them out of this
and when Velma finally wakes up she’s like are you guys,,,,, insane,
“Please don’t make me be the type of person who agrees with Shaggy”
at one point she was like ‘Well maybe you two can go be stupid together, this doesn’t really need to be a group thing’ but Fred and Daphne just went 🥺🥺 and her and Shaggy were like ‘Goddammit’
So they agree,
and by like the next damn day they’re in a decrepit building. It’s really gross. Shaggy’s desperately calling the vet to make sure Scoob is up to date on his shots gross. There’s an ominous thunderstorm. Very mood appropriate right
they’d spent the afternoon filming the bits where they learned the history of the location, because Daphne is a fast working journalist thanks, and the boys are all sufficiently spooked but Velma’s just like ‘why do I put up with all of you’ lmao
so they’re doing their walkthrough, they’ve got a mix of nice cameras and shitty shaky phone cameras, there’s a go-pro on Scobby’s head, and every single noise Velma refutes. Every single shadow she debunks. Every cold wind she hand waves away
there’s one point where Daphne is like ‘Velma honey you just need to open your mind’ and Velma is like ‘if ghosts are actually real than may God smite me where I stand’ and almost immediately the window next to her gets hit by a lightning strike and she just calmly looks up and deadpans ‘You missed’
during their solo walks Shaggy and Scoob come face to face with a full bodied apparition that chases them out of the house and when they’re reviewing the footage later Velma’s insisting it’s Fred in a cheap costume being a dick and Shaggy’s insisting that Fred has never successfully done anything in his life, why would he start now? And Fred is standing behind them looking offended and Daphne’s cackling off screen and anyway the first episode is a FUCKING HIT
even taking Scooby’s twitter audience into account they weren’t expecting this kind of a response
but everyone’s obsessed with their group dynamic and how well the video managed to shift from comedy to horror so everyone’s hooked
they rush out a second episode that’s just as wild as the first
Fred, scared from seeing the footage of a legit ghost chasing Shaggy and Scoob, turns up with nun-chucks ‘‘dipped in holy water’‘ and whacks himself in the face with them while trying to show off. Daphne thinks the reported ghost looks cute in the pictures she dug up and starts getting flirty during the evp session. Fred has a great idea that they can bait the ghosts using costumes and Shaggy’s like ‘that’s the dumbest thing you’ve ever said’ and then we hardcut to Shaggy and Scooby looking like this:
Scooby: “Rye rook rike rah dick”
Velma’s still shredding everything like she Won’t believe they even get an evp that says ‘can the chick in the glasses shut up’ ksjddfskjh
look I know traditionally mystery inc unmasks the ghosts and everything but I feel like they wouldn’t be able to post that online with their following??? I feel like that might mess up some criminal trials??? so we’re just going with the early 2000′s ghosts are real angle here, deal with it
one time Velma says something particularly mean about the ghost’s previous life and they almost immediately pick up crying on the spirit box and Fred’s like ‘You hurt her feelings :/, tell the ghost you’re sorry Velma’ and she’s like no????? that’s clearly just a cat?? and then a rock almost hits her head but she insists it was because Scooby must’ve bumped into a shelf
some running gags for their fans include:
Obsessing over how Scooby can talk. Almost every Q&A video they get a question that’s just like ‘how the FUCK is the dog doing that please’ and the gang is always just like ‘What do you mean?’ and then Scooby just goes ‘Reah, rwhat ro rou mean?’ and then they just move onto the next question sdkjsdf
Velma and Shaggy making the hotdogga specifically to piss off Daphne, only instead of hotdogs it’s scooby snacks
Daphne implying in one episode that she did, in fact, manage to successfully fuck a ghost, but she chose to exclude the footage to preserve modesty
‘spot how many joints you can see in this episode’
“Shaggy Rogers Buy A New Shirt Challenge”
Velma once referred to Fred as the ‘communal sugar baby’ and no one is capable of moving on from that statement
one episode where Shaggy went on a five minute rant, uninterrupted, about how he could totally kick Zak Baggin’s ass. Daphne slowly pans in on his twiggy arms the more heated he gets. Zak Baggin’s retweeted the video without comment.
before episodes drop they always put up polls that are like ‘how do you think Fred’s plan will backfire this week?’ lmao
Velma’s glasses falling off right before a full bodied apparition appears before the rest of the group and since she didn’t see anything she thinks they’re talking bullshit so for like a month everyone was flooding her social media just begging her to buy some contacts
bets on what absolutely impractical but killer outfit Daphne will be wearing to a condemned building each episode
okay I’m sorry I love this but I’m getting tired right now but anyway basically the entire dynamic of this show is:
Fred
Scooby
Daphne
Shaggy
and Velma
and it’s very iconic I love this idea lmao
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TFATWS episode 1 rewatch commentary
The first scene was so beautiful. I loved that we didn't start directly with the fight sequence. It feels way closer to the quiet beginning of CATWS and I love it so much.
The title is also SO NEAT, music's on point too but hey it’s Henry Jackman the one thing I’m sure it’s going to be great overall is the score.
The choreography is AMAZING, really well shot. Sam shielding himself with only one wing was MA-JES-TIC.
“WHAT'S UP” EXACTLY SAM EXACTLY
I did feel so uncomfortable in regards to the military aspect of it. Not that I was expecting anything else, but both here and in Captain Marvel the military we're good guys < 3 propaganda is so blatant and ugh:/ At least there wasn’t a literal recruitment spot like with CM.
The yellow filter in the Tunisia scene BYE please stop with the yellow filters 2k21
"I've been working with the Air Force for six months now" So, did Sam even catch a break at all after Endgame? Or did he just throw himself to work like SOMEONE did after being iced for 70 years. Hmmm? Sam????
"Essentially, these people, they want a world that's unified without borders" OH NO! HOW AWFUL, how evil of these bad guys smh
Joaquin: SO about Steve
Sam: :)))))) nope
"Moon stuff" SAAAM
#1 cry with Sam's speech, full on chills.. Fuck. Me. His voice about to break before saying thank you bYE.
Shady politician: "It was the right decision" (FUCKKKKK YOUUU)
Rhodey: *press any key to doubt *
I need someone to analyze the different curation of the two exhibits pretty please
NOT THE PHOTO POST-AZZANO JFC. That photo is my weakness, Bucky sweetie (also I find hilarious that usually when there are articles about Stucky and/or #givecaptainamericaaboyfriend they aaaalways use that photo LMAO)
In case someone wants to read the transcription of the texts about Bucky: "In 1944, while on a mission to thwart a Hydra weapon transport in the Alps, Barnes was thrown from a train and believed to have been killed in action. It wasn't until 2014, over seventy years later, that it was revealed that Barnes was alive, having been found by Hydra operatives. Captain America himself (i can't read) the effort to bring Barnes in only to later aid in a escape from custody having been convinced of his innocence. Steve's loyalty to his old friend, coupled with his refusal to sign the Sokovia Accords, led to the dissolution of the Avengers and drove the Captain into hiding with other like-minded Avengers including Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff, and Sam Wilson. The current whereabouts of Barnes remains unknown, habing been labeled a fugitive following his escape from custody."
"current wherabout unknown" but not the government, interesting. Also, pretty good summary of CACW from the public's perspective, although one of the things I always wanted to see explored was the public's reaction of the fallout of them going into hiding after Civil War (which I'm hoping we'll get to see a little bit of in Black Widow).
Interesting point about the 70 years without having Captain America. Clearly the sacrifice play wasn't enough this time to fuel the nationalism so they went with a squeaky clean John Walker instead.
Sam saying the shield belongs to Steve I'm going to cry now excuse me. Sam. Sam sweetie.
The No. 1 Captain America comic in the display ugH fuck yes
See this is how you do a cameo that has actual meaning. Thank god for Malcolm Spellman being a competent writer. That scene was so well written.
HAVE YOU PRAISED ANTHONY MACKIE'S PERFORMANCE TODAY?? Holy shit that last shot fucked me up.
I'm loving the use of the wide shots, especially in the flashback. The camera movements are in synch with The Soldier's state of mind and mission focus, so good.
EVERYONE STAND UP FOR THE NATIONAL ANTHEM aka The Winter Soldier theme composed by Henry Jackman.
Without a doubt the most brutal TWS fight scene there has been, People involved in Punisher and John Wick are involved in this and it SHOWS.
For the record, still stands that the only time we've seen him chocking someone with his right hand instead of the metal arm remains the Maria Stark assasination. I know it's probably because of blocking and the way the shot was composed but the implications are still bone chilling. God.
Uhhmmmm I'm very ambivalent about the "Hail Hydra". On one hand, it was 100% fanservice and the internet is probably going to go insane over it, and the dead way Sebastian Stan delivered the line. Good shit. Buuut what I love about CATWS is the way Bucky never, ever ever, mouths Hydra rethoric, and even when Pierce tries to gaslight him with it, it's just an empty effort. The Winter Soldier isn't doing anything because of ideological loyalty to Hydra, even if it's product of brainwashing, it's just sheer dehumanization. They don’t need him to say the words because he’s just An Asset. There are people who have put it more eloquently but yeah, I rather go with the fanon interpretation of that aspect.
The music growing louder with the shot of the keys. GOD.
I'm fine this is fine.
#2 cry with the therapy scene of fucking course.
The government monitoring Bucky is noooot going to end well lmao.
"We need to know that you're not gonna * slowmo stabbing motions *
Bucky: * nodding along slowly *
I laughed out loud.
"It's passive agressive" I love him.
The way this scene just sucker punched me in the face, made me weep and then had me cracking up. Amazing.
Therapist: You can't do anything illegal
Bucky: yup yup check checkity check. What IS considered illegal tho?
*aggresive tablet finger pressing *
"Then why isn't it rule number one?" Bucky your Steve is showing.
I love the close up shot. I'll keep saying it. It's so good.
"I'm James Bucky Barnes" yeah you are🥺
That smile is nightmare fuel LMFAO I love it.
Uhm the way I'm kinning Bucky it's not funny anymore damn
That whole “are you lashing out at me” rambling is really reminiscent of the bar scene in CATFA and how he lashed out at Steve after Peggy left. Uhm yeah fuck.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT?" "Peace"
"That is UTTER BULLSHIT" "You're a terrible shrink"
yeah ugly crying to ugly laughing speedrun for me
"You're free" "To do what?" jesus. That entire scene. #3 and #4 and #5 cries for moi.
Ugh that Brooklyn shot. Someone needs to do a gifset compairing it to the one in CATFA asap.
"It's like Monique but it's got a "U" in there for uniqueness" "That's absurd" LMAO
"You can't keep fighting with your neighbors" uHM * redacted redacted i'm shifting into 1940s mode abort abort *
"Nobody passed 90" "So young. Such a shame" FGADHGA
🥺🥺 yes flex those flirting skills good for you
"It's a dance to this things. You can't… you gotta warm up and I haven't danced since 1943. Feels like." #6 cry I completely broke down into tears with that.
This Yori storyline is going to punch me in the face with a metal fist. Great!
The TWS theme when he looks at Yori fuuuuuck.
GREAT LET'S GO TO LOUISIANA THAT WAS GETTING HEAVY.
Those shots of Sam in the car. Immaculate. Showstoping. Yes.
Marvel, what if instead of promoting the military industrial complex you put a lot of publicity about cars?
"Uncle Sam!" LMAO subtle.
Everyone trying to have the wings lmao same.
I've only had Sarah for a day but etc. Brooklyn 99 meme
Good mirroring about Steve and Sam family's legacy. Good shit. Goooood shit.
Sam is trying so hard ouch my heart. I can't imagine how painful the scene with them reuniting must have been. He 100% still feels a lot of guilt about being gone for those 5 years (and even longer before that).
"Maybe it is time for us to move on" uuuuuuuuuuh
"To the rescue" "Always" 🥺🥺 i love them so much already
That shot outside the restaurant is so beautiful. Can't wait to see the night scenes in Madripoor tbh.
"I tried the whole online dating thing. It's pretty crazy". Uhm well that is something that Bucky Barnes has now said. In canon. Damn.
"It's a lot" "You sound like my dad" LMAO
Every Bucky fanfic trope speedrun with this scene
"Wow you really can drink" OH you have no idea
Just realized we don't even know her name, well.
"You have any siblings?" "I have a sister" THE WAY I SCREECHED. We're definitely getting Becca
Well that escalated quickly. The important thing is to try?
I can't deal with this BUCKY SWEETIE #8 cry right there fuck
The wardrobe department is KILLING IT, there's such a difference between the outfits of the shows vs how ugly and generic it usually is.
"ThEre is NO such thiNg as on time. You're either EARLY or LATE . picK One" lmao the way he delivered that line
At first I thought the flag smashers had thrown two cars out of a window LMAO
"I don't know how jurisdiction works here, but I'mma have to place you under arrest" uhm yikes. The way they changed Joaquín Torres backstory to just random army nice guy #1 is not sitting well with me, what can I say.
Sam's wings motions I LOVE HIM YOUR HONOR
Fuuuuck this guy.
"Funny how thing's always thighten around us" "Look, I'm on your side. After all, he's a hero". This script is C R I S P as hell, great fucking job.
"I don't care, I'm not gonna quit" "What are you trying to prove? And who you trying to prove it to" SHIT HSIT SHIT!!! UGH amazing. Look it's not necessary to say the show's questions out loud but how they flow between the conversations is still very satisfactory without feeling in your face about it. Inner conflicts have been set up fucking perfectly everyone * claps *
Ugh here we fucking go. I knew this was how the episode was going to end but my stomach still dropped like a rollercoster. God.
The score is on point. Damn. Damn.
God, Sam.🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
The captain america franchise's visuals in the credits are always so amazing.
Also, does anybody know why Mackie isn't first in the billing? Uhm what's that about?
ANYWAY CONCLUSION THAT EPISODE WAS SO FUCKING GOOD LIKE HOLY SHIT. I love them so much. The balance between the personal conflicts and the political aspect (although the military aspect is still very much yikes) was on point and it was overall a joy to watch.
#tfatws#tfatws spoilers#i'm so happy rn#sorry for the ramblings i just wanted to have it all written down#sam wilson#bucky barnes#captain america#tfatws commentary
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Survey #424
“got no superspeed, but i’m running this town”
What is the first line in the song you are currently listening to/last listened to? "I’m running out of time; I hope that I can save you somehow.”
Are you an easy lay? Not in the slightest.
What was the last reason you cried? Life and how inexplicably I'm failing at it.
What’s hurting you right now? More like what isn't.
Do you remember important dates? Only some. I'm awful with numbers.
Do you own anything with the Playboy Bunny on it? No.
Do you own a bean bag chair? No.
Have you ever played Gamecube? At a friend's house.
Have you ever played with toy cars before? Yeah, with my nephew. He LOVES monster trucks.
Have you ever touched a caterpillar? Oh, definitely. I loved picking them up as a kid.
What is your favorite kind of salad? Just plain 'ole iceberg lettuce with ranch, really.
Are you any good at Ping-Pong? Holy hell no, I SUCK.
What was/is your high school mascot? A firebird.
Can you make cute little animals by folding paper? God no, I'm awful at origami. Like, I have zero concept of how to do it.
What kind of music do you like? Various types of metal and rock.
Do you like apple juice? Yeah.
Do you like to draw? It's funny, like I do love it, but I barely ever do it because I get frustrated when I can't get what's in my head onto paper.
What do you put on your french fries? Generally ketchup.
How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? Two.
Do you want to have a big family in the future? I don't want kids, just pets. Probably a lot of pets.
Is Vegas one of your must-see places? No.
Pet rat: yay or nay? I've had multiple pet rats and I adore them. I've come to find I'm not the best at keeping rodents because changing the bedding so much sucks ass, but nevertheless they are fantastic pets for people who don't mind the maintenance.
Would you call yourself a writer? Written any stories lately? Yes. I haven't written in a while, though. I just have absolutely zero motivation to RP.
Are you good at reading people's body language? I probably overanalyze it, really.
Ever threatened somebody and actually went through with it? I don’t threaten people.
Does holding newborn babies scare you? Extremely. I feel like they're made of thin glass.
Piercings: yay or nay? I LOVE piercings. They add an interesting touch to your appearance and to me just (usually) look super cool. There are very few piercings I don't like.
Do you have a collage of pictures in your bedroom? No, but I want to make a motivation board very badly.
Favorite Nicholas Cage movie? Ghost Rider.
Were video games better in the 1980s, 1990s, or the 2000s? Why? '80s games bore me honestly, but I love some '90s and many 2000s games. I've got to say ultimately newer games win, because of graphics increasing immersion (no, I do not whatsoever believe graphics are everything or always make a better experience), voice acting improving immensely, etc.
Have you ever watched The Beverly Hillbillies? Yes! Mom loves it so I used to watch it a lot with her as a kid. I'd still watch it.
Did your mother ever sing lullabies to you when you were younger? Yes.
Are you ready to get out of this town? I HATE THIS TOOOWN, IT'S SO WASHED UUU-UP, AND ALL MY FRIENDS DON'T GIVE A FUUU-UUUUUCK god hell yes get me the fuck out.
Do you know anybody that is pregnant right now? Quite a few.
What are you listening to? "Superluv” by Shane Dawson.
Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? No.
Does your father have any facial hair? Yes.
Did your grandparents teach you anything? My maternal grandmother, the only one I really ever knew, taught me I'm a disappointment, pretty much. And a bitch.
Do you want/have a Bachelor’s degree? It'd be nice to have one, but I don't, and I'm not pursuing it again. I've wasted enough of my parents' money.
Are you into superheroes? Who’s your favourite? Not seriously, but I enjoy them well enough. I like Spider-Man.
What did you have for dinner last night? Mom ordered Mexican. I had two shrimp and cheese quesadillas and rice with cheese.
Do you think you look similar to your siblings? No.
Have you ever played Cards Against Humanity? Did you like it? Yeah, it's fun.
Do you know your best friend’s middle name? Yes.
Are you close to your father? I am.
Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad? Yeah.
Would you rather have long or short hair? I enjoy having short hair way more.
Who did you go/plan on going with to prom? I went with Jason twice.
Have you ever been to a debate and speech tournament? Hell no, and I never would. Arguing makes me cry lmao.
Are you someone who enjoys stand-up comedy? Yep.
What’s one thing that scares you about living alone and being independent? A lot of things do, but one thing in specific that I fear is that I let the house become cluttered and messy. I'm so shit at cleaning, especially when I'm depressed. It's why my own bedroom isn't even fully decorated, and we've lived here since I wanna say last November.
If someone offered you an all-expenses paid trip to one European country, where would you go and why? Germany, 'cuz I enjoy the culture and would love to try some foods and visit places.
Have you ever won anything on the lottery? No.
Are you interested in the World Cup? I couldn't possibly care less.
What’s the longest time you’ve ever been on a plane for? Idk.
Do you let your hair dry naturally or do you towel-dry it or blow dry it? I use a towel to dry it some, then let it really get the job done naturally.
How many of the Harry Potter books have you read? None.
Who last gave you their number? When I posted on Facebook about going on a mental health hiatus, my good friend Alon messaged me her number if I ever needed to talk. I was really thankful.
Are you often the last one to understand a joke? Honestly yeah. I'm slow to grasp a lot of things.
Your first black eye: Did you give it or get it? Never gotten or given one.
Have you ever slept in a tent, indoors or out? Yes to both.
Are you mad right now? I'm annoyed, but not mad.
Are you allergic to nuts or dairy products? No.
Has anyone ever called the cops on you? No.
Do you ever actually drink milk alone? Yeah, I love milk.
Do you have a sensitive gag reflex? It is EXTREMELY sensitive.
What was the last situation to upset you? I'd rather not talk about it.
Have you ever had an online argument? I have been heavily active on the Internet since I was like, 11. Maybe younger. I have been in plenty.
Are you at risk for any medical issues? A lot of heart problems run in my family. I'm also suspicious I may develop diabetes, which also runs very heavily in my family.
What were you doing at 7:00 a.m.? Surprisingly, I was asleep.
Do you own a robe? No.
What would you consider your life to be? A wreck.
What is your favorite mark of punctuation? I like question marks.
Who knows your biggest secret? Nobody.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you? Probably not.
How do you know? I just doubt it. I'm so unlikable right now.
Could you go a day without eating? I don't think I could. I do not react to stomach pain well, and that includes when I'm hungry.
How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? None.
What’s your favorite drink? Strawberry Sunkist, but I don't allow myself to have it. I will DESTROY a can or five of it.
Who was the last person that texted you? My mom.
What are you craving? Nothing really right now.
What was the first thing you ate today? An everything bagel.
What was the last type of meat you ate? Pork.
Have you taken any medication today? Yeah, I take some prescription meds in the morning and at night.
Have you ever been to Hawaii? No, but that'd be cool.
Do you know anyone who has diabetes? My mom, for one.
Have you ever made a boy cry? Sadly.
Who are you talking to? Nobody.
Do you think you’ve ruined your chances with someone? Absolutely.
Your parents split; would you want to live with your mom or dad? My parents are divorced, and I stayed with Mom.
Would you strongly prefer to go out with someone of your own skin color/racial background? I couldn't care less.
For you personally, is abortion an option in case of an accidental pregnancy? For others, absolutely. It's your right. For me myself, it's possible, idk. If I was God forbid raped, I probably would have an abortion. If I accidentally got pregnant in a healthy relationship, I'd probably have a "too bad, so sad" outlook where I'd suck it up and go through with the gestation because having sex and risking pregnancy was my own decision. Even if I'm pro-choice, I think I'd feel too guilty aborting, especially with the child being someone's I love.
Is it a requirement that you communicate every day with your significant other (via phone, text, in person, whatever)? IF I had an s/o, no. I like to, but sometimes you just want space.
Are you fetish-friendly? I'm not gonna lie, some fetishes are just too fucking weird for me. I TRY not to judge, because I doubt you can actually help fetishes, but I inevitably do sometimes. If you're asking would I engage in fetishes because my s/o liked them, possibly, but it would really depend on what it is.
Have you ever cosplayed? No. I think cosplay is really cool, though.
Do you support the exploration of outer space? If yes, would you consider taking a trip into space, or even to another planet? As creatures who crave knowledge and understanding of our universe, I do support space exploration, but I do NOT believe we should be spending as much money as we do on it. Taking care of the planet we're actually on is far more important imo. I wouldn't personally go to outer space.
Is it okay for men to wear makeup? What’s your opinion of male crossdressers? It's totally okay! Guys with makeup can be super attractive. Crossdressers, too. Go for it.
You’re in a new relationship and your partner admits that they have had 14 sexual partners. Does that sound like a lot to you? For me personally, yes. I don't even know if I'd date someone with 14 past sexual partners, honestly. I would admittedly question their loyalty.
Would you let your children under 13 watch movies with full nudity? No.
If someone asked you, “What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done?” would you know the answer right away? I would.
What is your opinion concerning strip clubs? Not my scene at all, but so long as you respect the dancers, whatever. You do you.
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in case anyone wants to know how my interview went yesterday:
so basically they had me drive a half hour out there just to tell me they didn’t think i was qualified lmao. like you could’ve just told me that over the fucking phone instead of wasting my time lmao! but like even before that i was realizing i absolutely did not want this job. i was supposed to call the guy i was interviewing with when i got there and i literally had to call him 3 times before he picked up(and ofc he had no voicemail either) so like, red flag number one. then the moment i walked through the doors into the actual bakery i started having like war flashbacks to my old job and i was just like ‘oh my god i do not want to go through this again’. THEN the actual interview started and just fyi for those who have never worked in a bakery/restaurant kitchen/etc they are really fucking loud. and this man was barely speaking above a whisper. so ofc i could hardly even hear his questions. it lasted less than five minutes and at the end he told me verbatim ‘based on your resume, your experience is not enough, so we will not be moving forward with your application’ LIKE YOU’VE LITERALLY HAD MY RESUME THIS ENTIRE FUCKING TIME SO WHY’D YOU EVEN CALL ME OUT HERE GENIUS??? so i was just like, ‘well, thank you for your time’ and then i got the fuck out of there as quickly as possible.
and then here’s where the REALLY fun part comes in. i was literally less than ten minutes away from my airbnb when i got into a crash that totaled my car. my car which is still filled with boxes and boxes of stuff i was keeping in there until i move out of my airbnb and into more permanent housing. i was mostly uninjured except for a cut on my leg and some scuffed up fingers from the airbag deploying(basically i was t-boned on the passenger side so my car took the brunt of the impact) but my car was beyond repair. i still don’t know if/to what extent all the stuff i had in the back was damaged. a ceramic travel mug that was in the passenger side cupholder survived the impact but the plug part of my phone charger(which was plugged into the center console) did not. the fire department got there first, then the cops. they took down the information(but apparently the other driver and i have to actually go online and file the report ourselves due to some recent law change) then asked if i had a ride/anybody i could call to come pick me up. i was like, ‘no, i don’t, i’m from south carolina, my family is 2500 miles away, i’ve been here for 3 days and i literally know nobody.’ the cop was like, ‘well, i can either impound your car and you can come pick up your belongings and pay the fee later or you can have the tow truck guy tow your car and go with him, but either way it won’t be cheap.’ i was basically hysterical at this point and i was like ‘it doesn’t matter just do whatever’ and she was like ‘ma’am i can’t just do whatever you have to make the decision yourself.’ so i ended up calling my dad to get his opinion and the tow truck guy talked to him directly and we ended up going with that option.
so i rode to the collision center with the tow truck guy then called geico to file a claim(which according to the collision center guy was a much faster way to get a rental than using the app), then ended up being on the phone with the geico guy for about an hour. by the time it was all said and done with my phone battery was about 40%, and by the time i was in the rental car it was down to 26%. but here comes the kicker: not even ten minutes after i left the rental car place i was involved in ANOTHER collision. fortunately this time it was super minor and the police didn’t need to be called; i just exchanged information with the guy and he drove off. but i was thoroughly shaken at this point and i was like ‘i am never driving again for the rest of my life’. also my phone was down to 13% by now. so i called the rental car place and explained what happened, and they said i could either bring the car back or have it towed back. well obviously i did not want to drive that car back to the rental place(plus, as i noticed later, i had gotten a flat tire at some point before/during/after the collision) so i called the tow truck guy, who said he was towing another car but he would get there as soon as he could. my phone was at 5% during this conversation, which quickly became 1% and essentially rendered me unable to use it for fear of it dying completely and leaving me with no way to get back to my airbnb. i wound up standing there waiting for about an hour and at one point this man literally pulled his car over to the side of the road and got out so he could hand me his business card ‘in case i ever wanted to hang out’. like thanks dude good to know i’m hot i guess but can you not see that i am literally in the middle of a crisis right now? fortunately though that guy wasn’t the only one who pulled over and the other guy was actually sane and stood there waiting with me so i didn’t have to wait alone, which i really appreciated.
anyway the tow truck guy finally got there a little while later and i rode with him back to the rental place, where he tried to convince me to get another rental and i was just like ‘nope, i’m never driving again’. they wound up putting the rental on hold so i could come back and get one if i changed my mind but like. i’m not changing my mind lmao i’m not getting behind the wheel again until i’m familiar enough with the area that i don’t have to rely on google. which is most definitely going to take longer than the week that a rental car would be covered by my insurance. so i rode around and talked with the tow truck guy for a while before he eventually brought me back to my airbnb, where i proceeded to stand in the kitchen in my underwear and eat ricotta cheese straight out of the tub and then cry in the shower and in bed for at least an hour. it was like 9:30am when i left my airbnb and 8:00 in the evening when i finally made it back. i fell asleep close to 11 then woke up at 2, tried for an hour to fall back asleep then gave up, called my mom(thank god for time differences) and talked for like 90 minutes, then eventually managed to get a few more hours of sleep.
so yeah, my life basically got turned upside down yesterday. i’m out at least $550 for the rental car, and my stuff is still sitting in my totaled car at the collision center. i think i’m gonna end up renting a storage unit for it bc i don’t want myself or anyone else to have to deal with lugging my 100+ pound rock collection up and then down all the stairs at my airbnb. on the bright side my anustart vanity plate is still in perfect condition but on the downside the front bumper of my car basically fell off and is now inside my car on top of all my belongings. and i’m stuck using uber or public transportation for the foreseeable future and basically when i transition from the airbnb to wherever i end up living i’m gonna have to fly my dad out to help me move, which is gonna be another large chunk out of my savings. and all because that fucking bakery couldn’t just tell me over the phone that they didn’t think i was qualified.
#car crash mention //#i'm taking this as positively as i can though and the tow truck guy and i may or may not be best friends now#but like this settles it: i am NEVER working in a bakery ever again#i straight-up deleted my entire indeed account last night out of spite#and also so those people have no way to contact me when they inevitably end up crawling back#bc like. if you're so desperate for workers that you'd call in somebody you already think has no chance for an interview#then clearly either a)your workplace is a shithole where no one wants to work b) your standards are way too high or c)both#and i'm thinking it's probably c#so long story short i really dodged a bullet but my poor car did not
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thank you for the tag, @skogenflicka!! ily and hope you’re doing okay! ^^/
1. What do you prefer to be called name-wise?
sarah, but sriracha is also fine!!
2. When is your birthday?
july 6th!
3. Where do you live?
flo rida_good feeling.mp4
4. Three things you are doing right now?
listening to true damage, opening up the file of the Giant Final, and going through my survey results!
5. Four fandoms that have piqued your interest
haha i’ve been in dragon age hell for almost a year now so i haven’t cared about much else ngl... ben and i played through yakuza 0 + kiwami 1 last month and they were really good! once i get more money, we’re gonna go through the rest of the series :) besides that, i’ve been eyeing ducktales + rottmnt for the longest time, and I think I’ll get into them once the semester is over! (G)I-DLE has been creeping into my recommended bc I’ve been listening to a lot of K/DA lately, too haha
6. How has the pandemic been treating you?
things could definitely be a Lot Worse, but things have been really terrible mentally. i think this year has been the worst one i’ve ever lived tbh
7. A song you can’t stop listening to right now?
hmm.... probably Drum Go Dum from K/DA!
8. Recommend a movie
love yourself + watch the first Mortal Kombat movie from the 90′s :’) do not watch the second one, do not pass go and collect $200
9. How old are you?
20!
10. School, university, occupation, other?
uni- i’m just about to finish up my associate’s degree! im hoping we can stomp out coronavirus soon so I can go look for a job, but until things calm down it’s really out of the question rn bc my mom is older + has issues And goes to take care of my grandma every other day..
11. Do you prefer heat or cold?
cold! my skin goes crazy goes stupid when its warm so. :’)
12. Name one fact others may not know about you.
hm....i have a whopping $12 to my name right now ;u;
13. Are you shy?
kind of? online, i definitely think so, bc it’s hard to just come into other people’s curated spaces and start vibing with them without feeling like a Bother. it’s easier to go up to people in real life ^^
14. Preferred pronouns?
she/her!
15. Biggest pet peeves?
ohhhhmyGOD.. i don’t think many people can relate to this but god fuck. one of the worst parts of having eczema, beyond. the Eczema Experience. is when you put lotion on your neck w/o showering or Prepping beforehand and have to deal with the subsequent breakout that will inevitably happen ughhhh. i would give literally anything to not have eczema lmao ; _ ;
16. What is your favourite “-dere” type?
in the year of our lord 2020??? apolutely not luv xoxoxo
17. Rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be.
i think like.. maybe a 7? i have it a lot better than others but ofc there’s been some really shitty parts and the mental illness definitely hasn’t helped in that regard lol
18. What’s your main blog?
this one!
19. List your side blogs and what they’re used for.
ohhh god.. callout post for one (1) sarah, i have so many ;___; i actually need to delete a few old ones that haven’t been used in Years, so i’ll only list the ones that’ll survive the purge. i also have a jjba sideblog but I’m not comfortable w/ everyone on main knowing what it is so. it shall go unnamed :’) most of my sideblogs are for fandoms i’m in, bc I get all weird about rb’ing content from them to my main blog since nobody followed my main blog for that yk? but then it creates a spooky loop where people from the sideblogs follow my main and are like.....this is Not the same person from the sideblog shghasjgkja
@arainayeet - dragon age
@nisiki-nishiki - yakuza/like a dragon
@leucinefinds - sims cc >w<
@leuciini - old aes blog
@tempest-rhapsody - the Yearning, luvs
20. Is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?
i am SO bad about messaging first and taking up people’s time. this has led to the silent death of many friendships ;__;
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1/2 Hi. I think I could use some help, I'll try to make this short. When I was 14yo (I'm 20 now) I dated a 18yo guy, thank God we were taking it slow and never made things official. Now that I'm older I can see that relash was rlly wrong. He was manipulating, used me to boost his ego, forced me to do things I wasn't comfortable doing and I think although we weren't official, he cheated on me? (more on that later). After a few months of fooling around, I found out something about him that I didn't like and confronted him about it, with the intention of ending that relash. He started begging me not to leave him, asking me tricky questions about the things I had heard of him with the intention of "making me realize" he did nothing wrong, and he even became violent with the person who told me those things, to the point I couldn't break up with him because I was scared. I just stopped answering his texts and calls because I was afraid of even talking to him and eventually he took the hint and suggested we broke up. We decided to stay friends, but that only lasted a few days, because one day, via Facebook Messenger, he suggested we got back together and I rejected him, so he blocked me. Months later, I had to close my Facebook due to harassment (not related to him) and opened a new one. Facebook showed me his profile in 'people you may know' and I decided to peek out of curiosity. Turns out, the moment we broke up, he started uploading photos with his new girlfriend. The descriptions of those pics said the exact same things he used to tell me, and I ain't good a math but I did some calcs and he had to be with her while still being with me lmao. I really didn't care, I was just happy I got rid of him, and I moved on with my life. Some time later I fell head over heels for a guy from my workplace, who I still hold close to my heart. I have trust issues and I am a very private person, especially with my relashs, so I didn't tell anyone about this guy except from like 3 friends. One of them was a girl (that we'll call Anne) who was like a sister to me, and was also friends with my ex. Over the next 2 years I had a relash with this guy, everytime I talked to Anne I used to tell her more details about my relash. Then, one day, I got a text from my ex. He texted me like we were besties and nothing had ever happened between us, like he didn't block me TWICE (yeah, he blocked me from my new Facebook too even though I never tried to reach out to him). I was angry at his nerve and told him so, he realized I was upset and changed his persona from confident and tough as nails to regretful and soft, telling me he was sorry for being so immature all those years before, but excusing his shitty behavior by saying he always "kept an eye on me". Um, wtf? He told me he was always asking stuff about me to Anne, looking out for me. I wanted to know what exactly he knew, but, trying to manipulate me again, he said he would only tell me if I accepted to play a game with him: I could ask him one question if he would ask me one in exchange and so on, and we had to be ttly honest with each other. I really didn't wanna get into his shenanigans but I only had one question (wtf do u exactly know about me, creep?) so I accepted. He asked his question first (dID u fEeL sAd wHeN i bLoCkEd U?) and I asked mine. I thought he maybe knew something about my school stuff and MAYBE that I had been dating someone else. Turns out he knew every. single. detail about my personal life. Not only he KNEW I was with other guy...
2/2 Not only he KNEW I was with other guy. He knew his entire name, the school he attended and every little detail from our relationship and other stuff about my personal life. Every single thing I told Anne, opening my heart to her, she told him. I felt terribly violated. I felt like a dissected frog, open for anyone to see my most inner parts. I felt ashamed, unprotected, sad and angry, all at the same time. I told him what he did was disgusting, to never reach me again or try to "keep an eye on me", and that I would make that job easier for him by getting Anne out of my life. He apologized, said he understood the situation, would respect my wishes, and wished me a happy life. I thought that was it. It took me a while but I got to heal, to feel safe again, although I still have a hard time trusting my friends. But I was wrong. Months later he sent me a Friend Resquest. I was a lil afraid, but tried to calm myself saying he probably just was checking if I was still upset, so I rejected the request and again convinced myself that was really it. But then he sent some girls to take pictures of me during my high school graduation ceremony and recently, his cousin (who was my friend when we were 14 but haven't talked since) texted me. I know that sometimes nostalgia makes you reach out to old friends, but we weren't close at all. Besides, he acted super weird, didn't even try to make small talk or let the convo flow naturally, but went straight for super specific and weird questions: are you studying college? what are you doing with your life? are you in a relationship? I was really weirded out and considered the possibility he may have been asking all those things because my ex asked him to do so, so I kept my answers short and vague, not giving him the info he wanted, and although I def came out as cutting, he kept asking. I tried to still be friendly because I didn't wanna seem paranoid, but I think he realized I wasn't telling him anything over texts, so he asked me to meet again over some beers with his friends on October 27th and that's when I stopped answering. I thought about that strange invitation for a few days until it hit me: October 27th is my ex's birthday. So much about respecting my wishes. I spent the rest of that month really nervous that cousing would try to reach out again, but nothing happened and I started to feel calmed again. Until, in November, he wrote me again, this time asking me if I wanted to go to the beach with his friends. I haven't even bother to open that text. Since them, I've been super paranoid. I know my ex's attacks aren't that consecutive (more like every two years: he contacted me and sent me that friend request when I was 16, hijacked my graduation at 18 and now sends his cousin at 20) but I can't help but think he's always there "keeping an eye on me" and planning his next move. I stopped accepting any friend requests because I'm afraid he will send someone for me, and if someone I already have on my friend list but idk texts me and after some small talks asks me about my life, I get paranoid and ask them why they wanna know and if they have some hidden intentions. Also, there's a mall near his house, and everytime I have to go there to buy something, I feel like crying because I'm afraid I'll stumble with him. I probably sound crazy. Some people may think I'm exaggerating and I should just let my ex stalk me and act all obsessed, but I feel dirty everytime I think about him knowing my personal stuff. It was just so traumatizing the first time. Do you get me? I feel like nobody gets me. Please help me, what can I do? I don't know how to make him stop, I'm tired of living in fear.
Not to start this off with an unrelated thought, but when did Tumblr get rid of its character limit on asks? I don’t think I’ve ever seen it let someone send in a message this long in one ask.
To get to your situation, I can definitely see why this would be a stressful and uncomfortable situation for you. The first thing I would do is to stop interacting with your ex and people related to your ex. You don’t owe his cousin anything. Block both of their numbers, block their social media accounts, etc., and do that for everyone else who’s friends with your ex (or put them on limited profile/create a “close friends” list on social media). Tell all of your friends in no uncertain terms that you don’t want them talking about you to your ex, even if it’s stuff that seems harmless, and cut those people off if they do talk to your ex about you.
The other action you could take is to file a restraining order. If you go down that route, you’ll have to fill out some forms and file them with the court, and then have a hearing with a judge where you explain your situation. Then, you’ll have a second appearance in court where the stalker is present, and you both get the opportunity to explain the situation. The judge will then determine the final order and the conditions of that order. It can be a bit of an involved process, but it may give you some peace of mind.
The last thing I would suggest is going to therapy. It seems like you’ve been through something traumatic, and a mental health professional can help you to work through that and move on from it. There are many options for therapy, both online and in-person. If you have health insurance, your insurance should cover at least some therapy sessions. If not, some therapists provide services on a sliding-scale, and online services like BetterHelp can be less expensive than traditional therapy.
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Tagged by @ins0mnia
im gonna do this for dreamcatcher and weki meki! i could also do loona and fromis but i’ll just keep it at my top 2
1. Who was your first bias?
Dami
Yoojung
2. Who is my bias now?
Yoohyeon (and Jiu, and still Dami a little bit too haha)
Yoojung
3. What was the first mv I watched from them?
Piri
Crush
4. What’s your favorite mv?
Scream, Boca, or Odd Eye... it’s hard to choose lol
hmmmmmmm... Picky Picky? its the kpop music video ive seen the highest number of times, so... lmao
5. If you could only listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Squeam
Piggy Piggy
6. Who would you want to see them collab with?
hmmm... Ateez maybe? WJSN?
Fromis 9! i think their energies are similar lol
7. What (mv) concept do you want to see them do?
oh thats difficult... something totally unexpected, something ridiculous lol. a concept so wild that nobody could even think of it, not even me. like pentagon’s naughty boy concept lmao. or gugudan chococo. this goes for both groups lol i just wanna see more weird and unique concepts
8. Have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?
actually no lol, despite their concept
yes but it was a weeeeiiird nightmare... yoojung was like... cutting her leg off or something... it was bizarre lmao. i mean the only reason she was in my dream is cause i watched a video with her before falling asleep, my brain just decided to use that face. thanks brain. really appreciate that.
9. If you could spend a day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?
oh jeez uhhh hmmmm.... a whole day? that’s too much man idk if i could do that lmao... im not interesting enough.... i guess i’d talk to yoohyeon about languages or something lol, or dami and we’d talk about one piece
god im tempted to say yoojung but idk if i wanna meet my heroes lol... uhhhh what do i have in common with the other members... uhhhhhhhhh.... idk, i give up lol, this isnt really something i would wanna do anyway
10. Which member do you think you would get along with the best?
i relate to yoohyeon the most but im not sure if that would mean we’d get along or not haha. maybe handong since we’re the same age and i think she’d be funny and chill
again i’m tempted to say yoojung since i relate to her the most but that makes me think it might actually be doyeon lmao, since if i’m similar to yoojung then.... nah actually i’ll say suyeon, i feel like i would get along with suyeon’s personality. but again, the thought of actually meeting them and spending time or whatever is not super appealing to me because i am ashamed of my Self
11. Which member do you think you would argue with?
HAHA oh man huh.... hmmm.... that’s not something i’ve thought about before.... sua maybe? she would yell so i’d be tempted to yell back lol. jokingly, of course
rina but i have no idea why haha. that just seems true. maybe it’s because of a part in weki meki mohae where they’re cleaning up after making a lot of food and she’s one of the only ones NOT goofing off, and she scolds the other members, including suyeon the leader and oldest member lmao. and in this scenario, i am suyeon
12. If you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?
Yoohyeon would understand
Lua would understand
hmmm i was gonna tag people but i realized that i barely talk to anyone on here anymore.... i used to have a neat little community of mutuals back in 2019 lmao but idk, life happens. i also just havent been online enough in the last couple days to know who else has done this, if anyone. also its kinda long. anyway thank you for tagging me haha, this was kinda fun!
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