#thank god that shit show is over

[august-slipped]

First day of summer break

Got 100% on my english exam and 80% on my precal exam

It's a good day

#gay #transgender #transmasc #transmasculine #fashion #school #last day of school #thank god that shit show is over

[adhd-merlin]

Christian iconography? in my Merlin??

#it's more likely than you think #ok has anyone written meta about religion in merlin or #i don't mean based on historical facts #i mean literally based on merlin canon #because i'm fascinated #they didn't dwell too much on it (for understandable reasons) #but that scene where merlin talks to his mother and says “THE GODS will protect me”? #implying they're both polytheists #whereas arthur and gaius say things like “thank god” #i'm reading too much into things again probably #i just want to know if the writers gave it some thought even if it wasn't included in the show #i don't know shit about the introduction of christianity to britain but like #isn't it roughly around this time that it was gaining predominance over paganism (5th-ish century??) #so it's possible yeah? idk idk #i just wanna know if the writers thought about any of this #or if merlin mentioning “the gods” was just a random line #merlin #bbc merlin #ramblings #merlin meta #eta: pls read added meta in the reblogs! (not mine)

[demadogs]

ok the rate at which shows are being canceled after one season is becoming more and more ridiculous and excruciating to the point where they dont even give people TIME to watch the shows anymore!! i will be recommended a good show by a friend and think “ooo im excited to watch when im not super busy” and then just a month later before i even had the chance to watch it, its already canceled.

and these days whats considered a “successful show” has to surpass hundreds and hundreds of millions, sometimes over a BILLION hours streamed to be worthy of renewing but when shows get somewhere between 50 million and 100 million theyre treated like they were a complete flop even though that is STILL MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHO WERE INVESTED IN THE SHOW AND WOULD WATCH FUTURE SEASONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was going to watch that show. i was so beyond excited to watch that show. it had one of my favorite actors in it and it was produced by the same creators of my favorite show of all time. but because i have responsibilities from work and school like a normal fucking adult, i couldnt make the time to watch it and now only a week after i was recommended the show, it was already canceled.

i am used to mourning stories that ive become attached to that will never be complete, but this is altogether different. you didn’t even give me a chance to meet these characters or watch this story. a story that an entire cast and crew of probably thousands of people put all their hearts and soul and TIME into and yet you gave it just a fucking month before you decided it was unworthy of pursuing. even though tens of millions of people who were lucky enough to have been available to watch it at the time thought otherwise.

#im so mad im so mad im so mad #dark is my favorite show ever of all time ever ever ever and 1899 is made by the same creators #when i tell you i lost my shit i was so fucking excited but IM FILMING MY THESIS RIGHT NOW IM DOING WORK I DONT HAVE TIME #I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE AT LEAST THREE MOTNHS BEFORE THEY RENEWED IT OR NOT #i love wednesday but i feel like that show is a big reason why this one was canceled #it came out the same week and wednesday got over a billion streams so 1899 having only 87 million looks bad but THATS STILL 87 MILLION??? #im so fucking pissed rn #if dark got canceled before s3 i would have fucking ended it all thank god at least i have that #but now ill probably never watch 1899 bc i dont want to love it and never know the ending #im so mad #1899 #netflix #byler #youll agree w me

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

i fucking hate post 9/11 country music get this fucking boring ass white dude singing about trucks and beer and treating women like shit AWAY from me die die die

#my mom has some talent show on in the background and i just had to endure four minutes of that shit. kill me now #thank fucking god its over but i have a whooole rant about how those fuckers go on to win every fucking contest ever. whatever

[daincrediblegg]

I peaced out of TWD in season 6, and I'm having no trouble watching TOWL. I 100% recommend it! It's soooooo good.

oh thank god that's just about when I tapped out too ok good yeah I think I'm down for that then because jesus

#like I stayed long enough for richonne to become canon (finally. after years of pleading with god above) and then left lmao #like with that exception it had just gotten so bad after like mid season 5 #the second they said the name of the show it was so over (it was a great moment but everything after was such dogshit) #thank god I don't need to do homework to get this all right this is a GO #lmao my OC x Rick Grimes fic is still up on ao3 from 2015. can you believe. that's how far back I go with this shit #but thank god they're making TWD good again oh you've got me so excited nonnie #I need the richonne content that I deserved in my early 20's #they still compel me after all these years

[stardustfromtheotherside]

Listen when this tour started and we learned about the beautiful hell that is the magic 8 ball (and piano medley), first thing I said was “there’s no way it’ll ever happen but can you imagine if they play I’ve Got A Dark Alley, my favorite song, for the first time ever finally?”

And then I knew the other ones I really wanted were From Now On We Are Enemies & Pavlove. All long shot songs that were either from EPs, deluxe album tracks, or songs Pete literally said they would never play live.

And guess what?? They fucking played them, all of them. They did what I never thought they’d do and even though I wasn’t there to see them, I am so grateful for this band and I love Fall Out Boy so much. This has been like the best tour experience and bandom experience of my life and I hope those 4 guys know that and know how important they are.

#I’m like so in the feels over this tour and it ending #it’s like summer is over #my 2 shows I went to were so good and the set design and set lists were amazing #I mean shit I got to see them in Wringley a 2nd time & hear GINASFS debut #and I got to hear 27 live debut and it was just so good and so fun and #thank you fall out boy #oh my god #I’m off to cry rn to my fob playlist lol #fob #sm(f)s tour #so much for (tour) dust #fall out boy

[themanwhomadeamonster]

i tried getting back to posting fanart on twt but i completely forgot how different the etiquette is over there (in a bad way)

#ppl rly will be having wild as shit unrelated conversations on ur post #ppl are more willing to clown ur art #but at the same time that's good for the algorithm or w/e #fuck me ig how do twt artists deal with this bc if u block one others will still show up with this attitude and its disheartening idk #there are a lot more dudebros over there too so ppl wont take u seriously if u act more casually and dont come off as aloof #especially me who types in a very 'girly' way ive attracted annoying ppl before for it while my more aloof mutuals get away with it #<- not on my fanart acc thank god but i had a separate personal one

[stardustvanfleet]

accidentally stayed up waaaaay too damn late thanks to this twindown i’m having…… oops 🥰 goodnight gresties i love y’all so much !!! ❤️

#shit at my restaurant job has been unbelievably crazy these past few days. like actually fucking insanity. #and my best friend at work just got let go because of all of it…… and like. goddamn. idk what’s going on anymore LMFAO #everything sucks at that damn restaurant and now it’s worse because my bestie is gone! #i’m just. showing up. making my tips. and leaving ❤️ #thank god i have my library job and i know i don’t have to be a waitress forever. this shit is exhausting as hell #and i’ve only been doing it a year! like. goddamn. lifelong servers are the strongest people alive #anywayyyy. work rant over. i love y’all!!! and i love my twinnies!!!!!!! #jakey 🥰 joshy 🥰 #thoughts of my moon and my sun keeping me goin through the bullshit!!!! #jake #josh #li speaks

[non-plutonian-druid]

*sigh* getting real sick of “canonical” aspec rep being like. tweets by the author.

#thats been a recent trend #kids in the aspec tags lose their shit over their shiny new 'canonical' rep #and im just like. ok so are you going to show it in the source material or #oh no? cool thanks for nothing #*cough* a certain owly kids show *cough* #and several others but thats the one that annoys me most #like i get it i get it i get it its HARD to get queer rep in media still #i get it #tweets still arent rep tho #you dont have to say the words i will take ANY gesture in the direction of any kind of canonical proof AT ALL #ANYTHING to say 'yeah these words im saying had literally even the smallest iota of an effect on how this character was written' #but oh hm here i am making this post thats weird #for the void #i feel like i should add that said certain owly kids show is not the brunt of the problem #and im not a paragon of virtue for being more irritated at it than i am about the other ones #my irritation is purely selfish and petty and there are plenty of other media properties with this problem doing *worse* #the point is just that Word of God is worth jack shit when there isnt an iota of subtext #and im probably weakening that by bringing it up #but this is a vent post i do what i want

[muzzlemouths]

Psst. Just wanted to let you know that you're cool and I hope you have a really nice day today! You seem to be Goin Through It™ and I just wanted to let you know that we (your followers) like you no matter the quantity of stuff you're able to make at any given time (though we most certainly do like what you make, but that's not why most of us stay, I believe); you're very funny and have insightful opinions about writing, and you're always super nice when I stop by to say hi! Please remember to be kind to your mind and heart this upcoming Spring. I hope The Delights come into your life in leaps and bounds, and that you'll receive good news soon!!! <33

ooh...ohh.h.....th.ank you for the kind words........

#ohhhh i fought long and hard to not just. keep this in my inbox so i could stare at it for days #when i first read this my initial reaction was ''oh god is it that obvious'' #''am i like crashing and burning in real time on this blog. live on tv'' #which..FAIR YEAH LMAO #to be 100% transparent here i actually haven't been on this blog all day BECAUSE i was having a day where I was just like. #ahaha my shit Sucks and everybody's just humoring me #comparison kills and i have been stabbing myself like its the ides of march lately #and the fact that i haven't put anything new out is half because of that i'm sure #like the mindset of ''if i post nothing at all then i can't compare it to [insert other authors here]'' #WHICH IS SOOOO STUPID I KNOW I KNOW #self sabotage is my middle name its a bad habit i'm fighting daily but it's HARD #this has just turned into a Whining Session oh no #there's a reason i moved all of this to tags lmao #ANYWAY ANYWAY. GENUINELY I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU #from the bottom of my heart asks like these keep me from going over the deep end #it amazes me each and every day that so many of you choose not only to follow me but to STAY despite my general shenanigans and thinly veil #like i'll have days (like today) where i'm on the floor kicking and screaming over NOTHING and y'all just sit back and wait for me to get m #and it makes me so genuinely soft. the patience and kindness you show me #i will try my HARDEST to be kind to my mind and heart i promise. I promise. #if not for myself than for everyone out there continuously showing their support for me despite The Horrors #and I hope you're right i hope The Delights are somewhere in view soon enough #lord knows we could all use 'em #thank you again #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #edit: oh tumblr cut off like half of these paragraphs #thats probably for the best. you can just guess what i said LMAO

[fourteenthz]

No one can tell me that percy making a small thingie for the raven queen at whitestone isn't his way to say "after all this is over I want you guys to know you have a home here."

#MAYBE NOT WHEN ALL THIS IS OVER but its his little way to show that he cares #AND HE CARES SO MUCH #guess who go to episode 58 WHOO BOY I'm glad I stopped the animated series before finishing season 2 #i have to say the way vex sees the whole raven queen thing is SOOO refreshing #like everybody is in character so it makes sense but having someone making it seem normal vax is so nice #and not going to lie? the twins makes me a bit insane. i miss my brothers. but MY GOD they play them so well #'he's charming but both eyes open' 'idk what you're talking about' 'fuck you don't' TELL HER #percy all sarcastic and annoyed by everybody going all over the place and then going 'take a walk 👉👈 with me? 👉👈' YEAH ALRIGHT #he soooo fell first and she sooooo fell harder I'm sick on the stomach #the whole raven queen shire is so sweet though man he really wanted vex to see #it's probably one of the first things he ever did that was entirely for someone else #almost like he's saying 'I'll make a home for you all here. in mine.' and hes showing it to vex first of all #HE'S IN SO DEEP #you know 'you must know it was all for you' and all that.... little shits i love them so much #it's not like hes asking them to stay but ISN'T HE REALLY? Making it safe and homey for all of them? #but also just bc i just finished and i have to say. im almost thankful for the vax stabbing now... #i would be so pissed if that really was gilmore saying those things OH GOD #but yeah vox machina <3 them <3 #kelly watches cr #txt #dl #also just bc i forgot to mention: HE'S SUCH AN ARCHITECT ESQUE CHARACTER...... #the way he's obsessed with the city importance and and making it home and his tatics and planning and cleverness whatever #hes soooo nerdy and political. i love it. just wanted to point that out. #ill go back to ep 58 now excuse me

[chaotictomtom]

finished bcs 🧍 what do now.

#tomtom_is_rambling #WHILE watching bcs i already wanted to rewatch it to have a whole thing rewatch session #so i can watch it with the better call saul - breaking bad - el camino order #mitski voice my god im so lonely i wish i had friends to talk to abt it #like a gc #never had a solid gc in my entire life im missing out on so many cool moments i think #i wish i could chat with people and we'll share shit and all #damn #we'll listen to each others hyperfixations and shit #jealous of. ppl with gc and friends JGJSBFIS im pathetic i know #but years and years and years of wanting to share shit but having no one to talk abt it on a daily basis #does. hurt a lot #tHANK GOD my bf loves me and i had the chance to go berserk wheneve i wanted and ranted over the show #he kinda knows all of brba and snippets of bcs because of me #but like i don't want to annoy him too much and in the end he still haven't watched it so i can't share much thoughts yknow #anywayyy me being my pathetic self feeling absolutely awful abt myself and how lonely i feel because it's past bedtiiime a claaaassic

[pepprs]

covid is such an evil evil disease and an evil evil thing to live through lol

#purrs #this isn’t prompted by anything im just thinking about it. i hate that thisis what life looks and feels like now and it might always be thi #way. i hate that getting covid feels like an inevitability even though i wear n95s and don’t go anywhere but work and have basically 0 #social life and have put my life plans on hold to wait for this thing to pass when it probably never will. i hate that lockdown was better #and easier than this in some ways because at least back then people were still scared and there still felt like hope and there was clear(is #) guidance and free testing and vax sites and whatever. i hate that free testing and public health dashboards showing covid rates and vax s #sites and all that shit have fucking disappeared even though the variants going around now are more contagious than ever. i hate the #mortifying ordeal of being the only person (or one of the only people) wearing an n95 and sometimes the only person wearing a mask at all. #hate that so many things have been lost and we are not taking time to grieve them or make sure that we are okay and will be okay. i hate #being scared every time i swallow. i hate how there is literally no way to tell if you will get long covid and no way to reduce your chance #of getting long covid or covid at all (aside from masks) just ways to make the symptoms less severe. i hate trying to bring people together #and stay away from people at the same time. i hate all the life that covid has taken out of me and the people i love even though thank god #know more people who haven’t gotten it than who have but actually that may not be true idk. and i HATE that because of covid and how #egregiously badly it has been handled everyone is just like.. perpetually tired and sad and we’ve accepted mass illness and death and #accepted that disabled people (esp those who are marginalized in other ways) are disposable when actually no fucking human being is #disposable and everyone should be able to live happy connected healthy lives and we could’ve ended this shit in EARLY 2020 without having t #deal with any of this absolute fucking NIGHTMARE. like god. i remember sobbing hysterically thinking we would be dealing with covid for 18 #months and now we’re coming on 3 fucking years and lockdown is over but the danger is even worse than it was and like.. no one cares anymor #and it fucking sucks lmfao. i am so tired. i need to move out. and i miss my friends and i miss my life and i miss having fewer things to #constantly worry about and i can’t believe how good and simple life was before this stupid shit. #delete later #i wasn’t planning on going on a huge rant lol sorry it’s just what’s on my mind this morning

[snifferz]

no genuinely i fucking quit writing novels bc my english teacher always gave me a grade under everyone else bc the plotline was too complex or it was too much

my writing was decent AT LEAST like i poured my heart out into that shit and it was usually a form of allegory for something that i went through

shoutout to miss ayub /s

#the narrative i wrote for my gcses was about samael having a breakdown over its abuser #and gradually going from high and mighty and godlike to HIGHLY sensitive and small #and it uses the symbol of tearing down a statue to represent trying to get over how he feels #and it BANGED. i dont have it anymore but it was SO GOOD. #but yeah she literally tried to get me to cut out the most emotional part of the narrative bc it wasnt needed #and literally complained about me describing pointless things too much (i described the setting as being grey and boring to contrast.) #THERE WAS SOME RLLY GOOD FUCKING LINES IN THERE #the fact razor and sylvains relationship was a way for me to project me grooming trauma + a lot of the narrative focused on this #kiiiinda makes it worse. like my teachers knew i got groomed and it absofuckinglutely showed in my writing. #thank you for ruining my love of writing!!! #my english teacher whines abt ppl not looking deep enough into shit #and then when i use fairly obvious metaphors to represent that razor is a god + dictator it goes over her head #and then when the theming is generally about trauma she ignores it #'this is very political' i fucking know thats the point #I SHOWED IT TO MY *PHYSICS* TEACHER AND SHE FUCKING LOVED IT. #GOD BLESS MY PHYSICS TEACHER SHE POINTED OUT MY FAVE LINE AND WENT 'oh my god i love this bit' #MISS DUDLEY THE TEACHER EVER

[starrysea666]

#drug ment in tags #fair warning 3 2 1 #last night i tried an edible for the first time and when it hit me i just reread dd over and over #like 3 times in a row #and i kept laughing at really random shit #i was scrolling through it mostly but id stop and read stuff randomly #it was really surreal #it ended with me showing my family my art somehow but they still dont know the comic exists thank god i didnt tell them #dont want my family reading it #had 2 ramble about this my brain is still kinda haywire frm it #american cookie cakes tasted amazing tho i can see why stoners love eating everything

[dicktat]

2022 was a very unprogressive year. Funny it took me joining tumblr to get over my temporary crippling depression. Let’s see what I can do now.

#GOD I hate art summaries it really shows I didn’t invoice for shit #but fr my adopting DL brainrot helped me (kinda) get over some shitty times #here’s to hope I can really improve this year #thank you mutuals #and my blorbos #cracken doodles