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#thank goodness my parents convinced me to withdraw my acceptance to the private school
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i dont wanna sound ungrateful, but why did my parents have to immigrate to america?
#i know their homeland at the time wasn't safe and was in shambles due to the war and i understand how hard they worked to build a life here
#BUT WHY
#this whole thing with college loans and no free healthcare for basic needs is making me REALLY not want to stick around to experience it
#and it would be cool to move to a different country but im not the type of person who can just DO that to my parents?
#i dont want to think about it but i saw the tiktok about the lady paying $100k+ for her $80k loan and has $76k left to pay
#and im reaaaaaally not feeling it
#thank goodness my parents convinced me to withdraw my acceptance to the private school
#but my other options arent the greatest either and im just
#i dont want it
#i dont want to think about it but i have to think about it and LITERALLY IVE BEEN STRESSED ABOUT THIS SINCE LAST OCTOBER I DONT
#WANT TO FEEL STRESSED ANYMORE
#i really wish i made the most of my hs experience bc then at least i would have something nice to reminicse on bc rn
#everything feels shitty and it doesnt seem like it's gonna look up
#(im just venting!! tbh im okay i just needed to get this off my chest. i dont like feeling his pessimistic but my 3 round of college
#applications are coming up and i really dont want to go through this again)
#(i sound so privileged rn and im sorry but i really needed to vent)
#(WHAT SUCKS IS THAT I EVEN FEEL LIKE I FEEL PRIVILEGED? been reflecting and idk if im lucky or acually privleged and idk if ANY of my
#experiences are valid i dont feel valid i just wanna be a mass in the void and float off into space)
#why wont my thoughts just DIE
#let me be a dust particle in my next life
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