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grand-theft-carbohydrates · 1 month

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replying to @caozihuanismyson

"If that was love, Cao Pi didn’t need it. Didn’t want it. It was better to be indispensable than cherished. He needed to become something that could not be left behind. Something that Father could not live without." my jaw just fucking dropped #i love this. im in love. holy shit#HE NEEDED TO BECOME SOMETHING THAT COULD NOT BE LEFT BEHIND SOMETHING THAT FATHER COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT#(im screaming louder so people in the back can hear)#(jk there's no one in the back cuz it's san guo on tumblr.com but still)#💀#thank u op i have ascended#also all the little details of ang trying to make up for father's absence for his lil bros..... when pi wiped his tears my heart broke#that part where cao pi imagined ang's last moments? holy shit i've never thought of it that way it's genius and horrifying#(ok i need a moment)#also............... i'm going insane about the part with fish and jade#and cao pi describing cao cao's expression of love towards cao ang as painful#and wanting to put him in his mouth like how soldiers keep their precious things safe#i thought this was going to be about ang's tragedy .... but it turned out to be about that and the horror of pi's existence#thank u for the meal op i'm so grateful

thank you so much, this is such a nice comment to wake up to!!!! it makes me so happy to have such dedicated readers who catch every single detail ;u;

Cao Ang has been my blorbo for a long time because he is a fascinating contradiction. he achieved nothing and did nothing of note, but seems to have left a significant impression on those around him. Cao Cao expresses regret for him on his deathbed. Cao Pi talks about how he should have been the rightful heir. Lady Ding was willing to disobey the most powerful man in the empire in order to get the smallest measure of justice for him. His death always struck me as, well, a feel-good narrative told by a guilty conscience. Cao Cao could have ordered any one of his bodyguards to give up his horse, but he didn't. It makes sense in the coldest, most logical way. Why lose an able-bodied fighter for a brat? You can always make more. I came up with a bunch of scenarios of what "really" happened, but in the end i realised it doesn't matter. Cao Cao still left his son to die. the horror comes from the ambiguity itself. I also wanted to explore how his actions would impact the remainder of his children. They realised overnight that they were all disposable and no one was safe. the real tragedy doesn't come from Cao Ang's death, but his father undoing all his hard work. Ang tried his best to give them love, curb their worst impulses, and foster good relationships between them, only for his father to stick them in the Sibling Royale. Climb to the top and uproot all your competition. ect. ect.

But I am an optimistic person and I believe true love can pierce the veil and save the day and all that. Cao Ang's ghost continues to haunt the narrative and in the end, he manages to effect his brothers in some way. Cao Pi comes to realise that, hey, this kinda sucks, actually. i think we're emotionally stunted and perpetuating the cycle of violence. maybe i don't have to trample all my brothers to preserve my own life. maybe i shouldn't become exactly like father. hmm much to think about. Cultural Context, for those interested:

funerary practices are not historical, but based on the modern shangdong ones i've experienced.

"putting your child in your mouth" is an expression of helpless tenderness. the full phrase is "i want to you hold in my hands, but i'm afraid of dropping you. i want to hold you in my mouth, but i'm afraid you will melt." i wanted to show this conflict within cao cao, the warlord vs the man. how his ambition corrupts him. ultimately, cao cao does not put his son in his mouth to protect him. he consumes him instead.

the opening scene is based on Cao Pi's poem "Traveling on the city wall." His poems are notable for being very emo, he talks about feeling isolated and unfulfilled despite having every worldly possession. I decided to connect it with Cao Zhi's (ahistorical) bean poem. the metaphor is less profound, but what can you do? he is the lesser poet after all ;))) .

#my writing #cao beans #san guo #replies

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hi :), I'm opehl, 14, and I would like to know when I will enter the void state (aware and be able to manifest as well) (I am so so so very sorry if this annoys u ik a lot of ppl in the community are tired of the void obsession but I am very curious to know)

thank u for taking ur time to do these readings

hiiii opehl! that’s such a unique name!! i saw ur other asks but im js gonna post this one (i hope that’s okay!! :D)

my friends love the last of us!! i haven’t watched it or played the game so i don’t know much abt it (can u tell i’m still a closeted nb person can’t u)

i instantly heard “in about 7-8 months” because you aren’t in the best mindset rn. i know this may b demotivating, but im gonna b honest, it took me a year to shift for the first time (consciously!!)

for consciousness in the void, i feel like abt 1-3 months after that depending on how you react. don’t be overwhelmed by how far that sounds! one of my going inspirations is a tiktok comment.. lemme see if i can find it

i will live and die by this quote. u can sit and do nothing or you can work to get what u want in that time. if u sit and do nothing, then les js gonna take longer!

i feel like this was kinda straight forward, but i still wanna do a shufflemancy.

well uhm… this isn’t very helpful LMFAO

my best idea is that it takes a long time to learn ballet routine, and it’s really grueling on the body, but it comes it comes out as a beautiful ballet that millions are anxious to see.

as an ex-dancer, ballet would KILL my body! but i always was so happy with how it turned out (haha… turn out… sorry)

but yeah, opehl!!! i hope this reading helps u so much!!

leave a review <3 xx

#abyss .answers #void state #void #manifesation #law of manifestation #manifest #manifestation

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wangxianficfinder · 1 year

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1. hello! ive been looking for this fic. (for weeks) but cant find it. i happen to found ur account and i hope u can help me. so the story is like this:

- its a time travel. i forgot if its mpreg or adoption but wangxian has bunch of kids (youngest is still a baby). i forgot the other pairings but i think its nie x lan, jin x jiang and jiang x wen. their kids landed the time when wwx is still in the burial mounds, and landed in the burial mound's entrance(?). their parents/future wwx decided to brought them to the past because their present is kinda mess (too much killings) and they want to save their children. i think its about jin guangyao or whoever.

that's the only things i can recall. i want to find it again but i cant. thankyouuu in advance!

Its not on the four fics. I think the children im talking about are not the juniors, i remember that there's an oc (kids). one or two of them were kid/s of wq and jc, nie x lan. when their parents (in the future) decided to sent them back in the past, they expect them not to return (i think) because the killer will kill them if ever so wwx (in the burial mounds) thinks that sending them back is not a choice. theres also a scene where the kids cried/worried/ that they're not going to see their "real" parents again (their parents in the future).

anyway, thank youuu for responding! i hope u all have a great 2023!!! pls take care always and stay hydrated!!

could the op be thinking of 2 separate fics? In a sec im gonna look for the links, but to me it feels like that fic where there are 3 or 4 wangxian kids that land in the past in the cr (with the smallest called a-bao) because they were messing with wwx's talismans, and the second should be that fic where jgy traps wangxian, jc, lxc and nhs after the guanyin temple and wwx has a talisman to send the kids to the past (where they meet burial mounds era wwx)

not FOUND The Trouble with Talismans: a Treatise on Time-Travel by Young Master Lan Xiaohui (Age 6) by stiltonbasket (G, 26k, wangxian, Time Travel, Parenthood, Developing Relationship, Getting Together, Happy ending, Accidental Baby Acquisition) and ❤️ nevermore, nevermore by agloeian (T, 120k, lan sizhui & everyone, wangxian, canon divergence, time travel fix-it, hurt/comfort, fluff, angst w/ happy ending)

not FOUND❤️ Tragedy is Not the End by Hobbsy3 (T, 358k, wangxian, Time Travel, Torture, Hurt/Comfort, Golden Core Reveal, Canon Divergence from Qiongqi Pass, Angst with a Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Yunmeng sibling bonding, good dad wwx, good dad lwj, JZX Lives, JYL Lives, Junior Quartet Dynamics) there's also Tragedy is not the end even if it's about the juniors instead of wangxian kids

SIMILAR! The Future of Your Past by moonlitsentence (T, 19k, WIP, WangXian, WangXian Get a Happy Ending, YL WWX, Soft LWJ, Married WangXian Have Children, Tooth-Rotting Fluff)

FOUND! Feeling The Warmth Again by mxtx_disciple13 (T, 33k, wangxian, burial mounds settlement days, wangxian are LSZ’s parents, golden core reveal, OOC, family fluff, not everyone dies au, happy ending, time travel, family bonding, WIP)

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2. Hi there! I remember a fic I once read, it was about the cultivation world after Wei wuxian’s death. They used something called the ‘Du jie pearl’ or something of the like to look into his past. It was 14 chapters long and I would really love to read it again. Thank you and have a good day!

FOUND? Misunderstood by Silver_Flame_2724 (M, 250k, WIP, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Heavy Angst, Suicidal Thoughts, Canon-Typical Violence, Self-Worth Issues)

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3. I read this fanfic on AO3. Don't remember title. Basically Lan Zhan and Jingyi are left behind when Sizhui leaves to travel with Wen Ning and Wei Ying goes away adventuring. Jingyi and Lan Zhan bond after curfew, in the rabbit meadow and jingyi helps him with his correspondence. At one point, jingyi says he wants to send this letter to zehzin and tell him to hit his father over the head. Eventually Sizhui returns, things are awkward. Jingyi worries that Sizhui is upset with him and wonders if it was because he ate his candy stash. Jingyi kept changing Sizhui 's sheets because he wanted to make sure it was ready for him @andyousaidtruelovedidntexsist

FOUND? anyway, here's wuji by kakikaeru (T, 18k, ZhuiYi, WangXian, LingZhen, Post-Canon)

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4. Hiya, got two fics I'm going crazy looking for!

A) One has Jin Ling going robe shopping for Wei Wuxian and buying a maroon one that Jiang Cheng told him Wei Wuxian used to admire when theu were younger.

B) The second was sort of like By Any Other Name, but I think only one chapter was written. It had Wei Wuxian running straight to Lotus Pier after being resurrected, and ends with Lan Xichen welcoming the trio to Cloud Recesses.

Thank you as always!

FOUND? crushed ceramic by doyeorem (pomellogranate) (T, 10k, JC & WWX & JL, yunmeng siblings feels, twin prides of yunmeng, family feels, genderqueer WWX, fluff, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, disguise, crossdressing, whump, bonding) I think 4 could be one story. It says it's inspired by By Any Other Name, though it doesn't appear on that fic, but the robe appears and it's a oneshot.

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5. Hello there! I hope everything is going great for you. I was wondering if you could help me find a fic modern soulmates au where lan zhan and Wei ying only remember each other and their past lives when they see each other again. But this time they’re in their late 30’s and lan zhan is already married. I’ve been looking all over and I can’t find it. (p.s. if this might help, I think it was in a collection of soulmate one shots). Thank you again!!! @bittersweet-loveliness

FOUND? the sum of us by baobeijuns (T, 4k, WIP, Wangxian, LWJ/OC, Angst, Modern AU, Fashion AU, Reincarnation, Ficlet Collection, Pet Store, Animals, Fluff, Crack, Soulmates)

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6. Hey! I’m so happy this blog exists! ❤️

I’ve been looking for a fic for a while and haven’t been able to find it myself, so I thought I’d come on here and ask for help. What I know is this: it’s a time travel fic, Lan Xichen is the one travelling through time; he sets out to try and change Meng Yao’s path and choices because he assumes all Meng Yao’s actions were influenced by his bad childhood and poor treatment by his father/the cultivation world, but Meng Yao still chooses evil/bad decisions. This is one of those “JGY was inherently evil” fics. 🙏🏼 @mrri

FOUND? Alternative Choices by StarClearWaters (Readoutloud) (T, 20k, wangxian, LXC/WQ, time travel, LXC pov, butterfly effect, protective LXC, temporary character death, panic attacks, mpreg)

FOUND? Into the Oubliette by Ruixx (M, 118k, wangxian, JYL/JZX, growing up, fix-it of sorts, time travel, arranged marriage, sibling bonding, adopted sibling relationship, light bdsm, sunshot campaign, war, politics, hostage JYL, visions, LXC redemption, good uncle LQR, empire building, WIP)

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7. Hi! I'm looking for a canon divergence fic where the following scene happens.

Once during the 13 years LWJ was mourning for WWX, he goes to a discussion conference at jinlintai with LXC. JGY arranges acrobatic performaces for his guests and employs a particular man to seduce LWJ. LWJ is interested in all the ways the acrobat's body twists and JGY smiles seeing his interest. LWJ is uncomfortable and leaves the hall only for this acrobat -named meng something - to go after him and prance on him.

This Meng guy tries to make LWJ give into him, says he saw the way LWJ was looking at him while he was bending his body, says he can bend his body in may other ways. It goes into assault territory since LWJ is not interested in looking this guy the way he used to look at WWX eventhough he clearly feels aroused. He tells the guy as much, that he doesn't want to fuck the meng-guy and the meng guy leaves him alone.

Turns out, JGY drugged both LXC and LWJ with some aphrodisiac. JGY made advances on LXC and succeeded. And he made the meng guy seduce LWJ but the meng guy failed.

The fic is in LWJ and is quite angsty.

FOUND! 💙 The Price of Old Wishes by SoManyJacks (E, 67k, WangXian, Minor canon divergence, Angst, POV LWJ, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Eventual Happy Ending, Eventual Smut, Slow Burn, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, semi-verbal!LWJ, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Suicide) a detail the querent leaves out is that the acrobat was another of JGY’s bastard brothers, chosen for his resemblance to Mo Xuanyu; his routine included winding himself up in white ribbons.

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8. Hey i hope I can text you here..I looking for a wangxian fic which I already read bit forgot the name..it was about Lotus Pier being destroyed and wei ying being sold at an auction..lan zhan buys him to save him ..at first wei ying is quite,refuses to talk to lan zhan because he thinks that he is the same as others who just wanted to bed him.. but slowly he learns to trust him and falls in love ..apart from that there is also plot ..it was an already completed work..I hope you can help me @smarti97

FOUND? a little closer (to you) by krizzlesandblues (E, 88k, wangxian, historical, romance, pining, courtesan WWX, royalty LWJ, eventual smut, Sunshot Campaign, implied/referenced torture)

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9. Hello!!! I’m looking for a fic that I vaguely remember reading that takes place when WWX first goes to cloud recesses. Him and LWJ end up sleeping together and WWX doesn’t want him to feel bad or responsible for taking his virginity so he tells LWJ that he sleeps with a lot of people. LWJ gets jealous and they start sneaking around to sleep together. Eventually they are caught and they both find out they have feelings for each other.

FOUND? Straight at the Sun by diamondbruise (E, 33k, WangXian, Canon Universe, no war though, Mutual Pining, Pining while fucking, Misunderstandings, First Time, Anal Sex, Miscommunication, Jealousy, in abundance, Happy Ending)

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10. Hi, I genuinely cannot remember if I have already asked this, so if I have - Sorry! I'm looking for an au fic set during the Sunshot Campaign (mostly. I think) where WWX is hiding his identity by dressing as a woman? At one stage in the fic he ends up getting dressed up by female ghosts/fierce corpses and the people there are all sort of stunned because he's actually really pretty?? (I think NMJ was there?) Also I think there's a scene where outsiders assume that Fem!Looking WWX and LWJ are a-yuan's biological parents. Thank you!!

FOUND? Third Time's the Charm by Kyerian, Lily (LadyLilyAnne) (E, 117k, WangXian, Major Spoilers, Crossdressing, Happy Ending, Time Travel, Fix-It, Fluff and Angst, Minor Character Death, Mentions of self-harm, Romance, Weddings, kinky smut, Family Bonding)

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11. Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening to Mods! I'm not sure if it's appropriate to ask a fic I'm looking for right now but if so, I'm looking for this fic that I've been halting to read for years now 😭 and it's about an AU where WWX was saved from being thrown in the Burial Mounds, to be specific. I believe it's either both LWJ and JC or just LWJ who saved him and the fanfic starts in WWX waking up at the Yiling Supervisory Office feeling bad then that's it... And as far as I also remember in the tags, the author mentioned that the “Self-Harm” tag was about WWX not wanting to be help, hopefully this detailed description helps since I know there's another famous fanfic is similar to the fanfic I'm looking for. Thank you!

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12. Thanks for all your hard work! ♥️

I don't have a lot of information about the fic I'm looking for, but I'm pretty sure it's in the Jiang cheng, or yunmeng Jiang bashing area. The main point I'm remembering is how during the xuanwu cave, the one to get branded by the wen branding iron was Jiang yanli. Pretty sure it was her face

Sorry that this is all I have 😅

FOUND? A Star Fell by CordialCoroner (CordialCrow) (M, 71k, WIP, WangXian, Canon Divergence, No Golden Core Transfer, POV Multiple, Bad Parent YZY, Bad Parent JFM, Not JC Friendly, Somebody Lives/Not Everyone Dies, Slow Burn, Sunshot Campaign, WWX becomes a medic, Mutual Pining) It’s a not Jiang friendly fic and tagged so, where Wei Wuxian is whipped so badly by YZY he’s permanently disabled, but it’s Mianmian who gets branded on her face in the cave, not Jiang Yanli.

FOUND? httpskaixx: Hello! Im scrolling on your feed when I read about the fic finder #12 something about jiang bashing then jiang yanli got her face burned with the wen iron in the cave [Ch34]. Sadly, the ao3 author's account (A_flower_in_the_snow) got deleted but someone posted the fic on wattpad with the author's consent. You can find the fic on this wattpad account: -NieHuaisang (yes, with dash) then title of the fic: OOC!

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13. Hello! Do you happen to know a fic where wwx books an appointment with professional Dom lwj? I think it started out with wwx waking up with a hangover and finding a confirmation text/email. I can remember vague details like it being set in modern day, wwx being a disaster (and maybe struggling with alcohol), lwj going to wwx’s apartment for the first meet-up, and I think wwx entering sub-space from having his hair brushed. Lwj had wwx be still and silent for Day 1

FOUND! A New Kind of Thrill by doukeshiA (E, 27k, WIP, WangXian, Modern AU, Pro-dom LWJ, Dom/sub, Light Bondage, Spanking, Vibrators, Masturbation, Orgasm Denial, Orgasm Control, Subspace, BDSM, Coming Untouched, Anal Play, Anal Plug, Crying, Master/Pet, Come Eating, Mirror Sex)

NOT FOUND! Down On Bended Knee by cyclamental (E, 14k, WangXian, Power Bottom LWJ, Sex Worker LWJ, Dom/sub, Undernegotiated Kink, handjobs, Blowjobs, Anal Sex, Unsafe Sex, Gentle Dominant LWJ, Submissive WWX, Praise Kink, Modern: No Powers, Engineer WWX, salty LWJ, Bottom LWJ, Edging, Angst-free Queer Awakening)

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14. hello i need y'all's help again. this fic im looking for has a kind of possessed wwx? by a demon or a dragon or smth else??? i forget. but he gets sealed in the cold cave in cloud recesses and lwj locks himself in with wwx as well. that's about what i remember :(((( id appreciate the help thank youuuu

FOUND! Breathing Firestorm by ladyshadowdrake (M, 110k, wangxian, angst, fluff, captivity, creepy WRH, dream sharing, politics, mystical creature WWX, canon-typical violence, happy ending)

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15. Hi i tried going through tags but still coulf not find it so i need help. Its a wangxian fic on ao3. Lwj keeps visits wwx then he decides to run away from the lan clan with the money he stored and replaced it with rocks. I remember huisang took the bunnies to lwj without anyone knowing. It also has like a sequal or chapter when the lan clan and lxc saw wangji in yiling with wuxian selling inventions and other things and getting hair decorated by the kids. By the end lxc asked for rabbits for cloud recesses. I think by the end lwj bid lxc goodbye and mist covered him with wwx. Thats all thank you i hope you find it

FOUND? Unpack Your Heart by Terri Botta (Isilwath) (T, 22k, wangxian, everyone lives au, romance, burial mounds settlement days, protective LWJ, LWJ stays at the BM, YLLZ WWX, not friendly for lan elders)

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#wangxian #mdzs #wangxian fic finder #wangxian fic search #the untamed #wangxianficfinder #long post

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analogwriting · 2 months

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HAHAHAHAHA *insert a laugh somewhat similar to doffy's laugh* becauseeeeee, I was so so sad at first coz I got to miss a few updates on new chapters for the mafia au fic for Corazon, since it was hectic at school + examinations 😬 but I am laughing coz then I got to read 4 chapters in one sitting 😎 quite a treat eyyyy. Waiting for moreeeeeee 🥰

And here I thought I was never gonna fall inlove with Cora, but with the way you write him in this fic ahhhhhhhh I am head over heels!!! 🤭♥️

I hope they'll be okay soon, a little love quarrel is normal in cou--- HAHA I still have a love-hate relationship with your slowburns and cliffhangers, Ambrose! Can I call you that? Hehee. But I do love everything about the way you write so pls bless us with more chapters soon. Lots of lovee!! 🤗

-💙

*gets the baseball bat* DOFFY YOU'LL PAY FOR YOUR CRIMES- oh wait. it's fine. it's you. *tosses the bat out of frame*

hey man, missing updates just means you can binge it 😈 a little treat for working so hard!! excellent planning tbh 💅

thank you!! i just write him as cringefail bc thats that he is to me and it seems to be the general census. (but love him for it🥰) sometimes i get real worried but y'all always give me my confidence back i swearrr

things always work out in the end 💅 wait, right? 🤨😏

and ofc u can call me that! 🥰 also it's okay, I also have a love-hate relationship with my own slowburns and cliffhangers 💀 i be writing them and im like "damn you're mean smh" but i also live for torture ope 🤷 🤭

thank you so much for your compliments frfr. i love reading everything everyone says bc everyone so nice???? keeps me motivated ongg

#i literally snap my bestie every time and im always so emotional about it lmfao #these comments always live in my head rent free #its the one simpsons meme the one where its like “do if for her” with pictures of mags #except itd be do it for them and everyones comments #am answers

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xxoxobree · 15 days

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((just the jjk adults please if you dont mind!!)maybe excluding geto t_t unless you really think we'd fit!!♡ m so sorry if this is too long i HAVENT done this before but im so excited to heheeh

♡personality- ill do my best here uahh if it matters I'm an INFP 9W1! (and a scorpio if that helps!!) i can be rather shy, anxious, and quiet but with people I love/m comfortable with Im much more open and lively (love my friends sm<3_<3) id say im generally empathetic, compassionate and caring with them to the best of my abilities ♡ i can also be a bit insecure, dependent, and in need of reassurance at times ,, but for the most part im rather content :D

♡appearance- ill keep this short D: im decently pale with sorta naturally pink cheeks (very prone to dry skin t_t) i have decently long dark brown hair which is curly/wavy which i usually don't style all that much at all anyways,, uhh otherwise I'm 5'4 with hazel eyes and chubby

♡likes- m about to yap i apologize. i love animals (pretty much all of them but bugs do often scare me BUT IM LEARNING TO LOVE EM I PROMISE), I love to cosplay and go to conventions with friends, I collect plushies and I have way too many,, d&d, video games (esp with friends,, league, dbd,, stardew,,pokemon), drawing!!, reading (fanfics...), being with my friends/family, listening to my friends talk about their interests!! and learning about their cultures, random but I really like godzilla and mothra (kaijus/dragons in general,,), anime (jjk, csm, op,samurai champloo)) and manga!!, random videogame documentaries (especially silent hill,,) a lot more but,, I hope this is enough!!

♡dislikes- MUSHROOMS!!! , sudden loud noises, gege...., generally mean people??, , and I cant really think of anything rn M SORRU!!

♡hobbies- okay a olt of these are listed in my likes oopsies, i enjoy drawing, cosplaying, collecting (figures/stuffed animals), reading, playing video games, and creating outfits/costumes! (probably more I'm forgorring,,

♡music taste- 95% alex g rn,,,esp the trick dsu beach music and gsta albums,.. but if it helps i also like lil peep, nirvana, jared emerson-johnson, akira yamaoka, bob dylan, and like,, weird al hjbeheb ♡notes- THANK u so soso much for the opportunity ♡♡it means the absolute world please have a great day/night <33 much love mwah!!

Heyyy thanks for sending 🥰🥰 (you’re so real for excluding Geto 🤣 and hating gege cause he has to put the pen down)

ChosoChosoChoso

You’d be perfect

Like you he loves and cares about the people close to him, would die for them. Would understand you so well when you express your feelings about family and friends.

Being dependent is literally not a problem for him at all he want you to depend on him and come to him for everything. I do not think you’d ever be insecure with this man. Compliments you 24/7. If you are insecure reassures you immediately, probably sad that you feel that way.

Loves that you spend time with family, will definitely want to be around your family.

Secretly plays with your stuffies. (I’m curious about them too 🤭 I want a Nanami plush sooo bad.)

Content with sitting and watching you play video games, refuses to play them himself though.

Doesn’t get asked much about himself so he would be shocked that you want to hear about him.

Watches all the Godzilla movies with you , thinks it’s the best thing ever

#xxoxo updates

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forffax · 3 months

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returning the favor with oc asks since i always wanna hear about yours !! if you had to pick like your top 5 favorite characters who would they be and why 👀 bonus if you want to pick your favorite like settings/worlds/universes youve made for ocs too!

OOOUH thank u chase!!!

I'm gonna list out my favs then talk abt my main oc universe a bit ^_^

This got ridiculously long so it's going under a readmore <3

1. Tos Family (sorry this is going to be. the whole family bc I cannot possibly choose between them)

i. Lux Tos (he/him)

(realizing now i haven't drawn him in a hot fuckin minute)

MY DAD. guy of all time ever. everyone's favorite half-human time traveling alien war vet. it always feels weird referring 2 him as part alien even if it's technically true sdjfgs. fun lore fact: he was the Dead Older Brother in original iteration Zephyr's Sad Backstory but I liked him too much so I decided he got to live <3

Lux is one of my older ocs that I still actively draw and think abt (late middle school...) and he's changed a LOT over the years but he's so so so dear to me. my guy who has Seen the Horrors and is now happily gay married with a kid :') sdfkjsk most things abt his story is just me being So Incredibly Self Indulgent (cool powers, complicated sibling relationships, gay) but it makes me happy and I love sharing it with ppl! Someday Voided 2 will be real and ready to share with the world...

ii. Ferdinand Tos (he/him)

Dad....2!!!!!! I don't remember when exactly I thought him up but it was probably around when Lux's backstory was getting a major overhaul... He's a man out of time he's training to be a doctor and his will to live is so strong he spent the better part of nearly two decades building himself a new body! Guys who died but got better <3. I think I literally got brain blasted one day and decided he's a non-op trans man and it was the best thing ever for him actually. He's a southern californian stuck in the cold northwest (probably. either that or the northeast im not settled on that aspect yet skdjfs). He's been super fun to write from a worldbuilding perspective too bc his main goal is to pioneer a new branch of medicine using his powers! His relationship with Lux and the rest of the family (and his reconciliation with his sister) is sooooo important 2 me :]

iii. Athanasius Tos (she/her)

THANAAAAA most normal sibling (lie). She was adopted formally right after Lux "died" and had a bit of a complex about just being a "replacement" for a good while, and she THOUGHT she had worked through that when Lux suddenly re-appeared... they're on great terms now but it was Tense. She's a biochemist and probably makes the most out of the household (she shares an apartment with Zeph!) It's very important 2 me that she can let herself be vulnerable with her family and close friends after years of bottling everything up... Epic nerdy autistic butches in your area <3 Fun fact she is the only full human of the main cast!

iv. Zephyr Tos (she/him)

My fuckign auncle. Within the story she only recently realized he was bigender and is much happier for it, even if you couldn't tell by her permanent scowl skjdfgs. Zeph was the original protag (along with Thana) of the short story I wrote in middle school that turned into Voided 2! In-universe he was very clearly supposed to be the protag but missed/ignored the "call to action" phase and just got a shitton of Issues and Traumas instead <3 She's so everything 2 me he's a freelance writer/artist she's kinda cringe and he is trying only as hard as she absolutely needs to in order to get by. While his relationship with Lux is MUCH better than it was when Lux first came back, she's completely inseparable from Thana and would do anything for her (I feel like they spent equal times protecting each other from bullies as kids...) He's changed so much from her original incarnation but developing him has been SO much fun <3 Since Voided 2 runs on real-world time (in that I have specific real-world dates for most major events) she turned 50 fairly recently and that's fucked but also funny. old.

v. Alan Tos (any)

Alan! Love this kiddo. He's Lux and Ferdinand's adoptive kid! Xe doesn't learn about it for a while but she was a government secret experiment test-tube baby (they were trying to artificially fuse souls together, distantly related to the later Child Soldier School ze was placed into) (kid cannot catch a break). He's a good kid, if not a little clueless and naive... someone who would hold no ill-will if you had to cut their leg off (this is not a hypothetical GJSKDS). Somehow, despite all this, she is by far the most Normal out of xer family <3 His fashion sense is some kind of spectrum between 60s businesswoman and scene and tbh? Very fun to draw! Her friends and family are very very dear to them and at the moment xe's just kind of letting life take zem wherever.

2. Vague (it/they)

unauthorized fucking thing kill it with hammers NOW!!!!!

Vague started as I think just a proxy for myself in vent art I drew in like early high school sdhjfgds they have since become. something. my mascot I guess? (I still end up using it for vent art sometimes bc it's functionally unkillable and it's fun 2 get narsty sometimes.)

originally it was just the weird cat-shaped angel thing but a couple years ago I gave them a human design that I really love too <3 vague technically has a place in Niko and my other cat furry ocs' story but their human form exists in the real world and is just Like That i think. vague is just a little guy okay? they're sorry about crying and bleeding all over the place (not bc it sees any issue with this they just noticed you looked upsetskjdfhs)

3. Niko (he/they)

Baby's first fursona! Niko was always mostly his own character but now that I have new This is Just Me sona(s), they've been officially retired from that front <3 Niko's story is mostly planned out, I just desperately need to write it somewhere skjdbfs but the gist is that Niko works a shitty minimum wage call center job and finds meaning and love through forming a band with people he happens to meet... also there's some whistleblowing and betrayal and vague slams down out of the sky at some point <3 Niko's band doesn't have a name but they're the lead vocalist! (Niko 🤝 Blue (is blue and sings in their band)) This is a universe where everyone is cat furries simply bc I wanted to design lots of cat furries but also I haven't drawn like half of his bandmates/friends.... orz

Fun fact I found my original doodles of him in an old math notebook and apparently I seriously considered the name "chandler" for them. Help,

4. Larkspur (they/them)

Laaark my friend lark :] they're my player character for a friend's tabletop campaign! *hands you a bug* *hands you a bug* *hands-

Their design was super fun to come up with and they're fun to play as :] They were raised on a farm and have a deep love for animals (insects in particular), but they have a hard time connecting with others and understanding why people act the way they do.. They wear an eyepatch to cover their multiple other eyes bc it gives them bad sensory overload to see with them! They also spent quite a bit of time as a bounty hunter before they were blacklisted from further work bc they let a target escape on purpose... Lark is a ranger/bard and they play the hurdy-gurdy! They're dear to me and I really need to draw them more sjdfhgs

5. Chungy Fresh (she/he/they)

Chungy my belungy.... she's a mimic who spent most of his life being a chest in the temple of a forgotten goddess until they gained sentience and saw a fursuit from far away and decided yep! I'm gonna look like that Now <3 She didn't get all the details right but he's never been happier! I think Chungy spawned from me drawing a weird fox thing and simultaneously thinking "hey wouldn't it be funny if a character had a verbal text/forum signature and it was also their name" skdjfgjskdfls. Chungy is def up there with "most fun ocs of mine to draw" bc she's so Noodly and Malleable... I started playing as him in a friend group's tabletop oneshot thingy (where multiple ppl write different unrelated oneshots but we use the same characters for each session) and it has been a lot of fun!

OKAY OC UNIVERSE TIME. I call my main oc story "Voided 2" bc it takes place in the same universe as my v personal self insert oc story "Voided" that I have been working on/writing/thinking abt since late middle school... It's kinda vaguely modern fantasy/sci-fi? Main things are that there are beings born at the beginning of the universe made of pure energy called Lunoirs. There are countless universes, and each universe has Lunoirs in some capacity. They mainly exist to "keep the balance," but if you ask any specific Lunoir what that means you'll get a million different answers. Mainly they gravitate towards any life within their universe and integrate with them, observing them and protecting them from Shadows and Vacares. Shadows are the unliving souls that will eventually be reborn and reformed into a living soul inside any given universe-- they exist in the space between universes, called the Void. the Void looks different to any being that crosses into it, and it's hard to say what its "true" nature is. Vacares are Lunoirs that have had their souls corrupted and eaten, usually by other Vacares. While Shadows, being amalgamations of soul energy, are strictly neutral, Vacares seek to cause chaos and eat more Lunoir souls, increasing their numbers in a vain attempt to satisfy their endless hunger.

The Lunoir population on Earth is fairly numerous, and since Lunoirs can take on whatever form they choose, many of them live and love and have children with humans, making partial-lunoir children (physically they are nearly indistinguishable from full humans, save for longer lifespans, odd hair and eye colors, and sharper teeth. also they have semi-physical wings, but these have to be manually brought out and often ppl don't even know they have them (*cough* zephyr *cough*)

Lunoirs aren't fully immortal, but they have a different life cycle to most other forms of life. When a non-lunoir dies, their soul disintegrates and is amalgamated with the souls of others in the Void to become Shadows. When a Lunoir dies (outside of having their soul completely corrupted/destroyed), they instead go into a sort of stasis and are reborn later; they have no memories of their previous life (the ones on Earth don't, at least) and they can take on wildly different appearances.

Lunoirs and partial Lunoirs have powers in the form of energy manipulation, particularly when it comes to the energy of their own souls... They can use their souls to form weapons, mainly to fight against Vacares that tend to be immune to physical weapons. Most people have one weapon that they specialize in, but in a pinch nearly everyone can form a knife. Humans can manipulate their own soul energy in this way too, but this ability must be taught/"unlocked" by a Lunoir or a partial Lunoir first (Zephyr, at some point, did this for Thana without either of them realizing it). Lunoirs can also manipulate the energy of the very universe to create Rifts in time and space, sometimes leading between separate universes... These rifts also open of their own accord from time to time, and there's a good number of people who have been displaced from their time or even their universe by unwittingly falling into one.

Every living being has a "soul" (a collection of their life energy), and through a kind of "reaching out," one can feel/taste/smell/hear/see another's soul... every soul is a bit different, so this is an easy way to identify people even from a distance!

The Earth Lunoirs once had a country where they congregated called Saluria, which was the site of a brutal multi-year war against an army of Vacares that wanted reign over Earth... Many Lunoirs and partial Lunoirs across all of Earth's history felt drawn to Saluria, often willingly or unwillingly being rifted to the time of the war to go fight in it... Some partial Lunoirs especially believed it was their sacred duty, while others believed it was a curse leading them to inevitable death... there's even whispers that Saluria itself is alive, luring in young partial and full Lunoirs out of self-preservation.. who's to say. Ultimately, the Salurian War was a victory, but not an easy one.

Lux and Zephyr are half Lunoirs (their mom being full), and Ferdinand is 3/4ths Lunoir! Alan is a bit of a weird case but functionally he's also half Lunoir :]

This is v much simplifying Years of worldbuilding ssjhdfgjks and I can FEEL I missed a bunch of stuff but it's all very very dear 2 me :]

#THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE ASK SORRY THIS IS LIKE A MILE LONG <3 #matoitech #my ocs #long post #if u (or anyone else) has any questions abt the Voided universe worldbuilding stuff feel free to ask i love going nuts abt it <3 #my art #txt #blood #eyestrain #<- mostly for the chungy pic sjdfhgs #ask games

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luzho · 5 months

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obligatory reading for my dear mutuals and archive for my 'favorites' tag (#thank u op):

okay so im looking at El Croquis 52, the one on EARLY Zaha Hadid and... wow. i already know and love so much of those early and full of rhythm perspectives, of course; but it's been a while and it's like i'm discovering the most exciting spaces ever all over again!!! LOOK AT THEM C'MOOOON:

these are like 4 FUCKING PERSPECTIVES IN A SINGLE IMAGE!!!! LOOK:

from the same 'Grand Buildings' contest..... FUCK. THESE ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. I NEED TO DRAW AGAAAAAIN

(KURFURSTENDAMM) look at this one okay, project vs reality okay? already we see all we need about the context while shining a light on the proposed building, but look at THIS

get ROTATED!!!

(heheh the tomigaya project is sooo beetlejuice. hehe anyway)

look at this perspective from the Vitra firehouse (a FUCKING classic)...... SWOOSH BABYYY!!!!!!!! i adore how selective these are... and how we are basically seeing curves and the thinnest of surfaces!! GO GOOGLE "VITRA FIREHOUSE" AND YOU'LL GET IT

(the tokyo forum) DECONSTRUCTING the project on the same image!! HELL YEAH

(starting from this one from the carnuntum museum project, it's actually from El Croquis 73) LOOK at this LANDSCAPE STUDY!!!!! FUCKING BONKERS.

this one isnt even a painting... ITS A FUCKING MODEL. CARDIFF OPERA BABYYYYY

a section of the proposed auditorium..... i adore those lights...... these funky perspectives are something else.

(now El Croquis 103) again, coexistence of multiple perspectives!! and look at this play of warm vs cold!!!!!! LOOK AT THIS RHYTHM PERMEATING THROUGH THE WHOLE THING

i think i will end this with the Landesgartenschau, one of my favorites too<3 look at the wonderful perspectives and then the real thing...... both amazing. i'd love to visit it one day :')

WAIT NO THIS IS MAXXI MUSEUM!!!!! ALSO AN ICON, A CLASSIC AND A FAVORITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway thats it forreal. damn!!! look at this imagination, man! i'm taking this as a wake-up call to just... go for it and go 'ART' once in a while! i do think responsibility with humanity should go first in architecture (urgently important in the times we live in...) but hey, i also think we should live surrounded by art and excitement and fun:)))) gah!!! now i wanna draw something this exciting!!!!

#thank u op #the op in this case being:#zaha hadid #this is mostly an archive of screenshots i liked from el croquis 52+73+103 and me screaming 'MUTUALS DID U KNOW ABOUT ZAHA HADID?? NOW U DO

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onlyjaeyun · 4 months

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ZADIE ZADIE ZADIE ZADIE

jongseong saying “tell me whatever you want i’ll give it to you” in his latest live like does he want me to die.

i think if y/n told jjong that she wanted his babies right now he would schedule that pre op to reverse it in a fucking heartbeat like. he’ll just be like okay i’ll see my doctor about it tomorrow. with absolutely no hesitation.

THAT ASIDE. i can’t believe sb! is coming to and end and i’ve seen you through 2 smaus (and 2 holidays LMAO) makes me emotional to think about it because alongside it was my growth (and obsession) into enha HAHAHAHAH it takes a lot of tenacity to get this far and i’m so thankful for these 120+ days, you’ve ran so hard and i’m proud of u hehe <3

- 🐈‍⬛

HI BABY!!!💞 honestly his most recent live did things to me that man is CRAZYYYY im so in love with him 🤪

and i shall let you know that part of your ask inspired the next chapter so thank you sm 🤭🤭💞

i can't believe you've been with me for so long, it's honestly such an honor to have someone as sweet and loving by my side like i love and appreciate you and your support SO much 🥺 pls accept all my kisses of gratitude

#; mailbox 📬#; strictly business

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tf2shipswag · 1 year

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ROUND 1 OVER HOW U FEELIN OP??

i live in fear for engiespy i need them to win so bad

but no genuinley i love how it's all gone so far the adminsniper and pyrospy propaganda was ESPECIALLY insane and im really interested in how things played out! esp sniperspy vs heavymedic poll, it was very interesting to see them Lose So Bad i thought theyd have like. A Fighting Chance At Least JKOFSLAJLFASKLAGS

i was actually gonna post bracket 2 yesterday but then i accidentally deleted it in attempt to edit it because i couldn't post it for some reason but i'll go ahead and get on that rn!

thank u everyone for being normal about this so far i appreciate it v much<3

#tf2shipswag2023

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tojisun · 7 months

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(simon ask anon again hope it doesn't bother u)

okay im going to try to make this one not so long: THE DAD JOKES you can't imagine how hard those dumb jokes made me laugh bc it was the last thing i thought would come out of him but that made them even better n the rest of interactions in that mission are just as magnificent i love his dynamic w johnny <3

"his size makes me feel small but in a safe and tender way" YES YES YES YOU COULDN'T HAVE SAID IT BETTER "he's your safety but you r his home" how does it feel to KILL MD OMG GIRL IT MAKES PERFECT SENSE DW

my friend you truly understand me (⁠´⁠;⁠︵⁠;⁠`⁠) it makes me happy to see im not alone on this insanity n im here to warn you that it can get worse,,, saw you talking of price N DONT LET ME GET STARTED I LOVE HIM TOO RRRR 🐺 rmbr how i said that simon would understand me? well price would FIX me. and i don't doubt it for a even second. he's literally the perfect man: big, older, hairy.... just imagine being his good girl ㅠㅠ

IT DOESNT BOTHER ME AT ALL SWEETHEART!! tbh im loving this correspondence sm 🥹🫶🏼 love u

NO FR I DIDNT EXPECT IT! WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT, I THOUGHT IT WAS THOSE INCORRECT QUOTES AND THEY (OPs) HAVE HCs THAT THESE COD CHARACTERS ARE SAYIN IT BUT NOPE ITS LEGIT HIM 😭

the one about the dog killed me fr omg i was on the floor giggling bc wtf actually. AND YEA his dynamic w soap is so RAHHHH my fave gotta be that time when johnny said “fuckin brits” after ghost asked him to make a cup of tea HXJSIDOS theyre so funny oh my god i need them

AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! tbh im speaking amidst all my projections so im super glad that it makes a whole lot of sense <333

NO BECAUSE :((( ghost never had anyone to call family – no place to call home – until he met you. he thought that yk he’s just gon live his life in war because thats what hes damn good at AND THEN HE MET YOU AND NOW HE HAS REASONS TO LIVE. REASONS TO LOVE :((( i need him happy. i need him to be loved tenderly and carefully and gently, but also passionately and encompassing-ly. HE DESERVES IT!!!!

wdym it can get worse- ANON WDYM

OMG THE THING ABOUT PRICE?? YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. big burly man whose voice rolls off his tongue with the viscosity of molasses, his warm hands wide as it holds you and presses you to him, his lips always pressed onto your skin because he loves kissin you?? THE WAY god the way he murmurs his praises on your skin or swipes at the apple of your cheeks or the way he pulls you to his lap??

RAHHHHHHHHHHH stop anon (dont stop) I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE

#simon anon #ask #IM SPIRALLIN AND IM FEELIN A WHOLE LOT OF NEEDY N ITS LIKE 9AM #i need them all

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skrs-cats · 9 months

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Imagine if lionblaze. Was like a tip jar

Aka if he had SOME cents /j

Soemthing that would be interesting is putting him more in the end of Squirrelflights hope, I do not like the book but I come back to it a lot of events, put him either through the whole book or around the end, when the cave collapses.

Because 1. LEAFPOOL could live theoretically and 2. I want to see lionblaze not only meet a few different people in starclan as well as I need him to tell at ALLLL the ghosts

But that's me because I think lionblaze is more interesting if he is protective of his mothers

(IM ASSUMING THE ANON IS U SORRY IF ITS NOT)

i hate this joke. i was genuinely wondering what you meant. and then you hit with a pun that made me LAUGH. the audacity.

i have to be honest ive forgotten like 98% of what happened in that book outside of bramblesquirrel DIVORCE, BIG CAT WOMEN IN UR AREA, leafpool dying, and the bit about lion saying she deserved to be loved :(

i feel like out of the three, lion could have possibly had the best relationship w their adopted parents, which is ironic for what im gonna talk about next. not to go on a little tangent, but someone once said that squirrels favorite is holly, leafpools is jayfeather, and brambleclaws is also holly LMFAO (this is the funniest shit ever. to op if ur somehow reading this. thank you for ur massive fucking brain). something about the least favored child (allegedly) being the one whos the most willing to connect with you despite all the family drama and shit. not to say that canon ever did a good job in showing that, if it ever did, but its something to think about. and its funny to me.

also i agree 100%. i want more protective lion in my life :(

as for new apprentices... im kinda surprised they havent done that yet actually! ok tbh not much. bc the amount of characters skyrocketed for some reason, i think they wanted to pit the newer generations together, but also rosepetal(rip) had like 5 apprentices. so who knows.

#i feel like the new apprentice thing could have had a lot of potential #something about dove seeing how he treats his new apprentice from an outside perspective #whether its good or bad #or how that apprentice is influenced by him and vice versa #a lot of fun stuff to think about honestly!#i have not read the latest arc but has anyone thought of putting him as nighthearts (is that his name idk) mentor #ask #ty for the putting lion in situations ask i always have a bunch of fun talking about him and reading everyones take <3

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ALK !!! KAPFM CHP 9 BLEW MY MIND. SHSHSHSHHS SORRY THIS WILL BE LONG BC !!! UUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!

When okkotsu said “Even if you cannot be separate, you have to imagine it so.” , “In this manner, you can easily remember…That you are still two.”

I felt like that sentence felt familiar before i realized that you titled chp 4 by “i want my life in two” AND somehow the cycle of that two different lives are oddly similar ?? Like how mirai found someone that she likes (chi & okkotsu) ; that someone was taken away (the kamo clan & the villagers) ; she went on a rampage (trashing around the small shed & the village massacre)

chp 4 ends with = (A finger stuck itself into the series of tapes, starting to wind it back.) and as the summary for chp 7 goes : The stories that unfolded each time, however, as of late, did tend to be quite a bit different. Perhaps because of one character that did not quite belong with the rest. (1) Gojou Satoru.

YOU YOU YOU MIND BLOWER AHHHHHHH. I love love how you do this thing with naming the chapters that follows the theme of the story u wrote, it may seem like a minor detail but i rlly rlly love it omfg like

atcit : the mc’s rule of threes

memos : hoku as a protagonist has a goal to paint the best story and if u combine the title of the current chapters together and it can already form a prologue of a story which coincides that hoku just joined the strawhats and is painting for the strawhats’ journey

kapfm : mirai is essentially stuck in a loop/ limbo of a monotonous life (even tho it involves more than plenty of adrenaline for sorcerers & non sorcerers) and theyre not even bothered to think much of it unless its rly rly important for the future/ whatever that is in scope in their curse technique and someone new in their latest lifetime who seems like he wont ever fit in her standard script of life. and not only that but, some chapters may seemed like it mirrored the other but its not !!! like one of those games of finding the abnomalies in 2 similar pictures and its bc of that one ridiculous op guy 😭

hmmmmmm how should i put it, ik that its 2 entirely different series and themes but mirai and hoku is actually a good foil for each other SHJSJSJS dunno if anyone else noticed and may sent sth about them both in an ask

Like, mirai’s ability to see the future and is convinced that it is set and even if it changed it wont necessarily be a good thing for everyone involved; and it wont be an exeption to the strongest sorceror in the new era vs hoku’s plan to draw the best story in a world and the boy who she is convinced could overcome his predecessor (i.e gold roger) but that conviction itself it sth that has been set from the very beginning bc luffy is the protagonist and she thought of herself as a bystander and wont make sth as small as ripple

i probably didnt explain any of my thought even tho i just wrote a paragraph HSHSHSJSH IM SORRY BUT TLDR-ing MY THOUGHTS ABT THEM THIS WAY = once u open a book, the stage and ending has been set for the characters, theyre essentially “doomed” to that ending; no matter how much you flip the coin it will always land on tails/ heads and it will always be one of them and never be other but for the one who flip the coin, they may ruled out themselves out of the possibility that they’re (one of) the anomaly and could change sth around them

I just, love all ur stories & ur ocs, and i love u too🥹

anon, i just want you to know that you've absolutely made my night, like you have literally no idea

work and everything else have all melted away after reading this and the spews of thoughts/theories/connections, it always makes me so, SO HAPPY when you guys do stuff like this because i put those lil things for my own love and its just ;-; really, really rewarding to know you all enjoy them too

THANK YOU FOR NOTICING ALL THE LITTLE CONNECTING THREADS, i also love naming chapters with a little extra thought and trying to follow the chosen lyrics for that moment in KAPFM's case

sometimes they hint stuff ;)

GOJOU BEING THE ABNORMALITY IN TWO PICS IM CRYING, yes, because he is exactly that and if only mirai could see the headache he will become :')

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING AND PLEASE LOOK FORWARD TO MORE

#KAPFM #gojou satoru #mirai #gojou satoru x oc

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youreyeslookliketheocean · 1 year

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chap 5 review i finally have time lets go i hate school:

tommy learning asl just to fuck with wilbur lmao

also when wilbur stepped up for tommy after he couldnt speak was awesoem i love crimeboys

its so interesting the relarionship between tommy and his old coach bc its such a complicated mess that really fucked tommy up but it hurts more relaizing that the entire public saw it (or parts of it) too and nto saying anything until his mom was lkke hey thats gfucked up loike the public knew that old cheif only cared abt racing while phil cares abt tommmy

crimeboys are becoming friends <3

also damn wilburs accident was pretyy severe.

im kinda excited for when the new team figures out abt tomys trauma and insecurites (if they do lol)

also imagine walking into a pillow fight. phil be like "alright then"

also i like all th e side characters too especaillh purpled and aims

chapter 6 too bc yeah:

beach beach beach

also wtf why is wil tht good. he has no right.

toomy stop hating on urself phil cares abt u

give wil false hope lmao ope theere he is right thwre

stop. tommy stop. stop hating on urself being deaf is fine phil isnt gonna hate u anyway how u constanty compare everything to old cheif is very important bc it shows how its different

hes being kidnapped lets go i love beach scene beach (i actually ahve horrible memories from florida beaches we went at the wrong time of year)

george founder is an absolutely badass name good job on that one

dream isnt the old cheif relally???? im genuienly surprised but thats cool. nice to actually see him in a dsmp fic where hes actually chill. also sapnap i forgot he cuased the accident that must be awkward af (tommy stop blaming urself)

yeah no u show his lack of self confidence/esteem perfectly u take so many W

oh my god 🦀 makes an appearance hes such a celebrity

wait fuck all my brain proccessed was crab legs its a hermitcrab

mother of twitch prime. that is a tommy thing to say

yeah take em aids off that must be annoying as hell

is it just me or do i sense that tommy isnt accepting that hes HOH now hmm :/ | yeah losing smth as important as a sense must be scary if u've had it for so long

istg is wil gonna bully him into- and he did (also was it him 🦀? is he in the full throttle?)

hes learning asl im so happy oh shit not them waves i once got rolled by waves its scary af

oh no old cheif angst again ahh. and wil being concerned ahh this will be character development. this is crucial scene alret. oh they laughing awwwww oh he smile a /gen smile !!!!!!!!!1 crimeboys brainrotting full throttle version commence omg he likes wil now- ope nvm

"theyre different from his old crew. all of them are" YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

hes not that worried in sim. anymore abt being good

oh no his left ear but itll be ok

"hen slips away to his room to ruminate on the fact that never—not in his whole racing career—has he felt so loved by his team as he does now. He’s not worth it. He’s a fuck up, a failure, and he’s going to disappoint them. He doesn’t want it to end." i will live for the moment when he fucks up. its gonna be so great for character development

ok this chap. is very long so im splitting to parts byeeee sorry this took so long school sucks :( but full throttle does not :)

Ahhh thank you!!!!!

Yeah, I don’t think Tommy really realized how much the public knew until that interview with Wilbur, either. The public saw and knew (to a certain extent) that something was wrong or “off” about Tommy and his chief’s partnership for a long time, but no one ever tried to step in and ask about it, or tell him that he should leave him and find a new chief, or say anything at all on Tommy’s behalf… Writing that part hurt.

Idk how far you’ve gotten by the time this response comes (lol sorry it took so long. University stole my soul for a little while), but… the moment he “fucks up” will definitely be coming 👀

Thank you for the message!!! I giggled at the hermit crab😂

#kat speaks #asks #full throttle #dream smp #dsmp #sbi #dsmp fanfic #sbi fanfic #nascar!au

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