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#thank you dani for showing us all that song <3
tremendouskoalachild · 2 months
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10 Fandoms, 10 Characters, 10 Tags
Thanks for the tag @bluntblade! We're pretending star wars isn't a thing because it would get really monothematic otherwise lol
1. The Last of Us - Ellie Williams
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(thanks so much for this gif! the trailer it's from still gives me chills)
l love Ellie so much. She's my daughter and she's literally me. She has hella PTSD and survivor's guilt and she will get more of both! Witty, talented and so good. She loves so much. She's so fucked up. She's even gay 🌈
2. His Dark Materials - Lyra Silvertongue
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Pretty sure Lyra's character development rewired my brain as a kid! She's a lovable child with many flaws and grows into a wonderful girl striving to make herself and the world better. She loves so much.
3. A Song of Ice and Fire - Daenerys Targaryen
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(I mean her book character but I wanted to keep the gifs on theme a bit lol)
Dany beloved... She's a child she's a mother she's a conqueror. She inherited such a weighty legacy but all she herself wants to do is protect other girls. She loves so much. Her last chapter was 🔥🔥🔥 and she's gonna be so fucked up if we ever get the next installment.
4. Dune - Lady Jessica
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She has so much interiority and agency for the story she's in! So much intelligence, control and POWER! She loves so much!
5. Blade Runner - Luv
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Love my fucked up replicant murder daughter. She wants recognition! She wants love!! She's the best angel of all!!!
6. Red vs Blue - Agent Texas
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She's so fucking tragic y'all. Saving the universe and having existential crises entangled with extremely fucked up family drama. And still finds the time to kick Grif in the balls. Most badass character in her show by far. SHE LOVES SO MUCH
7. Alien - Ellen Ripley
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Do i even need to say anything. She's Ellen Ripley.
8. Harley Quinn - Poison Ivy
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Social anxiety queen!! Protects the environment! Very fucked up but considering the cast of this show she's well-adjusted actually. Supportive friend to Harley. Then supportive girlfriend to Harley. Love my girl.
9. Spiderverse movies - Miles Morales
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We've all been crazy about him for half a year now. I love him and so do you.
10. The Traitor Baru Cormorant - Baru Cormorant
Cheating a bit since I haven't finished the book let alone the series but she's so!!!!!!!
no-pressure tags: @gaymothperson, @kaleidoscope1967eyes, @system-of-cells-interlinked, @my-last-brain-cell-is-socrates, @laz-laz-ace-pilot, @voidcat-senket, @ireallyamabear, @the-force-awakens, @drpepperfucker, @ct-hardcase
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pumkinybunbits · 3 months
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Hya Explores: Transformers
So this summer I had finally decided to get into Transformers, thanks to polyhexian , mercelot and authorunderthevoid (friends and irl sister asjkdad i'm in their dms screaming a lot. or i just. go into the next room and scream directly at one of them lol) I decided just now to keep a running list of what I've seen in Transformers as well as some reactions!
This will stay pinned!
What I've watched, in order:
Transformers Animated: -the gateway drug. i watched the first ep and was INSTANTLY hooked. I am a big fan of Teen Titans 2003 since i grew up on it, so seeing the art direction gave me immediate nostalgia. Great characters (bots. the humans other than the Sumdaks leave things to be desired..) I love Prime in this iteration, and Rachet too, I love his eps a lot. Prime's human form should've been a Black man and I'll die on that hill, okay? WHAT DO YOU MEAN ABOUT [redacted] WHY DOES IT END THAT WAY? New Season Please I'll Pay Moneys. 10/10. WASPINATOR!!! MY POOOR BOY! I watched it in a month or so coming home everyday from a soul sucking job where I was alone for 8 hrs in a silent office in the backrooms scanning and filing documents and wanted to cry all the time and watched it so hard the theme was in my head at work, in the shower, in the car and in my dreams.
Transformers Prime: -I'd die for Prime in this iteration oh my god. Loved every season. Every bot is neat and their stories are engaging. The humans are... okay I can't say I liked any of them at first, (Fowler has my heart more than any other Human. Love you Fowler <3) the animation took a lot to get used to! As the seasons went on I really started to enjoy it! Megatron looks like a praying mantis to me (megamantis..? prayingtron??? what does that make Prime?). The scene where he beats the fuck out of Starscream and drags him to the ship BY HIS FACE made me nauseous. Soundwave got sent to Eeby Deeby. Good show, but admittedly, the movie bored me, and I was just like. oh okay Dragons??? lots of screaming about dragons. Megatron going "i know what it's like to be oppressed :( I quit War Now" made me laugh so hard in disbelief I had to pause and watch it again what DO YOU MEAN??? I cried about Prime. I love Prime. also. found the love for optirach. old men.... loved Prime's tig ol' bitties in his upgrade form....
BotBots: -cute. loved the animation, and Burgertron has so many issues what is wrong with that man? Colorful, snarky, humorous, made me laugh out loud lots of times. the theme is catchy and i love all the little references. i was a BIG Hamilton fan as a high schooler (read all the fics, I still know All of the songs, watched several bootlegs...) I love all the little guys turning into little things... thinking about a botbot OC who lives in a crane game and is a stuffed animal... the fucking security guard being bad at his job is great I am waiting for S2 eagerly
Transformers Rescue Bots: -Holy shit. First of all, the main theme is sung by Josh Ramsay of Mariana's Trench??? You've gotta understand I have listened to Every Album (found them through flipnote, thanks A Masterpiece Theatre for being my first introduction) and when polyhexian told me I was in shock what Do you Mean. the theme is Catchy as Hell and I find myself either muttering or shouting A ROUTINE PATROL WITH FOUR BOTS IN STASIS so much man. I want merch of this show. I want bots in my closet and on my shelves. This is a fantastic show and I mean that with every fiber of my being. I've watched it all to completion, as of 9:48pm this evening (12-16-23).
I genuinely love every character in this show. The townies got on my nerves but even they grew on me. The stakes, the plotlines, the heart in this show is. indescribable. the references in the video game eps...Chief Burns.... i've cried to a Lot of episodes and I love cody and frankie and charlie and heatwave and blades and boulder and chase and ezra and dani and kade and graham and optimus... Optimus is so expressive since he's not in Prime anymore and it made me genuinely happy and tearful to see him joke around and clap and go :) "good job sigma 17" fun fact I accidentally started watching Rescue Bots Academy before Rescue Bots and now me and polyhexian have a running joke: optimus going up to hotshot in an alley and saying "hey kiddo you're a rescue bot now," is like President Obama coming up to you and saying "you're a firefighter now" it's so funny. there's more but watch the show. just watch it. please i'm on my knees please please sing the theme with me. 1000/10. if anyone in my life has kids they're watching this and Bluey if I babysit. Cocomelon? nah, fuck that, say hi to Heatwave, crotch spawn, you're gonna terrorize your parents with bots. this show goes into the comfort box :).
What I've read in order:
Transformers More Than Meets the Eye: -polyhexian has a lot of animations of some of the guys in here and over the years has poked me with them. Gave it a read. I like to read. I like colors. What the Fuck is happening in here? Lots made me sad! I hate Pharma! He took me on a one way ticket to dissociate-ville! What the FUck! I love Rewind! What do you mean that Happened with the Ship??? Lots of death and destruction and violence and sadness! Ended very confused and honestly I still don't know a Lot of what happened in this comic! Everyone is at risk of being a brain in life slime or stuck in a wall somewhere or shot in the head or stuck in a ship with the fucking devil rocketing into space or a slave or just fucking... a causality of brutality! No One is Happy and there is No Peace in this giant fucking Among Us map. it's not all doom and gloom though! bots are gay! bots open a bar! bot build towers of cards and tell stories! it's all great but I feel so stupid when I read it, thanks James Roberts, your British prose makes me feel like my english degree is useless! I can't wait to read Eugenesis! what a tragedy of a comic! "...because most of us are ordinary people" "ordinary people" my ass, your writing is hard to comprehend, dude!
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myloveforhergoeson · 6 months
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for the ask game, i think question 12 (a song they hate/dislike) might be an interesting one to answer!
YES OH MY GOD my friend this is such a good one thank you for sending it in
send me a number 1-15!!
Roxy
hey there delilah by the plain white t's if anyone remembers all the way back to chapter 2, when kendall raids her box of tapes he pops one into her tape player called 'for my songwriter' and that was the first song on there. it's one of mag's favorite songs, and one he placed on a tape he made for his other band members (rox/dani). while it was a song she used to like quite a good deal, and one she would often break out on the ol' guitar, she hasn't been able to listen to it since she left brand new day
2. Carlos
c'est la vie by b*witched his sisters played this non-stop after it first came out... he could not escape this song EVER it just drives him up the wall because he's heard it soooo much
3. Kendall
teenage dirtbag by wheatus DO NOT TELL ROXY IT'S BECAUSE SHE PLAYED IT ON HER RADIO SHOW TOO MUCH!! it makes him think of standing at the checkout line at the grocery store and dealing with bitchy customers with a million coupons while the most generic (again, don't tell her) 90s music played over the store loudspeaker
4. Logan
hot n cold by katy perry NOT becuase he thinks it's a bad song... it just got suck in his head during finals week of his freshman year and it got in the way of his ability to retain the proper information for his tests! talk about being wrong while it's right... he was too busy trying to get that earworm out of his head while he was doing his exams and now hearing it reminds him of the first b he ever earned in school
5. James
piano man by billy joel one of his dad's favorite songs... he used to make james play it on the piano a lot when his parents still lived together and he'd sing along to make his mom laugh. before his parents got divorced he caught them fighting once and ran to the piano to play what he considered 'their' song and they just yelled at him to go to his room : ( the piano did NOT sound like a carnival
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kellyvela · 2 years
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Personal feelings aside, I really don't see Jonerys as a possibility in the books. I doubt she'll even reach Westeros until the end of Winds, and by then her story will be about the throne. People blow the whole thing where GRRM told the GOT creators Jonerys would happen way out of proportion. I believe he basically said that their *meeting* would be important. With all of the other symbolism and messages, there's no way in hell the whole point of the books was that relationship.
Hello Anon!
First, let me make a little precision:
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Key word: "today." But today was two days ago, August 13th, 2022.
I should have tagged that post as #jonsnowsadhours, like I used to do time ago.
I was especially emotional and pessimistic after re-watching Jon Snow scenes from GOT Season 8. It was painful.
So yeah, personal feelings and emotional phases aside, I agree with you. Before GOT Season 7 I never saw jonerice as a possibility in the Books, because, as I said in this other post, Jon has an evident contempt for entitled monarchs with pyromaniac tendencies. And there's also the fact that I never saw the poetic title A Song of Ice and Fire as a reference for romance, because for me that was always a reference for a clash of two opposite entities and/or individuals.
According to George, aunty will meet Tyrion at the end of TWOW:
I also asked Martin about one extremely eagerly anticipated character pairing: Tyrion and Daenerys. What will their interaction be like?
“Well, Tyrion and Dany will intersect, in a way, but for much of the book they’re still apart,” he says. “They both have quite large roles to play here. Tyrion has decided that he actually would like to live, for one thing, which he wasn’t entirely sure of during the last book, and he’s now working toward that end—if he can survive the battle that’s breaking out all around him. And Dany has embraced her heritage as a Targaryen and embraced the Targaryen words. So they’re both coming home.”
That “coming home” should get fans excited—unless Martin was merely speaking metaphorically. (The Targaryen words are “Fire and Blood.”)
—George R.R. Martin teases ‘Winds of Winter’: More deaths, betrayals, weddings – Exclusive - June 2014
And I suppose that encounter will happen in Essos. So yeah, we can only imagine that she will reach Westeros and meet Jon at some point in ADOS, the final book. So, if the so called "romance of the series" cannot be much longer than the 8 chapters that Jon had with Ygritte, can we really call it "the romance of the series"??? Will they meet, inevitably fall for each other, find out that they are related, break up, clash against each other despite of their feelings and end up with Jon killing her just in some chapters of the final book??? Will that be that significant???
Now, let me tell you, if you are talking about Alan Taylor saying that GRRM told him that jonerice will happen and that they are the whole point of the story, that wasn't exactly like that. You can read more about it here.
Yeah, what probably happened was that George said to Taylor that Jon meeting aunty will be an important point in the story, as you just said, but it was Taylor the one that talked about romance and it had a lot of sense back then, since he was hyping the last episodes of GOT Season 7 where jonerice happened in the Show.
Has GRRM told Benioff and Weiss that jonerice is going to happen? We don't really know that, D&D only said that they planned the Jon killing aunty scene around GOT Season 3.
Thanks for your message :)
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lesbianlotties · 11 months
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hi dani!! 🫶 11, 12, 31 and 33 for the asks? <3
thank you so much bestie!! <3
11. favorite extracurricular activity?
hmm extracurricular makes me think of stuff one does in high school? or just any hobby? we didn't have any options in the actual school but i used to play piano back then! and now it's mostly just writing!
12. what kind of day is it?
a weird one for sure! like. new fatm song, new yellowjackets eps, and finally the weekend! but also it's a bad bad day in terms of stressing out about my thesis, procrastinating, and feeling terrible about it so shgjdfhgjf
31. what type of music keeps you grounded?
hmm grounded... i feel like i listen to music to feel the opposite of grounded ghjdfhgjf i prefer to basically lose my mind 😌 but i guess that when the anxiety is too bad, boygenius' ep always helps me. or when i rlly need to focus on writing or reading something, i do love listening to the soundtrack of my favorite movies/shows. i even have favs per mood, like for spooky vibes, sad moods, of fun moments!
33. the last adventure you’ve been on?
oh. hm. oh it's been a while. i don't even remember ghdfjghfj depends on the concept of adventure i guess! visiting my aunts haunted house a few weeks ago, or pretty much every time i hang out with my best friend and something goes wrong, or all the way back to the last time i went to beach almost ten years ago 😭
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witchthewriter · 1 year
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hi!! I was wondering if I could request a level three match up from game of thrones, house of the dragon, and vikings? I use she/they pronouns and I have a preference for women :)
I'm a sagittarius sun, gemini moon, and scorpio rising. I'm an entp. I'm pretty talkative and sociable! I'm quite extroverted and like to talk about my interests a lot. I have one sibling, a younger sister, who I get along well with (although she can be a right pain sometimes). I tend to get frustrated with myself a lot, and have a bit of an argumentative streak 😳. I have 4 rabbits who I absolutely adore.
I'm fairly tall (about 5'7), have long auburn hair, blue eyes and quite round features. I like to wear a lot of black, green and red- I have more of a gothic style and I like long flowy dresses. I wear lots of jewellery and like to braid my hair (along with lots of other styles!!).
I have a passion for history, languages and art! I like to travel as much as possible and enjoy learning about folklore and fairy tales. I do karate and play the guitar! I also like to draw when I can, and I love to get out into nature. I read tarot from time to time, and I like to consider myself a little bit witchy.
my ideal type would be someone up for a conversation- probably someone who enjoys the arts. i can be pretty forgetful, so someone who could remind me to do things would be perfect <3 I'd want to avoid anyone too quiet, or someone who struggles to commit to relationships.
thank you so much xx 💕💕💕
Want one? Here be the rules 🦋🌈  
𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬
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𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛
I ship you with Torvi! Like most of these ships, she has this similar feminine energy to you. 
𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠
・Loves having intimate moments; leaning her forehead against yours, kissing your palm, rubbing her nose against yours. 
・Calms you even in your highest of moments. When you feel like the world is out to get you, when everything is going wrong - she will be there, ready to calm you down, to talk you off your high ledge. 
・Likes to train with you. It becomes so fun, so invigorating. 
Theme Song:
↬ ‘Ophelia’ by Steven Price
Relationship Tropes:
↬ Similar Personalities
𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧
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𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛
I ship you with Laena Velaryon! She has an invigorating personality where people cannot help but like her. She’s charming, but has a strong backbone and knows what she wants. 
𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠
・I think you would be each other’s first love. She wouldn’t want anyone else, since you give her everything she needs. 
・She loves when you rest your head in her lap. Her fingers gently move through your hair, earning moans of delight from you. 
・You’d have such a passionate relationship. If you weren’t a dragon rider, than Laena would take you up on Vhagar, soaring through the clouds. Your arms clasped tightly around her waist. If you were a dragon rider than she would love flying next to you, the absolute power and freedom you would feel, would be so intense. 
Theme Song:
↬ ‘Gimme All Your Love’ by Alabama Shakes
Relationship Tropes:
↬ Love At First Sight
𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬
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𝐷𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛
I ship you with Missandei! I think you would have such a gentle relationship. One where there is nothing but love and support for each other. You both want the best for one another and are always making sure each other is okay, looked after and healthy. 
𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠
・Missandei was apprehensive about you for a while. Even though you showed to be a loyal servant and supporter of Dany, she still had reservations. Missandei loves Dany and wants the best for her, and you want the same. So once you prove that to her, she accepts you. 
・Likes to talk to you in different languages. You don’t know at first (or for a while) but she’s been calling you “my love” in different languages. 
・She confessed her love for you while she thought you were unconscious. You had been the target of an attack and she was looking after you. In a moment of worry, she confessed her feelings, thinking this would be the only time to do it. But you were awake. 
Theme Song:
↬ ‘Dance of the Druids’ from Bear McCreary
Relationship Tropes:
↬ Falls In Love Easily x Wary Of Love
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attonitos-gloria · 13 days
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🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
🍦 ⇢ name three good things about a character you hate
🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh
🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?
OH HI YOU
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
Tyrion tops Jon, Jon tops Dany and Dany tops Tyrion. And this is either how we achieve peace or how the world ends
🍦 ⇢ name three good things about a character you hate
Oh, okay: (1) I think Tywin is a very well constructed and layered character without being a caricature of a fascist. (2) I think his marriage to Joanna is one of the most enigmatic and fascinating of the entire saga precisely because of how sparse the direct mentions of her are - you can fill the gaps just based on what's left in the wake of her death? like joanna made him laugh three times and we pretty much got ASOIAF because of it. how amazing is that. (3) I know noble women sometimes are treated as chattel by their parents in Westeros, and that this is the main reason why he opposed Genna's marriage to Emmon - he just didn't think Emmon was good enough, but I think that was actually a nice thing he did, like, speak up for her in that moment. It's amazing how sibling love, dysfunctional as it might be, is the only redeeming thing in the entirety of House Lannister. It gets confused with loyalty to The Lannister Legacy and it's impossible to set these things apart but like I truly believe all generations of Lannisters are bound together by horrible trauma and while the vertical relationships are a horror show, I am often softened by the horizontal ones - I love the Tywin/Genna/Kevan combo. Nothing against Tygett and Gerion, I think they're just a different dynamics and they're not as wrapped up around Tywin as Genna and Kevan and...... do I need to write fic about this now? be so serious T_T i don't have time for this
🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh
as a homage to tiktok being taken down in america or whatever (i am not american, nor have i ever had a tiktok account in my life): I cannot be the only person who DIES laughing at "do you want avocados or not???" 😭😭 Isn't money kind of beneath you? Incredible use of 20 seconds and a great song. like this video specifically is the reason why it shouldn't be banned.
🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?
I once searched for the weirdest museums and art galleries around the globe for a fic and let me tell you! This world we live in is so big and charming and amusing!!!
thank you my love <3 ask me stuff, everyone
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raspberryhell · 2 years
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[ID: A drawing of Zolf and Wilde in a scene from RQG 217. They are both floating in the air, Zolf curled defensively around the Babbage backpack, and Wilde stood next to him with a hand on his shoulder. Zolf looks forward in fear, teeth gritted. Wilde looks forward, frowning in anger. The drawing is done in shades of pale blue, with bright blue lines shooting towards the two from all sides. End ID]
In the Best Case Scenario We Die at the Same Time
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teyvatdreams · 3 years
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DANI. Did you really have to tear directly into my heart at 1am with your “dying in battle” post? Did Yoimiya’s part make my heart go 😭? And am I going to thank you for it? Yes, yes, and yes. Gold star. ⭐️
My humble request: What if y/n was a bard and Yoimiya, Albedo, and Childe (separately) saw part of y/n’s notebook showing that they were secretly writing a love song that was not-so-secretly about them?
Thank you so much for writing and I hope you have a lovely day!
- Square Brain Anon
them finding a love song you wrote about them
includes: yoimiya, albedo, childe
a/n: SQUARE BRAIN ANON !!! firstly. i’m so sorry for breaking your heart like that, but also you’re welcome. and secondly, thank you for this amazing request! i had so much fun writing this <3
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yoimiya
you were quite the popular bard in inazuma
your songs and stories seemed to calm the tense air in the nation
and you and yoimiya were a match no one expected
the loud and boisterous yoimiya who everyone knew and the somewhat mysterious bard who could only been heard while performing?
who would’ve thought
and who would’ve thought that you would start developing deeper feeling for yoimiya
definitely not you
which is exactly why you kept the feelings to yourself, only expressing them in the words that spilled from your pen and into your notebook
“oh, didn’t you say you brought a recipe for some fireworks? i should probably take that before you leave for the night,” yoimiya giggles.
you laid on top of a blanket besides her in the grass, basically forcing her to relax instead of run around the city for once.
“yeah, it should be in my bag. you can just grab it if you want,” you tell her, not moving from your spot. you close your eyes and turn your head back towards the sun that was slowly setting.
yoimiya rolls over and starts digging around in your bag, brows furrowed while searching for the slip. she sees part of it sticking out of your notebook, so she grabs it and opens it up to get it.
and right at that moment, you realize you put the slip in your notebook, using it as a bookmark so you could finish what you were writing. your eyes shoot up and you sit up as quickly as you can. your heart sinks when you see the notebook in yoimiya’s hands, her eyes on the page.
she looks up and gives you a horrified expression, throwing the notebook to you. “i wasn’t snooping! i promise i didn’t see anything! i’m sorry!” she yells, covering her eyes with the firework slip.
you pick the notebook up and hug it to your chest. “it’s fine, yoimiya…” you say, your cheeks getting hot. you felt as if you could die from embarrassment right there.
“are you sure? because i was kind of lying, i totally read all of that… but i’m still sorry!” she tells you.
“there’s nothing i can do about it now…” you sigh.
“if it makes you feel any better, i really like what you wrote! but i don’t expect anything else from you,” she smiles.
“well,” you take a deep breath. “it was about you, so… i’m glad you liked it.”
yoimiya stares back at you for a second as if she was processing your words before a huge smile spreads across her face. she grabs onto your hands. “that was about me? it was so… beautiful! oh, (y/n) i might just cry!” she squeals.
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albedo
it wasn’t rare for you to help albedo in his lab in your free time
it was a nice way to relax, especially after a busy day of performing
you soon realized you enjoyed spending time with albedo not only because it was a way to relax
but out of fear, you didn’t tell him or show any signs that you liked him more than a friend
and for once, you’re thankful albedo is oblivious to some things
“are you sure you don’t want me to escort you back to the city?” albedo asks.
you pull your coat closer to your body. “thank you for the kind gesture, but i’ll be okay. there’s still some light outside.” you tell him. “plus, i don’t wanna pull you out of your experiment.”
“oh… it’s no big deal. and… i’ve kind of already been pulled out of it.” he chuckles.
“sorry,” you chuckle. “i’ll see you tomorrow, albedo.” you give him another smile before turning and leaving, starting your descent down the mountain. being left with nothing but your thoughts, you started thinking of lines for a song you had in mind — the more and more you wrote, the more it sounded like your thoughts about albedo. it was embarrassing, but you felt thankful to have a subject to write about.
when you arrived home, you went to pull your notebook out so you could write down what you thought of, and was horrified to realize your notebook was missing.
you started to panic — where had you dropped it? did you drop it in town? on your way down the mountain? the thought of anyone reading your notebook was terrifying. you tried to relax. all you had to do was wake up earlier than usual to look for it, and head up to dragonspine before albedo could head down and possibly find it. maybe someone had turned it into katheryne.
to your dismay, no one had turned it into katheryne and you were unable to find it anywhere in town or on your path to albedo’s lab. you even traced your steps twice, and got nothing. you just hoped it had been lost or buried in the snow and that no one had found it and kept it for whatever reason.
“oh, (y/n), welcome. you’re early.” albedo says upon your arrival. “any reason for that?”
“no,” you say. “just woke up earlier than usual…”
“ah, i see,” he says. “well, you’re welcome here at any time of day, of course.”
“um… albedo, did you by any chance find a notebook anywhere nearby? it’s what i use for… storytelling, and i can’t find it.” you question.
albedo raises his head. “oh, right! i did!” he gets up from where he’s sitting and retrieves your notebook. “you left it here. i thought it was mine, so ignore any of my notes i accidentally wrote in there.”
you don’t know whether or not to be happy it was in albedo’s care. you were glad to have it back, but the thought of him seeing what you had written about him so far was enough to make you want to bury yourself in the snow outside. but you tried not to bring attention to it.
“oh, thank god. thank you, albedo!” you say happily. you shove the notebook into your bag, making sure it was secure.
“of course. if you happen to perform the song you were writing, i would love to hear it… i think you captured my aura quite nicely.”
clearly, albedo was not as oblivious as you made him out to be.
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childe
you had no idea how you and childe became friends
he seemed like your polar opposite, but after being introduced to him by zhongli, you realized he was actually quite nice
and you got along with him very well
too well, even
because your brain had been completely infected with thoughts of him
everything you wrote ended being about him, even when you tried to think about anyone else
you were peacefully writing in your notebook while sitting against a tree, waiting for childe to return from beating up some treasure hoarders that, well, posed no threat. but childe didn’t feel comfortable knowing they were so close to you.
you were so engrossed in your writing, that you didn’t even hear childe return. not until he sat down next to you, putting his head on your shoulder as to see what you were writing.
instinctively, you jump away from him and slam your notebook shut, which of course only made you look guilty.
“woah, woah, what’s that reaction for? i just wanted to see what you were writing about,” he says, chuckling.
“i know, uh… you just startled me, is all…” you say softly.
“oh, sorry… you were really into whatever you were writing, i could’ve given you a warning.” he apologizes. you expect him to change the subject, but he doesn’t. he just looks back at you with expectant eyes.
“why are you looking at me like that?” you ask.
his shoulders drop. “are you really not gonna show me what you wrote? is it a love confession or something?”
yes. that is literally the exact reason i don’t want to show you! you wanna scream. but your mind races trying to think of an excuse. “no, no! it’s just, that… um…”
childe suddenly snatches the notebook out of your hands. you practically tackle the harbinger in an attempt to get it back, but childe’s height gives him an immediate advantage.
“oh, come on, (y/n), don’t be so shy! i’ve heard you perform loads of times, there’s nothing to be… embarrassed… by…” his voice trails off as he reads what’s written in your notebook.
you’re quite honestly mortified. his expression completely changed, from playful to serious. and then, a huge smile appears on his face. “no way. (y/n) the bard has a crush on me?”
“stop!” you yell, grabbing your notebook back. “you weren’t supposed to see that!”
“i can’t believe i was right, it really was a love confession!” he cheers, throwing his arms around you. “i gotta be the luckiest guy in all of teyvat!”
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Facts that were shared during Nicky's livestream!
For those of you who either don't want/have the time to watch it, but still want that sweet information all in one place. The livestream really was a joy to watch, though!
Miguel and Celia related things:
Miguel and Celia are getting their own separate stories and spotlights, which are being worked on currently and will be released in the upcoming months hopefully!
Celia's story is planned to be named "Hollywoodland".
Miguel's story is planned to be named "Catch Me in Miami".
Celia and Miguel's stories will have differentiating prologues.
Nicky, Celia, and Miguel would get along really really well. They would understand eachother and bond over how their less-than-perfect pasts led them to their similar goals.
Nicky would technically still be alive in Celia's story, since it takes place in the 1940's. (assuming Nicky hasn't died from either mob related things or an accident without mc being there to make him realize there was more to life 😥😥😥)
(cut for those who may not be interested)
artist/creator things:
It was very important to the artist, Dri, that Nicky's appearance wasn't too imposing, scary, intimidating, or overwhelming. Rather, she wanted him to still look friendly and flirty; like someone you could have a nice time with.
They wanted him to be the opposite of what a classic gangster in a relationship would be (wandering eyes, cheating, being an overall douche). They wanted him to be the type of respectable guy who was always loyal, loving, and committed to you; someone you never had to doubt when it came to whether or not he loves you.
They have more things planned for Nicky! This isn't the end, we're definitely going to see more of him! (merch, side stories, illustrations)
Dri's favorite Nicky Cg is the bridge scene because of how well everything fell into place. (ch. 8 "what if we dance across it?")
The hardest Cg to draw was the Picnic one because it was the first one she ever drew and she was so nervous that she redrew it multiple times before even showing another person. (she absolutely loves how it turned out though!) (ch. 9 when he offers to take you on a picnic)
Dri absolutely loves how supportive and vocal we are about our love for Two Against the World!
Everyone on the stream (I think Dani, Gabby, and Dri) loves when we create anything! (especially the memes, which they scroll through and laugh at often) and they love reading our comments!
They planned on Nicky's route ending on ch. 13, which is why that chapter has that "perfect movie ending" feel.
The chapters beyond 13 are basically an epilogue so you get to see what's going on with both endings.
They felt that, early on, Nicky felt very 3 dimensional (in terms of personality) and that they knew who he was from the get go.
Nicky Facts they shared:
Nicky would still be a gangster in modern times. Instead of bootlegging, he would do more of the gambling and casino stuff.
Nicky smells very clean and dreamy; YSL cologne for sure. (Yves Saint Laurent)
Mbti type coming soon and will be posted on socials.
He enjoys the classics, and has a guilty pleasure for romance novels.
Nicky would love all of the modern world gadgets like a kid in a candy store. Though, he would still enjoy the simple pleasures and elegance of the 1920's.
On a scale of 1 to 10 on how confused he would be with a mobile phone, Nicky would be at an 8.
If he weren't a gangster, Nicky would own a dog rescue shelter. Or he would be a model.
Nicky would embrace modern songs and adapt really well to modern times due to the fact that he's basically a social chameleon.
Nicky likes musicals and would like modern musicals because he really enjoys music in general.
Nicky grew up with big dogs.
He always tried to take in stray dogs because of how much he identifies with them.
Nicky doesn't really have a favorite breed of dog; he just loves the love that they give and bring with them everywhere they go.
Modern Nicky would own an Audi R8, a Mercedes G wagon, or a vintage car.
When mc told Nicky that they were from the future/modern time, he was so taken with you that he didn't particularly care. He was like "Yeah whatever, as long as you spend time with meee ❤️"
In a DnD world, Nicky would be a noble High Elf Bard (DnD sheet may be coming soon).
Nicky isn't holy enough to be a paladin.
When talking about what his instrument would be, many were mentioned: Mandolin, Lute, a little Pan Flute, a whole Grand Piano he just carries/ summons, or (the option I like the most) a violin.
Floyd and Nicky's relationship is very complex. Floyd values and puts his gangster work before any sort of love, much like majority of gangsters.
Nicky on the other hand values love above his work, and values your love and relationship with him more than his work.
Nicky refuses to follow any rule that goes against your love for eachother.
Nicky is in his 20's.
He would spoil his kids a lot.
Nicky is left-handed! (yes i absolutely celebrated this canon confirmation because I'm left handed too)
Nicky's common goal throughout his whole life was always to find his significant other.
Nicky would be a tennis player.
Follow @fictifgames, @/twoagainsttheworldvn, @/_saintdri, @/danipanteez, and @/nebula_rum on Instagram!!! Thank you for hosting this stream and blessing us with more Nicky content and the promise of more! 💖💕💕💕
(definitely looking forward to spending all of my spending money on a Nicky charm if you guys decide to provide those 👀)
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BNHA X DP Crossover HCs
After the long wait and finals, here are my ideas for all the quirks/occupations and other concepts I devised for the DP characters in the BNHA universe. This was just for fun and for inspiration towards others interested in this crossover au in general. 
Tagging the people that were looking forward to this post based on the replies: @qoinq-qhost, @floralflowerpower, @tgfangirl4eva @goodfish-bowl, @whitehairglowinggreeneyedcrush and more. 
Anyways, happy reading, folks!
Mr. Lancer
Hero name: Mr. Scholastic
Quirk: Bookworm
Involves his iconic usage of literature titles & quotes for swears to become abilities corresponding to the novel’s contents/themes. Course, he is limited to only books he has read and can quote accurately. Additionally, his voice gets very raspy past two or three quotes as well.
Occupation: Homeroom Teacher for Class 1- A; He’s very dedicated to his new students and teaching the fundamentals of being a pro hero and more! Course, I don’t think his chamomile tea with a wedge of lemon is enough to help him relax from his students (*cough* Danny, Tucker and Poindexter) from their antics at times. 
Danny
Hero name: Phantom 
Quirk: Ghost core (Ok, @coffeecakecafe had the best name for this one gotta give credit here)
Able to do anything a ghost is perceived to do. Go through walls, disappear and fly. This is a one of a kind quirk as it was obtained from Danny’s old quirk being altered by a machine his parents made that would repurpose/alter an individual’s quirk based on their past family members' own metahuman genetics.
Danny is doing his best and trying to understand his new quirk without causing too much attention to himself while doing so but it seems like its been doing the opposite as of late. Thankfully, he won’t be doing it alone with all his classmates around to help him!
Sam
Hero Name: Black Dahlia 
Quirk: Overgrown 
Able to create any plant that she knows the biological makeup and content of in almost any environment. However, it is important for her to drink lots of nutrient rich water and take in enough sun if she plans to create larger versions of these plants.
Tucker
Hero name: Tech Master
Quirk: Tech Core
Located on his chest/heart area is a special energy core capable of powering electronics at a rate faster than anything made-man could ever hope to achieve. As a kid, Tucker would tinker away in his family’s garage on a suit that would harness his power to the fullest extent and lead a new era of support tech in the hero world.
Valerie
Hero name: Red Huntress
Quirk: Electromagnetism (Someone I’ve been trying to find their post on my blog had posted this idea and I fell in love with it ever since)
She’s like Static Shock but with a dash of magenta/ruby lasers she can create through focusing her electromagnetism through her finger tips. She is an expert with her quirk and has the best handle of her quirk than most of her peers. She is the most frequent visitor in the support equipment workshop next to Tucker, Poindexter and Danny. It’s how she built the hoverboard she has in the show that utilizes her electromagnetic abilities for both offensive and defensive maneuvers. (Also, I enjoy the idea that Bullet is Val’s uncle on her mom’s side and is her biggest supporter alongside her dad, Damien Gray).
Jazz 
Quirk: Serenity 
Helps calm individuals and give them a sense of safety/security when they’re around her in a 10 feet radius. Though, anyone out of range cannot be affected by her quirk and she needs to be conscious in order to use it.
She planned on becoming a pro hero but felt her powers were best suited for her dream profession as a psychologist. She has used her quirk a lot when Danny was overwhelmed with his studies prior to UA. Course, a phone call and sibling chat over the phone certainly does the job for Danny now when it comes to preparing material for exams. (Course, its up to you guys to decide)
Dash
Hero name: Rager
Quirk: Strength Magnification
Improves his physique and stamina by a large percentage for a set amount of time. Needs to be careful of how much/long he magnifies his body or else his body will become immensely sore. 
Kwan
Hero name: Rallier 
Quirk: Team Rally (50/50)
Able to duplicate himself 3-4 times while being able to power-up allies’ quirks or stamina with a rally chant to help the team. The more duplicates there are the rally effect multiplies/stacks on the individual but it can lead to dangerous outcomes for their quirk output. 
Kwan is the class representative for 1-A, he’s the best at the job and was more than thrilled to be the one leading his class in more ways than one.  
Paulina
Hero name: Enchantress
Quirk: Charm
If the opponent is flustered by her taunts or flirting, their vision will become altered and start seeing things that are not there. It works better on men than women and the opponent can snap out of it with enough willpower or if they’re not interested in her.
Star
Hero name: Ms. Meteorite
Quirk: Comet
Similar to Gran Torino’s Jet quirk except faster and she can create an explosive impact on where she lands. Similar to a meteorite landing on earth, she also learns to use this as a long distance move by punching fast enough as she descends to create wind pressure punches.
Poindexter
Hero name: Tex (like in Tex Avery; Danny gave him the idea!) 
Quirk: Slapstick
His appearance is black and white just like an old timey cartoon character as well as having the durability and cartoon powers of one. However, his quirk can only work as long as what he does with it is funny in the circumstance it’s used for. Sort of like “Who Framed Roger Rabbit” rules in a sense. 
Sidney is part of Class 1-A just saying, I don’t care, this is Poindexter’s time to shine here to be the coolest/funniest person in the class. Also, Tucker’s most loyal friend/tester for new support items. 
Wes Weston
Hero name: Vigilance
Quirk: Deduction
He is able to deduct people’s identities to flaws/weak points for him to use against them and  exploit against problems. 
Class 1-B Representative and the most annoying/terrifying person that Danny has dealt with in his life. He was able to figure out that Danny’s quirk is not his own or more so that it's not natural and takes every opportunity to state this regardless if anyone is listening or not. 
Amber Mclain
Hero Name: Ember
Quirk: Fiery voice (50/50)
Her quirk uses the vibrations in her sining voice to conduct intense heat waves onto opponents or utilize to rumble the structures around here and even put out the flames from her quirk. Its like a combination of Present Mic and Endevours quirk but it leaves her with a strained or inflamed vocal cords with overuse. 
Third year student or an upcoming rock star that has certainly gain huge popularity after her song “Remember” was a nationwide hit amongst the younger generation. She’s striving to be the top hero while making her next hit to become the 1# song on the listings. 
Dani
Hero name: Phantwo (lol jk; unsure what her name would be)
Quirk: Poltergeist 
Similar to Danny’s quirk “Ghost”, except she has the additional ability to melt herself to a slimy puddle and use her ectoplasmic slime to trap or surprise opponents.
Clockwork
Hero Name: Clockwork
Quirk: Time Keeper
Clockwork’s quirk allows him to stop time for 5 to 15 minutes and be able to rewind it in the same amount of time. It can be one to multiple objects as long as he touches them in order to interact with them.
Principle of UA in this au. He’s quite a reserved man but still manages to visit and congregate with students throughout the school during lunch period. 
Flynn Fenton/Flynn Walker
Hero Name: The Green Knight
Quirk: Mineralization 
His quirk allows him to manipulate the minerals and inorganic materials in the atmosphere to create into crystalized constructs that are almost stronger than diamond. Luckily, the crystals have no value so he doesn’t have to worry about that aspect of his quirk. He does have to worry about his skin becoming dried out as a result of his quirk usage. 
Flynn is a third year student that loves to check up on his cousin, Danny, any chance he gets bc of the amount of work he does with his internships.
James Walker (or James W. Hausermann)
Hero name: Warden Wraith
Quirk: Plasma Apparatus
His quirk ionizes the electrolytes in the blood system into plasma. His entire body is composed of plasma giving him his skeletal appearance. He can create plasma chains, teleport from point A to B and more as long as he focuses and has enough energy at use. Course, he can have minor to severe dehydration and imbalance in his electrolyte levels from overuse. 
Occupation: CEO of an infrastructure security company/Provisional License Examiner just like Gang Orca.The ghost prison guards become his backup/helpers for the exam phases. (They’re just trained stuntmen with combat or military experience for the occasion).
Also, I like to think Walker has kids in this au who are in the Class 1-A group; they’re not hard to spot they take after their father with their skeletal complexion. 
Skulker
Villain name: Quirk Hunter
Quirk: Tracker
The moment Skulker makes eye contact with his target he will be able to hunt them down and find them anywhere no matter how good they are at covering their tracks. He can lock on to only one target, but he will be able to know their heart beat, quirk, be able to place a tracking/scent line that only he can see and will lead him to his target’s location. It lasts for over a day or a half.
Occupation: Skulker is known for capturing, info-detailing or “retiring” newcomer pros or specific quirk users for his clients that pay him handsomely for their targets, dead or alive. Thanks to Vlad, Danny was strictly intended to be captured alive by Skulker but sometimes he gets too thrilled by the hunt to not have a memento. Trust me, it's more of a dangerous 
Nicolai Technus 
Villain Name: Technus 
Quirk: Technopathy
A genius in his own right, even if he’s a little crazy, with the best ability possible for a man of science and innovation. As long as he knows the makeup and attributes of the machine, Technus is able to completely repurpose or change a machine’s qualities for offensive and defensive qualities. Whenever that be for a mech suit or hacking a high tech system for entry, he’s able to do it as long as he knows what it is and how it functions. An example is repurposing a slot machine into a submachine gun that shoots coins at the target. 
Vlad Masters
Name: Vlad Plasmius
Quirk: Vampire
Can do anything a vampire can supposedly do. However, he was able to manifest an additional aspect of this quirk which is the ability to copy any quirk users ability. Based on the type of blood he ingests decides the amount of time he can use the copied quirk for.
Occupation: CEO of his own hero firm, he is extremely selective with the interns he has that there is a major waitlist to be even consider for Masters Inc. Course, imagine the surprise Danny must of felt when he received an offer from Vlad right off the bat after the Sports festival. 
Bruce Guiles (Bullet)
Hero Name: Bullet 
Quirk: Sphyraena or Chimera Fish
Able to do anything a barracuda can do or the quirk is a 50/50 mutant quirk in which he has both the traits of a barracuda, Chimaeras and a touch of piranha from his parents being of one of these fish species hence Chimera. Bullet can do anything those fish can do overall but he can’t go too long without hydration from water. Water quality and its oxygen content also affect his abilities by a noticeable percentage but he still remains quite formidable as a quirk user.
Occupation: Captain of a coast guard team, he’s a strict military man with an amazing record of saving people from any disasters both on land and sea. Him and Walker are best buddies ever since they went to school together. 
Vortex
Hero Name: Vortex
Quirk: Storm Warning
Vortex can utilize any variation of a natural disaster depending on the environment he’s in. Hurricanes, tornadoes, thunderstorms, you name it he can create it for his use. However, despite his amazing control over his quirk it is still possible for him to create these disasters if he lost control or magnify another pre-existing one if he loses focus. 
Occupation: Storm-chaser/Forecaster; His control and knowledge in combating/predicting these natural disasters has led to him to be part of a storm chasing crew and they’re the best in helping disaster prevention teams evacuate citizens as a result.
Petra Eris
Hero name: Pandora
Quirk: Butterfly Effect
Can manipulate or prevent a chaotic event to happen if she was in proximity and present to prevent it to happen. Or even give a little chaos to the opponent to deal with during battle. 
One of the top ten heroes and most beloved heroes in the country. She is the best strategist in any team and has a way to predict any event before they happen given the necessity of it for her quirk to work in her favor. 
Johnny 
Vigilante name: Johnny 13
Quirk: Unlucky
Johnny manifests his bad luck into a shadow that will latch onto opponents and cause unfortunate events to occur more for that individual as a result. However, the shadow cannot exist in complete sunlight; it can only remain if there are already shadows in his general area or it’s nighttime and its effects are strongest at that time obviously.
Occupation: Johnny is the leader of a biker gang or de-facto leader of said biker gang who loves to raise hell and helping folks that need saving whenever he’s around or is up to the task. Kitty tags along with him to help him out of jams and bc she loves him. :3
Kitty
Vigilante name: Kitty
Quirk: Lovesick
Kitty sends a smooch towards her opponent which if it makes contact causes the individual to have nausea or become disoriented for around 10 minutes. It can also have a chance of lasting longer if the individual was sort of infatuated with her regardless of gender. 
Pariah Dark
Villain name: King Pariah
Quirk: Ultimate Adaptation 
Similar to all for one except with the unpredictability for both the user and opponents. Pariah can manifest any type of quirk needed to defeat anyone that stands in his way both one-on-one and in groups. Course, drawbacks are the learning curve to some of the quirks and that multiple adaptions he utilizes at once will destroy his cells in the process. 
Pariah is a former follower of all for one who had unique quirk that All for one augmented to help him succeed if both Shigaraki and Tomura failed in their own conquest for the world. But now Pariah has his own plans to succeed where they failed and become the leader who shapes a new world order with an iron fist. 
Frederick Kingsmen
Villain/vigilante name: Fright Knight
Quirk: Burning Energy Infusion
Able to form/infuse objects with his own burning energy life force that is capable of burning or slicing through any in his sight. The sweat he gives off is what provides the material needed to ignite his unnatural flames despite it causing his body to overheat still. 
Fright Knight is Pariah’s second-in-command with a loyalty to him as strong as his control over his power. Fright Knight has faced many pro-heros as he carried out the smaller phases of Pariah’s plans and most of them barely came close towards defeating or leaving as much as  scratch on the knight. 
Rodolfo Gonzalo  
Hero name: Wulf
Quirk: Werewolf + Portal creation (50/50?)
Can do anything a werewolf can supposedly do; somehow it allows him to create portals with his claws to locations he has marked with them or visited in the past. 
Wulf was abducted on by Pariah’s forces and sent into the Nomu labs for experimentation to force on another quirk and instill complete allegiance to their cause. Course, Wulf broke free as a result of that new additional quirk allowing him to escape their clutches and his previous one helping him survive the endeavor. However, he lost his memories in the process and could only remember his native language, Spanish, and his hero name Wulf. 
Overgrown
Villain/vigilante Name: Overgrown
Quirk: Plant Manipulation
Can manipulate any pre-existing plant matter or create new vegetation if water and soil is present for the process or he understand the biological makeup of the plant in question. 
Occupation: Pro-hero or eco-terrorist who is tired of humanity from abusing the environment from quirk battles to industries using the land for their own benefits and none others.
That’s all I have for now! I hope this was worth the wait, guys. As well as, inspire ideas for your takes with a DP x BNHA Crossover! 
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Babylon (l.h)
End Up Here -Part 5
Pairing: Luke Hemmings x 5sos! Fem! Reader
Summary: A lot has happened and too many things were left unsaid. Even after a month they still find ways to be in each others mind.
Warnings: Angst and smut. Mentions of vioence, physical abuse, mental abuse, sexual abuse, harassment, cheating, fighting, sexism, frustrations, alcohol. Language and some grammatical errors (English is not my first language, I’m sorry)
Word count : 10.1 k
Author’s Note: I cried a lot writing this, so I’m sorry. Final Part coming up March 16th! Remember that Reblogs, Feedback, Comments and Likes are very important! You have no idea how much they help me ❤️ Hope you like it and Happy Reading 🦋🌻✨
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“OUT OF CONTROL: Singer Y/N L/N seeing partying once again after the concert. L/N was last seen with a crowd of people, none of which were her bandmates” 
“Sensitive, are we? On their last concert, Y/N L/N from the band 5 Seconds of Summer was caught running away from the stage mid-show, leaving her poor bandmates Calum Hood and Michael Clifford to finish the song for her. L/N came back minutes later to finish the show. Videos show the singer crying along to the love songs” 
“5SOS BREAKING UP? SINGER Y/N L/N GOING M.I.A ON BAND’S SOCIAL MEDIA LEAVES FANS CONFUSED AND WORRIED” 
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“Y/N?!” Ashton kept banging at the door. His patience ran thin as the girl refused to answer “Y/N! C’mon!” 
“She’s still not answering?” A voice called behind him. 
Calum and Michael were already dressed up, ready for another day of interviews in a foreign language. Ashton assumed that the girls were already downstairs waiting for them. 
The older man shook his head, frustration clear on his face as he kept banging on the door like it was his drums. 
“Y/N, I will break down the door if you don’t open it!” 
It wasn’t an empty promise. They could pay the hotel after but he’d be damned if something happens to Y/N. 
She hasn’t been herself since Luke left. When they came back from doing promo that day they were met with the news of him leaving. Y/N didn’t leave her room that whole day. 
They were mad, furious even, with Luke. All the things they warned him about were thrown down the drain. They told them not to believe the media and to talk to Y/N but he did none of those things, he only made it worse for all of them, especially the girl who was now spending half the tour absent-minded over heartbreak. 
She told them several times that she was fine “I asked him to leave” She would say. But they know better than to believe her right away when she says those stuff, not after that night when she told them the truth about Madden. They swore never to make that mistake again, but history was repeating itself! Only this time it was ten times worse. 
Y/N would go out every night after the show, no matter in which part of the world they found themselves in. She was determined to drown herself in alcohol rather than self-pity. They tried to spot her several times but she wouldn’t listen, so they agreed that at least one of them would accompany her whenever she went out just to make sure that she is safe and that she doesn’t go too far. 
Last night, however, it was Michael’s turn but Beth felt sick so he couldn't go. He texted Calum, but he was already asleep so he didn’t see the message. Ashton was out with Dani for a date night and when he came back he found Michael in the lobby asking for some medicine for Beth’s stomach and when Calum answered their call with a sleepy voice they realized that Y/N was alone. 
And now she wouldn’t answer the door. 
“Y/N, I swear to God!”
“Why do you gotta bring the lord into this?” 
The three men turned around and found Y/N standing next to them. Her hair was messy and her makeup was smudged, but his eyes remained empty as she looked at them quizzically. 
“Were you already downstairs this whole time?!” Ashton asked, raising his voice. Y/N cringed as she shushed him.
“Ugh, could you talk any louder? My head is killing me”
Calum looked at his friend up and down, realizing what was happening “You just came back, didn’t you?”
All three of them turned their heads to her, unable to believe what was in front of them. This wasn’t the Y/N they knew. She was never like this, ever. 
Y/N rolled her eyes at the sad, angry, and pitiful looks of her friends. She didn’t need to answer what was obvious. 
“Where were you all this time?” Michael asked “We were worried sick” 
“Wow, thanks dad,” She said with sarcasm, walking towards her door as she tried to find her key somewhere along with her pockets “I was at the bar. Did you know they open 24 hs? There’s no such thing as the last call here! I love this country” 
She let out a little squeal of joy when she finally found her key, pushing Ashton out of the way with the side of her body as she inserted it on the lock. 
“We have an interview in 30 minutes!” He reminded her.
“Yeah, your girl told me that downstairs” She answered before she started to close the door “Have fun with that” 
But before she could close it completely, Ashton’s foot got in the way.
“You can’t keep doing this, Y/N,” He said with a serious tone, ignoring the pain of the door hitting his foot, still trying to close on him. 
Y/N pushed a little harder “I want to sleep, Ashton. Good night” 
“No! Goddammit, Y/N. This has gone too far!” 
She opened the door, making Ashton trip, and almost fell to the floor in front of her. She was beyond pissed as she began to talk.
“No! Everything has already gone too far, I’m just catching up!” She spat loudly, making the boys look at her in surprise “Madden went too far, the media went too far, the industry went too far and Luke went too far. And I let them crash into me like I’m just a bystander, waiting to pick up the pieces they left of me! So excuse me for finally doing whatever they thought I did. Forgive me for catching up to this fucked up world and finally live up to their false expectations! But I’m not allowed to break down, not right now and probably not ever! So I will keep running. Maybe that way, if I catch up, they’ll leave me the fuck alone” Her eyes filled with tears as she spoke, but she will not cry in front of them. Not anymore “So, good fucking night” 
Ashton closed his eyes when he felt the wind of the door slamming inches away from his face. He raised his hand to knock again, but soon he let it fall with a sigh. 
He turned around to face the guys and they all had the same hurt expression, not because she hurt them, but because she was hurting herself. They all thought she was doing it unconsciously, but now it was rather obvious that she knew exactly what she was doing. 
Y/N is destroying herself because there’s almost nothing left of her. So she’s speeding up the process. 
“We can’t leave her like that” Michael said in a whisper, none of them were looking at the door right now, all their eyes were set on the floor as they contemplated their options.
“Well, she doesn’t want to see us. That’s for fucking sure” Calum murmured. 
The three men stood in silence in the hallway. Breathing heavily from time to time as their minds tried to find a way to reach out to Y/N before it was too late. 
“We have to do something” Michael broke the silence again, fidgeting with his fingers as he met the worried eyes of his two best friends “The fans are already saying that she’s going to leave the band and-“
“No,” Ashton interrupted him, clenching his jaw as the headlines of the articles ran through his mind “We are not letting that happen” 
“But what if she wants to?”
“Then that’s not our Y/N/N,” He said “And I refuse to lose her this way or in any way, for that matter”
After a few minutes, it was clear that Y/N was not coming out of her room any time soon. So the boys had to get downstairs to get to the interviews, already thinking about excuses to justify her absence once again. 
They wanted to stay with her, but management was already being too hard on them as it is, and they didn’t want Y/N to pay the consequences if they didn’t show up to at least one promo interview. So they had no choice but to leave her alone in her room. 
Once the elevator doors opened, the three of them were met with the worried eyes of their girlfriends who quickly met up with them halfway. 
“How is she doing? She didn’t speak to us when she came through the doors” Bethany explained as she stood next to Michael, grabbing his hand in comfort.
Ashton just shook his head.
“We talked,” Kat said with a sigh “We decided that we are staying here with her” 
“What?”
“You’ll be fine in the interviews without us, but she needs someone. Even if we just wait for her in the lobby all day. Someone needs to check up on her” Kat continued. 
“She’s lonely,” Danielle followed, “Even if she doesn’t want to admit it. She’s hurting too much for words to even describe” 
The boys knew they were right. Even if Y/N doesn’t want to, they will still be there for her every step of the way. They were not going to leave her to drown. 
“Thank you,” Ashton said, truthfully “But there’s gotta be something else we could do for her… just standing by and keeping an eye on her while she wastes away is just…” 
He couldn’t finish the sentence, he didn’t need to. They all knew what he was referring to; that damn feeling of helplessness and hopelessness. 
“We’ll figure something out,” Calum said confidently “We are not going to give up on her”
*
There was nothing much to do back in L.A. as Luke found out when he stepped out of the plane almost a month ago. His life has completely changed since he met her and now… Now she was gone and he was left with nothing.
It was his own fault, that’s what he reminded himself every single day since the morning Y/N asked him to leave. He acted on emotions rather than with reason, angry with the world that allowed him to get close to her just to rip her out of his hands the moment he realized his mistakes. He should’ve listened, should’ve fought, should’ve stayed. He should’ve done a lot of things and now he doesn’t even have the chance to fix it. 
He hasn’t checked anything about Y/N since he came back. No articles, no tweets, no posts… nothing. He feels as if he didn’t have the right anymore. He never had the right to do it from the beginning, not without letting them fill his brains with lies that eventually left him in pieces.
How could he? How could he let all those things get to him? Everyone told him to ignore them, not to believe the lies that were written for the clicks and the gossip. He knew the truth, he lived with it, and yet, he had turned on her the second it had become too much. 
Y/N was a private person and Luke could never understand why. Why if she was so private with her life did every news article write about her? They were all lies. And if he had at least an ounce of decency he would’ve realized that sooner and stand by her side instead of siding with the media. Yet, those thoughts were sticking with him at the back of his head, haunting him even in his sleep. 
How easy it was for him to turn away from her. How easy it was for him to leave her. But how hard it was to ignore the love he feels for her, knowing that she won’t take him back and with good reason. Y/N deserves better, in every way, shape, or form. She was such a bright light in such a dark world, and he just hopes she will be strong enough to see it someday, even if he’s not by her side anymore.
God, he was just a fucking idiot. 
And now, as he walked past the coffee shop where they first met while he fought the urge to cry again, he was willing to beat himself up for it. For losing the only person he cared about just because he wasn’t brave enough to fight for her as he should’ve. There wasn’t anything that didn’t remind him of Y/N, nothing he could do to shake the self-inflicted pain he caused, so he thought better than to let it consume him. 
Luke sat on an empty bench near the campus, his classes didn’t start until a month from today but he longed for some kind of distraction. Once he settled, he took out his notebook and started writing. He doesn’t write about love anymore, rather he wrote about the loss of it while still mourning it fresh on the flesh. Finally understanding what Ashton meant when he said that heartbreak breaks you, and, for a moment, he thought about how she might feel at this moment; if she, at least once, thought of him with something wasn’t hate.
He spent hours sitting outdoors, writing as if his time were to end at any moment. He wrote letters of forgiveness, poems of grief, and free thoughts of the guilt he was feeling. He didn’t mention her, but they were all about and for her. For his Y/N who was now a world away and who he will not call his ever again. 
It must’ve been late when his phone started to ring; the streetlights were starting to lit up the pavement as the sun started to set, leaving soft shades of pink and purple to cover up the sky. He didn’t know the number, so he let it ring thinking it might be just one company trying to sell him something he didn’t need. 
But the unknown caller was relentless; calling and calling until Luke decided to answer after the fourth time. 
“Hello?” He said, annoyed by the interruption. He didn’t want to talk to anyone; not like he had anyone to talk to, after all. 
“You fucker” The voice at the other end said. Luke froze when he recognized it. 
“A-Ashton?” 
“Were you expecting the fucking queen?” He sounded angry and even through the phone he left Luke completely intimidated as he sunk into his seat. 
“How - Whose number is this?” Luke asked, knowing he had all their numbers saved in his phone. 
“Would you have answered if you saw my name on the screen?” He wouldn’t, they both know it. But at the same time…
“Why are you calling me?” He finally muttered, his head wrapped around the only reason Ashton, out of all people, would be calling him. He knew it was not to catch up “Is Y/N okay?! Did something happen to her?!” 
Something must be terribly wrong if Ashton was calling him. That man was very protective over his best friend and Luke was sure he would’ve killed him if he found him the day where he yelled at her, knowing that Y/N must’ve told him everything. He knew Y/N was not going to forgive him and neither will the boys for that matter. That day he lost more than just his girl. 
Ashton laughed without any kind of humor “No, she’s not. Of course, she’s not! You happened to her, mate. I don’t know what the fuck you did but she hasn’t been the same since you left.” 
Luke’s eyes widened “She didn’t tell you?” 
If he thought about it, it really wasn’t that surprising. Y/N never talked about her problems with him, but the boys always knew everything, them being the only people she knew she could trust with her whole heart. Luke had always been jealous of that, but once he found out the truth of why she kept some things for herself he understood why she could only trust her bandmates with it. He immediately thought that she would tell them everything, every word he said and the hateful words he wrote, but she didn’t and that could not mean anything good. 
“She told us enough. That you believed the lies of her and Madden and didn’t let her explain before you lashed out and she asked you to leave. Not a single detail about it, only that you were gone and were not coming back. I guess she didn’t want us to kick your ass, but Luke, you better be certain that-”
“I know!” Luke said with a sigh “I deserve it” 
“Dude, what the fuck did you do to her?” 
How could he tell him? How could he mutter the courage to tell one of his best friends how he absolutely fucked up? Ashton would hate him, with every reason in the world he should hate him. Luke just hoped that he didn’t. 
He, Calum, and Michael were the only friends he knew since he met Y/N. They took him in, welcomed him into the group with gritted teeth with the only condition to never hurt their friend. And after a year of being friends, he broke not only Y/N’s trust but theirs as well. And the fact that Y/N didn’t tell them what he’d done seemed cruel because now he had to. Breaking more hearts than their own. 
“I fucked up, Ash” Luke muttered, rubbing his eyes with his fingertips as he crouched forward on the bench and placing his elbows on the top of his thighs, getting ready to face the consequences of his actions “I fucked up badly. I was just- You saw those articles, you saw those tweets and those photos. She never talked about him so I thought… What was I supposed to think? She had a reputation, and with the way, she acted the night before it all made sense to me. So I snapped”
“Luke, I swear to GOD if you touched her-”
“NO! God no, I would never!” Luke quickly stated, horrified at the thought of ever hitting her. He was not like that. He would never be like that “But the things I said to her… fuck, Ash. I threw everything in her face, called her a whore and a cheater without giving her a chance to explain herself. I was so fucking angry and she didn’t say a word. She took all of it in silence and I kept going, even when she begged me to stop I kept going... I didn’t know. You must know that I didn’t know what happened to her or her past with Madden. If I knew then I would’ve never-” 
“But you did” 
Ashton's words were simple, but they cut deeper than a knife through Luke’s heart. He never heard him sound so disappointed and angry. It reminded him of her and the last words she said to him.
“Luke, this girl has been through so much and you still went and dragged her through the mud just to hurt her”
“I didn’t want to-”
“Don’t fucking interrupt me” Ashton barked into the phone “You did. She gave you everything she could give and you threw it on her face like it was nothing without a chance to explain herself. And it’s not like she could run off, turn off her comments and go back to a normal life! I have never seen Y/N so broken since-” He stopped “What did she tell you?” 
Luke knew he was referring to Madden. He remembers her face covered in tears, lips trembling and body shaking as she told him what happened in that relationship. He finally saw the hurt and scars that covered her soul. 
“She told me what she could” 
Ashton sighed “Then you must know that she would never go back to him,” He said, Luke could tell by his voice that he was hurting, too “He met her at a concert in our second world tour as a solo act. He is the son of a very famous producer and they hit it off right away. We didn’t know exactly when things turned for the worse, but we knew something was happening. She would cover herself more, never hanging out with us unless he was present, she wouldn’t eat in front of him or talk to any of us directly unless it was something about work and that still pissed him off. We all heard the rumors of him cheating on her, but she always dismissed them saying that he loved her and he would never do that. I still wonder what other things we didn’t know that she’s still processing.
It wasn’t until the night he almost killed her that we understood the severity of it. She came by my house while I and the others were hanging out. She was bleeding all over herself, her face was covered in blood just as her shirt and pants. It was terrifying; I don’t remember ever driving that far to the hospital, paying the nurses to keep quiet because she kept asking to keep it a secret. That bastard broke her nose and one of her ribs. She had bruises on her arms, stomach, eye, inner thighs, and legs and a cut over her eyebrow. She lost a lot of blood on her way to my house so Calum had to donate some of his because she needed a transfusion. She stayed in the hospital overnight; the next morning we filed a restraining order against Madden and she moved in with me that same day, promising herself and to us that she would never let someone do that again to her. We promise we would never let anything happen to her from that moment on” 
Luke was shedding silent tears at Ashton’s story, all the things he imagined happened to her didn’t compare to the reality she suffered. And he only made it worse. 
“She was never the same after that” Ashton continued “Until you came into the picture” 
Ashton could hear Luke crying over the phone, his sniffs had given him away. But he knew he needed to hear this; he needed to know. 
“We didn’t want you to get close to her, afraid you might hurt her the same way Madden did, but she insisted that you were different, that you were a good guy. And against our better judgment, we believed her. We never expected that little by little, we would get our Y/N/N back. She was smiling again, laughing and singing songs about the love we never thought she’d be able to sing again. It was so obvious that she loved you that we couldn't do anything about it but be happy for her, you brought her back to us. 
I guess Madden saw that and didn’t like it, that’s why he came to see her that night. We don’t know much about what happened there or what he said to her, but she was shaking when she came back. All she said was that he cornered her, threatened her and called the paparazzi that worked for his father to take pictures of them, and since we were not in America, there was nothing the restraining order to do to help her”
“He did what?!” Luke shouted at the phone, fuming over the fact that that fucker decided to get close to her when she was vulnerable. He promised that if he ever saw him he’d kill him. 
“Now you care about what happened?” Ashton asked in return, frustration lacing his voice at Luke’s sudden feeling of protection “Luke, she called you over ten times that day as she was breaking down in the green room. She asked us all if we could get ahold of you because the driver came back without you. She was so fucking scared and you weren’t there when she needed you by her side. So don’t you fucking dare get offended right now. It already happened and you weren’t there” 
Ashton was right. Luke had no right to be furious at the moment, given that he was the one who abandoned her deliberately when he saw the pictures of her and her abuser. He had the excuse of ignorance, but that wasn’t enough. It never has, not it ever will be, because his girlfriend needed him at the time and he left her alone. 
He cried into the phone, not caring if Ashton could listen or not. He was so fucking angry at himself, at Madden, at the world… He was supposed to protect her, he said he would and then he gave the final punch. He failed her because of his insecurities. 
“I’m sorry” He cried, but Ashton was having none of that. 
“I’m not the one you should be apologizing for”
“She doesn’t want to-”
“Listen to me you shit” Ashton hissed into the phone “I don’t care what you think she wants. She is destroying herself over the fact that the last person she thought would hurt her left her because he chose to believe the lies of the media over his own girlfriend”
Luke’s heart broke all over again “She’s what?” 
“Oh my god, how dense are you, dude? Now you decide to ignore the gossip?! She’s been going out all night, drinking herself to death and refusing help from any of us. She is slowly killing herself by killing her soul” He sounded worried, scared even, as he muttered the last words “We are losing her” 
“Wh-what can I do?” Luke asked helplessly. Not being able to bear the thought of Y/N being gone. 
“We booked you a flight. Figure it out and don’t make us regret it” 
*
“Forgetting the lyrics again? Y/N L/N surely knows how to displease an audience”
“Y/N L/N MISSES YET ANOTHER INTERVIEW AFTER PAPARAZZI CAUGHT HER AT A PARTY THE NIGHT BEFORE”
“What is going on with YN?” 
*
He arrived late to the hotel, having his flight delayed for a few hours, and the boys were already waiting for him in the lobby. Luke took a deep breath as he spotted them from afar, they were talking among them, concerned looks covering their expressions as they looked through their phone. 
Luke walked up to them, mustering enough courage to say “Hi,” 
The three men turned towards the blonde, Calum quickly walking up to him and punching him in the face, caught Luke by surprise as he backed up holding his nose and looking at Calum with widened, surprised eyes. 
“That’s for hurting my best friend, you asshole!” He said, making the other guests look in their direction. 
Luke hissed as he made sure he wasn’t bleeding “Thank you. I deserved that” He said, blinking twice “But to be honest I was expecting Ashton to deliver the blow” 
“Calum won at rock, paper, scissors” Ashton shrugged “But that doesn’t mean you’re off the hook. We still need to have a serious talk and I might punch you there” 
Luke nodded, understanding that he did not only fail Y/N, but he also failed them. He promised them that he would take care of their best friend and they believed him. They even helped them get together and served as trust advisers for Luke about what it means to date a celebrity and yet he ignored every single one of them. 
He might never get their trust back, but now they needed to focus on other things more important than that.
“Where is she?” He asked. 
“Out,” Michael answered “The girls went with her. We don’t want her to be alone when she’s drunk” 
They started walking towards the door, getting into the car that would take them to Y/N and the rest of the girls. “Do you know what you will say to her when you see her?” Calum asked. 
“No,” Luke answered honestly “I guess I’ll know then”
“And you better not fuck it up again, Hemmings, or I swear it’s going to be the last thing you do” 
*
The dance floor was crowded. People were dancing one against the other as the beats of the songs reverberated all over their bodies and started the flame of having just one night of fun. Among them it was Y/N, dancing in the corner with her friends and ignoring their concerned eyes as she moved freely thanks to the alcohol that was cursing through her veins. She knew she had to wake up soon, but she just wanted to keep living this dream every night instead of facing the nightmares that would come in the morning.
She missed how easy everything was before that night when the nightmare started. When she couldn’t find Luke in the crowd of their concert nor their bedroom late at night. Now she doesn’t even want to go to sleep, knowing that she won’t find him there ever again, all because she asked him to leave. 
But he wanted to leave, even before she asked him he was already getting his stuff to leave her “cheating ass”, writing words that describe their relationship as toxic. Is that what it was? Were they toxic or just scared? She couldn’t tell the difference anymore, not after spending night after night trying to erase those words out of her mind, but they were already scared forever in her skin. She promised herself she would carry them as a battle wound, as proof that no matter what you do, you could never win when the whole world seems against you even when you have done nothing wrong… Unlike now. 
She knew what she was doing, she knew she was disappointing a lot of people. She was disappointed in herself, too, but she couldn’t stop. The world was finally telling truths about her and it felt nice to at least have that. They denied her the truths for so long, feeding everyone lies that they would believe without hesitation or her explanation, just like Luke did, and now she was finally acting like people supposed she had. Now, at least she had control over that. 
She wondered if Luke ever thinks about her. If he’s forgiven her for whatever he thinks she’s done or if he continues to read the articles and rejoice in the fact that he was right, even when he wasn’t, he was right. Maybe he’d be proud? 
“Darling, are you alright?” She heard Bethany shout over the music. All the girls were looking at her. She didn’t realize she stopped dancing. 
However, she just nodded “I’m going to get more drinks!” She said, faking a smile even though the girls could tell that she was crying. But she was so far out she couldn’t even feel the tears that rolled down her cheek.
Y/N gripped the marble countertop of the bar, trying to hold herself steady. She was thinking again, she didn’t want to think anymore. She ordered two shots of tequila and drowned them down before asking for two more. But before she could drown the fourth one, someone snatches the drink out of her hand.
“Heeey” She slurred “Don’t get between me and my- oh, hello!” She smiled happily at the stranger who took her drink from her “You look a lot like my ex-boyfriend” 
Luke’s eyes widened at the word. She has never called him her boyfriend in front of people before. He glanced behind her and saw Michael, Ashton, and Calum already standing next to their girls, nodding encouragingly at him. 
“Ex-boyfriend?” He asked, eyes meeting hers and noticing the glimmer of tears in them. But she kept on smiling and nodding before she started to pout.
“But shhhhh,” She said, laying her head on the counter, almost like she wanted to take a nap “It’s a secret. No one knows we’re together… or were together. They will never leave him alone if they find out”
“Who?” 
Y/N looked to the sides, almost as if making sure no one was listening before she leaned into him and whispered “The media,” Then she started to giggle “If they found out I have a boyfriend then they will want to know everything about him! And poor Luke wouldn’t be able to handle that, he shouldn’t go through that” 
Luke’s heart broke at the sight of the drunk girl sighing in the bar, holding her empty shot glass and sniffing every other word to stop the tears from falling.
“He doesn’t deserve that, the hate. He’s a good guy, a little shy and awkward, but he’s nice. But the media is cruel and a liar, and I don’t want him to feel baaaaad. How stupid it is that because I love someone they should get hated on, right? Hahaha, I just wanted to protect hiiiim, cause I love him sooo so much. I even protected him from my friends! You know?! I never told them what he did to me in case they wanted to keep their friendship going, Luke is a very shy guy and he loved them very muchhh, I couldn't take that from him"
“Even if he hurt you?” Luke’s words were careful and filled with pain. When the boys told him that she was getting drunk each night he never imagined her this far gone. He never imagined her this sad. 
Y/N shook his head “I deserved to get, hic, hurt” She said between hiccups “He said I was a cheating whore monster liar, b-b-but I don’t blame himmmm. I’m sad but at least he doesn’t have to deal with me anymore and this BULLSHIT” She yelled, throwing her hands up to the sky. But then she started crying, sobbing as she tumbled backward before Luke caught her.
Luke was trying to contain his own tears as she sobbed into his embrace “I just want to tell him that I’m sorry I couldn’t protect him from myself” She cried “I wanted to be happy with him but we are both sad and toxic for each other. That’s what he said in his poem. I-I-I just w-want him to be ha-happy” 
Luke cried as he held her, burying his face into her hair as both of their bodies trembled. Even when she had every right to hate him, she still wants to protect him. Something he should’ve done. 
“I’m so sorry, my love” He cried, making Y/N look at him with worried, tearful eyes.
“Oh, don’t cry, stranger,” She said as she cupped his face and wiped his tears “I’m sad but you should be happy!” 
“Why?” 
“C-cause you’re not me” 
Luke stared into her eyes, she was smiling while the tears kept falling. Even at her lowest, she tried to be strong for everyone around her, even the stranger she thought he was. He pressed his lips on a thin line and nodded, hugging her tighter as if he was trying to hold on to the last piece of her that didn’t show coldness to him before she remembers everything in the morning. At least he would hold her one more time. 
Y/N didn’t understand much of what was happening but she returned the hug with the same energy, letting the stranger cry into her shoulder as she rubbed his back with her fingertips, wondering what Luke was doing right now. She decided that she didn’t want to know. 
“I want to sleep,” She said after a minute of holding the man. 
Luke pulled away from her, wiping his tears as he nodded “Then let’s get you to bed, my love” 
She shook his head, pulling on his hand as he tried to walk them out of the club “But Luke won’t be there when I wake up” 
All the wind was knocked out of his lungs, did she want him there? “I’ll be there,” He said. 
“What?” 
“He’ll be there. I promise”
Luke gave one last look at the group. They were all staring at him with worried and hopeful eyes, actually surprised that this didn’t end badly just yet. Luke nodded at them and pulled Y/N with him, the rest of the guys followed him into the car as they made their way back to the hotel. 
Y/N slept all the way back, her head was placed in Luke’s shoulder as the blond kept staring at her, silent tears still dying on his cheek. The guilt was eating him alive; it was painful to see her this way, but at the same time he knew that she was at peace as she slept, letting the world fade for at least a few minutes before reality came crashing down.
When they reached the hotel, Luke carried her back into her room. He sat her down on the bed and started to take off her shoes as she lazily rubbed the tiredness from her eyes, suddenly waking up for a moment.
“Luke?” She asked. Luke raised his head and was met with her eyes already locked with his, a glaze of new tears adorned her pupils as she whispered “Am I dreaming right now?” 
“No,” He answered, voice as soft as hers as he got up and placed a kiss on the top of her head “No, you’re not, darling”
“Good. I always hate to wake up without you there” She said, looking over her shoulder to the empty side where Luke used to sleep. 
They both stayed quiet for the rest of the night. Luke took off her silk shirt and leather pants and helped her put on one of the big shirts she’s used to sleeping in. He wiped the makeup off her face and followed her nighttime routine without missing a step. When she was done, she curled up to her side and quickly fell into a deep slumber. 
Luke stared at the girl, his heart aching for her as he saw how fragile she looked while she slept. He thought about all the things she said that night, how he never considered her side of the story before. How he just assumed that she was hiding him because she didn’t want people to find out she was taken when in reality she didn’t want people to hurt him the way they hurt her. The way he hurt her.
Tears started to pick up in his eyes again. He hated to cry but there was nothing else he could do at the moment. Everything became too much too fast and he didn’t know if he could fix it. So all he could do was cry for the girl he loves and the girl he lost, not knowing if she would ever come back to him. 
“I’m sorry” He whispered in a quiet sob, getting into bed with her and holding her close “I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m sorry, my love” He kept murmuring into her hair until sleep claimed him as well. 
*
The next morning Y/N wakes up in her hotel bed but she doesn’t know how she got there. She looks to her side but the bed is empty, yet she finds an aspirin and a bottle of water in her nightstand. She wonders who was the poor soul that had to go with her last night to make sure she doesn't end up drunk in a ditch, at least they succeeded. 
Then she hears water running up in the bathroom and her heart sinks. Did she bring someone here last night? No, she wouldn’t do that. But she was very drunk… Oh my god, what did she do? 
Luke could hear her shuffling in the bed as he brushed his teeth. “It is now or never,” He thought, but he didn’t know what he would find behind the door. She didn’t know him yesterday, but today was another story and Luke’s heart shrank at the thought of Y/N hating him for coming back, even if it was to apologize to her. He was terrified, but he was tired of running away. 
As soon as he opened the door he was met with Y/N’s surprised gaze. The girl was quick to cover herself up, cheeks tinted red at the sight of her ex-boyfriend in her hotel room. She didn’t miss the flash of hurt that ran through his face when she did that. 
“Luke…” She said in one breath, suddenly feeling self-conscious by his presence “What are you- Did we-?” 
“No,” He answered quickly, stepping closer to the bed “No, we didn’t. You were drunk and I- You know I would never do that to you” 
“I thought we didn’t know each other…” 
Her words lingered in the air between them, creating a tension that could be cut with a knife. How fast did they become strangers when they used to know every single cardinal point of their bodies, every breath they took and what they meant, every sigh, every look… Now they were just two people in a room with so much to say but with no words coming out of either of their mouths.
Luke noticed how her eyes changed. While they were no longer filled with tears, they now laid emotionless in front of him, dull and empty as she stared at him. 
“I did this to her,” He thought “I took the light of her eyes. It’s my fault” 
She cleared her throat, breaking the silence as she spoke “Well, thank you for bringing me here last night. You can go now” She said, tearing her eyes away from him as she sat on her edge of the bed. 
Luke stood still “No,” 
“I’m asking you to leave” Y/N clarified, her voice growing stronger but still a bit sore. 
“And I’m telling you I’m not going” He responded, taking tentative steps towards her “Something I should’ve done all those weeks ago” 
He was standing in front of her in a matter of seconds; he crouched to meet her eyes but she quickly turned her face away “Y/N, please” He begged, his hand coming to rest on her cheek as his knuckles caressed her skin while the other one was placed on top of her hands, both intertwined with each other on top of her thighs “You could look at me yesterday, please don’t deny me at least that. Let me see you, my love” 
But Y/N didn’t move, her face stayed turned to the side with her hair covering most of it. She couldn’t look at him, she just couldn’t. It was too hard, too painful. Luke sighed.
“Okay, it’s okay. You don’t have to, but at least listen to me, yeah? I just- I need you to listen, Y/N, please” He pleaded, placing both hands on top of hers “Y/N, I love you” 
The knot in his throat became tighter as he noticed how the veins of her neck tensed and she started to grip her hands tighter. But she needed to hear this, and even though it hurt to see her like that, he continued. 
“I love you. I love you. I love you” He said, voice breaking at the end, impossible to fight that choking feeling in his throat “I loved you since the moment I saw you. You were all dressed up in Calum‘s clothes and you had a pen in your hair, and I thought you were the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen, but you were so nervous about trying to clean the coffee you spilled that you didn’t even notice I fell for you without knowing your name” He let out a tearful chuckle “I started to fall that day and I haven’t stopped, not even for a second. Y/N you are- You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I was an idiot for not seeing that. I don’t know what I have to do for you to forgive me, but I’ll do anything, my love. Anything to make it better. Cause I followed you blindly from the start, and I’m so sorry I let you down. I’m so, so fucking sorry that I let my insecurities come in our way. I love you, even then I never stopped loving you”
He could see how her chin started to tremble, she was trying to hold off the tears as much as him “I - I wish I could go back in time. I would’ve never said the things I said, I would’ve never doubted you or left without listening to what you had to say. I should’ve fought harder for you, but I was a coward. I still am, if I’m being honest, but I will not run away, Y/N. Not anymore. I know I will never deserve you, but I’ll do my best and try. Because you, my love, are the love of my life, the greatest love I have and - and I can’t -“ 
It became too much for him. He couldn’t say anything else without breaking down. But he wanted her to know how much she meant for him, how much he is willing to fight for her if she lets him. She needed to know how sorry he was and how much he still loves her. But the words got stuck in his throat. The poet was left speechless.
“Y/N you are so strong,” He finally said “So strong, my love. And I’m so fucking proud of everything you do, I always have and always will be” He brought her hands to his lips and started pressing kisses all over it while wetting them with his tears “I wish I could take back everything I said. All those words were said out of anger and jealousy, that is not how I see you at all. You are so beautiful, Y/N, inside and out. So kind, so smart, so giving… You are perfect. And I love you, I love you, I love yo-”
Suddenly his words were interrupted by her lips as she started kissing him. Y/N didn’t want to keep listening anymore so she did the only thing he could, the thing she wanted to do the most since she saw him come out of the bathroom. 
Their hands flew to cup each other’s cheeks, keeping their faces as close as they could, feeling how their tears became one as they started to deepen the kiss. They rocked back and forward with the intensity of their energies colliding once again, it was everything they needed and more. Suddenly, Luke got up from the floor and brought Y/N along with her, pressing her against the wall as their lips never left each other.
“I love you” He breathed into her lips before kissing her again and again and again, already getting lost in the feeling of euphoria she brought to him “I love you”
She kept crying as their lips met, savoring every word, every praise that came from his mouth, trying hard to hold on to them as she felt her breath become short “I missed you” She cried into the kiss, pulling away to see his face. 
Luke’s eyes were blown wide as he stared at her, their lips were pink as they tried to catch their breaths. He knocked his forehead against hers before kissing it lightly “Please, forgive me” He begged, holding her tight against his chest. 
“Luke,” She whispered as she tugged on his shirt, making him look back at her “Kiss me” 
He looked at her softly, his baby blue eyes saying more than he ever could as he caressed her cheek one more time before leaning down and trapping her lips with his. He had no rush because there was no other place he’d rather be, no other person he’d rather spend time with. Only her. Only his Y/N. 
Her hands traveled tentatively under his shirt, softly caressing the skin of his back and his stomach as she parted her lips to grant him more access and control. Luke’s hand that was not cupping her cheek rounded around her waist, bringing her body closer to him with the need of feeling her, all of her. 
“Y/N…” He groaned, tilting his head back when he felt her kiss along his jaw and neck.
“Please…” She murmured against his skin, sucking and kissing on the spot that she knew would make him shiver. 
Luke pressed her against the wall with his body completely covering hers. He grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her feet from the ground as she locked her legs around his waist. “Please,” She begged again, closing her lips around the shell of his ear and slightly biting into it. She could feel him getting hard as her hips moved forward, her core pressing against his hardening cock. She moaned softly into his ear  “Please, Luke. Please” 
The movement of her hips was all Luke needed to lose himself to her, thrusting right back at her and moaning at the friction of her soaked panties against his clothed erection. Her sound became more breathy and he knew she was getting close just by the friction alone, having spent too much time without this feeling. 
“Y/N…” Luke groaned into her after a particularly hard trust “I-”
“I know” She breathed “I need it too,” 
Without a second thought, Luke turned both of them around, still holding Y/N by the back of her thighs as he placed them back into the bed. Now it was his turn to kiss along her face, her lips, her neck… everywhere she would give him access to and would leave her breathing his name. His hands fidgeted with the hem of her shirt, taking it off completely in one swift move and occupying his hands by touching her breasts, massaging them softly as his lips closed against one of her nipples, tongue circling around the hard pebble until they were nice, erect and wet from his kiss only to do it again with the other one. 
Y/N was a whimpering mess under him, her fingers tangling in his hair as he sucked on her sweet spot, kissing down her body until his lips found her wet panties. He kissed over her clothes bundle of nerves, making her moan and begged for more as he swiftly hooked his long fingers at either side of her hips and pulled them down, kissing along her thighs up and down and up again only to finish tongue deep into her hole, lapping at her arousal and moaning against her at the taste of her. He always found her exquisite. 
Stars were playing behind her eyelids as she felt one finger inside her while Luke’s lips closed against her clit, sucking it lightly as he inserted another finger per her request, thrusting then inside and out as she chanted his name like a prayer when her walls clenched against them. 
Luke licked her clean as her fingers played with his hair, relishing this intimate moment as a precious memory for the future. When he pushed himself up he noticed that there were a new set of tears rolling down her cheeks “Are you okay, love?” He asked, “Did I hurt you?” 
She shook his head, looking up at him with teary eyes “I love you” 
His eyes soften at her words, hands caressing the side of her face as he leaned in without thinking, kissing her tears away with such care, never wanting to see them again.
“Luke…” She whispered, kissing his chin “Luke, make love to me” 
Blue eyes met Y/E/C, sharing all the love he had in them before leaning down again to trap her lips with his; tongues dancing together like it was the first time all over again where no other words were needed. 
Y/N helped him out of his shirt and shorts, pumping his cock in her hands as he moaned in her ear how good it felt before lining it up with her entrance, quiet gasps leaving each other’s mouths as they felt the familiar stretch when he bottomed out. 
Soft words and kisses were shared as Luke’s thrusts were slow and steady. It was silent, needy, passionate; it was everything they needed and more. Their hands explored the familiarity of their bodies, leaving faint marks as they enjoyed their shared pleasure.
“Please,” She begged against his lips, moaning as Luke started hitting her spot “Please, please, please, plea-” 
Her orgasm came over her like a wave and Luke was entranced with her face as it contorted in extasis, helping him reach his climax as he cum inside her, painting her walls as his thrusts became sloppy. 
They stayed like that for a while, kissing on top of each other as their bodies stayed connected in the most intimate way. But soon Luke had to get up, getting a wet cloth from the bathroom and cleaning her up, whispering sweet nothings to her as he did so. 
He climbed into the bed next to her, pulling her closer against his chest as his back rested against the headboard, drawing circles in the soft spot of her back and resting his chin on the top of her head. 
They must’ve fallen asleep after a while because when he opened his eyes again he felt Y/N crying into his chest.
“My love?” He asked, worry lacing his voice as he accommodated himself better so he could see her face. Y/N eyes were puffy and filled with tears as she struggled to contain a sob “What’s wrong?” 
Y/N sniffed, voice breaking as she asked “You love me?” 
Luke furrowed his eyebrows in confusion “What a stupid question,” He said as he started playing with your hair “Of course I love you” 
“But what else?” 
Her question confused him, even more, when he saw pure heartbreak spread along her face. 
“What else what?” 
“You love me and what else?” She repeated her question. 
“What else is there?” 
Luke’s answer made her lips tremble as a new set of tears filled her eyes. His heart fell to his stomach with her reaction, not knowing what he did to make her this upset “Baby, what’s wrong? Is love not enough?” 
Y/N shook her head as she took a deep breath, trying to find enough voice and courage to say what she needed. 
“I’m not perfect, Luke” 
“I know,” He said, bringing his fingers to caress your cheek but you shook your head.
“No, you don’t know” She stated, tears rolling down her cheek “You still see me as something out of your reach, as something you don’t deserve because you hold me to such standards that is impossible for me to live up to your expectations. I will let you down, even without wanting to, I will. And- a-and I don’t think I’ll be able to stand that look in your eyes once I do. I can’t go through that again” 
She cried softly for a while, trying to find the right words to say.
“Luke, I need you to listen to me very carefully and really think about what I’m asking for here, okay, love?” She said after collecting herself just enough. He nodded as he gave her his undivided attention “Luke, I love you. More than anyone in the world, I love you. I thought I would never say those words again but I can’t deny my feelings for you nor do I want to. I love you. But I also love my life” 
Luke’s eyes were fixed on her as she spoke, nodding along to what she was saying. She took another deep breath before continuing. 
“A life that is filled with concerts, traveling and recordings and parties and interviews… A life that I chose to follow my dreams and make them come true. A life I am not going to give up because it’s mine and I truly love it. But in this life, there are some bumps in the road. There will always be people trying to bring me down, sending hate to me and the ones I love, spreading rumors all around where sometimes you won’t be able to distinguish fiction from reality. With people trying to get to me, by flirting or abusing their power with threats. But I keep going, I deal with all of that because that’s just the way it is. I will go to an interview that might get twisted, I might go and get flirted on by a random stranger that works for publicity. I might have rumors of me dating people I haven’t even met! All of that without my consent or knowledge. But I agreed to this when I agreed to follow my dreams and I can’t help it when it happens and most of the time I can’t say anything about it even if it hurts. 
And when that happens I need to know that you will trust me. Because I cannot possibly ask you to leave your dreams to follow mine, meaning that we won’t be together all the time like we’re used to. And I need to know that you will trust me when I’m away from you”
Luke stayed quiet, his mind running a thousand miles per hour at her words. Could he trust her? When they were together on tour, and even at home in L.A, the rumors about Y/N were strong, so much so that he didn’t know if they were true or not. And even though he knew her, he still wasn’t sure. He doubted her, more times than not he did which ended up in him losing her until last night. He trusted her now, but…
“I don’t know,” He answered honestly, feeling like the weight of his shoulders was being lifted as he spoke “I don’t trust my mind, not when it’s about you. Not really. I trust you here, right now but I can’t promise that my insecurities won’t get in the way, changing that for the future. But I can try, I’ll do my best-”
“What if your best is not enough, Luke?” She asked, sucking the air out of both of them. 
“What?” He asked in return, voice small and soft. 
She sighed, blinking through the tears “What if- What if it’s not enough? You love me, but you don’t trust me. I love you, but I’m scared you’re going to run away every time you hear something about me that could tint the image of me you have in your mind. I’m scared of that Y/N because I’m not her and I might never be able to compete with her. I wish I could tell you that everything will change for the better, that love will be enough. But if we can’t see a future now…”
“There might not be a future at all” Luke finished for her. 
The truth hurt more than they could ever have imagined, but it was still the truth. Without trust, there is no love that could endure the passings of times, but they could try, couldn’t they? 
“What now?” He asked after a moment of silence. 
“Hold me?” 
Luke opened his arms and Y/N nested into them, setting her head upon his chest and letting his heartbeat be the melody of her heartbreak. “I love you” She whispered into his skin.
“I love you, too” 
“I might never stop loving you” 
“You don’t have to” 
She sighed “I know, that’s what scares me”
Luke nodded, even though she couldn't see him. He let his fingertips trace up and down her arms and back, serving as the only comfort he could give right now.
“Stay with me tonight?” She asked, tilting her head so she could look him in the eyes “Just one night the two of us where we can leave the world behind. Just us and for tonight that’s enough”
He smiled sadly “Morning will come eventually” 
“And what will happen to us in the morning?” 
Luke let out a sad sigh “I don’t know” 
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Umm hi 👉👈 I realized that most of the asks you guys get are about games and rec lists. You guys deserve so much recognition for the work you put in this blog, so I wanted to ask if I can do a little get-to-know-the-mods thing? If that's okay!
1. Besides writing, what are your hobbies?
2. Do you have a niche interest right now?
3. Any fave songs/artists/bands?
4. Any fave movies/tv shows?
5. On a scale of 1-10, how likely would you survive in your wip's world?
You can totally ignore this if you guys want, no pressure. Anyway, much love to all the interact-if mods! You guys are incredible! ❤
We saw this ask and we went 👀 👀 👀 so we’re happy to answer! Thank you so much for the fun ask!
 We also rated our survivability in all of our collective games, since Mars isn't an author! Fun stuff! Spoilers, though: it’s really not looking so great for me (Dani) but that’s fine!!!  😌
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1. I’m a photographer as well as a graphic artist (but not like. A painter/drawer kind of artist!) and, on a general level, a maker and a tinkerer!
2. Fountain pens! I only write with ink, and only with fountain pens, and I use bottled inks/converters!
3. I’m pretty eclectic with music, but my top genres are alt rock, indie, indie pop, etc, as well as top 40s and some rap.
4. I feel like this is the hardest one for me to answer? Favorite movies/shows? Avatar: the Last Airbender has been a favorite show of mine since I was a little kid, but I have a harder time thinking of shows I would call a favorite in recent years. There are shows I’ve liked, and a lot of shows I’ve watched. But I’m picky! And demanding! It takes a lot to earn a place in Dani’s Trophy Case of Favorites. 😌 I would say I quite liked A Quite Place (movie), and I liked Us (movie). When it comes to TV shows, I have a hard time being pleased with them if they don’t end well. As a result, I have a penchant for a good limited series/miniseries (because they’re stories that have an end in mind and the plot reflects that, dagnabbit).
5. Heh. Okay.
In The Goodfellows? I think I stand I chance. I can exercise my sparkling wit and lovable personality to the best effect. I’m gonna give myself an 8/10 survivability rating. Even if I don’t have the right skills, I can go crying to the person who does and they’ll save me. Maybe.
In Creatures’ Cradle? I’m super $**!%d. 😌 1/10 survivability rating. And that 1 is me being nice to myself. The day the apocalypse breaks out I would probably be patient 0. I am self-aware. I would not do well in an apocalypse. Zombies care not for aforementioned sparkling wit and lovable personality, and I have all the muscle of a boiled spaghetti noodle. So it’s a no go.
Greater Than Gods (Cruz): Well. I’m going to be optimistic. And say that I have the wisdom not to do things I shouldn’t do and not to rock boats I shouldn’t rock. I’m going to give myself a 7/10 based on insider information, but also based on reckless optimism!
Vardir (Cruz): Cruz says this is a lighthearted game, so 10/10 LOL.
When it Hungers (Roast): I’m giving myself a nice, mediocre 5/10. I think I could put my mind to work here; I joke that I’m the village idiot, but I’m actually pretty smart! Unfortunately, I’m also curious, and maybe a little bad with authorities who won’t answer my questions. So I knocked off a lot of points due to the fact that I’d probably poke the metaphorical bear. So it’s a real coin flip as to whether I’d really make it or not.
Orthall Bay (Nines): Considering the genre is “horror” and the game intro includes the words “monster” and “maim,” I’m giving myself a whooping, enthusiastic 3/10. Yes, folks, I am that confident in myself! Once again, I can’t charm the socks off a monster (or can I?), so one of my greatest weapons is snatched from beneath my feet. Alas!
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1. Beloved I’m a college student in the middle of a pandemic... i can hardly even write LOL i do draw at times which u can see in my personal blog (nothing too good really) and i used to do karate before things went to shit <3
2. Nothing niche I believe? All I do is leave Netflix as bg noise every day n play popular videgames (genshin)
3. Porter Robinson <3 I love Bea Miller a lot as well but lately I’ve been feeling Porter a lot
4. The Good Place <3
5. My WIPs:
Greater than Gods: Highly situational, the world GtG is set in is as broad as the real world LOL so I don’t have an universal answer. But keeping it vague, and knowing my own personality, I feel like 5/10. depends on my luck.
Vardir: 10/10 no one dies in Vikgade, unless you’re a hunter but I wouldn’t be a hunter <3
Others’ WIPs
I'm gonna give myself a solid 5/10 in all other WIPs because y'all aren't writing lighthearted stories either. I feel like as long as I avoid the role of the MC I will be mostly fine. I hope. But as Dani said I'm also prone to fight the wrong person and dig my own grave so 😌
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1. Well, writing is a very, very, very, distant hobby since Words Hard, but I like to crochet and sculpt a little! Anything to do with fiddling with my hands and I’m good to go. And like, debatable but graphic design is my passion [insert clown emoji here since Tumblr said No]
2. Oh yeah a bunch! DnD yelling at people, thinking of arson, crocheting, rock climbing and simply vibing. I got into podcasts a few years ago and I’m always looking for more recs, so if you have some, hmu 😤
3. Pls,,,,my music taste is,,,so weird do not let me expose myself with lack of consistency but uhh. Current songs that are stuck in my head include; Cult of Dionysus , Achilles Come Down and The Last Shanty  
4. If you’ve ever spoken to me before, I probably yelled about Pacific Rim to you or at you. Plus I love all The Mummy films and really enjoyed Castlevania (s3 excluded, we do not perceive that) as well! 
5. Ah, mod survival simulator pt. 3
Alright, let’s go!  I don’t have a WIP because again, words hard, but like, considering how feral I am when not tryna seem professional hm... 
The Goodfellows: I wanna say a solid 7/10 because I’d hardcore vibe with the Traveler and probably instigate so much nonsense. I can also bribe with blueberry cake so maybe. 
Creature’s Cradle: maybe a 4/10 and only because of pure spite keeping me alive long enough to smack someone. I’ve prepared for hypothetical  zombie apolcapyses and I won’t hesitate to bap, but will be bapped back because I’m weak as hell. 
Greater Than Gods: a toss up between 2/10 and 7/10! I can vibe and be chill but I also have terrible impulse control so... 
Vardir: hm....I think pretty good survival rates all around? If you ask me to fight then like, okay sure, your knees are mine. So maybe a 8/10? 
When it Hungers: .......8/10 just because I’d refuse to die if I can be a cool creature. Living for the aesthetic can and will drag me outta hell. But I’m also clumsy as hell so I’d probably crash as a porcelain or hold a rooster and perish (aka, real rating is a good 3/10) 
Orthall Bay: 2/10, nope. Nope I’d be taken out in a heartbeat. Monsters can go pspsps and I’d head straight into the dark creepy forest like a fool if someone comes @ me. Half the time I’ll just assume it’s sfx makeup and vibe until it’s too late. 
god, never put me in a universe where I cannot squawk like a bird and throw pebbles from a window. Oof
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Anon, you're so sweet! I give you a forehead smoomch <333 As for your questions...
1. If I'm not writing, I'm usually watching video essays on Youtube. My go-to channels as of right now is Disrupt and Aperture! I just really like their videos. Aside from that, I recently got into podcasts. Currently going through Hello From The Hallowoods and Shelter and Warning, which are made by queer creators!
2. Oh oof, there's quite a bit so I'm just gonna put down one thing. For some reason, I really got into collecting tiny astronaut things? I recently bought this astronaut desk light, and I've got a package coming in for the miniatures I ordered. No purpose for them other than I think they're neat <3
3. I'm a bit private with my music taste (even tho I have Spotify connected on Discord lmao), but there's 5 songs that I'm currently obsessed with. I keep replaying them over and over again. Just squeezing all the serotonin I could get outta them.
4. I can't really say I have a fave TV show or movie because I can't really just pick one, but my current fave is 9-1-1 and Resident Alien. 9-1-1 because I just really love the found-family dynamics and how the show tackles sensitive topics, and Resident Alien because it's lighthearted comedy. My all-time fave movie is Flipped! I have the book too and I like rereading from time to time <3
5. You're in for a doozy, anon, because we're rating each other's games <333
The Goodfellows: 7/10
Listen. Shenanigans with the Traveler. I would get up to so many of them and that is what'll get me possibly bodied, not the actual environment itself <3
Greater than Gods: 7/10
I like to think I have enough common sense to uhhh not recklessly flip stones that should not be flipped <3 I'm a cautious and skeptic person irl so I think I'll hold up well? Then again, it's a vast environment change and while I can adapt pretty quick, I wouldn't like the lack of control in the unknown.
Vardir: 10/10
Going off what Cruz said, Vardir is lighthearted and focused on personal growth so I think I'll be okay! Self-growth here I come, babey!
Creatures' Cradle: 8/10
Maybe I'm overestimating myself, but I think I'll be able to survive in a supernatural post-apocalyptic world! Ah, but it depends on the motivation though. I like the idea of rebuilding communities and eventually societies, but the survival turmoil would be a constant battle I'd have to overcome. If we're talking survival itself though, I think I'll do well.
When it Hungers: 8/10
That's probably my wishful thinking but I think I'll be fine. Maybe. Possibly. Don't like the idea of being regulated by an organization so if I was a non-human creature that could pose a problem but I can roll with it <3
Orthall Bay: 6/10
Assuming I'm not playing as MC, my chances of survival uhhh changes quite drastically. Not enough to guarantee an untimely demise, but certainly enough that it would constantly keep me on my toes. I think that's the safest answer I can get without spoiling anything lmao
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Thank you so much for asking! It's super sweet of you <3
1. Too many :'D I knit, I sew, I do carpentry (well, learning), I bake, I'm hammering away at HTML and CSS, my job kind of encourages learning new things and I take that to picking up new hobbies!
2. My time is kind of consumed with school work and work work and WIP work so not a lot of time to pursue niche interests right now. I've been watching a lot of horror game playthroughs, true crime youtubers, and an adorable show on Netflix called the Repair Shop <3
3. My taste in music is "what am I vibing with atm?" I've been listening to a lot of 80's music atm (don't @ me), but also Lo Fang and Kaleo, and whatever spotify recommends me on my discover weekly which is usually complete chaos.
4. I love the Mummy even though it hasn't aged 100% well (I'm a librarian, of course it's one of my gotos LOL), Legally Blonde, Leverage, Jumanji (the original), I'm....very bad at having recent tastes... and very bad at remembering my favorites when asked.
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5.
The Goodfellows: I'm a creature of comfort, 5/10 if I can just luxuriate in town and not actually interact with the story sfjkdbsdkf
Creature’s Cradle: I'd like to think I have a 50/50 shot XD 5/10, I want to think I'd be decent at a zombie apocalypse but ultimately would suffer an early fate.
Greater Than Gods: 10/10 if I'm just vibing, less so if I'm involved in the actual story XD
Vardir: I'd still suffer without technology but I can also knit for a living in this world so I'm down 8/10
When it Hungers: I feel like I could vibe here, there's tech if dated, hot showers, telephones are around by now... might still get bored. 7/10 though it'd be cool to be another creature....I should make a 'what creature of snv are you' quiz!
Orthall Bay: 7/10 idk I feel like after the first monster of the week I'd just skip town XDDDD I'm the worst protagonist, I see danger I just leave.
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hi! i’ve been so inactive lately and wanted to post something today, and i realized i haven’t made an appreciation post for my moots in a hot minute—so hey hotties, here’s some cute words about uu. oh and this isn’t all of my mutuals, just the one’s i’ve spoken to outside of the discord lol asjfdkl
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@hesthermay —❥ you’re one of my best friends and ilysm and i hope that we get to meet in person one day, so you can endlessly hear me talk about how much i love jimmy woo. also i want to get matching marvel bracelets or smth, gonna look on etsy later for us ajskdlf
@probablydisgusting —❥ you’re like actually so funny and sweet, whenever you pop in the gc on snap just to say goodmorning or goodnight—it really makes everyone’s day and we love having you around. plus, you were one of the first people to pop into my inbox when i was an atla blog and i think that’s so nice.
@imarizaki —❥ i literaly love you sm mari, like you’re adorable and i want to give you a hug, i feel like you give rlly good hugs. and congrats on 400!! you deserve it and i hope 500 comes rolling around fast so you can hit another milestone in the near future ajskfdl
@tsukishumai —❥ cam i swear i know your name like I SWEAR I DO! you’re like an older sister to everyone in the discord and you bring such a comforting presence like it’s so nice to have you in the chat whenever you choose to pop in. you’re quite literally the calm to our insanity
@fukurodianthus —❥ dani you’re asleep rn but when you wake up and see this i want you do know that ily wifey. pls i love it when you harass me in my inbox, i think it’s so funny AND IM GOING TO FLOOD YOUR’S EVENTUALLY I JUST NEED TO BECOME ACTIVE AGAIN ASDJKL
@missmorosis —❥ you’re literally one of my favorite moots ever and you’re always so sweet to me and everyone else around you, it’s so heartwarming to see your positivity and happiness on tumblr and how hard you work! pls ilysm
@ray-ofmoonlight —❥ I LOVE TALKING TO YOU ABOUT THE BACHELOR. i haven’t responded in a hot minute, but dw i’ll answer in a bit i have to go through my messages jaksfld. you’re so nice and fun, and literally the sweetest ever
@diorzumi​ —❥ hi rheya! i’m so glad you took the time and all that hard work to make the server, like that’s insane and i still can’t believe you did all of that. pls the amount of effort you put into keeping it up is so evident and amazing!! also ur rlly pretty, like RLLY pretty
@luvoikawa​ —❥ gigi!! my face literally lights up whenever i see you in my notifs or on my dash pls. i love your energy sm and the presence you bring to the discord. like idk, you just seem really cool to me, does that make sense? like you have cool girl energy.
@sugas-cookie​ —❥ hello rissie. you should be sleeping rn, but ily and you’re my favorite and only child, and no matter what i say i would never bring you back to the ditch. but like...the frogs? i fucking hate the frogs, abolish all frogs they make me physically cringe i cannot.
@kei7ime​ —❥ CHLOEEE!! every time i see your theme i feel so satisfied, like it’s so pretty it rlly is. you’re so fun and i love talking to you or just popping in your inbox to say hi. omg hi chloe!! ok ok ily
@pxnk-velvet​ —❥ angie your drawing of us are so cute and i love them sm, and i can’t wait to read the story that you’ve been writing of our gc as a volleyball team, like pls i’m so excited. also the line “just shut up already, angie” lives in my head rent free
@miyalove​ —❥ hi dylan! i haven’t popped in your inbox in a while but i just wanted to tell you that i love u and you’re so nice and sweet and ilysm. you give off hot girl energy dylan, like for real, you rlly do.
@iwaizoom​ —❥ HI JADE. you’re so nice and your blog is so pretty, like the light green jaskljl PLS ITS SO PRETTY. i love the vibes you give off like you’re so chill and so easy to talk to sjakljdkl pls ilysm
@kageyuji​ —❥ lore i love you. like i love you. every time i talk to you i just feel happy like idk it’s this overwhelming feeling, you just have this gift where people feel comfortable when they’re talking to you. and your blog is so pretty pls asdjl
@hikariakaashi​ —❥ you’re one of my favorite moots, firstly bc of our interactions on tumblr in the early days of the discord and now on snap too. you have rlly good style, like rlly good style—and whenever you do your voice asks, your voice is like rlly pretty! girl you have a rlly pretty voice!
@ceci-chan​ —❥ hi twinnie! pls i think it’s so funny that we have literally the exact same nose, that’s actually wild. it’s so fun to watch your blog grow and your events are so cute and ily
@nekomabvc​ —❥ i buried you in here so you’d have to search for your part. literally going to say nothing i’m tired of writing about you goodbye. you called me a whore this morning. that’s not very swag of you, i’m going to report you to mab and cancel you on corpse tumblr.
@bellesowl​ —❥ hi isa! we haven’t interacted all that much, but in the times we have you’ve been so kind. and you’re rlly pretty, just sayin. you’re blog is also super aesthetic and i literally live for it, pls the muted tones are everything ajsdlk
@gellysticks​ —❥ angela pls you’re actually so funny like you’re so funny. every time your tiktoks come up in my suggested they literally make me laugh pls—but the frogs are terrible. abort frogs. this is a frog slandering blog. me and all my homies HATE frogs.
@cafemiya​ —❥ issy you give off such hot girl energy (and you are a hot girl anyways) and your energy is so contagious, like idk how it just is. you bring this positivity to the discord just by being there and i know everyone is so thankful that you’re so interactive with us jaskfdl
@biqherosix​ —❥ DANIZA I HAVEN’T OPENED YOUR SNAP YET BUT I RLLY WANT TO HEAR YOUR BAND PLAY. pls that’s literally so cool, like i wish i was in a cool band with my friends jsakdljkl. i love talking to you and we’ve been friends for like a good three months now which is crazy
@velvetfireworks​ —❥ rach i literally never read fics but yours are so good and they live in my head rent free. PLS THE SAKUSA ONE FOR THE BROKEN HEARTS CLUB AUDHS. you’re so nice and so talented and i reread your masterlist OMG I JUST REMEMBERED THE MOB AU ONE THAT ONE IS PERFECTION.
@hajiswife​ —❥ hi gabbie! your blog is gorgeous and your so nice pls!! like i literally can’t believe we’re mutuals it hits me like a brick. i love your works and your energy sjaklfdjl i’ll probably be popping in your inbox later just to say hi lol
@svgashi​ —❥ NIKE!!! omg we’re literally sister wives. you’re the first moot i had on tumblr that understood how great sugawara is and it’s like a breath of fresh air from the constant slandering my friends give him. ILY
@sexy-bee-juice​ —❥ aja!! i love getting your messages and just saying the most out of pocket things with you, and your reblogs make me laugh so hard like you’re rlly funny. also my broken french is terrible but i’m glad it makes you laugh ajskfdl
@koutarousangel​ —❥ MICKEY PLS YOURE SO FUNNY. I LOVE YOUR VIBES AND EVERYTHING LIKE YOURE FUNNY. and ily too. just putting that in there in case i haven’t said it in a while <3
@hvnlydmn​ —❥ hi ains! congrats on 5k!! that’s literally so insane like omg you must be reeling rn jadskfl you really really deserve it tho, everyone sees how hard you work and how much content you produce in such a short amount of time CONGRATS ILY
@akaashi-bby​ —❥ victoria you were the first person i talked to teen wolf with in like three years pls. i’m listening to a song from the show atm and it’s making me sad but ilysm and i love talking to you about literally anything
@laineywritesstuff​ —❥ LAINE!! hi! you’re so pretty like you look like you give the warmest hugs and i feel like if i ever met you in person i’d just get engulfed does that make sense? you’re so nice and ilysm and i hope you’re have a fantastic day!
@kiyoalex​ —❥ you’re rlly funny. like rlly funny. and i feel like we match each other’s energy pretty well in pms. pls my insanity is too real back there BUT IT’S OK I THINK BC YOU SEEM TO UNDERSTAND IT LOL ILY
@shoutamajiki​ —❥ hi nana!! you’re so nice and i’m so glad you joined the discord! and i’m so sorry i added you to my terrible private story on snap pls it’s so bad i’m very very sorry about that jksalfjdl
@sunacity​ —❥ nea i love your works so much like literally they LIVE in my head. you’re so talented and i can’t believe we’re mutuals that’s literally insane bc i love your stuff pls. and on top of being talented you’re so nice, like the nicest jaskdflj i can’t
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ok ok i think that’s it for now, this isn’t all of my mutuals—but it’s the one’s i interact with the most and if we are moots and i didn’t include you pls my inbox or pms are always open to just like go insane in. ok have a great rest of your day!!
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DISNEYLAND HA
yeah I didn’t really do any work I got distracted lop
Who’s Fiona? I recognise the name but umm… idk
SELENA AS RAPUNZEL OF COUTSE YES NO ONE ELSEEEE
Simba is literally the best Disney the lion king is my entire childhood I support this Jace
Simon as woody 😂 loving it
GIGI AS PETER PAN YESSSSS
Max with blue body paint yaaaas
ALEC AS CAPTAIN HOOK SOMEONE SHOW ME THIS NOW PLEASE
😭😭 David and max this is pain fix them pls
Fiona is coming to me
I almost had it and then it left ahhh it’s like a wave it keeps rushing in and then ebbing out before I can grab it aRgH
She does not have blond hair is what I’m going with
Ahh dani the infamous cock
FIONA FIONA FIONA NOW IVE GOT IT
SHREK SHES FROM SHREK
Ty there we go
‘Chase the orgasm’ 😂 something I never thought I’d see in ur fics
Oh Lexi 😔🙁
Oh max 😫
Oh speaking of Prime Ministers, for once I actually agreed with everything Boris Johnson said 😂 the news is always on now and yis we Stan labour/conservatives agreeing in war
Literally me being about 13 and my brother 11 when our parents left us alone for an evening 😂
When I was like 15 they left us overnight but my brother decided to bring two 13 year old boys home with him and I had to cook for 3 teenage boys when all I wanted to do was sleep 😭😭
Ohhh so when I was a kid we would play ‘fight daddy’ and literally me and my brother would try and beat up our dad 😂 and then we’d try and shove him off the sofa - we always failed, but then he’d tickle us and it was the funniest thing ever and so much fun
Ahh max and Alec hating on Shinyun is the stuff I can get behind
YES BRITISH MONOPOLY TRUMPS AMERICAN WHOOO
I don’t think you can acc buy houses in Trafalgar Square 😂 I really like the lions there though you could buy a lion
I think it was named after the battle of trafalgar, do not ask me anything abt it all I know is that it had ships and probably had something to do with the French
Sometimes they have trains and sometimes they have airports - Heathrow, london city, something beginning with a G and I can’t remember the other one
I have been on 6 planes
Oooooh hitting the hard stuff here
Am I the easy child? Apparently I react too much so ig if I lived alone with my dad we would kill each other because he’s SOOOO tight but me and my mum would get on fine I think lol
Ok I have this problem 😂 I react first 😭
YEA DANI ITS YOUR FIC
My cousins girlfriend got a scholarship to a prestigious American university and even though I’ve spoken to her like once I keep bragging about it 😂
This was part reaction part me rambling about nothing
Interesting fact: I’ve been listening to a playlist called slow Phil Collins 😂 he is epic, I went to a genesis concert last year, AWESOME!
Rn the song is from brother bear - he did the music for brother bear and Tarzan and yeee anyway lol I’m so tired and it’s only 21:00 my eyes feel like wrinkles lol
You trying to figure out who Fiona is while live blogging was so funny.
I loved the trafalgar fun fact! thank you!!!
I still try to play fight with my mom. She is ticklish behind the neck, so I like tickling her there lmao. I also cover her head with my towel every time I go to take a shower, I am weird :)
OMG I LOVE BROTHER BEAR. THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE WHO WATCHED IT? I never see anyone talk about it :(
I am love you.
Byeeeeeee.
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6rookie-writer0110 · 3 years
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Drink mixing with the tracks - Pt 2
Emilia Clarke x Male Reader
Request - And a sequel to drink mixing with the tracks Emilia Clarke imagine where it’s the final season of GOT and Emilia is pregnant please
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You just arrived home from being on tour. You have been away for a while and you are happy to be home. You look for Emilia and you find her crying in the bedroom.
”Emilia, what's wrong?”
You asked and sat next to her on the bed, you grabbed her hands. You wiped her was away
”Y/N, so happy you are home,” Emilia said.
She kissed you and hugged you.
”Babe, what happened,” You said.
”The show will end, I'm sad about that. But I knew eventually it was going to end, I'm ready to start new projects. How was the tour?” Emilia said.
She smiled.
” I can't believe the show will end. So you tell me what happens Dany? The tour was fine at first but we need a new drummer and bass guitar player, bastards ditched us in the middle of the tour” You said.
”Sorry about that, Love. Y/N there's something I want to tell you, but I didn't want to you over the phone” Emilia said.
”What is it?” You asked.
”Follow me, love” Emilia said.
You followed Emilia to the kitchen. Emilia loves to bake, she showed you, baby boy and girl cookies in different styles. You grabbed a cookie and ate it.
”Y/N, I'm pregnant” Emilia yelled with joy.
You start to choke on the cookie and she starts to pat your back. She gave you milk to drink and you're breathing hard.
”You are having a baby!?!?!?!?!” You yelled in shock.
”Yes!!” Emilia yelled back.
You hugged Emilia and she kissed you hard.
”We are going to have a baby,” You said softly.
”Yeah, we are going to have a baby,” Emilia said and smiled.
Your family and her family now know she is pregnant, everyone is happy about it.
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You couldn't sleep because you are feeling extremely happy that Emilia is pregnant. She is still sleeping and you quietly get out of bed. You walked to the basement to your music room. You grabbed the guitar and started to play. You take out your notebook and you started to lyrics, you start to sing but not too loud.
Emilia woke up and she noticed you're not in bed.
”Y/N?” Emilia said.
She can hear you singing, she gets out of bed and goes towards the basement. She watched you sing and you noticed her.
”Hope I didn't wake you up?” You said.
”Kinda but I'm not mad. Working on a song?” Emilia said.
”Yeah, but I'm kinda stuck. Remember before we made it, we would write songs in your cramped bedroom” You said.
She smiled and she starts to remember.
”Good times, Y/N. But I don't miss hiding from the landlord because we missed rent many times” Emilia said.
You and nod.
”Want to write a song with me?” You asked.
”Yes,” Emilia said.
She sits next to you and you show her what you have been working.
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The past few weeks, Emilia has been having strange cravings. You get up in the middle of the night, to get what she wants. Her stomach is getting a little bit, sometimes you would talk to the baby with Emilia.
Today, you and Emilia go shopping got baby furniture. Anything is cute, you and Emilia would get it.
After a while shopping, you and Emilia go to a small restaurant to eat and rest. You and Emilia start to make a list of baby names.
Later, at home, you and Emilia start to work on the songs again. You and Emilia agreed to do an ep together, all night you and Emilia started to record the songs.
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Emilia’s stomach has been getting a little bigger. Her emotions go up and down, you and Emilia do argue but those are small arguments. You do wake up in the middle of the night when she has cravings, latest she wanted tacos and peanut butter. You and Emilia did release the ep album.
”Y/N, look we are getting good reviews on the album,” Emilia said, using her phone.
You are on the couch and she lies her head on your chest. So far the reviews are good, Emilia can't stop smiling.
”I had fun making the album with you,” You said.
She smiled and kissed your cheek.
”Me too, Y/N,” Emilia said.
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You went to surprise Emilia at work. She has been crying all day, it's her last day on set, she hugged everyone then you hugged her.
”How are you feeling?” You asked.
”I have been crying all day. I told them I'm pregnant and they are happy for us” Emilia said.
You wipe her tears away and you kissed her forehead. You stayed on set for a little while and talked to her co-workers. Later, you and Emilia went out to celebrate with everyone.
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Emilia gave birth to a baby girl. You and Emilia are sleeping at 3:25 AM, your daughter starts to cry. You wake up and Emilia also starts to wake up.
”Go back to sleep, I will check on her” You yawned.
”Okay, Y/N,” Emilia said.
You yawned again, you get out of bed and went towards the baby room. You turned on the light and she is still crying, you picked her up and gently rub her back.
”You must be hungry,” You said.
She stopped crying and you go to the kitchen, to make a bottle. You start to feed her and you smiled at her.
”You definitely have her eyes,” You said to your daughter.
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Emilia has always been close with Jason Momoa even when he wasn't on the show. He came by to visit you and Emilia, he even got bags of baby gifts. She lets, Jason hold her daughter and he tries to make her smile. He couldn't stay long he gave a big hug to you and Emilia, she was very happy to see him.
”How did you sleep?” Emilia asked.
”I slept a little bit. She cried again but I had to change her diaper then she slept all night. How are you feeling?” You said.
”Tired. I was happy to see him, I have missed him. Would you cook for me?” Emilia said.
You kissed her cheek.
”Of course, just tell me what you want,” You said.
Emilia is holding the baby and she told you what she wants to eat. Later, during the day you and Emilia started to decorate the Christmas tree. She always enjoys decorating the tree and the house for Christmas.
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You and Emilia go to the Game of Thrones cast party, which the company is having. You and Emilia pose for the cameras and she answered a few questions. Emilia is happy to see everyone at the party
”Having fun?” Emilia said.
You nod.
”The food isn't bad plus it's a free bar. What about you? I know you have been feeling insecure” You said.
You hold her hand.
”You helping me, it means a lot to me. Y/N, I got the role for Last Christmas” Emilia said.
You and Emilia smiled and kissed each other.
”I’m so happy for you!” You said and kissed her again.
”Y/N, thank you for encouraging me to take the role when I thought to navigate of myself,” Emilia said.
”You are just an amazing person, babe,” You said.
”Let’s dance,” Emilia said.
”Okay, babe,” You said.
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