#thank you for the past 5 years

[canisalbus]

✦ 2023 summary of art ✦

#CanisAlbus #art #artists on tumblr #own art #own characters #yea you can sort of tell when this train got derailed #there's pre and post Vasco 2023 #the good thing is I've been more productive this year than in past 5+ years combined #haven't had this much fun drawing in ages I hope it shows at least in some way or another #unless something really drastic happens I'll probably continue along this trajectory for a while #I might reach a saturation point eventually but there's no way of knowing when that'll happen #so I'm just going to try to make the most of this intense and self-indulgent oc art period #your feedback and support mean a lot to me I hope this year will be as good as 23 #thank you for bearing with me #the missing month is March I didn't post a single thing in March #cw blood #blood #cw gore #gore #cw head injury #head injury

[kotaki]

character tropes

↳ Hirogaru Sky! Pretty Cure → Sora Harewataru

#thank you for the past year sora you are everything to me 😭😭😭 #precure #hirogaru sky precure #sora harewataru #cure sky #cure prism #nijigaoka mashiro #mygifs #*chtr #now that it's over cure sky has officially entered my top 5 main cures 👏👏 #what i like about cure sky is everything i like everything about cure sky lol she is in a league of her own she's an icon she's a legend #sky/prism have defined back muscles from carrying this entire season rest well queens you did incredible #mashiro making me cry on the finale i knew it would probably happen but it got me just like the star twinkle separation did #sora was the coolest and strongest hero and i will probably post twice again tomorrow for ep 50 #(cure wonderful cameo will be a queued post if i do decide to make it though)

[grimvestige]

Updated commissions sheet with new pricing! I'm trying to build up enough of a consistent income from my art to afford to split an apartment with my partner, so I greatly appreciate folks taking the time to look over this and share it!

My main specialties are dramatic poses & lighting, but I'm comfy doing other things as well! Most of the time I'm working with OCs & D&D characters.

More examples on my blog

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If you have any questions, feel free to send me an ask or DM, or reach out on any of the platforms listed! (You can also DM me privately for my discord if you prefer to talk on there! I just don't feel comfy posting it publicly)

again, tysm for looking over this and sharing it!

#my art #dnd #dnd commission #commissions #open commissions #art commissions #dnd art #ttrpg community #ttrpg art #oc art #sorry for the tag spam afgkfdjh this is one of the few posts I care about showing up places! #Thank you again to anyone who does share this!! #I also have a patreon if you wanna get discounts on comms ON TOP of monthly sketches ON TOP of unwatermarked hd art on the daily!! <3 #its a mad good bargain #literally for $1 a month you get my entire backlog from the past 5+ years #on top of timelapses and behind the scenes #also I post my spicy art for patrons only sometimes

[pimientosdulces]

dungeon meshi is unforgivable

#I read this manga for the past 5 years and it’s one of my all time favorites #a beautiful ending for a beautiful story I’m gonna miss them so much 🥹😢 #thank you so much ryoko kui I’m so excited to see what she does next

[theforgottendaydreamer]

please do not tell me you like how i write, because i will inevitably think i'm decent at it and think i'm worth appreciating

#i wish i could actually accept compliments #like on ao3 i just say “thank you so much!!” but i'd like to grab the commenters' shoulders and shake them -> #-> and yell “stop i'm literally tricking you into thinking i'm any good but i'm not and this is an elaborate prank on both parts!!” #man. man. fucking shit. i want to cry #i'm so fucking upset because why did my high school italian (my native language) teacher always tell me i wasn't any good at this? #and. and i had her for 5 fucking years. i internalised that shit. #i graduated high school five fucking years ago and her words are still in my head #and every time i write i always think nobody is going to fucking understand a word i'm trying to say #and even in uni. i graduated uni too ok? and. nobody ever told me my essays sucked. #so one would think i would've unlearnt the hatred by now. well. i did not. #i want to fucking cry #why am i so stuck in the past #why cant i just. move on

[ormymarius]

can’t believe I have to say goodbye to my fave blondie in a few days. you will be missed king. hope you get the happiness you deserve in the end instead of suffering.

#goodbye as in patrick is probably not playing him anymore #I don’t think he’s dying at least not permanently lol #but 💔 he was everything to me and helped me get through each day the past 5 years #so thank you to this orm I couldn’t have gotten through many things without him #cringe goodbye post to orm on the cringe website idc

[leadersguilt]

jean probably goes from calling his mum ma as a kid to calling her maman by the end of that second timeskip and i just think thats neat.

#out of. #everyone knows my fave theme for the past 5 years has been jean and his mother ... me and angel relightened that convo recently and now i #CANNOT. stop thinking about it. very eue #just making myself some dinner and then most likely startin to write again. #thank you for your beautiful starters / replies!! im very excited to get to them<3

[bittyb0t]

can i just say how awesome it is u were also really into herbie and now have a volkswagon beetle as a partner.... i prefer the older models but the new ones are so cute n round. do u have any pics?? (can be answered privately ofc for privacy!)

Princeton reveal 🫡

he’s a 2016 VW Turbo Wolfsburg edition

#me and him have been through a lot together these past 5 years #i love him very very much #thank you sm for the ask!!! :] 💜 #masks

[glass-noodle]

🐰

You’re not really intimidating but I think you’re cool so like that makes you just a teensy bit intimidating to me.

Overall though you seem like a nice person and I always love seeing your art! :)

Ashdjdjf thank you!!!😭💕 (said while vibrating intensely at being called cool)

#I’m glad you like all my self-indulgent art it’s about to get even MORE self-indulgent this year #noodle talk #have this gif as thanks anon it’s held me captivated for the past 5 minutes #☕️

[moregraceful]

As someone in library school who also wants to be a reference librarian, I love a research tangent!! And hearing about it!

omg I'm so sorry I just called our profession cringe. That was not directed at you, I promise. New librarians are our future!! If you're interested in reference in public libraries, feel free to ask me questions! I've been working in public libraries in various capacities for the past ten years and have spent about half of that working either partially or fully in reference positions so I for better or worse am great at research tangents and overthinking every reference question I have ever had. (Prior to that worked in an academic library, but in a conservation lab as a student assistant so have zero real world knowledge of how academic libraries work lol.)

#here is a story about the laziest i have ever been at the library in recent years: #yesterday a dad dragged his kid to the reference desk and he was like my kid needs to read more #and i was like ok! what do you like to read my friend #and the kid was like idk. books? #and yo i was NOT feeling like doing reader's advisory at 5:15pm when i had been on desk since 10am so i was like #do you like animals? do you want to read a book about facts about your favorite animal? #and the kid LIT UP and the dad had this look on his face like he wanted fiction but it was TOO LATE his kid was going bananas #bc it turns out he loves big cats and i was like WELL my friend we have SO MANY books about big cats and they have PICTURES #and then i saw them walk past later and the kid had like twenty national geographic books and i was like oh good you found something :) #and the dad was like ....yeah 😑 thank you 😑 #buddy you said you wanted your kid to read!! you didn't say what!!! #ailing #cage replies #dragonsthough101

[queeriboh]

U looked so cool!!! Don't feel nervous Abt posting selfies this is literally ur blog n u can do whatever :P happy u feel confident in urself <3

xbxbxnz 🥺💖

thank you!!!! gotta get rid of the whole like reddit mindset that selfies = attention seeking behavior lollll

#but like #I've only been able to love my own Face very recently #like in the past 4-5 years (and I am Old) #and it's only been very VERY recently I haven't even needed to use like #s/c filters n shit #idk I'm a lil drunk and rambling w/e #anywaY thank you 🫂 #answers

[bonojour]

i watched the pope's exorcist, and if it wasn't for crowe's performance it would have been a huge flop

i'm not overly familiar with the horror genre, but i agree that russell's performance is the saving grace of the movie. i would add that the rest of the cast is all fairly decent as well - even the kids. i'd say the little boy was just really unlucky to be dubbed over with this weird, cgi satanic voice.

considering that there is a chance that the pope's exorcist gets a sequel, i am willing to give it another shot. i find the character of amorth to be interesting enough and russell has a real loose charm playing him. :) i just hope the next film, if they do end up making one, steps away from horrible cliches and the godawful cringe special effects.

and i just generally like that he has fun with roles, so even if the movie is a bit "eh", i still like seeing him have fun with his italian little scooter or twirling a tennis skirt as zeus.

#text #answered #anonymous #thank you anon! #i'd say that TPE is probably.... in the lowest 1/3 of his movies #but it's not *that* bad #i just hope that he's doing a great movie again soon because the past 5 years have been kinda Meh #but he has some projects coming up that sound really exciting <3

[orcelito]

Finally doing some emotional processing ✌

#speculation nation #went thru old pictures with my sister to find things of my uncle #to display during the funeral :p #and i ended up crying. look at me go! actually letting myself feel things for once. #in large part it's the knowledge that such a permanent fixture of my life is now gone #my fun loving and mischievous uncle... #it's hard to say goodbye to someone so soon. he was younger than my dad even. #but cancer doesnt descriminate with people's ages haha #i spent the past week compartmentalizing like crazy & not letting myself process it at all #so it just did not feel real. i was far too removed from it all. #but now im in familiar ground. spaces he's been in. as recently as last christmas. #i've... been dealing with far too much death lately. #it has me going through life in doubt. because you never know when it'll be the last time you see someone. #life can be normal and then theyre gone. and there's no real way to predict it. #i know ive been writing a Grief Fic but like @ life maybe give me a break for a few years lol. just maybe. #i guess it's been almost 4 years since my grandma died. doesnt feel like it's been that long tho #my grandpa died in 2018. my grandma in 2019. my cat sammy in 2021. my cat cassy may 2023. and now my uncle july 3rd 2023 #too much death. too much fucking death. can i Please get a break for at least 5 years? please and thank you? #im just... really tired of loss. #negative/ #death/ #animal death ment/

[hideyouinme]

💖🫶💖🫶💖💖 hope you're doing well honey

ur so sweet bby

#sorry im not I have been doing awful for the past 5 years and it won't change at this point #but thank you

[mapsofnonexistentplacesremade]

i do this every time someone tells me they got into a prog album because of me

#if this happens you have to tell me btw. so that we can compare notes and stuff #.mid #its just like really funny to me. gets me excited and smile but like it is funny because #its been like 2 fucking years since i first heard a thank you scientist song and ever since ive been incessant about getting other people to #listen to them. #and in like the past week ive had 5 testimonials that were like hey this band is awesome. maps of nonexistent places SWAG #like YES!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #now everyone get into haken so i can start talking about the fucking. interconneccted albums theory without sounding insane

[eddiediaaz]

sitting at a table waiting for my date i'm gonna throw up lol

#first date with a man in over 5 years #im way more stressed about this than the dates with women i've had in the past year #for some reason #thank you societal pressure of women having to please men #i guess