I have a few asks I’ve been meaning to get to but will be -attempting- to stay off social media the next few days. Please bear with me. I know I’m already less active here. 😅🖤
Hi nonnie! Thank you for checking in. You have no idea how much it means to me honestly. It was something I really needed and was just so nice to wake up to this message and to feel like someone cares to ask how I’m doing. Thank you. It honestly really helped make me feel just a little better to have someone check in on me and see how I’m doing. Thank you nonnie, for making me feel better!
Am I okay? Not really, no. I’m still reeling. Still trying to make sense out of any of that finale. Every time I think about it I get this pit in my stomach and I want to burst into tears. I’m trying to be positive, I really am, and I will never stop writing fluff and finding better ways for these characters stories to continue beyond what they created on screen. But it’s been hard. I just feel a lot of despair. A lot of disappointment. A lot of hurt. But I’ll be okay. I think I just need a little time. I’m going to drown myself in writing my Hallmark destiel Christmas fic, and hopefully that will help to get me out of this rut. I think it also helps knowing I’m not alone in my feelings. I haven’t been online much this week, but the little bit I have been has shown me that so many others are feeling the exact same way. It helps to know we’re all together in this and that together we will slowly heal and find ways to be okay.
But just seeing this message and the few others who have sent me lovely things has been the brightest part of all of this. Y'all make me happier and that is all I need to truly be okay. So thank you again for reaching out and checking on me. Your message had such a huge impact and truly helped when I need it most 💜
Waa!! This is sooo cute!! My chest is overflowing with cuteness overload at his lightbulb expression and at his desire to share his snacks 😭He went all the way to the manor to share his stale peanuts with his fam, and apparently, this isn’t the first time he’s offered to do that 😭. And his hair!! So floofy!! I love hiiim! You should totally draw more little scenes like this with the batfam! Your art style is so cute! You definitely made this whole scenario 10x better 👍!!
SUCH HIGH PRAISE! wow omg thank you so much ; A ;
hdhdhdhd broooooooo did you send this to the wrong account bro hhdhhddhdhdhdhdh this is the cutest!!! thank you so much for taking some time out of your day to message me angel <3 i honestly don’t deserve your time but thank you!!!!! ❤️ you’re so cute angel!!! i could smooch you 😘
hi!!! no it’s not, actually you said what I needed to read and internalize tonight so I highly appreciated your words and I’m very thankful for them ❤️ exactly, it’s like they’re always there in a dark corner in my mind and so I feel guilty when I allow them to come back because I feel I shouldn’t be giving space to things that used to not help me grow and develop into a better person, does that make sense?? like I highly despise going back to the victim mentality so I tend to repress emotions sometimes or simply ignore them hahaha but anyways, I’m having some low days but that doesn’t mean all my days will feel like this 😊 and those last words you wrote omg I swear these aren’t tears I promise hehehe
‘I believe that each work of a writer reflects their opinions and ideas so I’m thankful that you shared that with us’ this is… very humbling to hear and incredibly perceptive of you. I absolutely agree!
I firmly agree with oc too- consent, always, in all things, sexual or otherwise. I’m so glad you feel the same way and that it made things feel realistic for you- I’ve been trying to thread the needle with keeping the fic focused on oc and tae, while also touching on wider topics that come into play, as it’s all intrinsically connected. I’m… getting off topic with this, but!! I love hearing reader’s thoughts and to read such a long, in depth message from you really is lovely and I thank you for sharing your words with me, I really do appreciate it 💕💕
I’m thankful you found my works and that you’ve enjoyed reading them so much. thank you so much, again, and I hope you enjoy part 2 as well (once I finally finish it 🤦♀️)
Just a quick update, I’m going to be sitting down and answering as many asks as I can in the next few days. So if you’ve been waiting for a reply it’ll be coming soon!
they’re really not but thank you so much 😭💗
thank you so so much i really needed to hear this 🥺💗
Hi lovely!! Thank you sooooo much for sending me some of these asks!! I just love these specific asks off of the nighttime aesthetic asks and it means a lot to me that you sent these my way! Also, your idea of giving me free reign to chose whichever other one I vibed with is such a good idea!! I actually feel the same way you do that there’s always one on the list of asks that strikes me but never gets asked, so you asking that was both thoughtful and extremely sweet, so thank you very much for that!! I think that’s the nicest way anyone’s ever asked me something like that, and it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, so thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️
Moon: who is someone that always brings you comfort?
Definitely my sister. When something happens, she’s always the one I want to talk to. Whether it’s small things or big things. Whenever something bad happens or stresses me out of upsets me, I go and tell her and she’s there to listen and to back me up. She always gives me the best advice too. Like she knows exactly what to do or what I need to hear to get me back on my feet. My sister is always someone I can trust to know what’s best for me, too. Whenever i’ve ended up in a bad place, she’s always my voice of reason. And I’m really lucky to have her in my life.
Cold: is your room typically messy or clean?
Typically, my room is pretty clean. Not like ‘oh look I just dusted and vacuumed’ kind of clean, because that’s a huge process for me to clean everything to perfection. But like generally, everything is organized and put away. My floor is clear, I have a few ornaments out but not an overload, and everything is in its place. Part of my nightly routine before I sleep is to make sure my room is clean in the sense that everything is organized and put where I need it and all my papers are neatly stacked, etc.. So yeah, overall, my room is pretty nicely organized and clean.
Rain: how much of your life do you regret?
I wouldn’t say I regret life so much as I regret decisions/choices. I massively regret letting certain people into my life who screwed with me mentally and emotionally and abused me. I regret letting them in and regret trusting them. And I think, because of that, it gives me trust issues. And I regret letting bullies in middle school get the better of me. I regret letting them “win” and letting them make me feel useless and powerless, because I’m so much stronger and better than they made me feel.
So yeah, I don’t regret life, and overall I’m happy/proud of my life and what I’ve accomplished/been through. I regret certain choices and if I could go back, I would tell myself not to get involved with certain people because they would turn out to be the most destructive and manipulative people to ever come into my life. But maybe it was for the better, because it made me learn about myself and learn how strong I am and how to better myself. Life isn’t about regrets. It’s about overcoming adversity to better ourselves and to be better for the people/world around us.
Stars: what is a goal you have for life?
I think one of my biggest goals I have for life is to be happy. And I don’t just mean like ‘oh man I’m smiling and happy for five minutes because of xyz.’ I mean like, internal happiness. I mean being content with where I am in life. Being happy with my career and my family and friends and the people i have around me. Sorta in reference to the last question, I don’t want to wake up one day with regrets and to ponder the what-ifs. My goal with my life is to do things that I’m proud of; to be someone who leaves an imprint on the world (whether in a small way or large), and to feel like I’ve brought some sense of good into the world. Happiness on the scale of ‘have I do what I wanted to do and things I never knew I could do and have I given back to the community and served my purpose in this lifetime’. That’s all super heavy stuff, I know. But I think happiness is beyond the scale of the here and now. I want to be happy with my life and to know I’ve chosen the right path that makes me happy and makes others around me happy, too.
hey thank you so much :( my fave pevensie is probs peter!! and i loveeee the centaurs (im also a sag so 😌) and my fave book AND film is prince caspian!! hbu??
ANONYMOUSLY (OR NOT) TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.
sometimes you get into a situation where you just have to murder some weirdos in an alley!! and that’s valid😇
hi so i’m not sure when you sent this bc i’ve been inactive for so long but i just wanna say with 100% genuine sincerity, this could not have come at a better time and i hope u know as i start getting back into writing (both fanfiction and otherwise) this ask is basically going to be tattooed to the inside of my eyelids