#thanks for barely congrautlating me on my promotion before asking me what my sister wants her to do with her mail

[washingtonlowercases]

Happy Oh-My-God-Everywhere-I-Look-On-The-Internet-Is-People-Posting-About-Their-Moms-My-Mom-Is-So-Mad-I-Haven’t-Posted-Even-Though-I-Don’t-Post-That-Much-And-We-Hate-Each-Other-Why-Do-I-Feel-Guilty-Ugh Day to all who celebrate

#not hockey #not to complain on my hockey blog #but my sister follows me everywhere else and she's the reason #well... shes not the reason but my mom loves her and not me #so its not her fault but it is like one of the main reasons i have a shitty relationship with my mom #but just seeing everyone elses post #and wanting to be like #happy mothers day mom #thanks for always body shaming me #you are the reason i hate myself #also the only person who had blantantly told me i dont have control over my own body and shes allowed to do whatever she wants with me #when i asked her to stop touching me one time #thanks for making sure ill never feel as worth while as my sister #even though she is a hot mess express and i am arguably doing better than her #but shes the skinny one with the college degree so anything i acomplish will never measure ip #thanks for barely congrautlating me on my promotion before asking me what my sister wants her to do with her mail #thanks for turning every conversation i ever try to have with you into talking about my sister #because its not like sometimes i need life advice or even just like normal comforting from my mom?? #but god forbid we talk about something other than my sister for more than 3 minutes because my life is so irrelevant to your interests #thanks for telling me that the people i cared about growing up didnt care about me and making me straight up suicidal in middle school #thanks for more issues than vogue because you didnt have an abortion when you really should have #anyway long tags sorry to rant #this is just literally one of my least favorite days of the year #and all it does is remind me of all this and more #while somehow also making me feel like shit that i dont blubber all over social media about how much i love my mommy shes my best friend #like everyone else #even though she was arguably pretty pyschological abusive my entire life and ill have problem until the day i die because of her #and these fuckin bags under my eyes which is pure genetics #thanks a lot mom #anyway again if you guys are in the same boat then stick it out friends