Still alive and kicking…. Kind of? Sorry I’ve been a ghost on here but life has been kicking my ass with health problems galore and a bit of a depresh.
Hopefully will be back on more frequently here soon. ♥️
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Thank you for everything you wonderful people have done for me this year. I made this blog in September when I was looking for a community of people who would understand my love for this story and show and everyone who made it happen, and I found it here. You guys are the best.
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hello, everyone.
i’ve been off for quite a while. some of you may know it’s because of the recent calamities from where i live. i lost my computer and most of my valuable things in between 3 supertyphoons. i’ve been recuperating and been trying to work 3x as usual so i can catch up with bills and everything. i’m so sorry for not being able to post my WIPs. good thing that all my files are saved to onedrive, hence once i get a new computer i should be able to continue writing them.
thanks to everyone reaching out via discord and dms. i’m doing fine — the best i could be. thank you, and i’m sorry for making you wait. i should be back before the year ends.
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dancing in the dark
Supercorptober Day 12 “evening”
thanks to kmsdraws for the prompts
Lena falls in and out of love with dancing and Kara
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A lot of people would assume that Lena Luthor learned to dance from years of ballet lessons and forced dance recitals. But the truth is Lena learned to dance just before she turned four, perched barefoot on her mother's shoes. The music from an old radio softened by old oak floors and Irish summer winds, the two of them laughing and spinning as they twirled around the room until one of them finally fell down. Her mother died 10 months later. She didn't like to dance much after that. But, there are moments she almost does again. In the middle of her dorm room, her hands shaking to bad music and the feeling of her first kiss. With Jack in the garage behind his parent's house, drunk on cheap beer at two am, tired and simply wanting to share the world with someone else. But it was never something she thought about. Never something she thought she missed. Not until she met Kara Danvers.
Lena meets Kara, and Kara is always dancing. Even when she's just walking down the street or standing in her kitchen, she seems to be moving to some unheard rhythm. Later Lena will learn Kara likes to tune in and out of different songs, sometimes miles away. She will joke that Kara is like a broken AM/FM car radio but will also love her just a little bit more for it. But before all of that, Lena is still she is hesitant, still careful. With her heart, with her memories, with all of her.
So when Kara asks her to dance for the first time, she says no. The evening getting late, the usual pleasantries she'd had to handle during the gala were anything but. But Kara just gives her a small smile and gentle hug and says, "well, maybe some other time then." Like it's only an inevitability.
And it is.
The more crowded the room they find themselves in, the more they seem to find each other. Sometimes long enough to share an actual conversation. Sometimes long enough for Kara to make her laugh. But always just long enough for her to ask for a dance. It becomes their thing. Lena would find herself waiting for those moments. The evening would start getting late. The music would start getting slower, and she would look for Kara. And every time, she would find her one last time. And eventually, she found herself saying yes, reaching for Kara's hand before she could think about it anymore.
She felt clumsy at first. Awkward in a way that made her want to give up and go home. But Kara was patient with her. Asking permission with subtle movements if she could pull her just a little closer. Asking with a smile if it was okay to spin her just a little. She felt heavier and lighter all at once. She felt like laughing. She and Kara had become closer in the time they'd known each other, but it was different from knowing her like this. To feel her heartbeat as she steadies herself with a hand against her chest, to feel her breath brush past her ear as she dips her head to catch her own. Eventually, the music stops and they are left standing there together.
Lena begins to save a dance for Kara just in case she asks.
She always does.
Until they fall apart.
Then there are no more galas.
No more evenings together.
No more waiting hands.
Until they find a way back together.
And then it becomes a way for them to move forward.
Evenings become afternoons that become mornings.
They dance in the middle of the day to a song Kara couldn't get out of her head. To music playing softly through Kara's living room after their first date when they aren't ready to go home yet. They move pressed together in the shower when the need to be close is too hard to ignore, Kara's gentle humming keeping time with the steady fall of water and their beating hearts. They stand on Lena's balcony, arms wrapping around each other as the distant sounds of the world outside come up from beneath them. And every time she feels that thing, you feel when you know you've fallen in love.
It becomes their way of moving through the world.
But it isn't until a late fall evening on a small street in Ireland a half a mile from where she used to dance with her mother that Kara suddenly stops in front of her, eyes wide and bright in the low light and hands fumbling just a little when they reach into the pocket of her dark wool coat when Lena finally gets to say yes to spending the rest of her life dancing with Kara Zor-El Danvers.
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Just want to chime in too and say that I love re-reading your stuff. I just read your vampire au again and I gotta say I giggle every time at Lexa getting caught with the blood bags. One of my favorite openings. Not to mention I did my annual Wimbledon reread of GSTYM a few weeks back. Still wonderful as the first, second, third, and fourth time I read it. We'll be here if new words make themselves known to you but you've given us such wonderful fics and headcanons and manips and answer our batshit questions etc. So thank you Nachos for all of the wonderful things you've given us already and for making my days just a bit brighter ♥️
You guys (non-gender specific) are the sweetest!!! Genuinely, thank you. I’m touched anyone would reread my stuff once, never mind multiple times.
I’ve been feeling a bit defeated by writer’s block lately and these lovely messages are like a shot in the arm 💜
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"Allow me" is the BEST story I've ever read, it's just amazing, really, I love it!
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT- THIS IS THE HIGHEST PRAISE A LIL WRITER COULD EVER HEAR!!
ALSO i’m soso sorry for the late responses to these inbox requests!! i completely forgot i had an inbox lolollll
this really means the world to me- sometimes i worry that my stories are getting boring or monotonous, but comments like these just fill me with so much joy :)
really, thank you so much so much for the support <3
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oh hello!
i know i haven’t posted or anything in a very long time, but i did want to give a small update on my life!
i’m finishing up my second year at uni (actively working on one of my last assignments it is a monster) and only have a year and a half left until i graduate! quite exciting
for the last 2 months i’ve spent one day a week observing a classroom full of 7/8 year olds and let me tell you. those kids are hilarious and i love them dearly, i’ll miss them so much
i’ve been on testosterone for 8 months, i think to the day! how nifty right
i’ve moved into my very own apartment, just me n my cat against the world, it’s very exciting and a little scary but mostly exciting :) i’m terrible at keeping it clean but i won’t have to worry about that for a while because….
i leave for australia in A WEEK (almost to the hour!)
i’m going to visit @le-scenariste and @germanpogostick , my favorite people in the world, and if you had told me a year and a half ago that i’d be flying (for the first time ever) to go visit some australians i would’ve laughed a bit probably
i haven’t written in a while and i do apologize, maybe this summer i’ll get back into it! i had a LOT planned for (everybody wants to) rule the world, so i promise i didn’t just randomly push a chapter out as a tease. i just lost steam but i’m hoping it’ll come back to me, especially when i’ve got nothing else to do this summer but work
anyways yeah! that’s how it’s been going! love you all so very much and i’m hoping to be more active once i finish up this school year <3
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i have a good amount of asks piled up hhdhsj i swear i’m not ignoring them, i’m just horrendously busy this week. but after saturday i should also be able to start drawing again :]
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