[CN] MLQC Lucien’s Misty Date translation
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This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
I cautiously observe Lucien, his expression is calm, and there is no emotion in his eyes.
It looks like just as he had mentioned before the experiment,
he really doesn't remember me.
Translation under the cut
[Part 1]
(Note: if anyone want to follow along with the voice, you can follow along here. Although, it doesn’t record the other choice :”. No, it’s not sexy or anything, but I like how much of a trickster he is in this date and the voice direction is really good.)
I’m walking through the damp and heavy mist, wading through shallow pools and grassy fields, and eventually coming to a stop in front of the white marble staircase.
A purple butterfly catches my eye.
It is perched on the bronze Thoth* statue by the stair railing, its thin wings reflecting a dazzling and intricate silver light.
(T/N: Thoth was an ancient Egyptian deity who was often depicted as a man with the head of an ibis or a baboon. He was the god of writing, knowledge, wisdom, and the moon, and was also associated with magic, science, and judgment. It really fits with him~)
It seems to be the only focus in this hazy mist.
My eyes light up and I take a few light steps towards it. The butterfly flutters up into the air as I approach, as if inviting me to follow.
MC: Little butterfly, are you going to take me to see Lucien?
The butterfly spreads its wings and lightly flies up the stairs. I lift my dress and take a step forward.
The butterfly eventually flies through the gate at the end of the staircase and disappears without a trace.
I raise my hand and push open the door. The mist dissipates in an instant, and then rustling flower petals and leaves come flying towards me.
At the end of my hazy field of vision, a tall figure is casually leaning on a chair, the gentle sunlight draping over his body and softening his slightly cold features.
Lucien is wearing loose home clothes, and his long eyelashes are lightly drooping. It seems that he has not yet noticed my arrival.
A small sable is obediently lying on his shoulder, and its black-bean-like eyes turn towards me. Suddenly, it shows its teeth fiercely.
Small Sable: Gugu!
(T/N: "Gugu" is an onomatopoeic sound that represents the sable's vocalization.)
Lucien puts down his book and taps the small sable with his fingertips.
Lucien: Is this Miss the person you want me to wait for here?
The small sable makes a "Gugu" sound as if it has a spiritual connection, and then Lucien nods slightly, as if greeting me.
MC: ...Hello, Professor Lucien.
He looks over with an indifferent gaze, but when his eyes fall on me, a hint of surprise shows in his eyes.
(HE CAN SEE HER IN COLOR😭)
After a moment of scrutinizing gaze on me, he curves his lips into a polite smile.
Lucien: What can I do for you, Miss?
I cautiously observe Lucien, his expression is calm, and there is no emotion in his eyes.
It looks like just as he had mentioned before the experiment, he really doesn't remember me.
Thinking about the task goal that I had agreed with him, I take a deep breath and smile as I extend my hand to the present Lucien in front of me.
MC: Hi, I'm MC, the collaborator for this academic seminar, responsible for providing guidance to the participating scientists.
MC: Most of the scientists have already arrived at the venue, do you need me to take you there?
After I finished my rehearsed opening remarks in one breath, Lucien just calmly shook my hand in response, and then withdrew his hand before I could even savor the lingering touch.
Lucien: [in distant tone] Thank you, there's no need. I have already informed the organizers that I will not be attending.
After saying these words, his gaze returned to the book, and it wasn't until a long time later that he looked back at me again.
Lucien: Miss MC, do you need me to escort you out since you may not know the way back?
He speaks out my name, each word coldly uttered without any hint of intimacy or tenderness.
Meanwhile, the little sable beside him bared its teeth and arched its body, displaying clearly the vigilance and rejection that Lucien himself didn't express.
My heart beats uncontrollably as I force myself to steady my breathing and take a step forward, gathering my courage to pull out the chair in front of him.
MC: Okay, actually I'm not really a collaborator.
I sit down, prop my cheek up with one hand, lean forward slightly, and wink at the person across from me.
MC: Professor Lucien, I came here specifically for you.
MC: Because...I have admired you for a long time.
[Part 2]
My frankness clearly piqued Lucien's interest, and there was a hint of inquiry in his gaze as he looked at me.
Lucien: Oh? Why are you interested in me?
The scrutinizing gaze and calm questioning made my ears slightly hot. I thought for a moment before giving an answer.
MC: This question is difficult to summarize. I think it probably stems from... an instinctive attraction.
MC: After reading almost all of your publications, interviews, and journalist reports, this attraction naturally turned into admiration.
Lucien smiled lightly, closed the book in his hand and put it to the side, interlocking his fingertips.
Lucien: People tend to subconsciously build up their image during conversations and steer the topics towards angles that benefit them.
Lucien: In interviews, I am like this. Perhaps Miss MC also does the same.
His lips are lightly curved, but his eyes are devoid of smile, as if he is looking through me into the intricate maze.
MC: I do have a little bit of ulterior motive towards you, I want to know more about you.
MC: In one interview, you said that insight is a two-way observation, a mutual giving between the experimenter and the experimental subject…
MC: "The more subtle you are, the more unexpected colors you will find."
Upon hearing this, Lucien raised his eyebrow and gestured for me to continue.
I started talking about the topics we had previously discussed, carefully selecting the conversation topics.
Lucien listens quietly, occasionally joining in the conversation, and his gaze on me becomes more intriguing.
The warm and fragrant air in the greenhouse gradually relaxes me, and for a moment, I feel as if I am chatting with the real Lucien.
Lucien: So, "need for more time to discover new chemical reactions" is also something I said in the interview, is that right?
(T/N: callback to New Chemical Reaction SP!)
I startle, and my heart rings the alarm bells. I nod my head hesitantly.
MC: This is... my speculation about your thoughts.
MC: So - is Professor Lucien satisfied with my answer?
Lucien: Your answer is very interesting and precise. If I were to describe it using a teaching term-
Lucien: It's like the answer key in the "Lucien" reference book.
He suddenly stands up, leans one hand on the table, and traps me in the shadow.
Lucien: I'm just curious about the path you took to arrive at the solution.
His words are full of meaning, making me feel embarrassed and uneasy as if he has seen through everything.
It seems that achieving the goal of the experiment smoothly is not as easy as imagined. I try to remain calm and stare at him, thinking of the appropriate words to say.
MC: Before coming to find you, I did receive help from someone, and I came here in response to his invitation.
MC: He wanted me to delve deeper into this place…
MC: To explore you.
=Flashback start=
Two days ago.
Lucien: "I woke up from my dream and once again realized that Hanna was dead."
In the quiet room, the pages of the book rustled slowly as Lucien turned them over.
Lucien: "I also know that the longing that is closely connected to her is not a longing for her, it is a yearning for going home."
The sad story came to an end, and I leaned towards Lucien with a hint of sadness.
MC: Why would the protagonist rather bear a false accusation than admit that he can't read?
Lucien: Because he didn't realize that his inner secrets would affect the outcome of the story.
Lucien: As we stand in the perspective of an observer, we naturally have a clearer view.
Perhaps sensing my sadness, Lucien comfortingly patted my head and extended the conversation to another topic.
Lucien: Like us, although we can be honest enough with each other-
Lucien: But I believe that if a secret is meant to be revealed one day, then it loses its meaning as a secret from the very beginning.
Lucien: So, deep down in our consciousness, there may be hidden the true secrets that we subconsciously hide.
MC: I understand what you mean, but this makes exploring secrets seem like a paradox.
MC: After all, we can't just picking up each other's consciousness and rummage through it.
Lucien suddenly smiled and winked mysteriously at me.
Lucien: Perhaps there is a way.
Lucien quickly showed me his method in his laboratory.
The head-worn device was covered in measuring electrodes and connected to a large white machine through several wires.
He took my hand and led me on a tour of the laboratory, patiently explaining the principles of the equipment in front of us.
Lucien: Human consciousness is closely related to the exchange of bioelectricity, and this device generates virtual electrical signals that cover the bioelectricity generated by the brain in response to external stimuli.
MC: So, does it mean that after wearing the equipment, the information received by the human brain will be replaced?
Lucien: That's correct. And the person leading the experiment can also enter the subject's conscious world through this interface that replaces information.
I nodded thoughtfully and looked at Lucien.
MC: I'm guessing Professor Lucien is inviting me to participate in an experiment in the world of consciousness?
Lucien: You guessed it. However, before that, we may need to do some special preparation work.
Seeing my confusion, Lucien lightly hooked the corner of his lips.
Lucien: I do intend to let you enter my world of consciousness, but your presence might trigger my subconscious desire to conceal things*.
(T/N: "粉饰" can mean "to beautify" or "to adorn," but in this context, it likely means "to beautify in a way that is not entirely truthful.)
Lucien: So, in order to prevent this from happening, I will temporarily block any memories related to you.
Lucien tapped the shell of the device lightly with his fingertips, as if contemplating how to add an extra layer of 'insurance'.
Lucien: But there is a certain risk in doing so. If my consciousness resists, the scenarios constructed by the electrical signals will be modified and reconstructed.
MC: What kind of results would consciousness modification bring?
Lucien: Although I'm not sure what the "Lucien" in my consciousness would do, I think he would bring danger to you as a stranger.
Lucien: So, if you encounter an out-of-control version of me, you can always evoke my memories.
Lucien: At that time, you just need to say the safety command "recall". The device's AI will automatically operate to restore my memory in the consciousness world.
My breathing became slightly quickened, and my tone of voice became cautious.
MC: Don't worry, I will try my best to explore until the end, and I won't use the safety command easily.
Lucien chuckled lightly and narrowed his eyes slightly.
Lucien: It sounds like this classmate is not afraid of this "dangerous game".
MC: Actually, I'm a little scared, but…
I curled up my lips and looked back at Lucien seriously.
MC: I'm more curious to see what kind of secrets are hidden behind Professor Lucien's 'danger'.
=Flashback ends=
And now, this dangerous game is unfolding. I sit opposite Lucien at the table, observing and testing each other.
The gentle expression he always had is nowhere to be seen on the face of the Lucien in front of me. I meet his scrutinizing gaze and reach out my hand.
MC: Mr. Lucien, would you like to take me, a visitor with ulterior motives, to visit this place together?
Lucien smiled at me and the curve of his lips was almost gentle.
Lucien: Why not?
He pinched my fingertips, then released his hand. A chill spread from his fingertips and the air inside the greenhouse became slightly colder.
*insert game special effect*
The damp mist rises instantly, and his glass-like cold voice comes from the mist.
Lucien: But the greatest pleasure of exploration lies in the unknown danger, doesn't it?
As soon as he finished speaking, the plants in the greenhouse suddenly grew rapidly.
[Part 3]
Within a few seconds, the plants in the greenhouse rapidly grow into a magnificent and dangerous size.
Graceful branches and leaves wildly expand in space, separating me and Lucien in an instant.
I instinctively reach out my hand towards him, but hear Lucien's cold voice from behind the plants.
*dramatic black screen, showing this text along with his voice-*
Miss MC, welcome to my world of consciousness.
*the screen flash, showing the previous bg*
In an instant, a thousand thoughts flood my mind, making my heart beat faster and faster.
In my expectation, Lucien would quickly understand that this is the world of consciousness. However, this "quickly" far exceeds my expectations.
Lucien: Don't you want to know me better, Miss MC?
Lucien: Then come and see me.
The sharp words seemed to be close at hand, but the owner of the voice had disappeared without a trace in the next second.
Left alone, I faced the plants and trees of the entire greenhouse, all of them looking at me intently.
I take a deep breath and run down the white marble stairs I came up on.
MC: This person is really...I must settle the score with him when I get out!
??(Lucien): You can come find me and settle the score right now if you want.
I was about to grumble to myself when his voice, now laced with a hint of amusement, suddenly sounded, causing me to startle and almost twist my ankle.
I stop and look around, but he is nowhere to be seen, as if a malevolent God is looking down and playing tricks on me.
MC: Hmph, someone clearly doesn't want me to easily meet him and is trying to trip me up.
Lucien: Is that so? Then the person you're talking about must be really bad.
Lucien: But I think he can be even worse.
As if to prove his words, vines behind me instantly wrapped around me, forcing me to run.
As soon as I started running, I came across two paths that went in completely different directions.
And what's even more peculiar is that familiar animals have appeared on both paths.
One of the paths leads to a dim thorny forest, where a ferocious little sable stands at the crossroads, impatiently waving its paws at me.
The other path leads to a bright and fragrant flower sea, and a beautiful purple butterfly is fluttering at the intersection, seemingly waiting for me to follow.
Lucien: Since you have "Lucien's" reference answer, how would you answer this question?
[Follow the sable]
[Follow the butterfly]
(T/N: this part has a branch! but the end is still the same. I’ll put different choice story after the last part)
[Choose to follow the sable]
I turn around and run towards the direction of the ferocious little sable, and the vines behind me retract at the moment they touch the fork in the road.
MC: That's great…
I breathed a sigh of relief, slowed down my pace, and followed the bouncing little sable into the darkness of the thorny thicket.
As if on cue, Lucien's voice sounded at this moment.
Lucien: Why did you choose to follow it?
MC: Although the little sable is fierce towards me, it is very attached to you, so following it will surely lead me to you.
Lucien: But, this road doesn't seem easy to walk on.
MC: If I can get close to you, I will go on no matter how difficult the road is.
Lucien doesn't immediately respond to my words. Just when I think he's going to remain silent, his voice, filled with amusement, sounds out.
Lucien: If you can come, I will wait for you at the end of the road.
After that, there is only the cold light of the moon in the dim forest.
I follow the little sable forward with difficulty, sometimes crouching, sometimes jumping over the thorns.
Suddenly, a sharp pain shoots up from my ankle, causing me to almost fall into a thorny bush.
And in the next moment, a slender branch seems to sense my danger and stretches out to catch me.
I had just breathed a sigh of relief when suddenly my whole body tensed up. My view shifted and rose even higher as I was entangled in midair by the surging vine!
MC: ….!
I try my best to pry open the branches with all my strength, but it's like ant trying to shake a tree*, and I can only watch as they wrap me tighter and tighter.
(T/N: "却如蚍蜉撼树,只能眼睁睁看着它们将我越缠越紧" is a metaphorical expression to describe a situation where someone is in a very weak position and is unable to do anything to change the situation.)
It seems to be indicating the complete control of the owner of the world over me.
The branches lifted me up into the sky and then suddenly let go. I thought I would fall from a high altitude, but the next second, my feet landed on a hard ground.
I am sent to a floating garden, where a figure is leisurely pruning the branches.
MC: Lucien!
Upon hearing my voice, Lucien turned around and a faint smile appeared on his face.
Lucien: You've arrived.
Lucien: I'm curious, has your thinking changed after this journey?
MC: Of course, I think I understand you better now.
Lucien: Is that so? Well, then tell me about it.
He puts away his smile and looks at me, the warmth quietly surging into my ears.
MC: I think, I saw Lucien's possessiveness.
After hearing my response, Lucien smiled lightly in a good mood.
Lucien: You never cease to amaze me.
I couldn't help but feel excited, but he calmly opened his mouth.
Lucien: But unfortunately, it's not entirely correct.
MC: What…!
In the next second, my unfinished words were replaced by a scream as a feeling of weightlessness swept over my body.
[Part 4]
With a flick of his finger, Lucien opens up a deep crack in the ground beneath my feet, causing me to lose my balance and stumble.
I slide down from the flower branch like a petal from his hand, and for a moment, fear seeps through my body with the cold wind.
In the rapid fall, Lucien's voice rings in my ears again.
Lucien: Do you still want to continue exploring me now that things have come to this?
MC: ...I won't give up until I get an answer.
Lucien: Unfortunately, mere bravery alone is not enough to break through the mystery.
His words were infused with undisguised confidence and insight, even his advice carried a cold detachment that seemed to observe from above.
Lucien: Let's stop here. This conciousness experiment is too dangerous for you.
Lucien: No matter who you are, and what relationship you have with the real-life Lucien, I think you need to know when to give up.
He paused and there is a hint of temptation in his tone.
Lucien: Or, at least recall my memory, maybe Lucien who remembers you will let you go.
His words made my heart tighten, and even my tough words couldn't avoid a slight hint of wavering.
MC: I-I won't turn back.
As soon as I finish speaking, something soft underneath me gently catches me, and I fall into a bed.
I force myself to ignore the exhaustion that comes with it and sit up to look around.
Before my eyes is a small wooden house filled with flowers, and warm sunlight is pouring in from the skylight.
Lucien's voice comes from outside the door, his tone is quite serious.
Lucien: You are very firm.
Lucien: I will give you some time to answer again.
Lucien: But you have to remember, this is also your last chance.
His tone remained polite and indifferent, but it made me curve my lips into a smile.
MC: No problem, I will cherish this opportunity.
MC: But you didn't say how much time I have, so can I assume that…
MC: Can I understand that until I give you an answer, I can stay here to observe you?
As if he heard something interesting, there is a hint of amusement in Lucien's voice.
Lucien: Yes, I hope this classmate can maintain this spirit of inquiry.
As soon as he finished speaking, the sun outside the skylight also went down, replaced in a moment by a tranquil night.
The flow of time in the world of consciousness is very vague, and even the alternation of day and night seems to be under Lucien's control.
I wander alone in this isolated garden, carefully examining every flower, butterfly, and leaf…
The sun rises and sets in a mechanical cycle, and occasionally, Lucien would visit my dwelling and cunningly give me tests.
He would transform into a butterfly, gently fluttering its wings, and then speak unexpectedly.
Lucien: By observing my world so meticulously, has Miss MC arrived at any new conclusions?
MC: I'm thinking, your consciousness world is so rich and colorful, maybe my previous answer was too one-sided…
MC: Hold on, let's be clear that this is not my final answer. We are still in the discussion period!
Lucien: That's an interesting thought, and your cunning look is also quite adorable.
As the heavy snow falls on the eaves, the agile little sable climbs onto my knees.
It didn't use to be affectionate with me before, but now it nestles in the blanket on my lap, conveying a comfortable warmth.
I touched it and laughed.
MC: Professor Lucien who turns into a little sable is also very cute.
Lucien: I've also noticed that whenever I appear in this form, you seem to be more friendly towards me.
MC: When you're not so guarded around me, I feel closer to you~
Lucien: Like how you treat "Lucien" in real life?
I instinctively want to give a definite answer, but when the words reach my lips, I swallow them back.
MC: ….How about you try to guess the answer to this question?
The little sable rolled over and looked up at me with its round, watery eyes.
Lucien: You are even more difficult to tempt than I imagined, like... a special drug that exclusively targets "Lucien".
Listening to the amused tone in Lucien's voice, I couldn't help but shake my head with a smile.
MC: Really? I actually think that Lucien is the special drug for me, rather than the other way around.
MC: Every time he can read my desires and lure me unknowingly into the scenario he has calculated.
Lucien: But without your cooperation, one-sided calculation is just empty talk.
I pause for a moment as I touch the fingertips of the little sable, and something becomes clearer in my heart.
MC: Is this a hint that Professor Lucien kindly gave me~
Lucien: Maybe this is also one of the inducements?
The little sable rolled over on my lap and reached out its paws to hold onto my fingers.
I slowly close my eyes, and the answer in my heart seems to become clearer and clearer.
MC: Lucien, I think I already know your secret.
As the words fall from my mouth, the heavy snow disappears, and spring arrives. The dawn filters through the arched stained glass windows, casting a hazy gray light into every corner of the room.
Layer upon layer of white gauze falls down, like a dream reaching its most beautiful moment.
And the owner of the world leans over, his deep eyes gazing at me, with a probing yet restrained fervor.
Lucien: Before hearing your answer, I want to discuss a guess I have with you.
Lucien: Regarding MC's identity, I have a relatively confirmed answer.
My heartbeat inexplicably quickens, staring at his opening and closing lips in a daze.
Lucien: The time we've spent together has given me a feeling that I've never experienced before. It can even be described as... strange.
Lucien: For the first time, I feel that the world is complete with you in it, and this feeling is not unfamiliar.
Lucien: So even though my consciousness doesn't have any memories of you, I still think of you out of habit.
Lucien: I think that's the kind of relationship we have.
His burning gaze carries a hint of inquiry, sinking me into this profound and intense emotion.
MC: …When did you realize it?
Lucien: Probably, it was when I turned into a small sable lying on your lap and your touch gave me a clue.
Lucien: The sensation starts from the top of my head to my chin, then down my body, and my tail…
As he described, he used his hand to trace his body... I couldn't help but interrupt him, blushing.
MC: No, no need to be more specific. Your guess is correct.
I close my eyes, feeling his slightly rapid breath.
-this is both a confirmation to him and a repeated confirmation to myself…
MC: Maybe you are always exploring all the possibilities about me, tempting me to get closer to you step by step.
MC: This is my answer.
Without waiting for Lucien to speak, I quickly add.
MC: I have thought about a question before, regarding a question about Lucien, what should the answer be.
MC: But now I understand that actually, the question about Lucien can be both a single choice question and a multiple choice question.
Lucien: Why do you say so?
I stretch out my hands and make a butterfly shape, then gently wave them.
MC: Because I will choose all of you and only you.
I gaze at his dark and mysterious eyes with affection, my tone unconsciously softening.
MC: So even if you don't try to probe or tempt me, I will fly resolutely to you every time like a determined little butterfly.
MC: And then kiss you.
I lean in and, under his widened eyes, softly kiss the corner of his lips.
MC: Recall me.
The gauze by the window is gently lifted by the breeze, and the butterfly flutters away like a fleeting dawn, floating away into the distance.
The little sable clung to the branches and leaves, stealing glances in our direction.
But in my eyes, there is only the familiar tenderness that is rekindled in Lucien's eyes.
Lucien: (softly) MC, I missed you.
Lucien: More than just missing you a lot, I missed you even more than that.
I gaze at him for a long time, and finally smile, opening my arms to embrace his neck, pressing myself tightly against his warm body.
MC: After a whole spring, summer, autumn and winter, Mr. Lucien finally remembers me.
Lucien slightly lowers his head and gives a gentle kiss to my hair.
Lucien: I didn't expect that my consciousness world would bring you so much trouble.
Lucien: I hope the Great Producer won't be mad at me for causing you so much trouble, okay?
MC: Hmm~ After all, I have endured a lot of hardships and loneliness, so it depends on your performance.
Lucien leans close to my ear, his warm breath gently brushing against my cheek.
Lucien: (whisper) No problem.
He chuckles lightly, pinching my jaw and deepening our kiss.
Lucien: (whisper) And next, it's my turn to explore you, right?
The sky is hazy, and amidst our fiery breaths, my consciousness floats and sinks.
Like stranded on the tidal shore, like drowning in the sea, until completely dyed in his color.
[Another choice: Follow the butterfly]
I turn my steps and run towards the direction of the butterfly, while the vines behind me retract at the moment of contact with the fork in the road.
MC: That's great…
I breathed a sigh of relief and slowed down, following the gracefully fluttering butterfly towards the depths of the bright flower garden.
And at this moment, Lucien's voice timely sounded.
Lucien: Why did you choose to follow it?
MC: The first time, it was the butterfly that brought me to you. I believe it will help me for the second time.
Lucien: Your intuition is correct, and this choice seems much gentler.
MC: But I don't want to only see gentleness, I will find what's hidden behind it.
Lucien doesn't immediately respond to my words. Just as I think he'll fall silent, a voice tinged with amusement breaks the silence.
Lucien: I will wait for you to personally unveil the answer in front of me.
After that, only the gentle fragrance remained in the flower sea.
Petals of flowers whirl around me like spirits, and I struggle to break through their gentle confinement, following the butterfly as it moves forward.
I am surrounded by the intoxicating fragrance and can't help but stop in front of a blooming hydrangea. I extend my fingertips and gently touch its petals.
At the moment my fingertips touch the petals, they suddenly retract and wrap around my fingers!
MC: !!
At the same time, the flowers around me, like they've caught their prey, gently and irresistibly caress my body.
As I struggle, they invade me more deeply, the flower branches penetrate into my clothes, and the wild petals engulf me like waves-
It seems to be indicating the world's owner's exploration of me.
The flowers take me into the abyss and suddenly let go. I think I will fall down high, but the next second, my feet land on the hard ground.
(T/N: The story after this follow the exact same suit, the only difference is MC’s first answer)
Lucien: I'm curious, has your thinking changed after this journey?
MC: Of course, I think I understand you better now.
Lucien: Is that so? Well, then tell me about it.
He puts away his smile and looks at me, the warmth quietly surging into my ears.
MC: I think, I saw Lucien's desire for exploration.
After hearing my response, Lucien smiled lightly in a good mood.
Lucien: You never cease to amaze me.
I couldn't help but feel excited, but he calmly opened his mouth.
Lucien: But unfortunately, it's not entirely correct.
MC: What…!
In the next second, my unfinished words were replaced by a scream as a feeling of weightlessness swept over my body.
[Lux short ramble corner~]
OKAY so, gonna keep it short because... *glances at schoolwork*. This date is... exciting and a bit wild. I like how papergames is trying new things with all the special effect in this date (not saying that they’re new, it’s just that... they usually on main story rather than date, and it really gives an exciting feeling).
I think this date feels like getting to know him again, without him knowing anything about MC. We slowly explore him, who was indifferent at first, then become intrigued by MC’s answer. This make him both guarded and curious. But then, over times we also see him slowly become unguarded in front of her (even worrying about her). And finally after MC feeling him up reach the conclusion that he loves her (the strange feeling) and has this deep connection with her. The connection is based on something deeper than just memories or experience, but rather on fundamental sense of familiarity, it was soul deep. She completes his world. Even though Lucien didn’t have any memory of her, he feel a sense of wholeness with her.
About Lucien’s two (actually not so) hidden desires to explore and possess her- I think this already clear in the date. MC still chooses him despite his flaws and facades (Because I will choose all of you and only you.), despite his attempt of exploring and possessing (and even though he didn’t try, she will still choose to fly to him). Because loving him is the choice that she already made since long time ago, and she is committed to loving Lucien for all that he is.
Overall, I think this date is really fresh and offers deeper insight about their relationship. Whether it’s their soul deep connection or how love is a choice. I also quite like all the shenanigans that Lucien made. It’s not everyday you see him with all of his trickster potential revealed in front of MC lol.dye
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