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#that condescending tone of that text message
vitiateoriginator · 7 months
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Today has not been good :'3
#slept like shit#woke up at 5am from a nightmare of my datemate dying and then was stuck awake for an extra hour and a half after the fact from emotions#hit my head against my datemate's when I went to seek comfort (hurt myself in the process. luckily I took all the damage datemate was fine)#saw my dad's shitty fucking sister at the pizzarea right next door to where I live (we are no contact for very obvious reasons)#ran out of the pizzeria even tho my datemate and I had planned to eat there then proceeded to have a panic attack after going outside#my datemate and I then went to walk thru the neighborhood as quickly and as far from where we actually live as possible in case#she tried to follow us#while doing so my sis sent a condescending message telling me my datemate is an ass because he supposedly had an attitude with my mom before#we left. my sis just misinterpreted his tone. but my datemate saw the text and it pissed him off because my sis always does this shit#overracts or reads into what he says even when he doesn't mean any harm#so then he started talking about being done with it and wanting to leave. reminder I was still having a panic attack and in full flight mode#so hearing him talking about leaving made me spiral and I walked away from him and went really far in another direction while crying#and then we started fighting over telegram after I didn't answer his ph9ne call (it was an accident tho#I was trying to check my phone to se if he'd messaged me but as I pressed my power button he started calling n it turned my screen off#instead of on like I wanted)#we did make up tho its all good we went hoke together and cuddled it out#but while doing so I misplaced my glasses. I have absolutely no idea where in my apartment they are. I've checked everywhere#last place I saw them was on the bed. but we checked behind everything and under the bed. they are MIA#so yeah thats my day so far#sucks#Im exhausted#I might call out of work tomorrow but idk. I doubt I actually will#but after today I feel like I need a day off from my day off lol#sam's rants about life
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sin-and-punishment · 4 months
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[ Needy ] ; | Sano Manjiro x f!reader (NSFW/18+)
" tell me how good it feels to be needed . "
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content warnings: MDNI, Manila!Mikey, f!reader (the use of the word 'girl' is present), relationship insecurities, explicit smut, fingering (f rec), orgasm denial, piv, unprotected, mating press, creampie, petnames used: (baby, bunny), hints of fluff sprinkled in there.
word count: 1.3k
auth notes: part one of two contributions to @kamorikiri's Thank U, Next Collab! this was a little different for me, but when i thought of the song 'Needy' by Ariana Grande, Manjiro immediately came to mind. i hope you enjoy my first Mikey smut, and go check out everyone elses fics in the link above! (special thanks n smooches to my beloved woodrow for beta reading xoxo)
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—outgoing message— to: manjiro ♡ baby when are you getting home? 9:34pm i miss u :( 9:37pm manjiroooo 9:42pm
—outgoing calls— > manjiro ♡ (2) 9:56pm
He does this every once in a while, and it always seems to be at the worst times. You ponder how Mikey tolerates this, your periodic barrage of texts and calls just for a scrap of his attention. It’s any wonder he hasn’t broken up with you for how annoying and needy you can be sometimes. 
Lately, you’ve been feeling more overbearing than usual. You get upset when he doesn’t answer his phone. You wonder if he’s out with someone else, being unfaithful, or plotting to get rid of you. Manjiro Sano was well known for being a strong – and at times dangerous – man. Oftentimes your mind would race thinking about the number of scenarios that could be unfolding while you sit at home and wait for him to return, worrying that this time… he won’t.
But he always does, and he always obliges to take care of you and melt all your worries away.
“Such a needy little thing, hm,” you hear him coo into your ear from above you, the dark tendrils of his hair wafting over his brow. He took you straight to bed once he arrived home, recounting all the desperate messages you left him while he was out conducting a private matter that you needn’t know about. 
His strong fingers were knuckle deep in your eager hole, thrusting shallowly to work you open, moving and hitting all the right spots inside you to make your toes curl and your lashes flutter. 
“M-Manjiro…” Inflections of his name were all you could manage to breathe out while he flexed his digits around your walls, your arousal dripping down to dampen the sheets and subsequently making Mikey’s cock throb in his pants. 
Your hands grasp at his shoulders, leaving crescent indentations from your nails into his soft skin. He makes no reaction to the pain, continuing to kiss and bite at your neck while he rubs on your g-spot with the pads of his fingers. He thinks your mewling and squirming is so cute, your responsiveness to his touch making his cock ache and his blood race. 
“Just couldn’t wait til I got home… Had to rush me, huh?” he huffs, not angry in tone, more condescending and amused that you can’t seem to be away from him for too long without pouting over the phone or sending a string of texts indicating your neediness for him. 
“Sorry— ‘m sorry,” you mumble through the waves of pleasure building in your core from the ministrations of his adept fingers. You knew you were a lot to deal with, probably annoying at best for someone like Manjiro Sano, who seemed to have a whole other life outside of you that he cared not to elaborate on anytime you asked. In fact, it appeared that he’d use your weakness for him as his own strength to overpower the conversation and get you to roll over, quite literally, on your back. 
But he’s never once complained, never retaliated at your outbursts, never discounted your overthinking or your feelings, never failed to give you what you want at the end of the day. Because he loves you, he’s told you as much, just as much as he’s shown you.
You were close, oh so close, ready to tip over the edge… until Mikey retracts his fingers from your pussy and ruins your orgasm. You heave and cry the the loss of climax as he brings his digits to his tongue and licks your arousal clean off, watching him enjoy your taste through welling tears, those blank staring eyes of his that give you a sense of falling into a black hole. 
“Not yet, bunny, you’re gonna cum on my cock,” he mutters almost too calmly, his lips curled up into a smile that you could only describe as devilish and smug. He looks down on you like a silent predator as he rids himself of his pants and puts the head of his length at your slick entrance. 
It only takes a few moments of teasing before you utter a whine from your pouty lips. “Please, ‘Jiro, need you—“
“I know, baby,” you hear him say, pushing his cock into your pulsing hole, causing you to reel and moan at the gradual stretch of your walls around him. He feels so amazing, the best feeling in the world is when he’s inside you, and the more he fills you up the hotter and tighter you feel in your core. He’s exactly what you want, what you crave, what you need.
Mikey takes hold of your knees, pushing them toward you to get better access before he lets a slow string of saliva fall from his lips, dribbling down onto the exact spot where the two of your bodies meet. Your body jolts at the contact against your searing skin, and Mikey starts pumping his cock rhythmically into you, his spit and your juices mixing to give enough lubrication to glide in and out of your pussy with ease. 
He’s got you a moaning mess in record time, your body already in hyperdrive from your burning desire for him. And now he’s thrusting his hips against you, steady and progressively rougher, pulling those quick sharp hiccups from your lungs as you’re being jostled against the sheets.
And Mikey loves seeing you like this really, eager as eager can get to have him fuck you dumb on his dick like the needy girl that you are. He knows you think you’re troublesome, excess baggage that he doesn’t need to keep around, not good enough for someone like the Invincible Mikey.
But he’d kill for you if ever need be, and fuck you ‘til you’re seeing stars if that’s what you want. Mikey thinks it’s nice to be needed so simply but so desperately. 
His tip kisses at your cervix, making saccharine whines push from your parted lips, your gummy walls squeezing his length to pull him in. More. Deeper. Harder. 
“Unhh… ah! M-Manjiro…” you pant breathlessly, each swell of air you suck in being stolen away immediately with each piston of his hips. Your brow furrows as you inch closer to your breaking point, and Mikey knows, he can read you like a pliant little book.
“Close, yeah? Gonna cum, bunny?” he taunts, thrusting into you while his strong hands keep your knees nearly pressed to your chest. One of them abandons your soft flesh to thumb at your clit, quick drawn circles around the sensitive bud that has you crying from the stimulation. 
“Go ‘head and cum, baby. Make a mess for me,” he grunts out, feeling the way your cunt is squeezing him so tight that it accelerates his own high. Your pretty voice cuts out in a silent scream as your release washes over you, and you’re cumming on Mikey’s cock just like he said you would for him. 
He’s back to both hands on your knees, only now throwing his weight into folding you in half and wildly fucking you into the mattress. His hot breath fans over your cheeks as he breaks into a string of stifled moans until he’s cumming, white ropes of his release painting your walls. 
Mikey stills his hips, keeping his throbbing cock buried in your cunt while he empties himself inside you. He makes sure to fill you up with everything he can give to satiate your greedy little hole. 
The air is heavy as Mikey releases his grip on your legs, trailing his fingers along your thighs as they fall gently down around his waist. There’s a tremble to them that excites him, a wordless indication that he’s given you exactly what you needed. 
Mikey reaches to stroke the hair at the crown of your head, seemingly admiring the state of you beneath him. You hum contently, letting your hands wander over him, a finger moving his dark hair from his even darker eyes. 
“Feel better?” he whispers quietly. 
“Yes,” you breathe in response. “So good to me, Manjiro.”
Your Manjiro, right where he belongs. 
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blockgamepirate · 4 months
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R = Rose (well, it's probably her), E = The Ender King
R: Long ago, E: A lifetime ago,
R: there was a child of the sky… E: there lived a man who fancied himself an explorer. . .
R: whose feathers were as dark as the night, of wings E: who flew with angels' wings,
R: that span across the Heavens. E: as vast as the endless Void.
R: He would take flight, possessing an unwavering spirit E: He soared wherever his whims took him,
R: and journeying through the unknown with a brave heart. E: claiming the treasures and secrets of the unknown as his own.
R: Day by day, E: Time after time,
R: he overcame trials and tribulations, an unwavering soul. E: he fought through trials no person was ever meant to survive.
These opening lines match so closely and it makes the differences in wording and tone very noticeable and interesting.
Rose (I'm just gonna assume it's her, alright) calls Phil a "child of the sky", the Ender King a "man who fancied himself an explorer". Rose is older than the Ender King and she's a protector, she views him as a child. The Ender King is scornful of others doesn't care about anyone but himself and views Phil as a man but immediately implies that Phil himself doesn't understand himself as well as he understands him.
Rose refers to the wings as "dark" but for the Ender King dark wings are kinda obvious, I mean what other kinds of wings are there, right? Instead he focuses on the comparison with angels, because feathers are kind of an alien concept for him, maybe, idk.
What Rose sees as "unwavering spirit", the Ender King sees as "whims", what Rose sees as journeying with a brave heart, the Ender King sees as conquest of the unknown. I think both are majorly projecting here lmao. They're describing themselves more than they're describing Phil.
Rose stresses Phil's unwavering soul "overcoming" trials, the Ender King sees them as battles to be "fought", maybe with a hint of grudging respect for Phil's success against all odds?
The rest of the text in each letter is less obviously mirrored, but the broad lines are still the same:
Rose describes Phil’s misfortune as seemingly having no clear reason, it’s just something that happened and it was a tragedy, but there's still hope for him. She focuses on his feelings of sadness and the way his presence was missed.
The Ender King blames Phil and sees this as some sort of divine punishment for his greed, again projecting his own faults onto Phil, that can only be escaped through redemption. This is clearly how he sees his own predicament now. And he draws that connection himself, explicitly.
I think by this point it's obvious that Rose views Phil as a child (her child?), the Ender King views him as a reflection of himself.
Rose only mentions herself off-handedly, doesn’t make a big deal of herself and even tries to dismiss her identity as unimportant. She only expresses her familiarity with Phil and that she feels his pain and wants to help him. She assures him that they will meet again (not realising that her message ended up being everything but comforting for him, oops.)
The Ender King talks about himself almost as much if not more than he talks about Phil, and only sees Phil’s value in his relation to himself. He makes a big deal about being THE ONLY ONE who can help Phil, which he offers to do, in the most condescending way possible. ”to grant you the peace of mind you so desperately seek”, okay dude.
And of course the way he addresses Phil is full of mockery where Rose's is full of gentle praise. It's interesting that he calls Phil by name, though, while Rose only addresses him by the same sobriquet she used in the beginning, "child of the sky".
It's also interesting how Rose seems to focus a LOT on Phil's wings, but it's hard to say if this is metaphorical or literal (or both). The Ender King's letter definitely makes it sound more like it's about Phil's mental state, him seeking "peace of mind". Rose also sort of touches on something related to that with the comment about his memories, but that's kinda it. The Ender King refers to his derealisation episodes very bluntly. Although I don't think either of them mean the problems with derealization is the thing he needs guidance for, considering they're BOTH actively making it worse with their messages.
If I were to guess, it's probably about him losing his memories and getting trapped on Quesadilla Island? idk. Possibly also the wings but I'm starting to lean towards the wings just needing to heal on their own and he probably doesn't actually need help with that.
Anyway, there are a lot of differences between the letters, but there are also a lot of core similarities: both of them are in a way treating him as a child, or a naive and childish person, both of them recognise his pain, both of them offer guidance and relief for said pain, although one through "faith" and one through "redemption" (oh boy there's a lot to say about that particular contrast that one could maybe make some real life comparisons about...) and although Rose does it a lot more, both of them associate him heavily with his wings.
I feel like there's also a certain level of respect for him in both letters, paradoxically. You wouldn't think that from how you have this almost coddling tone on one hand and mocking and condescending on the other. But they both describe him as a larger-than-life figure, almost like a mythical creature or a legendary hero (hero in the ancient sense of the word). And the way they BOTH emphasize the unfathomable vastness of his wings in such similar ways also doesn't seem coincidental. That's not how you (as a god) describe a mortal man, that's how you describe a fellow divine being.
(Honestly, these descriptions almost sound like he's a personification of a natural force, like he isn't just like the night or like the darkness, he is the night, he is the darkness, he is the void. What else would have wings that stretched out across the entire sky?)
And of course they both ultimately see him as someone worthy of their divine guidance.
I'm so excited to see if the other deities send him their own messages, I can't wait
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angelsyd · 5 months
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Lurker | jjk
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pairing: jeon jungkook x reader
genre: college student!reader x stalker!jungkook, dark, angst, bsf!jungkook x reader, light smut, slight Taehyung x reader,
summary: jungkook has been your best friend since your first year of college. Things begin to turn weird when you start to feel eyes behind your back whenever he's not around.
word count: 3k
warnings: stalking, mature themes, blood, manipulation, cursing, death, knifes, entitlement,
notes: it's here! it's my first time writing something like this, so i hope you guys enjoy <3
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You're sitting on your couch attempting to study for an upcoming math exam when you get a call from your best friend, Jeon Jungkook. You both met in your freshman year of college because you happened to sit next to him during class and he joined you for lunch in the dining hall.  Ever since then, you've been inseparable. 
“Hey, are you busy?” Jungkook chirped through the phone. 
“Unfortunately” you huffed. “I have this stupid algebra test next week that I need to study for”
“Just wing it like I always do, it works for me” he chuckled at your misery. 
“Unlike you Jeon, I actually need good grades” you match his playful condescending tone. 
You heard the creak of his bed as he got up. “Well, whatever, I'm coming over,” he announced, then hung up the call.   
Even though you were supposed to be doing your schoolwork, you couldn't help but smile at the fact that he was coming over to see you. You could use some time away from your computer and useless assignments. You lift yourself off the couch into the kitchen to go grab some snacks for when he gets here.
You and Jungkook are lying on the couch with your legs over his lap. You trace your forefinger over the outline of his tattoos while you watch the second season of The Summer I Turned Pretty. 
“Seriously, who the fuck names their kid Belly?”
You smack him over the head with a pillow. “It's short for Isabel!” 
“Then just call her that!” he laughed. 
You guys begin to settle down and continue watching when your phone buzzes from your back pocket. You reach down and open a text from Tae, the guy you met on campus a couple weeks ago. He was a really attractive guy, almost majestic looking, with curled brown locks that contrasted Jungkook's sleek raven mane. 
Tae messaged you asking if you were free this Friday because he wanted to take you to a new kbbq restaurant down the street. As you start typing a reply, you see Jungkook take notice and lean towards the screen.
He reads the message and quirks up a questioning eyebrow. “Who's that?” 
You can sense a strong worry sensation coming off from him. He's always been pretty protective of you and around guys who show interest. But you think it's due to him seeing you as the little sister he's never had. And it warmed your heart to think that he felt that way.
“Oh him? We met weeks ago and we started talking pretty soon after that” You smiled thinking about it. 
“Cool” Jungkook replied dryly. He turned back toward the tv with a blank expression plastered on his face. 
You wanted to console and reassure him that Taehyung was a really sweet guy who treats you like a princess, even though we're not even officially dating yet. But you decide otherwise and continue watching Belly fuck up for the millionth time. 
Midnight comes and it's time for Jungkook to return home. His mood seemed to get progressively better as the night went on and he started talking to you like normal again.
“I wish I could spend the night, but I got class in the morning” He frowns standing in the doorway.
“Don't worry about it Jeon, get some sleep” you say, patting his cheek in a caring jest.
You both bid your goodnights and you began cleaning up the mess of blankets and cushions on the couch. You pick up all the stray popcorn that landed on the couch during your fits of laughter and tickle fights initiated by Jungkook. You made your way over to the kitchen sink to wash the dishes, attempting to scrub the butter off the clear bowl. 
clink
The quietness of your apartment made the sound seem ten times louder. You turn around from the sink and peer around the room. You didn't see anything out of the ordinary so you return to cleaning, wiping down the countertops. 
clink clink
You turned your head sharply towards the noise again. It was coming from the screen door. You silently cursed yourself for deciding to live on the first floor. As you continued staring at the door, for some unknown reason you felt a big wave of fear come over your body, as if you were being watched. 
You didn't know why you felt this way, It could just be a street cat looking for food. You didn't see a cat anywhere. Before you could hear another strange noise, you bolt for your bedroom and lock the door behind you. You stood there against the door, your chest heaving.
You pull out your phone and start frantically texting Jungkook.
‘Are you still here? There's someone at my door and I'm freaking out’
‘hello? please answer’
‘jungkook?’
Delivered. It's been an hour of you confined in the closet of your room and he still hasn't replied to your message. He couldn't have walked home and fell asleep that fast. You haven't heard any other weird sounds since earlier, so you decided to stop being a baby and emerge from the closet. 
It was already extremely late so you took a shower and then lay on your bed after you made sure the windows were locked. 
The next morning, you're walking home from your last class of the day on a Facetime call with Jungkook. He always makes sure to keep an eye on you whenever you're walking alone. 
“Hey did you get my text last night?” you questioned him. You saw that he read your text when you woke up but he never replied, he just brushed over it and sent his usual good morning text.
“Oh” He hesitated a little bit “I meant to ask you about it but I forgot”
“You could've just been hearing things you know, you were just tired,” Jungkook added.
You sighed into the phone thinking about the events last night. Maybe he was right, you might have just been tired and imagined a bump in the dark to be a bigger deal than it really was. A small part of you still felt afraid of someone trying to break in at night. It's especially scary considering you live alone.
“You're probably right” you bit your lip in thought “do you think you could stay with me tonight? Just to be safe?” 
“Ye-yeah of course” You could practically see his eyes light up through the phone. You hung up the call as soon as you reached your apartment. 
Later that night, you and Jungkook are sitting at the kitchen counter working on homework. He's hyper-focused on his computer screen, trying to finish his assignment before the midnight deadline. 
You take advantage of the fact that he's not paying attention to admire him. His sleeves are rolled up, exposing the muscle tone of his forearms. A round pair of glasses sat on the tip of his nose, making his usual strong appearance seem more soft. 
He was a very good-looking man, the kind of bad boy type that everyone is drawn to at least once in their life. Everyone else you knew anticipated you two would eventually end up together. You couldn't deny ever having slight feelings for the boy, it has crossed your mind a few times.
“Finally“ Jungkook taps the enter key loudly and slides his hands down his face.
You laughed at his gesture and closed both of your computers, sliding them further down the counter.  He sat back relaxing his body in the chair. 
“Can I use your bathroom? I've been holding it in this whole time” He asks with some humor in the last sentence. 
“You know you don't need to ask” You giggle at his question. 
“Hey I'm being polite” He lifts his arms up in defense and walks out of the kitchen, making his way to the washroom.  
You pull out your phone and text Tae. He confirms that he’ll be at your place by six tomorrow afternoon to pick you up. You squirm around in excitement. It was nice to be able to go out with someone after what felt like decades of being single. 
Your fingers type away in a playful conversation with your upcoming date. The thin hairs on the nape of your neck begin to stick up. A sensation you remember all too well. 
 You held a tight grip around the phone. As if it were the stuffed animal you held as a child, protecting you from the dark. You didn't want to turn around and face who, or what could be behind you. 
As you frantically peer around the room, you notice that the hanging mirror in the living room is visible from where you're sitting. You squint in its direction to get a better look at the door less than a foot away from your back. 
For a second you see nothing but darkness. Then a hasty hand places itself against the glass, slowly sliding down. Your whole body shivers with fear at the sight. You let out a horrified scream and ran out of your seat and into the living room. 
You whip your head back towards the screen door, but the person was gone. You stood there breathing heavily, your hair was sticking to your cheekbones from the cold sweat. Once you stood long enough to ensure they weren't coming back, you rushed towards the bathroom door. 
Before you made it, Jungkook was already halfway down the hall. 
“We need to call the police!!” you grab both his arms in a death grip “It happened again!” 
“What do you mean? What happened?” he asked with the most puzzled look on his face. You paused at his reaction. How did he not hear?
“Jungkook, the weird noises? They're back, i-i saw hand and everything” You try to remind him. You searched his eyes trying to look for some fear or an ounce of belief in you. He placed both of his palms cupping your cheeks. His touch felt cold, it made you flinch a little. 
“y/n listen, I didn't see or hear anything” he spoke. “I think you're just imagining things” He was speaking to you as if you were a child. You knew what you saw, but his calm demeanor threatened to make you second guess. 
“Come here let me prove it to you” He led you by your hand through the kitchen and up to the window. He unlocked the door and slid it open. You stood there biting your lower lip nervously. He walked out and looked around. ‘Nothing’ he mouthed to you. 
He gestured for you to follow him outside. You hesitated at first, but then you decided not to make a fool of yourself anymore and stepped out. 
“That wasn't so bad huh?” Jungkook smiled lovingly at you. You tried to match his smile, but you were still a bit nervous on the inside. 
“Wait look” he points ahead in the dark. You turn your head quickly, searching for a figure in the darkness. You felt a pair of strong hands slither their way up your back and to your shoulders.
“BOO” Jungkook yelled in your ear. You scream and stumble onto the floor, hurting your ass. 
“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” you yell at him. He’s bent over laughing uncontrollably, tears in his eyes. After a minute he walks over to you and offers his hand. You take it and he pulls you up to him. 
“I'm sorry I had to” he chuckles with a little guilt mixed in. You huff and walk back into the apartment, leaving him behind. 
The dress you wore hugged your body beautifully, the satin fabric wrapped around your curves in a sexy but classy way. You didn't want to reveal too much so soon. You thought you looked gorgeous, and you assumed Tae did too by the way he kept glancing at you in the passenger seat. 
When you arrived, he got out of his seat and opened your door like a gentleman. You could tell he was trying to make a good impression. You both walked side by side into the restaurant. it was a lot fancier than you imagined, you were glad because you looked extremely polished up. 
The waiter sat you guys at a small table in the corner. Tae ordered a round of drinks for both of you, and you appreciated the dominant move. 
“I'm glad you came” Tae smiled at you “you look amazing.” His comment made you blush and look down. You returned the compliment and you two made small talk for the next hour. 
You felt your phone buzz next to you. You didn't want to be rude so you looked up at Tae, he nodded in approval and took a sip of his drink. It was a message from Jungkook. You texted him your location earlier to be safe, ‘just in case your date was a cold-blooded murder’ as he put it. So he was probably just checking up on you.
He asked if you were leaving soon and you replied that you were leaving soon and that Tae is staying over at your place for a while. Jungkook read the message quickly but he didn't respond. A little later, Tae paid the bill and drove you back to your place. 
Both of you were sprawled out on the couch in a heated makeout session. You didn't know what started it, maybe it was the three margaritas, or maybe it was the low-lidded look on his face. But right now you didn't care about that. 
Tae's hands glided over your body, leaving nothing untouched. You sucked in a sharp breath every time he inched closer to your heat, you were desperate for him to touch you there but he only teased you. He smirked at your breathless whimpers and kept kissing you.
“We should move to the bed” You whispered in his ear. He nodded and lifted you up by your thighs, you let out a surprised squeal that only seemed to turn him on more. He placed you gently on the bed and started lifting up your dress.
You help him and lift it up slowly, teasing him like he did to you. You throw the dress across the room leaving you in your matching set. Maybe you lied about not wanting to reveal much, you didn't wear your best lingerie for nothing. 
Tae climbed onto the bed, he placed kisses trailing from your covered heat to your breast until he was hovering straight over you. He placed wet kisses on your neck and collarbone. You peered around the room, your vision blurring in pleasure. 
Out of the corner of your eye, you see a shadow in the window. You shut your eyes, trying to get back into what's happening with the man above you. You couldn't help but look again, and what you saw made you jump. 
A man with a hammer smashed into the window, glass shards flying everywhere. You scream at the site, crawling backward on the bed. Tae gasped sharply and looked around the room frantically for a weapon. He settled for the lamp on your nightstand and stood up. 
The man swiftly jumped through the window, landing on the glass. The moonlight shined on his face, revealing his identity. 
Jungkook.
Your breath hitched. Tears streamed down your eyes. You screamed his name but he didn't acknowledge you, he was looking at Tae.
In one swift motion, Jungkook lunges at him. They both fell to the floor in a mess of throwing fists. The awful sounds of hands meeting bone fill your ears. You quickly come to your senses and search for your phone in the bedsheets. 
You press the emergency service button and wait with shaky palms for someone to pick up. You didn't see Jungkook make his way over and snatch the phone, throwing it across the room. 
He yanked you by the hair, dragging you to the floor. The pain in your scalp inhibited you from hearing what he was saying, all you heard was a loud scream. He dropped you and held the back of his leg. Blood was gushing all over the floor. 
You turned and saw Tae on the floor, glass shard in hand. His face was swollen and red from Jungkook's punches earlier. You wanted to reach out and comfort him, but you thought better than it.
Jungkook turned towards the man on the ground, eyes beaming with anger. He searches the ground and picks up the hammer, bludgeoning Tae with it. 
“STOP!” You scream. You choked on your sobs, barely able to breathe. 
You pull your knees to your chest and cover your eyes with your arms, trying to drown out Tae’s pleas for mercy. You sat in that position for what felt like an eternity until the noises stopped.  A moment later you felt familiar arms wrap around your body. 
“Shhh it's okay” He whispered in your ear “I'm here with you.” 
The calmness of his voice disturbed you. How could he do this? The man you knew for the past year is no longer here, instead, it was a monster. A cold-blooded killer. 
He lifted your chin to face him. You felt warm liquid smear from his fingers and onto your skin, it sent shivers down your spine. Jungkook gazed at you with the loving look from before. He leaned down and placed a firm kiss on your lips. 
“I've always loved you, since the beginning” He spoke against your lips “I'm the one who deserves you."
You hesitated a moment before playing along. 
“I love you too, Jungkook”  
You reached behind and grabbed a large glass shard. When you secure the weapon firmly in your palm, you lift it up in a swift motion and spear Jungkook in the chest. 
He gasps and claws at the piece stuck in his torso. You shove him flat to the ground and rush towards Tae's body. 
You hold his limp figure in your arms, more tears streaming down your cheeks. You thought back to all the weird events from before. It was him this whole time. The shadows in the dark, the feeling of being watched. It was all Jungkook. 
You held Tae tighter, whispering apologies he'll never hear. You stayed like that until the sound of police sirens filled your ears. 
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onyourhyuck · 1 year
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BACK 2 U. | Lee Haechan. (M)
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prologue- “Stop laughing it’s not funny! I was literally having a bad day and then you said you couldn’t come back. I was this close to just buying that ticket.” + “You’re the best person in the world y/n and holy shit am i lucky to have you.”
the warnings: angst wholesome and slightly suggestive fic. Haechan is abroad for japan tour and it was supposed to end today, but he texts you saying the flight has been delayed and he can’t come back. Crying y/n. Haechan laughs at reader’s reactions finding them cute. Mild spice at the end.
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Donghyuck sent you a text that his flight departing from Japan back to Korea has been delayed, and that he cannot make it back to meet you at the airport today.
Not only did this sent you into multi-dimensional despair through more than one reality. It hit you like a deep truck. Weeks apart from your boyfriend, weeks of barely texting and calling. You were touch starved, love starved, you were deprived of Lee fucking Donghyuck. It physically pains you to imagine one more day without him.
When things got really stressful and hard for you, when life became a pain enduring alone, your boyfriend was there for you to remind you to hang on there you are nearly at the exit. He makes you continue to strive for the success. University is extremely— extremely draining, draining to the point you don’t feel alive as a human anymore. It leaves your spirit to diminish; hell it probably made you have no spirit at all. On the plus side, you are a MEDICINE student. To hell with it all, you’re this close to dropping it, by referencing to close you mean close to the point of any gaps between you and that big red button written ‘DROP OUT’
Your eyes tremble at the texting message, afraid and disappointed. You bite your bottom lip as your eyes were barely visible for you to read the message Donghyuck sent you: delayed flight. The next thing you realise , you turn your back around with your head hung low. Water dropping on the airport trampling ground, from your crystal-sparkling eyes. Fuck, should i just buy that ticket? Will that make me look like an obsessed clingy girlfriend who cannot handle living by herself? Or will that make me unstable? Those words ran in your mind like spreading wildfire of drought thoughts. Sure, your relationship has boundaries and space. Donghyuck enjoys his own time alone, but he enjoys his time spent with you twice as much too.
You give him what he needs and whatever he asks of you’re on it the minute his plum lips gave the word. The work he does requires him to be flexible with fans, the other members, his family and producers. You’re not his main priority and that is okay, he isn’t your main priority either. Your priority is surviving your university and graduating.
The moment you look at the leaving exit entrance of the airport welcoming you, you were faced with a familiar long build structure, a small snatch waist with an autumn-inspired shirt that sort of reminds you of Gryffindor theme from Hogwarts instead. Black long length leans reaching the long legs walking up to your frozen figure very leisurely and casually, as if it were a condescending joke and he had gotten the reaction he wanted.
Perhaps, he wanted. He didn’t expect you to full on emotionally breakdown in public and bawl your eyes out. But the element of surprise and shock, made him satisfied enough with this prank he had pulled. Donghyuck was in front of the exit and when he stood in front of you with a shit-eating grin looking at your pretty red face, with scrunch up eyes sobbing out depressingly.
“Ohh Y/n look at you.” He sweetly reprimands with banter in the tone, you come closer banging your head on his chest as you hit your palms the side weakly, breaking down with inner-croaks with each cry you muffle. “What sick joke is this Lee Donghyuck?” You weakly shout in his chest.
He smirks. “I was here early. I wanted to surprise you.”
“Surprise me, my ass. You’re a jerk. You’re the bane of my existence. How can you do that to me— seriously, I hate you. I wish you stub your toe every morning for the next thirty years and I wish you slip on a banana peal on your way to work.”
Donghyuck would watch you speak so quickly to the point he could no longer register a formal sentence from your slipping mouth. It’s almost like Mark Lee possessed your body for a hot minute and boy, was he not regretting seeing you go absolutely mental with him. To see you fume out your frustrations because he knows you missed him so much, as well as regret missing him so much considering he pulled this ridiculous joke on you. But you cannot help but love him and he so happy of relief that he is back.
He laughs, pulling your face in his hands where he cups it like a soft ball. “Oh god I’m so happy to see you too, my lovely loving and kind girlfriend.” He sarcastically adds with a hint of flirtyness.
He loves the way your cheeks puff out in his hands when he squished them together. The salty waterfall spewing from your eyes down the round red apple cheeks of yours made you ten times cuter than anything in this world and he was down-bad obsessed with you: physically, mentally and spiritually. You were the only thing he knew. Every word he knew. Every colour he knew. Every dream he saw. You’re his world and everything
“Stop laughing it’s not funny! I was literally having a bad day and then you said you couldn’t come back. I was this close to just buying that ticket.” You complain with your eyebrows knitting forward, now you’re sulking like a child. Donghyuck really cannot get enough of you and your amazing reactions.
“You’re the best person in the world y/n and holy shit am i lucky to have you.” He announced as he kisses your forehead. The minute you felt the pair of the softness of his lips and the loving embrace he has pull you in, your anger vanished. You melt in his hold and at the head kiss was enough to make you feel like you are alive again.
You mumble. “I know I am. So don’t do that again, please, I was really going to buy a ticket to Japan and come get you myself.”
He smirks looking down at your lips when the seriousness of your tone came back to life. Donghyuck’s hand brushes on your chin as his thumb rubs on the bottom lip, his darken gaze mysteriously flickers, eyeing you as if you were the prize of his darkest and deepest possessions.
“You should’ve.” He says. “You should’ve bought it. I would show you off to my fans.” You smile at his words as your heart raced at the action he had over you. Slightest touch was enhanced by 100 times. “And I would’ve had my fun with you in the japanese hotel rooms. They have really comfy beds…” he whispers before winking at you.
“We are in public, behave!”
Your lips fall apart as your cheeks and ears grow red. You thought he cannot be serious, but boy he was deadly serious about this. He grows out a happy laugh when you pull away, clearing your throat as you look around if anyone heard him; thankfully, no one did. But there was a high risk possibility anyone could of took a glimpse of that conversation. He saw your shyness, as a way of announcing you lowkey loved it but were too stunned. He always likes having you speechless. It’s fun.
“So…that’s a no to the invitation?” He begins and you look back at him, raising an eyebrow. You gently whisper. “I mean I didn’t say no…”
“I mean. Let’s just go home and do it. Right now.” You huff out walking out of the airport with your hands interlocking his, he smiles ear to ear. “With pleasure.” He sang. Donghyuck always will be Back 2 You.
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The Pink Bunny Umbrella
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Synopsis: Lately, you’ve been on a failing streak in regards to your chemistry exams. You, wanting to actually pass the class, seek out a chemistry tutor. Who’s your tutor, you might ask? None other than Scaramouche, your grouchy upperclassman. But what happens one day when you're stuck after school together during a rainstorm with no umbrella? 
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A/N: Inspired by a cute pink bunny umbrella I saw.
A few weeks ago, you got your chemistry exam back. You had studied for a week straight for this exam. You skipped sleeping, eating, and basically breathing all to ensure a good grade on this exam. What was your exam score, you might ask? Thirty-five. You got a thirty-five on your exam. You instantly dropped your head on your desk. Not again. Not again. No matter what you do before your chemistry exams, you always end up getting these same low grades without fail. You're not quite sure why, you know you're not stupid just chemistry isn't your subject. But you just can't grasp why, no matter what you do, you still fail badly on your chemistry exams.
After getting your grade, you vowed your next exam would be different and walked straight to your school's board of academic information. You saw a flier for free tutoring offered within the school. You took note of the flier's main phone number and called it. They helped you sort everything out and assigned you the perfect chemistry tutor. They said he’s never gotten below a ninety-eight on his chemistry exams and that his previous teachers loved him. They told you his name was Scaramouche and that your first meeting would be the first day of next week. Hmm. You could've sworn something about his name that seemed familiar when you were told it, but if you can't remember, it must've not been that important.
Fast forward a week; it was time for your first meeting with your chemistry tutor. You guys had agreed to meet at the library at four right after school ended. He texted you that he was already there and was wearing a white shirt with black on the shoulders, along with some gray headphones that lay around his neck. His text messages were very blunt and vague, so you hoped you would be able to find him for your tutoring session. You walked in and saw him immediately, and then the realization hit: you did know him. He was an upperclassman well known for his temper and grouchy attitude toward others. You would be lying to say that you weren't scared to approach him, but you couldn’t help but notice something soft about him. He looked so gentle, sitting there doing homework with his indigo hair that looked like the softest thing you’ve ever seen. Maybe the rumors about him weren't true? I mean, how can someone who looks so gentle right now be so mean?
You then decided to walk over to your chem tutor and start your session. “Hello, I’m Y/N; you must be my chemistry tutor? Scaramouche?” “Oh. So you're the person I’m tutoring. Sit down then; let’s get this over with.” He was sharp, and his words were condescending. Your first tutoring session with him went okay. You could easily tell he was knowledgeable in the subject, which made the gaps in your knowledge compared to his more noticeable. He explained concepts thoroughly just sometimes you would near to hear it multiple times for it to go through your brain since the math in chemistry was throwing you off. There was always a noticeable change in his tone when he would have to explain things again, and sometimes he would not bother too. He was an odd guy. When your session ended, he just upped and left without saying a word. He’s an odd guy.
Fast forward now; your tutoring sessions have been about the same as the first time just now he’s grown more insulting. You don’t get how to do a certain word with gas laws? Bam! “Are you deaf or just stupid? Nevermind that, we’ll go over it again.” You get confused with problems involving finding the sum of coefficients? Bam! “How do you not know how to even do this? Fine, we’ll go over it again.” You get the picture. He would make small comments or mutter under his breath, but then stay extra time with me to make sure I understood the concept. He was an odd guy.
Today was our last tutor session before your chemistry exam tomorrow. Hopefully, this time you would score a passing grade or at least higher than a thirty-five. You had arrived early today at your usual time as a way to do some extra practice before he got here. Unfortunately for you, he got here only five minutes before you. He was wearing the same outfit he did the first time you met. He still looks as captivating and gentle as he did back then. “I see someone’s early today.” "Well, you know what they say: the early bird gets the worm.” “Let’s hope you reach the worm tomorrow and get a good grade in that exam. I mean, after all, you’ve had my help, so you're bound to pass.” “You're as self-centered as always, I see.” “I wouldn’t call it being self-centered; I’m saying it as it is. Now let’s get to reviewing so you can actually pass that exam.” He ended the conversation with a smirk.
He’s as cocky as ever. As you can see, during the past few weeks, you two have gotten more comfortable around each other. Well comfortable enough for you two to bicker at each other. But along with that, something within you has changed. You started looking forward to your sessions with him more than normal or just looking forward to being around him. You were developing feelings for the Indigo haired boy and little did you know so was he.
Your study session today went without a hitch, with you clearly having a grasp on the material. Scaramouche even muttered a compliment to you so lowly that you could barely hear it. But regardless, you felt confident for tomorrow. You had both finished reviewing early and had decided it was best for you to go home and rest, then study some more.
As you both walked to the exit doors of your school, you noticed the heavy rain. “Scara, hypothetically speaking, would you happen to have an umbrella?” “Why would you need a hypothetical umbrella? Just get yours out of your backpack. You’ve mentioned before that you watch the weather report with your mother, so just get your umbrella out.” You went silent and turned as red as a beet. "Haha, about that... I kind of didn't watch yesterday because I was pre-studying for the exam tomorrow.” He just stared in shock and annoyance and said, “You idiot.” “Well, but don’t you have an umbrella, Scara?” “I do not; I had no idea it would be raining.” “You, the all-mighty Scaramouche with perfect chemistry scores, did not know it was going to be raining?” He stayed silent for a few seconds before erupting his words, “It’s not like you knew either, so what are we going to do about this?” “Maybe we can walk it?” You spoke too soon. Right after those words left your mouth, you heard thunder and the sound of the rain getting heavier. "Well, you definitely caused that thunder to appear, so we can't walk it. We can either wait it out or look for an umbrella.” “Looking for an umbrella, it is. To lost and found we go,” you say confidently, and you start making your way over to lost and found with Scaramouche behind you until something odd happens.
He was scared. You had heard thunder strike again once more, but for some reason you decided to turn around when it did. You had seen Scaramouche with an expression of fear on his face. “Hey, are you okay?” “Um yea, I’m fine Y/N, I just have bad memories associated with thunder.” “Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. If it gets too much you're always welcome to hold my hand to calm down.” Uh oh. You had said that without thinking. Surely he’s going to call you an idiot right now for even suggesting that. “Thanks for the offer Y/N.” He said softly and shyly. Was he actually okay with holding my hand? I stuck my hand out for the Indigo eyed man to grab. For the rest of the way to lost and found we held hands, but not a single word was said to each other.
We then reached the lost and found section. “Okay there are two big bins. You go through one and I’ll do the other.” “No.” “No?” “I don’t want to let go.” He looked to the ground with a shy expression, clearly embarrassed with a red blush spreading across his face. “Oh.” My heart skipped a beat, well maybe a few beats. He doesn't want to let go? No, I shouldn't think too deep into this. It's just because he's scared and nothing else. You guys stayed holding hands looking through bins until you had found something. “Scara, I found an umbrella!” You picked it up, it was a pink umbrella with bunny ears sticking out on the top with a cute face put in the middle of it. “Oh, it's a pink bunny.” “What don't tell me you got something against pink bunnies?” “I don't, it's just an eccentric thing to leave here.” “You know, bunnies are said to bring good luck. Maybe we’ll get some by being under this umbrella.” “Maybe, I just wonder who would own a thing like this.” “Well it's our ticket out of this school so let's use it.” He nodded and you guys, still hands interlocked, made your way to the exit of the school. You guys made it to the exit, upon you finally making it he let go of your hand. 
It felt odd. Your hand felt cold without the warmth of his, your fingers felt lonely without his intertwined, and most of all, you felt odd without his hand wrapped around yours. What an odd feeling. He then opened the bunny umbrella and ushered for you to get in. You did as he said; the space between you two was very limited, as you two were now only a couple inches away from each other. “You're kind of close." “You were literally holding my hand a couple minutes ago; you don’t get to talk about closeness.” He burst out laughing. Scaramouche was laughing. “You're too funny, you know? It's moments like this that I enjoy being with you.” You did a double take. Enjoy being with me? He enjoys hanging around me. As you tried processing what he just said, he started walking, and you followed under the bunny umbrella. “You enjoy hanging out with me?” You said, smiling uncontrollably. "Maybe I do. What’s it to you?” “I also enjoy hanging out with you, and it would be nice if we did it more often.” He then blushed, trying to hide his face with his spare hand that wasn't holding the umbrella. “Hang out more, as in out of school?” “I think you're catching my drift, Scara.” “You would want to hang out with me instead of someone else?” “Of course I would! You're fun to be around, and plus, there's never a dull moment when I’m around you. There’s no one I would want to hang out with more.” You beamed a smile, clearly tugging at his heartstrings. “I want to hang out with you too, Y/N. No, actually, it's more than that. It’s greedy, but I want more of you—more of your smile, more of your laugh, more of your comfort, even more of your dumb questions. I want to go on a date with you, Y/N, because I truly do have feelings for you.” He was as red as a lobster at this point. “I would love to go on a date with you too, Scara. I also have feelings for you; I’m not sure when they started, but they’ve been growing every time I see you. I used to hate chemistry, but not so much now because it brought me to you.” He seemed touched and sentimental about what you had said about your relationship with him. He then stopped walking and turned to look at you, to see your expressions for what he was about to do. He moved his hand onto your cheek and caressed it gently before asking you an important question. “Y/N, may I kiss you?” You nodded with a smile. He then swooped down and kissed you gently. It was the best experience of your life. He then broke the kiss and was as red as he had been throughout all this. He then moved his hand to grab your arm and place it on his so a part of you would be even closer to him.
You guys continued walking and made your way to the train station that would take you two home. During the walk, you guys just talked about date ideas, finally deciding on going to an amusement park. It was time to part ways, as you two had different trains. "Good luck tomorrow, Y/N; tell me how your exam goes.” “Of course!” you said with a smile before hopping on your train.
You had just gotten your exam back. You had passed! You had gotten a ninety on the exam. The first thing you did after receiving your score was text Scaramouche to meet up with you at the library after school ended. It was time; you guys had met up, and upon seeing the indigo eye boy, you had tackled him into a hug. “I passed Scara!” He then reciprocated by ruffling your hair, saying, “That’s my smart girl. I knew you had it in you.” “Thank you for helping me pass my exam.” “I think your passing should be celebrated.” “How so?” “Wanna go out to eat? Your choice?” “Yes!” The both of you then walked off the school grounds and all the way to the restaurant with your hands interlocked. With his hand fitting perfectly into yours as if it had never left. That pink bunny umbrella really did bring good luck for the two of you.
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jozhenji · 1 year
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𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸 — 𝚍𝚊𝚢 3
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𝚟𝚘𝚢𝚎𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚖 — 𝚕𝚞𝚌𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜
Mephistopheles x f!Reader
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Genre/Warnings: voyeurism (Lucifer watching), edging, daddy kink, unrequited feelings
Lucifer's a voyeur and no one can change my mind. and it's so painfully obvious that Mephistopheles would rub it in his face as much as possible that he gets to claim you all to himself.
and Mo @xxsycamore as always ily dearly you’re so cool like look at all these awesome prompts hehe be sure to explore the tag for new additions all the time!
𝟸𝟶+ 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 — 𝟷𝟿 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚍𝚗𝚒
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Lucifer sighs to himself, dragging his hand through his hair. It feels like he’s been working for days straight, the amount of coffee cups stacked on his desk not helping deduce how long it’s been since his last break. He tosses his glasses onto his desk, leaning back in his chair and rubbing his eyes. A glance at his phone shows a few missed texts, the most recent being from you.
Hey Luci! Going out for a few hours with Mephisto so don’t work too hard!
He can feel the tug on his heartstrings as he reads your message over and over. Despite the love he holds for you, and the desire for something more, he knows he waited too long to do anything. And in that time of hesitation, he practically pushed you into the arms of someone he has a…less than amicable relationship with. 
He sighs again, standing and stretching as his joints crack. Maybe he should take Asmo’s advice and start doing stretches before bed. He gathers his various mugs, grateful there’s no one in the House to watch his walk of shame to the kitchen. At this time of day, everyone is out having fun while he works tirelessly. 
He reaches the bottom of the stairs and looks up, a rare pout on his face. From this vantage point, he can make out the sight of your door, the light shining from within, the door itself ajar—
Ajar?
He stacks the cups on the hall table, marching up the stairs with a frown. He’s told you before to keep it locked if you don’t want the others sifting through your belongings. As he approaches, he can hear the creak of your bed frame, silently fuming that your trust has likely been betrayed again. 
Through the crack in the door he can hear the bed more now, and the sight through the gap has his jaw dropping in shock. 
He can see your naked back from here, the way you’re bouncing on your knees. You're straddling a pair of legs, hands rubbing your arms and back before moving to your hips, preventing you from moving more. The whimper you let out has his cock twitching in his pants, and he has to bite down on his lip to prevent himself from groaning aloud.
It’s a sight to behold that’s all but ruined when the person you’re straddling sits up, and he can see Mephistopheles’ cocky grin over your shoulder. 
“Mephisto, please, I’m so close!” You strain against the tight grip on your hips. “Please, let me cum already!”
“Aww, is my little girl getting frustrated?” he asks in a condescending tone. “You know how to ask for permission better than that.”
“Daddy,” you whine, and Lucifer’s eyes are rolling into the back of his head. He takes a steadying breath, and when he opens his eyes again, he sees Mephistopheles staring back at him. 
Mephisto’s grinning at Lucifer, pressing kisses below your ear, across your shoulder. Lucifer watches as your boyfriend grabs your ass cheek, squeezing tightly before smacking it. He chuckles at the squeal you let out, and Lucifer grits his teeth.
“You wanna cum baby?” he croons. “Work for it then.”
He starts moving your hips for you, moaning into the way you kiss him hard. Lucifer watches you closely, watches your thighs work as you ride Mephistopheles. He leans against the doorframe, taking in the sight of you. He knows he should look away, knows he’s violating your privacy more than any of his brothers ever have or ever will. Yet he can’t tear his gaze away, unable to stop himself from wanting to know what you’d feel like in his bed, bouncing in his lap. 
He can barely make out the sound of you babbling, chanting your lover’s name over and over. He can hear Mephistopheles panting too, urging you to cum already to let him fill you up if you do what you’re told.
You gasp, going still before letting out a wanton moan. Mephistopheles grunts, and you grind down into his lap, the two of you cumming together. Finally, Lucifer spins away, pressing his hand to his mouth to silence himself. He brushes the side of the door, and the creaking of the hinges is loud in the silence of the House.
“What was that?” he hears you ask, panic creeping into your voice.
“Nothing baby, just focus on me, ‘kay?” 
Mephistopheles whispers at you, Lucifer listening in until he hears you sighing, attention returning to the man under you. He rakes his hand through his hair, silently making his way down the hall. He passes the stairs, empty coffee cups long forgotten, heading instead to his room, where he locks the door behind him.
He’s still hard from the sight and sounds of you in the throes of pleasure, and he can’t focus on anything else until he takes care of it.
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exotic-afterhours · 2 months
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Sticky situation
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Chapter one: Diet moutan dew
Warnings: afab!reader(no other warnings this chapterrr)
Childhood best friend!chan x reader(also fake dating trope)
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It's always the same thing over and over again for the past four months, “When will we meet him?” your friends would ask. But that's the problem: there is no “Him.”. You made up a lie to your friends that you had a boyfriend because, after multiple failed dates and blind dates organized by them, it was just getting tiring. “I don’t know, he's been super busy recently with work,” you said in an annoyed tone, rolling your eyes. You keep digging your grave with this lie, always making an excuse on why he's never around or why you two are never seen together. My phone buzzes with a text ‘Saved by the bell’ I think to myself, I look at the message it's from Chan reading “Can we meet? I need a favor from you.” I excuse myself from my friends saying something important came up and needed to go, we said our goodbyes to each other.
I looked at my phone again and replied to him “yea sure, what up?” the response was faster than normal “It's something important, let's meet at your dorm?” I replied with a quick thumbs up making my way back to my dorm, I see Chan's car in the parking lot i knock on the window and he gets out the car and follows me to my dorm room. “Soo what do you need a favor for?” I asked him “wouldyoubemyfakegirlfriend” he said so fast I couldn't understand him at all “Huh?” Is all I could say, “Will you be my fake girlfriend.” He said and I stood there in shock for a moment. “What…” I was still trying to process what he just said “You don’t have to agree or give me an answer right now but just think about…please,” he said sounding slightly desperate at the end. “Ok, why would you need a fake girlfriend, and why me out of anybody.” I said with slight surprise and confusion “We’ll you’re one of my closest friends plus it's because it’s my cousin’s wedding and I had told my parents that I had a girlfriend and I’d bring her so they could meet her.” He said “ahh okay, if I say yes will you help me with something?” I said with a questioning tone. “Well, what is it?” He asked softly, rubbing his hands over his face. “Would you be my fake boyfriend?” I asked him, he looked up at me shocked that I was in a similar situation as he was. “And why do you need me to be your fake boyfriend?” He said in a slightly condescending tone a smirk playing on his face. I rolled my eyes and laughed. “You asked me first anyways so why should you care?” I said in a matter-of-fact tone. “But if really wanna know I may have told my friends I had a boyfriend after so many fail blind dates and just normal dates, and I was just getting annoyed and tired of all of them poking at my love life so I said I got a boyfriend.”
“So we have an agreement, I’ll join you on your lunch dates with your friends a few times then you come to the wedding with me, then we come back and split up?” He said was slight question in his voice “Exactly.” I said looking at him “Okay it’s settled then” he said and that was the end of the conversation.
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Hey. I saw you deleted all the excitement/nonsense from the other day, wanted to check in on you. I realized that while I've been on this hellsite for 12 years and seen and experienced a great deal of my own anon drama, I forget how overwhelming & terrible it feels when it first happens to you.
I failed to notice that, in addition to being very new to this site, you're also only 18 (please note that this is not meant to sound condescending - tone is impossible to convey via text). I was a couple years older than that when I joined here, and I carried just as much excitement and energy into everything I posted and reblogged and quickly gained a reputation for myself. From what I've observed from your blog though, mine was decidedly...less fun & positive, so I got a LOT of anonymous messages telling me what they thought of me. I would spend a lot of time thinking about those anons and the terrible things they said to me, constructive or not, objective or not. It didn't matter how many support messages I got from friends or mutuals, or how much we mocked the anons or made light of the situation - I was angry, embarrassed, felt like nothing I did would fix it, and sometimes didn't want to log onto this site anymore, despite it being the only outlet I had to express myself in this way.
It is normal to focus on the small negative in spite of the overwhelming positive - healthy? No. But normal.
My point is: Please do not let this nonsense deter you from being you. Not everyone is going to like you, and that is totally fine. Not everyone is going to like how you post/reblog on your blog. Speaking solely for myself, I generally keep a more contained dashboard I can scroll through quickly at work, so I don't follow your blog, but I don't translate my personal feelings on how you blog into my personal opinion of you as an individual. Everyone blogs differently on this site, which is what keeps it interesting. I'm also not so chronically online to go out of my way to send you a 5-paragraph essay about consent or being hypersexual in a fandom for a gay Satanic band. Instead I'll send you a 8-paragraph essay trying to comfort you and to tell you not to despair, lmao.
I LOVE your enthusiasm about how you express yourself in your posts & reblogs, and it seems there's a shit ton of blogs around you that feel the same way & express themselves the exact same way. Don't lose that spark! Don't let them rain on your parade! [Insert another cliche phrase here]!
Take time if you need a break, but please understand you did nothing wrong. Everything said to you was someone's opinion they wanted to force on you to control how you behave because they themselves are terrified of the world around them and don't understand they cannot control others. Hopefully one day they'll realize how sheltered and, quite frankly, stupid they are. I did.
My advice: if you ever reopen anons and start getting those messages again, delete them and don't engage. Most of the time they're just looking for attention, to rile you up. Classic bullying tactics.
Or print out their messages and use them as firewood. Or toilet paper. Whatever works.
Lastly, you don't have to acknowledge this or publish this message if you don't want to. Genuinely, I just wanted to reach out and make sure you're okay and to attempt to longwindedly impart some advice from my own experiences over the decade.
You do you, dude. Fuck the haters.
Thank you so so much for this incredibly kind and comforting message ♥︎ I really appreciate it more than you could imagine, it even made me cry reading it. I feel like this message is a good closer for this situation, so I’m also going to use it as an opportunity to give a little PSA about how my blog will be operating from now on.
First of all, just thank you again. I’m honestly astonished because every single thing you mentioned is exactly how I feel. The hurt of it all despite getting so much support, the empty feeling of not wanting to go on tumblr anymore despite it being my only outlet. Tumblr was supposed to be my safe space, my escape, my home, and it really sucks because it honestly doesn’t feel like that anymore.
I think the thing that hurts the most is that literally no one reached out to me as a friend in the dms to tell me that I was bothering them. I’m not a mind reader, so if no one says anything then I assume I’m not bothering them. But I do pride myself on always being approachable, I’m ALWAYS open to people messaging me with their concerns.
It’s different when it’s some faceless anon who comes off as slightly passive aggressive. If someone would have just DMed me, I definitely would have put more thought into it and taken their suggestion. Since I haven’t been on tumblr long, I didn’t even know the difference between reblogging with a comment or reblogging with tags until literally just now during this whole situation.
I just feel like I’ve been serving spaghetti every night for dinner. 9 people say they absolutely LOVE it, but then I come to suddenly find out the 10th person doesn’t. But they never said anything all this time, so how was I supposed to know?
I’ve had two people block me who I thought were my friends. One who, during this situation, even said she’d always be there for me. Basically, she informed me that our mutual friend had been upset about my comments and apparently never said anything before this, so I reached out to that friend and apologized. She apparently got triggered by my apology, and they both blocked me. That hurt. A lot. And if I’m being honest I’ve been fighting so hard not to self harm during this time.
I feel like I’ve been treated like a malicious criminal over this, when in reality everyone should know damn well I’ve never done ANYTHING to deliberately make people feel bad.
And don’t worry, I definitely did not take the comment about my age to be condescending. In fact, I wish more people would have taken it into account. And the fact that I’ve only been on tumblr for 6 months, so I don’t really know much about it.
I have a life outside tumblr. I’m a student, and I’ve had to be a full-time caretaker to sick relatives who have now unfortunately passed away. I’m grieving. My father abandoned me and my mother, so I’ve had to take over doing all the things that he used to do.
I come on tumblr, I scream about everyone’s favourite satanic antipopes, I post some fics, and then I close the app and go about my life. I don’t research the history of tumblr and what’s deemed acceptable by certain groups of people. I’m a human. I’m a real teenage girl, with feelings. I’m able to be hurt, and triggered, and everything else. I know I’ve created a personality for myself on here, and I think people often forget that I’m a real girl.
I wish I could say I’m okay, but right now that spark definitely feels dampened into a sad little ember. Since this has happened, I’ve almost stopped eating entirely, and when I do eat, I immediately throw it right back up. My Mom took me out to eat and I threw up in public. This has honestly had my stomach in knots.
Today was the first day I actually didn’t feel nauseous. So hopefully time will heal this wound. I wouldn’t wish this on ANYONE, but I’m glad to see you got through it and made it out ok. I’m hoping for the same outcome for myself too.
Now for the PSA portion of this message (everyone please read):
Will I stop being unhinged? Hell no. But I will be moving any horny comments into the tags, as suggested by the people who had complaints. The absolute last thing I want to do is alienate people and make people uncomfortable. (I still have questions about reblogging with comments tho, for example, if I say something not horny should I still put that in the tags or is it ok to comment that?)
Secondly, my best friend suggested that I should just start taking my unhinged comments and making them into posts of their own, so I’ll probably do that too. I think I might tag them with some cheesy tag, probably a pun on nsfw (not sugar for work?) so that if you’d like to blacklist that tag, you can, and then your dash will be safe for scrolling at work or wherever. And you can just click ‘view post’ if you want to view it.
So, rest assured, the horny party will never stop! But since I’ll be putting my stuff in the tags, you probably won’t see it circulating as much as reblogged comments, so if you want to see me being unhinged, just come to my page and scroll through!
Also, I’ve gotten so many other supportive messages and I want to thank everyone for sending them in. I won’t be answering them, because I don’t want a lot of stuff about this situation on my blog. And this is going to be the last time I talk about this situation on my blog. But the supportive messages really do mean a lot to me, so thank you all ♥︎
I feel malaise, so I might still be absent for a little while, but I’ll try to get back in the saddle as soon as I can. I haven’t been in the best mindset to write, but I’m really going to try because posting fics and running this account genuinely make me happy.
Thank you for taking the time to read, and I hope to see you all again very soon
Love always,
Sugar <3
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Hii I'm so sorry about the ageist ask,,, I truly hadn't meant it to be patronizing, but i couldn't get that across! I meant it in a "hey isn't that interesting how artforms can transcend age barriers and how lovely it is that we can share love for something so niche even if there's a good decade between us!" I didn't mean to make you feel attacked about your emoji use, I was only pointing it out to appreciate the difference! Language tends to change between generations, internet lingo even more so but it's quite wonderful and precious when you see it together. Unfortunately my autistic ass cannot get through with tones 🤦🏻‍♀️ Though I do want to say I absolutely appreciate what you're saying and I do not think life ends at 30, obviously. I like to read yours and other writers in this fandom's aged up modern au fics because it makes me feel better about my anxiety about growing up which is such a cliche but I hope you get what I mean,,, even if I could use some communication workshops or something. I am very excited to be 30, 40, and so on. You guys give me a lot of hope istg ❤️❤️ I'm so sorry!!!
Don't worry babe I'm not mad at you. I do appreciate the clarification on your intentions tho. And I get it, it can be hard sometimes to vocalize your thoughts right in text. Tone and all that, it's tricky. But honestly, if what you said here is actually what you meant, then just say that in the first place! This ask doesn't feel ageist or condescending, the first one kinda did. So I'd say just be more open to expressing your thoughts as they are rather than trying to restructure them. It only ends in losing your message in translation, which is a shame because you sound articulate and thoughtful and heartfelt when you actually express you, ykwim?
And I meant what I said, I'm not offended because I have been where you are. I vividly remember being 21, 23, 25, hell even 27, and thinking "omfg what am I gonna do when I'm 30?? 30 year olds are fuckin oooold 😩" and not understanding how I could still be "me" at that age. Like hwo would that look? How could still like what I like? But you'll wake up at 30 and 33 and 35 and realize you're exactly the same person you've always been, just... a lot smarter (hopefully. some of these mfs never learn a damn thing 😒). But internally you'll still feel exactly like that same person you always have been.
And then some damn kid will be like "you're cringe" and you'll be like "get tf off my lawn ಠ_ಠ" and then everything starts fallin apart
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“I hate being misunderstood. My temptation is to explain myself until l'm blue in the face. But sitting with the discomfort of some pretty substantial misunderstandings has taught me a few things..
Sometimes it's not a misunderstanding. It's a straightforward disagreement. If you speak plainly and it is met with opposition, don't jump to the assumption that you weren't clear enough. You may have spoken very clearly and someone thought you were wrong. It's their right to feel that way. Give them space to not conform to you without becoming angry. You'll be okay and you'll be better off for it.
When I am misunderstood, I am reminded how frequently I misunderstand others. How many times have I impugned someone with uncharitable motives?
How often have I assigned a sinister meaning to a text message or a simple glance?
In which relationships have I adopted a chronically condescending tone, justified by judgments I made years ago and never bothered to address?
Too many.
When you are misunderstood, it's an opportunity to exercise humility. It's so hard because we crave immediate, personal vindication. But to be able to smile and say, "I don't blame them. Heck, I don't even fully know myself." That takes courage.
Some misunderstandings just need time. Character, good and bad, reveals itself with time. Wisdom is justified by her children. Focus on actually living in integrity more than making sure people think you are.”
From Anneliese • @feminINEnotIST
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How The Trio Met: Spicy, Lucky, and Cinco
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A/N: I do not own any of the photos. Photos used have been from Pinterest or Tumblr or Instagram.
WC: 2.3k
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It had been a hell of a month for her. Lieutenant commander Alana “Cinco” Metcalf had her work cut out for her. Not only was she Commander Mike “Viper” Metcalf’s grand-daughter, she was also Vice Admiral’s Simpson second in command. 
She knew she needed a drink before Monday ended so she took her files to work from home. She decided to stop at the Hard Deck to check out why it was so popular amongst the aviators at the base.
Her phone chimed with a text from her current situationship, Jake. She hadn’t replied to his texts or calls from the day before. 
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She sits at an empty booth and checks the menu to order something for lunch.
“Hi. Welcome to The Hard Deck? What can I start you off with?” The server asks. 
“Let me have a Cherry cola and fries… Is the burger good here?”
The server nods. “Yes! Our cook makes the patties every morning and does the seasoning herself.”
Alana smiles at that. “Okay. I’ll have one. Medium rare… No onions or pickles please.”
“I’ll be right back with your drink and fries while we get the burger done.”
Alana looks at her phone again at the messages from Jake from the day before.
She knows she shouldn’t ghost him, given that they both are stationed at the same base. Alana does what she can only think to do at the moment. She sends him a voice note. 
“Hey. Sorry I didn’t respond. Phone ran out of battery and I got home very late. I know we’re supposed to be friends but right now I can’t tell you everything. I’m going through some things now and I just need some time to myself to get my life in order. I’ll still see you around the base.”
She sets her phone in her bag and observes the bar, as well as the patrons. 
Some minutes later her food is brought out. Alana hears the door opening and knows her so-called best friend Isabella has arrived.
“Are you sure you should be having that burger and fries? Didn’t you just start a diet?” Her condescending tone is all that can be heard. She snaps her fingers for the server. 
“Yeah I’ll have sparkling water and a salad… No dressing.”
Alana mouths sorry to the server and looks apologetically at her. “Iz… Just cut the attitude with the server. Her name is Lacy. And you don’t snap your fingers to get her attention.”
Isabella rolls her eyes at Alana. “Anyways I was here last night and met this hot Navy pilot but he said he had a girl already and didn’t want to leave with me. He must be lying cuz I didn’t see him with anyone all night.”
“Maybe he does have someone…?” Alana says with a shrug.
“Even if he did, he was still so hot I’d still do him. Maybe you can find out who his girl is… He’s at the base. Find his file and record. Jake… something.”
Alana’s hand freezes over her fries. “Oh! What’s he look like?” 
“Tall! Gorgeous! Blonde with green fuck me eyes.”
Alana laughs. “Is that all? Then I’m sure he does have a girl.” She knew she had no claim to him. They both agreed that their thing would be casual hookups. No dates. No drinks. If the other found someone, they’d stop.
“Well yeah… You wouldn’t know about guys like that since you’re… you know… you’re…” Isabella gestures with her hands and arms to Alana’s slightly wider frame. 
Alana feels her cheeks and neck heat up. Not in embarrassment as other times, but in anger. Before she can give Isabella a piece of her mind, the server has returned with the bill. The grimace on her face told Alana she heard the comment. “Thanks,” Alana says and takes the bill. 
She grabs her purse and takes the bill. She heads to the bar to pay. As she’s looking for her wallet, Alana’s phone falls onto the counter and she doesn’t notice. Once she’s done paying, she leaves for home and gets to work all afternoon and long into the evening.
Isabella on the other hand decided to stay at the bar when she saw that it was nearing the time the aviators and other servicemen would get to the bar. 
Grace was on her break when she notices the phone on the counter and asks around if it was anyone’s. She sets it by the register in case the rightful owner returns. As she was setting it down, it chimes at the arrival of new text messages.
Jake: Guess you’re hiding 🫣 from me today too. I passed by your office to apologize in person.
Jake: Cyclone said you went home. I guess we’ll talk when you want. I’ll stop bothering you.
Jake: Okay. One last one. I’ll be at THD later if you want to join. Need someone to keep the women at bay. 
Grace does her best to respect the privacy of the owner but she can’t help and snicker when she reads Jake’s name. She sees three of her favorite customers walk in. 
Mickey, Bailey, and Reuben approach her. “Hey Grace!” The guys make their way to their usual spot while Grace pulls Bailey aside. 
“Hey… Do you know if Jake is seeing anyone?” Grace asks.
“Spicy! Is Chicken not satisfying you?” Lucky asks teasingly.
“You very well know that he is… No… I found a phone here at the bar and Jake kept texting the owner… Look,” Grace shows Bailey the text messages notifications. 
“Ooh! Bagman has feelings!?” 
“What are you talking about Lucky Charm?” comes a voice behind them. The voice of one said Jake Seresin.
“Oh nothing. Just about who’s last in the students list of favorite daggers,” Lucky teases.
Jake rolls his eyes at her then he groans when he hears a shrilling voice calling for him from across the room. 
“Please say I died. Say I’m married. Anything. This woman from yesterday wouldn’t leave me alone. I told her I had a girl but she still tried to get me to take her home…. I just want a drink.”
The girls turn to notice the woman coming. Grace notices the sway she’s walking with. It’s not a sway of attempted seduction. It’s a sway of inebriation. “Jaaaake!”
Baylie sighs and wraps an arm around Jake’s center. “You’ll owe me for this Bagman.” She leans her head against his chest.
Isabella stumbles into Grace, who had stood to get back to work. “Move bitch,” Isabella says.
Grace senses Lucky and Jake tense up behind her, but she shakes her head at them. She goes to ring the bell. Cheers erupt all over the bar.
Jake smiles and pats her shoulder as he and Lucky walk past her. “Thanks for the drinks!” 
Isabella is trying to focus on all that is going on. “What? What drinks? You’re buying me some?”
“No love… You’re buying for everyone,” Grace more than gladly informs her. “You disrespected a woman so you have to buy a round for everyone.” 
“That’s bullshit! I never agreed to that!” Isabella starts shouting.
“The signs are posted throughout the bar… If you don’t accept the rules you can pay and leave. Nobody wants your desperation here to ruin their night. And if a man tells you he’s got a girl… He doesn’t want you… Get it through your fake tan and fake red hair,” Grace says before running Isabella’s credit card.
Lucky is just staring in awe at her best friend. “I’ll marry you if Chicken doesn’t bang you tonight! That was so hot, girl! No wonder they call you Spicy.”
Jake just chuckles at the two of them. He couldn't help but feel like there was someone missing but he couldn’t really place where this feeling came from. He shakes his head to clear the thought from his mind. 
He’s about to make his way to the jukebox when the phone at the register catches his attention. “Hey Grace. You got a new phone?”
“No. Someone must have left it and didn’t notice.”
“I’ll take it. That’s my friend’s Lana. I’m supposed to meet her tomorrow.”
Lucky quickly grabs the phone. “Nope. How can we know you’re not going to steal it? Prove it’s your friend's phone.”
Jake sighs. “It’s a green wallpaper… The time is set to military time, even though she prefers to still use AM/PM… There’s a small chip on the screen protector, which is a privacy screen protector. And there’s this…” Jake calls the phone. 
Chase Rice’s “Ride” plays as the ringtone along with a picture of Jake in a blue suit with a bolo tie. 
The look of shock and intrigue that crossed the faces of Grace and Baylie goes unspoken for the moment. “Still… That proves nothing!” Baylie says. 
“Hit call back…” Jake says exasperated.
His phone immediately lights up to a picture of a raven haired curvy woman and the ringtone blasting “Body Like a Back Road.”
“Oh my god! Jake is in love!” Baylie exclaims loudly.
“Keep your voice down. And no I’m not. We’re just friends… that occasionally… we… we work out together at times,” he says.
The girls decide to put a pause on teasing Jake, as Grace gets busy at the bar. 
It’s nearing 11pm when a new patron walks in. Their outfit, however, was not one for the bar.
Grace notices the young woman in her pajamas and curls in a messy bun talking frantically to Penny.
“Penny I can help…” Grace says once she recognizes the completely dressed down woman.
“Hi… I was here during lunch and I was wondering if I might have left my phone here… I can’t find it…” 
“Calm down sweetheart. Let’s get you a glass of water first. I’m sure we can find your phone,” she says as she leads her to the bar. Discreetly, she gestures to Baylie to come along. 
Baylie quickly joins them and grins when she notices who Grace was walking with. 
Grace brings a glass of water and asks. “You said you left your phone? Can you describe it? I’m Grace by the way.”
“I’m Alana… It’s a blue phone with a clear case and the design is of a highland cow and a flower crown. Wallpaper is a green sunset,” Alana says. 
Grace nods and hands her the phone. “We were keeping it safe.”
“Oh my god thank you! I can’t believe I lost my phone and it took me until now to get it.”
“Cute outfit… Looking for a cuddle buddy?” Baylie asks teasingly. “I’m Baylie.”
Alana looks at her perplexed for a moment before realizing she’s teasing. “Only if you buy me a drink first.”
Baylie cracks up. “I like you!” 
Grace is also laughing. “I think Garcia would have to fight her for you.”
“He’ll lose,” Baylie replies. 
“I would love to stay and chat but I have an early morning and long day tomorrow and it’s already past my bedtime,” Alana says. She leaves a $20 on the tip jar as a thank you for keeping her phone safe. 
“Come back again. We’d love to buy you a drink or two. You seem fun and in need of a relaxing time.” 
“Yeah... Maybe we can set you up with one of out aviator friends,” Baylie says with a wink.
Alana chuckles nervously. “Yeah. No. Naval aviators are… Well, they only want one thing.”
“Well, I hope to see you on base some time. My call sign is Lucky. Yours?”
“Cinco… But you can call me Cin.”
“Cinco? As in five?” Grace asks.
Alana nods. “Yup. I’m 5 feet tall and my mother was hispanic. So it’s a two-fold call sign.” 
“Was?”
“Yeah. My parents passed away when I was young. My grandparents raised me.”
“Oh babe…” Grace says and gives her hand a squeeze.
“It’s okay now. Sometimes-” Alana shakes her head. “I’m sure you don’t want to hear about my life when you’re working. I should go.”
They say it takes a lost soul to recognize another lost soul. Grace and Baylie had once been lost souls so they recognized Alana as a lost one.
“How about this? We can have a girls night in. I’m not working but we can come hang out here. Get some food and drinks and sit by the water,” Grace says.
“I’ll make sure none of our aviator friends bother us tomorrow and if you want I can join you for lunch tomorrow,” Baylie tells Alana.
Alana can only nod. The sincerity in their voices rang louder than any other sound in the bar. “I’d like that very much. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.”
Grace and Baylie envelope her in a hug before she leaves. They then head over to their group.
Mickey is the first to notice the glint of mischief in Baylie’s eyes. Before he can ask her what she’s up to, he sees her turning to Grace as they sit next to Jake.
“So Grace, are you ready for our girls night with Cin tomorrow?”
“Absolutely! Can’t wait to hang our with her and make her part of our group. She's so sweet.”
“And hot! Those pajamas were working for her! Imagine her looking all dolled up.”
Jake tries to make it look like he’s not listening in, but he’s fully paying attention to their conversation.
“You know… Maybe tomorrow we can find out if she’s single or seeing someone… Maybe we can set her up with someone.”
At that, Jake stands immediately and goes to close his tabs before he tells the group he’s calling it a night. “Have an early workout session scheduled for tomorrow.”
“Yeah make sure that body is built like a back road so you can ride…”
Baylie cracks up and the look of surprise and shock on Jake’s face that it was Grace who called him out. He expects it from Baylie, but not sweet Grace.
He shakes his head at them and leaves.
The girls laugh and Mickey just laughs with them. Oh they were so going to have so much fun teasing Jake.
Now to await the next day so they can fully welcome Alana into their friendship.
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Scenario: you and Sejun have recently moved in together and are still very much in the love bubble
Pairing: Sejun x gender neutral reader
Requested: no
Genre: fluff
Warnings: suggestive, flirting, mention of sending explicit pics and texts, kissing
Word count: 1000+
A/N: lmk if there are mistakes or I forgot to put any warnings.
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"You're adorable", you sighed as Sejun kept clinging on to you like a little baby, unwilling to leave you and go to work.
Your boyfriend had wrapped his arms around you tightly for the past couple of minutes, hugging you with a pout on his face, hidden from your sight since he had leaned down to you for the embrace and rested his chin on your shoulder.
Endeared you patted his head and stroke over his hair, softly cooing to him now. "If you keep doing this, you'll seriously be late one day."
"I don't care", he muttered, his tone sulky and dramatic.
You knew he cared, of course he did. Sejun enjoyed his work. Where else would he find so many people boosting his ego all at once?
"Well, but I care", you stated nonetheless and you simply couldn't help but tease him a little. "I can't let it happen that this big manchild gets scolded. He's sensitive and soft. He won't know how to handle- Ouch! Hey!"
At your playfully condescending words, Sejun pinched your side as a sneaky act of revenge and let out a quiet huff.
You squirmed under the sudden pain but it was just a second before you found yourself in an even tighter hug than before.
"Careful or I'll have to carry you back to the bed", Sejun whispered, his voice low, and a quiet chuckle escaped his lips so near to your ear.
You hummed softly in acknowledgement of his warning. "Empty threat." Your hands moved down his back, provocotabely gliding to his butt. You could feel how his muscles tensed up under your touch the slightest bit and a satisfied grin spread across your lips at the reaction. "You don't have time for this."
He grumbled and unwillingly let go of you, withdrawing from the embrace before he took your hands and forcefully removed them from his backside. "You're playing unfair." He met your gaze, standing up tall again now.
"I was only making a point." Your expression softened and instead of the smirk you gave him a sympathetic smile.
The both of you had moved in together not long ago and Sejun was still way too excited about that. Truthfully, you loved it just as much because it meant you could see him every day and get to spend more time with him, privately, without the other guys in one of the next rooms.
It was a new chapter in your lives. And in this phase neither of you really wanted to get out of bed and do much else than being naked in the sheets.
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"I'm here!", you heard Sejun's voice trailing through the apartment as he had entered late evening and let the door fall shut behind him.
Just seconds later, his figure already appeared in the frame of the living room where he found you. His brows rose up at your sight and he huffed in unfiltered disappintment. "Oh really? This is what I come home to after all those texts?"
You had settled on the couch, lounging around lazily in sweatpants and only at your boyfriend's presence, you lifted up your head to look over to him. "Hm?", was all you made as he had somewhat interrupted your quiet thoughts. Your expression seemed clueless.
He frowned at you now and took a step closer with sinking shoulders. "You left me thirteen fuck me messages over the last hour! Plus the pics and begging for me to come home quickly because you need me? I expected to see something else."
"Ah." Your face lit up at the reminder and you let out a chuckle, quickly pushing yourself off from the couch to rush over to Sejun. "Let's just say, I got bored of waiting and occupied myself otherwise." You moved up on your toes and with a smile, you pressed a kiss to his lips.
"Are you nagging me?"
"Yeah, how dare you go out to make money, you strong, handsome man."
Even with that mischievous twinkle in your eyes, that was too corny for him and he laughed lightly. His cheerful gaze rested on your features. "This handsome man will take a shower now because he worked really hard today and needs to wash that off."
You nodded, knowing what he meant. "Want me to join?" You took a step back, giving him a little space as you looked at him expectantly with a cutely tilted head.
Sejun was visibly torn for a moment, making a face of misery. "Mhh no. I'll just be real quick and come back for you. Then we can have food or whatever you want to do."
He needed a second to cool off and unwind by himself, getting out of the work headspace. You understood that just fine and only shot him a smile. "Okey dokey."
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After the shower, he came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. Almost leisurely he made his way towards you.
He seemed much more relaxed now.
You mustered him as he approached, your view shamelessly drifting over his physique, taking in everything you were presented with so willingly.
"Why the towel?", you asked teasingly, a grin spreading on your face once more.
He snickered at your welcoming reaction, his gaze was firmly set on your eyes. "Well, I can't just walk around naked." His hands reached to the towel and loosened it a little, to tease you and give his words more impact. "Or can I?", he wondered slowly and in the most casual way lowered the only fabric to cover him up some more.
Before those bold moves, you had met his eyes with yours but now they darted back down and totally unaware, you bit your lip at the promising action. You were head over heels for this man. Out of your mind. So fond of him, so smitten due to his charms and yet the sex appeal he had was no less effective on you now than months ago. His nudity shouldn't still drive you crazy and faze you like this but god, you wanted him so much. You loved him so much. With every fibre of your being, all you wanted was to be connected to him.
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menalez · 5 months
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It's very silly to me that this whole discourse started over text styles when literally anyone can type in any way, that's how people can catfish others and that's also the reason why trans people pass better online than they do in real life. I also know a number of cis men who use emojis and excessive punctuation and it has nothing to do with them trying to act like women, that's just what emojis and punctuation symbols are for. To be able to express both your thoughts And your emotional tone over text is a skill that not everybody has, and cute emojis are supposed to aid in that expression.
I agree with what you're saying about how women are socialized to be nicer than men, to be less "aggressive" than men, but text style is not a good example of that, especially not text styles on tumblr where many of us assume only women are going to see it anyways. It seems like a very shallow and niche topic to fixate on when there are a ton of examples of women changing for men that don't have any compounding variables. But LOL, every time I think about this discussion I think about the TIM on here who has a ton of "transphobic" followers (normal women) and the only way I realized he was a TIM is because he posted about those followers and outed himself. Maybe not everything is so black and white and male and female. Maybe texting especially is a bit more nuanced and region specific?
i agree with u, i don’t think it’s that deep nor does it have real life consequences ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but it’s just another day on radblr where ppl fight over nothing and fixate on very specific slightly different wordings and nitpick instead of considering the overall message or overall goal. ive had numerous different typing styles throughout my time on here and my time using the internet, only thing it has changed for me was that typing more “improperly” has helped me weed out the condescending people that like to put down ppl who don’t type in perfect formal/professional english on their blogs
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angelsyd · 5 months
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Lurker | jjk (sp)
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pairing: jeon jungkook x reader
genre: college student!reader x stalker!jungkook, dark, angst, bsf!jungkook x reader, light smut, slight Taehyung x reader,
summary: jungkook has been your best friend since your first year of college. Things begin to turn weird when you start to feel eyes behind your back whenever he's not around.
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warnings: stalking, mature themes, blood, manipulation, cursing, death, knifes, entitlement,
notes: this is my first ever fic on here and i'm so excited! hopefully you guys like it. i wrote down this concept a long time ago and now i'm finally writing it. <3
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You're sitting on your couch attempting to study for an upcoming math exam when you get a call from your best friend, jeon jungkook. You both met in your freshman year of college because you happened to sit next to him during class and he joined you for lunch in the dining hall.  Ever since then you've been inseparable. 
“Hey, are you busy?” Jungkook chirped through the phone. 
“Unfortunately” you huffed. “I have this stupid algebra test next week that I need to study for”
“Just wing it like i always do, it works for me” he chuckled at your misery. 
“Unlike you Jeon, I actually need good grades” you match his playful condescending tone. 
You heard the creak of his bed as he got up. “Well, whatever, I'm coming over,” he announced, then hung up the call.   
Even though you were supposed to be doing your school work, you couldn't help but smile at the fact that he's coming over to see you. You could use some time away from your computer and useless assignments. You lift yourself off the couch into the kitchen to go grab some snacks for when he gets here.
You and Jungkook are lying on the couch with your legs over his lap. You trace your forefinger over the outline of his tattoos while you watch the second season of The Summer I Turned Pretty. 
“Seriously, who the fuck names their kid Belly?”
You smack him over the head with a pillow. “It's short for Isabel!” 
“Then just call her that!” he laughed. 
You guys begin to settle down and continue watching when your phone buzzes from your back pocket. You reach down and open a text from Tae, the guy you met on campus a couple weeks ago. He was a really attractive guy, almost majestic looking, with curled brown locks that contrasted jungkook's sleek raven mane. 
Tae messaged you asking if you were free this Friday because he wanted to take you to a new kbbq restaurant down the street. As you start typing a reply, you see Jungkook take notice and lean towards the screen.
He reads the message and quirks up a questioning eyebrow. “Who's that?” 
You can sense a strong worry sensation coming off from him. He's always been pretty protective of you and around guys who show interest. But you think it's due to him seeing you as the little sister he's never had. And it warmed your heart to think that he felt that way.
“Oh him? We met weeks ago and we started talking pretty soon after that” You smiled thinking about it. 
“Cool” Jungkook replied dryly. He turned back toward the tv with a blank expression plastered on his face. 
You wanted to console and reassure him that Taehyung was a really sweet guy who treats you like a princess, even though we're not even officially dating yet. But you decide otherwise and continue watching Belly fuck up for the millionth time. 
Midnight comes and it's time for Jungkook to return home. His mood seemed to get progressively better as the night went on and he started talking to you like normal again.
“I wish I could spend the night, but I got class in the morning” He frowns standing in the doorway.
“Don't worry about it Jeon, get some sleep” you say, patting his cheek in a caring jest.
You both bid your goodnights and you began cleaning up the mess of blankets and cushions on the couch. You pick up all the stray popcorn that landed on the couch during your fits of laughter and tickle fights initiated by Jungkook. You made your way over to the kitchen sink to wash the dishes, attempting to scrub the butter off the clear bowl. 
clink
The quietness of your apartment made the sound seem ten times louder. You turn around from the sink and peer around the room. You didn't see anything out of the ordinary so you return to cleaning, wiping down the countertops. 
clink clink
You turned your head sharply towards the noise again. It was coming from the screen door. You silently cursed yourself for deciding to live on the first floor. As you continued staring at the door, for some unknown reason you felt a big wave of fear come over your body, as if you were being watched. 
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fairykukla · 6 months
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I told you that story:
To tell you this one.
Covid permanently altered my life.
I'm disabled. As a result of Covid-19 I'm not able to attend indoor events if there is any food present. I have a bunch of issues in play, but the short form is that I don't do indoor events.
I wrote an essay that actually gained traction about how exhausting it is to tell people, over and over, all the time that yes, I'm still disabled.
So, we have entered the period of the year when I have to tell everyone "No" all the time. I have always had to tell everyone "no" but now I'm just so tired from telling people "no" the rest of the year that I'm becoming waspish about it.
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I wanted so badly to throw my oldest friend a special party for her 50th birthday.
Instead, I'm packing up to fly across the country so that my partner can see his mom before the dementia steals her away completely. I want him to have this. I want him to get to see her. I want to visit. I haven't ever been to the Pacific Northwest and it will be a treat to be there.
I'm having to manage a lot of high anxiety over the flight, the stay at his mom's house, the costs, and how the fuck I'm going to even eat while we are there.
I'm going to pack food for a week in my suitcase, and three days worth of food in my carry-on. I might also pack clothes.
This journey coincides with that annual Convention the first weekend in October. The one that I attended every year between 1990 and 2019. In 2020, the convention didn't happen. In 2021, they tried to have it, but most of the activities were cancelled. I did not attend. I had emergency surgery. In 2022, I did not attend. I told everyone that I couldn't go due to my disability. This breaks my heart. This altered my sense of self.
Sure enough, I had a friend pop up in my text messages the other day. The last text I had received was in January, responding to a meme I sent to her. The previous text was her announcement of her return home last October. So here she is, asking about wanting to get together for lunch and wanting to see me at the con.
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Folks, I worked SO HARD to respond in a friendly way. I desperately tried to find some kind of light hearted response. I made a wry statement about the pandemic and indicated that I couldn't do indoor events anymore.
She told me that she didn't appreciate my condescending tone and fucked off.
This is someone I worked with in the Halloween industry. This is someone I've known a long time. The last time I saw her I said, "I think I'm too disabled to do conventions anymore."
So she got butthurt at my tone over text? When she tried to ask for my time during The Gauntlet?! When she knows I'm dealing with a life-altering disability?
I should change my screen names to Condescending Bitch. I should just present this as my baseline personality. If you want to talk to me, I'm going to sound condescending when I answer insensitive questions again and again and again.
I'm worn down to a nub.
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