#that fic wrecked me

[anna-scribbles]

what a shame, i can see it all now that we’re through

- firearm by lizzy mcalpine

(chapter 5 of call it even is making me feel bonkers insane. thank u @sha-nwa)

#my art #ml #call it even #miraculous ladybug #mlb #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #adrinette #(i. guess. ) #adrienette #ml fic rec #ml fic #the way abby writes is literally so delicious to me #the dialogue…the visceral descriptions….. #my friend who doesn’t watch ml has been reading and sending me detailed reviews of every chapter #and with this one she said she loved the female rage. which. real ! #chapter 5 marinette is. well. she’s here for blood. as she should be honestly #anyway the song firearm has been wrecking my life about this story #it’s SO #what a joke was it all just an act i hate that it took me so long to react you had me convinced that you loved me!!!!!!! #thank you everyone readjng and commenting it’s really truly making my life #hang on tight adrien’s back on friday:) #don’t worry i won’t put him in situations. i would never #xoxo

[yuurionviktor]

is this anything

No text version:

#the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #harrow the ninth #harrow the first #gideon the ninth #nona the ninth #tlt #griddlehark #implied?? #harrow the 9th #harrow x gideon #fanart #things ive made #the second harrow is not as wrecked as I’d like her to look like #and I think she didn’t get her eye color changed?? I honestly don’t remember #but it fit the theme of the drawing better I think #bc the hairstyle change and the scar were not enough visually I THINK #I keep posting ‘my last tlt piece’ for 10th time in a row jshdskdjj #idk if I say that each one is the last one but I THINK that bc I just did all I can with them #and also fics I’m reading are not doing it for me visually so I’m out of ideas tbh #send me refs requests and all that and I might do 10 more last pieces

[justafewsmallsteps]

Currently crying in a corner because I remembered that Inuyasha visited the well at least every three days.

And I don’t think he was waiting for Kagome to “come back”

As much as he was waiting/trying to see if the well would open for him

So he could go to her

Because he chose her. Because he thinks they were born for each other. Because since she has people who love her in her era, maybe that’s where she belongs

But he truly believes that he belongs with her, wherever and whenever.

#jafss rants #jelly talks #Inuyasha #inukag #kagome higurashi #just thinking about how many amazing fics mention #Inuyasha waiting for Kagome to come back #but you know maybe he didn’t think that she was going to cross back over #he was willing to leave everything to go to her #but ultimately she chooses to go back to him #selfless and true power of love #is wrecking me tonight

[helloliriels]

Christmas Holiday Rec List

I don't usually post rec lists, but thought I'd share the ones I'm reading this holiday season! So many goodies!

Next Year's Words by @thegildedbee

Over Fathoms Deep by bittergreens @holmesianpose

Time in a Bottle by @discordantwords

London Speed by @khorazir

'Ti's the Damn Season by chrysanthemumsies

The Edge of the Sea by @weeesi

A Case of You by @totallysilvergirl for @randomwordsonpaper

It's a little mix of old and new, but mostly new and posting!

Feeling spoiled for choice and a little overwhelmed by how many good fics I haven't yet sunk my teethies into!!! 😽 If this is a quiet fandom, I cannot EVEN ... !!!!

#johnlock fan fic #johnlock fic rec #wreck me #bbc sherlock #i am sherlocked #join me! #i cant keep up with everything posting #mind = blown #not to mention all the stuff already posted!!!! #new and old fics combined #because ... #not dead

[tripleyeeet]

during my lil break i wrote a bunch of the “ascended astarion finds you after you fake your death” fic and omfg it’s been so long since i wrote smutty angst with way too much prose and longing and heartache and just —ugh it feels like i’m home again

#it reminds me of my loki days #where i’d just write about fucked up relationships #and wreck everyone’s hearts #god i love the power of angst #astarion fan fic

[lineffability]

in fanfic news, this week I raced through the ENTIRE Garden of Delights series like a madwoman, it's very kinky smut and absolutely porn-focused but has a romance plot underlying it all that will draw you in by the third fic, and as someone who does not usually go for human azcrow this interpretation of them as humans was SO delightful and had me shipping these characters so hard (afab nonbinary crowley who is a little shit and also a mess, and caretaking agender az!! delightful), it also probably unlocked a number of kinks in me and maybe u too (it's a lot of consensual non-con but so so well and carefully done)

#fic rec #that's it from me tune in next week when i lose my mind again #like every week #but this wrecked me I couldn't stop reading the last few installations in a haze #racing towards their well deserved happy end #but the journey is so painfully delicious

[wikiangela]

tease tidbit tuesday💀

tagged by @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @daffi-990 @fortheloveofbuddie @disasterbuckdiaz @hoodie-buck 💖

hi! so, yesterday I randomly opened the doc with the buddie death cast au - which is a fic I started writing last summer on vacation and never got back to it but then made progress lol it's gonna be MCD, which i know is not everyone's thing so feel free to ignore this 🤣 it's basically buddie in the universe of the "they both die at the end"/"the first to die at the end" books so it's gonna be sad, sorry lol (I never even read mcd, idk why i'm writing this but this idea just wants to be written i guess haha) gotta put this weird mood I've been in lately to good use and finally write this 🤣 not sure if I'm happy with this snippet, but it all needs editing, the first two snippets were written on my phone and haven't been edited yet lol

I posted two snippets so far, gonna link them both snippet 1 | snippet 2

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“Is all of this clear, Eddie?” she asks in the end.

“Yeah, sure, whatever.” he says shortly. He should've just hung up immediately. Or cancel this stupid subscription after Shannon died. Sometimes he wonders if maybe people who get the calls and coincidentally get into accidents, for example, just give up and refuse to fight because they think it’s their time. Not like Shannon could do much, her injuries were too severe when they got there, but the point stands. Maybe they get more reckless, thinking it doesn’t matter anyway. 

There’s a short pause on the line, but then Jane speaks up again, her tone softer, more sympathy seeping through.

“I know it’s not easy to accept, if you’d like some help with that, on out website you can find therapists and grief counselors specializing in-”

“Listen.” Eddie interrupts. He’s spent enough time in therapy. He’s not doing it on his supposedly last day. “I know it’s all bullshit. I don’t care. You said what you had to say, I listened, for whatever reason.” he rolls his eyes. He really should’ve hung up, or not answered at all. “Is this conversation over yet?” he asks and is met with another moment of silence. She’s probably wondering what everyone else always is: why is he even spending money on this if he doesn’t believe. He has an answer ready to go, but that’s not what she asks.

“Can I ask you a question?” she says quieter, whispering, probably not allowed to go too much off-script. 

“Sure, why not.” he shrugs. He’s wide awake now, anyway, he’s not in a hurry. Not like he’s dying anytime soon.

“If it was your last day, how would you spend it? You don’t have to answer, just think about it.” she adds quickly, her tone much softer and gentler now. Eddie’s mind immediately supplies a picture of Christopher and Buck, just a casual hang-out, like usual, maybe going to the movies, or the aquarium, or the planetarium, something fun for his kid. And later a gathering with the rest of their family, maybe a barbecue at Bobby and Athena’s, with Maddie and Chim, and Hen and Karen, all their kids, just everyone having fun together. Yeah, that’d be a perfect day. “There’s no harm in spending today just like this, if possible. Just in case.” Jane adds, still whispering. He doesn’t tell her that’s more or less his plan, anyway, for the evening after his 12-hour shift. During which nothing will happen to him, because Death-Cast doesn’t know shit. “Well, lastly, Eddie,” Jane’s voice is back at normal-volume, tone strictly professional but sympathetic, as she recites the end of her script, “on behalf of everyone here at Death-Cast, we’re so sorry to lose you. Live this day to the fullest.”

Eddie hangs up without a word.

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no pressure tags: @elvensorceress @gaydiaz @diazass @thebravebitch @silentxxsoul @shortsighted-owl @eddiebabygirldiaz @arthursdent @911onabc @housewifebuck @rogerzsteven @watchyourbuck @underwater-ninja-13 @eowon @loserdiaz @evanbegins @ladydorian05 @wildlife4life @nmcggg @diazpatcher @lover-of-mine @king-buckley @monsterrae1 @thewolvesof1998 @puppyboybuckley @weewootruck @buckaroosheart @spagheddiediaz @steadfastsaturnsrings @exhuastedpigeon @jesuisici33 @theotherbuckley @rainbow-nerdss @malewifediaz @giddyupbuck @diazsdimples @jeeyuns @epicbuddieficrecs @pirrusstuff @honestlydarkprincess @hippolotamus @spotsandsocks

#tease tidbit tuesday #death cast buddie au #buddie wip #buddie fic #buddie #wikiangela writes #my writing #fic snippet #my wips #angst #buddie angst #mcd #i don't know how yet but eddie will die in this one bc apparently ive been in the mood to break my own heart lmao #i wanted to say maybe i'd share smth happier tomorrow but i don't think i have any happy wips im actively working on rn??? #there are happy wips in general but im not really in the mood/inspired for those rn #ran out of happy when i finished the natalia fic i guess lol #who even am i lmao what's with all the angst and sad im usually all about fluff 🤣 #(gonna share some more of alive shannon tomorrow!) #btw if you haven't read the books and have questions hmu but also i'll try to make everything clear in the fic lol #but also SO recommend the books they're so good and so sad and I think about them like at least once a week (the prequel wrecked me)

[unlikely-gravestones]

I wonder if Hob's ever been buried alive.

I don't know how his immortality works- do his wounds miraculously heal within minutes? Hours? Has he sometimes had to pretend to be injured, because no one heals from a stab wound to the gut over night?

Or does it take him just as long as any other person? Does he spend weeks bed-bound while recovering, slowly but surely knitting himself together? And if that's the case...has he been buried?

Has Hob woken up, weeks after being 'laid to rest', starving and in pain because fuck does his head and chest hurt and- why can't he move. Why is it so silent. Has Hob ever trailed his fingers, shaking from the effort, across wood grain 5 inches from his face? Has he, head pounding with pain and confusion, frantically mapped the limited space of his chamber because why are the walls so close to him why is he lying down why does-

Has Hob ever realised he was buried six feet underground.

Has he ever clawed at what he realises now is his coffin, hands scrabbling and nails catching? Pounded at the lid of it and screamed? Has Hob ever had to climb his way out of the ground

Anyway :)

#I was reading a fic that mentioned the air in Hob's dream being stuffy and hot and idk why but my brain was like #Oh a nightmare?? #Maybe bc I live in Australia and the heat is my no 1 nightmare but #My brain was like ooohh warm air STUFFY air must be contained somewhere what about a room no a BOX no a COFFIN #And then I thought of Hob having a nightmare about being buried alive #And then I thought....what if he has been #And now we're here besties #Forgive me comic people I don't know how his immortality is handled in the comics please let me have my fun #And by fun I mean putting my blorbos well being in a blender and wrecking that shit #the sandman #hob gadling #sandman #dreamling #Cw buried alive #cw claustrophobia #I mean he's def gonna be fucked up about that for a while

[sgt-dignam]

oh, and then, you've got mr. tea cups sauntering in with his big white horse and his blue eyes and his, 'oh, don't smoke weed, you degenerate.'

FROM (2022-) | Season 1

#fromedit #from epix #from mgm #jade herrera #jim matthews #david alpay #eion bailey #tvedit #it's the specifically mentioned blue eyes that gets me thinking #i may have already started that fic #where jade gets absolutely wrecked by jim&tabitha #some real husband and wife bonding #while dicking down an annoying stoner rich guy

[imarvelatthestars]

Don't Go Where I Can't Follow

Notes: I finally watched The Bad Batch and I'm ready to write about the batchers into oblivion. Another one for Wrecker, my beloved, because he's actually the loml.

Characters: Wrecker x Reader

Warnings: hurt/comfort, mention of blood/injuries/fever but nothing explicit

The life of a clone is the life of a soldier. It's full of violence and blood and death, and there's not much hope. That's why he tries so hard. He does his best to make his brothers laugh, to be lighthearted and ridiculous because where else will they find a glimmer of happiness in this mess of a war?

Wrecker's eyes flicker over your face again for probably the hundredth time this past minute. Your chest is rising and falling in short, shallow breaths even though you're asleep. Your brow is furrowed, your mouth slightly parted, and it's not right. Because you're like him, you're his glimmer of light in the darkness, the person who makes him laugh the most, makes his heart beat double time, and now you're sick and there's nothing he can do.

You moan softly in your sleep and his brain flashes back to the moment you collapsed into Echo's arms two days ago, how washed out your skin looked, the unnatural heat radiating from your body, the glazed over look in your eyes. He closes his eyes against the memory, but it persists. He can still feel his stomach dropping as he recalls Tech peeling back your bloody shirt and inspecting your now infected blaster wound. He can still feel the panic filling his lungs, can still feel the irrational anger threatening to engulf him until there's nothing left but the smoldering remains of his heart. He could go back to the battlefield and tear those droids apart all over again, he could fly himself back to Ord Mantell and ask Cid why the hell she hadn't payed them enough to get the medical equipment you needed, why she sent them on that mission in the first place, why she'd put you in danger like that, why he let himself put you in danger like that, but... Wrecker knew, in the end, it wasn't really anybody's fault.

He reaches into the bucket of cool water by his feet and wrings out one of the strips of fabric before gently placing it on your forehead like Tech had instructed. He's never been quite so grateful for his brother's know-it-all-ness like he is now. If you make it out of this- no, when you make it out of this, he's going to hug Tech so hard, he'll never tell him to shut up ever again, never complain about all his rants and ramblings.

And Wrecker is so lost in his thoughts of desperate what-ifs and maybes that he entirely misses the moment when your eyes flutter open. Until you moan again, soft and hoarse and pained, and he realizes you're awake and Maker, he could cry.

"Hey," you croak.

"You're awake." He's smiling, laughing, and yes, he's crying too. He leans in and scoops you up in his arms like a man half starved in the midst of a banquet. "I-I thought I'd lost ya. Thought you were gonna be sick forever! I didn't know what t' do, I-"

"Wrecker!" Your tone makes him freeze and he tilts his head up to look at you properly. "Squeezing too tight," you frown.

Of course he is. He sighs, nods, and sets you back down on the cot (his cot) as gently as he can. You've been awake for five seconds and he's already squishing you half to death like the brute he is. Stupid.

"'m sorry," he mumbles as his eyes attempt to fixate on anything but you.

Your hand on his cheek is enough to ground him, although he still can't quite manage to look at you. But he leans into your touch, memorizes it so he can carry this feeling with him wherever he goes. In this moment, there's no war, no Empire, they're not on the run, there's just you and him together. The way it should always be.

"Hey," you say again, softer than before. Dare he hope you even sound tender? "Wreck. I'm okay."

He closes his eyes in an attempt to hide his tears. "But you weren't. We were so far from the ship and we didn't have any bacta left. I had t' carry you all the way back." It was the longest walk of his life. "Tech... I dunno what he did, but he fixed you up real good. Never thought I'd care about all the stuff he knows, but I think he saved you." The tears seep out along his waterline anyway. His voice cracks. "Didn't want ya t' go where I couldn't follow."

He feels your thumb brush over the swell of his cheek. It's a solid reminder that you're alive, but it doesn't fully chase away the paranoia that's been eating away at him the last couple days.

You take in a shaky breath and he allows himself to swallow his pride and look at you. What does it matter if you see him cry, anyway? Surely you already know he loves you?

Your smile is weak, but it dazzles him all the same. "Could never leave you."

When Tech comes in to check on your fever, he sees you asleep on your back, one arm looped loosely around Wrecker's neck while Wrecker snores lightly into your stomach. The corner of his mouth twitches into a smile. He's sure that one day the two of you will verbalize your feelings for one another, assuming you haven't already. He quickly scans your temperature and, satisfied that it's gone down considerably, makes for the cockpit again.

Yes, he muses, one day.

#wrecker #wrecker tbb #tbb wrecker #wrecker x reader #wrecker x you #the bad batch #star wars #emotional damage 😃 #this fic came to me while i was sick with a fever and now that im feverless im well enough to write it #i couldnt stop thinking about wreck using the lotr quote #also this was written on mobile so i'll have to add the read more when my laptop is charged. bear with me

[petricorah]

humble offer of an au instead of (a continuation of) divorced zukka

Zuko fakes his death:

Someone's been trying to assassinate him. It's long after Sokka leaves, and they aren't together. Maybe they had something once, and Sokka always thought they'd end up together, but they aren't together. And he hears word of the fire lord's death all the way back in the water tribe. How there was nothing the Kyoshi Warriors or the palace guard could do, and he was killed.

There are no remains.

He goes to the funeral, and it's this big dramatic ordeal (because they're trying to really hammer in that he's "dead") and Sokka's a mess. A complete and utter mess. He can barely function, and he's angry, especially at Suki, because he doesn't understand how she isn't more upset (she knows Zuko's still alive. She tries to talk to him, but he pushes her away, and they're never able to talk in a private place.) But more than that, he's angry with himself. Because if he hadn't left, he could have saved him. He could have been there. He thought they had a future together, that they couldn't be together now, but someday they would, and that all goes up in smoke.

And then Zuko's alive. They were able to apprehend the mastermind with the guise, and Sokka should be happy, but all he feels is emotions he can't understand. He feels betrayed.

"You were in the water tribe," Zuko said. "I couldn't tell you--"

"You died. You were dead. I-I went to your funeral, I mourned you."

And he wants to be angry, he wants to hit him, to make him feel a fraction of the pain he felt, but he can't hurt him, not ever, and the only thing he can do is crumble at his feet because Zuko is alive.

#death tw #...yes this is partially inspired by middle school me watching bones and having that episode locked and loaded in my memory #anyway in bones i thought the excuse they made for not telling her was stupid so here my reasoning is...distance? idk it kinda falls apart #when sokka arrives for the funeral so if anyone has ideas as to why sokka can't know id love to hear them #or ideas on how to really twist the knife #like maybe this isn't full divorced maybe this is just like they had a fight and sokka left for a little while and reaaally feels guilty #but it was actually because i was thinking of sokka's canon death and how i would love for it to be fake #i really like the idea of zuko mourning him in a completely wrecked room things half burned as he turns away all the guards #zukka #surely there's got to be fic for this. anyone know?? #<----i say being very bad at actually sitting and reading fic

[redbelles]

“I just can’t do it anymore, I can’t handle everything all on my own. I was supposed to have people, wasn’t I? And where are they? Why aren’t they helping me, why didn’t they want me? Why didn’t anyone love me enough to keep me? Why am I killing myself just to prove a point to the universe that I’m—I’m worthy of something, that I’m not bothered by it when I’m so bothered, and I don’t get it, I don’t get how anyone can just give their kid up like they don’t matter. What did I do wrong, y’know? What’s wrong with me?”

Jess pulls her back into him, and he says, “Nothing,” with so much conviction it almost knocks the wind out of her. “Nothing is wrong with you.”

“Something has to be,” Rory sniffles. “I’m defective and they could smell it on me.”

“You’re not defective.”

“Then why didn’t they want me?”

reckless abandon ↳ an adoption au by @pheebebuffy

#literati #rory gilmore #jess mariano #gilmore girls #literati fic #gilmore girls fic #rory x jess #lorelai gilmore #luke danes #javajunkie #luke x lorelai #fic recs #* #fun fact this fic absolutely wrecked me!!!!! #beedee is a genius please go read it immediately

[chef-alta]

"Slow poke" (affectionate)

"You reckless fool" (affectionate)

#earthspark breakdown #earthspark bumblebee #tfe bumblebee #tfe breakdown #earthspark spoilers #if you know you know #these two wrecked me #WRECKED ME #i low key wanna use 'slow poke affectionate' as a fic title now flkdf #transformers #earthspark

[starlitangels]

Two Years Ago…

—

I shoved the apartment door open and slammed it shut. Guy jumped where he’d been playing something on his Switch on the couch. “Welcome back!” He smiled.

“Kayla not here?” I asked. Guy rarely gamed on the couch. He had a smaller TV in his room that he usually used.

“Nope. Staying over at her boyfriend’s.”

“Oh good,” I muttered, popping out my earbud and threading its ear hook down my collar. “Pretty sure if she was home I would put her in the hospital if she looked at me funny after today.” I hadn’t meant for Guy to hear that, but clearly he did. His already-big eyes widened.

“Everything okay?” he asked.

“Just had a rough day of class. Everything’s fine—I’m just frustrated.”

I regretted answering the second he raised a blond brow suggestively. “I mean… if you’re looking to work off some of that, we got an empty dining table right now,” he joked.

I scoffed. “Guy…”

“What? I’m just sayin’ it’d be pretty hot if you threw me down on the dining table!”

Had he not said things like that all the time to me before, I’d probably be offended at the brazenly forward come-on, rather than mildly irritated. I dropped my heavy backpack on the armchair kiddie corner to where he was sitting on the couch and crossed my arms.

“Erikson, look at me,” I snapped. He made a dramatic show of sweeping his eyes up and down my entire body. “I’m six-foot-one—which is a few inches taller than you, by the way—and built like a damn brick house. And you are a skinny twig. If I threw you down on the dining table, you’d be the one ending up in the hospital.”

My idiot roommate had the audacity to lick his lips and bite his lower one with a flirtatious purr. “Mm. Still sounds hot,” he said.

I rolled my eyes. “Oh my God…” I groaned. I snatched my backpack off the chair. “See you tomorrow. I have homework to do. I’ll be in my room till it’s done.”

“What? What—no! Kayla’s not here! You don’t have to hide in your room! I cleared off the dining table so you could do your homework there!” Guy protested as I continued to leave the room.

“Yeah. But you’re being a menace and I have work to do.”

“If I promise to be good will you stay out here please? I miss you!”

I paused in the doorway of my bedroom and turned around. He was giving me puppy dog eyes. Again. And pouting his lips.

I sighed heavily. “Can you keep that promise?”

His expression dropped. “Oh. Uh… yes?”

“Not convincing enough.” I moved to go into my room.

“Nonononono! Come baaack!” Guy called.

I re-emerged. “Gonna be nice while I work on homework?”

“Yes! Promise! Scount’s honor!”

“You were never a scout. But fine. If it’ll get you to stop complaining.” I went back to the dining table and plopped down. After a moment, I cleared my throat. “… Thanks, by the way. For clearing it off for me.”

He beamed. “You’re welcome!”

#ficlet #this came to me randomly and I’m not making a full thing out of it #Redacted ASMR #Redacted Audio #Redacted Pizza Guy #Redacted Honey #Redacted Guy #Starlit Fic #personally hold the hc that Honey is absolutely jacked and tall no matter how you interpret their character #masc/fem/neither/both—Honey can wreck your sh!+ no problem

[helloliriels]

Not my thing, but I'm going to try to post a monthly rec list or tbr list as i run across stuff i wanna get back to or highly recommend ☠️🤘💋 usually tagged as #wreck me

Reading:

Masters of Ink - indybaggins

London Speed - @khorazir

The Bee Charmer - nbcravenstag

Safe Keeping - Lock_John_Silver

To Pull on the Spiders Silk - @bewitched-bullet

And at that moment ... I knew - @a-victorian-girl

Not a Word - notjustmom

Highly Anticipating:

The Murder of Sir Emory J. Amat - @chriscalledmesweetie

A Thing with Peas - @khorazir

All Our Tomorrows - @calaisreno

A Ritual to Read Each Other - @weeesi (which i already know is going to be a new favourite)(my god, the QUOTES!!!!)

Relapse and Redemption - JennLynn77

How to Miss a Train - suchaprettyface

The Curious Case of the Casablanca Killer - @meetinginsamarra

📚 BBC Sherlock | Johnlock Fic Recs | Wreck Me ☕️

#because sharing is caring #johnlock fan fic #johnlock fic rec #wreck me #this is like a fandom masterlist in and of iteself and so much of it is new stufffss?!?!

[moredifferentthanusual]

from chapter 12 of Chained: To Wield the Blade we have Forged by Tinerian aka @redhoodinternaldialectical

#jason todd #bruce wayne #batfam #batman #quotes #jason todd meta #the last lines there WRECKED me #i had to go back and find it in the fic coa i kept thinking of it #good fic btw #i personally Do Not vibe with batcest but it's still interesting and we #well written enough i just HAD to keep reading #and then it started teaching me about scripture? fuhgeddaboutit! ofc im obsessed with it after that! #me: ok apparently this jaytim fic starts out with just 30k contract negotiations no romance and obviously i HAVE to read that #contract negotiations!!! #me later: i cannot stop thinking about the spiritual questions inherent in being resurrected and becoming a god but specifically for batmen #@the author. how dare you do this to me. wanna make out? #had to tell all my friends when they asked what i did this weekend that i learned about hinduism via batfam fanfic #answer for your crimes author!