#that i keep bc im sentimental

[why-the-heck-not]

Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!

#watched youtube and skipped the ’’this video is sponsores by’’ only to get hit with 2 30sec unskippable ads and I just deleted the youtube #app from my phone with pure rage I’m fucking tired of ads everywhere all the good goddamn time #nYx PLuMpIng GLoss pLumP yOurSeLf Up BabY go fucking die #(also im tired so im unreasonably mad at every minor thing rn but like this has been the sentiment for months) #(should’ve gone for that walk I was thinking abt would’ve been much calmer) #(bc now rage deleted all the ''fun''' apps from my phone it's now just the essentials in there (tho did keep podcasts & Spotify bc those I #refuse to give up) like idk this better stick I want phone screen time of 1-2h per day) #april 2024 #2024

[ilynpilled]

why must everything that the text clearly states atp be misconstrued like i really dont get it he has plenty of flaws in that relationship but we, and cersei, know that he was ready to kill robert for just the disrespect of the cheating if cersei said the word. he doesnt concern himself with the personal consequences, he is reckless, detached from a lot of things, and can close his eyes at the future if he doesn’t want to acknowledge it. also the concern over the “shame” and ned type judgement feels so overestimated to me atp. he never regrets aerys, he is mad at how he is perceived (but again, notably doesnt try to rectify it by telling the truth for a lot of complex reasons), but he would never take it back. if he believes its the right thing to do, and is not overdosing on copium trying to juggle vows he cares about, he will do it, reputation be damned. though he has selfish concerns regarding being viewed as good, the internal matters so much more than the external: see weirwood dream: who actually shows up? what makes the fire go out? “it was not him. it was never him”, see the trebuchet fiasco, see the choice in adwd. why shouldnt we take cersei at face value when she implies that if jaime knew about the physical abuse he would have killed him? he loves and cares about cersei to an insane degree, even if he can be selfish toxic and unhealthy too. i really find it very very difficult to imagine that he wouldnt have killed him based on almost every single part of his characterization.

#ik its better to reply than to do this but i dont use my twitter for fandom and i keep seeing this general sentiment over and over again #like it makes him so inconsistent and nonsensical #i don’t understand this whole jaime was never there for cersei prehandloss he was at her disposal for almost everything he would have maimed #a child just bc she asked like what??? #u think that wouldnt have shamed him?? #he gave up almost everything for her at 15 #and im gonna be real if u r frustrated by jaime burning the letter being framed as this grand triumphant redemptive choice #by people #which i get i dont think its framed like that either #its just as unfair to treat it as the opposite #it is the end of a certain delusion #which is why the joanna dream is the focal point #and #he can divorce himself he has no obligation to die to try save her atp #and remain her sword #i dont see him as the literal devil for that sorry #i feel like some of u feel the need to misconstrue his character to make some of these choices out to be as bad as possible

[puppyeared]

MAN your art, but especially the latest pieces of Walking Fire Friend and Sparkle Dog really have the vibes of like, sanrio?? I want stickers and half a dozen accessories with them plastered all over so bad

!!! thank u for the kind words!! im playing around with the halftone effect, i like how it makes it look like a newspaper comic ^_^

#i also wanna design stickers so sososo bad.. id love to make some skip to loafer stickers with the main four <3 #i dont reallyknow much abt the process itself though.. and i dont have a paypal or any way to send or receive money in the first place orz #im sure ill do it once i figure it out but i appreciate the sentiment!!! #its been my dream to make my own custom motivational stickers with little dogs.. like the ones i used to get in grade school lol #im not sure if ill keep going in this direction with my art bc its all experimental but its been really fun playing around with it #its bothered me for the longest time that im just ass at rendering or putting detail in my art. but at the end of the day i just dont #care enough to go thru with it and i prefer to keep things simple anyway so that reflects my own tastes ig... #this is probably the closest ill get to a soft render that i like to see so if i could do more for that ill definitely try...!!!! #yapping #ask #answered #doodles #sona #puppysona

[marsbotz]

ONE LAST SWING FOR THE ROAD!!

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#R*CK*RTYS DNI #rick and morty #rick sanchez #summer smith #morty smith #LOL this is a fun screencap. had a lot of fun drawing this for once #redrew this bc the lighting on ricks chest reminded me of top scars. and i wanted to push trans rick agenda [running away embarrassed] #also i love blood and gore. very fun #the other scars are not from anything specific btw. i just like to think he keeps some of them bc hes lazy or sentimental. depends #fun fact! not a single bit of actual lineart in this. its all cleaned sketch. way nicer for me #summer not caring abt the murder and being more disturbed by the nudity is so funny always #BTWWW SUMMER IS SUPER FUN TO DRAW shes so cutesit #hope youall like the colours i eyeballed the whole fucking thing for no reason #notcing mistakes now. but no way im fixing thrm. bye #cw blood #artsbotz

[crimeronan]

every time i get an ao3 comment on a horror fic along the lines of “jesus fucking christ. this is so vile what the FUCK what the FUCKING FUCK THIS IS SO FUCKED UP” i hug my laptop to my chest and kick my feet and roll around in bed giggling like a schoolgirl who just got a love letter from her crush. omg you got physically nauseous.....? eeee

#THESE SENTIMENTS KEEP ME GOING #'cause i already know i'm funny and good at capturing Big Feelings #and i love comments about how much various funny or silly or earnest stories mean to people #but ooh god i've been repressing a lot of Horror Shit for a long time. #bc it's ugly and gross and makes people feel bad who wants to read THAT #and have only pretty recently started to shed these feelings n been like. nah i'll be honest actually #like i'll tag everything appropriately and i'll accept that engagement will b a lot lower bc no one wants to read That Shit #but i'll be honest. #so it's like. the strangest form of validation to have people be like #yeah actually this is fucking horrible and DOES feel bad and you DID convey that effectively #i'm like. thank u so much!! i wasn't sure i had the skill or the practice to do that!!!! #if youve left one of these comments (or MULTIPLE comments) on my stuff in the past few days pls know i see you and i love you #i'm WAY behind on comment replies on ao3 because of The Problems but im gonna get to 'em. in the meantime. i love u. #autoimmune tag #<-since the feelings mostly. come from this

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

14 tbh

#godwhat am i even sAYING #beige and bullyable got in my head its a great description #also i love the way my yaz re 13 is like this Looking Up #even when she knows she sucks the doctor is still like. larger than life a little. extremely untouchable #in a human way - 13 wont be touched - but that keeps the alien way sort of intact you know what i mean? #and then shes faced with 14 and shes like What a fucking loser #highly dunkable biscuit #yazs reaction to 14 is similar to like 9 or 10 re domesticity #'aw dont tell me i settle down. gross! boring! horrifying!' #anyway i just like the contrast #i like intertwining all the feelings yaz has abt being back on earth and seeing the doctor again and #it turning into this master-like sentiment of 'you used to be fun and now youre a little wimp' #yaz re 13: shes Special #yaz re 14: hes just some guy #bc like the thing is yazs doctor.........like..............travels. #i think is the thing #thats part of it. she loves the doctor for the doctor but she also loves the doctor for the life she leads #and lets yaz lead #i think #anyway yes im still writing this fic sorry i let myself get distracted but i will get it done in the end #also 14 woudl adore being thought of as just some guy #yaz: no i was insulting you #14: 🥰🥰🥰

[cruelsister-moved2]

That brendan dipshit always treats geopolitical events as a joke and never shuts the fuck up. I remember him having to leave tumblr for a bit after getting major backlash for linking a rickroll and saying it's a livecam of Russia invading Ukraine because he believed the invasion wouldn't happen. He's a white boy way too obsessed with smugly owning the libs.

what a stupid asshole i honestly just cant imagine how it feels to be an indigenous american right now watching the people who settled YOUR land being so smug and self-righteous because i guess they think what happened to your people is over now and its fine. tbh ive always been saying horseshoe theory isnt real but it is real exclusively for white men lol if youre a white man whose politics are motivated largely by the pursuit of the righteous rush you get from feeling like you have the moral upper hand then whats the difference between u and any other man like that

#ask #anon #i have a lot of thoughts rn on the behaviour of this type of person #but im trying to keep it to myself bc i just dont want to be involved #but i love someone in my notes saying 'literally no one is saying all israelis need to return(??) to europe' when ive heard that exact #sentiment like 6x in the last 48h #like ideologically that may not be what decolonisation is about #still doesnt exempt you from taking out ur own trash. #this is my problem like because of bad faith accusations #the vast majority of these ppl basicallly dont care abt antisemitism at all now #like i know YOU know indigeneity is about a relationship to colonisation #but is that your comrade tweeting about how jews are rootless cosmopolitans who cant be trusted to steward the land??

[spacedlexi]

i Need to draw more clemviminnie shit but how am i supposed to do that when minnie only exists alongside them for 2 episodes then dies

#its why i alive her for some post s4 stuff just so i have more to work with 😔 #but i dont Love doing that....she sealed her fate..she was lost in the sauce... #but theres so much there.............. #the way minnie was concerned for vi while betrayed!vi and clem were fighting in the cell she def still had feelings... #they still wouldve been dating if she was never taken like...... #ITS SO MESSY I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #like while i Do think there was some tension in their relationship somewhere bc that line in the woods didnt come from nowhere #no matter how changed she was by the delta that sentiment had to come from somewhere. maybe she could just never say it #but idk if they wouldve broken up over it and there was no reason for violets feelings to change either. she just grieved her 'death' #vi says the real minnie is gone and that she'll do what she has to to keep everyone else safe but like.... #theres no way shes not still conflicted on some level like you can see it on the boat she cant leave her. esp since she kinda blames hersel #minnie being clems dark reflection but clem is minnies reflection just as much (obvs) the tension is palpable between them #clem being the part of herself that she killed when she killed sophie...the symbolism of killing your own twin... #and how much does clem remind her of sophie too like whos clem Really mirroring here #THERES SO MUCH MEAT THAT IM CHEWING ON THIS IS A GRAND MEAL #and i cant fucking do anything about it 😭 seriously how do i work within these constraints #there isnt even a 2 week jump like there is in ep2 theres no unaccounted for time in eps 3 and 4 ITS KILLING ME #i bet in a betrayed!vi route minnie was glad to see her when they made it to the boat. and vi feeling betrayed by clem was a perfect target #totally susceptible. minnie gets in her head that its safer to give in instead of fighting back... and now theyre together again... #vi betrayed by clem falling right back into minnies arms OOF girl get away she is Fucked Up..theyre both fucked up 😭 clem u broke her #betrayed!vis reaction to hearing minnies confession about sophie..girl must have been so emotionally fucked in that cell #mmm toxic yuri mmmmm :) #god clemvi really has it all.............................................. #why would i need anything else...when clemvi is here #twdg #it speaks #still cant believe my fave girlie really got it all :)

[lisianthoma]

i miss a hat in time

#splat speaks #post unrebloggable bc i dont feel like being given an essay abt the game i was there for so long ago #i was there. i was in the fandom i was part of watching its growth i was part of the aus. #and i wouldn't do it again. but i miss it #the fun and the enjoyment from such a simple game #i played vanessas curse with some friends recently. it brought me the same excitement i got from the main game #all over again. all brand new. and yet so familiar. #i don't miss swamp takeover. i do miss daily condie. #i wonder how the other daily pictures are doing #i miss the diaries. no one really remembers them but simultaneously #they were so much a keystone of my experience #to the other diary writers. i hope you're okay. and living life. and enjoying your new interests. #i know some of you have moved into similar waters as i have and it's a little heartwarming. the natural osmosis of being gay #diary writers in projmoon interest rise up i see u...... #idk. im sentimental right now #and i know nothing is going to bring the same joy that ahit had. or the same drive for aus #but it's wonderful to reflect on that. and to get new people into the game even now #i'll keep on creating. i want to be to others what a hat in time was to me.

[drewsaturday]

i feel like if nat did recover and drag the other girls into recovery we just... wouldn't really have an adult storyline anymore? so i don't think her dying was the Worst choice, but i also just don't... see how it's supposed to feel narratively satisfying or narratively tragic. they could've absolutely made it feel that way with the writing this season but rn i'm just not seeing it.

#yellowjackets tag #yj spoilers #i also do understand the sentiments of seeing a character fighting to live for all her life finally getting better only to die #and im not sure how to feel about that #i dont rly think this is the show For that sort of positive development - at least not this soon into it #maybe? i mean we saw shauna making some progress about callie but... if the show is about trauma #they need to keep spiraling i guess for 3 more seasons idk :/ #it's just. im devastated but if they'd made it feel more narratively tragic i would be on board #not just 'oh shes trying so hard to recover then boop she dies </3' cheap tragic just... idk im not making the connections here #they couldve juxtaposed her will to live with her death in a way that's... more impactful i guess #which is so weird to say bc she died the way she wishes she did for javi all those years ago but i still didnt. feel it. #but i wouldve been alright with that probably - not happy obvs but if it served the story better i'd be less weird feeling rn #they just....... really wasted nat for so much of this season it didn't feel earned #idk. gonna hopefully do a rewatch so i can see what mightve been leading up that i missed the first time #im just... not feeling a lot of this

[risingsunresistance]

so turns out. i have A LOT of money in skyblock again!

#if the sell order fills i will have 500m #if i have to instant sell i will have 400m #either way. I AM RICH ONCE AGAIN YIPPEE #I DIDNT REALIZE. I HAD THAT MANY OF THIS ITEM- #i feel a bit bad selling them bc Sentimental Value but it's okay i still have screenshots #and im also keeping 9 of them so- #not even all gone! #im not saying what it is just bc i feel like it IS a bad idea to sell them #but i need coins and i already maxed out all my gear that uses these so why bother holding onto them #chat #sb

[vantaesfairie]

what phase is the moon in because why am i thinking so much about my horrific roman empires of the past

#ballet.... #oh dear #i would trauma dump here but im a public account #keep this negative energy out of my life jesus christ #or is it just sentimental times bc its raining

[mistergoddess]

SENSEIS LOVE HIM local white boy has an inexplicable charm over every martial arts instructor he's ever had

#they are captivated by my autistic swag #japanese martial arts are so good on the autism!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i went to lil chill free lgbt+ karate class and it was fuuunnn n the sensei was very :)!! :)!!!! hype about me #and my fuckin iaido sensei loved me i cannot explain why i ended up being teacher's pet i did not try for that or do anything special #but he was always like U ARE THE BEST I LOVE HAVING YOU HERE I'M ALWAYS HAPPY THAT YOU COME #hehehhehe #so im excited to keep going to karate it was v niiiiice #my core strength is fucking TRASH oh boy need to work on that but letsgooooo #and i need to find an iaido class to join :'( #gotta get a job first tho bc thatll cost money bwhfhbsbf id like to genuinely do it formally this time so definitely there will be dues #but ouhhh my bokken is so sentimental to me bc my sensei literally just bought it for me unprompted and brought it to me one time #and was like for u <3 #he said short <3 bc i couldnt use any of the bokken they had bc im short #but he didnt just buy it for the club for me to use while there he literally gave it to me to keep #and it blows my mind to this day nicest shit anyones ever randomly gotten me #and she is so precious to me!!! my lil child sized bokken! #shitpost.txt

[crimeronan]

god i need to watch yellowjackets so bad. what am i even doing with my life if i continue to be a person who has not watched yellowjackets.

#yellowjackets #the number of times ive seen the sentiment 'i keep forgetting to rec based on dykery bc im too distracted by the horror murder cannibalism' #YEAH THAT SURE IS A SHOW MADE SPECIFICALLY FOR ME HUH #HORROR DYKE ENJOYER EXTRAORDINAIRE

[aweslasharc]

it is advised for mothers to foster paranoia in their children

#like i swear idk what's my mother on today #why would you tell me that the family member i genuinely get on well with and like keeps me close and praises me #to boost their own self-esteem #which is so extremely hurtful for me bc i tend to assume that people cant like me genuinely without any agenda #having her express the same sentiment is just...well #i.txt #it's so bizarre. bc she says im beautiful but sick:( (i have more prominent facial hair due to pcos. and according to her i should get rid #of it bc im being unkempt otherwise) #hence the comment that others use me to boost their self-esteem #extremely normal thing to say

[magentagalaxies]

i feel like a lot of activism these days is way too "aesthetically pleasing". like i understand why infographics look like that so their information is clear and easily understandable to people encountering it for the first time but idk i just feel very alienated by posts about trans activism and mental health awareness that are using the same visual language as makeup ads and corporate powerpoints. give me my messy diy "fags supporting dykes" punk signs back idc if it makes it more uncomfortable to put on your instagram story

#this post is ok to rb but as soon as it breaches containment enough for people to start discourse im turning reblogs off #so everyone be cool #there's this one specific social justice instagram account my friends keep reposting #and it feels like such a petty thing to be annoyed by bc i genuinely agree with most if not all of their sentiments #however. every post has some makeup look on it and the same aesthetically pleasing background and font #which i will even admit looks pretty!! and honestly why not make your activism posts into art!! #god knows i have!! #but idk there's something very uncomfortable about it to me?? like it feels designed to be used by liberals #to show how progressive they are #and even the ''ugly'' punk-looking posts i see are still very toothless and performative #''we are the daughters of the witches you couldn't burn'' type shit #idk what alternative i'm looking for. i'm just very tired