#that melody he was playing brought me so much peace tbh
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the memory of him
synopsis : the memory of him had been lost to you. this follows your journey of remembrance while also trying to forget the one man that you loved. ⌙ 3.3k
pairing(s) : bf!kinjosukai x fem!reader
genre(s) : pure angst
warnings : suicide, depression, dysfunctional family, low self-esteem and more of that nature.
a/n : please do not read this if you cannot handle sensitive topics. this might be the saddest thing i’ve written tbh, worser bc i relate to some of it lmao. also, disclaimer: this is all pure fiction.
byf : in italics are the contents of the letter and the blue-italics are the lyrics of the song ‘voice (kimi no koe)’ by jo1 themselves! i really recommend you listen to it if you haven’t before :D
hope you all enjoy currently what is the longest fic i’ve ever written
tranquility courses throughout the room as you are comfortably sitting on your working desk, completing some work you had been set today. it was all quiet until..
“stop playing with me sukai! i have to finish this.” you exclaim while said man continues to break your concentration by repeatedly tapping your shoulder.
you finally let in and turn your head to face him.
“i love you so much but i just wish you’d wake up.” his eyes glisten for a fraction of a second as the plead rings throughout your mind. “i’m not asleep, silly. and i love you too!” you let out a quick chuckle before turning back to your laptop, clacking the keys furiously.
sukai continues to stand behind you and places a gentle hand on your shoulder.
“when will you finally realise?” your face shows visible signs of perplexity but you ignore the murmur and instead notice something quite odd.
the room feels cold, too cold.
cold was the widespread window which allowed the harsh wind to echo throughout the room. colder was the dim light restricting itself only to illuminate part of your drab workspace. coldest was sukai’s hand as he laced it between yours, halting you from typing any more.
you let out a slight hiss at the sudden temperature change but then an disconcerting silence engulfs the atmosphere as he still keeps his hand in yours.
“what’re you doing?” your voice is hoarse as you question his intent.
“this isn’t good for you, my love.” sukai only stares at your back as you face away from him. this was strange, you were, to say the least, confused about what he was implying. “i don’t understand, what do you mean?” your question was met with a response of silence, he starts humming a quaint melody under his breath.
“i have something to show you.”
you feel him retract his freezing hand from yours and walk away as you quickly follow him. without a word, sukai leads you down the seemingly endless corridor and you pay attention to the picture frames that were hung. one being a picture of both of you on a picnic, wearing matching outfits and posing with peace signs. as soon as you hear him clear his throat, you’re brought back into reality.
a pit starts to form in your stomach, yet you don’t even know the reason. is it the unspoken anxiety? is it the overshadowing wave of palpable tension?
before you can even begin to understand, sukai interrupts your thoughts. “here.” he extends his arm, pointing to a room where you both kept all your unnecessary belongings. hesitantly, you step into the room. that melody, you hear it again; something in you tells you not to go in.
you see him crouch down, picking something off of the wooden floor—an envelope. he keeps his back towards you for a few minutes, you inch closer to him, hand trembling as it reaches out to place itself on his shoulder.
“read this, you’ll understand then,” just as you’re about to interject he continues, “please, listen to me.”
placing a hand on your cheek, he grabs your hand and does the same on his cheek whilst lovingly looking into your eyes. the look in his eyes is indeterminable as he breaks the silence by clearing his throat.
as he hands you the envelope, your fingers tighten around it, a slight crease forming on the edges.
and you rip open the envelope, the loose paper is thin and frail in your hands as you undo the fold. the contents of the letter are long, you giggle at that fact. what could possibly be important about this very peculiar piece of paper? a faint feeling of anxiety arose in you; somehow your heart tells you not to read further.
with a wave of his hand, sukai urges you to read the letter. “read it, i wrote it for you.” he gives you a grin and a look as if almost to tell you ‘don’t worry about anything, i’m here’. curiosity gets the better of you and you read aloud.
‘you are my serendipity, i wasn’t looking for you, i wasn’t expecting you. but i’m very happy i met you.’
you recognise the neat, crisp handwriting and you can’t help hold back a smile. an adoring coo escapes your mouth, you can’t believe he’s wrote a love letter for you. extending your hand, you intertwine your hand with sukai’s. that cold feeling in his hand is still there, he feels unusually distant and you can’t help but wrack your brain. it’s all peculiar to you yet sukai snatches his hand from your grasp and shoots you a stern look. at that, you comply and read on:
‘if you even find this, i really wish you all the best.’
the sudden mood change results in your expression dropping. was he breaking up with you? this ambiguity has sent you in a mini state of frenzy. sukai sends you another look.
‘please don’t beat yourself over this you’ll get through it; i know you will. i wanted to tell you and about how the first time i realised i loved you wasn’t when i first told you about my situation but rather it was when we were in high school.’
and you remember it clearly. the skies were grey and gloomy as your teacher went ahead to introduce the new student. a boy who looked a little older than you, tall and had a prominent neutral expression on his face.
“i’m kinjo sukai, hope you all take care of me.” the odd boy bowed to the class and you noticed a slight waver in his form as he does so. “here, there’s a free seat there!” the teacher exclaimed, pointing to the empty seat next to you.
sukai trudged his feet towards you and raked the chair out resultantly making a grating noise. clearing his throat, he had begun to speak “hi i’m-“
“kinjo sukai, yes you introduced yourself literally two seconds ago.” you cut him off and see him tilt his head in amusement, before he let out a half-stifled laugh. “what’s funny?” you asked, a faux pout spread on your face as you poked fun at him.
“you seem nice?”
‘i was new and had no friends and remember you found me wallowing in misery about everything.’
“sukai? what’s wrong? tell me, please.” you had walked into the cramped, low ceiling janitor’s closet to find a bunched up sukai on the aged ground, letting out quiet sobs. quickly you kneeled down and brushed your finger against his arm. he picked his head up and the tears streaming down his face were evident as his eyes were red and puffy.
“why’re you here? i don’t want you to see me like this.” voice hoarse, sukai stared at the ground as he refused to meet your awaiting gaze. no words exchanged, you wrapped your arms around him, a stutter evident as you begun to embrace him. “i won’t tell anyone.” he stared at the ceiling, attempting to suppress the urge to cry as melted into you.
“i’ll never be good enough, no matter the grades, no matter what. i just want my parents to finally see, i want this to end.” tightening your grasp on him, you could feel the metal in your brain whirring.
“you are, never tell yourself you’re not. the idea of perfection is flawed in itself. you can’t force yourself to be something that isn’t even achievable. sukai, look at me,”
your index finger found its way to his chin “even if you don’t believe me. i will tell you everyday, you’re beyond perfect.” you tilted your head before smiling.
‘you made me feel comfortable in your presence; i felt appreciated by someone for once’
and you remember all the times—every single time you were there for him and he was there for you. you helped him, or so you thought, realise that he had always been more than good enough. “sukai, is this way of saying thank you? it’s odd but i love the gesture,” you say to him as you tilt your head up to see a saddened sukai with an expression of worry spread on his face.
you feel your stomach churning, something feels horribly wrong, the awkwardness of the room rendered both of you silence as you hum that melody that sukai had been humming before. it felt slightly familiar but you couldn’t quite put a finger on it.
you force yourself to speak, “wait i’ll first finish reading then.” no response.
‘and im so fucking sorry, i tried my best to be strong for you but i just couldn’t, i’m sorry you had to see me go like that.’
this time your mind played a memory you didn’t quite remember.
you entered your shared home and kicked off your shoes, impatient to tell your boyfriend about the latest promotion you had received at your new job. the hallway was dishevelled and your home seemed empty, which was a complete opposition to the usual bustling atmosphere. you let out a grunt as you pulled off your jacket and confusedly called out.
“sukai? are you home?”
looking down, you noticed his slightly worn-out trainers were on the rack as well as a half-full coffee mug that was oddly placed on the kitchen counter as you continued into your dark home. the pitter-patter sound of your footsteps became the only source of noise as you walked down your hallway and towards the living room.
messy papers were scattered all over the floor, but a neatly tucked away envelope was sticking out of the pile but you decided to ignore it and continue looking for sukai. first, you checked in the storage room, entering by holding the brittle handle, no trace of life could be deciphered in that room. next, you decided to check the guest bedroom; there was no sign of him there.
it was unsettling, was all you could say as you climbed up your stairs, cursing his odd ability to make everything a game. “where are you, this isn’t the time for hide and seek?”
an itching feeling arose as you neared your bedroom. but you forced a smile on your face. hands trembling, your grip on the sleek door handle tightened as you slowly opened the creaking door. what lay ahead of you was the subject of your worst nightmare. eyes narrowed, your knees gave out and harshly hit the floor.
a hand covered your mouth as you processed the sight. sukai on the floor, leaning against the wall, head tilted up, his face looked as peaceful as ever but his eyes told something else, they were half-lidded and as your gaze raked down his arm. red painted his left wrist, dripping down onto the floor. you could make out his slow, forceful breaths. paralysed, you felt yourself unable to move a single muscle.
he mumbled something, with shaking legs you crawled forward towards him. “stay awake, please. i can’t stay here without you.” your lips pressed together as you blinked your tears away. “i’m…,” sukai placed a cold hand on your cheek. “….sorry.”
using your hands to scoop him, you cradled him in your arms. you hummed a quaint melody as you rocked him back and forth. “don’t be, just stay here with me. that’s better than an apology. remember our promise, you said you’d be strong.” usually you’d never cry; this wasn’t just any situation though?
tears brimmed your eyes once again but you let them fall freely while you closed your eyes. his lips parted for a second and a ragged breath sounded out until everything came to a silence. hesitantly opening your eyes, you looked down, only to see no sign of life apparent.
“sukai?” you slowly shook his lifeless body, “no this isn’t funny, wake up.” no answer.
the sobs came out of your throat, half-choked. cries ripped your vocal cords as you couldn’t hold it in anymore. it was too much for you, you didn’t know how you would ever move on.
‘everything became so much for me and i was so drained, i didn’t want to burden you.’
a tear drops down onto the crumpled up paper, smudging a word or two. as you look up from the paper that you currently have a grip on, you’re met with the cool breeze flowing through the miserable room.
“he’s really gone. i should’ve done better, its all my fault.” you bring your hand to your face, you’re killing your mind, you know you are.
but anything is better than having to deal with these mountains of unbearable pain that are weighing onto your heart. anything. you just need to see him again, you want to listen to him talk about his day, you want to be a target of his cozy bear hugs again. you just want him.
these visions that would visit you when you were lonely and missing him were enough, all to the point that it made you forget all about what happened. even if they are too perfect to be real, you’re always going to welcome them. anything that took away your sense of urgency was enough for you.
‘i’ll miss you just as much as you’ll miss me and i’ll be waiting to reunite with you.’
oh do you hate kinjo sukai? you despise him. the burning pain that’s settling in feels like a knife to the heart.
your tired gaze moves across the room to see your lover standing infront of the window, arms wide; almost welcoming you with a warm embrace. his figure blocks the only source of sunlight that filters through the glass. with tears pricking your eyes and a groggy smile spread across your face, you speak.
“i’ll meet with you soon, don’t worry.”
neatly folding the paper, you let your feet drag along across the floor and make your way to your kitchen through the long hallway. once again, you come across that picture of both you and sukai and your fingers gently brush against the beautiful frame, yet you face it down.
“it’s all my fault. if only i was better, you’d be alive.” your voice is hoarse as you mutter your thoughts of selfishness. the kitchen countertop is cool as you reach over for the knife. as you grip its prominent handle, a worry knots in your stomach. your mind falters and your hand trembles. you can’t do it.
“fuck, it’s so useless. i’m so useless, i can’t even do anything.” in defeat, you distastefully take your grip off the utensil and hear it drop back with a loud clank. “why’d you leave me, you know i can’t do this without you.” occupying the silence with your persistent pleas, you bring your hand to your warm cheeks to wipe the tears. your half-lidded eyes return to the delicate, tear-stained paper in your grasp.
‘take care of yourself, it’ll be hard but just move on - live your life as you wanted to, i’ll always be rooting for you even though we planned to leave together, i just took the first step.’
“no, not really,” you take a deep breath before finishing “its easier said than done.” even though you were talking to yourself it feels like sukai is listening to you somehow. it hurts, it hurts so fucking much, you are trying to get through it but you can’t, he was almost like your lifeline. you need sukai, he needed you too, right?
wrong.
why would he leave you so suddenly if he did? you want to do nothing but cry; you feel empty, so empty. to say the truth, you’ve never been so fragile. there is this overwhelming bitter taste in your mouth you can’t get rid of. in your eyes, he didn’t take just one step, he took five.
but then again as much as you want to loathe him, you understand him. his life had always been hard, it is your fault; it always has been.
the anxiety claws at your throat, it feels like you’re about to explode from all the pain. if only you were stronger, he wouldn’t have left you. the only viable option for him leaving is due to you.
it always has been you at fault. fuck, you feel the tears again; you bite your tongue. have you always been so weak? the first sign of trouble and this is always your first reaction.
and you hate that, you hate yourself. he’s so damn wicked for leaving you here, all alone. yet again, you’ve always been alone; everyone in your life always leaves you. you just hate yourself for always getting so attached, but this is sukai you’re talking about. your thoughts overwhelm you as you force your attention returns to the letter.
‘i’ll miss playing my songs for you, while you listened with attentiveness. but you try for me, try your utmost best, okay?’
how he loved showing off to you, singing his favourite songs. one songs lyrics’ stood out to you:
‘please stay, by my side. now, hold my hand.’
‘you have been calling for me. i should run, towards you. but right now, why do i, still not know what to do?’
you remember him excitedly trying to hold in his smile as he sang this to you, strumming his guitar softly. you’re really your worse enemy, every memory feels like a bullet to the heart. you miss him so much. and really you want to try to listen to him and move on but how can you? he left you in the most devastating way, you can barely even function anymore.
‘lean on others for support; i won’t be here but you’ll never leave my mind and i’ll still be the same sukai you’ve always known.
- your love, sukai’
“come back to me, please,” before you can finish, a sob escapes your mouth. “who am i to lean on if it’s not you?”
the atmosphere sings a melancholic tune as you grip on your cool countertop for support. even something as small as the little doodle of a tabby cat on the bottom right corner of the fragile paper makes you fall apart. the memory of him is so lost in all the misery and darkness. letting go of your countertop, you collapse with a thud and a hand over your mouth as you quietly weep to yourself.
twisted is the ambiguous way that leads you to him. twisted is the way you’re so lost in all of these nonsensical words. straight is the path that’ll lead to your breakdown.
your story never fails to make you feel empty. in only a blink of an eye, your happiness and joy was snatched away from you. the memory of him is being distorted by the way things go. but you guess that’s just the way things go, right?
you lay your head on the ground in defeat, murmuring to yourself. “you should be here with me.” and you shut your eyes.
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Musician and her Swordmen (zoro x femreader!)
One Shot!! Zoro x Musician! Reader that plays guitar!
(MY first one on here guys!! Im excited.😁 also MERRY CHRISTMAS!! )
Femreader!!
Tbh I'm currently writing this bc I'm bored and I think I just broke my toe 😀 but I'm eating lasagna later so it's okay.
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(Name) stayed still. Except for the occasional shiver as the wind blew harshly. Ofcourse it had to be her turn tonight out of all nights that it was snowing.
While all the other strawhats were snoozing away in the comforts of their warm beds. She was sitting here in the freezing. Yet as she looked up and saw how the moon reflected across the ocean. How the stars glittered the night sky.
Moments like this were so special. As a pirate ESPECIALLY on luffys crew. You never really got a chance to relax. Much less by yourself. Alone time wasn't very frequent. The peaceful quietness. It was almost blissful.
(Name) found herself almost passing out as she gazed at the stars. Shaking herself awake she sighed. Having a moment like this. There was one other thing that she hadn't done in a while.
Slinking back down the ladder stealthily so she didn't wake anyone up. The musician slowly cracked open the door to her shared room with nami and robin before she grabbed her guitar. Tattered and old. It looked like it had been through a lot.
The stories that had came with this guitar. The weight it held. Lives its saved. As crazy as it sounded. It saved hers too. She closed the door quietly before going back up to the crows nest.
"Alright!~ Lets see if I still got it~" (Name) spoke to herself as she cracked her knuckles. Before her hands fit the guitar perfectly. As if it was made for her. She immediately started playing a soft and mellow tune.
Somehow it brought it all together. The middle of the night while she's humming along to melodies she hadn't even remembered she could play. Getting lost in the music. It was only when she heard a thud down below did she stop.
Right before (Name) went to go see what the noise was. A familiar head of green hair appeared. It was just zoro. Her bestfriend. And the man who stole her heart.
She relaxed and groaned softly to herself. Leaning back against the mast. "What're you doing up?" She asked snarkily while she raised an eyebrow. "Isn't it past your bed time greenie?~" She added on to tf he small jest sarcastically as she grinned.
The swordsmen finished climbing into the crows nest. The only acknowledgment she got was a grumpy grumble and a glare. Before he sat down next to her. Their shoulders touching. "Couldn't sleep." He said quietly.
(Name) glanced at him before looking back at the stars. Only giving him a small hum. A comforting and tranquil silence hung over the two. Neither needed anymore words. Just eachothers presence.
Zoro glanced at (Name). Or more like behind her. He nodded to the guitar. "You play?" The girl gave him a bashful smile as she shrugged, looking away. "A little bit. I used to be better. But it's been a while so I'm pretty rusty." She hummed lightly, not thinking too much of the question.
The swordsmen was tired. Yet he couldn't have stopped himself from dragging himself up here. Moments like this were peaceful, when ot was just the two of them. Enjoying eachothers company.
"I'll be the judge of that." He said simply with a sly smirk. Watching the girl mess with the guitar. He yawned softly as he crossed his arms for warmth. "Play somethin for me."
Zoro said it so casually. As if it was as simple as that. (Name) gave him a look with a small smile. The two shared intense eye contact for a second. "Only if you say please." She gave him a playful nudge.
"Not gonna happen." He replied with a small smirk, the usual stoic and gruff reply. Tinted with the faintest hint of amusement as he nudged her back lightly. (Name) only smiled before turning her attention to the guitar. She began to play again. Humming softly as the calming and relaxing music flowed through the air.
The musician missed the sight of th green haired males eyes drooping as he fought to keep himself up. She had been helping him relax so he could get his much needed sleep.
Before she knew it. (Name) would feel a warm weight on her shoulder. Zoro fell asleep. His head resting on her shoulder. The musician set her guitar aside. His warmth surrounding her and enveloping her whole. She wrapped her blanket around them both as the sun began to set.
Maybe night watch wasn't that bad. Maybe she should play her music more often.
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hello there! i just discovered this song called “emily” by james arthur and i was wondering if i could please request a dad! chris with that song? just him bringing his new baby girl home and him loving her 🥺😩 very softie right now tbh! thank youuuu x
daddy and emily
↳ chris getting some daddy-daughter time with emily
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walking dodger! em's milk is in the fridge. be back soon. you got this, papa!
ps; i left my phone here on purpose ;)
Chris freaked out for a moment, instantly realising that he's alone with Emily. He has never been alone with his little girl. At least not without you being somewhere in the house too. But now? You're nowhere near and Chris has no way of contacting you if anything happens. He's scared shitless.
Just on cue, the little girl starts blinking her eyes open and a soft cry leaves her lips. He takes a deep breath, calming himself down before he picks Emily up and cradles her in his arms.
"Good mornin', pretty girl." Chris says softly, leaning down and pressing a soft kiss on her head with a smile on his lips. "Daddy's here, baby. I got ya, okay?"
His heart warms when a tiny smile peeks out on Emily's lips, her eyes glinting and her small hand is wrapped around Chris' index finger. He leans down, and kisses her hand, watching as his little girl grins wider at the action.
"Lets go heat up your food and wait for mommy to come back with your brother, alright?"
He knows she doesn't understand what he's saying but you've always said that Em loves his voice and loves hearing him talk. And if that will stop Em from crying, Chris is willing to do anything.
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He's holding his girl up, palm rubbing her back so he can get her to burp. Chris doesn't really know why but you've always done it so he figures that it should be important.
"C'mon, baby. I dunno why I'm supposed to make you burp but mommy has always done it, hasn't she?" He laughs breathily when Emily giggles softly at his words. "You're the cutest, sweetheart. Just like your mommy, huh?"
"You think mommy's tryin' to test me? She's taking a long time walking Dodger, isn't she?" He chuckles softly when Emily finally lets out a quiet burp. He holds her against his torso and Emily's cheek is pressed against his chest. "I'll be honest, Em. Daddy's pretty scared you're gonna cry, so promise me you won't, okay?" He gently caresses her back, hoping to calm her down.
He regrets his words immediately when Em's face cramps up, scrunching into a frown before a loud cry leaves her lips. Chris' eyes widens, instantly pulling Em up and closer to him.
"Oh no, baby. It's okay, sweetheart. I'm sorry, daddy shouldn't have said that, huh?" He holds her, pressing soft kisses on her forehead. "Should I try and sing for you, baby? Is that gonna make you feel better?" His voice was soft when he turns Emily around and cradles her in his arms. Chris laughs lightly when his little girl calms down, staring up at him and sort of waiting for him to sing. He clears his throat with a smile.
Dear Emily
I really wanna write this carefully
Know that we're a family
It's only you, your mom and me
Dear Emily
We're gonna live forever happily
I'm gonna ask your mum to marry me
But there's some things you need to know
He has no idea what he's doing but Emily stopped crying so Chris figures that he's definitely doing something right.
Poppa was a rolling stone playing in a sold out show, yeah
Taking all the highs and lows, been living with an empty soul, yeah
And if you ever read the things they wrote, I hope that you can let them go
I was living in a different world before I had my little girl, yeah
Emily
When I hear you cry I'll sing you back to sleep
Do you know you inspire all my melodies?
'Cause you make me a better man than I'll ever be, ever be, ever be
Because of you, Emily
Dear Emily
I saw you way before you came to me
'Cause I picked out your name and wrote it on paper
I needed life and life came and gave me Emily
Will I be good enough for you?
The truth is I'm afraid of everyone and anything that could hurt you
Chris didn't even register the front door opening. He's too enthralled with how peaceful his daughter looks with her eyes fluttering close. But he keeps on singing the lyrics of your favourite song that you're always playing on repeat. He doesn't know who sang it but he has always felt that he could relate to the lyrics.
Oh, Emily
If you ever feel lonely, just sit next to me
Since we brought you home with us you're everything
'Cause you make me a better man than I'll ever be, ever be, ever be
Because of you, Emily, yeah
Oh, you're all I'll ever need, baby
You're all I'll ever need, oh no, no no, no
When I'm looking at your tiny feet
I feel your heartbeat here inside of me
I feel a love that I just can't believe
He's used to being in the public's eye. And he had a pretty wild life before you and Emily came into his life. The first time he saw a picture of the ultrasound and it truly dawned on him that he's having a daughter with the love of his life, Chris cried. It was easily one of the happiest days of his life.
He knows at that exact moment- there's nothing he wouldn't do for you, Emily and Dodger. His little family.
He sees some sort of movement from the corner of his eyes so Chris instantly turns, seeing you stand there and guiltily holding your phone up, seemingly recording his whole lullaby session. Dodger was obediently sitting by your side, so Chris has a feeling that you told Dodger to be quiet before you two came in.
"How long have you been standing there?" Chris asks quietly, a smile growing on his lips before he stands up from the sofa, careful not to move his hands too much so Emily stays asleep.
"You're the best dad, bubba."
He leans down when he's close enough, pressing a kiss against your lips and he rests his free arm around your shoulders. "You left your phone on purpose?"
You giggle softly at his question before you lean down and softly kiss Emily's cheek. "Thought you might need some daddy-daughter time. So I brought this guy out." Your hand reaches down and rubs Dodger's fur, laughing when he nuzzles into your leg.
"I'll go put this little one in her cot then we can have breakfast, okay?"
You hum as Chris leans down and presses his lips against your forehead before he turns around with Emily in his arms and going up to Em's nursery.
Chris sets Em down in her cot, arranging the pillows and the small bears so she's comfy. "Y'know, little one." Chris starts, hand reaching down and brushing Emily's hair off her face. "I've got a little ring hiding in the drawer." He whispers, leaning close to his daughter and kisses Emily's hair. "Once you wake up, daddy's gonna take the ring and ask momma to marry me, okay?"
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i have no idea what's up with me and babies lately– i swear to god i cannot stop thinking about being pregnant or like just carrying a baby jebdusbhssh 😭😭😭
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Hello!!
Well this came to my mind and would be interesting to put into words.
Something that her fans were right is that she hadn't to accept Rock Lee's confession and love. For them a No was No, which is hilarious becase their princess didnt do this with sasuke lol but anyway.
After Lee saves Sakura in Death Forest, she changes her attitude towards him and started to be nice , she even defends him when Naruto said something aboout bushy-eyebrows.
Even more, i dont actually remember scenes where she is rude against him after that incident in the forest. She tried to encouraged him and most of the time she was "nice" with Lee.
In the Hospital in part 1 she was going to visit Sasuke and she also thought of Lee, so she gifted him some flowers too.
-All of this I speak from the anime canon, manga i dont remember tbh. Also in movies I remember her being nice with Lee too-
So, what's my point and question?
Why is she so bitchy towards Naruto? While she is nice -or try to- with Lee (which he fucking deserves this treatment of course) , why she is still so ungraceful towards Naruto? Naruto saved her much more times than Lee, but still she can be nice with him.
I get that when you are confident with someone, you tend to "insult" more lets say. But i get that feel when naruto is around of shikamaru or the other guys. We know how he and Sasuke treat each other ♥
But still, i dont get this with Sakura.
Even more, did she ever defend Naruto? From other people I mean.
If she could change her attitude for Lee, being almost a good friend.
I always think about this @melody-of-lost-souls 🤔🤔🤔.... Why is she bitchy towards Naruto alone??
There is this hard fact that every author with just half a braincell knows, that is, 'IF YOU WANT A CHARACTER TO BE LIKEABLE, MAKE IT BEHAVE NICER TOWARDS THE MAIN CHARACTER'.
To be honest, I started to like Sasuke because of that very fact 'He was extremely nice towards Naruto in his own way' and later I started to adore him because of his own backstory. But the first spark was because of Episode 3, Orphan insult scene.
It seems Kishi never had that intention to make Sakura be an honest friend with Naruto even in The Last movie. So, ummm.... Yup.
Like you said, Sakura changed her attitude towards Lee and she encouraged him when he was wounded after fighting Gaara. But anyways, she again went onto being a bitch in the Kage Summit Arc, by leaving Lee on the road without any care!!! So... That's what you can expect from her🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ But that's not the point of this post. Is it??
Point to be noted : Sasuke and Naruto insulting each other shows their comfort level with each other. Sakura harassing Naruto is not the same thing. Never.
I think she spoke for Naruto before Sasuke twice. One, In the forest of the Death. Two, Under the Bridge. But it doesn't matter.
She should've defended Naruto from Sasuke's attacks in Orochimaru hideout like Sai.
She should've worried about Naruto's wounds after Naruto came back like an Egyptian Mummy from fighting in VoTE in part 1. Instead she was worried about Sasuke alone.
She should've fought Sasori for Naruto's safety sake instead of getting information about Sasuke.
She should’ve stayed with Naruto when he went with Karui to deal with Sasuke’s Akatsuki activities.
She should've stood up for Naruto in her final confession like 'Sasuke-kun, if you touch Naruto, I'll have to kill you eventhough I love you'... Yeah, she wouldn't stand a chance against Sasuke. But her character would've shined a lot.
So, Nope. She defending Naruto couple of times but letting him down countless other times doesn't matter.
WHY SAKURA TREATS NARUTO BADLY ?
After thinking about all the possibilities,
SOCIAL STATUS OF NARUTO
Sakura is the reflection of the Villagers' mindset. That is, The object of Hatred who should be treated like pest.
She definitely gave me that vibe in Episode 3. She literally treated him like a plague and I wanted to slap her so hard ever since. But even after the Pain Arc, I mean after Naruto became a Hero by making peace with Nagato, she still behaved like a Worst Bitch.
If she truly represents the social dynamics of the Villagers, she should have become a good friend like Shikamaru or Neji long back. But she didn’t.
So, we can safely eliminate this possibility.
SAKURA THINKS NARUTO IS 'THIRDWHEELING'
Well, This is from Chapter 3. So, I think whenever Sakura makes a move on Sasuke, Naruto accidentally comes in between her one-sided ‘duck dreams’ and spoil her party. It seems this has been going on for a long time. So, she just hates him for that.
I found this ‘coming between’ thing twice in part 1. The first time was when Naruto stole the ‘First Kiss’ of Sasuke.
Second time was when Naruto was about to fight Gaara.
Here, Sakura was fretting over Sasuke’s cursed Seal and when Naruto asked her a question, she responded with a ‘Devil Face’. I mean is there any need to get angry at this time? There’s a monster standing before them and all she worries about is her poor ‘Sasuke-Kun’ and not even bothered about her surroundings, because Naruto will do the dirty job. All she can do is touch and worry about Sasuke.
Well, In reality she is the one coming between them and she never realized that. What a self-absorbed Trash!!!
SAKURA IS JEALOUS
Naruto receives something from Sasuke that she never got from him, not until the very end and even today. That is, Attention.
I noticed this in the Manga. Surprisingly, I guess none of the SNS bloggers brought this very cute panel up for discussion. It’s not in the Anime though!!
This is from Chapter 3 page 6. (Geez!!!! Chapter 3 is a Gold Mine for SNS)
As you see Sakura was watching Sasuke up close like a Fruit Cake. It seems, Sasuke doesn’t give 2 fucks about her or anyone!!!
Now Let’s go back to Page 5 and see what happened earlier.
Naruto has been intensely throwing knives from his eyes. And you know what!!! Sasuke noticed it and asked him ‘What?’. To which Naruto asks, ‘What do you mean what?’. LOLLLLLL.
This is their First official conversation in the Manga.😍😍😍😍😍
Sakura looking at him with love doesn’t get any reaction and Naruto’s angry stare get his attention. Well, this is not an one time occurrence!!
In the Same chapter, it occurred again
This panel screams, ‘Why pay attention to Naruto, when he is not here?’. Kishi established this dynamics in freaking Chapter 3 and it never changed towards the end. LOLLL.
Even during Chakra Training, Sakura climbed the tree very easily in the hopes that Sasuke would appreciate her or notice her with admiration. But he was never bothered about her achievements even by a bit, but he paid attention to Naruto when he found out he was slowly catching up to him🤭🤭🤭.
I always find this scene very funny and cute because just like before, Naruto throws Daggers at him visually and Sasuke was like, ‘What did I do this time?’. 😍😍😍
And this is after getting the pass to participate in Chunin Exams
Well, I don’t have to add the scenes from Orochimaru Hideout, Bridge scene and War Arc, Do I?
And the best part is Sakura knew that Naruto gets his attention. So, her jealousy is probably the reason for her to treat him so badly. Just like how she treats Ino. Since Naruto plays dunce in front of her, she takes advantage of it and used him like a Tooth Brush.
This is also one of the reason for her to treat him badly.
Because Lee never came in between Sakura and Sasuke. It was Naruto, the whole time. And that's why she was like a bitch to Naruto.
Kishimoto in his own words,
I mean, Come On!!!, Sakura is nothing compared to Naruto's power level, strength or jutsu varieties to consider him as a rival in these departments. Still she is considering Naruto as her rival.
In what????
The only thing that connects them is their obsession towards Sasuke's Acknowledgement. And Kishi himself is hinting at a love triangle with Sasuke as the central figure.
Does it means Naruto also loves Sasuke and Sakura was jealous of it???🤔🤔🤔🤭🤭🤭🤭.
Well, that makes more sense. 😂😂😂. Because I can think of no other reason for her to be a bitch towards Naruto.
Curse You, Kishimoto!!!!!!
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Nighttime Melody
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Alright lovebugs, thanks to the overwhelming response to that WIP I posted I decided to publish this oneshot.
Nothing special tbh, just me writing for the prompt “nightgown”.
Don’t worry this fanfic is safe for work!
Also the song referenced in this fanfic is “Everything” by Lifehouse.
Anyway I hope you lovebugs enjoy!
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Luka was a nervous wreck.
He and Marinette dating for six months, and he loved her more than anyone, but this was the first time they would be sleeping in the same bed together.
Anarka and Juleka were elsewhere, and earlier Anarka gave Luka a stern talking about being responsible. Not that Luka was going to do anything indecent tonight!
Besides, he could hear Marinette nervously getting ready in the bathroom. He wondered what was taking her so long in the first place.
But he sat on the bed playing a few random chords on his guitar and just letting the rhythm flow.
Eventually, the bathroom door opened, and Luka played the tune a bit more affectionately.
"Ok, I'm ready," Marinette said. "Sorry for the wait."
Luka hummed and continued to play. "That's ok Marin--"
He ended up playing off-key and stopping in his tracks at the sight of Marinette looking bashful and wearing an incredibly regal white nightgown. Like the nightgown Christine from Phantom of the Opera wore. He certainly felt it suited his melody well. But he had difficulty saying anything sweet with his breath caught in his throat.
Marinette started to blush hard and turn away. "I'm so sorry Luka! I know I probably overdressed and it's ridiculous!"
She was about to make a mad dash back to the bathroom.
"No Marinette!" He cried.
Luka quickly placed his guitar down and ran to grab her arm. Marinette looked up into his aquamarine eyes, and she knew then he wasn't offended. His eyes were as gentle and loving as ever, which always eased Marinette up.
"You look," Luka paused again because mere words could not describe how incredibly enamored he was right now.
He let go of her arm and placed his hands on her shoulders. Luka breathed before taking a moment to run some strands of her hair between his fingers.
"You look absolutely stunning, Marinette," Luka finally said. "A real vision! A beautiful melody on a lonely night." Luka could go on from here.
Marinette still felt a bit bashful because every sweet word Luka uttered smothered her in a good way.
"Oh, you give me too much credit Luka!" Marinette cried.
Luka smiled down at her.
"I meant everything I said Marinette, and I can say so much more. I can sing of your melody all night."
Marinette smiled, feeling the biggest self-esteem boost in the world.
"I'm not sure what the occasion is though," Luka said.
"Oh!" Marinette took a moment to scratch the back of her head. "Well, I am sleeping over for the first time, and I wanted to look nice for you." She lifted up her arms to show off the lace that hung from her sleeves. "So I made this!"
Luka's smile grew, and he looked away, trying not to laugh.
"What is it Luka?" Marinette asked.
Luka turned back to her and affectionately played with another strand of her midnight blue hair.
"Oh, I was just thinking a shining star like yourself should be sleeping in a bed in a castle," Luka looked around. "Not a houseboat."
Marinette sighed. "It's fine Luka!"
Luka also took a moment to look at the grey sweat clothes he wore as pajamas. "And I feel I should be wearing something nicer."
Marinette placed his hands on his chest and lightly tackled him.
"You're fine Luka! You're the most handsome guy in Paris. I love you!" Marinette cried. "I love you so much!"
Luka felt his own heart song singing in his chest, and then Marinette quickly looked up and gave him a serious look. She got on her toes and planted a kiss on his lips. Luka enjoyed the sweet kiss from his beautiful girlfriend, but Marinette kissed him so hard that they fell on the bed.
Marinette was so off guard from falling forward that she yelped. Luka caught Marinette safely, but his hand also fell on his phone. He accidentally pressed a button that turned on the sound speaker. And soft guitar music from a song they both loved started playing and filled the room.
"Sorry!" Marinette cried. "That was reckless of me!"
Luka smiled and shook his head. He didn't bother stopping the music and instead helped the both of them up.
Marinette relaxed and took a moment to hum along to the song.
"Well, I wasn't ready to go to sleep yet anyway," she said.
"Me neither," Luka said.
He paused for a moment and held out his hand to her. Marinette took a moment to blink her bluebell eyes.
"Wanna dance Marinette?"
Marinette smiled up at him and took his hand. "Sure!"
It was incredibly cliche but the romantic song lyrics playing in the background put Marinette in the mood. She placed her hand on Luka's shoulder, and Luka placed his hand around her waist, and the two of them started their slow dance.
Luka didn't say it out loud, but he did feel like he was dancing with a princess as he danced with Marinette. That nightgown was just so lovely that it was hypnotizing. Marinette giggled softly during the slow dance, and Luka moved in closer to plant kisses on top of her forehead.
Suddenly the song lyrics became more energetic.
Cause you're all I want,
You're all I need,
You're everything, everything.
The same lyrics playing energetically as if the singer wanted to emphasize the theme. With the song becoming more energetic, Luka smiled down at Marinette. He swiftly lifted her up and twirled her around multiple times. Marinette was giggling from how much fun she had from being twirled around in Luka's arms. Marinette's laughter along with their favorite song just made Luka feel complete.
And how can I stand here with you,
And not be moved by you?
Would you tell me,
How could it be,
Any better, any better than this?
As the music started to fade and Luka held Marinette in the air one more time. Then he slowly brought her down to kiss. A kiss that Marinette returned by cupping his face with her hands.
When the kiss broke, Marinette wiped the sweat from her forehead. She didn't want sweat all over her nightgown, but moments like these made her happy she had such an amazing boyfriend in her life. A boyfriend that would slow dance with her in a bedroom.
"Phew! That was a workout!" Marinette cried.
Marinette walked up the stairs and onto the deck, and Luka followed her.
She walked to the bow and looked up at the stars above them.
"Wow!" Marinette cried. "The stars are beautiful tonight."
Luka smiled down at her. His blue eyes glimmered.
"They are? I haven't noticed," Luka said.
Marinette took a moment to look back at him and lightly punch his arm. "Oh you!"
Just then, Marinette was caught off guard by Luka holding her from behind, and Marinette sighed in happiness as she placed her hand on the strong arm that held her.
They stood in silence, holding each other tenderly and standing on the edge of the boat as if it became a love boat. And that was good enough for Marinette, not a castle. Just her handsome boyfriend and the houseboat.
They continued to stand under the stars until Marinette let out a soft yawn.
Luka let out a soft gasp, and Marinette was about to take his hand and bring them both to bed, but Marinette was caught off guard by Luka lifting her up bridle style.
She would've said he didn't have to spoil her this much, but she was getting sleepy, and she had to admit she could fall asleep in Luka's arms right now.
Luka carried her back inside the boat and placed her on the bed. Marinette turned to face him as he laid down beside her.
Marinette took a moment to place her hand on his cheek. Her drowsy bluebell eyes sparkled in a way that silently said "I love you" before sleep overcame her.
Luka placed his hand on her cheek as well as she smiled in her sleep. He pulled the blanket over both of them and wrapped his arms around her to hold her close to his chest.
He admitted he could get used to doing this every night, but they were still teenagers, and both their parents would be concerned. Of course, that beautiful nightgown she wore wasn't helping either.
But Luka felt Marinette could get used to this as well as she looked so peaceful as she slept in his arms. He wondered if she ever slept this well being Paris' superhero.
Luka silently listened to her until he laid on his back with Marinette's head and hand resting on his chest. Luka wrapped his arm around her waist and held her as his eyes fluttered shut.
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Going to explain a little about the Miss Rhona lyrics, what inspired different aspects etc, as I’ve seen a lot of people speculating over it, and coming up with their own ideas (which I fully support!) but for those who are curious...
1st Stanza
“Daddy’s at the food store” So, when this was written, myself, my partner, and seemingly everyone was spending so much time going from supermarket to supermarket trying to find the basics, the essentials. Pasta, flour, sugar etc were sold out seemingly everywhere. The weekend just before this was written he’d lined up for half an hour before Costco opened to ensure he acquired some toilet paper- which seemed impossible to get ANYWHERE. I had colleagues who sent their adult children to shops everyday (they couldn’t cause they were at work) to try to find toilet paper somewhere. We ran out at work, and ended up with tissues. People, generally, were spending so much more time trying to find essentials at supermarkets. It’s not nearly as bad now, but just over a month ago when I wrote this it felt like a big issue. Also, “food store”?! NO ONE HAS CALLED ME OUT ON THIS which I find so weird because no one actually says, “food store”?! What a weird expression! So why did I use it? Well! Initially I thought “cost-co” but didn’t use it because I wanted the rhyme to appeal more universally. And we only got a Costco in my city a few years ago and I know plenty of places in the world don’t have one so... I thought maybe supermarket? But thought maybe they didn’t call them that in other countries- market? Market sounded so strange as it’s really only fresh fruit and veggies we get in our local markets here (in my part of the world) and didnt fit with the image I was trying to create and besides all our markets were cancelled as they were too crowded.. so “food store” was initially just a place-hold. I still can’t believe literally no one has said “hey wtf is up with “food store? No one says that” but there you go. It’s in literally every version ive seen as that so... that’s what it is now. So, that line about the food store and collated with the next line, “mummy’s our of town- she’s working at the hospital” was based on news articles I’d read about doctors having to isolate themselves from their families by sleeping either at hospital or in their garage. People who couldn’t see their kids for ages, it was really sad! And then combining these lines, it’s about how these little kids for the first time really are sometimes being left home alone because their parents have stuff they *have* to do; get food or work, and lots of kids these days don’t get left home alone anymore, it was common when I was little but not for a long time! But seemingly suddenly with this pandemic it’s happening again. And I hadn’t seen that talked about but I was seeing glimpses of it and it, felt weird? I guess? So that made for the perfect beginning to a covid19 nursery rhyme- a kid getting left home alone a lot and not being really sure how to respond to that.
So, with the hide away lines, there’s 3 stanzas and in each miss Rhona gets closer. The first one is she’s “come to town”. Now I remember that feeling on that day learning that the first coronavirus case had occurred in my city. Up until then there was a bit of a sense of dread, like you knew it was everywhere else, then in the news it got closer and closer, with cases in small country towns nearby. But when it got to my city it was suddenly so real. And that’s where the story starts because Miss Rhona was HERE. She arrived in the kid’s town. The line, “she’s come to take us down” is another way of saying “she’s going to get you” and also links to the final line which reveals her success “she took us down/she’s brought us down”.
2nd stanza
So, she goes from being in town to being “at the doorstep” which represents getting closer- being in those people the child might interact with everyday- and imagined more literally in the postal worker delivering a package (actually ON the doorstep) or food delivery or anyone who they’d still have close contact with. But “I’ll keep 6 feet away” is a self reassurance that if they just do the right thing and keep their distance everything will be ok. But then the conflict! Grandma needs toilet paper, EVERYONE needs toilet paper and no one can get it anywhere! No doubt the dad is our trying to find some more while he’s at the “food store”. And I was thinking... my children’s grandmother lives in a different state to us but if we were in the same one you can bet your life id be out dropping essentials at her doorstep whenever I could- tp included. (Although, tbh the tp issue didn’t seem as bad in her state from what she told me) so in this bit I guess I imagined myself as the child because that would be something important to me, to make sure my elders had their essentials. Idk I tried to help where I could, got baby wipes when I found it for a friend with a newborn, stuff like that. So the conflict is the child’s sense of responsibility ensuring their grandmother has what she needs, while also knowing that the coronavirus, Miss Rhona, could reside in anyone they meet along the way. Kind of like a little red riding hood situation linking the dangers of strangers. So they open the door due to this sense of responsibility and, oh no, Miss Rhona was at the doorstep, remember? Now the child has it too; “Miss Rhona’s come to stay” IN THE CHILD. This line was to use the imagery of Miss Rhona coming to stay with the child at their house, like an aunt might come to visit for the weekend, but symbolises the virus coming to live within the child, they’ve caught it now, which is why they definitely, “can’t come out to play”.
Stanza 3
“But grandma needs the paper” that’s where the conflict arises again- the child’s sense of responsibility, maybe guilt even? Overshadowing their understanding of just how serious the virus would be should their grandmother catch it. They’re just a kid remember? They don’t understand. So they take her some anyway, everyone needs toilet paper! Also, I know that phrasing it as such misleads the listener to think about a newspaper. Thats how we talk, “I’ll get the paper!” My dad says ... often. But, 2 things, it rolls off the tongue easier than “grandma needs toilet paper” which would’ve messed up the rhythm anyway, and also, for anyone who’s lived it you would automatically know about the “great toilet paper shortage of 2020” 😅 there were so many memes about it and it was funny that everyone was obsessed with it but if you were one of those people who genuinely really couldn’t find any- and there were lots!- then it kind of sucked. And that’s a memory that’ll stick with you 🙈
So. The note. “And here’s a note from Rhona she wanted me to say” imagine the child at the grandmas doorstep, she’s bringing her tp (that’s nice) but the child is infected, and hands grandma a note. I imagined like a little filed up piece of paper in their back pocket they take out and hand over, to pass on the message from their aunt living in their house. As kids would do- what teacher hasn’t given their student a note and said “go tell mr x such and such” and the note is a reminder of what to say. But the note they hand over is also a metaphor. It symbolises contact between the grandmother and grandchild, and as grandma took it, she caught the virus too. And the note reads,
“Hide away, hide away, keep 6 feet away”
Which is that line repeated all the way through the rhyme. In the end, it’s what Miss Rhona was saying all along. Hide away children...
And the final line is a throwback to near the beginning, “she took us down” because earlier remember she came to “take us down” but now it’s happened and we’re in past tense. She did it. She took down the grandma, and possibly the child too, although I left that as ambiguous. To be taken down here is the symbol for death, of course. It’s pretty grim. But that was the point i suppose.
And that’s where it ends. Anything after that, while I’ve seen some adaptations made which sound really cool, doesn’t really make sense with the story, because they died in that moment. And continuing on after that seems a bit overkill, because I gues, perhaps symbolically at least, who would be able to continue singing the rhyme once they had already died?
But having said that, it’s still nice to see people get exited about it and want to contribute more lyrics too. Making up stories, songs, games, art in general, it’s a way we’ve found to cope i think? Like dark and morbid stories are a part of our culture because we respond to them. Lessons, feelings, etc. people far more articulate than I have explained before...
So. That’s Miss Rhona. This explanation was written really roughly and I apologise for that, but you get the gist. I strongly recommend for anyone who hasn’t already to check out the #miss Rhona recordings hashtag on my blog, because some of these melodies people have put to it are really beyond words. Dreamy, haunting. Peaceful. Childlike. Much more than the original chant-like skipping rhyme I originally envisaged.
Thanks for reading this far... please be safe and look after your grandmothers ❤️
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ok lads its time for my breakdown of folklore, something absolutely no one is asking for but here we are!! this album. thIs ALBUMMMM. dear GOD. the intersection of my two favorite things, taylor swift and indie folk???? i feel like i’m dreaming. when she announced the surprise drop i literally burst into tears and evidently for good reason lol.
anywho here’s the thing. Red has been my all time favorite album for 8 years now. it holds such an important place in my life and i never thought anything she did could come close (though Lover almost did). but this. THIS IS BETTER THAN RED
the lyrical genius is unmatched here. taylor isn’t just writing songs here, this is POETRY. every song is nuanced, intricate, devastatingly beautiful, with words that’ll haunt me for a long time. and the fact that it’s stories, literal folklore, no longer just about her own life is incredibly creative and is executed so well for someone who has interwoven her life into her entire body of music thus far. folklore blends facts with fiction so seamlessly and is a true exhibition of taylor’s power as a songwriter.
and the vibessss!! from haunting heartbreak songs, to ethereal lost-in-the-woods vibes, to a comforting return to her old self, this album has everything. taylor is without a doubt one of the most versatile artists of our generation, having success and skill in multiple genres and folklore only solidifies this fact.
ALL RIGHT KIDS LETS JUMP IN
the 1: hell yeah explicit tswift give it to me lol you ARE on some new shit!! ok when i first listened to this i hadn’t read her statement about the other perspectives and i was about to RIOT about her and joe breaking up (like they could ever lol). this is such a catchy beat, such a casual?? look at such a painful feeling? a really good start to this album. the part where she goes another day waking up aLONE killlllllls me wow
fave lines: “in my defense i have none/for never leaving well enough alone”
cardigan: (don’t get me started on the mv it’s gorgeous) YES THE TEENAGE LOVE TRIANGLE suchhh a good concept!! the melody of this song is unreal, the chorus makes me want to scream it’s so beautiful, the i-i-i is SOMETHING ELSE. it’s crazy how just the melody makes betty’s pain so palpable, but so enchanting at the same time. it’s bittersweet and cinematic and i’m in love. PETER LOSING WENDY GOD. easily top 5 song here
fave lines: “when you are young they assume you know nothing”, “cause i knew you/ heartbeat on the high line/ once in 20 lifetimes i” “you drew stars around my scars/but now i’m bleeding”
the last great american dynasty: watch hill!!! her watch hill house!! i live near there!! oh i think this song is so clever and i love how it ties into mad woman as well as harkens back to starlight. i LOVE the way she ties her self in, “and then it was bought by me” like ughhh her mind? and its catchy AF
fave lines: “i had a marvelous time ruining everything”
exile: YOU KNOW HOW TO DO AN INDIE ALBUM??? BRING BON IVER INTO THIS SHIT!! wowww this song is haunting and is definitely the “i’m you but stronger” version of The Last Time. the overlap of both of them singing and their parallel lines are flawless. i could play this on repeat for hours and contemplate my whole existence
fave lines: “you never gave a warning sign/i gave so many signs”
my tears ricochet: ok somehow a track 5 with tears in the title is not the saddest song here but DAMN is it good. I love the visual of someone watching over their funeral and reacting. the music is stunningggg here. ALSO i am pretty convinced this is about the whole scott/scooter drama, like the lyrics fit so well? and she said it was the first song she wrote so the timeline kinda fits?? geniusss
fave lines: “I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace”, “and if i’m dead to you/why are you at the wake?”
mirrorball: ohhhh this one is so pretty!! it just makes me want to dance around the kitchen with the person i love??? its comforting, ethereal, happyyy ugh i love it. I also think it could be about her relationship with her fans? like her music shows us different sides of ourselves idk? or just absorbing into a relationship?
fave lines: “on my tallest tiptoes/shining just for you”
seven: i’m gonna call this now: this is going to be the most underrated song on this album. it is STUNNING. POETIC. HEARTBREAKING. the music is so hauntingly nostalgic. and the lyrics, holy absolute shit. they’re a delicate testament to childhood, memory, and innocent love. it’s gut wrenching and i love it so so much
fave lines: “i’ve been meaning to tell you/i think your house is haunted/your dad is always mad/and that must be why”, “and just like folk song/our love will be passed on”, “before i learned civility/ i used to scream ferociously” ALL OF IT
august: and now we get the girl james cheated with’s perspective, which i think is great. its sunny, wistful and sad underneath all that beautiful production. when she slides from the chorus to the “back when we we’re changing for the better” and hits that “mineeee to lose” GOD, it just fills your chest. i feel like even if you never have, this makes anyone feel like they know exactly what a summer fling feels like. one of my faves
fave lines: “august slipped away/like a bottle of wine”, “cancel my plans just in case you call/ and say meet me behind the mall”
this is me trying: the slow pacing of this melody serves to show these EXQUISITE lyrics here. this is so intimate and personal and i feel like everyone can relate to this feeling of just trying to hold on and put on a brave face?
fave lines: “they told me all of my cages were mental/ so i got wasted like all my potential”
illicit affairs: ok all you need to know about this one is a) I’m obsessed b) this is the closest she has come to creating a bridge that makes me feel like the All Too Well bridge has, like scream sobbing in the car type vibe??? its unreal. and this song makes me feel that shitty feeling of: “this was supposed to be casual but oops its very much not” hmmm maybe that’s where the scream sobbing comes from hahah
fave lines: “don’t call me kid/don’t call me baby/look at this godforsaken mess that you made me/you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else”
invisible string: this. THIS is probably her most stunning love song. like. i thought it was Lover. i was wrong. this one is confidently from Taylor’s perspective, about Joe and dear lord i want a love like theirs. and shit does this song put the folk in folklore, the music is so simple and gorgeous and harkens back to her country roots without losing this new sound she has. and the first few notes remind me of Mystery of Love by Sufjan Stevens so instantly im sold. this and betty are tied for my number 1, it’s just too beautiful
fave lines: “time curious time/give me no compasses/give me no signs” “isn’t it just so pretty to think/all along there was some invisible string/tying you to me”, “cold was steel of the axe that i had to grind/for the boys who broke my heart/now i buy their babies presents”, “hell was the journey/but it brought me heaven”
mad woman: FUCK YOU FOREVERRRRRR!!! yes taylor said fuckkkk ugh i LOVE this vibe, the revenge of the mad woman that the town cast out is so eerie and powerful, i’m obsessed. it ties back into the maddest woman of TLGAD and it feels like a spiritual sequel to The Man, the same feminist thread weaving through it. the lyrics are razor sharp and biting, i love it
fave lines: “and you poke that bear/till the claws come out/ and you find something/ to wrap your noose around”, “it’s obvious wanting me dead has really brought you two together”
epiphany: so uhhh THIS is the saddest song on folklore. fight me. the seamless comparison between wartime and the pandemic and waiting for some epiphany that could make sense of all the horrors surrounding the both. idk man, as someone who’s been a covid nurse since March, i just….this one HURTS. similar to Soon You’ll Get Better tbh
fave lines: “hold your hand through plastic now/doc i think she’s crashing out/and somethings you just can’t speak about”
betty: OH I LOVE IT WITH MY WHOLE HEART! this is such a TRIUMPHANT return to old taylor, it is so joyful but sad at the same time?? the harmonica?? the last part of the love triangle?? it sounds like Taylor Swift and Fearless all grown up and it makes me ache for back then, but love where we are right now. tbh the first time i heard this i sobbed through the whole thing just out of pure nostalgia. she’s back but at the same time she never left. this feels like a love song to original fans and it. is. incredible. my favoriteeee goddd
fave lines: THE WHOLE CHORUS BABYYYYY
peace: it’s gorgeous, especially the guitarrr ugh. this feels like delicate’s quiet older sister. i think it’s definitely about joe and how taylor, despite loving him, still has these insecurities and fears about what a relationship with someone in her position could be like? like there will be struggles, but he’s her family and she “would die for you in secret”. stunning
fave lines: “i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm”, “the devils in the detail/but you’ve got a friend in me”, “give you my wild/give you a child”
hoax: i’m surprised she ended it on a sad one (but we still have the lakes!!) but this song is hauntingly beautiful WOW. every line of this absolutely floors me. i think this one will also be largely underrated, but it is pure poetry and deserves so so much hype
fave lines: “stood on the cliffside/screaming give me a reason/your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in”, “it still hurts underneath my scars/from when they pulled me apart/but what you did was just as dark” “my kingdom come undone/ my broken drum/ you have beaten my heart”
ANYWHO TAYLOR HAS PRODUCED HER BEST WORK TO DATE AND IM READY FOR SAD GIRL AUTUMN
#taylor swift#folklore#tswift#folklore the album#taylor swift folklore#ts8 folklore#folklore era#betty#august#cardigan#exile
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Boyfriend! Johnny
#8 of Boyfriend! Series
Taeil | Johnny | Taeyong | Yuta | Kun | Doyoung | Ten | Jaehyun | WinWin | Jungwoo | Lucas | Mark | Xiao Jun | Hendery | Renjun | Jeno | Haechan | Jaemin | Yang Yang | Chen Le | Jisung
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Date Posted: 30 Sept 2017
johnny seo
seo johnny
seo youngho
the chicago pizza
okay so johnny being your boyfriend would be full of chivalry! ! !
like johnny would be one of the sweetest boyfriends ever ? ? ?
johnny would be the kind of boyfriend who would be shy about certain things yet have that immense surge of courage to do stuff on impulse
like kissing you on the lips at the most unexpected times just because the urge was overwhelming him
maybe in class?
or maybe him just looking at you and his insides just go rAWR MY GIRL IS TOO BEAUTIFUL I JUST WANT TO KISS HER SO BADLY (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ
huehue ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
okay but johnny being a chivalrous boyfriend?
yes please
from the most simple acts of opening the door for you, always asking for your opinions on things to always making sure that his and others’ decisions do not put you in a difficult/ bad spot
like that NNN video of johnny calling to wake you up in the morning
heck that yES IT WOULD PROBABLY HAPPEN
“(Y/N)-ah, are you not awake yet? Wake up! Quickly wake up and see me~ I really really miss you~~”
“Johnny, we facetimed till 3am last night, how are you not tired...”
“I’m not tired because I’m excited to see you again!!”
Johnny be that guy in school with excellent grades but is quiet about it so nobody knows that he actually this super smart alec
so when uall got together
he would become your personal tutor
tutoring you on subjects and topics that you were not very good at
despite school taking up most of your time to go on dates with Johnny, the tutoring and study dates with him would be very enjoyable
uall would probably study in either cafes or the library
after several hours of studying, Johnny would slide a post it note towards your side of the table, his expression remaining indifferent
but the post-it note would contain very encouraging messages to you
“You can do it (Y/N)! You’re the biggest hit, I believe you are really capable, don’t give up! Love you much ❤️”
“The numbers in the world will never be able to express the love I have for you. Hwaiting babe, I’ll be supporting you always, we can get over our examinations very soon 💪”
ohmo so sweet
Johnny also be that super sneaky boyfriend
“Hey (Y/N), can I try your drink?”
“Sur-” *passes Johnny your drink but gets interrupted by Johnny’s lips on yours*
“Uhmm, that was delicious~”
“...”
“(Y/N)? Are you okay??? I don’t really want a tomato for a girlfriend you know..”
says Johnny who would have a light pink flush on his cheeks because he would be embarrassed by his boldness
but he would have no regrets! ! !
and let’s talk about Johnny being a tall beanstalk
your nickname for him would be Sunflower!
so technically that’s my reblog tag for johnny
because he’s really tall like a sunflower stalk and he brings you and everybody else happiness
there’s always a smile on his face regardless of whatever has happened
and you would just love that positivity radiating out of him
Johnny might like to tease you being shorter than him (i’m assuming most of you are)
but in a very friendly and fun manner
“(Y/N)! Look! How do I look? I think I look super sexy~”
*appears Johnny in your heels/ platforms as he poses with his butt protruding out sideways and a kissy expression on his face*
“I think I finally understand why short women like heels, it’s like experiencing a whole new world never before”
“yA JOHNNY SEO I DID NOT ASKED TO BE ATTACKED LIKE THIS”
“hehHehehheHEHEHEH”
and also? selfie times with Johnny?
AAAAAAA
uall would have the most adorable couple selfies
numerous selfies with tons of different filters
cute, retarded, stupid, pretty filters
uall would probably like to do faceswaps with each other and laugh at the result too
“aaaa my girlfriend is pretty on anybody’s face,, i’m jelly,,,,”
“whAt johnny seo i think i need to get your more mirrors, have you seen yourself gLISTENING”
“well then i guess i’m the brightest in your eyes ;)”
yes as you can tell johnny seo would be extremely cheesy too
and also let me put johnny’s guns to use
he did not carry every nct member that has been on NNN for no use
secretly, they were all practice to carry you bridal style on your honeymoon night ;-)
i’M JOKING IM TOO YOUNG FOR THIS
but johnny would actually like to piggyback you
especially when you’re tired and all
he would almost automatically ask if you would like to be carried
which most of the time you would be too exhausted to reject his kind offer
but you wouldn’t mind anyways
because johnny’s broad back would be very comfortable to lean against
he would always make sure he brought you home safely
even tucking you comfortably in bed before he leaves
which most of the time he wouldn’t
because you would either pull him down into your bed to snuggle sleeping with you
or he wouldn’t even want to leave your side
even from 1mm away, your sleeping face would still be absolutely beautiful to him
smiling sweetly to himself as he took in every feature of your sleeping posture and calm expression while sleeping
giving you a soft kiss on your forehead or nose as he wished you good night
i would actually picture Johnny liking to bring you to peaceful places away from the city crowds for dates
he would really appreciate and enjoy the serenity of the atmosphere
probably like empty grass fields along hills
or maybe along the han river late at night
he wouldn’t want anything else to distract him during his sacred time with you
every moment with you was precious to him
honestly, he would actually really like taking midnight strolls with you along the han river or in parks
as he admired the beautiful night scenery
he would just turn to his right and realise that the scenery could only second to the beautiful person beside him
no matter what others said, you would be the most stunning gem in the world to him
chill dates at home with johnny would consist of both of you lying down lazily on the couch
you playing lazily with johnny’s luscious brown hair
and him just nuzzling his head into your stomach
he would play soothing melodies on the piano
filling the whole house with his amazing playing and occasional vocals
have I mentioned backhugs?
johnny would go absolutely soft for backhugs
a backhug from you would make him melting in the knees ! ! !
so soft like woogly boogly
johnny would actually be a super soft, super considerate, super caring, super loving boyfriend
he would never fail to make you happy
he would never fail to make time for you
he would never fail to lend a crying shoulder and listening ear to you
he would never fail to give you valuable advice
he would never let you down
tbh if you could find another better boyfriend that also goes by the name Seo Young Ho
call me up at XXX-XXX-XXX
thanks
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#nctwriters#neoculturenet#nct#nct u#nct 127#nct dream#johnny#johnny seo#seo youngho#nct imagines#nct scenario#nct fanfic#nct reactions#taeil#taeyong#yuta#doyoung#ten#jaehyun#winwin#mark#renjun#haechan#jaemin#jeno#chen le#jisung#kpop#kpop fanfic#kpop reaction
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8-12 for the multi muse meme
multimuse ask meme accepting
put this under a readmore bc it’s gonna get long
what is each of your muses otps? notps?
ruth balakov - otp: anything gay notp: darth vader??? idk
samir chaudhry - otp: i rlly like the thing goin on with @cverture‘s beth (im super slow in replying but ??? i like what we’ve got goin on) notp: voldemort
tutankhamun “tut” mcmullen - otp: ROWAN notp: that ask when rowan dumps him :(
jughead jones - otp: burgers notp: humans
melody valentine - otp: ALEXANDRA CABOT as written by @shenaniganelous notp: sadness
mark darcy - otp: BRIDGET OFC notp: not bridget???
choi han-kyul - otp: eun chan i cry :’) notp: someone who writes him off as a stupid playboy (and refuses to see his potential)
dr. noelle akopian - otp: a nice bath and glass of wine notp: any human who doesn’t treasure her like she deserves
greg serrano - otp: i’m trash but rebecca (also happiness) notp: greg and josh? (it’s not a bad ship i just can’t feel it for my greg? he thinks of josh as a bro and he can’t get those sexual feelins goin for chan)
maya - otp: aNYONE WHO TREATS HER WELL SOMEONE TAKE CARE OF MY BB notp: someone who is mean to her :(
valencia perez - otp: anything gay notp: valencia and men
johnny castle - otp: bABY notp: someone who takes advantage of him
blair warner - otp: GAY MOMS notp: not gay moms??
jo polniaczek - otp: GAY MOMS notp: not gay moms!!!
emily gilmore - otp: happiness notp: never having growth or independence
meredith quill - otp: diggin her and claire played by @iiinfiltrator!!! notp: ego
alice longbottom - otp: frank notp: what happens to her in canon
arthur weasley - otp: MOLLY notp: not molly
victoire weasley - otp: teddy, anything gay notp: idk??
helga g. pataki - otp: ARNOLD! notp: someone mean to her :(
effie trinket - otp: haymitch and anything gay notp: president snow??? idk
katniss everdeen - otp: madge :’) notp: men
jane villanueva - otp: michael, rafael, PETRA notp: adam :( (altho i might love him we’ll see)
michael cordero - otp: JANE GLORIANA VILLANUEVA notp: death :(
rogelio de la vega - otp: xiomara :’) notp: ppl being mean to him
elle woods - otp: VIVIENNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! notp: professor callahan?
ryan atwood - otp: taylor townsend :’) also marissa i cry notp: lindsay
pam beesly - otp: JIM notp: roy
fitzwilliam darcy - otp: elizabeth (maybe charles bingley??) notp: sadness
jane bennet - otp: charles and anything gay notp: mean people
queen clarisse renaldi - otp: JOE notp: sad
sabrina fairchild - otp: anything gay notp: david what a icky person
capheus onyango - otp: HAPPINESS notp: being pressured into things :(
princess fiona - otp: shrek, anything gay notp: lord farquaad
shrek - otp: fiona notp: dragon
charles brooks - otp: liza notp: his ex i forgot her name whoops
josh - otp: liza, happiness notp: cLAIRE IHATE
chuck bartowski - otp: SARAH notp: JILL >:(
denny duquette - otp: life notp: death :/
why were you drawn to each one of your characters?
ruth balakov - i’ve had her character in my head for such a long time, and i was finally just like “fuck it! i’m gonna write her!” bc i love parks and rec, but i just can’t play leslie bc there’s too much history and stuff and i really wanted to play a quirky nina fc bc i used to have one that i loved, and it just seemed like a perfect fit
samir chaudhry - i felt a desperate need to reply as an astronaut to @cverture‘s beth, and so samir was born
tutankhamun “tut” mcmullen - tut’s origin story is one of the best!!! so, @idyllicism and i decided to use this randomizing character generator to do a fun random thread, and it gave me tut (which is why his name is so out there) who has grown so close to my heart, and i am thankful
jughead jones - tbh i added jughead bc i wanted to write him properly aKA ASEXUAL! I’M LOOKIN AT U RIVERDALE
melody valentine - tbh… i added her bc i wanted to write her with jenna :) and also i loved archie comics as a kid and always thought melody was so beautiful and her voice came easily to me so !
mark darcy - buckle in, this is gonna be a long ride. bridget jones’s diary is one of those movies that i love to death. it’s one of my sick movies, it’s one of my sad movies, my homesick movies, it helps me feel better. so, watching bridget jones i’ve always identified with both of the lead characters, but there’s something about mark that was especially easy for me to access. i’m still trying to figure out exactly what it is, but there’s something to him that i just…understand, if that makes sense. when i decided to make a multi-muse, he was one of the very first characters i had as a muse bc i knew i had to add him. he’s in my heart and soul.
choi han-kyul - so han-kyul is another one of those characters who i just really strongly identify with. in coffee prince, he’s someone who undergoes some huge development in who he is, and when i saw the drama for the first time, it aligned with some things i was dealing with in my own life. his relationship with his father, his coming to terms with his sexuality, his maturation, his longing to live up to his own potential, it all just hit me. another heart and soul character.
dr. noelle akopian - i added her for the funsies
greg serrano - i think i added him because he helps me come to terms with some real life stuff i have going on and also because i loved his development and wanted to explore that past what the show was able to give us
maya - honestly she’s the most pure being, and i just had to add her
valencia perez - valencia is a goddess who deserves better and i’m looking forward to exploring why she is the way she is
johnny castle - when i saw dirty dancing, i fell in love with johnny, and that’s pretty much it. god bless.
blair warner - i cANNOT fuck this is taking so much longer than i thought it would, but i have so many muses, and want to give them all their proper due, and fuclasfhdads. so from the beginning, i walked into a gas station this summer, and one of the employees was like “oh my god, you look exactly like blair from the facts of life!” and i was like “haha thanks!” bc i didn’t know who she was, but my dad who was with me was like “oh my god she does!” and then he was like “she’s like her more than just in looks too” meaning our personalities were similar. so OFC i had to watch this show to see my doppelganger. and WOW i was amazed bc she’s the closest i’ve ever seen to myself in physical aspects but also we’re very similar personality-wise too, and after my first episode, i fell in love, and i just had to add her as a muse
jo polniaczek - i didn’t expect jo, but after i watched that first episode, i fell in love just as i did with blair. honestly, the writers and cast can say she’s straight all they want, but jo is a gay icon, and it’s just so cool to see a character like that who’s so layered. jo is sensitive but also tough. she’s gone through a lot, but still holds such compassion and i love her to death and fuckfdsakfasf she’s honestly ruined all human beings for me now bc she’s the ultimate.
emily gilmore - so, emily is another one of those relating characters. what can i, a 22 year old baby bi, have in common with an old middle aged straight? well, let me tell you: a LOT. i identify so much with the way that emily has tried all her life to succeed in the society she was brought up in and having set ways of doing things and then just…letting go and trying to make herself happy. it’s inspiring and i love her.
meredith quill - listen, i’m not a fan of superhero movies, but i like the guardians of the galaxy series, and when i saw the second movie, i fell instantly in love with meredith and her light, and i had to add her
alice longbottom - i have never read the books, but i’ve read a lot of fandom stuff, and i just love the longbottoms, and i like that there’s a certain amount of freedom there to explore who she is and her story
arthur weasley - arthur reminds me of my dad, and his voice comes super easily to me which is why i added him
victoire weasley - again, i like the amount of freedom i’m afforded in figuring out who she is and all that
helga g. pataki - this is another heart and soul character. as a kid, i was also mean and dramatic and precocious. i was a LOT like helga. even today, i struggle with trying to soften myself for the benefit of others because i can come across as intimidating (idk why??). but i just…it’s just like damn. i get you, helga. we both have an alcoholic parent, tense relationships with our older sisters, and we both don’t have a TON of friends and just feel kind of…out of place, i guess, in the world we live in. we’re a little out of place and i just get her. i understand her, and i’m glad that she exists.
effie trinket - she’s just such a fascinating character, and i want to explore her more
katniss everdeen - i get her
jane villanueva - see, jane is someone who i think i look up to. she’s someone i wish i could be more like. i chose to add her as a muse because i love her and just want to give her a nice life bc lord knows she deserves it
michael cordero i added him bc he loves jane and is a huge dork and so caring and i lvoe him
rogelio de la vega - in a weird way, this is another character i relate a lot to. we’re both dramatic and a little vain, but we also care a lot about our family and most of the time, our intentions are good. he’s honestly such a fun character, and i’m glad i added him.
elle woods - i added her bc she’s amazing??? one of the best people of all time??? and her voice came easily to me so i was like “all right!!!!”
ryan atwood - he’s my fave character from the oc. i love his development, and i love how he’s not exactly who you expect him to be. you think he’s gonna be this big troublemaker, but actually, he just wants a stable life, and he wants the people he loves to be happy. he just wants peace
pam beesly - she’s another heart character. i think a lot of people find it easy to relate to pam bc she goes through so many relatable things, and her story is overcoming insecurities and becoming more confident, and i think that’s something a lot of people can see themselves in.
fitzwilliam darcy - i mean, i’ve always loved pride & prejudice, and i’ll be damned if darcy isn’t the easiest character for me to understand (a lot like mark)
jane bennet - she holds a special place in my heart bc people have said i’m like jane, and i’m always like “i wish” bc she’s the softest, most pure, most kind person, and i just needed that positivity in my life
queen clarisse renaldi - mY LOVE i love how they made her so layered in the movies, giving you hints of her background. i’ve always been interested in exploring her past, so i added her as a muse (another character whose voice came easily to me)
sabrina fairchild - sabrina is one of those movies i would watch after school was i was younger. i loved the romanticism of it and the costumes and music, and as i grew older, i started to think that it would have made for a more interesting movie if sabrina dumped linus at the end rather than ending up with him. what’s so interesting about that movie is her growth. she goes from a very dark place and undergoes some major development while still holding underpinnings of her past despite desperately trying to leave them behind.
capheus onyango - i love sense8, so i knew i wanted to add muses or a muse from there, and going through all the characters, capheus’s voice was the one that came most easily to me. he’s more than just his optimism, and i love having him in my roster bc he has such warmth and compassion for those around him. he worries about how his actions will affect others, and i just have such immense love for him.
princess fiona - me??? i grew up on shrek, and i love it in the most unironic way possible. i sincerely adore the movie and the musical, and fiona is a character i’ve always loved and related to a little bit.
shrek - but more than relating to fiona, i probably relate to shrek more. my family has always joked that i’m like an onion too and that i have layers just like shrek. he grosses me out a lil with all the farting and earwax, but otherwise, i love shrek and think that for living alone for years after being abandoned by his parents, he was able to grow rather quickly once meeting other people, and shrek is good in my book
charles brooks - he’s another darcy like character, although i don’t love him as much. i added him bc lbr the younger fandom needs him
josh - mY SON i love josh and i think that he has so much growing to do, and i love how the show has left some of his background open so that i can take a lil bit more liberty in figuring him out. i also love his adventurous spirit and his ease while also being so loyal and loving. he’s someone i really love.
chuck bartowski - chuck is one of those types that’s easier for me to write, and i think it’s just cause one of our core values is the same: family. family is one of the most important things to him, and it’s one of the most important things to me, and i think we just get each other in that aspect and more.
denny duquette - “i’m a man! i’m a strong virile horse of a man stuck in the body some weak sick bastard that I don’t know, like or recognize. now if you knew what that feels like, you would have never convinced me to let a battery run my heart. if you knew what that feels like izzie, you would have let me go.” this is why.
which muse is the most fun to write for?
again, i have fun with all of them, but probably rogelio. he’s just so much fun to write. helga is a lot of fun too! and ruth!
is there another muse you’ve been thinking of adding or writing for? who?
i mean, there are always more muses i’m thinking of adding. i’ve thought about adding na ae-ra from cunning single lady, but i’m pretty sure no one would write with her, so i haven’t added her yet.
i’m planning on watching the good place, and i just know i’ll probably wanna add someone from there
adding someone from frasier would be cool, but like…i highly doubt there would be an audience for them. like i’d love to write niles or smth, but idk if anyone’s even watched it. i mean, that hasn’t stopped me before, but i’m not pressed about it rn
i’ve always been wanting to add elizabeth from the crown because she’s another one of those characters i just super strongly relate to, but seeing as how she’s actually a real person, i haven’t. this is where i get a little confused because i know she’s a real person, but also, the show takes liberties, and she’s not actually queen elizabeth. like if i could take her character and make her not the real queen of england i would? but i just don’t know about what other people think of that? i dont knowslfjhads it’s a weird situation.
also someone from the west wing
what is something everyone should know about your muses before interacting?
sometimes, the muse for a certain character isn’t always there, so i can be really slow in replying.
#thank u lissa for sending me some!!!!#this took so long bc i wrote so much ims aljfhsdfhsldjfha#( answered tag. )#( mun tag. )#imthelcstprincess
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