#that the aging didnt matter to him

[im-smart-i-swear]

its october:) so i drew silver enjoying some colorful leaves and chilling<33

also his sweater is based on the sweater i made for my ugly bootleg son yesterday<3

silver getting to enjoy nature and leaves and chilly atumn air is. so importrant to me actually

#silver the hedgehog #my art #i swear to god i got fucking POSSESED by idk the spirit of october or something and made that thing in one sitting. insane. #i didnt think i was even capable of completing a project so quickly.. what the fuck happenend. i am a little terrified of myself now.. #its made out of a sock btw. if for some reason anyone would be interested in doing something similiar i could give some advice #god i feel so fucking stupid. #'yeah if anyone wants to make a stupid little sock sweater for a bootleg silver the hedgehog plushie i could give some tips:)' #god. thats so lame. . #anyway that doesnt matter bc IT MAKES ME HAPPY!! his little sweater makes me so fucking happy and proud of myself every time i look at it!! #i havent felt pure joy like this after completing a project in AGES!!!!!!! #i should sew more often...... i always forget how fun and rewarding it is #hm. should i make more outfits for him?? mayhaps a jacket......... we'll see...............

[toxooz]

omg i literally love wheelbitten as a comic and ur art is amazing

random question but how long have u been drawing as an artist and do u have advice.............

thank uuuu and I've been drawin my ass off since I could hold a pencil and I'm 24 (25 next month) now so this shit wasn't overnight by any means lmfao idk the way i did it was have A Thing that you like drawing and just draw the fuck outa it and eventually you'll get better for sure whether it be the desire to get better at drawing said thing makes you do research and study something to become better at it or just literal muscle memory from drawing said thing so much. I had lil spouts of taking time to get better at specific things like anatomy, shading, ect. by studying it but overall i just subconsciously got better by mentally picking up new things everytime i draw and analyzing the world around me. Even recently i got to see that with drawing tactical gear (that ive never really drawn before and never wanted to draw in my life) soley bc i just REALLY fukkin love Ghost and Konig

i went from being terrified and intimidated of drawing tactical gear (even trying to put a gun in front of it as if that was any better lmfao) it used to be vague as hell and my brain would shut down just trying to look at the references(i remember having a ''shit man am i even gunna be able to draw these characters???'' moment of dread the first time i was drawing Konig pffft) to absolutely loving drawing tactical gear and seeing how much more detailed i can make it with every new drawing, so a complete 180 but that's bc im just totally obsessed with the characters and drawing is how i express that sO thats mainly what i mean by just have a thing that you love and want to draw and the rest should follow with time, patience, and practice. I think it's about training your brain and motivation to pick up on details or a certain way something looks in lighting (or lack thereof) bc my brain is probably wired a certain way after art being like a centerpiece of my development to the point to where drawing is just What I Do and at this point if i dont draw for even a few days i start getting vaguely antsy and fidgety it's crazy lmfao SO idk if this is worded like i need it to but yeah art and the act of drawing can be frustrating as hell but it should be enjoyable and rewarding above all else at the end of the day!

#i drew bc the piece of shit im unfortunately biologically related to drew a lot when we were kids so id just copy her #then i drew winged wolves and dragons and the occasional horse for like 7 years then The Axel obsession started #where i drew axel from kindom hearts literally all the time and had 870000 aus for him where i would draw for all of them #when i tell you the obsession for him was catastrophic u best believe but it kept me drawing like a motherfucker until i made my monster oc #which was around the age of 15 is when i started consistently drawing humanoids #OH YEAH i had a whole lion king phase too in 2011 where i would strictly draw lions all the time and my first record of drawing online was #on the lion king fanart archive (which i still visit to look back its like visiting an old janky friend:') ) #but yeah then my heart was stolen by my ocs and all the potential designs i could make them #and thats where i am now aside from the festering COD masked men obsession boiling over in the corner AHA #so basically latch onto an obsession and pick up that damn pencil #even as a kid if i liked anything the immediate connection was trying to draw it #didnt matter how weird to draw or undrawable it was my ass would be in that notebook bc its the only way i know how to express myself lmfao #this is long as fuck but NOW im out peace skskksk

[shopcat]

i still can't get over ppl thinking 32 and 47 is too much of an age gap or like that person who said patrick stewart (?) should die for marrying his wife who is an adult woman it's all just like... do you people not live on earth i am as mean abt weird age gaps as the next guy probably even more to be honest but come ON do you not have parents... are your friends all orphans please my mom and dad had an 11 year age gap it's just so not that serious

#🐾 #first is taika and his wife who i know nothing about tbf but the way people talk about it is so fucking weird 😭 #and to be honest i do just think they're kind of probably racist or something bc they really try and make him out to be a predator ... #for marrying an adult woman ... #they'll be like yeah and they MET when she was insert age here as if that means he wasn't also the same age distance 😭 #like he does not stay 47 HUH 😭 or 8 or whatever i acruallg dont rememebe how old he is #i feel like this is indicative of something but i don't know what. probably just people's desperate STUPIDITY #they saw age gaps and predatory situations and went this applies to everything ever now #like you have the base of a technically really kind empathetic stance for something and yet you don't realise why people even think it #bc then you would use your big beauoful brain and realise it's about power dynamics 😭😭 and stages of life 😭😭 #like once you get past a certain age it just truly doesn't matter didnt we all used to do that thing when we were kids with celeb crushes #ohhh i know it's weird now but when im 33 he'll be 50 so it'll be fine like. cmon

[devotedlystrangewizard]

at first i considered engage to be one of the more strategic harder fire emblems (and compared to three houses it definitely is but thats a low bar) but no. its power fantasy. currently my main powerhouse is ivy + soren. they obliterate everything that dares to not have high resistance. wyvern rider? one shot. high def unit? one shot. everyone does decent damage at this point but for a unit i wrote off as a unit i only put on the field because i like her at first.

#'but she wont double without lyn' DOES IT MATTER WHEN SHE DOES 86 DAMAGE. DOES IT #idk how high her speed is actually my switch is empty #but rest assured putting her over a large area of flier only terrain in a map with a bunch of wyvern riders. #15 coughing babies vs 1 hydrogen bomb. god bless. #ramblings #my current favorite combos in my game are ivy+soren & timerra+ike because i dont care how many ppl tell me timerra is bad. #shes so tanky in my main save. its kinda scary #she replaced louis. and shes doing GREAT #bonus shoutout to kagetsu & veronica (i didnt know who to pair them with. last picks in dodgeball vibes) #and to alcryst & lucina where im like 90% sure lucina hasnt done shit since i put her on him. #engage starts getting REAL fun when you start dicking around with emblems i cant believe it took me this long to realize that #i had default combos only for AGES #aside from. pandreo and byleth?? for some reason?? #the virgin me from when engage released googling good conos vs the chad me now just doing what i think sounds funny #'soren would hate this so much. lets do it.' #i do think my sudden interest in the older games & thus my slightly more extensive knowledge of the emblems in their original habitats helps #soren you mean everything to me now. im scared of continuing PoR because im scared ill get his frail ass killed like i did w rhys

[tyrannuspitch]

can't believe i went on that whole spiral in may 2022 trying to prove the neck touch thing Deeply Sinister (and many people to this day don't see it that way!!!) when it's literally right there in infinity war. that's where it leads. loki's love for his family + a possessive hand on his neck = loki being sacrificed. as many times as it takes for him to stay dead.

#space viking tag #meant to make a compilation ages ago and didnt bc iw is hard to track down. and hard to look at #but u could bookend the entirety of thor's sinister-affectionate neck touch motif with #a) odin holding baby loki #and b) thanos killing loki #hmm maybe also jotun soldier grabbing loki -> blue hand but it's not as fundamental #also you know in an earlier version of thor 1 laufey picked up loki by his throat when he recognised him as his son....... #god. it's so fucked up. #also this is a dog motif. to me #(or other animal it doesn't rlly matter) #also the collar in tdw. the fucking collar. g o d #odin i am killing u with hammers. #meta #ch: loki #s: a3 #th: neck touch #th: suicide + sacrifice #th: love as horror #th: abuse + empire

[kennys-parka-jacket]

alright, gonna get something off my chest. Then i'll watch Youre Getting Burgers

#You know those trailers that played right before the movie? #I remember seeing those in the theater IRL.The first film was Jack And Jill and the second was Alvin And The Chipmunks #(I could be wrong; but i am ALMOST CERTAIN that's which movies they are) #When i saw those in the theater i was just a few years younger than stan is #And i was about stan's age when i started to become just like him #Like him i started to dislike stuff fir people my age. Then i suspected i was 'mature'. But turns out i wasnt that either #There was no apparent cause. I just didnt get joy out of anything anymore #And it ruined my ability to have friends. But i could stil get out of bed and go to school so it took me longer to realize things werent ok #And when i finally had friends again i spent a while struggling with addiction and needed it in order to be social #I wish i had seen YGO+AB much sooner. But knowing me; i still wouldnt have figured out i had a problem #I hate that i'll never get this part of my life back. I missed out on so much when i was young #Just because i was too depressed and cynical to do anything but go to school then go to my room and not talk to anyone #Well. Im doing better now than i was before. And thats what matters #Now lets watch stan go through the same thing

[cheemken]

I found a way for Hau get away from Hala and go to Kalos

I imagine that Hala has to go away to other towns for Kahuna business or whatever. And since the “incident” he always takes Hau with him so he doesn’t run away back to Kalos or any other region. So now the two of them are in Hau’oli City

Hau is walking beside his grandfather when he sees something yellow and brown go behind the Malasada Shop. A plan instantly flashes in his mind and he stops Hala, asking him if he could go to the Malasada shop to get something to eat. Hala is probably very happy that his grandson is starting to go back to his old self, even if it’s just getting a food he enjoys. It’s the start of progress he tells himself

Hala tells Hau that he cannot stop for him to get his food as he has to go to the meeting very soon. Telling Hau to go to the building and sit in the waiting room until he’s done, asking him if he can do that for him, for his grandfather. And Hau reluctantly says yes

Going behind the shop he can see a tall patch of grass that’s rustling near the front, getting an empty pokeball ready he slowly parts the grass to find the Abra he saw earlier. Throwing the pokeball, it connects and makes three slow shakes before one final shake signals to Hau that the Abra has been caught. Making quick introductions, Hau tells Abra that he needs her help with teleporting away, it doesn’t have to be far, just to a different city or town and the very farthest is to another island. But he knows she to weak right now. So they make a deal, Hau helps her train to evolve and Abra, soon to be Kadabra, will teleport them away to wherever he needs to be

Diantha was nice to give him and Iris some acting lessons and tips when they asked how she can change her emotions quickly. Hopefully those lessons paid off, he’ll need to trick Hala into thinking he’s fine so he can be left alone again. Abra needs some training and time out of her pokeball, and once she evolves he’ll be long gone by the time Hala gets back home

Real quick tho damn Hau really be catching Abra with just one PokeBall huh what an icon hahaha

Anyways

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I can't help but think the "acting lessons" Diantha had taught them are actually manipulation tactics and I'm just hcmdjdj

Like for Hau and Iris maybe those are acting skills and lessons, acting requires lying for it to be believable, for it to sound real, but they should also be skilled enough to not slip lest they "break character" as Dia would tell them, and surprisingly enough, Hau's a very good actor

Putting on this mask of sadness to his grandfather, but replacing that w smth else na, a new face of healing, and after catching that Abra, after hatching that plan, well... How about showing those acting skills to his friends?

Elio and Gladion were happy that Hau was starting to be his normal self again, and he asked them if they could help him train this Abra he just found, ofc the two did question him why an Abra? And he smiled oh so sadly as he looked at the mom, "it's a psychic type, right? And.. well.. miss Diantha has her own psychic type as her strongest pokemon, I guess it's just a reminder of her." The other two decided not to argue w it, despite their different opinions of the Kalos Champion, they also know how much she means to Hau, and how he actually means to Diantha, so they ended up helping him

They trained almost a week, his Abra became strong, Hau got TMs for her too, teaching her Shadow Ball and even Dazzling Gleam, and by the end of their all out training, Abra finally evolved into a Kadabra, his own Psychic being strong enough to catch even Elio's Pokemon off guard. And he thanked his friends of course, he's one step closer to his plan thanks to them, and after that rigorous training, he and Kadabra left, w Hau saying that he also needs to be prepared for "psychic surges" too, as Diantha would say, since the Abra line is one of the strongest psychic pokemon out there, and Hau first hand knows how Dia suffered from those surges bc of her own Gardevoir and bc she didn't had anyone close to her that has peychic aces to help her back when she was young

And, not to say that was a lie, but it wasn't exactly the whole truth. Hau did meditate w his Kadabra, try to anyways, tried to calm his mind, and tried to calm Kadabra's mind too, so the two of em won't suffer if Kadabra had a sudden spike in her psychic powers. But Hau also trained it to Teleport him anywhere. At first, y'know, he asked her to teleport them back to his home at Iki Town, then to Kukui's school, then the League, until she can teleport him to another island.

It's all going well, he thinks, but he knows for Kadabra to be able to actually teleport him to a different region, she should really be capable enough, so he asked one of his friends for another favour, to help him evolve Kadabra to Alakazam

I wanna say that the Link Cable does exist,,, but y'know, to highlight Hau's acting skills hahaha and hey, Gladion was happy to help him out, but they had to battle for it first, and after beating Gladion, well, yeah, they intimated the trade. It was quick, just a random Rattata that Gladion had found to trade it w Hau, and to trade his now Alakazam back to him. It's going really well, and Hau has never been so happy. He thanked his friends of course, even buying them malasadas too, and soon when Hala returns from one of their meetings again, well... I'm sure he'll read the letter Hau left at home

#yknow w this makes me think just how the other champions or like the adults in general #kinda look down on Iris and Hau #bc the two did became champions at a young age #but like.. theyre kinda older now?? like Iris is nearing her 20s and Hau's like 15 #i wanna say that maybe Hala had some sort of guilt w it considering his own son didnt raise Hau #so smth smth trauma and how he always saw Hau as this shy and timid kid #and even when Hau became champion Hala still saw him as that child who wsd afraid of his own shadow #Diantha tho? Dia saw potential in them #potential that she just has to tap #after all theyre champions. they should act like champions #and she's gonna help them see just how strong and powerful they are no matter how much others look down on em #but damn tho dia and hau are finally gonna reunite jcmdnd hahaha #villain diantha au #an ask and an answer #jerseyk112

[lavenderyulu]

Honestly, I think he’d make a great professor someday.

(thats dirt. thats supposed to be dirt. that is not blood. good day)

#LOOK #alain is a strong trainer yes! #but theres always something that has just driven me to the prospect of alain staying in the profession of professor or professors assistant #especially when it comes to mega evolution #most of what drove him to fight before was to be strong to protect his loved ones #and also to fight ash because it was fun #but in the future when all thats cleared up #i think he'd enjoy a slightly less pokemon battle centric life #anyways #pokemon #pokeani #pokemon alain #alain #trainer alain #also you can see this as either slightly aged up alain or really aged up alain #doesnt really matter its in the future anyways #oh yeah this drawing is grayscale #also please dont hold your gloves in your mouth thats unsanitary #the floor plan of the lab confuses me i didnt finish building it in the sims yet hm

[boomingsmile]

who gave sharp the audacity to be so kind, loving, sweetest person. D:< no amount of words i can put up will ever be able to contain the vibe he has; i desperately need a drink with him and i dont even drink and he doesn't even exist!

#smiletalks #ipeak #that man............... #that man instantly turns any of my ideas into a therapy session; hang on i wrote a fic in tags again #im working on a fic and it has 4.4k words chap where it's just him and mc talking through some ministry related topics #she s been down lately because interrogations took a toll on her despite not leaving a slightest shadow on her marks #sharp isnt pleased she used studying as a method for coping with everything #and it didnt escape him mc didnt want to think farther than her owls or rather the day she will leave the school for the summer break #WHICH HAD CAULDRON OF THE PROBLEMS POTION OF ITS OWN #tldr; mc is an incredibility tough for her age but crucially inexperienced to hold up the pressure put on her #and the amount of decision making #gurl is tired #let her sleep bring back the happy-go-lucky kid she used to be #WRITING FICS IN THE TAGS AGAIN. #idc ill keep on so sharp is wlling to save the day #“She might have grown up faster than her peers -- which shouldn't at all matter for her inner child still enjoys pumpkin fizz and snidgets” #“Although her penchant for brandy worries me. Why would a 16 years old young witch need so much?.. DOES SHE SMUGGLE UNDER MY WATCH. PEEVES? #“nvm turned out she has a granian somewhere; evidently it was stolen by poachers and kept in misery until taken into her care.” #“Also the reason her shoulder was dislocated a couple of weeks ago; *dares not mention he needed its hair; gets it for birthday as a gift*” #*doesnt know what to do absolutely flustered and loosing it but thanking mc she sent a package rather than handed it after class* #*or hed refused it or talked a way out of such a convenience* #*FAVORS MUST REPAY* #*his turn of not accepting refusals now* #“Always a pleasure to have students with high standards for discipline. Although. In her case -- someone needs to keep an eye on her.” #“We had a talk. Talks. We needed to be sure we'd pestered each other enough with 'silly questions for obvious answers' as she had put it.” #“I am up for the responsibility; her inverted sense of danger makes her jump at your presence Matilda I am so sorry I couldn't fix it in -- #“-- in a few months. I truly mean an apology but neither of us should worry atm as her summer has been delegated to Mrs Sweeting.” #“I won 30 btw. Oh. Ask Dinah. Or Mirabel. I'm not disclosing until you know full details but I do wonder what were your suggestions.” #“........Thinking on it now how miserable I'd become should she chosen your nephew. Seeing is believing; she put up quite a play.” #“Until she blew everything up like an erumpent but I wouldn't say more. So.”

[4giorno]

kaveh + xingqiu + shinobu + al haitham. its kaveh driving hyperbloom and al haitham is a burst dps. problem solved you can now use them in a team together

#like swap to haitham to do his plunge skill then burst then immediately swap off jdkfujdjdkekd #idk sounds kinda sus even tho it sorta makes sense #ill definitely give it a try! i mentioned like ages ago when we didnt know what kavehs kit was #that i had a crit build for him with redhorn on 4pc deepwood. bc i planned to use him for dendro reso + deepwood user for haitham #but obv that turned out to be impossible so #but i can try this cope team with a 4pc deepwood er/dendro/crit build on him #obv my main team for him is gonna be nilou bloom. but its gonna take a while to get kokomi #but even that isnt gonna be competitive vfjgkdjjdff its so sad that he turned out to be so irrelevant #(but of course! if you have dendro application congrats you can drive hyperbloom so he will be usable no matter what at least)

[myrfing]

honestly gourd didn't react much at all to being told he was azem. i actually just have trouble taking it seriously imagining being told like In Your past life you Were Steve. like why would anyone care. he only tells the scions because he thinks it's pertinent information like how much water bottles they have left in the car & yshtola is naturally curious about how stuff works/worked out and asked

#maybe if you told him he was azem in like arr or hw he'd be kinda cold/distant to actually irritated at the idea #again because he doesnt see how it matters & had a complex/insecurity about the legitimacy of who he was #like he didnt even want to retake the identity of the kid he was from ages 1-6 lol like VEHEMENTLY opposed it he doesnt gaf about azem #vs in shb during sos he was like oh huh i'm at peace with this now. it really doesnt matter #i am who i am etc #and im not that guy whoever they were

[lunar-lair]

(tw for death, and rise movie spoilers. the premise is just ‘what if he DIDNT get out of the prison dimension though’ as we all tend to think of sometimes. nearly teared up writing this good luck)

There is nothing left of him.

There was no hope.

There was never hope.

This was simply the tale of a sacrifice,

A laugh and a smile and a katana left,

A world saved,

And a life lost.

The sky receives howling wails,

The ground receives salty tears,

The walls of their home receive the silence and the empty hollow nothing of it all.

A room abandoned.

A grave without a body. 

What a world, what a world.

What a world, saved, but without him.

Was it worth it?

Was it worth it, boy of blue?

Was it worth it, leaving one katana and a laugh and three mourning brothers and two grieving fathers and a broken sister and a devastated brother, the one that lost you twice?

Was it worth it, starchild? Darling, sweetheart, everything you were and are and could have been?

Here you wander and see and live and dream and die.

There is a ghost, wandering the streets of New York.

It was worth it, the starchild whispers.

Darling and baby boy and blue and aoi and Nardo and love, 14, 14, 14.

He smiles, and the sky receives nothing but a quiet laugh.

New York, what a town.

Thank god I saved it.

#throws this at you WITNESS. BE AFFLICTED BY MY CURSE #sometimes i think too hard and i . #so so young what if he didnt get out. what if he had died there. his final words a singlekatana no body to bury. #and if he stays there? if the blessing of the hamato lets him wander new york yet again at his brothers sides? #and god. if he could choose to do so he would do it again. #because this is his town and his family and his world and he refused to let them hurt like that. refused to let that happen. #logic says he did it all right. #one for the many. #one for the many no matter the age. #no matter how precious they are to anyone. #this was a simple trolly problem and leo knew the solution the moment he saw the situation at hand. #so the sky recieves grief and wishes and love. #so the earth receives an empty grave and flowers planted alongside. #so the world receives the broken souls and its excellent future and it loses a clever sweet fun little soul. #rottmnt #lunas lies #rise leo #rottmnt leonardo #tw death #tw implied death #i do get how heavy as fuck this is so hmu if ive flubbed the tags please! #this didnt turn out quite the way i wanted it to honestly? and tumblr HATES poem formats so its not like...put together the right way #but regardless it gets the idea across i think. also its 1 am im allowed to be a lil off

[thefact0rygirl]

Unpopular opinion: the whole first order uprising could have been avoided if Leia would have handled her brat herself. Come to think of it, without the Skywalkers there would be no war at all. They are the villains 😱

send me your unpopular opinion

#eh i don't disgaree but i also don't agree #snoke was manipulating ben from a very young age #and that sort of constant manipulation is very difficult to deal with #i do think in ways leia failed ben #but i dont think leia alone could have prevented his fall #no matter how absent he was han was still his father #he was still half responsible for ben and taking care of him #and luke was as well as his master and uncle #i think if the three of them got their heads out of their asses they could have helped ben resist snoke #idk if it would be enough to prevent his fall to the dark side but it would have made it all the more complicated #but it is still interesting what would have happened if leia and han and luke made different choices about ben! #it seemed like they generally decided to not directly address it and hope it went away #and welp that didnt happen #but the point about the skywalkers yEAH #they are a hot mess of a family the galaxy did not deserve #like fucking hell get your shit together #vee answers #anon #ask game

[faerociousbeast]

well if im just like this as a person i may as well have some fun with it

#the next time that guy bothers me ill just blow a kiss right back. fuck you #actually tonight in the restaurant there was another guy who looked around my age who kept looking at me #and i THINK we might be classmates?? maybe??? possibly???? #idk if we are he sure didnt make enough of an impression on me for me to remember him #and its not like ill remember his face over the weekend either so no matter

[arundolyn]

i wanna hear the implications of trinity creating a body for terumi...please let us know what you have to say because i can't stop thinking about what it could all possibly be

I THINK IVE MADE A POST ABOUT THIS BUT ILL STILL DO IT CAUSE LIKE DUDE. GOD

im going to assume. a baseline understanding of like blazblue lore the nox nyctores the muchourin etc. i can go back if needed

but like the Thing is. there are so many factors at play but the MAJOR major ones are trinity either:

made a human body for terumi, which is kinda sorta just about the pinnacle of The General Concept Of Actual Alchemy, creating human life, minus i suppose the part where his soul was like already extant and tied to the mortal plane. we're ignoring that for the sake of simplicity. as such, this is pretty much just a huge flex of hey look what trinity can fucking do. Be Afraid.

OR she made another grimoire like hazama's body, if she based it on that, since its the same appearance wise minus his ugly ass raincoat and spiky ugly hair. which would be equally as impressive, since hazama's body, presumably, took like yknow thousands of human souls to make, being a(n azure) grimoire. nbd, right?

and bear in mind for both options, possibly the biggest part of this- nothing was given in exchange that we're aware of, which is an established Thing for the muchourin, as it was made for trinity, who is a very gifted alchemist, and it can canonically in the right hands (hers) make something out of genuinely nothing. i would say the same goes for anything the muchourin makes that we see but at the same time ingame at least it kinda just. transmogrifies itself rather than completely creating a new thing about half the time. i dont think the bubbles from dream sally and swallow moon quite count hfjdhkh so plat's abilities on her own are up for debate. which i just realized kinda, i guess, makes the muchourin like... a philosopher's stone equivalent, in terms of concept and like. folklore.

all of this to say, if trinity wasn't such an extremely nice and kindhearted person all the time, she could fuck everyone UP. au where trin got mind eater'd instead of nine when. maybe izanami and co wouldve won then.

edit i forgot a few important points: this is never addressed in any meaningful way At All. and there are some weird curveballs like terumi's whole plotline in cf i think is trying to find a new body/get back to his old one (susano'o) because his is dying/died and is like actually decaying or something idk it doesnt make complete sense but its wild. and also perhaps the point about trin making a whole ass human body isnt exactly as impressive in universe as it is outside, given how big ass laboratories seem to have little issue just making all the little blonde bitches they want (prime fields i know theyre not all blonde but still) and kokonoe just like casually... made celica's body, i suppose, to put her soul back into for kushinada's lynchpin purposes. to be fair though, that does take Something, and that something is seithr, though it's like NEVER specified what the fuck that entails really cause of course it isnt

#cawing #at age 6 i was born without a face #blazblueposting #i just realized actually #i havent played through cf like at all cause its hot trash anyway and ruined a million character arcs #but didnt trin like ALSO make jin a new body or something? #and one of the stipulations of it was he cant fight anymore post canon. or whatever the fuck #which im sure mori wont even like remember or care in the future should that actually matter #but that DID happen right? or am i misreading the situation. cause wasnt jin SUPER fucked up immediately post-cp #cause of the izanami making ragna turn into the black beast thing #even tho he and mu Did kill him #how did mu get out unscathed (i guess?) #skill issue mr kisaragi! #sorry. *MAJOR kisaragi.

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#honestly been in such a bad mental space #ever since my family denied my trauma and tried to manipulate my memories like it never happened #i swear i wonder if they're all narcissist or something #using all these manipulative tactics to try and distort reality while also diminishing me is crazy #i told my aunt and grandma why I hated my dad for so long and they really told me: No ! never! he is not an alcoholic. #like if him drinking every single day for years isnt an issue or signs of alcoholic dependency with borderline addiction #not one day do I remember him not coming home already drinking from the ages 8 to 18 and they all deny it like he isnt still drinking #every single day* like come on he hasnt stopped drinking for more than 2 days LMAO and I'm not even getting into his outbursts #i remember how bad it got once mt grandma moved out and it was just us dude literally drank a 6 pack a day every single day #get loud for anything #if your question sounded like you were challenging him and his “authority” he would lose his mind #my sister thinks its okay all in the past like if its okay he hit her when we grew up like they really used to hit her bad and jump her #my moms losing her memory every day so she doesnt remember how she used to be but she does apologize to my sister for how it was then #my dad has never apologized he never saw it as wrong to him she was his daughter and his possession or property #and she didnt have a say cause it was his house. even though it was never his house; it was Grandma's house. but he sure acted like it was #always proclaiming this is my fucking house you do what i say “yes you do” i still remember all the fist fights that happened from me #just standing up to his outburst and disrespect and it didnt matter if i was 13 if i called out his disrespect #he took that as me disrespecting his authority in the household when i was just calling out his horrible actions and bullshit #all those times we fought was cause of how he was acting and i had enough and would say something #i still remember the last time we fought i was like 17 or maybe 18 and he was disrespecting my mom and grandma and so i got mad #and remember telling him im tired of you being so rude always trying to control other people's lives and tell em what to do #he got so mad and immediately ran up to me an snuck me and i managed to grapple him into a headlock and he was still trying to hit me #he almost hit my mom and grandma when he was swinging crazy #i didnt talk to him for at least a year and even now i have spurts where I dont see him for weeks at a time even though we live together #im so tired of the bullshit though