#that was oh my god four years ago?

[marblerose-rue]

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the perched king / tigerstar I

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #tigerclaw #tigerstar #warriors #warrior cats #wc art #waca #UHHHHH squints i havent posted fanart in a while i think those are all of my tags #DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO HAVE A LITTLE TIME TO DO A LEGIT PIECE LIKE THIS. oh my god its wonderful #im experiencing a calm before the storm because this is the week before finals #I PROMISE ILL GET BACK TO DOING THE STARCLAN GAMES SOON I JUST NEED TO SURVIVE FINALS AND THEN I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TO JUGGLE WITH WORK #ANYMORE ABJLHBKHDFBG #I SPENT THE ENTIRE LIKE 2 HOURS WORKING ON THIS LISTENING TO THE HUNGER GAMES MOCKINGJAY AUDIOBOOK im. GOOD GOD. im hurting #the movies dont do hardly enough justice to how awful the things the characters go through are #recovering peeta makes me so :( i love him so bad #still got four hours left of the audio book and its really nice since i can listen to it while working #i love drawing tigerclawstar so much i think hes one of the warrior cats ever #for a while a couple years ago if i wanted to draw a wc character i would only draw him but i dont think i ever posted ANY of it

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[waitineedaname]

I JUST HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT XING. if the chang clan's population is small and the yao clan's is huge, does that mean the chang clan is more rural while the yao clan is perhaps more urban? what regions of xing are they from? large population centers tend to gravitate towards water, so is the yao clan on the coast? where is the capital of xing? what clan was the old emperor from? I want to know more!!!!!!!!!

#fma #and don't get me STARTED on thinking about hohenheim in xing #if he was there four hundred years ago 1) does he speak xingese and 2) does he speak a really old fashioned variety #he tries to speak xingese and ling is like oh my god why do you sound like that #it would be like someone speaking shakespearean english #anyway. in my own personal little headcanon the changs are closer to the desert #meanwhile the yao are on the coast #which means it actually would have been more sensible for ling to take a goddamn boat to amestris #but he just HAD to see xerxes #fma posting

[yakool-foolio]

If I had a nickel for every time a father figure character in one of my favorite games lost his wife four years ago I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot, but it's extremely depressing that it happened twice.

#i was just trying to do research for my silent hill rain code au #I COMPLETELY FORGOT THAT HARRY'S WIFE DIED FOUR YEARS AGO AUGH #oh i am hurt i am very much hurt #thank god ethan winters broke the pattern #rain code #rain code spoilers #yakou furio #harry mason

[partynthem]

north american tour finally starts tomorrow so you know what i’m doing tonight…. 🕯️✨🙏 manifesting hello you live debut 🙏✨🕯️

#not to be a whining american but FINALLLYLYLY oh my god. i bought these tickets almost an entire fucking year ago #and my first show isn’t till red rocks which is still abt four weeks away #but finally. they are on our fucking continent. it is TIME #and if they let this whole tour go by without doing hello you once… i’m driving to alex’s LA house and committing arson. don’t test me

[spinoff-antithesis]

RATING: G RELATIONSHIP: Female Pokedex Holder Blue | Green & Silver (Pokemon) SUMMARY: green feels that she has a lot to apologize for. silver, on the other hand, doesn't know how to explain to his sister that he doesn't blame her for anything. EXTENDED SUMMARY:

“I’m proud of you. I don’t know what all happened on your journey,” she starts, looking back at the direction they’re taking, “and I wish you would’ve contacted me before you started working with Lance, but you made it out in one piece and better than I could’ve ever hoped for. I’m just sorry I wasn’t able to be there more for you.”

Silver stares at the back of her head, walking on autopilot.

He wants to tell her that she’s done enough, that he’s sorry for never reaching out until they ran into each other by pure chance. That he’s thankful for her and keeping him together in one piece when they were no more than children and that he wants to get stronger to protect her and keep her from ever having to go through something like losing her family again.

Instead, what he says instead is, “Why did you leave me that night?”

#pokemon adventures #pokemon special #pokespe #trainer green #rival silver #THEY ARE SIBLINGS YOUR HONOR I LOVE THEM SO BADLY OH MY GOD #also yeah. i listened to christmas kids on loop half the time i wrote this. rest of the time it was the playlist #(mostly sisters + i know the end though) anyway i love doing character studies #i wanted to do more on their like. trauma etc etc and like healing from it but got this instead. the edit i made is closer to trauma stuff. #which honestly kinda works. but like. yeah idk idk if u like pokespe.... and green & silver siblings..... you should read the fic....... #it's also the first one-shot i've completed in like two years...... so........... #definitely also meant to post this like two days ago but its fine its fine im queue'ing it now to post at noon #anyway thinking too hard abt this song & how it fits with the masked children. specifically green and silver. #my writing #also im rereading yellow and im just kinda like. giggling a bit. green doesnt like the elite four so silver working with lance is always #kinda funny to me. green voice “yeah i think theyre the ones who kidnapped me” silver working with lance who only uses dragons “x to doubt” #also. giggles excitedly i love writing in second person and the flashbacks are in second person. i will not apologize. its FUN

[meggie-moo]

when i was young i was *such* a killua girly, but the older i get, the more i’m a leorio girly

#like killua was my fictional son at age 14 #but leorio is SO silly like hes the sitcom dad #and i love him #ALSO I still love killua he is still my fictional son #once a fictional son at 14 always a fictional son #i also have only rewatched one episode of hxh since if i watch anymore i will die of nostalgia #so this is like my memories from the times i watched it like four years ago (<- oh god it’s been so long) #SORRY it’s just been one of those nights when i think about my old phases LOL #this is my multi fandom art blog so i guess i’ll put that title to use >:) #god i always think of that amazing killua video essay like i need to rewatch that #meg’s incoherent thoughts #hxh #hunter x hunter #killua zoldyck #leorio paladiknight

[mycological-mariner]

God you ever cant remember whether or not you took a medication? On the one hand you don’t wanna flood your system if you DID, but on the other you really don’t wanna fuck around and find out what happens if you didn’t.

#and its not a med I’m like ‘oh No worries I’ll just take it next time’ #nah this is 1000mg of an anti epileptic that I take 2x a day #looking at the packet of tablets like ‘WERE THERE ONLY FOUR OF YOU SIX HOURS AGO???’ #not to mention the stress from the theatre situation has been really screwing with my seizure activity (and other medical problems - #but heart attacks and high risk if kidney failure aren’t as exciting rip) #and BECAUSE of the stress I KNOW ive missed a couple of doses of meds over the last week #seizure threshold isn’t lowering its dropping like a guillotine #but that’s no worry - ive got my seizure alarm charged and IF I have a grand mal ive gone ahead and removed everything in my space #that could potentially cause bodily harm (I’ve sliced my face open before lol but that was coz I went throng a glass coffee table on tile) #pain meds for the migraine are finally kicking in #thank god sweet relief #I cannot believe this whole theatre situation has put my HEALTH at risk #im gonna lose my mind #its just. three. more. weeks #and even then with the stupid fucking coronation we LOSE an entire day of work!! #fuck the monarchy #for that reason alone! #(/j but eh the sentiment is still the same) #how do people remember if they’ve taken a medication??? #ive only been doing this for 12 years lmao #I should buy a pill box. but then I KNOW I’ll forget to refill it #besides every pill box I’ve owned doesnt fit all the pills - not even for a single day #MAKE LARGER PILL BOXES DAMN YOUR EYES #I ought to come up with a pillbox design for ppl with a shit ton of meds - something accessible ya know? #coz I KNOW I’m not the only one who struggles with memory and cognition + takes a ton of pills throughout the day #but as it is I just look at the packaging and do my best #anyways

[killldeer]

happy wheel of time death spiral week to me

#this time two years ago i was tearing though amol at a hundred pages a day and it irrevocably altered my brain chemistry #and in 2020 i was clinging to lord of chaos and crown of swords for dear life to get me through covid #so this whole month just sort of. makes me four kinds of fucked up and makes me want to reread the whole series. every year. #help. oh god help #wheel of time #personal

[beskad]

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#oh. it's because i got cocky and had 2 drinks. FOUR DAYS AGO. #jesus christttt the reaction is SO DELAYED. Have 1-2 drinks. Fine for 2-3 days. Massive depressive dip on day 3 or 4. #this fuckin sucks i LOVE alcohol and i drink SO RARELY and i can't even have the occasional 1-2 drinks once a week anymore #because of this stupid fucking medication that isn't doing anything for me anyway #because shocker - I'm just traumatized. my issues are because of trauma #20+ years of constant fear of bodily harm will fuck you up for life #and antidepressants won't fix me because it's not that I'm Just Depressed TM #I'm TRAUMATIZED. constant threats of violence. religious brainwashing. parentification. ripping my siblings (who I RAISED) from me #so please god don't make me try a 7th antidepressant that will just land me in the ER again. they only ever disrupt me and make me Way Wors #but i can't afford the type of therapy i need #so #god #at least let me have my fuckin wine I'm begging #but I guess at least I realized why I've been doing so badly yesterday and today. smh. #it's hidden in the tags bc I'm just venting but just in case #have a trauma tw for filters I guess #TBD

[7-crows-in-a-trench-coat]

i know america has its problems and the 21st century has its problems but every now and then i like to take a moment to appreciate that it’s not the year of our lord 1531 and the king of england can’t have me boiled alive for the Treacherous Crime of making the royal court’s soup taste bad as a prank

#rip richard roose #you were a real one #(i think. that all i really know about him) #(but he seems fun) #oh my god and scaphism #i am SO greatful that scaphism fell out of fashion so many moons ago #that’s one of my biggest fears #that and being steamed alive #when my grandpa was in the navy there was an accident in an engine room #four men died #two burned alive in the fire #and the other two got hit with a blast of steam and died #and a bunch of their flesh melted off immediately #he had to help carry the bodies up the stairs bc he was a petty officer #he said it smelled like ham/pork/bacon and he couldn’t eat it for years afterwords #but i’m a barista so i have to deal with the milk steamer things all the time and they still freak me out #anyways i’m reading a book about the history of poison and it is FASCINATING

[nikosliberty]

also no offense but FUCK people who say that using cheats means you didn't play the videogame right. especially old games like do you genuinely expect me to do a 100% clean playthrough of a game that has no mission replays (meaning if i die in a mission i have to DRIVE TO THE MISSION MARKER AND REDO THE ENTIRE FUCKING THING AGAIN) yeah no.

#tbf yes this does improve the longer you play videogames though #when i first played gta iv in like.......... 2019? i SUCKED BALLS oh my god #it was so bad i literally used the all epic weapons and no cops cheat every mission #and the physics and the stupid mission shit and the DRIVING was so different from what i was used to (gta v) #man this game is hard to love at first. #gta iv #stick with her though its so worth it #and i dont nor will i ever blame anyone for cheating on their first playthrough especially if they care more abt the story #than the actual gameplay #i 10000% get you. me too. #and youll like the gameplay more the closer you get to finishing the game #thoughts #also tbqh #gta 5 has kinda spoiled an entire generation of gamers #like wow if you dont broaden your horizons #that game's capaign is suuuuuuper fucking easy #i feel this way about hitman woa too #handholding the player is kinda eh #2019 was four years ago ummmmmm what the fuck

[itwoodbeprefect]

fjdkfdjk having a strong "oh yeah the internet really IS turning into a monotonous monopoly hellscape huh" moment over here today.

#'CEASE AND DESIST' said corporate entity quizlet.com earlier this year #'huh? what?' said tiny independent dutch quiz website quizlet.nl #which has held its url for close to twenty years and since before quizlet.com even came into being #and has never tried to even attempt to be a study tool but is mostly a deserted fic website with a sporadically active forum these days #prepare yourself. for this story does not have a happy end #[story conclusion folded into ad break for correct dystopian vibe] #🎵 post brought to you by quizlet.nl having been forced into changing its url not twenty-four hours ago! visit qreaties.nl TODAY!!! 🎉 #... which nobody is ever going to fucking find if they happen to be trying to look up the website they spent their youth on. oh my god #* #not to mention that it sort of feels like. someone's on your doorstep telling you the name of your childhood pet fish #(old. beloved. doesn't do much. holds memories of you no one else has. just won't die even though everyone keeps expecting him to.) #is actually Copyright Infringement and you need to rename him. or else.

[serotinals]

my birthday is in approximately 2 weeks 🥸 the passage of time sure is relentless huh?? 🤠

#i’m just a 23 year old teenage girl #very much not ready to be a 24 year old teenage girl #although what’s really the difference between 23 and 24 #since 22 shits just felt the same and i just been leveling up and then devolving in unforeseen ways but like #slay!!! #i’m not in highschool anymore and that’s all that matters ♥️ sorry to anyone in highschool rn that sucks fr #wild tho it feels like a million years ago and just yesterday #unrelated but kinda related: highschool me would think i’m so cool tbh #and i love that for us #ok done 👧🏻♥️ #happy almost birthday @me ‼️🫧🫧 #oh my god it’s clicking tho like #TWENTY…… FOUR……… #oh my god-

[ghoul-haunted]

like, so many things rn are making me so sad with everything, but at least I finally have a download for this movie. so. there is that.

#thinking about the supreme court leak is actually too upsetting so instead im just getting super sad about my mom's car #like. man. i keep looking at myself in the mirror like. why was learning how to drive so hard for you!!! why!!!! you could have your mom's #car!!!!! it could have been yours if you werent so chickenshit about this!!!!! #and now my concentration is shot and i hate it because i keep thinking that maybe i could have if i tried HARDER like four years ago #and its so upsetting and its stupid that im upset over my sister wanting to get rid of my mom's car #it's dumb! its just a car! but it's a car ive known for my whole life #and im so stressed about my dad's surgery i keep thinking about shit like. my parents Not Being Here Anymore #and its all coming back to this car. how much of my mom and dad will i have when im alone? how much of everything am i going to regret?? #like oh my god i am not cut out for living at all but here i am anyway and im just so. sad about it.

[lusalemaart]

hergaberhahdjx

#tag later i want to to f*cking D*e to d*ath #fk #order is fake. idc anymore. oh my god. i did ten days thus far. #thats already better than four years ago but like #i actually hurt so bad im like. maybe ill kms on november 1st lol. pain too bad #but at the same time 10 days means nothing if its all shit #:( #notirious for fuckin' everything i touch up. and i cant learn either bc i have Problems that hold me back. #doesnt matter if my brain remembers. the synapses. the skill.. its futile. its useless. #i cant command a body that works. so its stupid. #fktober #botdbs #c-cfk #day 5 was kinda cute to do tho :) reminded me of when i was young #rather the way i used to draw. #mfk #......:( #gucci forde #con. te. partiroooo