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peachypinkygloss · 9 months

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hi!! im new here <3 congrats on 2k hehehe 💕

im oh soo very excited to go through your entire masterlist and to see what you write next ~~

i would like to request something for the even that your doing!

im feeling extra domestic these days saurrr heres what im thinking: seokjinnie× absolute husband material.

as in like: coming home from a loooong day at work- and to your surprise theres ur adorable hubby in a lil apron cooking dinner hehe 🤭🤭

and a lil back hug action, and a lil eating u out on the kitchen counter action 🤭🤭

please take your time hehe <3 authors doing gods work 🙆‍♀️🫡

thank you <3

hey, thank you so much, sweatheart!! 🥺 🤍 welcome and I hope you have a good time on my blog <3

kitchen activities

You had a long day at work so Seokjin decides to treat you like a princess.

pairing: husband!seokjin x wife!reader

genre: domestic au, smut

warnings: jin's a pussy expert 😼, unprotected oral sex, cunnilingus, cum eating, we'll never know what he's cooking 😔, 900 words.

a.n.: i've been acting up since the recent pics of jin like i need to touch grass asap. and im so sorry these titles are getting worse lmao

This is part of my 2k milestone celebration! Here is the post for the drabble game if you want to participate and send in a request of yours! 🤍

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"Oh, my god, it smells so good, Jinnie. What is it?" You shout your question through the apartment as you've just arrived from work, removing your high heels from your sore feet.

You drop your purse on the couch on your way to the kitchen, excited to see your husband after an exhausting day at work. You're pleasantly surprised to see Seokjin putting something in the oven, wearing the cute apron you bought for him at Christmas.

As he stands up, closing the oven's door, you get a better look at him. His beautiful black shiny hair falls over his face and he shakes his head to get the strands away. You smile for yourself at the sight, finding him so handsome.

When he gets a glimpse of you entering the kitchen, a smile graces his features. "Hey," he greets you softly, his eyes falling on your figure. "It's a surprise. You'll have to guess," he grins playfully.

"Oh, a surprise for me, really?" You coo, endeared by your husband's way of demonstrating his love. You walk up to him and wrap your arms around his waist, hugging him lovingly as a thank you for being the best life companion. "You're so sweet."

"I thought you would need to rest a bit after work," he explains, looking down into your eyes, his hands laying on your hips. "Let me take care of you tonight, hm? How's that sound like?"

"Sounds just right," you smile and get on your tiptoes to peck his lips.

Seokjin smiles in return, gently pushing you against the counter. He makes you sit on it and he places himself between your legs, bringing you in for another kiss.

You moan against his lips as he's being very touchy, his hands caressing your curves and his fingers sneakily slipping under the hem of your dress. You let him do what he wants, hands getting dangerously close to your heat.

You back away to catch your breath, watching Seokjin getting you rid of your panties. You help him by raising up your hips, your dress doing a bad job at covering your now naked crotch. He kneels before you and you now realize what your husband has in mind.

"Jin... On the countertop? Really? It's not-" You stop mid-sentence, gasping loudly as his head finds a comfortable spot between your thighs. "God," you mutter under your breath, Seokjin parting your legs apart by holding the back of your thighs.

He completely ignores you, only wanting to make you feel good and loved. As he holds your thighs up, his tongue comes to lick at your clit, the sudden contact making you shiver. Your hand quickly comes to tug on his black locks as emotional support, knowing it's going to be an intense and heated ride.

At first, his tongue is soft and gentle, his licks patient, using all of his time meticulously. You place a hand behind you, the other buried in his hair, arching your back as Seokjin moves his pink muscle from side to side on your clit.

You mewl and twist his hair between your fingers, loving how his tongue feels on your pussy. It's now that his movements begin to be more insistent, going fast as he stimulates your bud of nerves so well.

After all, Seokjin knows your pussy by heart, knows it even better than yourself.

He gives your clit kitten licks before wrapping his plump lips around it, sucking on it avidly like a mad man, hungry to please you and make you cum on his tongue.

"Oh, god, it feels so good," you say in a whiny voice, already overwhelmed by his mouth only. "Please, don't stop," you beg, feeling your clit pulsating.

Your eyes roll back when he inserts two fingers in your pussy, slipping in so easily because of how wet you are. He scissors your insides, getting you well stretched around his fingers, preparing you for later, maybe — that's what you hope, at least.

He pumps his digits inside of your wet pussy while he sucks on your puffy clit, making you see stars and making the knot in your stomach tighten.

He curls his fingers inside you, finding your sweet spot immediately. He knows your pussy like the back of his hand and you're sure he could make a map of it, indicating every sensitive spot of yours on it.

"Jinnie, I'm so close," you moan out, bucking your hips onto his face. He groans against your cunt, fingers patting your sensitive spot expertly and lips sucking on your bud.

It doesn't take long until your thighs begin to shake and the kitchen is filled with your moans, cumming around Seokjin's fingers and on his mouth.

He makes it a priority to clean you off well, drinking your juices until there's no left. You shudder in overstimulation, but don't stop him, liking too much the feeling of his mouth on you — you sure will never get tired of it.

He gets up on his feet, instantly kissing you, lowering to your neck after. You hold the back of his head with your as he devours your flesh, eliciting sweet sounds out of you.

You look lazily behind Seokjin, seeing there's still twenty minutes left on the timer he set not long ago, meaning he won't be done with you until the timer rings.

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snoozeagustd · 1 year

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thats my emotional support seokjinnie and im so proud of him

#my moon #i have too many feelings right now

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escapewithbts · 3 years

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hiii I love your writing! It’s so good! So I was wondering if you could write one with Jin (he’s my bias, I love him 🥺) where y/n and him are in a LDR and it’s hard and she thinks he’s going to break up with her but it has a happy ending? They work it out somehow? I am an international army and think this would be so sweet. Thank you! xxx ^^

The Inevitable - Seokjin

Ahh I loved this request! Thank you! Hope you enjoy :)

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You sighed as yet another call to your boyfriend lead straight to his voicemail. Despite the fact that you both had agreed on this time of day to call, he didn’t answer. You knew he had work today, probably finishing around 7pm as usual, but the time difference was killer for your relationship. You were on your way to work yourself; busy at your job for a solid 8-10 hours after that. Lately Seokjin had been going to the studio in the afternoons, sometimes staying as late as 12 or 1am, then crashing immediately when he got back home. He was busy, you were busy, and it was proving more difficult to find time for each other.

Long distance really sucked.

As you pulled into the parking lot of your work building, your phone’s FaceTime ringer went off.

“Hey, jagiya.” A tired looking Seokjin appeared on your screen as you accepted the call.

“Hi.” You responded curtly, turning off your car.

“How are you today?” he asked.

“I’m fine.”

He instantly noticed your short replies and sullen facial expression.

“What’s wrong, jagi?”

You couldn’t help but notice his tone sounded more annoyed than concerned.

You rolled your eyes.

“We were supposed to talk half an hour ago, Jin. I have to go into work now.”

Did you sound needy and dramatic? Maybe. But this was how it had been so often recently. You couldn’t even recall the last time the two of you spoke for more than 5 minutes.

He sighed and ran a hand through his dark black hair.

“I know, (y/n), but what do you want me to do? Practice went over again. I can’t exactly stop everyone else just to call my girlfriend.”

His words stung; making you sound so unimportant. You know he didn’t mean it like that, but you still didn’t like to hear it.

“I know you can’t, Jin. I would never ask that of you.”

He continued,

“It’s not easy. I have six other people that rely on me, and all the staff. I can’t just ask to get away randomly. It’s a lot harder for me than you. I’m important.”

You scoffed and rolled your eyes again.

“I know, Jin, you’re an idol, you’re in the biggest band in world right now, the show can’t go on without you. The world revolves around Kim Seokjin.”

You cringed internally after those words slipped out.

Jin shut his eyes tightly and put a pair of crooked fingers to the bridge of his nose.

“That’s not what I meant, (y/n), come on.”

You let out a deep breath and stared into his chocolate brown eyes. They looked sad and defeated.

“I know. I’m sorry.” you paused then went on softly, “I just feel like this time difference has really been messing with us the past few months. We’re both busy.”

Jin rested his head in his palm.

“Yeah.”

Then his head shot back up.

“Hey, maybe you can come visit soon! I’ll have some time off in a few weeks.”

You frowned and shook your head at him, glancing over at your workplace.

“I can’t just take random vacations. I have a job too, you know.”

He cocked his head.

“Yeah, a job you hate,” he retaliated.

You furrowed your eyebrows at him.

“So not the point, Jin.”

All of a sudden you heard a door open and close on Jin’s end of the call.

“Jin-hyung! There you are!”

You immediately recognized the cheerful voice of Jung Hoseok.

“Oh, are you on the phone? Who is it? Is it (y/n)?”

His wide heart-shaped smile and bleach blonde hair popped into view from the side of your screen next to Jin. He waved at you.

“Hiiiii (y/n)-ah!!!! We miss you so much!”

You grinned at sweet j-hope.

“Hi Hoba. I miss you guys, too.”

“Come visit soon, okay??”

You nodded.

“I promise.”

“Did you need something from me, j-hope-ssi?” Jin spoke in Korean to his fellow member.

“We have dinner with Bang PD in a few minutes, I came to get you. The other members are waiting.”

Jin threw his head back.

“Aiiishh, I forgot that was today.”

You watched as more people shuffled into your work building.

“I have to go into work now anyway. Have a good dinner with your boss.”

Jin looked back down at you.

“And have a good day at work. We… will talk later, okay?”

You nodded.

“Okay.”

He gave you a small smike.

“Bye, jagiya.”

You smiled back weakly.

“Bye, Jin. I love y-“

But before you could finish, his face disappeared and all you heard were the beeps of the call ending.

Later that night the sound of your phone ringing woke you up from a deep slumber. You groaned and picked it up off your nightstand to see who was calling at such an ungodly hour.

It was Jin.

You sat up and turned on the lamp next to your bed. It took a few seconds for your eyes to adjust to the change in lighting. The clock read 2:24am.

“Jin?” you croaked out, your voice raspy from sleep.

“(Y/n)… I’m sorry to call so late.”

You yawned.

“Is everything okay?”

Jin hesitated.

“Yes. Well, no. Not exactly. We need… to talk.”

Immediately your heart started pounding in your chest, you breathing getting more rapid. You swung your legs over the edge of your bed. You felt wide awake now.

You knew this was it. You couldn’t say you didn’t see this coming. It had been weird between you two lately, you both knew this. A break up was inevitable.

Still, you weren’t ready. Couldn’t you at least try to work it out? You loved Jin. Didn’t he love you, too?

Your mind was already going a mile a minute.

“O-okay.” You squeaked out.

Jin sighed.

“This is hard. Us being apart.”

Tears started to prick the corner of yours eyes.

“Mmhmm” was all you could muster out.

Jin went on,

“I’ve been thinking of how to fix it, make it easier on us so there isn’t so much stress from not being in the same place.”

“And?”

“I thought and thought… coming up with no answers.”

You held your breath, hot tears falling down your cheeks now.

He sighed again.

“There seemed to be only one solution.”

You were full on crying now, little sobs escaping your chest.

“Jinnie…” you whimpered, grabbing your pillow and holding it to your chest.

“(Y/n)… I think… you should move here. With me.”

WHAT.

You instantly stopped crying.

“Wait… what?”

“Jagiya, hear me out before you say no! Just imagine, we could come home to each other everyday, I can cook you sooo many dinners, we would see each other all the time… no more trying to figure out times to talk! And I could hold you every single day. And I know you don’t like your job, so this would give you the opportunity to find something else here that you love, or not, I don’t mind supporting you, I just… I need you here.”

You burst into tears again, tiredness mixed with this emotional roller coaster taking over.

“(Y/n)-ah? Are you crying? Wh-why are you crying?”

“Jin!” you exclaimed, throwing your free hand in the air, “I thought you were breaking up with me!”

You couldn’t see him, but you could tell both his eyes and mouth widened in shock.

“What?? Shit, Jagi, no! I’m trying to do the opposite! I want you closer to me! Did you really think that’s why I was calling??”

You nodded even though you knew he couldn’t see you.

“Yes. I was terrified, Jinnie.”

Jin inhaled a deep breath.

“I’m sorry. But why would you think that? Do you-do you want to break up?”

You heard the worry in his tone.

“No! No not at all,” you quickly reassured, “it’s just… our conversations have been so short lately and I feel like I annoy you sometimes and-and you didn’t… say I love you after our call earlier today…”you mumbled the last part, slightly ashamed you knew now it was probably just something you were overthinking.

“Aiishh, no, I didn’t say it because Hoba was in the room. You know I’m weird about that stuff. I’m… bad at being cheesy and I get embarrassed easily.”

Relief washed over you.

“And you don’t annoy me. I think our lack of being able to talk a lot has been annoying me. I miss you, (y/n).”

You sniffled.

“I miss you, too Seokjinnie.”

“Which is why I asked you to move here!” He suddenly exclaimed, “So we can be with each other all the time! I know, you have your job and your family and everything, and I know I’m asking a lot I just thought-“

“Jinnie,” you interrupted him, smiling.

“Yeah?”

“Yes.”

“Yes?”

“Yes. I want to. I want to move to Korea. To be with you.”

“Ohwaaa, really?”

You stood up from your bed out of excitement.

“Yes! I’m tired of this, too. No more scheduling calls or short conversations. I miss you, I want to be with you together, in the same place. And I am miserable at my job, you’re right. It’s not worth it anymore. Being with you will be worth it. And I can start a new career there. I’ll figure it out.” you took in a deep breath, “is this… for real, Jinnie?”

You could hear his smile as he spoke.

“It’s real, jagi. Yah I’m so happy. I love you.”

Your face hurt from smiling.

“And I love you, Jin.”

Then you paused and looked around your room.

“Sooo is it too early to start packing?”

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magicalcrwn · 3 years

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lost, then found // ksj

pairing: Seokjin x Reader

word count: 2.2k

genre: non-idol, roommates au, requited feelings, hurt/comfort, fluff, angst

warning(s): going in deep here so do not take these lightly, talks of loneliness, existential crisis, mental health issues, implied suicidal thoughts, mostly unedited

summary: “When it comes, the two hands overlap / Then the whole world holds its breath for a moment / Zero o’clock“

Life is hard, sometimes you just gotta take a step back and breathe.

a/n: been feeling horrible this year, so i poured all of my thoughts into this fic to just lighten the load i guess. this could also be considered as a late jin day gift, he’s been my ult and my main emotional support kpop boy for two years now and abyss even got me finishing up this fic. so in a way, it’s more of a vent fic but also a thank you for keeping a smile on my face. with that out of the way, i hope you’re all taking care of yourselves and maybe find some comfort in this. who knows? links: txt m.l || bts m.l

Sleep has always been an escape for you, especially from reality.

Everybody has those days, feeling lost and depressed no matter what happened -- could be out of nowhere, could be from exhaustion -- but today? Today is just too much, and you don’t know why. You feel heavy, drained both emotionally and physically, and want only to sleep the day or maybe the rest of the year or more away. Honestly, that doesn’t sound too bad -- an eternal sleep. In your dreams, you can do anything without a worry. An eternal dream would be heavenly, doing whatever you want with no pressure and stress from the world, doing whatever at your own pace instead of being pressured to keep up with the rapidly moving public.

So that’s what you do, or that’s what you try to do. It’s nearing sundown and you stay curled up under your bed on your phone while scrolling through social media, you only get up to get food and water and to use the bathroom. Anything else? That’s it. You look through every single platform you’re on underneath the blanket while cuddling RJ stolen from Seokjin’s bed.

Speaking of Seokjin…

You’ve been living with him as roommates for the past three years, and you have known him since high school when you were a freshman and him a sophomore. Whenever you two hang out together, some could easily mistake you as siblings, sometimes as lovers. You, however, don’t consider him a lover -- he’s just your best friend who agreed to live in this apartment together. Yep, just friends. Nothing more. Just friends. You don’t pay attention to his cute stupid grin whenever he makes a cheesy dad joke, nor his squishy cheeks that puffs up whenever he smiles. You also don’t pay attention to how he’s humming little melodies you’ve memorized overtime while he cooks, and you don’t pay attention to how he gets all giggly and happy whenever he gets excited. Though you do acknowledge how safe you feel around him, how comfortable it is to be around him.

He’s out today, working late as a recently hired producer and artist for Namjoon’s also recently opened company, MONO Entertainment, leaving your lonesome self the entire day. Speaking of loneliness, it feels more suffocating than usual. Music quietly plays through your phone’s speaker, you pull the sheets closer to your body as you try to dig deeper into the warmth of your safety. This duvet can’t keep you safe and warm, you’re well aware of that, you’ll have to eventually leave and rejoin the overwhelming society you know as reality.

Growing up, you always believed reality is perfect, a place where it has so many possibilities for you to strive for a better future -- or better yet, a better self. Oh, has the world proved you wrong.

The security alarm echoes throughout the apartment, accompanied by the sound of the door unlocking and opening. He's already home? Nevertheless, you stay in your bed, sliding even deeper into the duvet. Your name is called from the entrance, but you shut your eyes as you attempt to sneak in a nap. Today's pretty much not a social day, you just want to keep the talking to a minimum. Especially with your roommate. The door shuts, keys jingling in the distance followed by shoes thumping.

Soft padded footsteps nears your doorway, a crack between the frame and the door peeking into and out of your somewhat messy room. Seokjin, still wearing his fuzzy orange hoodie, gently pushes the door as he tries not to disturb you. Upon spotting the you-sized lump protruding from the blanket, he sighs with a small smile on his face. He walks to the nearest side of your bed, closest to the door, which surprisingly you left space for your full sized bed.

Once more, he calls your name, but you still don't respond. At least verbally. You just shuffle in place and push yourself even more deeper into the duvet. A light chuckle grabs onto your ears. Your friend sits on said empty spot of your bed and gently rests a hand on the lump, landing on your left arm.

"Hey bub," he says while gently rubbing your arm in small strokes. Seokjin moves his hands towards the edge of the covers to pull it down, but you whine as you feel the sudden shift in air once he moves it down at least an inch. A frown dons his face, "C'mon, you can't breathe if you stay down there."

You shake your head. "Come back in 2-3 business days," you mumble.

Surprised by your sudden remark, he lets out an airy laugh a moment sooner. You feel shifting behind you, the heavy duvet being moved around. A warm presence slides into your cocoon, inching closer to you. If you're not getting out, might as well get in.

"Jin," you whine pathetically, "get out."

"Aw, c'mon, can't I at least get a hug?"

You blink your eyes, practically rolling them at the end. He's pouting, you know he is. In fact, if you turn around right now, you'd see his pouty lips especially in the dark. With a straight face, you slowly flop over to your right to face exactly what you expected. A pouty Seokjin with -- oh no -- how dare he use those puppy eyes against you out of all people! Without even realizing it, you hold your breath as you two stare each other for a long, long time. At each passing second, you feel the effects of the forbidden Seokjinnie Pout™ dealing blows at your already rapid beating heart. Your face grows redder and redder as you continue staring directly at his face.

When your ears starts to burn enough, you release your breath and surrender, "Fine, you can hug." His eyes brightens at your words, his cheeks rounding up as a smile pushes through the pout. Has he always been this close before? Just inches away from your faces touching. You blink thrice then stammer, "Just... just once."

An arm suddenly reaches for your curled up body, Seokjin pushes himself towards you with his other arm on the bed. His warmth right against yours as he snakes his limbs around you, pulling you into his embrace. Out of habit, your arms wrap around his torso as you lean further into him and squishing RJ in between.

A hand reaches for your head, gently stroking it. His chest rumbles against your forehead while he asks, "Bad day?" Of course he'd notice, so you nod your head. He hums, still continuing his petting, "Thought so. Did you get up at all?"

"Only to go to the bathroom and eat," you reply back, subconsciously nuzzling into his fuzzy clad chest which steadily moves up and down with his breathing.

"Haven't gone out at all, hm?" This time you shake your head. He lets out a huff, patting your head twice before looking down at you, "What's wrong? You can tell me."

Your lips puckers into a pout, you smush your face closer into him as you mumble, "'s just -- I dunno -- just unmotivated I guess. Like there's nothin' I can do even though I know I can do it but -- yeah. That and just... lonely."

"Lonely? I'm right here, y'know," he lightly jokes as an attempt to lighten the mood.

"I know but like, the different type of lonely. Y'know, the type of lonely where you feel like you're just awkwardly standing in place of somewhere where you clearly don't belong. The type where you feel like you've been left out from everything that's happening no matter how fast or slow time goes by, even getting to the point where you feel like you’re lost." You swallow shortly afterwards, continuing with another mumble. Your arms tighten, "The type where you don't feel like you're alive."

He quietly stares at you, watching you breathe in his arms. Suddenly, you felt yourself being pulled up and out of the covers, being placed on the pillows while still in his embrace. You lift your head and look at him with an exhausted yet confused gaze. Both of you stare right into each others' eyes for a while, the slightly audible music still playing on the other side of yourself on the bed. "How about now? Do you feel alive?"

His sudden question caught you off guard, not even letting you respond with a suitable answer. Seeing your bewildered eyes, he repositions yourselves on the bed -- lying on his back and you resting your cheek on his chest, allowing you hear the faint thumps of his heartbeat. Right when you open your mouth, he immediately cuts you off, "What am I saying, it's much more easier said than done. Alive... It's a strange concept if you think about it. It all depends on how you live it, but how we live it is always the big question."

Leaning his head back onto the pillow, gazing up onto the ceiling, he subconsciously continues stroking his head as he too continues his train, "Sometimes I feel like I'm alive, finally getting a head start on my music career thanks to Namjoon, but sometimes? Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know if I enjoy what I'm doing, I don't know if I am doing what I'm capable of doing in this life. I don't know if I'm living a life that I want to live, a life where I feel alive." He slightly tips his head towards your side, lowering just a bit to look back at you. "Even though I'm familiar with the loneliness, I don't mind it. Sure it sucks, but it helps you even when you don't think it would. Gives you time to reflect, gives you time to think, and most importantly, it gives you time to rest."

Turning towards the window, he faces the sky at the blue hour after the sun has set. The faint sound of vehicles moving throughout the streets muffles against the wall and the window. "Yeah, the world's fast, a lot of us are moving fast -- moving onwards without looking back. Whenever I look at those people, I always think to myself, 'Wow, these guys... I can't keep up.' I still think of it to this day. Whatever they did in their day, no matter how big or small, they're always moving at their own pace to keep up with the world. I don't doubt it though, feeling the same loss and loneliness we feel every now and then. It catches us off guard, especially to them at least once in their lives. Just like today." Once more, his gaze falls back onto you. You , who stares with wide eyes as you listen to his philosophy.

His lips curls up into a small smile, warm enough to comfort you. "No matter how many times you feel this way -- everyday or every other day -- you're still you. The loneliness isn't always there to torment you, it's there to guide you, help you. Don't ever try to force it out, like misery, it loves company. Company that it can be useful to. No matter where or what you're doing in the world, you will seek that life again. The life you believe that you will fulfill to the end, the life that will make you feel alive even just by a smidge."

Loneliness. You never thought of it that way, honestly. You'd always think of it as an obstacle, something annoyingly in your way. Something which seems to be impossible to overcome. Shuffling up, moving into a more comfortable position, you rest your ear onto his chest. Hearing Seokjin’s voice say your name, you look up again.

In just a split second, he places a light feathery kiss on your forehead, immediately burning your ears red. "Take a break," he murmurs against your skin, "I mean it."

Underneath your head, you feel him shuffle as he starts to make his way out of the bed. "Seokjin," you instantly call. He pauses, a leg sticking out of the duvet and bare foot planted on the floor, then he looks back. Without even realizing, you ask him, "Can you stay here with me? Please?"

Blinking once then twice, his Adam's apple bobs as he swallows and slowly nod. Zipping off the hoodie, letting it fall onto the floor, he crawls back into bed and repositions himself in the same spot he was in.

You reach for your phone, turning off the music then placing back behind you in its original spot. Climbing up to him, you readjust yourself into your position from earlier, curling up against his warm body. Shutting your eyes, you whisper, "Thank you."

You didn't elaborate nor was there a need to. Seokjin watches you breathe, his gaze soft at the sight. Wrapping his arms back around you, he places another kiss on your head, "You're welcome. Have a nice sleep, love."

Love? Your heart stutters at the word, a grin threatening to burst out.

Tomorrow will be another day, the day where you'll put yourself back on track and pick up where you left off. While the world doesn't wait for no one, the only one waiting for you is yourself and maybe a specific somebody keeping you close to his heart.

a/n: it’s normal to feel lonely, even if you see it as a threat. remember that it will teach you to take care of yourself better. first things first, take a step back and just breathe.

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alpacaparkaseok · 2 years

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With no coherence, the latest installment to the sparknotes edition of reading the latest chapter

"Stare at him and will yourself to see him"

"It’s on the cusp of your dream that you realize Jin lied perfectly."

But can we also talk about the wording? The first line took me out, 'twas a simple, clean shot. The second one! The addition of perfectly to me changes the entire tone and connotation of the sentence. Like with it, it helps to underline Jin's cunning, insinuating that the act was not just simply a lie but a plan that was executed to fruition. Secondly I feel like from readers perspective it sounds less like "he lied :/" but "you fiery, little bastard you did it :]"

2. The Italian... Bro Tae does not deserve this slander but also 😂

3. Head pounding after crying. We love to see realism in fics, we really do *turns to audience, nodding and gesturing but it's just a mirror reflection*

4. There's no pain here just Jin

THE FUCK YOU MEAN THERE'S NO PAIN?? My shoulders - wack, my back - cracked, my neck - snapped. Pain is all that there is.

In conclusion,

Me, explaining for the 89889th time how not only everyone should be fine after this but also live together cause I can't stand the Wipeout of six beautiful men for winner takes all situation.

Where's my emotional support Seokjinnie when I cry

Love you. 💜

The way you described the lines is *chef's kiss* and I couldn't love you more even if I tried. 100% true. Jin somehow pulled off what the reader was asking for (a distraction) while also maintaining some self preservation.

2. hahaha poor Tae 😂

3. I love that you pointed this out sksksk, we try to keep it fairly real over here

4. maybe there's so much pain that it has since turned into a numbness of pain lol

I hope your emotional support Jin is on his way - oh wait! here he is! riding in on a flotation device! go Seokjin, go!

anywayssss alas there shall only be one, such is the nature of this story. reality = heartbreak and sometimes a sliver of success. woooo!

#sora #htss:asks #the breakdown of this chapter made me happy #b:asks

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solastia · 3 years

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Day 19

Break My Stride, Yoongi x Jungkook, ABO, 4/4 Chapters, 14k words

YOU KNOW MY DRAMATIC ASS SAVED THIS FOR A FRIDAY! If y'all thought my screeching was annoying before, be prepared for about 10x more screeching and indecipherable noises. As the very wise Deadpool once said, “MAXIMUM EFFORT!”

First off, congratulations because this was your first fic to reach 10k hits (and it’s now at 34K hits, whaaaa??!! A few hundred of those may possibly be from me...possibly...probably...most definitely! lmao)

You know my fave ship is Yoonmin (I don’t take shipping irl seriously, don’t come for me plz) but I absolutely LOVE the dynamics between Kookie and Yoongi in this fic. Your writing, the plot, the dialogue, the whole thing is just top tier deliciousness every step of the way. It is scrumptious, mouth watering, exquisite, uuugh *chef’s kiss* bellissimo!

Ok, LOTS OF SPOILERS BECAUSE THIS FIC IS MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT FICTIONAL STORY AND Y’ALL CAN’T STOP ME, MUAHAHAHA!

In the beginning of the story, you create a sense of home for the audience. We feel like we know these characters, we get a sense that they’ve been a group of friends for a very long time, and they each hold a special part of each other’s lives, and it’s freaking beautiful.

“Yoongi shook his head and started picking the olives off his slice of pizza. When he turns to his right to give the olives away, he realizes why he’d felt something was wrong.”

You see! He hadn’t even realized that Kookie was missing, but he felt like something was off.

Oh! And I wanted to ask you about the idea for a mating run! I’ve never read anything like this before, it was an interesting concept to think about. And this would be Yoongi’s 8th run! Oh babey, he was just waiting for the right mate…

“He wasn’t sure what it was, but the image of Jungkook finding someone during the run made him feel…itchy.”

Our boi is already jealous at just the idea of Kookie finding a mate (other than him ofc, but he doesn’t know that yet, bwahahahaha!!)

“Good idea, you’re going to need all the rest you can get,” Seokjin says with an ominous smirk.”

I SHOULD GIVE YOU THE SAME WARNING SEOKJINNIE!!!

“There were even booth setups for merchandise and food.”

OMG, I could see Hobi or Jin buying some cheesy “I survived the 20__ Run and All I Got Was This Shirt”. Or maybe a beer cozy!

“No, he said that would be pointless because his mate’s a cheating cheater that plays dirty. He said the chances of them covering their scent were high. He’s making sure his den is ready,” Seokjin scoffed.

Yoongi accepted the drink Jimin handed him and chuckled. “Sounds like I might actually like them.”

“You have no idea,” Jin said with a snort”

Yoongi, are you so jaded, so blind by your general saltiness that you are not understanding the very obvious clues being thrown your way?!?!?! Kookie, where are you? Put this man in his place please!!

And then when he was told that Kook bought that house he’d had his eyes on for years, uughhh, I was hurting for our Yoonie!

“Yoongi suddenly felt like crying, but he settled for collapsing onto the bench and clenching his fist.”

AAAHHH! But wait a little while Yoongi, I promise all this hurt will be over soon!

“Suddenly, Namjoon growled menacingly, startling everyone. Hoseok looked over to the spot where Namjoon was steadily staring, curiosity in his gaze before it too hardened and he started glaring with bared teeth. A random city Alpha that had been approaching them instantly halted, hands out in surrender.”

HOW COULD I FORGET THIS SUB-PLOT!!! Jin was over there laughing at how oblivious Yoongi was, and he isn’t any better, is he?!? Imagine having Joon and Hobi scaring the competition away like that??!! I would take them home immediately!

“There’s a huge plush rug and plenty of blankets, big fluffy pillows, a little stash of food and entertainment. I even put scent blockers around so no one would smell anything coming from inside,” Yoongi preened as he thought of his perfect hideaway.

Yoongi would def be one to make his little den as comfortable as possible! But I just thought of something. In your earlier description of Yoongi’s apartment, he said it was a bit stark and lacked any real decor. BUT he went out of his way to make this den as comfortable as possible. He bought a string of fairy lights, and he had to go to the big city to get them! It’s almost like it was fate, or maybe deep down he knew that something was going to happen, and he was inadvertently nesting! (please insert “I’ve connected the dots” meme here)

“He was sure there were plenty of Alphas running around with those piercings and Kook’s ginormous honker of a nose.”

Was it really Kook? Or is our boy so in love that he sees Kookie wherever he goes? Lmao!

“Yoongi was about to show this guy that he wasn’t someone to be messed with and he wouldn’t be dragged off to be someone’s good little Omega bitch. He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out the taser he’d packed just in case.”

OMG, Yoongi is not messing around, absolutely zero chill!

“It seemed presenting had changed him physically as well, shooting him up a couple inches so he towered over Yoongi even more than usual. His arms and legs were rippling with muscle that even the black tracksuit he was wearing couldn’t hide. His face was still the same though; the innocent grin an interesting contrast with the buff build.”

SIR!! My heart cannot take this punishment! And OFC he’s a Prime Alpha, Kookie doesn’t know how to half-ass anything!

“And just like he had a million times before, Yoongi gave in like the soft ass bitch he was.”

He really is soft for all of them!!! Yoongi will let them do whatever they want with him, he’ll complain the entire way but we all know he secretly loves it!

“Yoongi dared a quick look behind him, audibly gulping at the sight of the Alpha staring at his ass like he was a starving man at an all you can eat buffet. Jungkook was grinding his jaw and had his nails dug into the dirt like he was trying to control himself.”

I mean, we’ve all seen the Yoonbooty. It does look very biteable. Relatable AF Kook!

“Jungkook continued poking around in things; picking up a candle to sniff, trying to sneak a peek into the duffle bag, ruffling around in the bag of snacks - all while stealing glances at the bed in the middle of the room. “

WAY TO NOT BE OBVIOUS KOOK!!!

“What are you doing, Kook? You’re wasting time here when you should be out there chasing down your mate. They are probably wondering where you are.”

“They know where I am.”

“You told them you were going to hang out with me and they were fine with it?”

“Hyung, you’re usually so smart. Think about it.”

Every time I read this, I die a little bit inside (in a good way, I promise). Yoongi’s whole world is about to be turned upside down, and he has no idea!!!

“The house…”

Jungkook’s eyes softened, smiling fondly at him. “I bought it for you, hyung. Whether you choose me today or not, it’s yours.”

I cry.

What a courting gift!!! Kook doesn’t understand subtlety, does he??!! And how selfless is this? This is a no-strings attached gift, given to Yoongi out of love.

I cry.

“I love the way we are now, equals with a little bit of babying me on the side,” Jungkook grins when Yoongi snorts, shaking his head fondly at the other.”

I would like to see that please.

AND THEN THIS LINE:

“Omega,” Jungkook says softly, so rife with emotion that Yoongi can hear everything he’s trying to say in just that one word. “May I enter your nest?”

This is it, this is as far as I go fam. I have been destroyed with six whole words. How can such a simple statement hold so much emotion, so much hopeful pleading?

And then the whole interaction on the bed! Yoongi asking if he wants to play cards (bwahahaha, sure Jan), Kookie being prepared to wipe away all the descenting salve, Kook getting scent high, YOONGI’S GRANDPA RUN, those first initial uses of pet names, everything was so intimate and playful. It was beautiful!

“I bet I could easily pick you up and fuck you against a wall sometime if you wanted. Maybe even have you straddle my shoulders and I could suck you off that way,” Jungkook muses so matter of factly despite the subject matter, and Yoongi can feel himself get wetter by the second.”

Aaaaaaand there’s the emotional whiplash I’ve come to love from you!

“Whatever you want. You’re in charge.”

Kookie being selfless again! I cannot! It’s about these little things that are done between partners that really matter. Kook is a newly presented virgin Prime Alpha in the midst of a claiming, and his first priority is still making sure Yoongi feels good. He’s giving him all the power here.

“Good,” Yoongi yawns loudly and throws a couple of blankets over them, tangling their legs together. “Later we can try the thing with the nipples.”

Again, I would like to see that please.

“Suddenly, Yoongi’s eyes shoot open and he gasps.

“Oh shit! Your brother is going to kill me!”

Jungkook merely laughs”

😂😂😂

“I’ll give you some meat,” Yoongi grumbles playfully as he climbs off the bed, stretching his aching limbs.

“I mean, I’m down for anything,” Jungkook giggles.”

Not to sound like a broken record, but...I WOULD LIKE TO SEE THAT PLEASE

“Jungkook walked straight towards the first woman he saw with a clipboard, blindsiding the stunned woman with one of his lethal smiles while he wrapped an arm around Yoongi’s waist to pull him close.

“Hi! We both need mating packets.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes because he could tell that Jungkook was practically bragging instead of just asking like a normal person.”

He’s practically bragging about Yoongi being his mate! I have a feeling Kookie is going to be unbearable to be around in the upcoming weeks.

And then we get a teeny tiny peek at the Nam-Jin-Hobi subplot and ooomg I hope you’re able to explore this particular pairing in the future. There is so much potential there for steamy/fluffy scenes!

“I just mean, like, soulmates. You know? Maybe we were supposed to meet to help each other find our mates. Or maybe we are all soulmates in various forms.”

DON’T! DON’T HURT ME THIS WAY, I CANNOT AND WILL NOT SURVIVE!

AAAAH this fic was wonderful! It feels complete the way you ended it, but I am definitely still craving more! Good job, dayumm!

It still amazes me how many people have read this one lol. But yeah, this is one of my favorites too. I do have other side stories that I’m working on for this one, including one from Jk’s birthday and another for Namjinseok.

I just really really love writing people that are so unapologetically whipped. Like, it’s such a major thing for me because in real life there are a ridiculous amount of people that are embarrassed to show how much they care about their SO, and like, why? Why are you even with them if you’re so embarrassed to show them any affection? Show the world that you are proud they choose to be with you, show your person that they are precious. I’m not even saying buy them shit all the time (because for some reason het males seem to think that’s what everyone means). I mean hold their damn hand, write them a note, tell them they are pretty. There’s a reason that a person who technically still identifies as gay man is in a steady relationship with me, a pan woman. And it’s because I fucking treat him like he’s the reason my heart beats and I’m not ashamed to show the world. Ok, I’m ranting now lol. I’ll stop. But you get the picture.

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bangtantannie · 6 years

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See You Later

Word Count 1.8 K

Genre: ANGST

Warning: MAJOR character death (if you cry easily, prepare the tissues because I cried writing this imma be honest)

A/N: Hellooo~~~ I have returned from my little cave. I had this written for awhile now, I just needed to getting a few pairs of extra eyes and opinions before I thought it was set for posting.

Thank you @fluffyyseokk, @xiubaek13, @nightowls388, and @vipjimin so so so so for being those extra sets of eyes! I appreciate all the feedback you gave me and honest just the fact that you were willing to read it ^.^

Is it weird that I forgot how to make an author’s note? I literally had to go back and see what I did for my old author notes LOL. Also, if you hope you ENJOY the song rec (i hope this hint is understandable, if not... just ask lol I tried to be... smooth?)

Enjoy~~~

Summary: Expecting a phone call from your brother that was long overdue, you receive news that you never imagined.

“It’s time.” The nurse said quietly

You didn’t respond, staring through the large glass that revealed your brother. It was a surreal experience, watching someone you always thought to be indestructible turn out to be as fragile as a small dandelion. Only this gust of wind came in the form of a drunk driver that swerved onto the wrong side of the road, leaving your brother’s car no room for escape.

It angered you to hear that the driver only got away with a concussion and a fractured arm while your brother was here, waiting to die as various systems in his body started to fail. Staff members accompanying your brother in the car weren’t in conditions any better, but they had a fighting chance at surviving the crash. Your brother had been unlucky enough to be in the seat that received the most impact, and it had fatal repercussions.

The members stood beside you in the bright hallway, watching their eldest member lie on the bed, unaware that he wouldn’t be waking up from the devastating drive back to their dorm. Your parents were out of town on a much-needed vacation and your siblings were too far to make it for his last moments, so the next best thing was the six men that your brother had considered brothers, men that took you in as a sister. They came rushing the second your crying voice was heard over the phone, disregarding the fact that they should be getting as much sleep as they could with their busy schedule.

You dragged your eyes away from your brother for moment, looking at the men surrounding you.

“Will you come with me?”

Namjoon’s eyes flickered to your’s sadly, his plush lips curving downwards. “If that’s what you want.”

Eyes flickering to Hoseok’s, who’s eyes were usually brighter than the sun were clouded with grief – a sight you never wanted to see – nodded.

A hand on your shoulder made your eyes flash to dark, drooping eyes staring glumly back at you. “We’ll be right there the entire time.” His deep voice rung out in the silent hallway.

You nodded, letting Jimin and Taehyung grab your hands and lead you inside.

In a daze, your hands started to tremble the closer you got to your brother. Tears started to pool in your eyes as you delicately placed your thin hand on his pale cheek, afraid to cause more pain. The sight of your brother unsettled you, making your stomach churn in an unpleasant concoction of emotions. He was extremely pale, almost as if he didn’t have any blood in his body. His normally pink lips were almost blue and his dark eyelashes and eyebrows clashed deeply with the snow-like skin. Plastic tubes of various sizes were inserted into his mouth and nostrils to administer oxygen directly to his lungs to reduce the strain on his organs already working overtime to keep him alive for a moment longer. His hand was too cold to the touch for your liking. His only sign of life was the incessant beeping of the heart monitor he was connected to, but the gaps between each tone were almost too big, as if his heart was ready to give any second before you could even say goodbye. You didn’t like anything about this situation – not at all.

“Seokjinnie Oppa..” You cried, unable to put your thoughts into words. Your shoulders quaked as you took his cold hand into yours. You lip trembled while tears were already pouring down your face in steady streams.

You only cried harder at his lack of response – verbally and physically. You could barely register the choked sob Jimin failed to conceal from your right. Taehyung held Jimin’s hand firmly to ground him, his own tears threatening to spill over. Jungkook stood behind you, resting his chin softly atop your head as he rubbed your arm in a comforting manner. You could feel drops of moisture falling on your scalp. Yoongi, Namjoon and Hoseok stood on Seokjin’s other side, trying their best to hold back the sobs that ripped through their bodies and stay strong for you.

“O-Oppa, I’ll never forget all the times you came running when I c-called. I’ll never f-f-forget the days you made my try th-that horrendous thing you called food when you started learning how to cook. I’ll never forget you sitting with the ahjussis at the convenience store to exchange jokes when you were waiting to pick me up from s-school. I’ll always remember the words you told me when you found out my first boyfriend was cheating on me. I’ll always remember the strong brother that took risks, leaving the path of an actor to give a shot at being an idol despite never singing a decent note before. I’ll always remember the strong brother that continued to practice ha-ard while having to hear others say he’s a useless member that can’t sing or dance. I’ll always remember the Seokjinnie oppa that hopes for nothing but happiness for the ones he loves and tries his absolute best to put a smile on their faces.”

You sobbed harder, recalling every memory you had with Seokjin – starting with his smiling face. The way his eyes crinkled in delight, reflecting all the light in the world, the way his plump lips turned up in a grin never failed to create a smile of your own. You recalled his unique laugh, one of the prominent features that made him uniquely Seokjin – your dear oppa. Then you remembered his broad shoulders that carried you home because you had fallen and hurt your ankle. You remembered him making jokes to distract you from the pain while scolding you at the same time. You remembered the day he burst into the house, screaming that he was going to train the become an idol. You recalled the night he called at some unholy hour to scream your ear off and announce he was going to debut. You remembered shedding tears, seeing your beloved brother on the television screen for the first time. You remembered having to convince him to stay in the group, encouraging him to practice hard to improve, encouraging him to keep reaching for his dream despite what others said about his skillset as an idol. You remembered the day he stepped out on the stage for his first solo performance, nervous as hell but ready to tackle anything that came his way. You remembered him rising to fame, finally getting the recognition he deserved as a member of BTS.

You remembered Seokjin waving through the window as the bus carried him away to follow his dream. You recalled Seokjin’s gentle touch every time he wiped tears from your cheeks. You remembered all the times he came for surprise visits because your siblings told him you missed him. You recalled the way he could tell how you were feeling with just one look. You remembered the times you fought, only to make up later that day because he made you food in return for a truce. You recalled the laughs you shared together, the tears shed together, the heart-to-hearts, the pointless conversations, the jokes, everything. You wouldn’t forget your brother, ever. You willed the memories to stain your brain, not wanting to forget anything about him, but there were only so many memories you could recall, there were only so many things about your brother that you could remember forever.

“Oppa, thank you for being your silly, doting self. T-t-thank you for teaching me to be str-rong, to not be afraid to take a chance. Thank you for being my rock when I was at my lowest point. Thank you for taking precious time out of your day to call me or check on me when you could’ve been resting. Thank you for reminding me to enjoy the simple pleasures in life, to focus on the positives. Thank you for helping me keep in touch with my inner child, to be carefree and without fear. Thank you for teaching me how to love myself and reminding me that I am in control of my life and I should be pursuing things that make me happy. Seokjin Oppa, thank you for being you, because I will never trade you for anyone else. I love you Seokjin Oppa, so so so much. You can rest now, you’ve worked hard.”

You placed a soft kiss on his cheek, knowing it would be the last time you could ever do this. Your heart clenched when you felt a weak squeeze on your hand. One lone tear slid down Seokjin’s pale cheek. Your heart surged with hope for a moment, only to plummet immediately after. Your knees buckled and Jungkook just barely managed to catch you before you fell completely. The room was at a standstill when the monitor emitted one, elongated tone. The formerly bumpy line on the screen was now flat.

Everything after that was a blur. Your lungs burned as more sobs escaped, your head throbbed and your vision swirled. Your limbs melted into nothing, having to be supported by Jungkook since you lacked the strength. Your stomach dropped when the doctor and a few nurses stepped beside him to call his death, confirming that your brother was truly gone. You couldn’t bear to watch as the nurses started to unhook Seokjin from the machines that kept him alive, so you turned in Jungkook’s – who had managed to drop the two of you into a chair to get out of the way of the medical staff – lap and cried into his neck as he cradled you tightly to his chest while sobs wracked his own body. Jimin tightly clutched Taehyung’s shirt while burying his face in his shoulder. Taehyung’s arm came around Jimin’s head in a one-armed hug as glistening tears slid down his grief-stricken face. Namjoon’s slender hand came up to cover his face while his shoulders quivered, grieving the passing of the eldest member. Hoseok leaned his forehead against Yoongi’s hand as he crouched into a ball beside his stunned hyung, holding tightly to his hand as if it were a lifeline while sobs tore through his entire being. Yoongi stared numbly at Seokjin, face expressionless as tears flowed down his pale cheeks. Everyone desperately clung to one another for support as the medical staff left silently for everyone to grieve once the white sheet was finally placed over his pale face. The room was filled with the heart wrenching wails of the loved ones Seokjin left behind.

You weren’t ready to say goodbye. You never would’ve been. But this wasn’t a goodbye, it was simply a see you later. Now, you had to come to terms with his departure. Then, you had to live your life happily until you are united with him once again.

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birthofvcnus · 4 years

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23-29 for the bts asks 🌸

23. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Jin?

seokjin is so fuckin loving n selfless n wonderful n he cares so much and is just. so comforting. seokjinnie is the best boy in the universe he makes my heart feel rlly full. also. i think abt how he goes c: like. every second of everyday

24. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Yoongi?

yoongi is usually the one i turn to when i’m like ???? rlly anxious? like i watch videos of him n i listen to him talk abt how everything’s gonna be alright and i just. feel a little bit lighter. also i constantly think abt his nose and cheeks :-(

25. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Namjoon?

he has a way of calming me down and giving me hope? idk he just makes me want to see the world and all its beauty :-( also i picture him doing the X) face in my head and i think abt his little nose and the moles on his face and neck and belly :-(

26. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Hoseok?

he just. is such a warm person. he is so warm n radiant and talented. he has such a beautiful heart n soul n he is. the most incredible dancer i’ve ever seen. i also like to think abt when he goes “hobi hobi :D” in a baby voice and does the lil smile that makes his dimples pop out

27. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Jimin?

jimin is v v soothing to me idk how to explain it something abt him is so. gentle. caring. genuine. his voice is so soft and his heart is so big n i often tear up bc of how kind and loving he is wkfkwkfkeo also. when smiles so big his eyes turn into crescent moons. love He

28. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Taehyung?

i think abt how gentle n sensitive (in agood way lol) he is and how his heart is way too big for his body and for the world in general :-( also his lil giggle is playing in my mind 24/7

29. What immediately comes to your mind when you think of Jungkook?

comfort, serenity, he just feels like home idk wkfkwkdk i always think abt long haired koo grinning so wide his whole face scrunches up :-((((( he’s my comfort emotional support boy and i rlly rlly love him

#anonymous #answered

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taetaespeaches · 2 years

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taking this as a sign from the universe 👹😩🫶

#the universe said here you go babe <3 #he’s yours 🫰#it’s fate! 👹#that’s my emotional support seokjinnie #jinnie

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yoongijinki · 6 years

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BTS Imagine: Comforting Namjoon

“Y/n,” Namjoon, my best friend, said the moment I answered his call. “Do you have any plans for today?” “Not really, what’s up Joonie?” He stayed silent for a few seconds then finally spoke again. “You wanna meet at our normal place?” “Are you buying today?” I asked sarcastically. “Of course baby.”

After I hung up with Namjoon, I put on an outfit I planned to wear for the day if I ever decided to leave my house. It wasn’t anything special, just a simple plain white T-shirt that I had paired with ripped blue jeans and shoes which Namjoon generously gifted me on my birthday. Obviously, the only shoes Namjoon seems to think exist, red Converse High Tops.

Once I felt that my outfit was complete, I unplugged my phone from my charger and looked at my notifications.

“Chim Chim- ‘Y/n-ah! Hoseok hyungie is meaan! He pinched my cheeks and called me cute! Do you have any idea how much that hurt my pride?? I AM A MAN!’

Baby Kookie- ‘Why aren’t you ever on OverWatch anymore?? I wanna beat you keke’

Seokjinnie- ‘I’m making Yukgaejang for dinner! Please come by. We all miss you.’”

Giggling at my friends, I put my phone in my back pocket and walked out the door to meet up with Namjoon.

While walking I started thinking about our “Normal Place”. It was a cafe Namjoon had taken me to when I first moved here to Korea and he wanted to celebrate. Me and Namjoon drank coffee while talking about what we were going to do now that I finally moved closer to him. When we exhausted the topic we began talking about deeper subjects. Which was something me and Namjoon could always relate to and a huge reason why we were so close. Talking for about beautiful scenes we saw on our walks or talking about our thoughts on subjects a normal person probably wouldn’t care to touch upon. Our conversations were full of difficult words and deep quotes so we must sound intimidating to nosy people who were zeroing in on our talks.

After walking for a while, the cafe finally came into my vision. I looked through the window and there he was. Namjoon was sitting with headphones on with two cups of coffee on the table. I smiled at his kind gestures and opened the door to the cafe.

Ding

“Welcome. Is there anything we can help you with?” “No thank you. I’ve already bought her a drink.” Namjoon said before I could even process what the employee asked me. I looked over in his direction and he had taken off his headphones and was motioning for me to come over and sit with him.

I smiled and walked over to where he was seated and picked up my cup of coffee. “So… Y/n,” Namjoon hesitated, “I was thinking-” “Like always?” I giggled. He gave me his dimpled smile and his adorable “haha” laugh then when back to what he was about to say. “I was thinking about.. Bangtan and our future.” Worried, I looked up from my coffee into his dark brown eyes. They had mixed emotions and I couldn’t tell what he was about to say. “Y/n, I was thinking about how me and the boys first met. I remembered how fun our debut days were. We were so carefree.” He sat in silence. I didn’t respond as I still didn’t know what was bothering him.

“Y/n, it’s been tough lately.” “Joonie…” I started to realize where this conversation was headed and I knew we’d most likely end up an emotional mess. “What if we don’t succeed later. What if people stop loving and supporting us? Where will we be then? We’ll be empty shells of Bangtan.” I could believe Namjoon was saying these things. As the leader, he’d always been wanting to help himself and the members move forward to grow as amazing artists, but this… This wasn’t Namjoon. Namjoon wouldn’t think like this. He wasn’t telling me the whole truth.

“Namjoon,” I whispered as I grabbed his hand looking back into his brown eyes, “You’re not telling me everything. What’s going on Joonie?” Namjoon looked away so I squeezed a bit to tell him I wasn’t going to give up so easily. “It’s really nothing baby…” “Don’t ‘Baby’ me Namjoon. I know you, you’re my best friend. You don’t think stuff like this. Tell me Joonie…” I must’ve sounded really desperate because Namjoon finally gave in.

“I was reading comments… Me and Jimin… We read some not so nice things. Some things I’m starting to believe are true. Things like ‘How Namjoon be part of BTS when he’s so ugly?’ and ‘Namjoon is a horrible dancer, how is he even the leader. BTS is better off without him.” Namjoon’s eyes started welling up with tears. He must’ve been holding all of this in for a while because Namjoon wasn’t one to cry easily.

I looked into Namjoon’s eyes and squeezed his hand a little tighter in an attempt to comfort him. “They’re right… Maybe if I wasn’t a part of BTS, the members would be much more successful. Maybe-” “Namjoon,” I cut him off to stop the heartbreaking words from escaping his mouth.

“Stop… Namjoon. BTS wouldn't be BTS without you. The guys wouldn’t have even debuted without you! Jungkook would have chosen a different company, Hoseok wouldn’t have joined either. Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin and Seokjin would be in different places and probably lost without you…” I paused to stare into his eyes. His face was calmer and he knew he was listening to everything I was saying. “Namjoon, do you know how important you are to BTS? They look up to you. You’re one of their closest friends and they probably can’t even imagine a life without you. I know I can’t. Please, Namjoon… Stop saying these things.”

We both sat in silence as Namjoon processed my words. Still holding each others hands while the steam from our coffee swirled along with the mini air currents. We silently listened to the people around us whose voices had become one and the little ‘ding’ the bell on the cafe’s door made every few minutes.

Finally, Namjoon broke the silence, letting go of my hands to pick up his coffee quietly saying “Thank you, Y/n. Seriously, I don’t know what I would do without you in my life. He met with my eyes again and smiled softly. “Those anonymous commenters don’t know what they're saying. Right, Y/n?” I smiled at him, knowing I had helped him. “Of course not, Joonie… They know nothing.”

[I'M SO SORRY! I know this is really bad! This is my first Imagine so please forgive! I will work hard to improve! Thank you so much!]

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bangtan-army-canada · 7 years

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BTS Reacting To Their S/O Not Wanting to Be Pregnant

Request: BTS reacting to their s/o wanting a surrogate to carry their kids because they can't emotionally handle pregnancy. This is a really interesting scenario so I was definitely pretty eager to work on it. I'm sorry that this scenario is pretty much assuming s/o's are female. Still, I hope you enjoy :) Jin Unfortunately, I think Jin may be one of the members who would be initially resistant and uncomfortable with the idea of surrogacy. Jin seems relatively traditional and has talked before about how he already has his son's name picked out which indicates that he's definitely thought about being dad even if its just a little bit. The idea would definitely not be what Jin had imagined, but eventually he would realize there wasn't really anything he could do. Jin would know the most important thin would be the happiness of his s/o. Jin would struggle with it, probably talking a bit to his closest friends. Still, ultimately Seokjinnie would decide he had to give his support to his love. "If this is how you feel...then I'll support you. I want you to be happy. I want us to have children and if this is the way, then this is the way." Suga (Yoongi) Yoongi would, predocticablly be very accepting of the whole situation. He may not really understand the neccessity of a surrogate, it would be hard for Suga to grasp why his s/o had a problem with being pregnant, but in the end Yoongz would probably just accept the situation regardless. Since pregnancy is not something that directly affects Yoongi but rather his s/o, AgustD would consider the desicion pretty much up to his love. As long as they were still able to have a healthy baby in the end, count Yoongi in. "Surrogacy? Well...sure, Y/N. If that's what you think is best for you, then that's it. We'll do it." Rap Monster (Namjoon) Namjoonie would be very interested in the reasoning behind why his s/o felt this was a neccessary action. Rap Monster wouldn't neccessarily reject the idea but rather would want to just understand his love's point of view. There were be a lot of long discussions between Rap Mon and his significant other, since Namjoon would want to make sure that surrogacy was eveb the best option. Maybe adoption? Rap Monster would want to explore all the different options, gauging which he felt would make his love (and himself) the happiest. "But why do you feel so strongly about this Jagi? I don't want to make you uncomfortable but I want to understand so I can help you. Let's think about this fully, Y/N" Jhope (Hoseok) Hoseok would be another member very hesistsnt at first. Hobi seems to be flexible and empathetic so, there would be no question that ultimately Hobi would agree to whatever made his s/o happiest, but still, this would be in no way the ideal situation for Jhope. Hobi would be frustrated with his s/o if he couldnt understand why they felt the way they did, and would probably spend a lot time talking with his close friends and family. Hobi would feel guilty for being upset and would want to focus on the positive and find a solution that made both himself and his love happy. "You know I will agree with you in the end. I want you to be happy, I would do anything for that. Anything for you. This...it'll just take a bit of time for me. Don't worry." Jimin Jimin would be very understanding of the whole situation. Since he tends toward the more manly side, I could see Jimin being very protective of his s/o always, and would be a firm supporter of anything that made his love feel safe and comfortable. It would be pretty easy for Jimin to just accept his partners feelings as fact and move forward. Chim would deem child birth and pregnancy way out of his reach of knowledge so would trust his s/o's judgement whole heartedly. Jiminie would just be thrilled to be getting a baby. "Whatever you think is best for you, we should just do that. I'm sooo excited, Jagi! I'm going to be a father!" V (Taehyung) V would be a little confused and probably disappointed though he would try not to be to open about it. Out of all the members, V is clearly the one most eager for fatherhood and has probably spent a sizeable amount of time thinking about what sort of family he'd like, the kind of father he wants to be, etc. The idea that his love couldn't - wouldn't, carry and deliver his baby themselves would be difficult for him to accept. V does not strike me as overly selfish though and so would most likely come around in the end, opting to accept the situation as it was and focus on just being happy to be starting a family at all. This is not the way I pictured starting my family. Aish, I...I will be okay with this. I want to be completely okay with this...for you." Jungkook Kookie would sort of just be lost. He would be confused as to what sort of emotional turmoil pregnancy could cause? Isn't it just physical? Once Nochu had a better grasp on his s/o's worries and needs though, I can totally see him just shrugging. Jungkook would by far be the most unbothered member of all of them. He would note jokingly that he would never want to carry a child either, and as long as at the end of the day Kookie understood the baby would still be his and.his love's, regardless of who delivered it, he would be all for it. Jungkook would see no reason to fuss over simple details like who actually had the kid inside them, as long as it didn't bother his partner, Novhu saw no reason to worry. "You want to use surrogacy? Explain to me again how that works? The baby is ours though, right? Then yeah sure, let's do it."

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ask-neverland-bts-blog · 7 years

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local tequila mom here, bels, to uhhh say THANK YOU??? Idk why but I have over 500 followers on here in such a short amount of time? I’m ?? emotional ? SORRY THIS IS SO BAD AND DUMB I’LL DO ACTUAL ART SOON I JUST WANTED TO DO THIS REAL QUICK. I’m sorry and thank you.

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