#thats kinda insane tbh

[astranauticus]

orv sketchdump while i try to recover from midterms burnout

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv spoilers #han sooyoung #yoo joonghyuk #secretive plotter #oldest dream #art i made #is the text legible?? wtf happened to the resolution #i wanted to do a version of the traumatised and sparkly traumatised as yjh and kdj but i ran out of space and also patience #genuinely love that 1863 hsy canonically smokes bc WOW thats hot <- insane #most of this is just me clearing leaves out of the drain stopper but i'm actually proud of that ONE 1863 hsy. god i love her #anyway go check out my translation of eternal loneliness the chorus is very 51%kdj coded #kind of a weird thing to say about a song thats so much like. quotes from soure material by volume (its a tv show ost) but like. its true #世界隐隐作痛 像永恒孤独 你却留下爱 恒星如灯塔指引我重生 can apply to so many orv characters tbh #yoo joonghyuk? check. the oldest dream? check. 51%kdj? check (kinda)

[nerdyqueerr]

sometimes i think a little bit about how the Wyrm's ultimate Evil Ploy on Elora was to grant her heterosexual marriage and then not only does she turn that down but she and two lesbian knights defeat the evil AND THEN the Power Of Love comes in to save the heterosexual marriage guy but its literally just the power of his sister saying hey come back i miss you. and, dear readers, i find myself going insane a little

#like okay its most likely not that deep #but i remember losing it at the willow finale like oh my god #the end of the world is brought forth by a straight wedding. i mean thats gotta stand for something right #also kinda iphigeniacoded of elora to go to a marriage thats also her sacrifice #gonna be real with yall i saw a silly post of like kit and jade reacting to the Crone Kiss as like haha lesbians seeing straight kiss #and it just reminded me of that insane bit of idk maybe semi intentional #metaphorism #many thoughts and feelings about this. might be worth looking into more #lol the lowkey bisexual boorman confirmation before the fight too...... its almost like....... theres metaphors and allegories happening #again no doubt im being more deep abt this than necessary #tbh im just really fixated on the wedding. truly couldnt have done better if i was writing some kind of fancy play about heteronormativity #in fantasy settings #yeah #whatever #willow 2022 #my shit

[br1ghtestlight]

i love the lack of romance in hfjone bcuz not only are none of the main characters protrayed as being involved in any romance or being interested in romantic relationships but NOTHING in the entire show implies that ANY characters are interested in romantic relationships or that ROMANCE AS A CONCEPT EVEN EXISTS IN THEIR WORLD its so funny. like yeah none of the characters at all in the ENTIRE show are in a romantic relationship or shown experiencing romantic attraction but it isn't even implied that romantic relationships are a thing in their world. bryce's mom is the only family member mentioned by his sister and while Charlie has a mom his alleged dad is NEVER mentioned even as a baby. the closest we get is that in a small clip of taylor's info page on airy's computer we see that her parents are divorced but thats it for the entire series. we dont even know if these mfs produce asexually or not THEY MIGHT. Most aromantic world ever created im kinda obsessed. no lgbtq characters but no straight characters either baby!!!

#i think bfdi has a similar thing going on?? unsure if they've ever implied romance could be a thing #inanimate insanity has salt's crush on oj but thats literally all there is romance-wise thats all we've got #and i know they're not romance-focused shows but even in other cartoons the concept of relationships is at least MENTIONED in some capacity #not in object shows. not Really #its kinda nice tbh its a break from the allonormative world. for a brief minute we are All objects..... #txt #hfjone

[retros-artandstuff]

(1/3) troll side views

#woah double posting today thats crazy #hoping to make it a triple post but i dont think im gonna hv the time #oh well 😔 #but yeah anyway #these are actually some of my favorite sideviews tbh #idk theres just something about them #my designs for a couple of them hv changed slightly tho #especially sollux #omg sollux #my boy #no its actually crazy #ive been a karkat kinda guy for so long #then suddenly my brain just went #nah you like sollux now #and here we are #its insane bro #but yeah anyways tags yes #ok #homestuck #homestuck fanart #homestuck doodles #nepeta leijon #nepeta #nepeta fanart #sollux captor #sollux #sollux fanart #tavros nitram #tavros #tavros fanart

[huntingpalismen]

every time a tv show has less than 12 episodes per season an angel shits its own organs out and dies

#call it a miniseries if you must but like. this could be a movie #and it doesn't take advantage of the medium of tv!!! if the story isn't right for that format that's ok but you're not taking it to its ful #potential ya know? #I think this is because of like the binge watching model and having seasons short enough you can watch them in one sitting but hmmmm #I think there's already a word for that I cant put my finger on it #oh right #ITS A FUCKING MOVIE #even 12 episodes is like. kinda pushing it tbh #some shows do it well (madoka magica's pacing is great for example) #but like. I miss 20 episode seasons #not to mention some shows like precure that have been going on every week since before this trend started have 50 episodes per season #thats insane and absolutely not like a standard I'd hold anyone to but damn

[bmpmp3]

when people complain about getting like, a 98% grade on something because it was "so close to perfect" its like. i understand what you're saying on a technical level. but that is a line of thought so far away from my experiences and ways of thinking that i do feel like im from another planet. 100% isnt even a real number to me

#i kinda understand when its something like a multiple choice test or something where there is an objective answer #it might feel like u got so close but just missed one #again still a bit alien to me because my scholarly performance is mysterious and anything over 70 is great to me #but i mean ive had a 98 before once in a math test. i did get exactly 1 bit of 1 question wrong #but i didnt really care that it was one off from perfect i was too busy being happy because that was the highest mark id ever received #and the previous math test i had taken got a 53% . grade 11 was a wild time for me in math class GHJKSHFKds #anyway i kinda see where ur coming from with stuff with right or wrong answers like that #but i sometimes get friends in class complain that they got a 95 or something on an art assignment #because they think they got docked 5 points for one or two little things #but i dunno. thats not really how fine arts departments in university tend to grade things #you dont start at 100 and get docked marks for things you got wrong. i dont think ive ever seen a 100% on something like that #tbh the numbers are a little arbitrary i find. i do prefer to try to get em higher because that helps with grants and stuff #but the numbers dont mean all that much in fine arts or in art history (my two majors) a 75 and a 95 can function the same depending on lik #weighting and context and feedback and whatever. i dunno its a wild world out there #it might just be the perspective of someone who did really goodbad in school. (GoodBad (tm) its when ur good but also kinda bad at school!) #compared to someone who got a lot of perfects in mandatory schooling. i sympathise i really do that kind of pressure sounds insane #but while i sympathize i cant really empathize as much unfortunately with this specifically orz its a world very far outside my purview! #100%s arent real to me so they never cross my mind to be worried about LOL

[minimoefoe]

troy keeping his dead walker wife around and in fairly good condition for like 6ish years is insane btw like okayy mental illness

#troy otto #twd txt #he also moved on kinda fast after madison killed her #which i would be annoyed about #but the whole keeping a walker thing is the kinda of bs that is not my fave #so i was fine with moving on from it lmao #TBH i dont think they thought through what it means for him like mentally that he did that #much like they didnt think through him naming his kid tracy #they were just like #we need the wife to be here somehow #so just had him keep her around as if thats a casual thing to do and not like #insane person behavior

[mossflower]

stares at my bio

#realistically. i do not post owl house anymore and haven’t really for months. and am unlikely to post about it again #but i feel weird taking it out!! i loved that show!! i still love it!! i’m just not fandombrained abt it anymore #like it’s not even on the backburner like tma or good omens is. dw is a long term interest. i’m actively into tlt #i think of toh as a show i love. just not in that way anymore ok this sounds like a breakup why am i being so dramatic #tbh i do not miss the fandom. kinda a cesspit of deranged takes and insane discourse. made me a main tags avoider #it felt like secondary school? everyone being weirdly mean and hiding it under a progressive skin and jokes? #lbr thats bc most ppl were teenagers. me included lol #but it was more good than bad. staying up late to watch the streams and getting excited over theories and all of it. i’ll miss that part #but the next time i say ‘hey this cartoon looks pretty cool’ i need someone to bodily tackle me to the ground and stop me. it’s not worth i #rip morgan’s animation era 2020-2023 i guess <3 #nvm. i’ll just replace toh with homestuck! which is still kinda wild to me lol #like if you told the me of a year ago that i would be into homestuck more than toh rn i would not have believed you #morganposting

[arundolyn]

hot(?) guilty gear take:

danger time is fun and not nearly as bad a mechanic as some people like to claim. they're just salty when they lose to it

#crow.txt #like its a really hype mechanic. its fun to watch and tbh never bugged me that much to experience #granted i didnt go to tourneys ever but like #idk. both opponents are given the same things. is it kinda a reaction time game? certainly. but thats like all of fighting games #idk why its so Irredeemably Awful to a lot of players who probably never even play in tourneys they just like regurgitating the same things #repeatedly forever bc its the internet and predominantly reddit #even if the argument is that some matchups are skewed unfairly (like slayer pilebunkering repeatedly) i mean.... yeah? thats like #the fucking crux of fighting games. its not specific to danger time. you can make that argument about literally anything #you could make that argument about certain overdrive mechanics in blazblue #i can see how it would be frustrating in a tourney but if youre getting THAT big mad about losing this specific way then.. man idk #is it that different than being beaten normally. not really #the real unspoken bullshit mechanic is being able to instant kill functionally whenever you want. THATS the tourney killer #its unrealistic in the vast majority of scenarios but like... at least with like every other game. blazblue and unib #you have to EARN it at least a little. yeah the consequences of whiffing are major but also with stun in xrd it can be easier to land #even when someone is a huge dick about astralling me in blazblue i dont get nearly as tilted about it as i would #at getting hit by a bs instant kill setup like first round in xrd. are you kidding me. holy shit #at least astrals have to be match point. you literally Do have to earn it. unib you yourself have to be half dead rather than the opponent #being able to instant kill just Whenever feels so much cheaper #getting off my soapbox for an opinion nobody asked for. even tho strive damage is already crazy insane #danger time was a fun mechanic and idk a danger time mod might be funny. never seen anything quite like it but thats true of a lot of gg #only guy on earth who misses danger time apparently

[mummer]

uh oh lol

#LMAO???? #bitchin and whinin about proposed changes that havent happened or probably wont happen meanwhile they cant afford to keep the lights on #bxksbdksbdjsbdjdbdndnd #like uh we might be screwed…… what it its over…… #actually tbh just going for crowdfunding might actually work. this userbase is WAY too proud to actually pay for services like adblock #because most people are anti ad on principle and already have free adblock. which like fair but #and actually paying for other services like blaze and crabs or whatever is seen as cringe because tbh it kinda is #but donating to preserve a crumbling website out of goodness of hearts? thats prime real estate. that gets you ao3 money #thats volunteer archival work for a queer space. and yknow what i would donate. im on this shit 24/7 like an insane person #how am i paying other subscription services to use them less. like id cry if this went away for real not to be a bitch #but also can tumblr’s twitter account not be embarrasing for 3 seconds when important stuff is going on. pls.

[valentinoappreciator]

I feel like I haven't been publicly normal Unhinged about Valentino for a few days? Which simply won't do. This is the 'insanely deranged and unhealthy about that fictional, abusive pimp' blog, after all.

Anyway, I need Valentino to blow smoke in my face as he kills me, making the process so slow and sweet and painful. I have a feeling that Valentino could make my death strangely erotic and intimate and personal

#text #hazbin hotel #valentino hazbin hotel #smoking #murder #my post #would he bleed me to death? hmmm no thats more an alastor kinda approach #but he WOULD probably make it insanely painful. while the smoke makes me pliant and limp so theres easy and precise access to The Good Spot #shooting me with those sexy sexy guns? yes now THATS the ticket!!! #shoot me in the face mr valentino 😍 #this post sponsored by: a dream i had a few nights ago #all i remember is copious amounts of red smoke and valentino's presence. and i THINK i vaguely remember that he wanted to kill me #which would be a dream come true tbh

[lumpsbumpsandwhumps]

fnaf movie..........

#i saw it (: #there were exactly two (2) points in which i wanted to scream in theaters #otherwise it was pretty mid #like it was entertaining for 1.5 hrs and had a lot of the game lore from across the series melded into one #plus new original lore to piece together holes #i think thats the only reason i didnt LOVE it tbh -- the new canon kept taking me out bc of what i already knew about the games #so someone would say/reveal something and i'd be like “?????” and have to take a sec to adjust #but otherwise!!! #i give it...6.5/10 #fun to watch but dont need to see it again #also the previews kinda sucked too EXCEPT that frankenstein horror/comedy/romcom #i am so fucking into that and you better believe thats the most insanely perfect whump movie

[mcdbutgay]

i just remembered this blog existed… after like 3 months… haiii :3

#i was talking to one of my irls abt childhood memories and nostalgia and aphmau came up and when i tell u we went INSANE over mcd/mystreet #it made me remember that THIS BLOG EXISTS AND I CAN PARTAKE IN THE FANDOM WITHOUT FEELING CRINGE #bc everyone here knows how bad the writing and everything is so its rlly cool and chill here #i just need that tbh.. a place where everyones working with the same thing but has such different views of it is so cool to me #ANYWAYS SOOO coming back for pride month!!! maybe. who knows #it would be funny if i did bc of my username #i was watching mcd last night (currently on ep 35 as of me writing this) and my GOD i need to rework travis’ character so bad #hes silly and i like him but he clashes way too much with laurance #sooo maybe expect that????? idk. i dont wanna make any promises but 👀 #okay ill shut up now #NO WAIT I WONT i kinda wanna redesign EVERYONE and i KNOW thats a big commitment but I WANT TO SO BAD #im supposed to be getting ready for art fight but my GODDD redesigning already established characters seems so much more fun than #redesigning my own ocs. actually they might aswell be my ocs if i do DJSJSKAK anyways NOW ill shut up #ashe.txt

[jrueships]

brian, the new shoe manager and cookie's nice guy sweet little church boo that magic homoerotically dommed and destroyed out of sheer prideful bloodlust should DEFINITELY be looked into as a casting option for a sam cooke biopic bcs .. WOW??

LIKE AM I TRIPPING OR

#add the lil bump in his nose #and mwah 🥰🥰 #cooke in general has a littler nose #but more abt winning time... i am rlly enjoying it so far!!!! #i personally like the 4th wall breaks! #the style is rlly cute and quirky !! keeps ur attention #when it does stuff at the right time it's like OOO but sometimes it doesnt (alot of cuts..) but thats ok!! #i cant wait to see kareem and magic interact (im on ep 3 rn!!) they do such a good job at emphasizing kareems #'i know more than you.' attitude LMAO #i normally have a lovehate relationship with multiple character focuses but bcs all the ppl are meant to be viewed as #kinda immature and kinda shitty (either in a pos/neg sense.. it flips) i rlly like it cus it doesnt force u to like one specific person #everyone has flaws!!! #idk maybe i like it cus one of my fav books is the great gatsby lmao #norm refer kareem as cap whenever he wants his attention/wants to get something he wants... i know what you are . #magics mommy issues go insane #leos when they dont think someone they want proud of them isnt proud in the way they want them to showit/be #or in what THEY want them to be proud abt..... yikes. so the way he treats/views women and then the ppl close to him #.... ej please #him and brian shouldve been endgame instead that was quite hmm! cookie deserves better than the both of them tbh #dr buss or whatever reminds me of every guy who could save themselves with charm and no soul/hardwork #n that playb*y affliation immediately raised red flags. hes very interesting and irritable to watch i like it #AND I TOTALLY CALLED TARK THE SHARK BEING A TURK!!! thank u godfather ANYWAYS i love the show it's great #need more gayness... hope isiah shows up in season 2 so i can clap n whistle like a marvel endcredit character reveal #ZEKE WILL RETURN

[todayisafridaynight]

gotta be tbh i chose the worst picture of daigo to put in my little locket cause he really looks too much like my dad and i cant look at it too long or im gonna suddenly feel inclined to drive to new york

#snap chats #i be gettin sad lookin at my locket sometimes causea this can you believe it. insane #LIKE STOP #its not that daigo looks like my dad its just that i miss my dad so much #anyway man with that facial hair and A Forehead automatically reminds me of my dad #they also have high cheekbones tbh but Again my saving grace is my dad is always smiling while daigo always looks dead inside #but yah no like the way i have his pic in my locket- ive posted it yall’ve seen it before #but the way i have it in my locket you only really see his face and none of his hair #and my dad has like a buzzcut at this point so. #awful. at least if im ever caught with this shit and someone be like ‘oh whos that’ #if i say my dad like. like yeah its lying but if they knew what my kinda looked like theyd be like ‘oh ok :)’ #ok im sleeping fr now i just dont wanna wake up #that sounds fucked thats not what i meant. ok i mean it a little but i just mean its one day closer to my exams #GROSS. ok gn fr sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite you freaks

[somereallygreathair]

ok i feel a little crazy but i keep seeing people talk about how there's no more icons next to posts on the dash, but i see people's profile pictures just fine: is this xkit saving my ass, are these already old posts, or do i just... not have this update in its entirety yet

#i feel a lil insane tbh bc i kinda like the layout i got rn #and im seeing so many complaints about X and Y thing and i dont See X and Y thing ykno #(I dont like the sidebar tho - thats taking a lot of brain power to adjust to)