#thats the whole goal of the game

[cowdragons]

5 am time 2 post my sloppy doodles of my beloved weirdgirl from bg3

#all the text is just shit i threw on there to fill the space so confidently id say tht 1) #thats not what her signature would look like #and 2) #she's like. 26 or so #when i actually paint / color her i wanna give her laugh lines cause shes real smiley #ive plotted out her traits and flaws and ideals like a Real Dnd Character cause i rlly wanna run a game where i can jam her in as a npc #she's seen a lot and is ready 2 tussle #wants to make a name for herself and is undecided whether all this mind flayer shit is helping or harming tht goal. leaning towards helping #since its the most excitment she's seen in awhile #so she's pretty positive about the whole parasitic worm thing. to the dismay of her companions #idk #i wanna ramble abt her bc ive put a lot of thought into how she thinks and lives but i will run out of tags #maybe when i workshop it all a lil more i'll post the lil character sheet ive put together for her #for now i will leave u with the promise tht when i get futher along in my playthrough #i will be drawing prim x origin characters being in t4t gay poly love #oc: prim #dnd #bg3 #tiefling #oc #sketch

[felixescellun]

does anyone wanna hear my analysis of our life beginnings and always’ narrative design, story goals and shortcomings as a byproduct of the media

#i love #our life beginnings & always #and i could write a whole essay on what makes it what it is #what goals it sought to meet #how the tone of the game restricts it and empowers it #like for example the tone restricts what topics the devs can adress #but the setting encourages gender and sexuality exploration #ESPECIALLY olnf #the setting is a safe space to explore your identity and thats one of its greatest strengths

[loveletterworm]

threw together a very quick main menu with unfinished art because i figured i got far enough with everything else that i can reward myself with my genuine favorite thing of  Coding Menu Guis  and then i realized it’s almost the exact same damn layout as the game i was making before this right down to the font and the blue background with scrolling pattern

well  what can i say.  Menu goes on left side of screen drawing goes on right .

#the color scheme of the 1-2 months older one looks kind of like Burnt to me now after staring at the pastels in the puzzle game though lol #well when i get back to it (i hope to god that's not an if) hopefully i get used to it again #because if i recall being slightly eye-searing was my initial primary goal for that project. #mypost #i should seriously make a proper devlog tag its madness out here. #maybe if i can get to the finish line on the first one i will get enough Gamer Points #to summon someone who is less scared of making enemy ai and bullet patterns to help me. #because that was the reason i got stuck. #i got scared. the other day i downloaded a library for coroutines and put it in the game but im still scared #especially because that library only existed for a year and doesnt have a whole documentation page only a github wiki. somehow thats scarier

[mettywiththenotes]

❛ don’t worry, i’ve got your back! ❜ for the Lov? ^-^

"It's for you, me and all of us." He'd said with a soft smile.

That sentence felt like the beginning of something that shattered whatever walls they held up against each other.

It was about trust. Between each other, for their goals, for their own dreams to become reality.

Tomura always had this genuine expression of himself. That everything he said to the group, he meant. The feeling that they were worthy to him, and there was support in those words he uttered.

It wasn't just for the purposes of making sure their plans were successful, that they stayed together just to hit society harder than they hit them. Sometimes, it felt like more; a sort of genuine connection that kept them together, because the world was cruel to them and if it wasn't for that mistreatment, they wouldn't have found each other, and if it wasn't for finding each other, there was no way hero society would have fallen like it did.

And things wouldn't have happened the way they had.

And Tomura wouldn't have been taken away from them.

And the group wouldn't have crumbled the way they did. The way it felt like it did.

Now the League tell themselves it's not worth thinking about. I came here for my dreams, is the thought at the forefront of their minds.

I want a world where I can be free.

I want my father to look at me.

I want to carry on my great great grandfather's legacy.

I want my friends to be happy, is left unsaid in a missed gap in the group.

Near the opening of a cave, unwilling to look back at the monster on his throne no doubt smiling behind his mask, unwilling to look back at the editor who only wants Re-Destro's dream to become reality (even he has his own goals, doesn't he?), only willing to take a break from the screams of a friend he can't help, a lizard mutant is one of the only ones to admit, "I want Shigaraki back."

And in a room down the research ward, at the most efficient hospital in the city, a Noumu manages to think the only thought he's been able to repeat since his stay, "I want Shigaraki Tomura to be safe."

In the distraction of the situation, the imminent second war upon them, it's still present in the back of the League's minds; the smile he'd shown to them back then.

It's easy to keep the tunnel-vision they had from before they all met. It's what keeps most of them grounded. It's harder to not wish there was a certain someone guiding them along, even now, even towards their finish lines.

Would it be so bad to receive those words again? Would it be so stupid, in light of everything, to have that reassurance of succeeding?

And a simple smile that said "Don't worry, I've got your back."?

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This was for the platonic writing prompt I reblogged ages ago

And only now have I gotten to answering this ask. sndfsasdfghdj I'm so sorry

Hope you enjoyed :)

#i really tried to make this one positive but. alas #i am feeling angst in the name of the league tonight #AS IF HORI DOESN'T DO THAT FOR US ANYWAY. smh at myself #yeah i know we don't know compress' exact goals yet #thats why im just going with the whole lineage thing #and i know kurogiri probably couldn't think before the present mic thing or whatever #im just adding him in because i can #*gestures for my followers to humour me* #thank you for the ask!😊 #asks with metty #bnha asks #mettys writing #metty writes #ask game #league of villains #the aoyama and izuku one being happy... the league of villains one being angsty... dare i say. i have the range #ndfghjkjhgds #bnha manga spoilers #writing

[4giorno]

wow i finally continued the re4 remake and yeah i got through the part i was stuck on but also in the chapter summary i saw i had died only 7 times even tho i felt like it had been like 15. goes to show that yea i rlly lose patience to even try if i dont get something right immediately

#i almost gave up again at the dude that couldnt see LMAO i was just too dumb to realise that you could crouch and shoot his back 🤦🤦🤦 #i just need to stop being immediately like omg youre so bad youll never make it and be like use your brain for one second bro 💀 #yeah i just have to make my goal like stay calm and think. die as much as you do. just get through the whole thing on standard difficulty #and itll have to be fine. i may never be skilled but if i just get through the whole thing on standard then its enough of an achievement #and the stay calm isnt bc its scary to play or anything i just get so angry at myself for sucking so bad hfjdhdjfkfj #also the game keeps giving the hint on the death screens that you can switch to assisted mode anytime and its so annoying LMAO #anyway despite all my complaining its fun! and i love leon <3 #i just need to build my confidence so i can play more action games #oh also to clarify what i meant by i had died seven times and how that shows i give up immediately #4 of those deaths were today so last time i tried 3 times and gave up LMAO thats why it was funny

[nykloss]

I still sometimes think about how the Good Place and Homestuck have like a million parallels and incredibly similar plot structures and I never know what to do w that information

#what do you do when when you throw four humans into a higher-being-creates situation that theyre destined to fail #so they have to go out of bounds and break the very game theyre trapped in #also all of the 'higher beings' that created their reality are dumbasses too and also subject to being tormented by the same goals #which eventually loops back to a new timeline w new versions of the heros after a 'hard reset' where the 2nd half of the series takes place #etc etc etc #nyklos is typing #theres more but thats the clipnotes version #the whole crafting a new world/better reality #first trying to win the game then realizing its unwinnable then trying to hack it/scratch it/break it/whatever

[gibbearish]

hi i’m not really sure how to do this but i came from your uquiz and you seem knowledgeable and nice and so i’m asking you a question now i’m sorry

uhm, so, i think i maybe might be trans (ftm) because i’m super dysphoric and i sometimes look at guys and i get really jealous because they just get to, like, exist like that (i’m not really sure what the “that” is, but god, do i want it) and i very much don’t and when i refer to myself using he/him pronouns in my head it feels, uhm, at the risk of being a cliche, right, i guess.

but the thing is that i don’t really fit into any of the stereotypical trans guy things. like a lot of my friends when i was little were girls and though i have some stereotypically masculine hobbies (sports and physics) i also sew, and when i was little i was obsessed with being a princess for like a month before i started refusing to wear dresses.

i don’t think i’m non-binary, i tried using they/them pronouns this summer and while they didn’t actively hurt like she does, they didn’t really feel right.

so, like, am i lying to myself? i don’t know, maybe i just want to be special (i don’t want it, though, if i could just be happy as a girl i would).

sorry i just unloaded half an essay on you you obviously don’t have to reply and i know you’re probably not qualified to answer anyway, i just needed to tell someone, you know?

anyways, i hope you’re having a nice night or day or whatever. thank you, for, like, existing on the internet i guess. your quiz was very nice. bye.

howdy anon! dw i am always glad to answer questions abt this stuff even tho it make take me a while lol

my best advice for situations like this is i know its easy but don't let yourself get caught up in the trap of "well this is the label that makes me feel best but i dont technically check off every single box for it so am i just lying?" people arent video game quests, you dont have to hit every single box for it to count, youre allowed to have stuff fall outside the technical definition of a term while still calling yourself it. im very similar to you, i was in tap and ballet growing up, wore dresses and makeup for most of highschool, sewing crocheting knitting the whole shebang. but the important part is that none of those things make a difference to your identity. knowing how to sew doesnt make you a girl, it can just make you a guy who knows how to sew. its a thing you do, not who you are.

all that being said, i think another helpful angle to look at things is "does the distinction between two similar labels actually make a difference to me?" using myself as an example again, i dont call myself a trans man because while i do prefer presenting masculine, for some reason the term 'man' just doesnt feel right for me. but at the same time, to the rest of the world that's functionally what i am, right? so does that change /who/ i am? no. so for me personally, ive deliberately chosen not to file myself into either "trans man" or "nonbinary" and just move on with my day, because to me it doesnt actually make a difference which one i am, im still gonna stay on t, i still want top surgery, i still want to be perceived masculine, and thats not gonna change no matter what name is on the box so who gives a shit. just do what makes you happy

#also this is a side note but going back to the whole 'when i was growing up i was more feminine' angle #one thing ive found is that the more masc i get the more pressing the Need To Be Masculine becomes #so like. accepting that identities can be fluid and change over time can be very helpful imo #maybe i was a girl at one point and now im not‚ or maybe i never was‚ who cares. either way‚ im not one now‚ and thats what matters #gender is a game we were all forced to play from birth‚ youre allowed to say fuck all these rules im just gonna exist how i want #i hope this all makes sense and isnt an incoherent ramble labflsbfksbfkeb ive been having brain fog lately so i tend #to lose track of where i am when im talking sometimes #i dont think youre lying to yourself‚ i think introspection and understanding your identity are very difficult things to do #and i think like a lot of trans(?) people pre-everything youre scared that the answer will be 'yes‚ you are trans‚ and now you have to #figure out how to live in a way that feels right' #not to say nonbinary people dont have to deal w the same stuff as trans ppl obv bc Hello Thats Me ksnfkshfkek #but like. i feel like most ppl see it as 'figure out identity then work on transition goals' but like you absolutely dont have to #you can just say 'idk what i am but i know doing xyz will make me happier' and just go from there #and who knows! maybe doing so will change your understanding of yourself to the point you find picking a label far easier #or maybe it wont! you wont know till you try though #anyways hope this ramble helps have a good day osbfksbflsnls

[synthelle]

#genshin impact #genshin #genshin barbara #i love barbara with my whole heart #my goal is to keep increasing her heal #i have a soft spot for dedicated healers bc thats my role in other games

[waywardsalt]

>:3

#i feel like sisyphus in this job space tonight so assorted bellumbeck thoughts go #tryjng to not touch on the stuff im writing an actual post on bjt i might repeat stuff and get into ship territory #so like. i enjoy getting way too deep abt bellumbeck and the possible parallels and w/e between bellum n linebeck #things to get deeper abt them and connections between them. abt linebeck being somehow more drawn to bellum than oshus #tryina get my mind off of things. school work world at large yknow. uh. trying to stay optimistic. idk if thats a good idea rn #anyways. um. something abt like. bellum is to linebeck as the spirits are to link. linebeck and link as the two major human main characters #being kind of strongly associated with these opposing forces? linebeck and link being foils/generally very different #yknow? like maybe oshus/the spirits ofc choose him in a sense bc he aligns with their goals and beliefs #while linebeck aligns more with bellum’s goals (which ig you can infer with some similarities between them from what you see) #yeah. making it way deeper than it actually is. bellum meeting linebeck in the middle in some form before just yknow. fucking with him #the thing between linebeck and bellum is so fun. it starts with bellum just throwing all of linebecks trauma at him and that backfiring #then trying to get him on to his side with the whole like i mean you do fantasize abt murder dude and then that falling flat #and then just giving up and getting violent and then THAT backfires bc uh oh he started venting by accident n linebecks kinda into this #its half weird silly visceral homoerotic WHATEVER and the just straight up literary analysis of this 17 year old game #oh god ph is turning 17 this year. now THAT makes me feel old #anyyyyyways. i do like linebeck kind of being v similar to bellum. the disdain for ciela. a mlre chaotic and self serving way of life. #hatred for ppl who try to limit or control him. bit of a scrappier n frantic mindset when scared. loves to hit da bricks when shit sucks #i am putting them together like little dolls i think brllumbeck is really interesting to get wayyyy too invested in.

[extervus]

Dragging myself to finally fuck around with a Skyrim mod that supposedly fixes a bunch of crashes to see if I can get it to work much without horribly fucking everything up, much like dragging a cat into the bath. Yowling the whole time, clawing at everything around me, etc

#shut up max #i of course have bashed patches and other minor fixes to crashing issues #but Solitude is getting a little crash happy #to the point where i actually cant load into the game if i try to load a save where i was in solitude #and everytime a dragon attacks solitude i have to quickly disable the damn thing #because i will crash about a minute into the fight 100% of the time now #a lil annoying especially because im playing as a treasure hunter type character rn #and her whole goal is completing the legacy of the dragonborn quests + completely filling out the museum #which is. in solitude #but the thing thats been holding me back from using this supposed crash fixing mod #ive seen some people say it makes it worse. and it also looks like sooooo much to work to even tweak the settings #grrr

[vamprnce]

okay but why did they mess up Dylan's and Ryan's relationship at the end of the game? even if they were rushing to finish the game it doesn't makes sense to built up that they have feelings for each other then just crush it after.....

#text #like dylan talks abt ryan not liking him and that he likes laura which is :/ #its weird that they implied some laura/ryan thing when laura loves max and thats the whole point that she's even there for her goal #im literally ignoring some of the ending parts but they seriously messed up a lot there its annoying #dylan really loved ryan and even ryan showed feeling back to him then like after the truth and dare and radio hut scenes they just dont do #anything w their relationship #tbh i appreciate they put gay characters in the game but them messing up their whole thing seriously bothers me

[austinsastrology8991]

Mars Aspects, how you like to WIN

if you win,i dont win so i gotta turn my loss into yours, becsuse we can't all be winners. i didnt change my mind, just chose a better outcome, whats your choice?

Mars aspecting sun - winning at all costs, they appear like a winner, but the means and ways they go about it are so in your face, you become impressed but simultaneoulsy concerned. but thats what gets them off. they turn the expression show dont tell, into show and tell everybody. which gives them more enemies, but also makes em more fierce. also flambouyant just to throw their enemies off lol. mars aspecting moon - they like to win behind closed doors. they want you to belive in them, simply becsuse they believe in you. its what gets them emotionally secure i guess. the security of winning. but its just confusing becsuse for example we watching tv on da couch, and your trynna pull a funny. sit down we still love you we just tired. but if you put them in there place expect a tantrum. mars aspecting mercury - basically death note. intellectual competitors/debators always playing the chess game of anything; "whats the best move here" also super entertainign speakers, can talk super fast and aggressively. also very into learning, they want to dominate the intellectual sphere. they wanna argue with everyone but no one wanna bite back lol. also > can't catch deez hands

mars aspecting venus - agrresively charming. there charisma just exudes from there aura naturally, people just laugh at these guys so easily, because they just are likeable with it. also people love it when they are angry, they just fall for em harder. but they dont like to get angry becsuse theyd rather just be charming mars aspecting jupiter - so much movement, they move like the "wacky waving inflatable arm tube man" - family guy. but seriously the way they move peopple just cant believe they move like dat, they move so strangely but hypnotically. also so much energy these guys can do a million sets in da gym and eat the whole fridge. they just got way too much energy and it shows... they also just get really lucky w competition, victory just lands in their lap lol. mars aspecting saturn - these guys are always striving to be da best at whatevrr there mind is set on. if they gotta goal, then whatsver is obstructing there path better move or they gonna trample all over it/ya. kinda intimidating. but this usually sets them back, but in the end only makes them stronger/ more fierce. because to them the fear people have of them is also getting in there way lmao. unless it works to there favour... basically control freaks and they only care about their agenda, but will pretend to have your interests in mind, just to get there ends. mars aspecting uranus - these guys are the true psychopathic freaks, everyone i know with this aspect is sadistic and also enjoys getting hit. people stay away from them, because they know they just wanna hit them lol. even when they acting nice, after like a week they show their crazy psychotic side, and everyones like yeahhhhh idk about you. but they dont mean harm they just view violence as intriguing i guess.... they like to win by fighting everyone and anyone lmao, but its play fighting, unless you try them... they really are the psychopaths; extremely calculated and precise with there attacks. they think they doing you a favour by attacking you lol. mars aspecting neptune - idk why but they always getting sexualized, probs because they are an easy target, and there submissiveness gets people going like "i can hurt them and they will literally just apoliogize :D" i feel bad for these lot, but there forgiveness really does shine through, i guess they dominate through submission... go figure. they like to win you over with their pure hearts <3 mars aspecting pluto - they literally do nothing and everyone is intimidated lmao. you can just tell these guys will not just kill you but torture you and enjoy it lol. thats why they always acting like they are not a threat, because they are begging for someone to challenge them, but they are so bad at acting innocent, everyone can tell they are a wolf in sheeps clothing. its all or nothing with them. but they choose their prey very carefully... they like to win at all costs no matta the price.

#mars aspects #astrology aspects #astrology observations #astrology notes #astrology placements #astrology #astrology community #astro observations #astrology blog

[h0ck3yl0v3r]

sparks fly

╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯

lh43 x childhood!bestfriend

warnings: none?!?!

she missed him, and he missed her. with hockey season starting he was a mess. they had gotten paired together for a project in their english class. it was awkward, none of them knowing what to say.

The way you move is like a full-on rainstorm

And I'm a house of cards

they sat in class trying to figure out the topic they should research about. still no words spoken, luke couldn’t help but admire her as she worked. the way her hair kept falling in front of her face, and how she bit the top of her pen from nerves, and the way her eyes were so beautiful.

And you stood there in front of me

Just close enough to touch

Close enough to hope you couldn't see

What I was thinking of

after an hour right before class ended, the two finally found a topic to research on. they settled on how miscommunication can affect ones life. ironic isnt it he thought.

“hey y/n” luke said trying to catch up the girl in a hurry to get back to her dorm.

“what do you want luke.” she said turning to look at the youngest hughes.

“i was wondering if maybe you’d wanna meet after my game, you don’t have to go to it but i figured itd be best if we talk and clear the air since we got paired together.” he said in one breath looking down at her looking for a response.

“okay.” thats all she said. “okay, ill text you after the game, bye y/n.” he said softly, “bye luke” she whispered softly watching him leave.

Drop everything now

Meet me in the pouring rain

Kiss me on the sidewalk

Take away the pain

tonight was a big game, the game against msu. yost was packed, luke was in the locker rooms trying to prepare himself for the game but all he could think about was the one girl who truly made him happy that he hurt. as for her, she was finding her way through yost being dragged out of her dorm by her roommate who was dating one of the players.

as the team skated out for warm ups all the girl could think about was when she’d always attend lukes games, how cute he was in his element, how passionate and focused he is once he hits the ice. she couldnt help but notice how the lighting brought out his green eyes, and how his small smile still has a hold on her.

'Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down

Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around

the game ended well, umich winning and luke scoring a hat trick, during his third goal in the third period he finally saw you, pointing at you during his celly. your heart melted at that, almost forgetting entirely about why you were mad at him.

My mind forgets to remind me

You're a bad idea

luke quickly finished changing back into his normal attire as you waited for him outside the locker rooms.

once he came out he gave you a small smile which you did the same back.

“care to go for a little walk m’lady?” he said and you couldn’t help but laugh and nod.

you guys walked in a comfortable silence before taking a break on a bench near his dorm.

“congrats by the way, you did amazing tonight.” you said looking up at him a d he smiled whispering a soft thank you.

“i know i said i wanted to talk to clear the air because of the project but it’s more than that.” he said and you nodded for him to continue “im sorry for everything, truly. i miss you so much it physically hurts and i know its not fair the way i treated you, i don’t expect you to forgive me but i just want you to hear my side of the story. i pushed you away because i thought you deserved someone better, someone who could be there all the time, and to have someone you wont have to worry about having to leave one day and do long distance. but in reality i did it to protect myself, because im in love with you, and i didnt want to have to face losing my best friend, or the heartbreak of when i have to leave for the pro’s but i realize now all i want is you, my whole life, its been you.” his voice cracking and leg bouncing from anxiety. you placed your hand on his knee softly rubbing it to comfort him. “lu, i thought you didn’t like me because you became so distant and went after so many other girls, so i never said anything to protect myself, i was so in love with you, the night i left i had cried to quinny, i thought i never had a chance so i pushed myself away too. but im still so in love with you, no matter how much i try to push it away” you said softly as he cupped your face caressing it softly, “i thought you knew, i gave so many hints” and you looked at him confused, “remember all times in high school when guys tried to hit on you and i immediately scared him away, or whenever id call you after a bad game, or when all i ever wanted was to be with you so i came over for like three days, holding your hand or cuddling watching movies that it came to a point my mom had to drag me back home. i thought you knew.” he said tears now falling softly down both of your faces. “im so sorry lu, i never picked up on any of that, i thought it was just because we were best friends.” he wiped your tears away “we were always more than best friends, so much for miscommunication huh? we better get an A on that project” he joked and you couldn’t help but crack a smile and laugh. and as the clouds began crying too, for the first time luke hughes kissed you. the most soft passionate kiss ever. “i love you.” he said pulling away resting his forehead on yours “i love you luke hughes.”

And the sparks fly

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[punkitt-is-here]

How can I cultivate the same, "just keeping making stuff all the time" kind of energy you have? It's very impressive and something I wish I could do!

well, theres a couple reasons i think! one is that i just found ways to be satisfied with small amounts of work. its in part because of my ADHD, but my parents were always trying new things (motorcycles, leatherwork, acrylic paint, collage art, photography, video editing) so that definitely rubbed off on me; i had a great example of people just wanting to try stuff. i keep making stuff all the time because i love trying out new things; you don't have to be an expert to try something new! you just have to have a desire for it! wanna make a zine? google it! wanna write a comic? give it a shot! wanna get into woodworking? buy a carving knife and find a stick or something! i think theres plenty of ways to find entry points into interesting stuff and you gotta let yourself be okay with making shit that sucks just because its fun. which leads me to my second point!!

im okay with being dogshit at stuff! i try new things, i kind of suck at them, and i think it's either 1. cool that i made it this far or 2. kinda funny that this is what its like at the moment. i know that sucking is never permanent, everything can be improved with time, and rarely does anyone ever magically get good at something first try. i think of myself as a talented artist, but its over the course of 2+ decades of drawing; im always improving, and no matter what im going to find things i want to get better at, so why fault myself now for not being perfect? a couple of months ago i really wanted to try woodcarving, so i made spoon with my dad. did it turn out great? not really! you cant even use it as a spoon! but im glad i tried it, it was fun, i had a great time with my dad, and now i know a little bit more going in next time. the idea that you have to be perfect or make tangible progress every single time you try something new is a recipe for burnout. i promise you, it doesnt matter if something doesn't come out like God's Gift to Humanity! Did you have fun? did you learn something? are you satisfied in some small part? good!

(pictured: tha spoon)

last, im just really easy to please myself! I'll make a doodle or implement an idle animation in my game or color a piece and go "wow! thats so cool i did that :)" and it really is just a matter of realizing that its fucking COOL to create stuff, no matter how small! whatever you made didn't exist before you, especially in your own unique way, and now it does! doesn't that rule?! i'm obsessed with it! even if its just a stick figure, its a stick figure you made, and it wasn't there before. thats fucking awesome!!! art is so cool!!!! i think that being happy with small goals and victories is a great way of trying out new things and showing off cool stuff u made, no matter what skill level. :) this turned into a whole big thing, but i hope this helps! tl;dr is try things if they seem fun, be okay with not being good at them, and find stuff about it that makes you happy or satisfied!

#petegrammarman #my posts #asks #advice

[jobesbabe]

Matchday feels / Pablo Gavi

warnings- none, just fluff!

summary- after losing a game, pablo is thankful he still has you to hold the whole time.

a/n- hi im lina! this is my first time writing a one shot so please be kind and repost/ give me some feedback if you’ve enjoyed

ps- match spoken about is really made up, some parts true but mostly my creation so dont be like, “thats not how it happened!”

You had met Pablo when you were early on in uni. As uni student scrambling around place to place with messy hair and loungewear on, you had never expected to meet the Pablo Gavi. But you had, and he was smitten. He was grabbing the team’s coffee orders from a local café (as commanded to by pedri) when he accidentally picked up the lid of Ferran’s iced caramel macchiato haphazardly sloshing the contents of it onto a girl studying on her computer. That girl was you. You had been soaked, he instantly pulled off his hoodie, offering it to you, his undershirt coming up a bit in the process causing your eyes to linger. You took it and explained to him it wasn’t a problem and just an honest mistake. The rest was history.

Today, you were going to another one of his matches, and you knew it would be hard. It was El Clásico, and you didn’t want to admit it to yourself, but Real Madrid had been shaping themselves up to quite a team. You wished Pablo good luck by shooting him a quick text with a few hearts. You had told him you wouldn’t be able to make it to this game because of some exams for your major. You hadn’t told him when the exam got cancelled due to your professor landing tickets to El Clásico himself . You wanted to support him and surprise him and thought of no better way than putting on his jersey and tying your hair back in the loose braid he loved so much. You knew just him seeing you would motivate him for the game more. after Finishing up your hair, you laced up your nike blazers and tucked in his too big jersey a bit. You were ready for the game.

You arrived at Camp Nou a half hour before kick off. It was chilly, but nothing a barcelona scarf couldn’t fix. As you made your way up to your seat, you saw the other wags mingling among each other. As soon as Mikky saw you, she stopped her conversation and squealed. You two had been instant best friends, just those people you know click. She wrapped you in a tight hug before talking.

“you told me you couldn’t come today!” she exclaimed.

“Professors a fan, He got tickets, class was cancelled!” you explained

she smiled with a knowing look, and wrapped her arm around you. You two looked iconic and you knew it.

Soon enough, the match started, excitement erupting from all over the stands. You were holding your breath, hoping, praying Barcelona would take home the win.

After taking an early lead, Real Madrid looked comfortable. Jude Bellingham had managed to get a goal in through the incredible wall that was ter Stegen. Mikky and you sighed deeply and yelled for your boys. After a missed shot by Vini Jr, ter Stegen made an incredible pass to Frenkie, who bolted up the field like a gazelle. He looked quick, saw Gavi open and passed him the ball in a brilliant cross. Gavi saw his opportunity and shot in the left corner of the goal, all the way in the back of the net. You and Mikky gripped each other and cheered as Frenkie and Gavi celebrated. Frenkie pointed up to you and Mikky while talking to Pablo and you saw his face light up. You were his cheerleader, always cheering for your darling boy. He made a heart and pointed up at you, his smile huge now. You were sure that tonight Gavi would be eager to tell you and everyone else all about that goal and how he saw you up there.

as the first half rushed by, nobody else scored. The referee blew the whistle for halftime and the whole team was ecstatic. They were tied, but Gavi’s goal had given them hope.

As the boys poured out of the tunnel ready for kickoff of the second half, you noticed gavi take a seat on the bench. ‘nooo!’ you wanted to scream, but you knew Xavi knew better and had a bigger plan.

But no, as the minutes ticked by, no plan came. Defense was getting tired and offense was lacking opportunities. Real madrid was definitely taking advantage of this rushing not one, not two, but three goals into the back of the net. You sighed. Watching Gavi fidget on the bench didnt help you, and you doubted Mikky felt any ounce better with Frenkie being benched a few minutes ago either.

As the referee blew his final whistle, you sighed. A 4-1 loss was heavy. Especially for Barcelona. Mikky and you waited patiently for your respective boyfriends before saying goodbye. The ride home with Pablo wasn’t unpleasant. He held your hand and you two often felt comfort in the silence. You wanted to offer comfort and tell him he played amazing. You knew that would only make him feel worse. You opened the door to his apartment and he stepped inside with you.

“Pablito,” you start, and are engulfed by a quietly breathing Pablo who rocks back and forth like that with you for a few minutes.

You nod, understanding the need for silence and comfort and continue the long tight hug. You tilt your head up to leave a few kisses on his neck and jawline. He meets your lips in a long passionate one. Once you pull away, he wraps you up in his arms again.

“Thank You,” He mumbles against your forehead before kissing it briefly. And you wouldn’t have it any other way.

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[aliaology]

NOW THAT WE DONT TALK;

Y/N ‘BELLS’ MARNER

ABOUT; y/n marner!

she met jack via cole caulfied, whom she was long distance friends with for years on end. they ended up visiting toronto, meaning y/n was able to see cole and from there, jack and y/ns love ‘bloomed.’

her n jack were long distance for a year, until a few months after her 19th birthday, she moved to new jersey with him. she was often with him at the michigan house when he went.

he ended up cheating on her for four months, she found out on her 20th birthday during a surprise party. will do a chap on that!

her n auston are really close because of mitch!! they have a sibling bond, so no romance will happen.

trevor n bells had a really big falling out because she hooked up with someone else when she was still trying to get over jack. he called her a slut because he knew jack was still hooked on her even if he cheated and it just caused a whole fight. will have its own chap!

y/n is friends with gracie abrams, madelyn cline, zendaya, etc. and shes a girls girl.

the guy she hooked up with is the ‘guy’ in is it over now who ‘unbuttoned her blouse.’ fiona (jacks current gf) is the ‘laid down on your couch’ girl xx

y/ns birthday is august 3rd. she was born in 2002, so a year and a few months younger than jack!

shes really into producing her own music, like taylor, but she gets help every once in awhile. her brother helps sometimes too.

she can be such a sap sometimes, big ass crybaby. like her brother wins a game? tears bc shes so proud of him. cole gets a goal? tears.

y/n can be such a bitch tho, in a good way! aka ntwdt part six. she does snap back a lil

her nickname “bells” came from her bringing cowbells to every hockey game whether it was for her brother or her friends or jack. she would shake it hard, while cheering. therefore, they called her bells.

she had a really good friendship with john marino and nico hischier. they were some of her best friends when she lived with jack.

shes already working on her second album!!

thats all for now ♡

thought bells deserved her own origin type of thing

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