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turtlespancake · 7 months
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i cant believe fontaine finally cleaned up its archon quest writing and learned to Actually Proper Balance its npc screentime with its playable character screentime. and yet. AND YET!!! THIS is the nation where i end up hyperfixating on the historical figures with no official designs.
#rambling#genshin#i am DANGEROUSLY close to speedrunning the “hyperfixated on a blorbo > loosely based in canon headcanons > 'thats just your oc'” pipeline#with the narzissenkreuz institute kids#im dying so much to see what happens next that im just making up shit in my mind functionally 😭#if they wont give me more quest for like another month then i will do it myself 💥💥#but actually they should take their time with the quests. my impatience is my own fault and should not be the basis for a rushed story#anyways. i cant believe they finally got solid playable character writing in the archon quests#and instead of hyperfixating on lyney who checks like. almost EVERY blorbo preference box of mine.#im obsessed with an oceanid world quest 😭 and some random journals#something something tragedy something something#i think i just really loved the intrigue and mystery of it all. slowly finding all the notebooks and piecing together#who did what and wtf went down#was SO satisfying. it was so cool to figure out#i was live reacting to the oceanid quest in a discord channel with some friends and you could literally SEE my thought process go from#“this quest boring as shit idc about oceanid roleplay” to “oh wait they're actually commenting on the nostalgia themes now” to#“HEY WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE THE NAMES CONNECT?!?!”#especially since when i started doing all that the wiki didn't have character pages for most of the narzissenkreus institute kids#beyond like one to two sentences#and so the moment i saw that rene's page was like an actual paragraph and mentioned the kvarnah quest i was like HOLY FUCK#anyways!!!! genshin's writing has been surprisingly good recently#but still. i cant believe they finally managed to get me attached to a random npc! a random HISTORICAL npc for that matter!!!!#inazuma and sumeru wishes they had that#i think another part of it is that fontaine has been good about giving its historical figures consistent personality and character voices#and also character drama! like there's a LOT to latch onto here especially since they're letting you see it firsthand instead of only notes#and since they've tied it back to the present in a couple of very obvious ways it makes the connections easier to latch onto#and also since there's less people to worry about#i still don't understand inazuma history tbh. there were too many damn people and they all blended together in my mind...#they all had like overlapping jobs too ueghhjk#“this guy was a master of [weapon] and died in the catacylsm” describes like at least 3 people who are only ever mentioned in artifact sets
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monsterbisexual · 2 years
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evening prayers - carrie the musical / american teenager - ethel cain
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mrfoox · 2 years
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I hate how fragile my 'balance' is in life but especially mentally. I've been doing fairly okay in the type of not being too sucidal and generally not being negative mentally the last few months....
But now I am having the worst breakdown and I can't think of anything I've done right or am doing right haha
#negative#miranda talking shit#I need someone to sit down with me and just hold me... I know i got people online who would listen to me but im too ashamed to ever be#A bother. I feel so alone and its crushing me... Like i know a relationship doesnt fix a person but i just want someone to love#Who i can let my guard down around and who i dont have to... Pretend and act and perform around#And they'd still like me.... I feel so isolated its fucking stupid#I know its my own fault. I isolate myself from friends and i have no one irl outside my mom who cares to visit me#If someone would like me enough to share my apartment with who i could just be myself around would honestly be the dream#But id have to look for someone and idk how. Dating apps is honestly an exhausting mess and even if i find someone i know i am so diffrent#It wouldnt work. Bc what i want is so far from the norm. Im not looking for someone to have a family with and 'settle down'#I want someone to share life with. The boring moments the every day moments. They can do whatever they want i just want someone to love#And cherish and share my life with them. Idc if they work at McDonald's or is unemployed just want to share a little space with them#And cats.... But even if i found such a person there's so many issues with me like holy fuck... I couldn't be with someone with and above#Avarge libido for example. Im literally so dead in that department id have to be with someone who wouldn't mind not having sx for months#And lets not forget my autistic problems like thats a whole mess too... My add brain is a problem as well but eya#Wondering why im still alive again sucks so bad. I know im wasting my life but i also have nothing concrete i want to do with it so im just#Rotting. Legit my biggest dream in lifr is to be comfortable with myself and share my days with someone i love#Wsnt to not hate myself and want to die so badly ahaha#Want someone to Love Me ™ and is around
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redr0sewrites · 12 days
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omg lowkey having a shitass day and i’m too tired to write for my comfort character and your my fav so 😭😭 literally just any fluffy vox headcanons. literally any! could be only one paragraph IDC i just think it’s so cute how you write him 🙏🙏
OFCCCC!!!!! heres some hcs ab vox comforting u after a long day ♥️
🥀 Cw: none, just fluff!
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vox is no stranger to long, tiring days. he's had his fair share of shitty work days and when he comes home to see you exhausted, he immediately notices what's wrong.
vox is very goofy, he's good at reading people and can immediately know if someone's upset, but it's how he reacts that throws him off. like he'll notice something is wrong but won't know how to respond.
he's so used to manipulating people (such as valentino) or just shoving down his own emotions to put on a persona that he isn't great at verbally comforting someone, but his actions make up for it.
he pulls you onto his lap and will run his hand up and down your back to soothe you. while his claws are sharp, he would never hurt you with them, and its much more of a ticklish sensation then anything
speaking of, vox loves it when you laugh. if you're pissed at someone in particular, he will definitely make fun of them to help cheer you up. don't be surprised if they "disappear".... he is an overlord after all. he'd only do this if you want him too tho
vox claims he isn't insecure, but in reality he knows exactly how it feels to feel shitty about everything around you. he's surprisingly empathetic, if you're in a relationship with him he definitely cares about you a lot and i genuinely see him being upset in the situation that you're upset
if you cry, vox may be a little awkward but will go to get you a glass of water. he'll also dim the light of his screen to make sure he doesn't give you a headache and, if you're really upset or tired, he may even take the day off of work to comfort you
vox is the type to turn on soft music when you're sad and pull you into a slow dance right in the middle of your apartment. he doesn't care that you're bleary eyed and that you keep stepping on his feet, he doesn't care that its sappy or that it makes him seem vulnerable to care about you so much. as long as he gets to see you smile and giggle as you both clumsily swirl around eachother, he's content in staying in this moment forever.
if you're ever angry/frustrated and take it out on him, he may be a little pissy but he can take it, especially if you feel really bad afterwards. he doesn't take it to heart if you have a bad day and snap at him, hell, he does it all the time. he may be a little pouty if you don't apologize but don't worry he'll get over it in a few minutes once he sees how tired you are
while vox is a little chaotic, he's a genuinely good person to vent too because he will literally always agree with you no matter what. you murder someone? its their fault for walking into your knife. he absolutely supports your rights (and wrongs) no matter what
he's also a pretty good listener in general because he just. listens. he doesn't give unnecessary input, he doesn't try to play devils advocate, he just listens and shows interest in what you have to say and comforts you when necessary. he doesn't see why thats such a big deal, but he genuinely is a pretty decent listener.
vox is also a yapper though, if you need to get your mind off of your day just tell him and he'll start explaining the most random things to you. oh, you had something really embarrassing happen today and you want to forget about it? well now you're going to listen to 500 shark facts while also hearing the entire princess bride lore. sorry not sorry.
vox would find the shittiest movie with the worst cgi imaginable for you both to watch after a long day, he loves curling up with you on the couch and making fun of horribly animated graphics together
i also think he's (secretly) a fan of corny romance films and/or romcoms, and would want to recreate cute scenes with you (but would literally never tell you that) so you both may end up watching cutesy romance movies too
(this is the song i had in mind bc its soo vox, so u can listen to this for the "full experience")
"aw c'mon bub, don't tell me your too mopey to dance?" vox extended his hand to you, yet his smile was a little more forced than usual. his eyes were wide on his screen, almost concerned about the teats staining your cheeks.
"m' fine voxy.." you mutter, turning away. "it was just a bad day." vox pouts, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look at him.
"trust me, this will make you feel better," he assured, pulling you to your feet. vox snapped his fingers and a bright, upbeat tune began to play in the background. pulling you in close, vox twirled you around before stepping back, switching to a simple slow dance.
you can't help a soft smile from creeping onto your face as vox continues to exaggeratedly spin and pull you around. hell, if anyone could see you both now, they'd be shocked.
"who knew that the overlord of technology was such a sap?" you giggle, pulling vox down by his tie to give him a kiss, and he chuckles in response. vox pouts, yet his eyes crinkle a bit as a genuine smile graces his features. "only for you!!".
i saw this and immediately opened my drafts 🫡 it is a CRIME that i haven't written any vox fluff when he's literally one of my fav pookies. i have literally only written smut for him 😭 anyways, i hope this made ur day at least a bit better!!!! sending lots of love ur way ♥️♥️♥️♥️
also i am SO honored to be called ur favorite bc hello??? ur my favorite too?????
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dollfaceksj · 8 months
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YES CONTINUE A POSION PARADISE
YERRRRR lets go
tell me ur thoughts! <3
taste of a poison paradise | jjk (m) #4
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it’s jimin’s party today
[a/n: i been obsessed w this outfit so i imagine reader wearing sth like this cause its so cute idc if u dont like it]
you go there by foot bc it’s not that far, like a 10 min walk
your feet in these heels are killing you but it doesn’t matter when you look that good
once you arrive, jimin pulls you in for a hug, thanking you for coming
ur not THATTT close w jimin, ur closer w joon and tae
but ur still on friendly terms w jimin
at least way friendlier than jk
its not awkward between u and jimin and u often talk abt ur love for cats and pop culture
unlike u and jk. u can count the amount of convos u’ve had with that loser on one hand and half of those were this month
jimin leads you to taehyung and unfortunately
jungkook is sitting
right beside tae
jk’s wearing a leather jacket and black jeans. his hair is wavy and there are silver rings decorating his pretty fingers
you haven’t seen them since that evening at tae’s and it’s been 3 days since
tae texted u a couple times but ur replies were pretty short to him
and u feel kinda bad
cause its not taes fault??
but ur stubborn. and stupid
tae hands jungkook his solo cup and jumps up from the couch, lunging straight at you
he hugs you tightly, swaying with you from left to right
“i’m glad you made it! all these people are boring,” taehyung says into your ear, squeezing your frame
you chuckle and pull away, hitting his shoulder
he holds you back by your shoulders. “you look good. you came to break hearts.” he nudges your hip with his
he’s soooo annoying
but the compliment is rising to your head
your relationship w tae is like a brother or cousin
he’ll only tell you you look good if you actually look good
and he’ll tell you if you look like shit
“come, sit with us,” he says as he makes some extra space on the couch. he takes the seat next to jungkook
thats when you remember that jungkook is here.
you pretend you don’t notice him though
and he seems to be doing the same thing
asshole.
you don’t really feel like drinking tonight so you decline tae’s offer of getting you something to drink
you spend the next twenty minutes listening to tipsy taehyung rambling about his call of duty wins
yawn
you get up and tae instantly tugs on your wrist
“where u going?”
you sigh. “bathroom. i’ll be right back.”
he nods and lets go of your wrist, turning to jungkook to continue his uninteresting conversation
you push your way through the sea of sweaty and smelly bodies
there’s a pair making out in front of the bathroom door so you push past them as well and enter the bathroom
you lock the door and take care of your business
you wash your hands and glance at yourself in the mirror, fixing your makeup a bit before turning on your heels and unlocking the door
just as you unlock the door, the door swings open
uhh
you did not do that
like u did not open the door it just swung open on its own.
in that split second you think it’s someone who desperately needs to use the bathroom
but your heart drops straight into your ass when you make eyecontact
with
jeon
jung
fucking
kook
THE FUCKKK
you can’t even understand what’s happening
you can barely react
when jungkook
suddenly
and gently
pushes you back into the bathroom by your waist
his hands are respectfully placed but it still sends a shiver up your spine and down all your limbs
haha
wow
😂😂😂😂
jungkooks hands on your waist for a few seconds
who wouldve thought
he walks in and shuts the door behind him
and you know you’re not going crazy but was that… the click
of
the
door
locking????
did he just? lock the door??
you look up at him, lips parted but not a single word on your tongue for him
he leans against the closed door and shoves his hands into his pockets
you frown at him, confused on why he’s trapping you in the bathroom
“what the hell, dude?” your annoyance is clear in the tone of your voice
cause what the HELL jungkook???
“i couldn’t find any other proper moment to come talk to you,” he says but you can’t bring yourself to believe him when he’s got a shit-eating grin on his lips
you roll your tongue against the inside of your cheek and cross your arms over your chest. “talk?”
what could he possibly want to talk about with you???
“yeah. i said i didn’t like you but i hope you know it was a joke. i’m sorry it didn’t come across that way.”
you drag your eyes slowly down his figure, hoping you look like you’re judging the fuck out of him
but he doesn’t react
in
the
slightest
“is that all?” you ask as you make eye contact with him again.
he stares at you for a moment longer before pushing himself off the door, closing the distance between you two
you automatically take a step back but your bum is already pressed against the sink, leaving you with nowhere to go
fuck
FUCK
why is he getting closer still
he stops right in front of you, tips of his shoes touching yours
body menacingly looming over yours, making you tilt your chin to look up at him
he stares you down, tongue playing with the double lip rings in the corner of his bottom lip
fuck he’s hot
like fuck. he’s so hot
he says, “tae was right, you know.”
you scrunch your brows together and struggle to find your voice. you compose yourself quickly though
“about?”
he answers right away. “you look real fucking good.”
ah
hahahahahah
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
😂😂😂😂😂😂
right right
😂😂😂😂
so funny.
his voice is so sultry and the way he’s staring you down like he’s enjoying the view. like he wants to devour you whole
it almost makes your knees buckle
GIRL GET IT TOGETHER
he’s literally your junior be serious
you try to stand your ground
no you HAVE to
the fuck you look like being weak in front of this little shit
“thanks. anything else?”
wowww bitchy much?
he stares at you for a moment longer before shaking his head. “nope.”
“good. get out of my way then.” you wave your fingers back and forth to tell him to get lost
he chuckles and steps aside, watching as you push past him and leave him to stare at your retreating ass
you make your way back to where tae was but he’s gone
of course he is
you look around the room, annoyed with all the people dancing and shoving up against you
all of a sudden, a hand on your shoulder makes you slightly jump
you turn and see tae
PHEWWW thought u were gonna get harassed or something
“y/n, you haven’t drank anything yet, right?” he slurs his words and you roll your eyes
this can only mean he wants you to do something
“jungkook wants to go home but he has a speaker jimin really wants. do you mind walking home with him and bringing the speaker back with you?”
what
literally what😭
“please?” he says as soon as he sees the doubt on your face
you sigh, shaking your head at his ridiculousness. “i can’t believe you’re asking me to do that.”
he frowns. “what? i’ve asked you to come to my place at night too.”
“i’m not talking about walking at night, i’m talking about making me go with jungkook.”
“he hasn’t apologized yet?”
huh
how’d he know jk was going to apologize?
“how do you know he wanted to apologize?”
“because it’s jungkook.” he rubs his nose and looks around before looking back at you. “have you ever seen him at a party before? he came to this party just to apologize to you cause he knew you’d come and he wouldn’t have another opportunity. that’s why he’s already leaving despite only having been here for like half an hour.”
you don’t know if that’s just tae being drunk or if he’s actually telling you the truth
bc why
why is that
so
sweet?
were you being dramatic? 😭😭
for being mean to him??
over something so silly
u kinda were lowkey babes.
you sigh softly.
“alright.”
to be continued
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secret-sturniolo · 4 months
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just a long vent. read (or dont) idc
not that anyone really cares, but i just have some things i need to get off my chest because im currently alone in my room crying in the dark.
let me preface this by saying i dont have any friends. i literally do not have a single person i can talk to. i dont even have a therapist because she just quit. the last friend group i had, i found out they had a secret group chat where they were shit talking and making fun of me. so, the closest thing to friends i have are my 151 followers and the people in this fandom. when i log on here and i see that people have interacted with me or like my works, thats literally the highlight of my day. so to anyone who has talked to me or shown me support, i truly thank you and i love you.
if you met my family, you would think we have it all. my parents own a successful business, they (appear) happily married, and my brother and i have everything we could ever want or need. but heres the truth:
my parents are alcoholics. every night its the same thing. they get drunk, they fight and yell and say nasty things about each other until one of them goes to bed and they sleep in different rooms. im the one who has to mediate things. im the one who has to send my little brother to bed so he doesnt have to hear them. im the one who cleans up the spilled drinks. im the one who drove us to the hotel when my dad was being verbally abusive. and when my mom almost died in the ICU a month ago as a direct result of drinking, i was the one visiting her multiple times a day. i was the one at home doing all of the dishes, all of the laundry, all of the cleaning, and bringing my brother to and from school ON TOP OF my own schoolwork and going to work every evening all because my dad is lazy and doesnt get out of bed until 1pm.
they swore to me that they were done drinking. and when they lasted 3 days and got drunk again, i didnt shame them. i didnt say anything at all. in fact, i showed them support.
wanna guess what i get in return for all of that?
i get told that im the one whos tearing our family apart, that if they get divorced its my fault. that maybe if i was nicer we would have less problems.
and god forbid that i have a bad day sometimes like a normal human being, because then i get accused of not taking my medications.
they also like to act like my mental health problems are harder on them than they are on me as if they didnt literally play a role in me developing them. a year ago i had to go to another state to receive inpatient and residential treatment because i was anorexic and suicidal. let me tell you, thats not a vacation. i have clinically diagnosed ptsd from things i witnessed there. all those times they had to take me to the hospital? yeah, not fun for me either. i promise you, nobody has tubes shoved up their nose just for shits and giggles.
you guys, im only 17. i havent even graduated high school yet. if this is what life is like now, im terrified to be an adult.
i mean it when i say that this fandom keeps me going. it makes me feel appreciated, even just a little. so if you made it to the end of this, thanks for caring enough to read this absolute dumpster fire of a post.
love you all <3
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cassmu1stul · 1 year
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WILLIAM AFTON X GN READER BECAUSE MY FRIEND SAID SO
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hii, so this was requested by a friend (yk who u are, and because yk i dont like william this isnt gonna be some romantic shit ^^)
anyway, fellow anastasia enjoyer, if youre reading this, ik what you requested and i promise its gonna be up as soon as possible
warnings: angst, mentions of a dead body, mentions of murder, toxic realtionship, abuse
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at first he was sweet
he was so sweet and he always made you smile
you didnt think hed ever change, but you were wrong.
he told you you were the only one for him, yet he was still married to his wife.
he told you it was for the kids, but you knew better.
after his wifes death he started to change.
and after his youngest death he was unrecognisable.
and you hated them for that, for what THEY have done.
because in your mind, it was their fault he changed, not for a second thinking he was like this all along.
you urged for his approval, even in small things.
he never phisically abused you, and he never once spoke a bad word to you. (well, not directly)
he had a way of getting into your mind like nobody else and he could make you feel worthless.
one day you kissed him and it was the first time he gave you his approval, the one you have searched for all this time.
he put his hand on you shoulder and cupped you face with the palm of his other hand.
"you did good today" he told you.
then he never spoke of it again, going back to working on those cursed animatronics of his.
you didnt get why he loved those pices of shit more then you.
for gods same, YOU were the only one who could love him.
YOU were the only one who could REALLY love him.
but as you stood, gaspind for air with a knife in you back, you realised he never loved you.
the sound of music ringing thro you ears. it sounded so distant and so new, yet so old.
he was holding you in a imbrace of death, but you were happy.
he was hugging you close, looking in your eyes as the life in them would dissapear, drop by drop.
you grinned and he laughed.
thats the only moment you felt truly happy since you met him.
"did i do.... good today?" you asked, choking on your own blood halfway thro the sentence, yet you still smiled up at him.
"you did perfect" he said.
and you danced.
even tho you didnt know what music you were dancing to, goddamn it, it was your favorite.
you danced, and danced, knife still in your back, him holding it and rotating it slightly every now and then.
until every last drop of life left your eyes. thats when he dropped your lifless body onto the floor and left.
he stopped the music before he left, and god did you curse him for that.
you just wanted to hear it, one last time before all your senses left this earth.
but he didnt let you, and you despised him for that.
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.
.
wiping the blood on his hands, he felt the smell of your perfume one last time before going to work on his animatronics.
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hope you liked it ^^ (i know you, the friend who requested, didnt, but i sure did enjoy writing it, and its MY birthday so idc)
and i hope you got a feel of how i write.
thx sm for reading, ily, bye <3
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halucynator · 1 month
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💌 Dear Lucy 💌
If you were a waiting room, I’d never see a doctor, I think you’re everything I’ve wanted, and I don’t wanna look at anything else now that I saw you. I had nothing to lose, til you came into my life, so if you rewrite your life may I still play a part? because, life without you: I never wanna find out.
I love you as Laurie loves Jo (well, if it worked out), as Ravi loves Pip, as Adrien loves Marinette, as Luke loves Lorelai… as much as one person loves another in any great love story.
Really, you are a wonderful person, effortlessly funny, kind, and you bring much joy. You deserve the best and should take today to appreciate all the incredible things about yourself. It’s important to be your own greatest admirer sometimes!
Here are my gifts to you:
💐 🍰
And could we spend the evening in and watch a movie? How about Little Women again?
💌 A secret (goose) admirer 💌
💖 💖 💖 L 💖 💖 💖 💖
💌dear secret admirer💌
this is soooo cute omg i love this and you soo much <33 the lyrics mixed together thank youu 🥺💖 this means so much to me you dont even get itt!!!!!
ive loved you ever since i've known you jo i couldnt help it and i tried to show you and you wouldn't let me we're just fine but i must make you hear now and give me an answer because i cannot go on like this i gave up billiards i gave up everything you didnt like im happy i did its fine and i waited and i never complained because i... you know i figured you'd love me jo... like i love you (thats not in the scene but idc it shouldve been /lh)
sdalshdlajsdh this is so 🦋🦋🦋 im literally sobbing you dont even get itttt it makes me feel very special that you used my interests in that sajdhaskjdhash and just know i love you to the moon and to saturn (and neptune and all the way back to the sun and to the earth)
awww this is sooo sweettttttt (sweeter than✨cotton candy✨) im so glad you think im funny its totally not effortless tho it takes so much work i reallu do try /j /lh and YOU bring me joy, right now and like this whole ask probably made my entire week <3 and by the looks of it you seem aawesome, kind, sweet and anything else thats good <33 also this gave me such a huge ego boost so thats your fault djasldhsaj
i will forever cherish these gifts thank you beloved anon
yes we should totally do that and yes little women is a great choice you know how to win my heart over dont you anon? (but i will warn you i wont shut up during the jo and laurie scene so yeah sjkdha)
i love you secret (goose) admirer
HONK
also is that L for me or is that L your initial lmao bc im very confused lsdhsalj
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buttercuparry · 1 year
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im sorry but whose fault is that arya is seeing by the fandom as a kid? i've read fics about arya written by arya stans and its always the same: arya being ugly (being seen as ugly even by her own love interest, her own love interest admits sansa is more beautiful than her, etc) which its a lie because arya is beautiful in the books, she was just a child at the start of the series. i have read arya being an infuriating smart ass, arya being a wild thing who insults everyone and hates other women and hates to wear dresses and is always dirty or mean. i stopped reading fics about her to read fics about sansa even if i dont give a shit about her bc sometimes her fics are more mature, idc if she never meets jon in the books, the writers do a really good job portraying jon being in love with her and thats all i care and want to read in a fic where they are the main pairing. that doesnt happen in jonrya fics and its sad bc they have so much evidence in the books.
I don't know why you came into my inbox.
I mean if you like reading jonsa fics and find jonrya fics to be lacking, then that depends on your personal tastes.
Like what was your thought process here? Did you want me to argue with you on how jonrya fics are the best form of art (TM) and scream how wrong it is of you to find it lacking? lmao.
I personally find jonrya fics to be scrumptious. Even if in those fics the author chooses to say that yes, Arya is not the fairest of them all: even then. And do you know why is that? Because that is true. Arya is not the fairest maid in Westeros. Neither was Lyanna. But our frustration comes when your people has repeatedly tried to impress on a stupid theory that Arya is too ugly to be loved, too wild to be loved and therefore it is impossible for her and Lyanna to look alike. Lyanna was a wild beauty but Cersei is said to be much more beautiful than her. Dany with her Targaryen features is canonically one of the best looking woman in perhaps the whole Planetos. But both of these facts do not take away from either Arya or Lyanna. Do not pretend that you who has read their fics, perhaps even went about in their circles, don't know that they have the tendency to push the, "why would Jon look at Arya if Sansa is there". As if Jonrya hinges on Jon losing his heart over Arya's beauty.
And yes, you asked whose fault it is that Arya is seen as a kid? Well tell me then why whenever we discuss Arya's potential love interests, edit any love scene for jonrya or gendrya, write metas or smutty fics of an aged up Arya or generally fool around with any ship regarding Arya, why do we have people coming into our inboxes, calling us pedophiles for sexualizing an 11 year old. Why was there a shock over show!Arya initiating intimacy with Gendry because apparently to them Arya was a kid?
And yes you are right even within our circle, we have had certain Arya Stans who had on them a stronger impression of the fanon/show version of Arya than of the actual canon version of Arya, but lmao none of them villainize Arya the way jonsas do. None of them villainize Arya for being the wild thing she is, for wanting to live as she wants, for not falling in line with Sansa's ideals. And I think you too have missed the point of my earlier post.
Arya is not just pretty girl. I wasn't screaming about people's inability to see Arya as such (as much as it frustrates me that they cling to the label of horseface that her bullies gave to her). My post was about people thinking Arya needs to be a prettiest girl in the whole of Westeros to have romance storyline, because they can't see a rebellious woman, a woman who has refused to bind herself in the narrow constructs of society ever wanting a family of her own. Ever wanting a lover whom she desires.
Also yeah there is this constant tussle, almost an obsession among your preferred faction to put Sansa at the highest pedestal when it comes to beauty and us even mentioning that: hey Arya is pretty as well sets them off in hilarious ways..
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mrstsung · 3 months
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Nah mortal kombats world deserves to burn. Let it fucking rot. Idc if you pull the whole "but free will,liu kang can't help it,people gonna choose evil." But yet the narrative shows those who shape time and space have control over the narrative. Essentially. So no excuses. Sure this would be fine but we are applying logic to a violent fictional world.
Where this shit is normal. Killing and fighting and all this shit. Is fucking normal. In a fantasy setting.
But since people wanna use logic. Wouldn't it make sense to give shang a fucking nice life or even an actual chance. Instead of people being assholes to him?! See this is how villains are made. He chose evil because he felt he HAD no choice. What did you fucking expect?! Him to just live in poverty forever because he wouldn't belly up and lick boots?!
Oh im sorry honest living is only applicable to your fave characters and those in privilege.
Hmmm. Sounds familiar. Liu kang was an orphan,in poverty,sounds like he just wants to get even.
Blaming it solely on shang tsung being incompetent or it's his own fault is very fucking ableist. Even for a fictional setting thats fucking fucked up and you know it.
So no,do not ever give liu kang a damn lick of justification. It's a shitty narrative. Period.
nah. stop giving liu kang excuses.
Hate to say it but Shinnok was right.
Kick rocks liu kang fans. Have a nice die.
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lafrexniere · 8 months
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where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyuuuuuuuuu
Lemme address my disappearance.
Im so sorry, Im super busy right now I will probably be more active in the last week of august and first two weeks of september bc thats when everyone leaves and I'm still at home chillin bc i go to school so late. There's just a lot going on and the only down time I get I just play video games or do nothing bc it's exhausting, so I will try to write again when I can but theres just a whole lot of physical and mental drainage right now.
My life rn:
Had strep throat for two weeks
Grad party
Time with my bf - this is taking a lot of my time up
Summer hockey - Drama with my teammates but its whatever idc last game is tonight then im done. Just people don't know how to treat goalies thats all I will say especially when ur the only one who willingly volunteered to play goalie (I LOVE MY GOALIE PARTNER THO LOVE LOVE LOVE HER) but when you are the only goalie on the team for a while and every loss becomes your fault even tho every shot you face is a breakaway and you face so many shots they stop counting and I manage to let in 5-6 goals a game bc no one is playing defense whatever (sorry rant)
Summer college class - also taking up a lot of time
Golfing
Packing and shopping for college
Managing a college hockey team
Performing at a music festival - practices
Other performance and rehearsals for other groups
My friends all kinda left me meaning I have lack of motivation to really do stuff bc sad - main motive for lack of inspo, this is a whole long story but I'll say it anyway: My bf is a year older than all of my friend group and plays hockey, they are not hockey people and they all have some problem that he doesnt do the same thing they do so they kinda exclude him when I host things and it just becomes and awkward situation. A whole thing went down with prom pics bc I left a gc with my toxic ex who is in the friend group who is nothing but mean to me and my bf and no one knows, me leaving that gc caused a whole uproar meaning everyone cancelled prom pics with me and tried to relocate an event I WAS HOSTING. There was a lot of lying and betrayal of trust and even tho they apologized no one will tell me the truth about prom. I then went to a concert with two of my friends in that group and they basically ditched me at the concert and were like whispering about stuff i already knew about and it was just like hurtful. Now they all do stuff without me and post it on Snap and Bereal where they know I can see it and dont even think to invite me. They all ignored me at MY OWN grad party yesterday so yeah whyd you come if it was to not see me (that sounds selfish im sorry) so theres my situation
Writers block 🤪 - trust me ive tried working on prompts you all have sent me and i just cant get started or i do start and its just like he said she said things and it just gets too boring
Sorry this became a little rant but yeah this is where I have disappeared to
Feel free to message me here tho or my insta (same username) if you want to talk about hockey boys or hockey or whatever and maybe even get to know me a little this is a sneak peek into my life 😁
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samtalksmusic · 11 months
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music artists, if thats what u can call them, are so cool and intriguing to me. especially 3 of them. two of them are my favorite and one is just not. the two i like are kanye west and travis scott. both had incidents that happened to them but one is still out and about and isnt currently being hated on constantly. im talking about travis scott. kanye is hated on, and for good reason, for his expression of anti semitism. he has apologized but he has been one for stubbornness and his aggressive personality. travis scott has gotten through a lot of lawsuits for a concert that wasn't completely and even the majority his fault. anyways. the one i dont like is taylor swift. but wait, before you burn down my house spray paint TS4L on my car, i think she is very talented and its very good that she writes her own things. she also has a powerful personality. her and kanye had drama for a decade or so, and idc what side you were on, both did some bad stuff. anyways, the point is, taylor has had a very tough career. i do believe there is misogyny in the industry, but most of that has alleviated, mainly due to the impact of her and the people who have come out of there. anyways thats just random rambling from ig
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mrkis · 2 years
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I think mark is naturally shy, but years of being in the industry, working on stage and media training just forced him to suppress it. Like everyone always says he’s not socially awkward, just awkwardly social. But MBTI don’t lie and the man’s an I not an E.
Anyways, I know for SURE he was not just:
a) shaking
b) crying
c) throwing up
But actually d) doing all of the above the very first time he saw a naked girl for the first time. The neo’s always say he’s the least romantic and that he’s got the least game, but leave him alone. IT’S NOT HIS FAULT. It’s in there somewhere. I just KNOW that he wants to be a flirt so bad, to be able to charm girls and just be suave. But he’s just…
Shy 😔
Oh well, I’m sure he still fucks like a monster.
-lis
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i was really confused on where this ask was going fjsd BUT i 100% feel like mark knows what he's doing and what he wants. this guy does flirt and he has game. people either don't realise it or think its a joke!!! (having intense flashbacks to that fan call) i also think hes very romantic in his own ways too!! i'm surprised that some neos don't see it :o
with mark seeing a girl naked for the first time... i feel like he would be very flustered and shy for the first few minutes because its all very new and real (this guy watches porn, we all know it. everyone does idc what you say) but then he's just. in it. yk? he gets down to business and he will fuck. i fully believe he would need some teaching in certain areas BUT this guy.. he knows how to please a woman i feel. he knows how to use his mouth and he knows how to use his hips. his fingers? maybe thats where he'll need some teaching but he'll get the hang of it straight away. he'll know what to do :D
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paaansy · 2 years
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listen . if u hate summertime thats your own fault but me? im a romantic idc who its about let me sing it about my best friends pls . you can run away with me anytime you want and you can write it on your arm 😭
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angelguk · 2 years
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(warning this is long cos i got carried away🙃)
ttinty jk is so lowkey unlikable💀 like he says oc is his bff…but then when he gets with a girl (eg. his hs gf and now nayoung) it feels like he replaces his friendship with oc for them? and even if oc didnt have romantic feelings thats still shitty because its almost like her friendship is treated like a placeholder until someone else comes along to temporarily get his attention? i know romantic heartbreak sucks, but i would argue realising that your bff doesnt view/treat you as their bff is worse 💔 like he values her attention more than herself?
AND THEN HE GET JEALOUS WHEN SHE SO MUCH AS STANDS NEAR TAE??? i want jk to suffer idc 🤷‍♀️ like yes oc hasnt confessed, but requited love is a twoway street so he has no right to be jealous especially when HES LITERALLY ENTERTAINING NAYOUNG AT THE SAME TIME!!! also i want a full flegded apology about the way he treats ocs friendship before a love confession, cos it feels like he just gets away with being an ass with no accountability.
since jk and oc arent likely endgame (unless that future drabble isnt the end👀)……i am hereby declaring tae as a contender for future oc. 🥰 even though right now they are friends and supposedly not as close as jk and oc….he treats her so much better???? like the satisfaction i get imagining that in the future jk finally gets his shit together…only to realise that oc is happy with tae now cos she knows she shouldnt have to fight for a love she deserves ❤️ and jk knows that its noones fault but his own (this lowkey evil but oops😭)
i love long messages hehe :)
not this beginning with ttinty!jk slander like omg guysss not but u r so right with ur observations oc deffo feels like a placeholder and!! bff breakups are wayy worse like that shit is lifechanging... ugh ur making my heart hurt like wtf
(im gonna let u in on a secret... jjk gets jealous over taehyung for a specific reason that might make you guys hate taehyung......🤣🤣🤣)
an apology has to happen i agree with u there
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rewatching lost girl and i now realize why middle school me didn’t root for the sapphic love interest..
i just don’t believe their chemistry bc ig het ppl were writing it and don’t know how sapphic relationships work is one. everytime they have sex or lesbian sex is happening they still got like mad clothes on even though in the het scenes they are butt NEKED is two. and i’m telling u that this love interest in moving like the most toxicist lesbian ever. also f4f is totally cool but like would’ve been mad interesting if she was butch. but lemme tell u this lady is CRAZY toxic. FIRST, the first time they sleep together it’s bc her boss tells her to do that so she can be kept from saving someone from being unjustly convicted to death row. and she find out after they had sex and she basically taking it personally that this girl basically is kinda owned by her boss. but little does she know that she chooses to be there. why? BC SHE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. oh okay she’s in a coma oh it’s been 5 years. i’ll give her some leeway some GRACE. BUT NO. NOT ONLY. not only did she not find out from her but from someone else that she worked like a bitch for to get something to get her free of this boss BUT SHE SUDDENLY DECIDES SHES PLATONIC WITH HER AFTERRRRR SHE FIND OUT. whattttt??!!,?:! like u’ve gotta be kidding me. then she go out the country and back liek three times to relieve this girlfriend of the coma. and when she come back, THEY EATING EACHOTHER FACE. like what happened to thank you???? and then she finally get home after a long day..her BIRTHDAY btw to a surprise party yay!!! NO! she come WITH HER GF to the party and give her a wack as impersonal ass gift. GET OUTTTTTTT!!!!! THENNN the gf obvi sees like things are weird but she attached to her hip cause it’s been five years yada yada and this girl ASK FOR HER CAR to go to a lake house with her gf. WTF IS WRING WUTH YEW???????? and u expect me to believe that they still like each other. THEN they’re back from the trip and this gf is sick whatever and later find out she POSSESED. and she end up having to kill the gf. which was like a pity kill. but like my sis got her lick back anyways so whatever. like it’s not her fault but like idc. also while this girl was possessed she was tossing ppl around and shoving knives into ppls face. GO TO CHURCH!!!! anyways gf is dead she feels back cause she killed her even though the gf was literally asking to like don’t be selfish this girl is goin thru ur let her die. but after she hasn’t seen her for a few days she goes to her house askin for smthn cause they work together and she wanna catch and attitude!!!????? like girl ur gf is dead it was short lived but like not the move…..truly. and then she gon show up to her house askin to sleep in her arms????? WHATTTTT????!!!!! and then when she come to her house she’s like oh u need to heal let’s have sex, cause she a succubus, and she’s like no….i just need an aspirin…GET OFF OF HER LIKE DAMNNN. and her friends are like go be with ur girl….who’s girl. bye.but also she’s being so complacent in this like STAND UPPP. SHES TREATING U LIKE CACA
MEANWHILE the male love interest is a wolf shifter (bonus points) who was deeply in love with her and only her until he traded his love for her so that she could survive some final battle type….knowing that he only could love one person ever in his life…DAMN. THATS GOOD. and he was like not whole without it like damn. po thang.
like i feel like it has the sapphic plot line (BIG REACH) and the sapphic toxicity…but not the emotion or execution..and i’m not really a big fan of toxic relationships. like yearning is alr okay.
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