dswsdda2975 on youtube gave me instructions on how to get this Wyll scene! It seems like Nettie might be the main ingredient. This is what dswsdda2975 told me they did (pinned thread) and this is exactly what i did:
Camped three nights alone (only got two Astarion special scenes, third night had no event)
recruited gale, shadowheart and wyll (in this order)
Went to sleep (1 night, got the tadpole tingle dialogue with wyll, exhausted dialogue with companions; also got the cazador nightmare and did not bit anyone)
Went to sleep again (1 night, told wyll I am a vampire, exhausted his dialogue and he mentioned Nettie, got Shadowheart artefact scene)
Also went to talk to Zevlor to hear about Nettie again the next day
eddie doesn't even remember asking buck if he was okay. he doesn't remember looking up and seeing his best friend, his beloved, covered with his own blood. he doesn't remember being willing to push his own "searing pain," his own injury, his own death aside just in case buck wasn't okay because he could literally be bleeding out in the back of a fire truck but he'd rally if he needed to for buck. he doesn't remember buck's hand hovering beside his face, he doesn't remember buck's hands on his chest keeping him alive, he doesn't remember buck begging him to stay - not for christopher but for him. but buck ! buck remembers every second of it. lives with every second of it forever and there is something so sick and twisted and insane about the way two people can experience the same event and remember it so very differently. for eddie, he remembers pain. he remembers falling. and yes, he probably remembers reaching for buck. but then it was over. done. he woke up sore and in hospital but for buck. he remembers everything at like a slow crawl. he remembers the hospital. he remembers the shake of his hands, remembers scrubbing blood off of them. remembers the gunshot and the blood and the way it stung his nose. remembers the way every second was a second too long, was the second he was going to lose eddie and feel his heart stop beating underneath his hands and he will always know what it is, what it feels like to carry that. and now eddie does too. because buck died. buck died and there was searing pain. and then he woke up in hospital and it was over. done. but this time eddie was the one left behind screaming, begging him to be okay. eddie was the one with his hands on buck's chest begging him to stay. eddie was the one with chris, eddie was the one who gets to relive over and over again what it feels like to literally feel the love of your life slip away, milisecond by painful milisecond, when for buck the memory is just pain and nothingness, the literal nothingness of death that he pulled eddie from in the back of the truck and just. yeah. yeah. wow. i don't really know what to say about this except wow. what a choice 911 what a hell of a choice
I need a huntloser who also watches Abbott Elementary to validate me in the Huntlow parallels in the latest episode like… they are very real. Huntlow teacher AU???? I dunno what I’m saying someone just watch the episode and tell me if I’m crazy. I don’t wanna post spoilers but I’m just ahhhhhhhhhh
Maybe it’s just the height difference but c’mon that scene would be peak Huntlow