#the absence of field

[far-from--perfection]

Somewhere between Constantine and Guelma

📍Algeria

#Someone take me back 🥺 #Heaven on earth #It was the silence for me #And the absence of any form of human presence #Dream place #Nature #Algeria #Dz #photography #taken by me #sky #Fields #Coquelicot #Green #Trip

[noknowshame]

my first media psychology research paper just got accepted at a national conference 😵‍💫

#its abt how character background info or events that befall them outside of their control #can still impact how much we like them even in the absence of information about their moral traits/behaviors #which yes seems obvious but has for some reason not been pointed out before in my field #I feel annoying for not shutting about being in a phd program #but I still think it’s so fucking funny that I got black sails brainrot so bad I have a new career now

[onefootin1941]

#paul newman #happy birthday! #sally field #absence of malice #1981

[lifeinkinder]

I hold my babies to sleep every single night and I'm dreading the day they're too big for it to work.

They both can put themselves to sleep and have been able to for weeks, so it's not like they still need it.

But it's the beginning of the school year so I'm dropping them off just after 7 and not picking them up til 4 or after, so 5 days a week the majority of their awake time is spent at daycare. My mama heart needs those snuggles every night.

#i told my therapist this this week wad the first time i actually experienced how my career might not be sustainable as a solo parent #and she was like this is just a season #and yeah #messed up bedtimes because of work stuff is just temporary #but im gonna miss first days of school and field trips and open houses amd conferences because of my job #and there is.no 2nd parent to make up for my absence

[mossy-covered-bones]

You mean you can watch something without becoming immediately obsessed with the characters and symbolism?

#anyway i thought the people shipping bilbo and thorin were out of left field but like #did you notice how they did bilbo and thorin right alongside kili and tauriel? you cannot look me in the eye after that and say that bilbo #wasnt at least a LITTLE in love with him. in the way you love a close friend. or someone you look up to and admire #bc bilbo followed that man into battle. several times. and i think that devotion is something akin to love #also i am being unwell abt golem and frodo being character foils #esp considering we’re planning a lotr marathon at some point #and can i just say. i do appreciate that in absence of gandalf bilbo is ALWAYS the voice of reason #mans is so unwilling to ignore his own moral compass for the majority of the series. (which is what also makes his attitude when it comes to #the ring that much more jarring) #anyway yeah so normal abt them :] <-lying #sev rambles #also i was trying so hard not to rant abt billionares and dragons being functionally the same thing. i only did once. considering one of my #moms friends were there you should be so proud of me for my self restraint

[catilinas]

just tracked down all the posts to go in a cool new organisational tag. But Will I Remember To Use It

#corpse mountain! #<- it was silly that i had one for The Absence Of The Body Re: Ships And Death At Sea #but not. yknow. this is also Super specific. i’m not counting corpse Fields or i would have to go find that georgics passage #and propertius 2.21? i think? the one that calls perusia the grave of italy or whatever #like that’s cool also but gets more into farming metaphors. which i enjoy. but we must not dilute the specificity of Corpse Mountain! #beeps

[bleachbleachbleach]

Once more in Library Mode--I appreciate your patience and answering all my questions very much--I am imagining how the awful mishmash of library items in the Library Space Station you mentioned works and it's a delight. The card catalog alone would be amazing, if perhaps something of a stream of consciousness after Aizen and Ukitake upended the place looking for clues. "Mission reports (Madarame and Ayasegawa)--cultivation of rice, pre-Gotei-13--soil analysis of Hueco Mundo--seed catalog (some seeds still in)." I bet they still have a card catalog. Also who do you suppose actually works in the library? Were they victims of Aizen? Is it a joint effort between Squads Nine and Twelve, and then the SRDI? Did Tousen and Aizen and Gin pretend to be librarians and give everyone the wrong answers to their reference questions on purpose? What a villainous act.

I would LOVE to watch a local news special spotlighting the stalwart work of the Gotei librarians! Like, can you imagine that interview. Can you imagine interviewing the head librarian as she explains the process of deciding what the taxonomies of knowledge are and what the map of subfields, overlapping categories, etc. are? And that's even before the interview with the head librarian emeritus, who was there when the deep magic was written?

It's not about librarians, but one of the anime series of all time is The Great Passage, which is based on a Shion Miura novel about a group of officeworkers and the ten years they spend developing a dictionary--THE dictionary. It's about the profound thoughtfulness required to ensure no word goes missing, even amidst employment changeover, the shifting needs of the publishing house, etc.--and to write definitions of things, concepts, ideas that speak to the true heart of what that thing really is. Imagine doing that for the ghost military. Imagine the kinds of things getting catalogued.

And YES to a seed catalogue with seed samples!!! A library of things!! The three- (or four, or five) dimensionality of the archive!

(lmao what if technically Muken is not a classified as a prison; it is part of the library system. It's a technicality, mostly--municipal infighting about property rights, the fact that the library and working at the library actually requires more training and expertise than working in a Gotei prison, etc., But after the Winter War, Aizen is not a prisoner; he is an archival object. And he has his own call number. There is a librarian whose entire job is to record, classify, and preserve, every memory and figment of thought they can squeeze out of him.)

#in the fourth grade our field trip to the train museum got canceled and i think this was probably a formative memory for me #i bring this devastating trauma up multiple times a year to this day #in march 2020 i was supposed to go to a seed library!! for indigenous seeds!! in oklahoma!! but then i didn't get to go for obvious reason #being that i've now been scheduled to go to oklahoma twice in my life and have still never been to oklahoma i feel like this is probably #going to be one of those formative absences of my life #seed library WHEN #asks #shinigamiology #bleach headcanons #bleach worldbuilding #no brain just bleach #i hope the gotei space station library is anything like the library of the clayr from the old kingdom trilogy by garth nix

[nitw]

i can't believe i'll be in school again soon i haven't been to any kind of school in like 2 years. terrifying. outrageous. but also exicting

#Not Gonna Lie i miss having a structured daily routine and feeling like i spend my time on something productive/useful. my adhd needs that #also i'm just so excited to be working in + learning about creative fields that i'm actually interested in!!!!!!! #while Also catching up on some of the general subjects that i've. yknow. missed out on due to my absence and /issues/ in high school HHHH #tfw you love school and want to improve yourself academically but your nd needs were never met once in your compulsory ed 👍 #leo.txt

[pebblezone]

Living life yay huzzah yay

#a #I have beef with my school. am I happy here? absolutely. do I think we are beyond lame for not having an actual guy? 100% #letters don’t count!!!!!!!! having a capital letter for your school doesn’t count!!!!!!!!!! #like it’s not even a complete absence of a team no just like a silly little physical guy than runs across the field #and can be all cute on stuff on shirts and be stuffed animals it’s the marketing potential they’re missing out on #though I guess I’d rather have no physical dude than one which sucks complete ass I’m talking about pen state fuck that guy #I need to watch the gnomes again wait oh my fucking god I was thinking like damn I did the gnomeo juliet ace attorney moment #but my brain is knee deep in hellsing so idk how to connect them but bruh every piece of media has some form of rivals #I’m not emotionally invested in andercard but the idea of Catholic and Protestant gnomes is really funny #and they’re already British!! lovely!!! at some point in college I need to use gnomes for a grade I can’t let that be a high school only bit #did you know that gnomeo and Juliet is technically owned by Disney? add that to your marvel cinematic universe #oh gnomeo and Juliet poster we’re really in it now #did you know that the version of hello hello that’s in the movie featuring lady Gaga is not on streaming services? they take lady Gaga out #it’s really unfortunate the echos and duet aspect make the song it’s not just one or the other it’s Two Gnomes!! #have two exam grades back that I have not looked at out of fear #either they’ll be bad and I’ll watch hellsing to make myself feel better Or they’ll be good and I’ll watch hellsing as a reward #unrelated but it looks like a gutter on the other side of my dorm got busted and I’m trying to figure out if it’s always been like that #maybe it has and I’m not a gutter glorifier like I thought I was…. rip observational skills #I have a group project I have to work on and it’s evil I do not enjoy the class and it’s not very lgbt slay girlboss of me #but god dammit I am not filling out a fucking gender unicorn for your class that’s between me and my tumblr drafts from 2019 #it gets a credit out of the way and I never have to take it again I am so strong #man what does it say about society that I’m more excited about Econ than wgs (it says nothing the Econ professor is just goofy and fun) #(also he does more than read off of slides and show those like buzzfeed social experiments) #but none of that is important since next week is when things get fucked and I’ll end up with more free time! yay strikes!! #update: made it back from project zone those fuckers held me hostage using social norms #it’s okay though I’m sooo strong and brave #talkingcore

[captainkurosolaire]

I’m always impressed by the quality of your writing and the sheer creativity that you put into everything you do. If I could be one tenth as talented I should count myself blessed indeed. Plus you are kind and supportive towards others in a manner which does you great credit.

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

#asks answered #I've never honestly saw myself talented or skilled #What I am is completely universal #It's just passion #Anyone is most likely more put together than me in many fields #When my friends went to parties and drugs #I was home making scenarios in my heads and writing in absence #Playing house with girls as a kid #Games or LARPing #Like my entire life has revolved around creating #And that's because I am passionate towards it #I nurtured my imagination #Emotions are powerful they are the instruments to storytelling #Reserving it for strictly for writing works in my favor #And I will always benefit more if I have my fellow peers #I want everyone to soar and fly with me! Their diverse one-of-kind wings are too brilliant to not flutter. #There's no point to have ego in the world of art #I have a strong belief in the old mentalities living in the perspective of old bards #Just create be so open-minded to everything #Do it just for a bed for the night #Travel to the next destination and take in the sights #Entertaining and smiling and relieving others or invoking emotions that may benefit or connect that's what I aspire to achieve. #While never ever losing myself to anything or anyone

[morozyart]

Would love to give a shout-out to the influx, A TSUNAMI, of p*rn bots following me during my broken art tablet hiatus

When all else fails, I can always count on them to show up

#I’m blocking and reporting them left and right please help me I am one man in a battle field #a David amonst Goliath #yes my absence has been due to a broken tablet and college courses starting back up forgive me #I am only mortal #morozymuses

[theheadlessgroom]

https://www.tumblr.com/beatingheart-bride/715448548820484096/theheadlessgroom-beatingheart-bride

@beatingheart-bride

“O-Oh,” Randall nodded as he set down his candle, allowing him to better see her as he grabbed the stool he’d left earlier, sitting on it so that they could see eye-to-eye.

For a moment, he was mesmerized by her eyeshine: He knew some creatures, such as alligators, had them (having seen the shine of a gator’s eyes a couple times in his life); Dorian once told him the scientific term, tapetum lucidum, a funny word he struggled to pronounce when he first saw it, and had long forgotten until he looked at her now, in the dimness of the bathroom. Her eyes had a sort of rose-gold glow to them that was haunting in its presentation (once again reminding him of an alligator lurking just barely on the surface, watching laxly from its place in the water), and yet beautiful in its own right. He felt as if he could look at that shine forever.

Snapping out of his reverie, he remembered himself, and so he stooped to pick up the little bowl; there was plenty in there. Shyly, Randall looked up at Emily, then to the bowl in his hands, and then back to her, asking softly, “D-Do you, u-um...d-do you want me to, um, p-put more o-on?” He repeated the rub action, well aware of how warm his cheeks were as he asked her this, absentmindedly fidgeting with the bowl all the while.

#((oh absolutely! there's still tons of shows that will draw in plenty of customers; both nyc natives and visitors to the big apple)) #((but i defidently do think the community will feel its absence; especially after being such a huge part of it for so long!)) #((i hope that the crew; in particular the orchestra; will be able to get new gigs with one of the other shows running on broadway)) #((because that has to be so stressful; to have that steady gig suddenly go up in a puff of smoke; and i really do wish them the best)) #((and hope that they'll be able to get new jobs in the same field!)) #((and y'know i admit; i sometimes find myself imagining broadway as just a long string of theaters and art houses)) #((like i know it's an actual borough of new york and i'm sure there's lots of residential places/other things there beyond theaters)) #((but i find myself imagining it being just a bunch of theaters all crammed together; each one playing a different musical!)) #((silly i know; but that's the image that just pops into my head!)) #outofhatboxes #beatingheart-bride #V:Part of Your World

[johnbronze]

ok for real I know they were limited in their options for explaining Stiles’ actions because DOB didnt come back but like SERIOUSLY. I have so many questions and complaints and not even all of them are Stydia related….. spoilers obviously

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Did…. Did anyone bother to tell Stiles that Allison is alive?  are we meant to believe that nobody did?? or what’s worse, that he was told and he just didn’t come to Beacon Hills or call or anything?

On that note, are we actually supposed to believe — and I am not a Sterek girlie by any means, love and light to y’all but it’s just not my cup of tea — that Derek fucking DIED and there was a whole ass memorial service that Stiles just didn’t bother to show up to???? HELLO????

I mean it’s also nearing levels of ‘spn finale Dean Winchester ending’ stupid that Derek died in the first place, given that his whooooole character arc (by my book, anyway) is springing from the place of his trauma, and the way that he has blamed himself, struggled with guilt and loneliness and has been atoning for all of the pain of what he perceives to be personal failures the ENTIRE TIME, never letting himself get too close to people, never asking for help, and instead sacrificing for and nurturing Scott as the ideal alpha that he feels he couldn’t be… I don’t know. It just feels like a needless sacrifice to me, like there are so many ways that you can restrain someone and prevent them from moving from the place where you need to. Oh I don’t know burn them alive ?maybe? Which don’t involve sacrificing yourself and burning alive yourself, right in front of your son and the rest of your loved ones. I know again there are production factors at play, maybe it’s likely that they knew damn well Tyler H wouldn’t or couldn’t come back for another movie so they decided to kill off his character?? but suffice to say I was not happy with that at all (and not in the way I think it was INTENDED to upset me.)

Anyway, I know that Stiles needed to be absent because Dylan O’Brien was not a part of this movie, but if I’m being honest, I kind of would rather that Stiles had died ! Obviously I love Stiles’s character and it’s not that I want him dead at all!! it’s just. if they were going to fully send it, and they know he’s not coming back, and they knew that they were going to make up this premonition dream to break up Stydia and (poorly) explain his absence, then it would’ve done a lot better to make that separation as permanent as in life and death. The Stiles we know would never want to be separated from the people he loves as much as he has been now because of all of the external, real life factors. In fact, the season arc with the ghost riders proved to us just how far Stiles can and would go to be present! It was aaaactually a whole thing ! So, if I’m being honest… (1) the way that he and Lydia parted, (2) the way that he isn’t present or even mentioned in the light of his loved ones dying/being resurrected, and (3) again the fact that he wasn’t even at Derek’s memorial … it all feels like a silent character assassination to me. It feels like the mentioning of “Stiles” in this new canon contains less essence of Stiles than it would’ve if he had died. I know it’s easy to have a hater moment and make criticisms and piss and moan about how I would’ve done it better, and I know it’s not always as easy as it sounds… but JESUS CHRIST

Also congrats to the sterek girlies on your own personal y yo a ti moment……that jeep shit was CRAZY







#this is only like an iceberg tip of the things I have to say about this movie #like there’s a clear estrangement between some of the main characters that honestly..stiles feared! we know he did #and we know how hard he fought to hold onto everyone #like he was the glue between them and it would’ve been so sad to see that confirmed. he really WAS the glue #seriously. stiles dies. they all fall apart into little groups and fragments pieces of my HEART!!!! I would’ve bawled. #we could’ve had a closed casket funeral flashback! Scott tries to take Malia’s hand and she pulls away. boom Scali breakup explained! #*​scalia (obvi) #and I feel it would’ve been more evocative emotionally to see Lydia grapple with guilt #that stiles died (in her mind at least) because she was too selfish to heed her power’s warning and keep away from him #it would’ve made the moments where Eli is SOOO similar to stiles HURT more for us as an audience AND to the characters who would see it too #like. raise the stakes! heighten Derek’s (and all of their) fierce protectiveness for this baby !! #make us ACHE thinking about the cycle of it all. how this kid is Scott but he’s also stiles and he’s (literally) a little bit of Derek and— #also this is another thing but I’m also pissed that Liam and Mason had like ZERO interactions lmfao theyre fucking besties ??? or #if they’re not anymore then you should TELL US THAT!!! #I wanna know why Scalia broke up and why she’s fucking Parrish FR #for REALLLL it’s so left field and don’t get me started on what they did to her character and how it highlights Stiles’ absence further #also I miss Theo. to ME he’s under the Hale’s wings. to ME he’s a mechanic and an artist and him and Liam are boyfriends. haters stay mad #TAKES A DEEP BREATH. #okay I think I’m done for now #I can’t figure out how to add a read more on mobile so I hope tagging for spoilers will be good enough (!) #teen wolf #teen wolf movie #teen wolf movie spoilers #teen wolf spoilers #tw #…. I mentioned Dean so. #supernatural finale #supernatural spoilers #alright. bases covered? #long post

[rabbitcruiser]

The September 11 attacks in 2001, a series of coordinated suicide attacks killing 2,996 people using four aircraft hijacked by 19 members of al-Qaeda. Two aircraft crash into the World Trade Center in New York City, a third crashes into The Pentagon in Arlington County, Virginia, and a fourth into a field near Shanksville, Pennsylvania.  

#11 September 2001 #National September 11 Memorial & Museum #New York City #Lower Manhattan #summer 2018 #original photography #anniversary #US history #terrorism #Trident Stairs #One World Trade Center #architecture #Reflecting Absence by Michael Arad and Peter Walker #Flight 93 National Memorial #Pennsylvania #2019 #Tower of Voices #Wall of Names #A common field one day. A field of honor forever #flight path overlook #Impact Site with Boulder

[focusonthegoodnews]

Inside Charm Industrial's big bet on corn stalks for carbon removal

Inside Charm Industrial’s big bet on corn stalks for carbon removal

Good News Notes: “In recent weeks, a crew of staffers from a company called Charm Industrial have been working on the edge of Kansas corn fields, moving rolled bales of stalks, leaves, husks, and tassels up to a white semi-trailer. Inside, a contraption called a pyrolyzer uses high temperatures in the absence of oxygen to break down the plant material into a mix of biochar and bio-oil. The former…

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#absence of oxygen #agricultural crops #back into the fields #bales #bio-oil #biochar #capture the carbon #carbon #Carbon Engineering #Charm Industrial #climate change #Climeworks #economical #EPA #good news #greenhouse gas #happy #help #high temperatures #husks #joy #Kansas corn fields #kindness #leaves #Microsoft #need #nutrients #offset their own emissions #Peter Reinhardt #positive

[subarucarthief]

straight up? i do not wanna do it anymore :)

#personal #like I’m Good. i’ve had my fill. #vent #the job hunt isn’t worth it anymore ! being a bad daughter isn’t helping anyone ! #my brother gets to live his stupid fucking millionaire fantasy life while I never get to see my niece or nephew #he’s taking vacations that cost 3 months of my rent and utilities Per Night #he doesn’t talk to us anymore now that he’s all successful and busy #i’m not even invited to my nephew’s christening #bc I’ll embarrass the other stupid fucking millionaires or whatever #and I can’t land a job in my field #this lack of structure without school is fucking me up so bad #and I can’t just kms bc believe it or not! it went really fucking poorly last time! #besides if i die mom won’t have any kids left #bc god knows my brother won’t step up in my absence. #and i just can’t do that to her #so Y’know. if anyone wants to hire me to continue to saving my mom the heartbreak. hmu #contribute* #i have a degree in broadcasting. as if that helps anything.