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Heyy, I did read the differences btw 9w8 and 9w1 and I've also read through your past answers, but i'm still not very sure about my conclusion.
I can display my anger pretty well when it comes to my family. It wasn't always this way but as i grew older the more easier it became to express my opinions and my emotions to them. But when it come to others I tend to hold it in till they really say or do something that is not acceptable. Then i try to make them see the other side or my side of the story and i tell them how i feel to some extent(stuff i think wouldnt disrupt the environment too much). I also tend to be passive aggressive towards people but i don't really like it when i do that. I have this constant need to improve myself as a person and I don't mind telling people im close to about stuff i think is wrong as long as they're okay with hearing it. And I would like them to do the same with me. I have a pretty good sense or right and wrong. I'm not really afraid of confrontation, i don't really like it but i think its better to tell people your close to if something makes you uncomfortable. I used to just suck up to stuff before but i thought if someone feels uncomfortable with something i do and they dont tell me ill keep doing it without knowing which is not cool, so I started telling people if something makes me uncomfortable. I also have a tendency to burst out with what im feeling and thinking but it takes alot of them treating me bad for that to happen.
I also work hard to achieve what i want, but I don't bother to challenge myself or others around me. Oh to add on to the previous post, I don't like being vulnerable around people(like crying). I don't like expressing my deeper thoughts to people until I'm very close to them.
I'm leaning towards 9w8 but im not sure.
(And thank youu☁️❤)
It sounds like 9w1 to me. You have some super-ego "should" thinking happening which 9w8s lack. For example, when people offend you, trying to make them see your side of the story and see how their behavior is not acceptable (a super-ego 1 working with people and trying to correct their behavior, instead of an 8 just shutting them down and refusing to "go there"). A constant need to improve yourself -- that's 1, not 8. Etc. So 9w1. :)
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ive always sort of taken ashley's reaction to that whole situation to be like. in that moment, emily goes from ally to potential threat, and ashley freaks out and her thought process is basically.... "remove the threat". it is mike who escalates and picks up the gun like you said. my guess is, seeing a friend get shot is way different than the possibility of them getting shot? so like... if mike shoots emily, ashley a) sees that reality and b) knows that it wouldn't have happened without her. hence the guilt. but in the case of mike putting the gun down, the potential threat is not gone in any way and ashley didnt have to see her friend Actually get shot. so her reaction is probably from the uneasiness of the situation being unresolved, until she reads the notebook, realizes there was never any danger to her from emily, and THEN feels guilty. hopefully that makes sense? combo of whether or not ashley's unease and panic is actually resolved in the moment, as well as Actually watching emily die or just... having that almost happen.
i honestly have no idea what this is in reference to, but it all makes sense to me yeah! all i wanted was just to talk abt how its kind of fucked (atleast to me) how sam's relationship goes up after ashley reveals the truth 😭 i didnt mean for this to end in a discussion abt the like...bite / shooting scene as a whole. but i appreciate you coming into my inbox nonetheless!
but yeah i really don't blame ashley for freaking out the way she did, its just silly bc didnt jack sooooort of explain the whole situation back in the lodge? i could be TOTALLY misremembering so dont take my word for it. but its just.... he mentions cannibalism and this isnt necessarily cannibalism correct? but yeah. still. ashley is totally one to jump to conclusions before her mind can rly like....digest the situation properly so its sooo in character for her to automatically assume the worse. bc look at the whole basement scene w/ the ghost? her emotions get the best of her and makes her believe things that otherwise have a "rational" / believable explanation. so i totally don't blame her at all for acting the way she does
once again, i totally forget what this could potentially be in reference to fdkgndfg so apologies for that. did they rly like. show that ash was guilty that well though? like. OBV the guilt is gonna be there since her words and actions and whatever sort of led up to the moment of em getting shot, but after that ? does she rly show anything ????? not to say that she doesn't regret what she did and said if em actually dies, bc i jusrt KNOW that isnt true, i just think mike shows more remorse than ashley does which sucks. unless its more of a ...... silent guilt. which is probably is. ive only rly watched the scene and the aftermath once so i cant remember it too clearly sorry
AND I THINK I FINALLY KNOW WHAT THIS IS TALLKING ABT.... ITS ABT THE COMMENT SHE MAKES IF MIKE DOESNT SHOOT EMILY RIGHT? hopefully thats what it is fkgnfg but yeah that totally makes sense to me! or wait. is this just abt the potential guilt ashley feels in this scene? AAAAA IM SO SORRY I SAY A LOT OF THINGS AND I DONT WHAT THE HELL I JUST SAID!!!! if you wanna clarify things for me if i didnt answer this to your satisfaction id appreciate it dfgknfg but once again, i appreciate the discussion regardless!
once again though, i think that does make sense yeah! esp in regards to ashley's "i hope you did" comment following mike failing to shoot em. bc youre right, the uneasiness and .... anxiety of the situation is still there, so it makes sense why she wouldnt seem very ..... happy over mike not shooting em / not getting her to leave
youre right though it def all depends on what occurs, which is like. realistic. esp from a Human Being perspective. so it sucks that a lot of ppl blow the scene out of proportion and unnecessarily hate on ashley for her (rather realistic) reactions to what's shown to her. bc yeah ok if its put out there or if it ever enters her mind, of COURSE shes gonnna freak out ove rth e potential of em "turning into one of them." the only one who doesnt rly believe it at first is sam and thats due to how ..... levelheaded she is, even under times of stress. but ashley is the COMPLETE opposite of that. she''s like. ive seen others talk abt this before but. she's not grounded in reality, which is a very interesting and good way of putting it. so yeah of course her imagination is going to take her into dangerous places and shit and therefore dictate how she reacts to what happens. hopefully this makes any sense? i know i dont necessarily need to defend her actions here (since plenty of others have already done the same) but i just wanted to get my thoughts down sdfnksdf
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Part 2 (redo) of Reading Lore Olympus
I am doing a test to see if more people see this if I only review ten episodes at a time. It makes sense, I wouldn’t wanna read that much either. So here’s episodes 11-20, I’ll be posting 21-30 shortly after. Here’s part one again
Ep 11
Touch count total: 7 lmao
Cat. kitty cat
Artemis jumps to conclusions so fast
Did artemis’ bangs grow
Ope and its short again
It would be different it it wasnt noticeable but like the style changes too
Why does artemis not have scissors
How is her hair perfect after a slice
It looks like she is pulling her skin when she is taking her clothes off
Is she wearing a bra?? Bc if she isnt her boobs shouldnt be sitting like that
Oh she is now
“Demeter is such a helicopter mom” i mean yeah but also i dont think the mortal realm has.. Yknow internet
Eros is pink now idk if i preferred him as a light purple
Maybe like a mixture thats cool
Ep 12
Artemis like true form looks cool but so normal yknow
Inside!
“No wings i just vacuumed” quick rachel how do wings work
I do like the cut out in the back of the shirt for the wings
Artemis feels like the mom that is like “put on pants ur uncle is coming over” like huh?? Persephone is just not wearing pants
Youre just soooo pretty persephone omg
Eros and persephones colors accidentally get so close ugh
“I dont” look at her face its so. Yeah
Is yoga for sex or
Is he holding a necklace i thought he was pulling tears and i was so confused when i originally read this
Ep 13
Did aphrodite get darker
She definitely did esp in the panel where she says “psyche”
I know they are family of love but i do worry about the possible emotional incest that could occur honestly. I dont think it happens but it gets close
Ok so he passes the underworld so it goes olympus- underworld- mortal realm or am i dumb
The pig is so cute
How did she not realize her veil thingy fell off
Was her family abusive in the og story or was this just so eros would fall even more for her
When did he get the bow and quiver dont just say magic
Ep 14
The little switches in time got me confused the first time i read it
Oh boy he got an apartment
If i were psyche i would be scared deadass
“The ugliest creature youve ever seen” ok thats cool its fun
Ep 15
Listen. How the hell did she adapt to this bc if i went to a diff realm and all of a sudden there was like. Indoor plumbing i would panic the hell out of my mind
Like shes even wearing modern clothes
“I'm certainly not the pig” hehe i like the pig
Why does he not hang out with her when he isnt busy like
Hookup count is 2 now
Ok ok this may be stupid but what if he just made her go by a diff name
Also your mother needs therapy
I would want to leave too
“Do you trust me?” thats kinda guilt tripping ngl
“Maybe i could have visitors” no they literally are from a different time now
Like i get the “i cant tell her no” but just explain the modern vs ancient world but maybe she could go visit them idk
Ep 16
Why are they not confused i feel like they are ignoring this whole thing rachel created
No her sisters have a point why did he not give her a name not even his real one
Dont hold the blade there is a handle girl
“How could you not trust me?” i wouldnt either gotta be honest
Eros is so melodramatic istg
Artemis and persephone are not having it and like mood
Artemis is lighter now
Yknow if she kept a color palette with just base colors and then did lighting it would work better but maybe im a lil lost
“Hey i got a phone” put ur name queen
Q&A 1
I wasnt gonna put anything for this but “i focus on details and seek out references for anatomy” girlie do you wanna. Start doing that again
Ep 17
Why is he just crying he can leave
“Woe is me” shut up Persephone
No it would suck to be sworn to maidenhood without her permission but also i dont think she understands what unrequited love is
“No one will ever love me like that” they might yall just cant do things
“And thats ok” is it??
“Little tart” good nickname tbh
Her eyes went blue but that will never happen again
Dont throw her list away eros
Emergency contacts you just got a phone??
“Im paying for everything so i get to pick” stfu eros
We will never see her wear this again
Do we ever see her wear the same outfit i cant remember
“Was he just humoring me” i mean hes also prolly busy
I know everyone says it but i hate that apollo is purple
Ep 18
Stop thinking of persephone like that its so weird hades
“As if she would want me to have her number” its not a business card made for you man
How do kings get banned genuinely like this is so wild rachel please show me the societal norm and class systems here
Haha so funny zeus is harassing someone -_-
What job would he give her honestly
How does the economy work you cant say that resell on gems is shit and not explain
Hades wow forcing them to accept a check youre so cool
This is locker room talk and i quite literally hate it
Ep 19
If hades doesnt want to discuss his sex life he is valid i wouldnt want to especially not to family
“Ok i can be a little bossy” this is a surprise tool thatll help up later
They are being good brothers here tho
Ew not the locker room talk again
Like even if she was his age or whatever its literally so gross
Hera!!!
Ep 20
Lil kore is so cute
I like their interactions
She has a point its disgusting
However, i hate, like loathe, the miscommunication plot device. Answer hades Hera so i dont have to deal with this
Also zeus shut up you dont speak for hades
Hera should know that she is getting angry at Zeus and then misdirecting her anger its so annoying
“Im well aware im a fool” can you guys just talk please
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“Symphony” for the writer asks!! 💙
HELLO CLOUD THE BELOVED its good to see you in my inbox :] i dont see a specific fandom attached to this so im just gonna ramble about my dsmp fic all wayfaring hearts which is one of my favorite things ive ever written.
Despite still being a wip, ive had everything about this fic completely mapped out since day one, and some of the biggest themes i've wanted to explore with it were the concepts of impermanence and what i consider the most important aspects of humanity. all wayfaring hearts is, at its core, about a vast and inhuman universe learning about itself and the people who call it home, and being fundamentally changed by that experience. It's about learning what kindness is. Trust. Mercy. Compassion. Changing others with your presence and love and being changed in turn. Tommy is the universe compressed into a tiny shell, and his time with Wilbur, Phil, and Techno literally shifts how said universe functions in this story.
And at the same time, its about how everything is fleeting. From the beginning of the very first section, the narration reveals that Tommy's time is limited in this form-- the universe can't stay compressed for too long before returning to its original state. This is echoed by something Wilbur says later in the first chapter, disguised as some teasing dialogue: "All good things come to an end." And, although its not fully written yet, i plan to continue that theme throughout the rest of the story until its natural conclusion (which i won't actually spoil just yet, since the fic is still in progress).
I have a lot of love for this fic and its entire concept. Its very much inspired by The Little Prince and also my love for the cosmos, and the people living within it. And i think at the very end of the day, having a story centered around so much love and hope and the bittersweet knowledge of eventual parting is just. Its so important to me. And i hope i can get it finished sometime soon, so everyone else can experience the same shrimp emotions i feel whenever i think about it.
I'll leave you with a little snippet from chapter 2 under the cut, just to round it all out:
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They’re looking up at the stars when Wilbur turns to him and says, “Did you know that the universe is kind, Tommy?”
Tommy frowns at him, shifting away from the stars to stare at Wilbur’s eyes instead. They’re dyed black in the moonlight, pupils lost to the darkness. Like a black hole, sucking in everything within its orbit. He’s forced to look away after a moment, something like embarrassment bubbling underneath his skin. “Don’t mess around, Wil.”
“I’m not,” Wilbur says, “I’m serious, Tommy. Look up there at the stars and tell me the universe doesn’t love us– you can’t. It’s made something beautiful, and it lets us look at it every single night. If that’s not an act of love, I don’t know what is.”
Tommy shifts uncomfortably. His voice comes out slightly harsh when he speaks, harsher than he intends: “The universe doesn’t– it’s not kind, Wilbur. It just is. Kindness, compassion– that’s all human stuff. I don’t– the universe doesn’t understand it. It can’t.”
Wilbur hums, an absent little tune with no real melody. “See, I don’t think that’s true. I think it loves us enough to give us a moon, and stars, and a sun when it’s daytime. I think it loves everything it makes– including us. And I think it’s– y’know, it’s got a, a purpose. Everything has a purpose. I really believe that, Tommy, I really do.”
A beat. Tommy shifts, no longer admiring the stars, unable to return to the peace of the previous moment.
“Why are you telling me this, Wilbur?”
“I’m just thinking about it,” Wilbur says honestly. He turns his head again, until only his profile is visible in the lamplight. “And I don’t– I think you haven’t seen a lot of kindness before. So it’s only fair I tell you, right?”
Tommy reluctantly tears his gaze away from Wilbur’s profile, turning back to the stars. Thinks about the spider Wilbur had crushed in the chicken coop, and how Tommy had watched, impassive at a life snuffed out so quickly. “You’re wrong,” he says bluntly, “but that’s okay. It’s a… nice sentiment, I guess.”
Wilbur hums again, this time a low, almost-tune that vibrates in the back of his throat. “Think about it,” he says, and they lapse back into silence.
Neither of them speak until their candle burns out, and then they go back inside. Tommy crawls into his attic bed, fingers clenched in the covers, and thinks of spiders until the sun comes up in the morning.
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#c!tommy#c!wilbur#c!phil#c!techno#dsmp#c!sbi#sbi#mcyt#crimeboys#tommyinnit#wilbur soot#technoblade#philza#man this got long#tbh i have so many more thoughts but i have to get back to work in two minutes so we'll all have to suffer#mss#ask game#asks#shouting speaks#txt
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i think about catra and her attitude to saviourism a lot like. throughout the series she completely rejects others attempting to save her: to adora in 1x11, ‘for the last time, i don’t need you to save me,’ the scene with scorpia in 3x01 where she says ‘i can save you’ and instead catra chooses to push her away, 5x06’s ‘i told you not to come for me’.
i think that this is one aspect of catra’s character that really, really resonates with me, and it’s something i don’t see people talk about that much. catra is so brilliantly competent, she effectively gets herself out of being kidnapped in 2x02, the takes over the entirety of the crimson waste in a day, increases the horde’s productivity by 400% by only the end of s2. there are only two instances in which catra has to be saved before save the cat (which, oh boy) and those are 2x05 and 4x04.
2x05 is much much MUCH more scorpia’s moment but there is still a commentary to be had about catra in that moment. she definitely falls victim to hubris, this sense of overconfidence that, yeah, okay, i’m currently trapped in between the jaws of this evil robot thingy and the only way to stop it is by destroying a disc that i refuse to destroy because i’m a Lesbian but i’m competent, i don’t need to be saved, i’ll either get my way or i’ll fucking die. what is interesting about 2x05 is that catra does actually thank scorpia for saving her, however begrudgingly, and that’s probably down to the fact she’s beginning to have more security in their relationship. in 1x11, she’s more apprehensive to adora’s attempts to save her since all the security in their relationship has gone for catra since adora left.
this takes me onto 4x04 and the idea of security in relationships. at the end of 4x04, dt has to save catra from the collapsing hideout and afterwards, catra says to them ‘thank you, for... saving me.’ she’s hesitant, but it’s a lot more forthright than her ‘thanks for getting us out of there,’ to scorpia; the latter plays down the severity of the situation, makes out catra could’ve probably saved herself somehow, but with dt catra is upfront about how they’re the only reason she’s alive right now. that’s significant. catra is, for some reason, totally assured in the security of her and dt’s relationship despite the fact they hardly know one another. this is for a variety of reasons, most importantly the fact that catra thinks dt likes her more than her money (not that they don’t like catra, but, they’re quick to betray her for a bit of victory) and also, catra’s other relationships are collapsing before her. she thinks adora has given up on her, she can see how scorpia is beginning to question her.
catra won’t accept being saved by someone she can’t trust, and trust is incredibly important to her, hard to earn. in s1, adora loses that trust when she breaks the promise, and consequently catra can’t uphold her end of it or accept adora’s attempts to make up for it. she now knows she isn’t adora’s top priority, and can’t place trust in her to save her over everyone else. that’s terrifying for someone like catra, who relied on her promise with adora as a means of survival since she was a child. this is why save the cat is so fucking important, because it’s the reparation of that promise to look out for one another.
in 5x03, catra chooses to save glimmer as a means to save adora (‘are you saving me?’ ‘not you. adora.’). this is the first step in making the promise all over again, this is catra finally being the one to try and fix it first instead of adora. she resigns herself to death and makes it so adora never has to come to the velvet glove, never has to face horde prime on this awful ship, so she can just go back to etheria with glimmer and fight him off of their home. but, that’s not what happens. adora comes back for catra, she recognises that catra was looking out for her and in turn decides to look out for her: ‘i can’t just leave her there.’ she can’t. that would be breaking the promise all over again, after catra finally made the decision to uphold her end of it once more.
and 5x05? could write essays on this episode alone, obviously, of course, but anyways. this episode is so painful. the way that catra is stripped of all the things she prides herself on, her individuality, her competency, her agency, leaves her utterly unable to save herself. she claims to glimmer in 5x03 that ‘i always find a way out,’ but she can’t. she can’t. sometimes, catra has to accept that she cannot save herself. she needs others to help her. this comes back to her complete breakdown in s4, the way she repeatedly claims she doesn’t need anyone. she does. she needed scorpia in 2x05, she needed dt in 4x04, she needs adora now in 5x05. over the course of these instances, we have seen how catra comes to accept that fact, and her acceptance of adora saving her in 5x05 is so fucking brilliant.
at first, she rejects it. she told adora not to come for her, she resigned herself to death, and yet she’s still here. she has to put in the effort to be a better person now. but, as adora continues to confront her in 5x06, says that if catra wants, she can be all alone again and take care of herself, something changes. catra changes. she allows herself to accept adora’s help, accept entrapta’s, and most significantly asks adora to stay. she acknowledges that she wants adora, feels more safe and secure with her, and for once can actually admit that. this is the moment that the promise comes back together, where catra and adora have both upheld their ends of it, where they’re both finally willing to continue to do so.
and then they do. whilst catra still feels uncomfortable with the idea of being saved (the way she tries to downplay the events of 5x05 in 5x10 with ‘the only reason adora, you know, saved me or whatever’) she allows adora to look out for her and in turn catra will look out for her. they’re healing. adora defends catra from being too battered by the princesses, catra jumps into fire for adora. catra tackles melog head on to protect adora, adora strives to reassure and protect catra around shadow bitch. adora saves catra on horde prime’s ship, catra saves adora at the heart of etheria.
catra finally, truly learns that saving someone is a measure of love. yes, whilst catra and adora made that promise that compelled them to save each other, it was broken. in the end, they saved one another without even repairing it. it’s only in 5x12 that catra says ‘it’s time i made good on [my end of the promise],’ and whilst the promise was always a measure of love in itself, neither catra nor adora fully realised that until it was broken and they both attempted to fix it anyway. their love existed outside of that promise and it always did.
catra doesn’t always need to be saved, definitely not, but if she has people there who are willing to do it, she is loved. she is loved, and she deserves to have that. she deserves to be able to accept it. the fact that she does? poetic fuckin cinema luvs
#the conclusion sucks but like. dont come for me im emotional#this is SO long on god how do some ppl write such snappy short and sweet meta#shut up daisy#spop#catra#catradora#adora#she ra#double trouble#scorpia#glimmer#catrademption#spop meta
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Scent
Draco Malfoy x Fem!Reader. Heavy a/b/o, a/b/o AU, scenting, making out, sexual themes, no explicit sex, possessiveness, light alpha tone, jealousy. This is probably not a SUPER healthy, perfect relationship lmao. draco gets jealous and protective, so be warned. dont come crying to me when u find his behavior toxic, for the love of god.
a/n: I’m kinda vague about the workings of all this but basically until they permanently claim them alphas “claim” the omegas they’re in a relationship with by scenting them, which biologically deters other alphas from making moves on them. So reader and draco aren’t bonded, but they’re dating.
a/n 2: this kinda came out weird and idk how much i like it but! oh well! also the ending is hella abrupt ajshs i just wanted to write possessive and jealous alpha draco but no real plot or resolution oops. aaaand it’s hella cheesy. im a basic bitch what can i say
Your pace is quick as you make your way through the halls towards the Slytherin common room, cheeks still flushed from your interaction in the library and instincts screaming at you to go find your alpha.
I thought I’d smelled enough like him, you find yourself thinking, remembering Draco’s lips and tongue on your neck, sucking and licking your scent gland just the night prior. How could Roger Davies so unabashedly flirt with me again?
The alpha had been doing it for the past week- sitting beside you as you studied, talking a bit too familiarly and being a bit too touchy. He clearly paid no regard to your widely known and clearly exclusive relationship. His instincts, however, he shouldn’t be able to ignore. The claiming scent of an alpha on you should be enough to deter him. That’s why you’d taken care to guide Draco’s mouth to your gland during your nightly shag, ensuring you’d reek of him the next day and figuring no other alpha would dare come near you. But it hadn’t worked. Davies flirted with you just as shamelessly as before, despite your efforts.
Draco scenting me every night must not be enough, you supposed. By the time I get to the library after classes it must wear off. You worried your lower lip as you walked, considering this, and came to a rather simple conclusion. I’ll just have to have him do it more.
When you step into the Slytherin common room your eyes immediately seek out, and quickly find- thanks to the complete vacancy of the area- the blond in question. He’s sitting on the couch, hand cradling his jaw and elbow leaning on the armrest as he stares down at the book he’s been reading for the past week. You rush over to him, and as soon as Draco picks up on your smell he’s looking up with a gentle smile that’s reserved just for you.
“Hey there, love. You’re done studying early, I expected that astronomy test to have you in the library for hou-” he trails off when after sliding right into his lap you start kissing his broad neck. Your mouth moves against his skin eagerly, head swimming with his familiar and comforting scent- the scent of your alpha- and you tangle your fingers tightly in his jumper. You feel him melt into it at first, a low rumble emanating from his chest as pleasure blooms beneath your skilled lips, but then he’s taking in a sharp breath and bringing a hand up to your jaw to coax you away.
“Damn, Y/n, miss me much?” He taunts, smirking, but as he takes in your needy eyes and desperate expression his grin falters. You try to calm your features; he can always tell when something’s off with you, and you’re hoping to avoid worrying him.
“Is everything okay?”
You must have done a poor job of masking your emotions. “I’m fine- I just- I need you.” You make your voice a whimper, sticking out your lower lip and exaggerating your pleading gaze. If I can’t hide my desperation, maybe I can at least play it off as omega neediness. Draco studies you for a moment, but eventually his smirk returns in full swing.
“Yeah? You’re a needy little omega, hm?” Bingo. “Come here, princess.” He’s leading your face back towards him, and you crane your neck, silently begging him to run his tongue along your gland. “I’ll take care of you.”
He follows your cue and brings his mouth down, latching right onto your gland and suckling firmly. You let out a shaky moan at the feeling, his lips and tongue like heaven against the sensitive skin. Your hands travel along the expanse of his shoulders and chest, desperate for contact, feeling his toned muscles under his shirt. He grazes his teeth over the tender spot and your nails dig into him as the action has you seeing stars.
“What a good omega,” he murmurs lowly against your skin, tongue darting out to lap incessantly at you, covering you in his scent just as you’d wanted. “My good girl.”
As always, things start with scenting and snogging then quickly escalate into Draco hoisting you up and stumbling up the stairs to his dorm for a shag, lips never disconnecting from yours all the while.
The rest of the evening passes as normal- you go down to the great hall for dinner and then part ways to sleep in your respective dorms. Draco’s scent is a heady, prominent presence all around you, so strong and recognizable that it can be picked up on from feet away. It’s hardly faded at all by the time breakfast rolls around and you sit yourself at the Slytherin table beside him, but you can feel a pair of eyes from the Ravenclaw table trained on you regardless. You’re hit with a wave of unease at the presence of Davies’ insistent gaze, surprised that Draco’s scent isn’t potent enough to be off-putting. I guess it wears off through the night, you rationalize.
“Draco,” you murmur, looking up at the alpha desperately and tugging at the material of his sleeve. You pout when he puts up his finger in a silent “one minute”, not even glancing at you as he listens to whatever Blaise is talking about from across the table. “Alpha,” your voice is a whine now as you pull at his shirt again, and at the neediness of your tone and the use of the title Draco’s eyes are quickly on you.
“What is it, princess?” He asks, brow raised in question. You swallow, fixing him with your best pleading look.
“Need your help,” you lower your voice, “privately.” Despite your attempt at a whisper you hear quiet snickers from Blaise and Theo, and Draco’s lips quirk up in a smirk.
“You can wait, baby, I’m not done eating yet.” He dismisses you with a shake of his head, scooping another bite of eggs into his mouth. You huff, rolling your eyes.
“‘S not just that, Draco. I need you to scent me.” You explain, glancing at the two boys across the table as they blatantly eavesdrop on your hushed words and seeing their brows furrow in confusion. When you look back at Draco, you see he’s wearing a matching expression.
“Scent you? Y/n, I scented you just last night, you’re fine.”
“You reek of him, actually.” Theo supplies, making Blaise exhale a huffed laugh. You shoot the alphas a quick scowl before looking back at Draco.
“Please, Dray.” You give him your best puppy dog eyes. You know it does the trick when a flicker of sympathy passes through his irises.
“Fine. Come on, we’ve gotta get it done before class.” Draco concedes, standing up. You quickly follow his lead, a grin forming on your lips as you step away from the table.
“You’ve turned soft, mate!” Blaise calls after you as Draco takes your hand and leads you off. Draco just throws up a middle finger, not bothering to look back at him.
“So what prompted this, hm?” He asks as you make your way to the Slytherin common room, sure to be empty with everyone eating in the great hall. You can hear the hints of a smirk in his tone. “Just feeling needy for your alpha?” With his hand in yours he’s able to sweep his long pinky over the gland on your wrist, making your stomach flip.
“Mhm…” You murmur, somewhat absentmindedly. You’re internally going over your schedule, thinking about the next class you have with Davies and whether Draco’s scent will last you until then. You realize you forgot to sell it when you meet the alpha’s gaze and his brows are furrowed in confusion. You blink at him once before adding, in a whine, “need you, alpha.”
Draco only scoffs.
“Nice try, princess.” All confusion has left his features as they harden into a look of suspicion. You both step into the common room, and he stops, turning to face you fully. “Really, what’s this about?”
“Told you, Draco. I need you.” You cringe a bit at your meek tone- you don’t sound convincing even to yourself, so it’s no surprise when the alpha meets you with a raised brow.
“Is something wrong? Why would you need me to-“ his face darkens, and your breath hitches at the way his voice drops to a dangerous growl. “Is someone bothering you?”
You drop your gaze. “N-no- well not really bothering-”
“Don’t lie to me.” He grasps your chin and tilts your face up so you meet his icy blue eyes. At the use of his alpha tone, words immediately pour from your mouth.
“Roger Davies has been coming up to me in the library so we can study together, and at first he was fine, but then he started saying these little things and touching my hand or knee, and I don’t understand how because I should smell like you, but I don’t think it’s been strong enough.” You take a breath once you finish, your eyes flitting between Draco’s fiery ones.
“That fucking bastard.” His voice is a seething growl that makes you shiver, both from nerves and arousal. His nostrils are flaring, his expression is nothing short of irate, and his right hand flexes in and out of a fist at his side.
You’re taken by surprise when he grabs you around your waist and pulls you into his body, a small yelp escaping you. He leans down and in seconds his mouth is on you- sucking at your neck, licking over your scent gland, nipping at the skin. You let out a trembling moan, your eyes falling shut at the erotic sensation. Draco’s grip on your hips is bruising, as if he’s scared that if it’s not his hands on you it’ll be someone else’s.
“You’re mine.” He rumbles against your skin, his tone reverberating through you. He pulls away, and your whine of loss dies in your throat when he picks up each of your wrists. He licks over the gland of one, maintaining piercing eye contact that has your heart pounding in your chest. “Mine.” He moves to the other, sucking on the sensitive flesh, making your knees threaten to buckle. “Mine.”
“Yours, Draco.” You gasp out, head swimming, cloudy with neediness. You whine pathetically when he drops your wrists, and he grasps the back of your head to pull you so he can smear a quick kiss to your hairline.
“You go to class, love.” He’s gentler now, though that dark undercurrent is still present in his voice.
“Wh-where are you going?” You know the answer by his stiff posture and determined steps towards the door, but you still utter the shaky question.
“I think Davies needs a reminder who you belong to.”
#draco malfoy#draco malfoy x you#draco malfoy x reader#draco malfoy x y/n#draco malfoy fluff#draco malfoy smut#draco malfoy fanfiction#draco malfoy fic#alpha draco malfoy#a/b/o au
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i think ryan and min are both idiots and take WAAAAAYYY too long to realize they have feelings, and even LONGER to realize theyre requited.
for ryan its like a casual acceptance after he sees a gay couple at a venue theyre playing. he sees them and is like "aww those guys are bff's just like me and min--" and then they kiss and he's like "............ hmm. i think i have to reevaluate my entire relationship with min." and then goes. "hmm. i think im in love with him??? that sucks. min-gi is 1000% straight. also what would our families think? oh right i dont care. this changes nothing." and continues to change absolutely nothing abt how he interacts with min. btw this all happens in the 30-second chorus of a song mid-performance. mans doesnt even falter.
for min it would be something SUUUUPER dumb. like ryan licks a pole in winter and gets his tongue stuck and min just has a warm, soft moment of "why do i love him" followed by a 4-month freakout of "I LOVE HIM????????" he spends a lot of time thinking it through, what does this mean for him, for them, for his future. does this change anything? and the conclusions he comes to are, no, this changes nothing. he's okay being romantically alone his whole life as long as he gets to spend it with ryan. he'll die with this secret. he's okay and he can be content with this life.
i think them both coming to the realization that theyre in love w each other is probably very dumb and very much them but thats a headcanon for another day maybe lol -mtd
no bc this is so in-character for these two idiots!!
i feel like Ryan’s kind of... used to settling, if that makes sense? He’s grown up with 4 siblings so he knows what it’s like to not get what you want, and i think to him Min is just another one of those things he’s Not Meant To Have. He accepts the heartbreak and the yearning as something unavoidable and never once considers that maybe the world actually wants him to have the one thing he’s ever truly wished for. he tells himself its ok though because just having Min by his side is more than enough, its all he could ever ask for.
i also imagine that Ryan kinda takes a long time to even consider his true feelings for Min-Gi. tbh he’s probably been in love with him since they were like 14, but Ryan’s not very good at figuring out what his heart is trying to tell him, so its not until some random ass thing switches the flip in his brain that he realizes he’s slowly been falling in love with his childhood best friend for the past decade. and when he does realize it’s kinda anticlimactic because he immediately writes off his feelings as something that will never be reciprocated. like i said before, he settles for heartbreak.
ohhh my god. let’s talk about Min for a second. Min-Gi “have i seriously been in love with Ryan for years now without knowing?!?” Park. he definitely thinks through his attraction to Ryan more than Ryan does for him. i wouldn’t be surprised if he made an organized chart of his emotions or something lmao. he’s melodramatic like that. ultimately though i agree with you in that Min’s just like “ok i guess i will just take this with me to my grave.” he feels more... guilty about it than Ryan, i think? like he feels selfish for wanting more than what he’s been given, and to him Ryan is such a star he feels like an idiot for ever thinking he could keep up.
so these two idiots both decide to just never confront the constant tension between them bc they both think that its just them projecting onto the other. there’s a lot of pining and totally platonic bed sharing and a hell of a lot of stolen glances as they both fumble to pretend there’s nothing between them. there’s a sort of fear that keeps them rooted in place, a fear that what they have could be ruined again if one wrong step is taken, and i think, ironically, their love for each other is almost what holds them back from confessing bc they’re so scared of what they could lose.
i think a confession could go a lot of different ways, and i’d love to hear ur take on it :))
#the second i start talking abt them i just go sicko mode#thanks for the ask tho i luv hearing yalls thoughts#ryan akagi#min gi park#rymin#infinity train
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talking abt my thoughts and feelings regarding this below. if yall wanna know where the blog is going read on ^^
for now, i will still continue to support dream and create content surrounding him and his dsmp character. i’m not wholly satisfied with his twtlonger, but it was enough for me to feel ready to continue on. i think he was a colossal dumbass during this, but i believe in good faith that it was out of fear more than malice. i never thought he would willingly platform and house an abuser. its very relieving to have that confirmed. so my perspective is that what he said was genuine, and neither an absolution of guilt nor a damnation. to make a conclusion either way is too presumptuous for me to feel comfortable reading or speaking on it, and i think to say dream was being manipulative or guilt trippy in his wording expects too much from someone who is… just a guy, and not an evil mastermind. it wasnt perfect. he still needs to deal with the consequences of the way things went. it just is the way it is.
dream didnt say anything about manatreed other than hes not continuing with a career, and frankly i’m resigned to never figuring out how i feel about them. im glad hes not returning to streaming, at the very least. i dont know how credible the evidence was against him. on principle im wary of the leaktwt-kiwifarms type, engaging in a lot of political internet discourse like i do will make anyone more than suspicious of lolcow forums. so ive heard a lot of conflicting information from people i trust since i refuse to look at doxxed info—is the evidence credible or not? but i dont really care, im happy manatreed doesnt have a platform anymore regardless. keeping a random guys career in tact wouldve never been worth the risk of letting an abuser have that much influence. it was the safest option for everyone, even if manatreed is innocent. we will never know. and though it doesnt feel great, i’ll come to terms with it.
i encourage anyone who doesnt want to follow dream content at all after this to unfollow guiltlessly. there’ll come a time, probably not right away, that this blog will return to its normal state (as in: being run by someone who has dream merch and stickers etc, lol) if that makes people uncomfortable, thats very understandable. it sucks neither cc could do anything more. a lot of peoples trust is going to need to be rebuilt, including mine to an extent, and i dont hold anything against anyone who feels warier than me moving forwards. everyone has their own emotions and reasons for acting on them. i think some people are being very unkind right now—no matter what your opinion is i respect it and hope this blog can be a place where you can feel safe. this was out of our control.
n special thanks (once more 😓 /lh) to the wonderful ppl in my inbox who kept me sane throughout this entire thing. you guys are kind beyond words. i cant describe how helpful it was to be reassured by people i wasnt already close to—it feels more real. hopefully we can all recover peacefully 💕
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Send me a character meme: Daisuke Motomiya.
Im so sorry it took me so long T-T
1.Do I like them? YES!
2. 5 good qualities: Hes kind, cares about his friend, is headstrong, helpfull and a good friend overall!
3. 3 bad qualities: (I dont have three of the top of my head) He jumps to conclusions and is sometimes bad at reading the mood!
4.Favorite Episode: All of them haha
5.Otp: I dont have any in particular but i like seeing the cute shipart others do since i suck at romantic things myself haha
6.Notp: Iori and Daisuke... just... no.
7.Brotp: Taichi and Daisuke, Ken and Daisuke, Miyako and Daisuke, Wallace and Daisuke
8.Ot3: Dont really have any haha
9.Best quote: Awww i have alot. But i particularly like the ones about his joggress bond with Ken. The heart and emotion behind them! Its so beautiful!
10.Headcanon: Daisuke cooks for all of his friends. Especially when their sad. He has their favourite recipes memorized and prepares them food when they feel down or sad. Same for the Digimon, he knows their most liked food! While he enjoys cooking hes also a very skilled baker! Veemon often gets to taste new types of sweets that he comes up with haha
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beastars episode 23 thoughts!
some of my favorite scenes from this arc are in this ep so i've been real excited for it
this episode was super fun. as i said, its filled with some of my favorite scenes from this arc & ive been super excited to see them animated, and i dont think the anime disappointed when adapting them. this week's ep covered chapters 82, 88, the latter part of 89, 90, 91, and part of 92.
The ep opens with the moth scene, and i really loved it. I really enjoyed the way the anime adapted the part when legosi has the bug in his mouth and he's like narrating his experience of eating a bug lol. i think this whole scene was very well done and i cant wait to show it to my friends when the dub comes out lmao.
my one gripe about this scene is st i mentioned last week, that the anime made the bug eating gouhin's idea instead of legosi's. legosi is known for having unique and strange solutions to problems so in making this gouhin's idea you lose a bit of that legosi brand weirdness lol. there's also a tie-in with legosi's past and his fixation on bugs but since that got cut from this seaon it got cut from this scene too. rip.
next i wanna talk about dressgosi. a lotta ppl were worried that it'd get cut but i figured it wouldn't be. i think the anime really knocked this scene out of the park as well!!! the music. everyone's expressions. legosi's flasetto voice. all amazing lmao.
it's been known that louis hasn't been very expressive outside of going >:[ most of this season, so i'm really glad that he got to emote more in this scene. his expressions were great. i cant put screenshots of all of them here bc there's a limit to how many pics you can put in tumblr posts djlskjdlkfjsdf
when ur idiot boyfriend is back on his bullshit
i liked how they did the splitscreen so we could see legosi, louis, & ibuki's reaction's/thoughts to the whole situation lol
the way legosi's heels echo as he leaves the bar is so funny to me. A+ scene.
after this scene it's new year's eve, the night of the fight. personally i wouldve like a bit more of a buffer before actually getting into the new year's fight, but with all the rearranging and pacing issues of this season it can't really be helped that it turned out this was. it's not that big of an issue imo, just a personal preference.
we get this anime original scene of pina and riz meeting up, i think to give some plot coherence with all the rearranging the anime is doing. i think it was a nice addition.
scargosi is HEREE YEAH!!!
also!! it seems like melon & sebun has cameos in this ep 👀 rly hopin this is a sign for s3. tbh i noticed sebun on the first watch but didnt realize melon was there too until other ppl pointed it out lol.
now, im sad the anime took out legosi's new years call with haru, she already has so few moments in this arc and taking one of them out really sucks imo. but i saw some ppl suggest their phone call may be moved to next week's episode, so im gonna hold out hope that that turns out to be the case lol. also i am OBSESSED with legosi's lock screen 😭💕
they are so cute 🥺
now... it's here. the tunnel scene. i feel like the lead-up to this scene was a bit rushed. imo louis' "i like carnivores" line happened so suddenly, and didnt have the same impact as in the manga. altho to me louis' lil inner monologue about how he actually likes carnivores seemed a lil gayer lol so i still enjoyed it quite a bit.
i also rly liked louis' expressions in this scene, the way he looked/moved when he was talking about how legosi might die had me like 🥺
worried about his wolf bf
i also really liked the contrast of these two shots. ibuki towering over louis, looking large and imposing, and louis looking so small in comparison, having to look up at ibuki.
i wanna hold off my final judgement on the tunnel scene itself until we get to see the conclusion of it next week, but so far i think the anime is doing fine adapting it. i am a bit sad that it isnt playing out exactly the way it did in the manga but im curious about how it'll play out in the anime. on one hand i wanted more of the dialogue and all the buildup from that scene before the gunshot happened but on the other hand ending the ep w/ the gunshot and then the ED immediately starting was devastating and im sure it was even more devastating for anime onlies who finally made sense of the ED in this ep.
overall i loved this ep and im so excited for the last episode next week. we've got about 5 chapters left of this arc to be animated and it's gonna be such a Ride. im just hoping the anime can pace it out well.
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Just saying there might be triggery stuff in this post, im writing this warning before i write the rest so yeah idk what future me will write so warning in advance.
also im using the submission feature instead of ask because im too lazy to break up the ask into parts ;-;
I feel really empty. Numb. My sister I guess had her chair too close to the edge on our balcony or something, idk, but in short my mom i think went full panic mode (she has a pathological fear of the police due to back where I used to live, the old people there threatened to call the police when me and my sister used to take our clothes off at the pool because we were little children who i guess hated swimsuits, i dont remember. also my aunt-in-law hated my parents and threatened to call cps even tho there was no basis for her to do so, she just wanted to ruin their lives and wanted money from my uncle, which is why we had to flee my home state of Delaware) because a guy knocked at our door and told her and she got scared he would call the police (its an illogical fear, but…i can see how she jumped to that conclusion because of her anxiety and apparent phobia of the police) and she yelled and stuff at my sister. She apologized but I think it triggered me in a way where it caused me to feel so empty and numb again even tho she wasnt talking to me. i also got really scared before my sister told the whole story that she was going to jump before my mom called for her to come off the balcony and talk to her and i just…i honestly dont know.
Ya know…at this point i think it’s becoming common place for me to come to you to vent. So. i just want to thank you for listening and stuff. i honestly dont know how to explain what happened exactly, but i kind of figured out that SOMETHING must have triggered me because suddenly i felt so numb and empty. and you just dont…switch from one emotion to another. i dont know. is that how it works, or not? i dont know. i really, really dont know at all…i know i have depression, mild depression, but depression none the less. But since i think the last vent i made to you (last month? something like that, maybe?) i havent been feeling so empty, but now i am. i was in the shower for a bit before this and i kept getting these intrusive “what ifs” and “images” if you could call them that of my sister jumping off the balcony and well…yeah. I just needed to ramble a bit about it. Thanks for listening to my ramblings and vents over the last few months (since what, august? jesus christ time really flies huh?) and stuff.
You know, another thought came to me whilst i was taking a shower, but its really stupid but…your almost kind of like a older sister figure in a way? I know i know its stupid its seriously stupid and crap and like- but your just really kind and caring and like…i dont know? your over half a decade older than me and have been through a lot that even if its not exactly went im going through you have so much good advice and you listen and like you dont judge or anything-
I typed that part really fast and im not going to read it because its probably really stupid and stuff so uh ughfidgd
but anyway
thanks for being there and im going to stop typing before i make way too long a post bleh — Submission
I think it’s important for you to be open about what’s bothering you. It’s better to talk about something than it is to bury it inside. I must say that at the end of the day, while I can listen and hear you when you need a void to scream at, I cannot be the one that makes changes or help you get better or feel better.
You are the one that helps yourself at the end of the day so you need to know when you need to seek out help or talk more with trusted adults or the people that you know that can help you in the way that you need. Those are intrusive thoughts. Those aren’t “haha xyz,” intrusive thoughts are dangerously speaking something to you about dangerous things. It happens to me sometimes, and it is very unsettling.
But, you aren’t your intrusive thoughts. Nobody is. So, I hope you know that you aren’t weird or that this something that you’re doing. You’re not. This is just one of the things that our brains do... it sucks, but, it happens and the easiest way to deal with it is to focus on another task and try to ignore it. It goes away sooner or later, but it can trigger you or make you feel unsettled. Just breathe, and focus on some mindful.
And, you’re not bothering me. I’ve made it clear that people can vent to me if they need to do it but at the end of the day, you have to help yourself, I can offer a tool or a reference for you to get help, but you are the one that fights for you, and that is the person that you need to trust in. Sometimes, you just need to be heard when you hurt, and as someone who didn’t get that, I’m trying to offer that when I can.
#littleghostlyrose#ask#mod kait#tw mental health#tw self blame#tw depression#tw anxiety#tw intrusive thoughts#submission
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Part 2 to my Lore Olympus ramblings, episodes 11-30
I also just remembered how many episodes there are so this is gonna take forever huh. Tw for sexual assault bc I do discuss the episode arc "Wolf in the Hen house". Also, here is part one if you wanna read that:
Ep 11
Touch count total: 7 lmao
Cat. kitty cat
Artemis jumps to conclusions so fast
Did artemis’ bangs grow
Ope and its short again
It would be different it it wasnt noticeable but like the style changes too
Why does artemis not have scissors
How is her hair perfect after a slice
It looks like she is pulling her skin when she is taking her clothes off
Is she wearing a bra?? Bc if she isnt her boobs shouldnt be sitting like that
Oh she is now
“Demeter is such a helicopter mom” i mean yeah but also i dont think the mortal realm has.. Yknow internet
Eros is pink now idk if i preferred him as a light purple
Maybe like a mixture thats cool
Ep 12
Artemis like true form looks cool but so normal yknow
Inside!
“No wings i just vacuumed” quick rachel how do wings work
I do like the cut out in the back of the shirt for the wings
Artemis feels like the mom that is like “put on pants ur uncle is coming over” like huh?? Persephone is just not wearing pants
Youre just soooo pretty persephone omg
Eros and persephones colors accidentally get so close ugh
“I dont” look at her face its so. Yeah
Is yoga for sex or
Is he holding a necklace i thought he was pulling tears and i was so confused when i originally read this
Ep 13
Did aphrodite get darker
She definitely did esp in the panel where she says “psyche”
I know they are family of love but i do worry about the possible emotional incest that could occur honestly. I dont think it happens but it gets close
Ok so he passes the underworld so it goes olympus- underworld- mortal realm or am i dumb
The pig is so cute
How did she not realize her veil thingy fell off
Was her family abusive in the og story or was this just so eros would fall even more for her
When did he get the bow and quiver dont just say magic
Ep 14
The little switches in time got me confused the first time i read it
Oh boy he got an apartment
If i were psyche i would be scared deadass
“The ugliest creature youve ever seen” ok thats cool its fun
Ep 15
Listen. How the hell did she adapt to this bc if i went to a diff realm and all of a sudden there was like. Indoor plumbing i would panic the hell out of my mind
Like shes even wearing modern clothes
“I'm certainly not the pig” hehe i like the pig
Why does he not hang out with her when he isnt busy like
Hookup count is 2 now
Ok ok this may be stupid but what if he just made her go by a diff name
Also your mother needs therapy
I would want to leave too
“Do you trust me?” thats kinda guilt tripping ngl
“Maybe i could have visitors” no they literally are from a different time now
Like i get the “i cant tell her no” but just explain the modern vs ancient world but maybe she could go visit them idk
Ep 16
Why are they not confused i feel like they are ignoring this whole thing rachel created
No her sisters have a point why did he not give her a name not even his real one
Dont hold the blade there is a handle girl
“How could you not trust me?” i wouldnt either gotta be honest
Eros is so melodramatic istg
Artemis and persephone are not having it and like mood
Artemis is lighter now
Yknow if she kept a color palette with just base colors and then did lighting it would work better but maybe im a lil lost
“Hey i got a phone” put ur name queen
Q&A 1
I wasnt gonna put anything for this but “i focus on details and seek out references for anatomy” girlie do you wanna. Start doing that again
Ep 17
Why is he just crying he can leave
“Woe is me” shut up Persephone
No it would suck to be sworn to maidenhood without her permission but also i dont think she understands what unrequited love is
“No one will ever love me like that” they might yall just cant do things
“And thats ok” is it??
“Little tart” good nickname tbh
Her eyes went blue but that will never happen again
Dont throw her list away eros
Emergency contacts you just got a phone??
“Im paying for everything so i get to pick” stfu eros
We will never see her wear this again
Do we ever see her wear the same outfit i cant remember
“Was he just humoring me” i mean hes also prolly busy
I know everyone says it but i hate that apollo is purple
Ep 18
Stop thinking of persephone like that its so weird hades
“As if she would want me to have her number” its not a business card made for you man
How do kings get banned genuinely like this is so wild rachel please show me the societal norm and class systems here
Haha so funny zeus is harassing someone -_-
What job would he give her honestly
How does the economy work you cant say that resell on gems is shit and not explain
Hades wow forcing them to accept a check youre so cool
This is locker room talk and i quite literally hate it
Ep 19
If hades doesnt want to discuss his sex life he is valid i wouldnt want to especially not to family
“Ok i can be a little bossy” this is a surprise tool thatll help up later
They are being good brothers here tho
Ew not the locker room talk again
Like even if she was his age or whatever its literally so gross
Hera!!!
Ep 20
Lil kore is so cute
I like their interactions
She has a point its disgusting
However, i hate, like loathe, the miscommunication plot device. Answer hades Hera so i dont have to deal with this
Also zeus shut up you dont speak for hades
Hera should know that she is getting angry at Zeus and then misdirecting her anger its so annoying
“Im well aware im a fool” can you guys just talk please
Ep 21
Hermes lets gooo
Look naked persephone just in case you forgot that shes gorgeous
“Demeter sends her a lot of letters” didnt they not live near each other if not together what
Why does apollo introduce himself like that- oh i know bc rachel cant organically make someone bad shes gotta kinda force it /lh
Apollo is being a dick just let her talk like interrupting is a dick move and what he said obv
“Let me help you” “no thanks” yeah i mean she doesnt need help
Plus youre being a dick like
Ep 22
“Hes my brother” i dont care shes uncomfortable
Quick apollo make a comment about your sisters body so we know how much of a dick you are
Also why does she slip with the knife we dont see her and then ope she has a cut i feel like it couldve been done better
“Alot of blood” did you stab yourself wtf
I know they are gods but shes also the goddess of the hunt she should have stuff lying around for her or maybe animals
See the thing with apollo is he doesnt ask to do anything he just assumes its fine which is one thing but it feels like rachel hammers home the point so violently
“ let me help you!” use ur words king
“I dont have great control of my moods” get a therapist bestie
Also he has no reason to be overprotective he just met her what is it with men and becoming immediately attached to persephone
Cause shes so gorgeous and sweet and naive or whatever
which i think we should discuss the portrayal of her being naive and how it is a part of p*dophilic culture
Ep 23
Haha! I know you dont like this man so i will joke about it
Why is one eye golden bc he used his powers or
Stop grabbing her she just forgave you
Ur so uncomfortable around this man so none of us will pay any attention to you guys together
Are they watching carrie
Why. honestly just why
Ep 24
Hey uh just tw for sexual assault bc its that epsiode
“What time is it” “i came to see you” thats not an answer
Once again the he doesnt ask he just does
“Youve been flirting with me all day” has? She?
Like its gross and apollo is in the wrong but can we ask why we needed to see it, even part of it. Thats so intense
And also, how does it help the story. Genuinely. Did Rachel just do this bc persephone needed to explore her darker side i find it uncomfortable
She handles the topic fine but why was it necessary, i know its smth that happens but it feels so. forced into the story
I guess to get her out of the maidenhood thing but wouldnt it have been so nice to watch her make the decision on her own as a form of growth
Im glad we stop having to see it
I know why the pictures are used later but right now, why does he take pictures
Also its so weird that hes like “keep it between you and me” there isnt any reason for that other than like. Hes bad
Ep 25
Why did his name change for Aidoneus to Hades i dont know the stories that well
The shiny rocks are nice i wish we got to see his connections to gems more
I wish the titans looked more diff than the gods i know they are related but it would be cool
Why did Gaia say that he would destroy them
Vore :/
Glad hades has a therapist
Dog
Ep 26
i do like the fact that this episode is a call its nice
Omg they said the title
“Im the king of the underworld” ok and?? Anyone could tell shes crying
I like the small talk i know it doesnt move the story but its realistic
Hades hears her crying and is like. Im gonna bully you for it
Yeah its teasing and its cute if she wasnt already sad yknow
“Persephone why did you stop talking? I just completely called you out while you are upset”
Ep 27
Why was he in the mortal realm with minthe im curious
“It was different” rachel then retcons that and says it was a one time thing
It does sound like hes making fun of her
Her face and hermes proportions in that one panel oml
“I dont like talking about it” is a valid response persephone hades doesnt make you speak you just are very vocal
“The balance of power should always be in my favor” thank you rachel for showing why it is an unhealthy relationship
“I owe you question” never. Brought up again
Ep 28
“You dont get personal boundaries do you?” neither do you tf
Why do demeter and hades not like each other other than plot
“Working with someone doesnt mean youre compatible” works with minthe(and later works with persephone)
Why was demeter so intense to make her join maidenhood i know to protect her but like if she kept her with her she could be protected too right
Aw they fell asleep on the phone together
How did their phones not die tho
Ep 29
Oh wait look we see one dog that isnt the main three lets go
And hes wearing glasses its actually nice to be wrong
Artemis’ bangs are not long enough to pull into a bun oml
Ill say it: i hate how rachel portrayed zeus and heras marriage. Like they love each other and there couldve been a better way to do this then them arguing all the time
I know ive said it plenty of times but the lack of color consistency is annoying same goes for body types
So if he commands someone they have to do it or
Shes right tho he does whatever he wants
Hebe is cute
I do like how hera dresses
Ep 30
Hebe is so smart but like why let her be 8
Also let me see the other kids who is her sister that she is getting out of bed
“How about a test!” thats a terrible idea
New outfit!
“Persephone has big boobs” we know shes like supposed to be perfect or whatever
Imagine stopping aging at 19 gross also how does their aging work
“ i think ur depressed bc u arent challenged” hera. Stfu up
Also you cant say job and then have her be an intern
Also i know its just so they can be close to each other but god its so dumb
#anti lore olympus#lore olympus#theres like 200 episodes now#its going to take me forever#but im enjoying it#so i guess its worth it#my opinion
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bro..... im sooo tired of ppl being whiny freaks about ppl liking fictional shit ‘~too much~’. like bitches are literally fully convinced if you prefer acting out certain ideas in fiction but not irl, thats not your normal preferential boundaries but rather your brain is a mental illness BOMB and you need to be fucking hospitalized for being imaginative and having autonomy. like yall if its not taboo or smth shut uuuuhp man you’re not ‘concerned for their health’ or w/e you’re fully just tryna get away with being a nihilistic asshole who lacks sympathetic reasoning skills. listen to me. fiction is valuable. the thoughts we have on it are important. the personal lack of value you happen to put on a media is next to worthless. its not a fuckin waste of time dude, creators are people, who live in the real world, they experience it and have ideas through it and about it, they form and tweak their ideas while still definitely existing in the real world, and then put that back into the world with a new angle and new perspective, to share with other people definitely encountering it in , you guessed it , the real world. thats not disconnected. its not nothing. these things do not magically appear from fairytale land, they are created. stories mean smth, people tell them for a reason, its ok to feel smth for any story, why would we even tell them if not with the intention to impact others emotionally somehow i mean??? fiction does not Just affect reality, it is valuable to real life society, it is a functioning thriving part OF reality.
humans have told stories since the dawn of our existence. it is literally all but an inherent species trait for us to imagine things, its tied to each and every one of us, and to reject ‘fantasy’ as smth worthless to human life is frankly just fuckin wrong and weird of you. bitch we are Supposed to get outside the box, the fandom ppl you cringe your pants over arent thinking abt fake shit too much, you guys very often just arent exercising abstract thought and imagination enough, which actually hurts your ability to engage with it critically in all the ways its meant to be. if you dont see the value in fiction its because you put in no effort to form the analysis skills. in other words, you idiots dont get the hype bc you’re too stupid to get how you're supposed to compare a book to the real world it came from. ‘uu but cmon not everythings valuable what about [tumblr designated cringe media]-’ 1. ok! somehow you havent come to this conclusion yourself yet but thats not real, whatever ppl get to enjoy is not all abt you, your bias means less than dirt to others outside of hivemind social medias, you can keep it to yourself, ppl shouldnt care about it bc it means nothing outside of ur own space, its literally funny to me that you’re so elitist you want me to cater my interests to you, Your Standard Of Quality Isnt Universal, 2. ranking the values of fiction is the waste of time here, if you compare mlp to pride and prejudice ill dissect your teeth, different emotional impacts from tragic to funny to Just A Vibe are all able to be assessed as ‘valuable to somebody else so leave well enough alone’ if you dont have 2010+ funnyman brainrot disease that makes you incapable of reflecting on anything you can find a way to joke abt first.
i mean seriously like. whenever randos start engaging with medias you ppl dont like or in ways you dont get, the strawmans yall make up to get to be cringe culture vultures abt such benign shit, and almost Always at the expense of neurodivergent people with a deeply rooted undertone of extreme ableism might i add..... its just so selfish. u have a brain ok, you’re manipulative but we both know you dont Actually think ppl automatically default to being a waifu obsessed incel rotting away at their basement computer, stagnating their social skills and straying further and further from reality with each passing day, a poor disturbed wretch that you just HAVE to save from themselves, all bc they say they. prefer fictional porn or w/e to having sex irl. buddy thats not a big deal, theyre normal, just different from you. theyre fine, you’re just uncomfortable. as a functioning adult you’re gonna have to try and recognize that sometimes that feelings gonna be 100% on you, and you cant always just lie abt the validity of it to make ppl feel obligated into agreeing with you. this is gonna be one fragment of their personhood and your self obsessed brain imploding over how unrelatable that is doesnt fucking matter, grow up bitch like. how detached do you have to be to think thats so unstable or morally wrong.... its just a completely inconsequential preferential decision that only affects them and isnt a wrong choice at all cuz nobody has to get their dick wet if they dont wanna for any reason ever and thats gotta be that tbh.... and it kills me cuz they still inherently experience the real world and are capable of thinking abt it critically,,, even tho they... masturbate to drawings or w/e the fuck ppl think is unhealthy ???? like? imagination is just fun we dont need to moderate it anymore than we moderate other fun activities i mean lol ksdjfsd this is the DEFINITION of ‘just vibing’ no one FUCKING cares and it deosnt fucking matter the way you desperately try to make ppl think it does just so u get to be loud abt ur shortcomings as a decent understanding person.
‘uuuuuu im sorry but thats unhealthy :///’ you sound like a goddamn maniac dude stories are not unhealthy having feelings abt them is not unhealthy thinking some anime bitch that was DRAWN TO BE HOT , IS HOT, is not UNHEALTHY and you clowns arent convincing anybody you ‘care’ abt that concept anyways !! im losign my mind here skdlsdfsd medias are literally DESIGNED TO DO THIS TO PEOPLE... WE’RE SUPPOSED TO FEEL THINGS FOR IT.... IT IS WHAT MAKES THE ART WE’VE TAKEN PART IN FOR CENTURIES, “ART”.... ITS JUST... HAVING IDEAS AND EXPERIENCING IMAGINATION..... whats wildly unhealthy actually is yalls toxic obsession with ‘harsh truth’ and validating your stupid ass cwinge feewings to the point where everything that gives your underdeveloped selfish ass hives has to be a matter of health and morals and whats ‘best’ for everyone. u dont know that shit!!!! ur a petty brat and im not ur mommy ok i wont baby you so u dont feel like the shitty whiny person you are, you need to grow and do better and think outside urself already, dont put the responsibility of making u feel right for judging somebodies benign hobbies on me. i wont bc its wrong and unnecessary. you’re not a savior no ones falling for that lmao you’re just a bitch girl xoxo get over it shit truly does not matter. let them write nsfw self insert fics instead of banging !!
to make it real do yall really not Get that basic consent kinda doesnt just mean ‘no when im not in the mood at the time’ but it means ‘no if i just dont fuckin feel like having sex ever for literally any reason at all bc i choose what i do’ and pressuring them, even with what your warped brain translates as the best of intentions, is inherently disgusting? especially with the ‘i know how to help you’ attitude like......... ohhh die soonly ew lmao! lay off this nasty shit already please it doesnt matter! stop trying to make it matter!! its not hurting you or them you stupid tumblr phd ass!! and like again yeah some media shits just truly gross but tbr now its like even That kind of shit, the Real social issues caused by Actually problematic media that ppl should discuss Genuinely without ulterior motives, is being used more and more rampantly as just a stepping stone to get to the needless mockery of other harmless things in the media they want an excuse to bag on.......... like a bitch cant just be grown and talk about problems at face value without getting a bully jab in. smhhhhh you all fuckin suck please just stop talking already. so anyways yeah being attracted to fictional characters instead of real people or w/e IS funny, funny how many boyfriends they have when u have none xoxo theyre having fun and you can die sad abt it they get to die 5 times in an angsty fantasy fic and be brought back with mouth to mouth by fuckin kakashi every time and then they go get lunch irl while ur updating tinder bitch ... different fucking strokes ig !
#long post//#i would like one free ticket to pop off please. thank you#can i cash it in immediately if you dont mind
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Girl! You already knew I love your blog. Can i have Muzan x Reader where Reader is an uppermoon who Muzan like to mess around ( you know sexy time ) with but Muzan also messed around with other demons as he please. Thank u.
Tysm! I love your blog too ^w^ you didnt specify if you want headcanons or scenarios so I'll stick them up together, but mostly headcanons
Y/n was upper moon 5, not too strong but compared to other demons - much stronger
Y/n became upper moon 4 years ago, at first Muzan hadn't payed much attention to her.
But unlike our demon lord, Y/n was head over heels in love
From the first time he cupped her cheeks and said "Y/n...You've been doing a pleasant job, you deserve to be amongst the upper kizuki, dont you think so?" He asked her one delightful night, Y/n was just done eating her weekly meal, she devoured over 49 people. So we can way she was one bloody mess
Even though Muzan hadn't felt anything towards her, he knew he liked her by appearance, he found her attractive
"You will start off as upper moon 5, do not disappoint me..." Muzan's deep voice echoed trough the Minka, he brought up his hand towards her eyes, gently brushing the air between them. Y/n's eyes got certain kanji after all "Y-Yes...Muzan-sama"
Y/n did amazing job but hadn't interacted with Muzan much, since she was new she wasnt summoned to most meetings and even if she did Nakime was the one here, reporting information to Y/n
Of course due to Muzan's temper, Y/n had to get punished for a small misunderstandings.
Basicaly she met Tanjirou and Nezuko and just ignored them, when they were really big threat and were on hunting, Y/n just simply forgot that all demons were ordered to kill them, she proceeded to eat humans somewhere else. And of boy how angry Muzan was
Y/n was sure she would die but he didnt kill her, just called her useless and paethethic
Veins popped on Muzans forehead "You call yourself an upper moon and you made such a blind mistake" he scoffed, his expression was displeased but Nakime and Y/n knew this was just 5% of anger that he felt "I-Im so sorry Kibutsuji-sama, I just forgot and went on w-" Y/n bowed on the flood, Suddenly he appeared in front of her "Who allowed you to speak?" He questioned, making Y/n gulp, looking up at him and by this way automatically giving him good access to her neck. Muzan suddenly gripped onto the females neck and picked her whole weight up, to face him. They had quite noticeable height difference so her feet hanged in the air. Muzan frowned
"What will happen if you will make similar mistake in the future, will you...." he cut his sentence mid off, Y/n's thoughts were something different, defiantly not what he expected
'Yeez...Should I be scared or aroused', 'I honestly dont mind him choking me' 'I hope it wont end soon' at this point Muzan knew that what Y/n felt for him wasnt just strong admiration
If it was another demon he would be disgusted, but for some reason he was quite amused Y/n felt this way. His face was now not frowning, but blunt. He had zero emotions, but he was in deep thinking, he slowly and gently removed the force from her neck, now choking her lightly 'Yes...there much better...why isn't he speaking?' Muzan read thoughts, he observed her. A pleasant smirked formed. He released her from his grip turning around and leaving her alone "If you will make mistakes again...there would be more severe punishments" he commented before gesturing Nakime to teleport her away
Ever since then we could say they both shared similar feelings towards each other, just no one of them showed it correctly
As time passed Y/n developed her style, she always had a lot of cleavage, not like daki but still cleavage.
One day Y/n was teleported to upper meeting, there she officially meet every upper demon member, she hit it off well with Douma - He was so curious and friendly with her after all!
Not long after Muzan appeared, wearing his vest suit and white clothing, with black pants, the casual and glamourous outfit of his. Y/n noticed no one bowed but rather just greeted him "Good day Muzan-sama~" Douma shouted, Muzan probably had good relationship with them
My my how wrong you were
Trough out the meeting he removed the heads of several upper demons, and they all didnt bother. Woah
Muzan leaned onto the table "Tell me your Acomplishemnts" he commended, his expression was always blunt and hard to read, he didnt seem interested in their speech at all "Y/n..." Muzan interpreted Akaza's speech, making you focus all your attention on him, he slowly patted on the wooden pattern "come here" he ordered, his expression unchanged.
'DOOES HE WANT ME TO SIT ON THE TABLE NEXT TO HIM-HGHGJ?!'
Muzan grinned at your thoughts "Continue akaza" he said with more pleased tone, sucking in the stressful and negative tention away. All other moons were more at ease.
You did as he said, and of course your thoughts did their best job at amusing Muzan, all the scenarios of him claiming you over and over on this table really intrigued him, no demon had ever dared to think so boldly of him, and not to mention he liked the way you looked, Muzan didn't mind.
"Disccust and prepare teams for attack on hajimeri hill" Muzan ordered, the demons started separating into teams and making a plan, they often worked together. You assumed you had to join them so you jumped down from the table, ready to leave.
However as soon as you started to walk Muzan quickly forced you back with his hand. He forced you to go under him, you could feel your ass pressing into the table harshly, your eyebrows frowned out of confusion, Muzan had small grin before griping your throat again
This time he wasnt too harsh, justcright to your liking. His fingers gently massaged your neck, making you close your eyes.
Oh how you wished this lasted forever
"You do know one of mine abilities..." He asked, making you open your resting eyes "...is the ability to read minds of my demons?"
This sentence
THIS ONE SENTENCE
made you regret you were born 'He read all my fantasies, all my dirty thoughts-' your mind was one messy place now. You tried to look away but his finger that was gently massaging your neck suddenly was harshly pressed onto your chin, keeping you in place
You couldn't comprehend your emotions "I'm so sorry I will stop-" Muzan's nails imtefierd with your skin, making you gasp. He was filling you up with his blood again
Before you could speak again he connected your lips together. It wasnt a messy kiss, just a small peck. But of course this wasnt the way he wanted to kiss you, you would find out soon.
From that day on he teased you and touched you as he pleased
At first it was just a constant need to have you close to him, now he groped you and touched you all the time
Whenever there was another upper moons meeting he would have you on his lap, and you always knew you were leaving the last.
Your most memorable memory with him was when he invited you to his house
And hardcore fucked you in front of his sleeping pretend wife. It was amazing quite/silent sex
Once Muzan ripped your top clothing off and groped you for 2 hours straight while you sat on his lap, you were glad you two were alone.
Whenever he wanted for you to give him attention he would come to you from behind, push your hair down and press you closer
But one day, he stopped messing with you in front of other demons, he didnt touch your ass or ordered to sit on his lap anymore.
You thought it would bother you that much, but it honestly made you...sad?
That's how it was for a week. Another meeting was held. Like always your stayed the longest. You tippy toed your way to Muzan that didnt seem to notice your presence at all "Muzzn-sama" you muttered, he lazily turned around to face you "Take a sit..." he ordered with a long sigh
You took a seat on his table, you were about to ask him what was wrong but he hugged you before you could utter a word.
Sure you two cuddled after sex in bed but this type of affection wasn't in your life. He pressed his face in your chest as his hands wrapped around your waist.
"I want you all to myself" he said, not emebrased or too happy. All you could is was just to accept it and gently brush his head
He didnt grope you around others but he was effectionate other ways, like hugging your waist, his hand on your hip/waist/shoulder. You could see the connection
But one thing bothered Y/n
It was Daki
Muzan called her special demon and even cupped her cheeks. Y/n wasn't pleased with it!
One night she headed to the forest with Muzan, all he did was cup her cheeks "I can do as I please Y/n, You should just be quite about it. Green doesn't suit you" he mocked her, Y/n was displeased but there wasn't anything she could do
Muzan held her hand firmly in his, even though he liked teasing Y/n, he knew that if there was a demok women who would bear his kids - It would be Y/n
Bonus
Y/n took a seat at his office, she was summoned by him. It wasnt the first time she was here, making herself at home she ordered his maid to make her a tea "Its good to see you my Muzan-sama" she greeted him with a yawn "Y/n...didnt I told you my opinion about you wearing short skirts" Muzan questioned her, his eyes still carved into paper work, oops. After he made it clear that she belonged to him, muzan hated seeing her wearing too revealing clothes "I didnt punish you, and I wont" this sentence made Y/n smile. But she knew he will want to receive something from her later. "I've been so good to you lately, you've been walking around as you please" he said in mocking tone "Y/n dont you think you are too selfish?" Y/n giggled at his words "So what are our conclusions" he asked, taking another paper. When he aske it, the answer always was 'I will change Muzan-sama' or 'I understand that I failed and I will do as you please' but Y/n was too goofy that day. Like a tiger she made her way closer to him, she sat bare ass on his table in front of him. Her legs on his papers. This made Muzan look at her instantly "The conclusions..." she questioned before gently cupping Muzans cheeks "That you are the best thing in my life" Muzan was dumbfounded, her little joke resulting in brutal make out session on his lap
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some rambles about my relationship with regression :-)
hey there!! i dont talk on here often, but ive been thinking about regression a lot and my personal experiences with it
(ps i will be talking about experiences with abuse and such below! nothing graphic, just talking about it, just so you know!! )
dunno if anyone is gonna read this or not but maybe it’ll be some food for thought!
reparenting myself
i think the number one thing regression taught me was the actual concept of self care, not just baths and buying yourself things, the actual idea of caring for your body and mind and taking its needs into consideration
growing up in a household where my needs did not come first, in fact my needs felt like a hindrance on those who were supposed to be taking care of me, you learn to put your needs last. and it sucks! in my own personal experiences with neglect and abuse, my emotional or physical state was not even a second thought to me, the only thing on my mind was survival and getting through the day/week
vulnerability and shame were two big aspects of my abuse, and two feelings i still struggle with. i was a very tough, hard child. i never felt happy or comfortable enough to ever let down my guard, and it sucked! kids should not have to feel like that
shame still hurts me to this day, when you grow up in a home that makes you feel bad or small for enjoying something, being something, saying something, it creates this need to curl away and become accommodating and people-pleasing, just to avoid shame
regression has let me come face to face with some of these things i struggle with (shame, fear, aggression) and reclaim them and understand them, to understand that my child self was not bratty, or rude, or annoying, she was scared, and hurt, and unable to escape or cope. regression has let me understand the softness of childhood and that none of it was my fault
regression helped me reparent myself, basically!
(ok now time to talk about some small gripes i have with age regression communities, not age regression itself)
i dislike the emphasis on needing a caregiver or needing someone to aid with regression, its perfectly valid and okay if you have those things and they help, but i want people to use age regression to truly dig into their inner child and heal and understand their inner child
i find dependency is something that is sort of glorified in these communities, in our childhoods we may be abandoned or abused or hurt by parental figures and leave those wounds unattended, they can manifest into dependency or codependency in relationships and can reopen those parental wounds
i truly just want people to heal and listen to their inner child and i fear the emphasis on NEEDING a carer/caregiver is hindering a very personal process
(nothing wrong w having one, i would love one! just the whole culture of not being a valid age regressor if you dont have one and or rushing into carer relationships and possibly damaging those parental wounds further)
reconnecting with regression
i found i have sort of had moments of spotty regression or not regressing at all, i want to regress and i have been attempting to reconnect with regression
i don’t want my regression to be performative or solely aesthetic, i want my regression to be real and pure
i find myself looking back at my past self and trying to understand what made it so easy for me then and not now? i think i forget that it was never easy for me, and its a process im relearning
i think because in the past (2016-2017 chire era, god bless anyone who remembers) i was so connected to communities, which now im not so connected with them
i find this need to reenter them but every time i join discord servers or group chats i just cant connect to people like i used to back then, but i have to remind myself that i did not set boundaries for myself and those chats were extremely overwhelming to me at the time
i try not to focus on “i want the feeling that i had back then back” but focusing on “i can redefine that feeling in a healthy way”
i find one thing i have been learning in this progress is to just let myself be, just not setting myself to BE or ACT any strict way, just letting myself relax and let my inner child do what they want
conclusion?
wow what a lengthy post! god bless you if you actually read all of this, i actually really appreciate it! i know most people follow me for my ~aesthetic~ pictures but i really do love to answer questions or chat!
ive had some bullies and assholes in my life in the past who have shamed me and made fun of my regression so ive kept myself a bit on the down-low, but now i dont really care! im baby!
i have been thinking about starting a small application only agere community with all this free-time i have nowadays, but knowing myself i may be a bit too reclusive
anyways! stay safe out there right now, the world is scary but we got this, as much as it feels like we dont, the world has been through countless scary periods and we come through each one stronger, we’ve got this, i have hope for humanity :)
(fyi, if we were friends in the 2017 chire era, feel free to message me! id love to catch up! i used to go by the name joey and i was pretty active in teenietots! )
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Now that you’re a good way into the game, what are your thoughts on the Phantom Thieves so far?
OOOOOOOH OK OK
i could go on FOREVER abt these kids but i’ll just give like. a general-ish ranking for now. two caveats tho!
a) im not including goro or akira. despite knowing Quite A Lot about goro, its all secondhand and not lived yet. i could not definitively say whether i love him or hate him if i tried. also no akira bc hes Me. let it be known that i adore him and his design is mad sexy doe
b) i love ALL of the thieves. theres not a single one i dont adore. last place i still very much love!! but the others r just. big faves
ok rank time
makoto. my girl. the absolute TANK of my main party. has one of the more badass personas. i love love love her arc and her growth so far, and i just love her design!! i think she contrasts her sister very compellingly and i love the struggles she has to go through in turning from an unassuming, dilligent, almost subservient student into rebelling against authority she finds unjust in a way that is very Makoto. i fucking love her. my go-to to romance i think (along w hifumi but shhhh)
yusuke. he has not braincells but acrylic paint and homosexual thoughts rolling around in his head and i love him for it. he’s pretentious to the point its goofy and he takes both everything and nothing seriously BUT he also has a really compelling arc and he isn’t just comic relief fodder. he strikes a really good balance between being a valuable asset to the team and a more cautious voice of reason, while also being completely and utterly ridiculous to the point where i’m absolutely rolling whenever he’s around. that man is GAY he is TRANS and he has two pet lobsters named akira 2 and yusuke 2 that he makes kiss. king.
futaba. gonna be real i was TERRIFIED of being introduced to this character because i can just tell based on appearance what fandom incels and hentai addicts do to her. however she is INCREDIBLY compelling, her emotional beats hit HARD, and her relationships with sojiro and akira are just. super super good. i love the way her s-link is playing out thus far and i cant wait to get to know her more. people complain about her as navi being annoying but i dont get it?? she’s way less grating than morgana LMAO. in conclusion futaba queen i wuv you
ann. i feel like she gets left behind past kamoshida’s palace because we’re introduced to someone new each time, but i totally love ann! her relationship with shiho is really good, and im glad its not forgotten once her arc is done. she has fantastic chemistry with the whole group and shes just genuinely good. i have a soft spot bc she shares a va with kaede from dr<3, but i just. love ann. i want more forced interactions between her and akira bc their chemistry as friends is just SO good. stan ann for clear skin
haru. she is a SWEETIE and i love love love her. however i’ve barely unlocked her confidant and havent rly talked to her much outside of the okumura arc. she’s another stable member of my party and her persona FUCKS milady is so cool. she isnt Super fleshed out quite yet (but like. her dad literally did just die like 2 weeks ago in game we got time to grow) and i just love her!
ryuji. i LOOOOOVED ryuji in the first two palaces but he fucking SUCKS now the writers nerfed him HARD. misogyny isnt a cute personality trait, nor is only ever yelling all of your dialogue and arguing with people. the drop in quality from the first part of the game til now is staggering and it pisses me off because ryuji is SOOOOO good. he used to be a solid member of my party til i got haru but at this point ive made him backup out if spite. u all were not lying when u said this game treats ryuji like Shit. bring back gay respecter of women king ryuji 2020
morgana. hes just not as compelling as the other thieves. also how he acted during the okumura arc was so forced and contrived and OBNOXIOUS im still angry about it. hes fine normally and i know he isnt that bad before or after okumura but seriously. the contrived jealousy bullshit had me wanting to put down the game and not come back LMAO. hes only a stable member of my party bc ive spent all my time developing him into my stacked healer so<3 he stays i guess
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