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#the coping mechanisms being primarily sheer fuckit ego and excessive study
elainemorisi
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3 years
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I’ve now had two of my closest friends say, almost verbatim, “hah, I can’t even imagine you socially anxious”, which is... very strange, but also hey, three cheers for adequate coping mechanisms?
#in the last like two weeks to be clear
#the coping mechanisms being primarily sheer fuckit ego and excessive study
#I guess by now I am legitimately not made anxious
#but I was when I met them!
#not remotely to the degree I was talking about in both cases aka the degree I was as a small kid but still
#and now is only because I've engineered my life such that I almost never encounter a situation that would still trigger anxiety
#which yeah is in significant part because I'm old enough to just know that nothing that bad can possibly happen
#but also nothing in my personal or professional lives depends on better-than-fine socializing
#I'm sort of curious whether parent-socializing will tweak it again
#because there at least in theory my kid might share in consequences so you can't just Well Fuck You I Didn't Care Anyway your way out
#but also this part of the world is pretty damn chill so idk if it'll even be a thing
#anyway! I knew the coping mechanisms functioned perfectly well I just didn't expect them to be that invisible?
#and these friends are respectively genuinely a natural
#and the like... single person on the planet who I might grant has more insight into me (on some things/if she uses it) than I do
#which is normally a conceit I find EXTREMELY stupid
#ymmv on self-awareness I guess but seriously people? anyway
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