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#the craving of intimacy is Real tonight....im lonely....oh so lonely
cocona ยท 5 years
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i hope that i leave my physical body before my spouse does....or else i think id end up dying of despair....
#๐Ÿ#i think of myself dressing all in white for the rest of my life to represent pure love..... until ! i myself ascend#as someone whos afraid of commitment. that's wild#my lover... the one who'll share my life with me until the very end...my dearest friend ....they shall be blessed nd i shall grow#we're going to craft a world of our own......... nd let ppl into our paradisiac nest........ our children nd our pets will carry this energy#purity. innocence. spirituality. growth. kindness. compassion. thoughtfulness.#a gentle existence........gentleness is all i need........ sweet fruits...white clothes... luxurious furniture...blooming nature....#to see the ocean from the mountain is a dream of mine ..i need to go back home nd live in the south...with my lover....#i wish things went well back there. so that. i cld be happy..nd so that everyone cld be happy. we're so beautiful nd unique ! us haitians#the craving of intimacy is Real tonight....im lonely....oh so lonely#i have no one to share my interiority with.... no friend close enough...to soul patient enough......#no one 2 touch my chest nd to feel the ocean rumble under their skin.....no one to hear the melodies in my words....#no one to hold me... to dance with me... to press a kiss against my hair to wish me goodnight...#no one to cherish me like id cherish them...no one to hold onto...no one to care for until i ache...#a friend .. a dear friend. lovers are friends with a special link arent they? after some time love sheds it's different skins#it stops carrying the different etiquettes men have put on it...it shines through....it becomes absolute nd universal..#it rules over all things....love is everything there is. things happen bc there isnt enough love in the world....#if i ! were to find the person whose heart would be pulled to mine...the person who's so intimatly similar 2 me...#but so different.....oh so different. so different we learn from ourselves by discovering the other#through every touch...every smile.. every glance...even after thirty years... a surprise still makes it way into our tightly woven routine#i wish life was simpler.....i wish......
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