#the crux of the problem is im solely responsible for any upkeep that happens around me and the only kind of support i can get is emotional

[birbs-in-space]

it has been SUCH a long day

#new post #and im about to make it even longer! #anyway turns out sleeping enough can sometimes not fix your problems and may make them even worse! #i guess honestly its mostly a . im struggling to put my life back together STILL after all this time #the crux of the problem is im solely responsible for any upkeep that happens around me and the only kind of support i can get is emotional #from my friends. but my friends cant come to my apartment and wash my dishes or cook me meals or eat my food before it goes bad #nor would i want them to! (except that last one. please come to my location and eat my food) #but really its just too much. i didnt know how precarious the balance was before it collapsed or how many concessions id made with myself #to make myself functional #anyway idk how do people do it #please dont reply to this or like it or anything if you got this far dndnjdkwnd unless you want to say something silly or #offer to eat my food if youre in the area. like i saod im good on emotional support and i dont want people to worry!! #said*