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kmilipede · 2 months
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can i just say nothing makes me feel emotions like @amethystina ‘s Who Holds the Devil does. every time it updates, without fail, i am collapsing on to the floor and clawing at the walls. even in bleak february, this fic revives my love of writing, fanfic, and gahan, while simultaneously making me feel immeasurable joy when i see the update email even though i am well aware of the grief that i’m about to experience. in the absolute best way possible.
(go read it)
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amethystina · 3 months
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Hi hi <3
I've been rewatching TDJ and rereading the fic (yes I'm on a marathon) and I was seriously wondering how I would feel about the The Trial Live Show (I think that's the name?? I forgot) if I was inside the drama universe. And I admit that despite wanting to believe that I would have a critical opinion about this whole situation, honestly with all the injustice in the world I would probably just be relieved that someone had a effective attitude and influence on everything that was happening.
What would it be your opinion if this all happened irl?
P.S (not related but I saw your other post about how some people have been pressuring – intentionally or not – for you to release the new chapter and complaining that is taking long. I just want to say that your only obligation is to take care of yourself and do what you want to do in your own time and limit. You've already given to us, readers, everything that you can and we appreciate all the effort and love that is put into your works. Thank you very very much.)
Hi! Now that's an interesting question! And it depends a lot on the context, I'd say.
Like, my view on the Live Court Show as the person I am right now is probably very different from how I'd view it if I'd actually grown up in that world. And the difference is a little too big for me to be able to account for all the nuances — and not only because I assume I'd have to change nationality, first of all? xD Which is a pretty big thing since the culture one grows up in can colour one's understanding of the world to a very big extent. My values and experiences would most likely be pretty different.
So while the me right now, in this world, can say that I would be VERY critical of the Live Court Show, I'm not sure I'd feel the same if I was actually IN that world. Me now am concerned not only about the popularity contest aspect that Lawyer Ko pointed out — which would only grow worse and worse the longer the show kept going. Like, people would form a bond with the people they saw the most — i.e. the judges — and not the people involved in the actual trials, who are literal strangers and not as interesting. Aside from the beauty and charm factor that Jin Joo mentions, most people would just end up siding with the familiar players they've formed a relationship with, regardless of the facts presented. If the judges were leaning in one direction, the majority of the public probably would as well.
I mean, just look at Judge Judy. Most people watch it for Judge Judy, not the people who come to her courtroom. They're side characters in her show, even if it's their lives that are being judged (literally).
And, adding to that, the general public aren't experts at law and don't really understand what a lot of the terms mean — or the repercussions of their choices. Their judgement is based almost solely on emotion. And there's a reason why jury members are sometimes excluded because they're seen as too partial, coloured by what the media have been saying or their own beliefs. It wouldn't be a fair and neutral trial. But here you have an entire population who have no such restrictions, nor do they have the time to fully study each piece of evidence or understand what is actually being said. They're asked to make a decision based solely on a couple of colourful PowerPoint presentations — within a couple of minutes, no less.
Like, I'm a librarian, yeah? (though I don't work at a library right now) And trust me when I say that the last thing we'd want is for the patrons to start putting the books back on the shelves on their own. They mean well, but sometimes there's stuff you have to do with the books before they can be reshelved, not to mention that most patrons don't actually understand the classification system. That's the librarian's job. So if the patrons were the ones to put the books back, a lot of them would end up in the wrong place and it'd be a complete mess within a couple of weeks. No one would find anything. And the librarians would now have to spend a significant amount of time reorganising and moving misplaced books, which is just terribly inefficient. Having patrons involved in the process actually makes it harder than if we'd just done it ourselves from the beginning.
And there's a danger of something similar happening with a court where the entire population can be on the jury. What if they make a mistake? Because they misjudged the situation? Or they couldn't be given all the evidence during the show's runtime? Also, while the drama never mentioned it, appeals are a thing. Do you really think that Ju Il Do didn't hire someone to start on his appeal as soon as he calmed down from the shock of the verdict in that first episode? Would the Live Court Show handle appeals, too? Or would that be dumped into the laps of other courts? And just how much weight would the people's judgement have in comparison to a regular court, which spends a lot more time scrutinising the evidence?
(I might be thinking too much about this, I know xD)
BUT, at the same time, it's easy for me — the person I am right now — to say that, because I'm privileged as fuck. I grew up poor, sure, (and perhaps have more accumulated trauma than average) but I'm comfortably middle class now. Adding to that, I'm white, living in Sweden, and am pretty comfortable with the gender I was assigned at birth. The worst forms of oppression I've faced are misogyny, some casual fatphobia, and the fear of homophobia (with me being married to another woman and all). But do note that I say "fear of homophobia," not actual homophobia. So, really, I'm not in a position to judge, ESPECIALLY not the ones living in the world they portray in The Devil Judge.
In fact, that's something I kept telling my wife as I explained the drama to her. My morals right now are not applicable to a world like that. I think the Live Court Show has a lot of flaws and Yo Han's actions shouldn't be condoned (cool motive — still murder) but if I had gone through the economic crisis they were experiencing? And the oppression they face every day? And probably wouldn't have been able to marry my wife since it seems to be a pretty conservative society?
I can't promise I wouldn't have been queueing up to join Yo Han xD
I DO think I'd still be hesitant to fully support the Live Court Show, though, and see the flaws I mentioned above (plus all the others I don't have time to get into right now) BUT my feeling of helplessness might just overpower that, had I grown up like Jin Joo or Ga On. That's not to say that I'd necessarily think it was okay (especially the outright illegal parts), but I could maybe look the other way, just because I was so frustrated.
So it's difficult to say for sure, but I'm fairly confident my stance would be different if I had grown up in a world like that. Right now, I have so much privilege that it's easy for me to take the high road and promote the morally upright solution, but if I had suffered through what they have? Not sure I would be as forgiving. And I think that's natural. There's only so much injustice we humans can endure before we start gathering up the pitchforks.
That said, I think it's still important to be aware of what is morally right and wrong. We might not always be able to follow what we know is the right path — that's human, especially when we are oppressed — just don't forget your way back.
So yeah. I hope that's a somewhat satisfying reply xD
And thank you so much for your kind words 💜 I know all that on an intellectual level, but it's not always easy to remember. Especially when I would genuinely love to be able to post more often and it frustrates me that I can't. I'm just as bummed out as you readers, believe me on that.
But, on that subject, I'm actually looking into decreasing my hours at work, at least temporarily, to hopefully make me less exhausted (which is another way I'm incredibly privileged — I can actually ASK for something like that (though I need a doctor's approval first)). So, maybe, I'll get some room to breathe and rest soon. Fingers crossed!
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yohangaontdj · 9 months
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The Devil Judge Rewatch Ep 6 (Part 3)
Continuation from Part 2 which can be found here.
Now we have the morning after. Gaon waking up and looking confused. And Yohan walking in - all showered and still in the midst of tying up his robe.
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Noticed how Gaon had house slippers now unlike when he had first come to the mansion - wandering around barefooted.
And now we have Yohan speaking the truth in such a way that had Gaon misunderstanding him.
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No wonder Gaon looked peeved. And most likely regretting that he had stayed up all night waiting for that idiotic boss of his.
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And here we have Yohan, smiling like he enjoyed seeing Gaon all riled up.
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The next bit is absolutely my favourite. And it isn't just how Gaon had assimilated himself into the family. It's the interaction between Yohan and Elijah that is both funny as well as heartwarming.
And it started off with Gaon deciding to cook at last. Look at him owning the kitchen.
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Then going around to call everyone to come and eat.
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And I love Elijah's smiles as she recall what Gaon had done - being with her and even sleeping on the sofa to keep her company. And giving her his sweater despite how cold he must have felt.
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And then the stark contrast when she realised Yohan was there.
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The next bit, it had me so tickled, the way Yohan had acted with Elijah.
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Look at him strutting towards Elijsh like - Ah-ha, my chance to tease the hell out of you, Elijah! That's for all the times you kept asking me if I'm dating so-and-so. Then calling me boring and no fun when I said I'm not.
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And Yohan mimicking Elijah is just so childishly cute. Then running away, not that fast enough that Elijah couldn't catch up to him.
I just love Yohan who despite being an adult in his 40s. He hadn't let that become the key factor in his relationship with Elijah. Not like some adults who would be stern and serious. And would use the fact that they are older to tell someone younger what to do and expect to be obeyed too.
And it seemed that Yohan love teasing those that he had given his heart to. Just look at him doing something similar to Gaon earlier in the front part of this post.
And once again I have reached my limit. Part 4 should be up tomorrow once I have the time.
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romiantic · 10 months
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as a christian saying this, nobody is more of a bigot than Christians and then wanna cry wolf when they’re attacked
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mejomonster · 1 year
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Now that it's been a while, is Bad and Crazy worth watching still?
I'm halfway through Flower of Evil (which is fucking phenomenal), and a kdrama hasn't felt this good to me since i watched Beyond Evil last year. So I'm hoping for another dark kdrama to watch ;-;
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rainbow-recipe · 9 months
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y'all know cute rage with pets right? well that's what i have right now with the devil judge right now and it is KILLING ME
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kingkangyohan · 1 year
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I get lost on twitter and I found it really confusing, but I am also painfully aware that a lot of the TDJ fandom is there and I am missing out the best memes.
Damn.
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aweirdofangirl · 2 years
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This is gonna be a long journey but stay with me.
I need more shows like supernatural, hannibal, the devil judge, our flag means death, the end of the f***ing world, and I assume killing eve (I haven't watched it yet but its over so I can binge it so I'll start it soon). Shows that have big relationships that focus on Character A and Character B.
Shows that have their main character travel down a pipeline that goes from…
No one in the world gets me or understands me
*No one in the world gets them or understands them*
No one in the world gets us or understands us :)
It doesn't always end in smiles, but there is always a point where the main character recognizes that they are no longer alone because they all have a deep connection with their villain or the person that you thought might be the main antagonist in the series.
Character A is like emotionally aware, empathetic, and their emotions are like forces of nature to the people around them and they think no one understands them. They are viewed as kinda fragile and easily influenced by the people around them and they are familiar with being used either by the people that love them, or some greater system that they’re a part of. It is a point constantly stated that the person is just soft and breakable because their heart is too big. And they can’t help but think “I am alone. No one understands me.”
Then they meet Character B, that (sometimes the more overtly queer coded of the two) mainiac that changes everything and destroys everything that they touch in the best way possible. They bring so much baggage because they are such a special character and they never ever think they could be important to someone in the ways that matter because, just like with Character A, they have been told something is fundamentally wrong with them. So they gather their courage to damn the system and the consequences and pride themselves on doing things the wrong way.
The characters are both better off for knowing each other because Character B starts showing great acts of grace, mercy, and beauty because that's what they've learned from A. And Character A starts bending rather than breaking and going on physical, emotional, and psychological rampages but you're never sure if it's for B or for the greater good of everyone trapped within the system.
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rainsrecords · 2 years
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For years.
My scars lie dormant. The one on my back.
The one that crawls back to the only person who ever showed kindness to me.
I lost him.
Been called a demon all my life.
The one who killed his brother.
I rest at a place I had scars engraved on my skin.
I forget the color of my bedroom walls.
I hate everyone in this world but you.
We slow dance in the kitchen,
Come home late from parties.
I haven’t been this alive in a long time.
I don’t care if the world falls apart
As long as I have you.
Coming home to you.
Every day.
Knowing I will be at peace at last gets me through it.
You touched my scars.
Showed kindness.
Something I haven’t seen in people’s eyes.
For years.
All I wish for is you. How did time go by so fast?
My beloved, I hate everyone in this world but you.
I forgive the world everyday because it has you.
I have so much to say to you.
But all I say is “Sleep well.” “Take care”
“Eat well.”
I am pleased with life just the way it is.
I wouldn’t change a bit.
And I know, I could never trade a 1000 lives for the one I have with you.
God, who knew I would find comfort in the color of your dreamy brown eyes.
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technitango · 1 year
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I posted 2,102 times in 2022
That's 1,385 more posts than 2021!
191 posts created (9%)
1,911 posts reblogged (91%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@winteams
@obviouslystillfuschia
@cup-ah-jho
@funyasm
@thedeviljudges
I tagged 1,517 of my posts in 2022
Only 28% of my posts had no tags
#the devil judge - 254 posts
#kinnporsche - 198 posts
#bad and crazy - 68 posts
#love between fairy and devil - 57 posts
#word of honor - 54 posts
#the devil judge rewatch - 53 posts
#the untamed - 45 posts
#beyond evil - 44 posts
#art - 41 posts
#twenty five twenty one - 38 posts
Longest Tag: 134 characters
#yeah okay they took it out on some innocents but goddamn those adults that mistreated them and let them down in the past are literally
My Top Posts in 2022:
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okay but pete giving vegas the rope during their sex scene
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not gonna lie when kinn went all mafia boss earlier in the final episode and shot those annoying mf's at that table dead i transcended
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#2
the way i didn't cry during the to my star episodes but am tearing up now. like goddamn it really is about the fear of being abandoned. the fear of being known and understood, the fear of never being known and understood. the fear of being lonely even when you have someone right next to you. the way some people try so hard to please others and put themselves out there because they don't want to be alone and the way there are people that distance themselves and rip themselves away from other people because of the same exact reason. the way "they're going to leave me eventually so ill leave them first" and "i desperately need to cling onto them so they never leave me" are the same thing coming from the same place just expressed in different ways. it's about connections and misunderstandings. and in the end it's about being human. that's what it's all about isn't it? just being human.
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My #1 post of 2022
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wanderingmind867 · 2 years
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This will probably make people think I'm some sort of monster, but I've actually felt sympathy for Hitler before. Although my politics aren't Nazi-like in the slightest, I still find some of their members childhoods so depressing that I can't help but sympathize with them. I know that they were unambiguously bad people, but without foresight, their childhoods make me sympathize with them. I've sympathized with other people considered bad, but I feel like this is the example most likely to make people despise me.
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pepi-nillo · 2 years
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not feeling like watching het ppl today but i also wanna finish watching the crowned clown, ahh what to do
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dnd-smash-pass-vs · 4 months
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As the year wraps up, I gotta get something off my chest, don't worry I'm not making a habit of this. Even though I know that the people who it's pointed at won't read or care, and the people who do see the resemblance to themselves likely won't be the ones I'm talking to. but I just had to delete multiple asks again, and it's stuff I get all the time, so I'm going to indulge in a little angry rant that you're free to ignore. Because seriously, I LOVE getting asks, I'd turn them off if I didn't. but some of ya'll REALLY don't understand there's a person on the other end of this. ...also, this is explicitly not pointed to the happy anon with the super long slaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad post last night, you're cool. I was just a really tired last night and hit delete on accident.
- Every time a post gets reblogged, it finds more monsterfuckers, but also more non-monsterfuckers. A less monstrous person doing well or winning does not mean you're the only monsterfucker here. don't fill my inbox with multi-paragraph "everyone here's supposed to be a monsterfucker" hate essays every time a monstrous option isn't in a massive lead, take it up with your followers if it matters to you that much. -Some of you are fine always voting against bone devil no matter what, but can't comprehend something auto-losing for a different reason. Like "I hate heat." Or strong smells, or frogs. Sometimes people don't like the option they chose, they just hate it less. I see the merit in near any option I post, even if it's not for me...but seeing why you like it doesn't me I do too, stop asking me to take sides. - Or the opposite, one of the most common tags is "I love both, but I have a core memory or fetish with one so that's my default." Choosing one doesn't mean they hate the other option and you specifically. I'd happily fuck them both, but one indulges a fetish more core to me than some of my organs. - Someone who would fuck a werewolf or manticore or such is a monsterfucker, even if they don't go further. You don't get to say they aren't a REAL monsterfucker because you decided their preferred monsters aren't monstrous enough. Do you to see someone thirsting over a butch and say they're not a REAL lesbian because you decided that's not girly enough? There's no need to be elitist or gatekeep. Especially in an ask, but also in general tbh.
- I'm a basic bitch too sometimes! Just because we like the weird stuff doesn't mean we have to start hating the basic stuff and those who indulge in it. kinkshaming goes both ways, neither of which should be sent to me. You are not the standard by which all is judged, you being relatively more kinky does not make them objectively less kinky. - Seriously, if tumblr is anything, it's the "Labels" site. where people come to learn thier labels, give themselves labels, show off thier labels, surround themselves in similar labels until they forget it's not the only label. Often while saying they hate labels. It's not even the monsterfucker website, Tumblr's just more neutral toward it instead of openly hostile. I get the disappointment, but don't direct it to me. TLDR: That shoggoth or whatever isn't going to become real and fuck you because you flooded my inbox with rants on how "anyone who didn't choose X is fake, and all ya'll aren't TRUE BELIEVERS of the ONE TRUE MONSTERFUCKER GOD." Sarenrae on a bike, It's my blog, and I say everyone's welcome as long as they stay civil. so be civil before I take the anon button away. At least some people have the guts to show their face when insulting anyone who likes ___ over ___
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hell-drabbles · 4 months
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Oh? OH?
Cw: OCC (Lucifer still isn't out). Suggestive but not entirely explicit. Religious reference. Subtle hint of violence (description of hell). Mean!reader. Non-proof. The reader hinted to be an animal person. Kinda crackpost??? Lucifer uses 'stranger' and 'person' since the reader doesn't know him yet. Grammatical error here and there IM SORRY IM STILL LEARNING HOW TO WRITE SMUT
Sum: After you found out that hell too, owns a farm, you begged Satan to let you visit one. Your anticipation quickly wash away after you witness a bizarre scene.
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You had always thought that hell was a place for punishment. Those who committed a sin and turned against god, a sea of hellish fire that will greet them at the door and burn their soul for the rest of eternity. With, of course, the devils looking completely hideous with little to no person's features. no place that calls home, just like the Catholics portray them to be.
Never in your wildest dream would you think that hell was just like your home, if not for more advanced high technology from the other regions and the devils looking more like humans, the only difference that part them away would be the horns and their nature.
Then, of course, the ranch is also there.
Amongst all the 'amazing' things you have witnessed so far, the farm would be the best place for you. Either because of its greenish field that patches and stretches toward the horizon perfectly or how the animals made the place even more lively, from the contented cows munching on the soft grass, chickens grazing against the ground for any hidden treasure to a wooly sheeps moving softly in group. Each creature equally plays its part in the farm.
With a sturdy box full of a handful of healthy grass, you stride towards the horse's stable. Upon getting close to the section, you are quickly greeted with a neigh from the horses as they move around their stall in anticipation, almost as if they knew an old friend.
You smile at their gesture. Animals were always fun to be around, and while not for everyone, you tend to rant your troubles to them, even as they only answer with their noises, you can't help but appreciate their company as they don't judge you, unlike a person.
You carefully open the door but as you quickly drop the box to the side. You stretch your limbs as you groan in satisfaction when you hear your sore bone make a 'pop' sound.
Only then when you hear another groan, although it didn't seem to come from you or the horse.
"Ehck-! A-ah..." A low choking sound followed by a sob was coming from another stall, almost trying to keep the noise as much as possible. You can also hear a rustle of grass, seemingly adjusting its position.
'....what the fuck' the voice in your head spoke up as you remain unmoving, not knowing what to do as those strange noises keep continuing. You carefully lift one of the sticks that's lying around the ground as you cautiously walk towards the source of the noise.
You hold the stick tightly as you peak from above, shocked, or maybe not, to see a person sitting on the ground, butt-naked with it's enormous dick standing in the air while spurting pre-cum.
You flinch in surprise as you move away, only to stumble in one of the shovels. It abruptly stands when you step at the tip, pushing you forward inside the stall. Making you facepalm to the ground.
"....!'
The man flocks in surprise when you fly unannounced side the stall he was resting at. Although he doesn't seem displeased but rather the opposite.
"D-descendant of Solomon....? You're here..." The man's voice was soft yet heavy, just like a silk rustling against the floor. You immediately stand up as you hastily grab the stick back and step away lightly. You brush your hair to the side as you take note of the man's appearance.
He had messy hair, one eye partially hidden, and a scar on their chest. Red horns struck from his back in awkward position.
This man looks intimidating if it weren't for the vulnerable position he was in. His body was rigid and his legs were shamelessly spread in front of you as he looked at you with a hint of desperation, he expected you to do something.
As much as you wanted to know the stranger's name, it was not the right time now, not when he looked like he expected you to just jump right to his dick like you will feel the same feeling just by seeing him hot and bothered. Your face scrunches up into even more disgust, this situation was just like the rest. Your hand unconsciously moves and swings the stick to his dick.
"Ehck-!" The men shriek upon feeling the harsh blow toward his sensitive appendage that sends enough wave of pleasure to his spine as his back arches, trying to meet more contact.
"A-ah... a descendant of Solomon- please do something-" his voice started to crack as his tears began to swell in his eyes. He tries to grind against the air as you pull the stick away.
"What- who- why-" your face started to irk in frustration as the nerves on your hand slowly became visible with how you tightly gripped the stick.
Before he can even answer, he flinches again when he feels another harsh sting from the blow of your stick. His movements became more frantic as the pain came crashing down at once. Paralysing him at a place where he didn't even notice that you had run past him to the outside of the stall.
This is the last time you're visiting the farm, atleast in hell
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Horni post📯
(Hoooorniiiii! And this is a good attempt! I'm not good with smut either to be perfectly honest. I'm not at the level that I'm satisfied with but all we can do is keep practicing. Anywaaaaaaays...)
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In a way, you had already considered this farm to be a sacred place. Well, as sacred as anything can be considering this was Hell itself. Well, you suppose sacred shouldn't be the word. Perhaps private? Either way, the farm was a place where you didn't have to tense yourself up and ready your eyes to see the heavy libido infused culture that's present in all the places you've visited.
The farm was supposed to be a break from it all, and then this fucking wayward devil decided to ruin it all by jacking it right in the horse stables.
What was this freak even doing in there? Wait, do you really want to know? Do you actually care?
You know what, it doesn't matter. All you know is that this little piece of paradise was soiled by this stranger, and you want to make him bleed.
You didn't care to ask for his name when you snapped the stick right against the shaft. That vile, leaking dick bounced back against the devil's stomach. He arched his back but didn't retreat back even as an inflamed line rose from his skin. You struck again, right on that gaping little slit. A part of you wanted to shove that stick right down his urethra just so he stops making a disgusting mess.
"Get out," you'll be damned if you can't come back here, and you'll be damned if you let this whore stay, "Get out!"
You grabbed him by the hair and dragged him out. You didn't care for the gravel, didn't care if it made him bleed, you didn't even care for the hands digging into your wrist. You tossed him onto the grass and smacked his dick one more time for good measure. The stranger's hands tore into the grass as you broke skin. Clear pre and blood mixed and flowed down his legs.
He was trying to say something, probably begging but your anger has rushed too much blood into your ears. You don't care for what he wants.
You walked over and pressed the tip of the stick right over his uretha. That forced him to still and actually pay attention to you, his legs shaking.
"Leave and don't come back."
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mejomonster · 2 years
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I finished reading my friend adiks book and lemme just say when it Drops publically it'll be a Time I will finally get to gush about it
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amethystina · 2 months
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Oh man!! The latest chapter!!! The angst was angsting, pain was paining, heart is wrenching, tear is falling, it was soooo mean, but do it again!!!
It was the longest chapter and ironically the most painful chapter as well. Have I said how much I love slow burn and angst and this fic hits home everytime?? Likeee woah I just LOVE how this fic is LOOONG , nowhere near close bc that means I get me read it longer lol.
And I feel like I would never be able to appreciate how much hard work you put in Who Holds the Devil.
I am guessing it is now Ga On's turn to pursue Yohan and Oh man I can already imagine how much he is gonna suffer while doing it 😭 or maybe not (bc he tends to be pretty straightforward at times and impulsive as well) but I believe it's gonna be pretty hard bc Gaon has so much shit to get together and Yohan, my man, already gave up (poor him) so gaon trying to persue him or rather seduce his sugar daddy would look very suspicious to him. Nevertheless I am exited to see Gaon try and miserably, comically and hilariously half fail bc he will succeed eventually as Yohan is too much of a loser for Gaon lol. I am excited for future chapters and definitely wouldn't complain about more angst lol.
It was necessary for this to happen, otherwise the story would go nowhere and most importantly Gaon and Yohan would go nowhere, their problems will never be solved. Sometimes hitting rock bottom is crucial to develop in life BUT I would hate it if it happens to me, hope I will be able to get my shits together before that happens ( or maybe it already happened but I am not relizing it or not acknowledging it much like gaon but he is better than me ngl at least he has the courage)
This became a rant about me naur 😭
Lastly I hope you have a great day and things work out for you 💕
Also idk if it's your cup of tea but My Happy Ending kdrama is sooo good and worth giving it a try. It's a psychological suspense drama hehe. I am soo invested in it nowadays so couldn't help recommending you as well 💫
It was a painful chapter, yeah. And I'm both relieved and heartbroken to finally have it out there. As someone who doesn't actually like angst, this chapter was a struggle in more than one way. But it's necessary if I want their relationship to move forward, so here we are.
At this point, writing Who Holds the Devil has sort of turned into a second job, not going to lie. I still enjoy it, make no mistake, but I have to plan all of my other hobbies around it since I feel an obligation to post somewhat regularly. Like, I've been postponing drawing for the past two weeks because I wanted to get this chapter out (that's how long it took to edit, yes) but drawing is the thing that helps the most with my depression symptoms (that have made an unwanted reappearance due to my burnout), so I've been struggling quite a bit. And now all I want to do is draw for a couple of days.
So yeah. I can't lie and say it's not a lot of work, both in terms of planning, writing, editing, etc., but also how it affects the rest of my life. BUT I just love it too much to give up on it ;)
And yes, Ga On will have to be the one to pursue Yo Han now ;) Or, well, eventually. He has to wallow and overthink things a bit first because, well, Ga On. If overthinking things was an Olympic sport, he'd win the gold for sure. But he WILL give Yo Han what he wants in the end, I promise.
In short, the "the only way after hitting rock bottom is up" saying is pretty apt in this case.
There's still hope, so just hang in there :)
I looked at the plot for My Happy Ending but I admit it didn't really catch my attention. But that could be because I don't really watch much right now? I'm too busy writing and drawing. I'm also trying to finish a drama I started ages ago called Mad Dog. Which, let me tell you, it's disorientingly gay for a drama about insurance fraud. But unlike The Devil Judge I'm not sure if they're actually AWARE of how gay it is? (especially since it's from 2017)
But, like, if I had a penny for every time I've watched a drama in which a traumatised, older man brings home a reckless, bratty twink after said twink got injured — under the pretence of protecting him from more harm — only for the twink to start snooping around his house before deciding to charm the dude with home-cooked food and then just doesn't leave I would have two pennies. Which isn't a lot, but it's still weird that it's happened twice.
Also, what the heck do they want me to think when they have these kinds of angles when the two dudes are arguing?
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That looks questionable both in and out of context. BUT that could also be because Woo Do Hwan could have sexual tension with a goddamn rock. Rarely have I seen a man with so much "fuck me and find out" energy as his character in this drama.
But the twink also has a romantic plotline with the woman on the team, at the same time as he's living in the older dude's apartment and giving this poor dude all kinds of conflicted feelings because he's a widower who's lived alone since his wife and kid died and suddenly there's someone in his apartment cooking him food, nagging at him when he comes late and drunk etc. etc. Like, bruh. It really sounds like the twink is his new wife? And I am SO CONFUSED because the drama plays it so straight (without the "hint, hint, nudge, nudge" winks that The Devil Judge had) that I'm about to have an existential crisis.
Fellas, is it gay if this is the face you make when you're told you're not actually living with the man who took you home to keep you safe after you almost got murdered but then you accidentally behaved like his concerned and doting wife?
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Asking for a friend.
(and don't even get me started on the whole "Bring Your Twink to Work Day" scene)
At this point, I'm half convinced I'm gaslighting myself into thinking this is gay when it's actually just a really heartwarming story about a really deep bromance that I'm too queer to understand.
ANYWAY. Thanks for the rec! But I'm not sure if it's my thing and I'm really bad at watching things right now. But I'm thrilled to hear that you're having so much fun with it! I'm happy for you! :D
And thank you so much for the lovely message 💜
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