#the fall is going to be rough

[omegalomania]

had to draw a really quick something to commemorate the end of tourdust/2ourdust...what a very special tour this was. thanks, fall out boy.

#fall out boy #tourdust #2ourdust #*mine #*art #id in the alt text #it was a genuine honor getting pelted w 8balls with you all #this is terribly rough and there were going to be more things but i am so low on time to do silly stuff like this #it turns out im so bad at drawing simple stuff who knew

[hontobakane]

too fucking soft

I can't believe Majima calls Kiryu 'soft' when the guy is the most insensitive mf ever.

No but honestly, I have no idea how Kiryu can go up on that roof and babble about Majima being free and getting to let loose, so convinced that fighting is the only thing Majima cares about?? Does he ever look at him? Listen to him?

And Majima is just like 'ugh this mf is so dense' so he plays along but looks absolutely tortured.

Like, Majima straight up tells Kiryu he's going to really miss him, and what is Kiryu's reply????

"Take care of Daigo for me."

Bro, what???

#one day I'm going to write that fic #poor Nishida probably had to pick up the pieces #he must be so annoyed with Kiryu #he even told the mf before letting him up the tower #but no #why did the boss fall in love with someone so dense #Nishida has it rough #Majima has it rougher #kazumaji #kiryu kazuma #majima goro #mine

[pepperpixel]

“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you

tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you

gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!

i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very

fuuuuuuu~nyyy”

More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.

#invader zim #gaz membrane #invader tak #tagr #iz tak #iz gaz #tak #doodles #there toxic yuri!!! they’re all over the place!!! tak is tsundere insane alien who fueled by revenge it’s gonna be rough! #I think. there relationship would slowly grow and develop as gaz is helping tak w all her injuries #but I think they’d end up having a true true falling out sometime after take fully healed and gets her ship back. #and they’d be split up for a few years maybe? idk how long I’d want it to be. but! yeah. #absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes u realize how fucking stupid u are #and eventually they’d reunite and shit would be better lol #I don’t want them to be at each others throats forever that’d suck lol #theyre just definitely are moments where there at each others throats in the beginning #but they r also moments.. where they both feel true belonging and acceptance. like they never have before… and it blows there lil minds… #I also dO want gaz to go into space at some point w tak cuz that’d be fucking awesome #after they reunite again they can go explore the universe a bit #these r all very half baked ideas btw and also my brains mush cuz ive been drawing all day #so please excuse if said ideas suck. also please excuse all the typos lol #I might change my mind on the them separating idk… or maybe make it a shorter amount of time… idk!! I havent thought thru all this shit lol #it’s not like I’m gonna write a story or actually make a comic I’m just drawing random fanart #I don’t need to have all these thoughts all solidified lol

[kostektyw]

wait why am i only just now realizing that all these danny phantom crossovers where he ends up in a universe of some other series via a portal or whatever are just isekai

why am i only now realizing like 80% of isekai ive ever read is just danny phantom fics

#kostek original #i mean the % is a rough estimate #there might be many more things ive enjoyed that are isekai and ive never realized #... do i have an isekai problem perhaps #so many of my favorite series are isekai #like futurama #or yonderland #.... can you say gravity falls has an isekai subplot with ford traveling to different dimensions #and bill cipher to ig??? #wait spiderverse is also isekai #ok you know what i will go mad if i continue this train of thought actually i need to get back to work bye

[sentientstump]

stump drew things

here you go (っ>o<)⁠っ∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°

#i honestly didnt think about who was who in the first one when i did a rough sketch... "xD #but then my subconscious was like ayo pause is totally a master of falling he wouldnt react too strongly to it right? and here we go #also i wanted to draw pause in the last one as well but i have to prepare for a flight oops- xD maybe I'll post the idea i had in my mind.. #we'll see we'll see #vintagebeef #ethoslab #pauseunpause #team canada #artstump

[ilikebooksmoviesseriesandanime]

First Class

Days of Future Past

Apocalypse

#geraskier #jaskier #xmen reference #jaskier literally went through the same stages Charles went #love the parallel #especially on falling in love with grumpy cats #and going through rough breakups & divorces

[musubiki]

most recent story development in my brain: ive decided to actually seperate taffy and coco during the timeskip

initially i had it that taffy sticks with coco because he has nowhere to go and they eventually get together over the timeskip. the new version is that he runs away and disappears right before mochi leaves

in my head i see him as the type to run away after what mochi and coco do for him-- after coco put in so much effort and time advocating for him because she saw that there were traces of a good person under his antagonistic nature, and after mochi beat his ass for the final time and finally cleared his curse, he doesnt know what to do with himself.

the rest of the guild at that point (mochi included) has an attitude of "We know why you were the way you were. Now that there's no reason for you to hate us, you're free to go where you want. You can even stay with us." and this sentiment eats him alive. the guilt he feels is insane. the fact that he spent months (years?) trying to ruin mochi, brewing in bitterness and rage and all of a sudden all of that is gone and replaced with forgiveness and warmth is unbearable and he cant stand it, so he leaves.

this is all coupled with his feelings for coco and the attitude on his end of "I don't deserve this. I don't deserve her. All I can do is bring them down. All I can do is bring her down. I have no right to stay here. I have no right to want to stay here."

so theres a pivotal scene in my head where he has all these thoughts, standing right outside the side door to mochis house hearing them all chattering inside, and has a long moment of hesitation before going inside. in the OLD version coco opens the door before he can make up his mind and forces him inside with the rest of them, but in the NEW version i think its much more taffy-like if hes gone by the time she notices and gets to the door

(tldr timeline: mochi removes his curse -> he disappears -> he only appears for the last amanita fight because really thats HIS fight as much as it is mochis -> he leaves again RIGHT after. i imagine coco tried to stop him or say goodbye but this man is notoriously good at escaping quickly)

and so timeskip-wise coco attends university on her own. she keeps in touch with oscar and lime (more oscar than lime) and while she never directly set out to look for taffy, there was always that desire to look for him in a crowd or something, maybe hoping to run into him at random or that he would show up out of nowhere like he did the first time.

I'm not totally sure what he does during the timeskip then. something far away from coco and the guild, but somewhere close to the ocean because he could never find it in him to stray too far from it for too long. maybe lost his touch with water magic a bit because he was too afraid and guilt-ridden to use it. never really stopped thinking about coco but couldnt muster up the courage to go find her again. for YEARS hes convinced that she doesnt want to see him and he wouldnt do anything to make her life better. hes done too much to all of them for them to ever accept him, he thinks.

until one day coco just. shows up. after tracking him down (with mochi and sulluvans help). sitting on a barrel at the docks he works at in some city somewhere, eating some cotton candy she bought at the docks like "Heyo! Mochi needs another guild member, and you kinda owe us one, soooo..."

#lore #bpp #text #and then while hes too busy processing one of his shipmates throws down some supplies and it clobbers him #falls right into the water #coco: gee youre a lot more of a clutz than i remember #or she BUSTS out hysterical mocking laughing #coco move #can you imagine the kind of feelings his heart went through in the span of 2 seconds #its like all the negative emotions were just washed away (haha get it) for a brief second #i think they return when he sees mochi though #i also like the idea of post-timeskip the running theme of (yeah im dating this guy from class now--) #and then you hear taffy shatter the glass he was hand-washing #i dont know what he does post-timeskip yet #maybe he'll be one of those guys who go out to rough ocean and fish crabs #taffy running away feels right #even though it sucks for both of them

[nettlestingsoup]

saw your tags and prince au you say 👀

yes! it was a kind of medieval au where minho and felix were princes of a kingdom but their father died and left their stepmother on the throne; she immediately implicated minho in his father's death to get him exiled, and locked felix away in a tower 'for his own safety' so that she could have longer on the throne. the vague plot of the au was felix getting kidnapped by rebels pushing against the new queen's tyranny (led by chan) and minho desperately going after him with a loyal palace guard (changbin) in tow. as they go they obviously end up collecting a band of rebels and nobles (VIXX and Dreamcatcher were all nobles in the kingdom because I Love Them) who are loyal to the true king and taking back the throne in minho's name.

the ships were:

minbin: all the drama of minho being exiled royalty and changbin not wanting to fall for him because he doesn't think a commoner could marry the king - but maybe if minho never takes the throne they could be together (even though that feels like an awful thing to want)?

chanlix: chan does literally kidnap felix out of his tower but it's basically just because he thinks it's the best way to prove to the queen what they can do; and once he realises that the younger prince is actually kind and sweet and fiercely determined to help people he falls very fast and very hard.

hyunsung: hyunjin is one of chan's rebels, and jisung is the sole servant felix was permitted to have at his side. he refuses to let felix get kidnapped without him, and becomes very nervous of felix's growing relationship with chan. hyunjin tries to stop him getting in the way, and also trains him up to be something of a fighter. they argue a lot until they don't.

seungin: jeongin is another one of chan's rebels who gets caught during felix's kidnapping. he's subjected to some fairly awful treatment, and seungmin is the one palace servant who tries to make sure he's ok, sneaking in extra food or medicine to jeongin's cell where he can. he eventually manages to set jeongin free, and they leave the palace together to seek out chan and felix.

i think that's all i remember? it had fun vibes but it was going to be HUGE so i just never found the time/energy to commit to it as a project <3

#asks #minho's exile literally left him hiding in the palace kitchens #because the kitchen staff and guards were like 'you are not leaving this castle we will hide you and look after you' #there were a lot of descriptions about how rough minho's hands had become from all the work #and changbin really respecting how he'd just gotten on with helping and become someone everyone in the kitchens could rely on #before felix got kidnapped they were maybe kind of on the edge of a thing #but then minho was leaving #and changbin was not going to let him go alone #i remember that chan was pretty surprised by felix? #that he wasn't just a spoiled soft prince #like minho he's very willing to help and get his hands dirty because they were raised right #and there's a spark in him that chan just falls for so so so fast #hyunjin's watching from a distance like WHY ARE YOU SIMPING #HE'S A HOSTAGE WHY ARE YOU SIMPING #i will stop tag rambling haha #stray kids fic

[phant0m-l0rd]

messy 2 AM Kyo sketch~

(fountain pen, alcohol markers, rollerball gel pen)

#... it seems that me sketching at ungodly hours of the night is becoming a pattern #anyway this is a very rough and messy sketch obv cuz i'm tired but i can't fall asleep so here you go #it's kyo again cuz ofc it is #dir en grey #kyo #kyo dir en grey #musician #vkei #metal #art #traditional art #fan art #fanart #lisa's art

[thebirdandhersong]

on the good news train today: I have finally finished the last chapter(!!!) of my Inklings challenge story, which marks the FIRST ever Inklings challenge story I've ever completed properly :'D coming in at 30,810 words (yikes) (it did get out of hand, I must admit), it is definitely not a short story, but it IS a piece that I think articulates a lot of what I've been thinking about lately re: love and death, and, considering everything, is probably something I needed to write. I am very happy!! It has been a wild ride, but a deeply clarifying one.

#ALSO i went to watch hadestown on friday and i came out of that a changed person. i will literally never recover from that experience. #hadestown also has significantly shaped this story along with HMA's little mermaid and goblin market and sir orfeo btw #anywayyyy i am going to BED i have midterms to study for tomorrow which i have been putting off for too long!!!! #inklings round 3 #i'm bracing for impact this week (it's gonna be ROUGH) but i am holding to julian of norwich's wise wise words for this one #all shall be well and all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well! #including midterms (of which i have TWO right after reading break. ain't no rest for the wicked and the righteous #don't need none and who knows where i fall) and boy problems and family worries #all SHALL be well!! #why my soul are you downcast! why so disturbed within me! #put your hope in God for I will yet praise Him my saviour and my God #magpie said think of jane austen's wise words too #(friendship is the best balm for the pangs of disappointed love) and she was right :) #im sitting on my little raft and paddling steadily onwards! #thank you for sitting on the step with me through the dusk and blue hours and dark days #all shall be well for pete's sake!!!!! all SHALL be well!!!!! #last year of school log

[lemongogo]

hi

#yall ths art block is so bad its actually making me so stressed out😭😭😭 #its been awful plenty of times before BUT THISSS???IT FEELS NEVER ENDINGGG #so fucking frustrating-__- and i was finally working on smth i had started to like yday #but i hit this mid point where i didnt know How 2 break thru from like .. rough > finished #and im like T__T . brah . head in my hands #IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOO . < lamenting . < woe is me . #sry i luv talking abt it . its therapeutic tbh . what do u guys do when u are in this position #i also try to go back to basics and j do gesture studies until i feel more capable #but im like shakig the bars of my cage . let me do smt fun again. please ❤️ PLEASEE ❤️ #i think part of it is also imposter syndrome whre like .. u see so many people u look up to doing so many cool things w their art #and its like . falling back into the trap of comparison and feeling like nothing u make can replicate the feeling of seeing those other #things ykwim🤔 #sick in da head . i think its also a twt issue #like ever since i started posting on there ive been feeling like i have 2 make . quote unquote good things which . obviously dookie sentimen #bc any art is objectively good art there isnt like . U CANT BE BAD YKWIM HELP #but when i j posted to tumblr it was like . u send it off like slapping a horse on the ass and u see it ride away and its so lowkey #and fun.. the community here is so muchc fun .. j dont feel pressured here #smiles sweetly #<gi influence #maybe ill delete the app 4 a while until i feel normal again #guys we need to kill all social media #guys we need to go back to drawing sheep on rocks (<giotto ref( #if i had 2 elaborate ig it feels like . i am following the path of most resistance -__- like wading hesdstrong in2 waves that keep pushing #me back . theres so much i want to do Wish i could do but its like damn i can barely draw like two complete things over the course of 2-3 mo #from how HARD IT ISSS🚶and my aphantasia compounds it . fumbling arnd in a dark room hoping smth sticks #graa.. i think its the realization that i couldnt ever do art professionally bc im such an obstinate artist T_T #tbh saying all this now its like looking up in2 the eyes of all my art insecurities looming over me #CASTING 100 FT SHADOWWWW🧍 #whteve . check back on me in 2 months hopefully i feel normal ab it then

[fisheito]

wondering if there's a character who HASN'T done the Do in heels. ????

#absolutely this thought came up bc i saw shadow lineage yakumo bang eiden while holding him up against the rocks #i looked down and saw yakumo was wearing heels!? for the first time?? #ah. no wonder he was extra tall this time #i was saying to myself... how? doesn't it hurt your legs? GEEZ yokai heel wearing abilities are something else #i find heels extraordinarily painful. idk if it's the untrained calf muscles or what #so i had to sit in admiration and awe for a bit. wow! look at him go! #then i wondered... have ALL of them accomplished this impossible (for me) feat? #Quincy would never ? probably?? #is it because they're impractical? not great for traversing rough terrain? #idk i'll let the quincy experts weigh in #but i started listing off the characters who HAVE done the do flawlessly in those painful shoes #edmond naturally. kuya of course. maid blade. #i haven't unlocked enough rooms to know #does garu wear heels? would he hate them? would he wear them and be completely unbothered bc his calves are the most powerful of all time? #DOES EIDEN EVER WEAR HEELS? #eiden in stilettos when??? #i am torn between eiden beautifully strutting around with the confidence of a drag queen #and eiden tripping after a single step on slightly elevated heels #he can do both. depending on his mood #and depending on who's nearby to conveniently catch him if he were to fall oh so dramatically

[science-lings]

what’s some of your favorite loz/Lu fics of all time? :)

Most of my favorite LU fics are here

but what you guys may not know is that I'm also a big fan of botw and modern au Zelink fics, however, take heed, most of these get a little spicy

Like Real People Do by ScarlettStorm: one of the best post-botw fics out there, lots of pining, I absolutely adore how Link's experience with Gender is portrayed, how he and Zelda are both treated as equally traumatized, as sometimes it feels like there's always one troubled one and one caregiver and I can get that for shorter fics but this one is long and beautifully balanced in that aspect. It also gets real horny at the end and in my opinion, it's very tasteful.

Alone With You by @deiliamedlini: honestly this author has a bunch of bangers, I'm waiting for their pirate au to finish so I can binge it all and I reread their Zelink oneshot collection all the time, this one is their modern high school au where Link is kind of a bad boy who is secretly Fucked Up, and Zelda is a popular girl and surprise surprise, they both get along really well. Normally I hate anything that reminds me of high school but this is the only exception. I love how previous characters are included, like how Link knows ASL bc he's friends with Pipit who is deaf and how Revali is a bitch and I still want to strangle him. Also big sister Aryll is a treasure and this fic does such a good job portraying Link's mental struggles and PTSD and how Zelda is being neglected and I'm also a big fan of the overarching plot of medical issues and trauma.

The Calamity of Link's Cargo Shorts by @zeldaseyebrows: I don't understand how someone can make smut so funny and so focused on Zelda's own self-hatred. Seriously though, there's a lot to love with this fic and I adore Zelda's pov. Sometimes you have to have sex before opening up emotionally and that's okay. Also, it's a modern au too, I just realized how many of these are modern aus.

Strangers in the Night by @zeldaelmo: Another modern au, this time Zelda has a kid from a ons with Link and he doesn't know about it for a bit, I just love Link being a dad and how they both work for a museum and there's just something about the courtroom scene that makes me want to reread it over and over again. Sometimes it's hit or miss with family ocs but Tetra is my favorite zelink child ever. All the fics on this list are ones I reread a lot but this one is the one I'm currently rereading bc it's been a few months lol. I love the domestic but also a little dysfunctional vibes, it's definitely not the normal romcom type of thing but I think I like this more.

K.K. Love Song by @airplanned: Again, modern au, pandemic edition. This one in particular has a certain unexplainable soft vibe, like there's some long-distance, Animal Crossing online romance and idk why I like it so much, I guess I was one of the suckers that got pulled in by new horizons when it came out so there's some strange kind of covid nostalgia and it's nice to see how a functional government would deal with the pandemic. Also, Link's grandma is a treasure and there's something sweet about crown princess Zelda meeting some guy on animal crossing and accidentally making him a public figure by dating him. Honestly, this author has a lot of great fics that I reread a lot lmao.

Farore's Day and Windvane Lane by Jenseits_der_Sterne: modern thanksgiving au, Zelda is a quirky scientist single mom and Link is her neighbor. I love Link being a nerd and Zelda being a bit of a disaster. Like she accidentally almost blows up her kitchen and he's just looking on with heart-eyes, after helping her put out the fires of course.

tbh, I'm probably not the best person to go for fic recs as I just find a few really good ones and then reread them till the end of time and rely on other people to recommend me things to read lmao, I hope this was at least a little helpful anyway.

#i really hope none of these authors mind being tagged #honestly i could probably go on by I'm on a time limit #i should probably read more though #im not great at finding diamonds in the rough I'm not great at searching for fics #I just reread the same ones over and over again #ask andromeda #fic recs #zelink #loz fic recs #for an aspec i really do love these little elves falling in love #i just realized that only one of these isn't a modern au #i genuinely didn't know that i read so many modern aus...

[fierceawakening]

Just keep thinking about the stuff thrown on the stairs. It included broken light bulbs. There was stuff on the walls. Landlord said it was runny feces, I thought it looked like blood. But maybe I was just very scared at the time.

I just… if I wasn’t supposed to call the cops when I heard those noises, what was I supposed to have done? Literally you can scroll back in my blog and see how long I hesitated to call because Police Bad. The landlord begged me to please call the cops every time, in hopes that it might pressure them to go in. (They were saying they had a warrant, but couldn’t serve it unless he either let them in or left the apartment. He’d barricaded himself in. It was only after the knife incident that they felt they had grounds to force entry. When they did, iirc he jumped out the window and was injured. He was taken to the hospital and then arrested. Next thing I knew his family was packing up his belongings and giving me the death glare, likely because I was the one brave enough to say we couldn’t live with him doing this stuff, which meant I’d hurt her son. I… I kind of get it, ma’am, but that wasn’t okay.)

I honestly don’t know what world some of these people think we’re living in. I wish I felt as safe as they seem to think everyone is, but I don’t. If it’s okay to talk about mental illness and people who have it are people, then I’m a person too. I get to ask how you’re going to ensure people with PTSD feel safe, and should get responses more thorough than “read theory.”

Honestly even “I wondered about that and then I read x piece of theory and haven’t worried about it since” would be something. I’d at least get a sense of how you see safety and whether we’re broadly similar about that.

#also the theory that cops go in guns blazing seems false in this case #it seems from what I found out from the news that his injuries were from the window and fall #could be some were from the cops being rough before they took him for medical care maybe #but it doesn’t sound like it to me #it sounds like they were super cautious the whole time

[daz4i]

okay i have made a decision

one of my favorite things i ever wrote is called "welcome to the show" and while its first parts really are just venting abt self harm and wanting attention in a semi poetic way. the last part is what i like about it. and despite the edginess i do kind of want to post the whole thing bc it won't feel whole otherwise. but feel free to just skip to the end 🫡

tw for self harm and death (and ig implied suicide bc i mean. *gestures at my entire self*)

i don't want the pain

i want to leave a mark

for someone to see and ask

"are you okay? do you want to talk?"

it's not about sensation, it's about the cuts

i want someone to show me they care

for someone to think about me, to worry

for me to tell them I'm fine, which they surely won't believe

/

I'll open them and squeeze the blood out

watch it drip down my skin

it doesn't hurt anymore. i can't feel a thing

a numb sensation or maybe a faraway sting

an ache where a cut should be

where a mark is left for no one to see

/

but i want them to ask, i want them to know

i want them to show they love me for real

but they're tired, oh so tired of me

it's not about attention, it's about the love

one i can't believe exists, not for me, not anymore

i don't hold it against them, no

only hold the paper towel against my arm

watch the water turn pink-red

and feel the ache of being numb

/

it's a cry for help, but there's nothing you can do

an exhibitionist display from me to you

a cry, not for help, but for show

look at me look at me look at me as i bleed

give me an audience for my final breath

look at me and love me and cherish me

show me i have something to live for when it's already too late

ask me about my cuts not in worry, but in awe

call me brave for getting this far

lie to me so i can leave you feeling loved

praise my heart for still beating, and my brain for still thinking

straight enough to bring you here

to my final display, to my curtain call

clap and cheer and throw your roses

their thorns will surely seal the deal

bowing down one last time, without getting up

thank you for coming. the exit is to your right

#now. i am going to hide under a blanket. and maybe fall asleep. anxiously #please be nice to me i am being vulnerable 🧐 #(and not looking for criticism this is very much smth i wrote as a vent lol) #apparently i wrote this over a year ago. christ alive. august 2022. time flies #my writing #ask to tag #the start is def rough. you can actually see me calming down and starting to use my brain as i go akdlglh many such cases.

[altargarden]

if you're choosing to work on minimising a harmful habit or addiction, i believe in you. you can do this, even if it takes you a while and you occasionally fall back on it, you've still got this. <3

#bun talks #not blog related #i know i haven't been posting a lot of spirituality stuff lately but i have a lot going on and i've been falling back #on some pretty rough habits #but i'm trying #and this is a post for anyone else who's trying <3 mwahs for you #ask to tag #edited it bc i had more to say