#the fan does nothing except giving me a cold in the middle of fuckin July

[saint-gerard-of-arc]

Where is the cursed blog? I'm having an existential crisis. What happened to it?

The cursed blog is exactly where I left it lmao I just don't post anymore because it was very time consuming and I couldn't focus on anything else anymore so I had to take a step back. It's not over though, it'll be back

#witchy's ask booth #I was planning to have it active again like a month ago actually but y'know things never go and planned #I was like 'I wanna finish this fanfic I know I can do it I know I can get it posted at the end of july' #WELL LOOK AT US HUH #like jesus christ is it still even worth it. I hate that I have to ask myself that #yes. yes it IS worth it I like that story and I love the cursed blog #but when the summertime blues gets in the way it's hard to pretend it's not there #and let me complain for a second. just today the temperatures are like 37 degrees and I have no air conditioning. I can barely breathe #the fan does nothing except giving me a cold in the middle of fuckin July #and if the heat wasn't enough what really kills you where I live is the dampness in the air. everything is so sticky #you can barely breathe and you get angry w everyone bc of that bc it's SO frustrating #I can't even stand up for fuck's sake everytime I risk to just. have a pressure drop and end up face down on the floor #so yeah excuse me if I can't really do anything productive the environment where I live has decided to attack me personally #today should be the last day of the heatwave so hopefully tomorrow is gonna rain down the armageddon as it's supposed to be in mid-august #hopefully I'll get some brain cells back and idk write a goddamn paragraph of my story??? #I swear that fic is like holding me hostage lmao I can't do anything else before I finish it #like this is taking the piss I just want to get over w it I long for the day I'll finally post it. it'll be so liberating #and that's what untreated adhd will get you to #anyway yeah the bastard blog will be back as soon as I'll be allowed to exist this has been a psa