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birdiewriteslit · 1 year
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“driving me crazy”
eddie roundtree x fem!reader
you and eddie have never gotten along. is it because you hate each other, or is it because you’re both to proud to admit something?
enemies to lovers😏😏 also idk how long this is bc tumblr doesn’t have a word count smh but it is longer than my other stuff
warning: making out at the end (spoiler lol), suggestive
part 2
EDDIE: Y/n, man. That woman is no joke. We hated each other, at least for a while.
Y/N: He was always such an ass to me. Eddie, I mean. I really hated him. (pause) Until I didn’t.
The burning hatred Eddie felt for you started the day you auditioned for the band. Chuck had just left for school, and Eddie wanted to move from rhythm guitar to bass.
Like always, Billy shut down his request and decided to let people audition for the position. In his words, he wanted someone to “earn it.”
Eddie was already irritated from seeing Billy act like the previous performances were better than what he could do, so you can imagine how he felt when one actually was.
The last audition of the day. You strode up the driveway, big sunglasses over your eyes, sporting jeans and a tight tank top, but definitely not a smile.
Eddie just knew. There was no way he was getting that spot. Your playing didn’t even shock him. Of course, it was fantastic. Just great.
After that, it was all cold stares and angry glares. He wanted to make it very clear that he didn’t like you. He made a considerable effort to stay out of your way. He wouldn’t speak to you, look at you, or even think about you. Well, he tried very hard not to.
One night, a few weeks after your admission, you fell into step with him as he walked home after a rehearsal that ran long. He was moderately surprised by this and figured you would go away if he just ignored you.
You didn’t. You pulled out a cigarette and placed it between your lips. “Have a light?” you asked.
He furrowed his brows, trying to figure out what you were doing. After a moment, he nodded, pulled out his lighter, and lit your cigarette.
“Thanks,” you said. “So, is there any reason why you hate being around me?”
He was so taken aback that he stopped walking. “Sorry?”
You looked at him from over your sunglasses. It made him sort of angry that you were wearing them at nine p.m. when it was pitch black.
“You gonna answer the question?”
“Yes, there are many reasons.” Bullshit. There was only one and, honestly, it wasn’t a very solid one.
You said nothing and walked back up to him, removing the cigarette from your mouth and putting it out on his denim jacket, burning the material.
Eddie was more bewildered than mad when you pushed the glasses to the top of your head and smiled at him like you’d just done him a very nice favor. He never noticed your eye color before then, or how it looked in the moonlight.
“By the way, that jacket really reminds me of Billy.”
Okay, now he knew he was mad. He struggled to come up with a comeback and just moved his mouth in a stupid way that made you laugh when you left him standing there.
EDDIE: She knew exactly what she was doing. She’s always been good at that, making me mad on purpose.
Y/N: It was really funny. He doesn’t think so, but I was laughing about that for days.
The two of you continued throwing insults at each other for the months leading up to LA. Eddie’s favorite thing to do was comment on every mistake you made, much to everyone’s dismay.
He was just jealous of your abilities and, deep down, he admired them. You always knew just what to say back to him, adding unnecessary fuel to the fire.
More than once Billy had to yell at you to stop fighting. You both would resort to sending each other hateful looks and crude hand gestures for the rest of practice.
Driving to California was the real hell. Being cooped up in that van with Eddie for that long made you restless.
If it weren’t for Camila holding you back, there would’ve been several times where you launched yourself at him.
It was so nice to have another girl around. Camila was a good mediator for the two of you. You missed that when you went on tour.
Karen also knew how to break up a fight, but sometimes she would let you hash it out for the fun of it. Not like you minded, she probably knew how much fun you had while messing with Eddie.
Soon enough, things went downhill. Camila had the baby, which was good. Julia was such a sweet baby. Billy went to rehab, which was also good, for him and his family, but bad for the band.
The tour was canceled. A lot of money was lost. It was not a very fun time.
You sympathized with Billy. He had been going through a lot, and you understood how hard it was for somebody to recover from that level of drug abuse. Addiction was a gene that seemed to run in your family, with your mother being absent for most of your life and your father having to pick up the pieces.
Billy and Camila were the only people who knew about it. You didn’t think the others needed to know when none of them could relate to your situation.
Eddie didn’t understand. He went on and on about how bad of a guy Billy was. It made you furious the way he implied that Camila should leave him.
The rest of your fights were petty compared to the one you had on the day Billy got out of rehab. Eddie started complaining about Billy’s nerve or something along those lines. You flipped out. You told him he had no idea what he was talking about and stormed out of the room.
That shut him up. He stared blankly at the door you just walked out of and thanked God that it had only been the two of you in the room before.
He was relieved that no one else heard what he said because realized he was being childish. Even though he hated Billy he should still be proud of what he overcame.
He rushed out of the room to find you locked in the bathroom. He knocked once, twice, three times before a sharp, “What?” came from the other side of the door.
“Y/n, come out and let me talk to you.”
He heard your muffled scoff. “You’ve said enough.”
“I want to apologize.”
He couldn’t see it, but your eyebrows rose involuntarily. You undid the lock and opened the door. Your arms were folded over your chest as you nodded at him. “Keep going.”
“I’m sorry I said all that crap about Billy. It’s been a rough time for him. For all of us,” he said, sounding genuine.
This was shocking to you. He had never apologized to you for anything he said, even if it happened to be cruel and borderline disrespectful. He had this vulnerable look on his face that made you feel like you could tell him things.
“I’m not just upset about Billy,” you admitted. “This whole thing just reminds me of my life growing up. You don’t know this about me, but my mom was not the best at, well, being a mom. Unlike Billy, family wasn’t enough to pull her out.”
You weren’t sure what he was going to say. Then, he said nothing and pulled you close to his chest. His arms were around your shoulders, and you hesitated to hug him back.
He smelled of pine, and you couldn’t stop yourself from inhaling his scent. You stayed like that for a few minutes, until you heard the front door open and sprang apart.
Warren and Graham announced their arrival, and Eddie cleared his throat before joining them in the kitchen. Now it was you who stood alone in bewilderment.
EDDIE: This girl that hated me was trusting me with something, and I didn’t even know why. That was the first time I saw her for the woman she was, and not for the competition she used to be. As it turns out, I didn’t really hate that woman.
After that debacle, things were kind of weird between you and Eddie. He would still act like a dick, but in a different way.
Instead of, “Wow, could you be any worse at this?” he would say, “Wow, could you look any hotter right now?” He used the same douchebag tone for each, but his comments became flirtatious as time went on.
You usually had a witty retort to fire back at him, but there were some times that his words left you flustered and unable to think properly.
Karen noticed this first, giving you a questioning look from the other side of the studio. You waved her off and rolled your eyes at the thought of Eddie seriously flirting with you.
Warren and Graham caught on next, teasing him about it whenever they got the chance. He denied all allegations of being into you.
You refused to acknowledge Camila’s allegations either. The dynamic you shared with him now was different, but you kind of liked it. You would never admit it though, wanting to keep up the illusion that you still hated his guts.
Eddie walked into the kitchen and grabbed a muffin from the table you sat at. “Morning, smokeshow.” He smirked as he looked back at you from over his shoulder while crossing the room to the fridge.
“Shut up, Eddie,” you said with a mouth full of cereal. Shamefully, you felt heat climb into your cheeks.
He snickered as he sat down across from you. “Really? That’s all you got?”
You swallowed your food and glared at him. “Give me a break. It’s eight in the morning.”
He gave you his signature smile before flipping through the magazine on the table. Karen walked into the kitchen and sent you a knowing look once she saw you and Eddie being civil.
She made her own breakfast, and took Eddie’s seat when he left. “So, anything interesting happen recently?”
“Besides having a hit single, not much. I do really like that Daisy girl, though.”
Karen stared at you blankly. “You know what I’m talking about.”
You placed your fingers to your temples and closed your eyes. “I sense something brewing between Karen Karen and Graham the Man. Nothing else between any other band members, so it would be pointless to ask.”
She laughed. “I sense nothing of the sort. I’m letting Camila deal with you. I just can’t anymore.”
Y/N: Looking back on it, we were pretty insufferable.
With Billy and Daisy writing songs by themselves, you and the others had some time to kill. Karen and Graham were off at the beach while you hung back with Warren and Eddie.
They really loved Rollerball. Either that or they were really high. You were willing to bet on the latter.
By the third showing, you didn’t fail to notice how close Eddie had gotten to you. His arm brushed against yours, and he leaned his head close to yours.
You shifted uncomfortably in your seat, moving away from him and bringing your arm off of the armrest.
He frowned and folded his arms over his chest. Both of you knew something just happened, but refused to acknowledge it. The tension in the air was thick.
Once back at the house, you went to your room immediately. You planned on calling Camila and bothering her with questions about what all these shenanigans with Eddie mean.
What you didn’t expect was Eddie following you into your room and closing the door behind him.
You glanced up from the phone. “What are you doing? Get out, I’m busy.”
The phone rang twice before Camila picked up. “What are we?” Eddie asked. You hung up before she could get a word out.
“What are you talking about?”
He looked more annoyed than he did angry, but the tone of his voice suggested otherwise. “Well, one second you’re rubbing up against me in a movie theater and the other you’re acting all pissed about it.”
You physically cringed. “‘Rubbing up against you?’ That is not what happened.”
“Then what about all those times you tell me I’m hot, huh?”
“You’re the one who initiates that!” you said exasperatedly. “All I do is respond. If you’re trying to insinuate that I flirt with you, then that’s all you.”
He marched up to you until he was mere feet away. “You’re so hot and cold that it drives me insane. Do you want me or not?”
Your eyes narrowed. “Pretty bold of you to assume I would want you.”
He made a wild gesture with his hands and ran one over his face. “You’re exhausting. You make me so mad, and I hate that I like you.”
“Shut up, you don’t like me. We hate each other.”
“Oh, my God, you don’t get it.” He pinched the bridge of his nose with two fingers. “I think about you. All the time. When I see a stupid joke in a magazine, I think of you. When I hear a John Denver song, I think of you. You drive me fucking crazy, Y/n! People who hate each other don’t think about each other like this, don’t act like this. I like you, for God’s sake.”
You couldn’t help but laugh a little. “You listen to John Denver?”
“That’s all you have to say?” He tried sounding angry but he was laughing too.
“I thought you were a rockstar.” You mocked him by holding up two ‘rock on’ hand signs.
“You don’t even care about the sentiment.” He rolled his eyes.
“Be quiet.” You were smiling when you kissed him, cupping his face while his arms snaked around your back.
You tangled both hands in his hair as he deepened the kiss by tilting his head and letting his tongue enter your mouth.
Your fingers messed up his hair before moving down to tug on his shirt collar, pulling him impossibly close.
He tapped your thigh and pulled his lips from yours to whisper, “Jump.”
You complied. He held onto your back with one hand as the other gripped your thigh while your legs wrapped around his waist.
Your hands came back up to rake through his hair, tugging it softly. He continued kissing you feverishly as he made his way to your bed. He almost dropped you when he lowered your body to it.
He climbed onto the bed and hovered over you, kissing down your neck while you gripped his shirt.
“It’s quiet,” Karen said, sitting on the couch, no longer hearing the near screaming match happening in your bedroom.
“Too quiet,” Graham agreed. Warren stood up and pressed his ear to the door, his mouth dropping open.
“Guys, I think they’re boning in there.”
“Warren, please refrain from saying ‘boning.’”
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akookminsupporter · 3 months
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For those who were surprised or confused or were trying to find reasons on why Jikook enlisted together and *gasp* who will still be together for the next 500+ days, have you watched original content?
Like Run BTS, where JK mostly tries (yet, sometimes fails) to be on the same team as Jimin or helps Jimin (even if they're on different teams), or almost fights one of his hyungs when Jimin gets hurt by a shuttlecock (not on purpose)?
How about the Bon Voyage series, where competitive Jungkook was so happy to lose a game bec he gets to share a room w/ Jimin, or how they were mostly together, and shared food w/ each other? How JK, with a humongous backpack, was so happy to have Jimin as his partner in Hawaii? How about JK waking up early in the morning to hike and get a huge chunk of snow for Jimin? How about them walking while Jimin listens attentively to JK about sand fleas that got stuck at the bottom of his shoes?
In the Soop S1 and S2, sound familiar? The all-nighter duo going at it, drinking, laughing, smashing a mosquito net? How about having a karaoke session, eating ramen, and drinking beer? JK asking a sleepy Jimin if he wanted Haemul kalguksu?
How about the four documentaries? How they end up rehearsing until the end together, how they spend several hours per day? And yet, still wanting to be together even after they finished work? How they eat dinner in one of the rooms and talk? Or how, when one gets overwhelmed/frustrated/disappointed, they seek the other's presence?
How about those Festa videos and Festa special interviews, how they admire and inspire each other to be better at their craft, be better people?
How about the past weverse lives, esp Jungkook's ones? How about listening to other members when they say Jikook are together during this and that?
If people would just listen and look at their pattern, it shouldn't come as a surprise that Jimin and Jungkook will choose each other, especially for major decisions/moments in their lives, because that's what they've been doing the past decade.
Why undergo the complicated process of the buddy system when they would just separate after 5 months? They could have just enlisted individually. These people write lies and essays about Korean's military system, which they have zero knowledge about because it's Jikook. If other members did it, no one would question it.
Instead of worrying about JK and Jimin's safety in the artillery unit (which, quite frankly, seems intense based on what they were operating), solos and the subgroup keep spewing BS. Do you know the mental toll learning how to kill has on a person? And these guys commenting that JK is not smiling on the photo? Smh. I'm so sorry for the word vomit, Rosie. The next several months would be crazier and a lot would be more unhinged, it seems, bec they refuse to acknowledge the truth about Jungkook and Jimin's bond.
I just wish for Jikook and all the other members to come back healthy, physically, mentally, and emotionally.
OPINIONS.
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evacado3 · 1 year
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Request: Could I request a Gun x reader where we kind of get his perspective of him recounting the times he's realized he has feelings for y/n? Or maybe Gun and y/n doing something mundane like baking?
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Recollecting time
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The sunlight peaks through the gap of the curtains, yet the bright light doesn't seem to wake your sleeping figure. With your head on his chest and arms wrapped around his waist, Gun recalls the blessed moments he has experienced with you and only you.
Your little snores helped him remember times when he had insomnia after nearly facing death in a tough fight. Oh how he has changed from where he would fight whenever he pleased and would even feel pleasure on his way to hell, a smirk on his charming face upon finding a worthy opponent.
Gun wouldn’t dare enjoy these conflicts now, not when he has an angel at home waiting for his return. He thought back to those days when you held him in your warm embrace, scattering pecks all over the top of his head, where he felt the vibrations of your chest when you hummed a soft melody luring him to sleep. But it wasn't easy to stay up so late for you, so the tune that actually helped him fall into slumber was the faint snores that left your mouth.
The man looked at your figure with loving eyes, caressing your head and twirling your hair. Another flashback popped up into his head, a time where he loathed himself for letting his lover get hurt because of his careless actions. Thinking back now he would still be filled with regret and shame.
A few months ago his fellow blonde colleague was shocked by how Gun changed and wanted to get a rise out of him, so he broke your finger on purpose the first time you two met. Needless to say, Goo received a good beating that nearly sent him to satan, broken bones all over, and was forced to apologize to you.
During the first few weeks of your injury, he would help you wash your hair, which was also when he learned how to braid, use a curling iron and etc. You found out the man was a pro at washing hair, and would even give you a little head massage cause of how guilty he felt. And when the man blows dry your hair, he would even twirl it and oil it after he finished.
Gun knows that it was his fault for letting someone that hostile touch your fragile body, he then swore to protect you from any other dangers with his life. And until now no one has hurt a single hair on you.
Sighing, he continued twirling your hair in his hand until you finally noticed his actions. You slowly rubbed your eyes, opening them to find your lover staring down at you, "Go back to sleep stupid." he whispered. You whined at the insult and snuggled your face in the crook of his neck. 
"You don't have to tell me twice dummy," you yawned, closing your eyes again.
Gun feels his heart race at your cute gesture. After recollecting the times he could never forget, he has only one last thought in his mind,
'God I love her so much'
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bish I rewrote everything after I lost all ideas on baking with gun, so I asked anon for their favorite dessert for nothing smh, also ANONNN I FINALLY GOT THIS OUT YOU WAITED LONG ENOUGH THOUGH I FEEL LIKE IT'S A TINY BIT OFF TOPIC SO I'M SORRY🙇‍♀️ and hi guys I'm back for a day hehehehe
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i-amtransexual · 20 days
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aromantic grace chastity may be a headcannon to you but it is real to me and i will prove it through ✨lyric analysis✨
Dirty Girl
Example 1
Grace and Max: Won't you love me like you don't care? Grace: I don't care about you!
while this does reflect that she doesn't particularity like him in general, apart form the whole sex thing ya know, i am choosing it to read as she does not romantically care about him, especially seeing as she says that right after they sing "won't you love me." need i say more.
Example 2
Grace and Max: I think I'm loving you more than I should
For Grace, this is reflecting her sexual desires, like the whole oh god am i really having premarital sex this is going further than i should ever go oh no, the whole religious guilt thing going on.
For Max, i think this is reflective of Grace being more than someone he wants to hook up with, it's revealing he is loving her, more than he normally does in a relationship, he's got a proper crush on her and that having romatic feelings last this long is new to him. <-- literally zero evidence about that i'm just doing a bat-shit theory matpat style now
Grace: You got my judgement all muddy and cloudy
religious guilt vs. her normal sexual desires, FIGHT! it's already against her judgement to have sex before marriage, but i'm sure tied in there is the feelings of she doesn't even know this guy that well, does she even have a crush?and yet she knows she does want to fuck him, which when you're raised with the whole you don't have sex until you are married, you don't marry someone unless you're in a proper committed relationship, you love the person you date but the reason you date is for the express purpose of marrying them, feeling like Grace shes willing to skip a few steps but also thinks it is sinful would cause a lot of inner turmoil.
Example 3
Max: But your dirty girl soup- Max and Grace: got me hungry for more / But my dirty girl soup Max and Grace: Than that... / got you hungry for more
I shall now provide a badly edited video with captions because "CC (auto-generated)" do not work smh.
........ i think we just all need to take a moment because HOLY FUCK MAN, I'M SO ABNORMAL ABOUT THESE TWO
i'm taking the "more than that.." to mean he really likes her like, wow dude, more than sexual attraction this guy is full romo, head over heels big fat crush on Grace. adorable.
HOWEVER, i'm also taking their decision to not have Grace repeat his statement of "more than that", with "that" referring to sexual attraction, to mean that she has ABSOLUTELY NO ROMANTIC INTEREST.
And with that, i rest my case.
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SHE'S ARO LET'S GOOOOOOO
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raveswritingdesk · 2 years
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Gamma 1 and 2 x Reader
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Anon I could kiss you on your mouth. Honestly I’m really shocked no one has done this yet. I saw this movie with my friend who doesn’t watch db and during the drive home we both wanted a train ran…nvm.
This is going to be a little fluff. I think with no specification that’s what I will default to from now on. I have to make a better rules post, it’s so ugly smh.
A little poly action 😏 SPOILERS!!!! Ofc. Background is you’re an android also created by Dr Hedo, but you weren’t involved in the fight against the Z Fighters or Cell Max. Also, Gamma 2 survives in this.
This is the first thing I’ve written in 4 years, please be patient as my writing gets better <3
This ain’t edited bc I wanted to get it out asap
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Pulling yourself out of the wreckage from Cell Max’s grand entrance, you immediately set to looking for Dr. Hedo. After locating him, you flew quickly over to him and began pulling him out of the debris.
He was unconscious, but he was alive. As your creator, you doted on him. Younger than the Gammas, he didn’t consider you quite ready for battle yet. You mostly spent your time training, and taking care of Hedo, but always keeping an eye on Gamma 1 and 2.
You admired their strength, and shared in their sense of justice, though it was just how you were created. Even so, they were the first real superheroes, who wouldn’t love that?
Looking around the sky, you quickly picked out the Gammas. 2 having a surprisingly stern look on his face. What shocked you most though was they were fighting side by side with the alien and demon.
They had the same purpose as you, to rid the world of evil, and to stop Capsule Corp’s plans of world domination.
Looking at the alien and demon, you couldn’t detect any evil in them. It was pounded into your programming and training that they were bad guys, villains. You couldn’t understand.
It hurt your head too much, you’re sure the Gammas would explain everything to you.
They always made sure you were okay, made you feel good. 1 pushed you hard in training, but never too far. Whenever he sensed you had enough, he was quick to give you a reassuring smile and praise the work you put in that day. 2 was always there when you needed a laugh, or an opponent.
He beat you every time, there were no easy wins here. But he’d always pick you up off the ground after and walk you to get cleaned up.
Being around them all the time, and their being so kind to you, it’s no wonder how you felt about them. You didn’t really know what that feeling was exactly, but you knew it was different from your feelings towards Dr. Hedo.
Despite being metal, wires, and a battery, it felt so real. You spent the days trying to be around them, trying to think of something to talk to them about. When 2 went out on his mission to kill the demon, you felt so worried. The familiar sound of his boots hitting the floors when he came back was like music.
You always loved attending to them whenever they got back. Sewing their uniforms, helping them clean up, anything they needed. “What would we do without you? Sew ourselves!?” “You’re so good to us.” “I always block forward to coming back and seeing that face.” They praised you endlessly for your hard work.
But now here you were, watching them drain their batteries, tearing their uniforms, getting all scratched up. It was breaking your heart. You made eye contact with Gamma 1, “Take Hedo and get as far away as you can!” he yelled before a giant green fist swung in his direction, which he expertly dodged.
Picking up Hedo in your arms, you flew straight back, just trying to get away from the fight.
The air was so thick with dust and rocks that never seemed to stop raining down, you had no idea where you were going. After a moment however, you sensed an aircraft directly ahead of you. “Civilians? Here? Right now!?” You thought to yourself.
Coming to a halt in front of the windows, you could look inside and see the little alien girl, a…rather small police officer, a slender blonde woman, and a woman you immediately recognized as Bulma.
You couldn’t detect any evil from them, but it made you angry. Capsule Corp probably developed some technology that masks themselves from your sensors. You wanted to break the glass, but a cheerful voice spoke up, “Oh my goodness. Hi! Do you need a lift?”
Bulma was talking to you. Her voice was so carefree and cheerful. She had a smile on her face despite all of the destruction going on around you. Did she enjoy it?
You started punching the glass, trying to break it. But faster than you could pull your fist back, someone was holding it tightly.
“You had better stop.” It was the blonde. Her hands were hard, they felt like yours. Turning to look at her more closely, you recognized her. She was one of Dr. Hedo’s grandfathers creations.
You couldn’t even pull away before her other fist swung around and got you in the side of your head.
Your vision started to get dark, and your sensors were going crazy. ‘Why am I so weak?’ you thought to yourself. ‘No wonder I wasn’t allowed to fight.’
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You came to, and your eyes met the yellow ones belonging to Gamma 1. “Hey there (y/n), she got you pretty good, huh?”
“Yeah I thought you died to be honest,” Gamma 2 came into view, but received a dirty look from 1.
You were laying on a cold metal floor, unable to move or speak. 1 could see your face contorting, starting to freak out. “Hey, no, it’s ok. You’re safe here.” Sat down beside you and took your head into his lap. “Hedo isn’t awake yet, so he can’t fix you until later.”
2 sat down on your other side, “You aren’t a fighter (y/n), why’d you try?” He earned another look from 1 after they noticed your shocked expression.
1 sighed, “We were going to tell you some other way, but you weren’t made to fight like us. You’re a caretaker android.”
“Don’t look so sad! We like when you take care of us! What’s being a hero if you don’t have support.”
“We let you train with us because,” 1 looked away, “we think you look cute all worked up and calculating.”
The indescribable feeling blossomed throughout your body. This could not be real.
2 grabbed your hand, making you want to squeal. “You’re one fiiinneeeee lady/man, if I’ve ever seen one! He smiled down at you.
Everything was so overwhelming all at once. Why tell you now when you couldn’t move or say anything back?! “Hey, don’t strain yourself trying to do something. 18 hit your main processor pretty hard. You aren’t made to withstand stuff like that.” 1 looked down at you with his usual serious expression, but also with a look of, care?
So that was THE Android 18? You consider yourself blessed she didn’t do anything further damaging. If it’s just your processor, it shouldn’t be too long until you’re back up and running. You were removed from your thoughts by a careful, gloved hand under your chin, forcing your eyes to meet his. “Don’t do something like that again. Let us be your heroes, just take care of us when we get back.”
2 grabbed your face and turned it toward him, “Yeah, if something like this happens again, who knows if it will be something we can replace? What would be do without our pretty little (y/n)?”
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ggstargetedlife · 1 year
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So, it is another day of the same old usual, soon as I woke up this morning. Was already expecting to be Sickened out through the Directed Energy Weapons so I just rolled with it best I could.
My V2K harassers are still pissed over me mentally going off on them last night, so they stepped up full force with the verbal abuse shortly after they realized I was awake. That pure moment of silence between the time I awaken to the time they start up is as peaceful as it gets. Just a few seconds, and sometimes I momentarily forget I'm a T.I. I feel as normally as I used to before I became a T.I. A beautiful bliss which unfortunately never lasts but ahhh well, still thankful for life itself.
Forced myself into "shutdown mode" rather than entertain the typical back-and-forth snub throwing between me and my harassers. Normally it's just the B.Y. neighbors who start up when I begin my day but this time I recognized a few other voices of surrounding neighbors. Like I said, guess I ruffled a lot of feathers last night, although they are the reason I became provoked practically beyond sanity. Abusers never take responsibility for their actions, their part in things though, so it just is what it is. Allowing them to wield their poisonous arrows, I blocked them out, purposely ignoring their words as I got dressed. They gave dang near a full commentary of everything I said, thought and felt, even as I expressed myself on my other pges on here. Anything I posted they snatched up for attack, no matter how positive it was. Rather than get offended, I found it a bit cute, because I am well aware I'm not that important, but to them I'm their world. The common complaint still revolves around their insecurity of me expressing myself in any way, shape or form. The whole, "You talk too much!" Unless I am completely mindless and immobile, they're never satisfied. I didn't even waste my time responding to their remarks. I've practically wrote books on how what I say, think, do or feel is none of their business in the first place and how silly, utterly insane it is to ceaselessly persecute someone for not being the way they want them to be. They can carry themselves however they want without anyone all over their backs about it and neither would they let someone be on their backs about it. But they sincerely believe it's ok to be this way towards someone else who has nothing to do with them. Smh. Anyhow, this logic always falls on deaf ears with them, they just want to do what they want to do regardless of who it hurts in the process so it's whatever.
Even as I prayed this morning, they persecuted me through V2K for that too. The entire time. Ignoring them, I focused myself on communicating with God. No true believer should ever allow anyone to come between their faith and prayers. The fact they don't even respect nor fear God and would try to keep someone else from grounding themselves in the Word speaks volumes on their true character, as does everything else they do.
Being a T.I. is a continuous walk of strength and faith as you are put through the most hellish wringers all involved would never be able to handle if it was them on the receiving end. You get little to no breaks, so you just have to keep pushing yourself forward against the winds of adversity until God provides the breakthrough. To everyone else it's "just a game." To us T.I.'s forced to endure it, it's a matter of life and death, literally. You give up you die. Instead, you have to fight to deaden yourself to the endless abuse and vile invasions done to you. Surviving and thriving. For a little while I'd been thriving, doing real well, which of course didn't escape the attention of the Elites nor the masses. "How dare a Targeted Individual thrive against us?" They hissed to themselves. "We'll show her!" So now I'm back in survival mode.
But my period of thriving will indeed return, and the next time I will carry it better. No arrogance, just complete confidence and gratefulness.
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Petrichor Chapter 9: Downpour
Chapter 9: Downpour
Note: Hi everyone! Hope you're having a good week so far and staying out of this frankly bullshit hot weather smh! Anyway, please enjoy this chapter and have an awesome day! I had to fight Google auto-correct tooth and nail today so sorry in advance.
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It was midday now, and it looked like rain. Due to the dark, looming overcast overhead, it was difficult to see the sun above them, and as such, an accurate visual representation of the time of day was not readily available. But they all knew the time in one way or another, and they were in no rush either way. It was one of those situations where they had agreed that when they got there, they got there, and that was all there was to it.
They rounded a corner moments later, pulling onto the familiar street that V lived on. It seemed that unlike most of the city, the buildings on this street were intact. Most of the neighborhood was completely unscathed, in fact. Perhaps they're made of a different glass, or perhaps it was simply the blast radius. After all, these houses were on an entirely different side of town, and most of the damage had occurred closer to Dante's office which was in the total opposite direction geographically. It was still the same city, but an entirely different borough. 
But either way, at least the young summoner wasn't going to have to spend the entire evening putting plastic up to his windows like the occupants of the office probably were. Nico could only imagine how long the waiting list had to be at this point for window repair in this city. She wondered if there was some sort of citywide repair plan in place for something like this. After all, every window in an entire city couldn't be missing glass at the cusp of winter, now could it? And all this damage had been a result of a natural disaster. 
Actually… Did a demon attack count as a natural disaster? A supernatural disaster, perhaps? Was a supernatural disaster even something classified in an insurance book? She had never actually considered that before, and she wasn't sure, But she had her doubts. On the one hand, there was nothing natural about the existence of demons, as far as the average person was probably concerned. But on the other hand, places like Fortuna had been utterly leveled by demonic attacks, and there had been an immediate citywide effort to repair the damage and return to some state of normalcy. But to be fair, the people in Fortuna were less than typical in that regard. They had accepted the existence of demons and devils long before that disaster had occurred, so to them, it probably was just a natural state of affairs.  Demon attacks happened often enough on the island for it to just be considered a fact of life. An "act of God" as an insurance company would probably classify it. Did that have any standing on the mainland? 
"Hey, so do you think that a demon invasion counts as an act of God or whatever for insurance purposes?" Niko asked seemingly totally out of the blue, the young man with the short white hair in the back seat clearly surprised by the statement. He had no idea where this train of thought had come from all of a sudden since she had been keeping these thoughts to herself instead of speaking them out loud prior to asking the question, so he was both bewildered by its suddenness and confused by its actual contents at the same time. 
"Nico I… why the fuck would you think that I would know something like that? I mean…" Nero drifted off gradually as his confusion visibility transformed into actual consideration and deep coherent thought and he raised an eyebrow slightly, obviously considering the merits of The question presented. He then went silent for about a minute, seemingly still lingering on the idea, but not entirely sure where to go with his conclusion. And after what felt like ages, he simply sighed. "Shit, I don't know. You got me."
The mechanic laughed to herself for a second as she shook her head and shrugged, just as confused by the prospect as he was. Looks like it was something they were going to have to ask an actual insurance company about if they want anything besides a hypothetical answer. And she was willing to believe that if it was covered, that plan probably cost a bit extra. As often as demon attacks were happening these days, there was no way that any right-minded insurance company was going to cover something like that by default, at least not without a hefty upfront payment.
How in the world was Dante still in debt at this point? She was genuinely stumped. Clearly more was going on with him than she realized.
Pulling to a stop in front of V's front stoop, Nico narrowly missed the curb. There were no pulling parking spots on the street, only semi-diagonal parallel spots that pulled up to the curb, and although those weren't particularly difficult to maneuver into, they were sort of a pain for her to line up with a van. After all, it was a bit wide in comparison to most of the cars that were probably meant to park in these kinds of spots, and when she had first started driving this van, parking in accordance with parking laws wasn't exactly on her to-do list.
As soon as the van came to a full stop, Nero glanced down at his older brother before turning his attention to the side door of the van. He was still resting, having drifted off shortly after they had gotten to the vehicle and left the manor. He'd been getting progressively more tired as the day had gone on, and Nero was trying his best not to worry over him. It made sense that he would be exhausted, after all. He'd been badly injured just like the rest of them, and on top of that, he had been poisoned by the devil Prince during the fight. It was needless to say that he was going to need a bit of extra time to recuperate and probably a specialized treatment just for that aspect of his injuries. And if he was being completely honest, continuous car rides tended to put everyone to sleep, even those who enjoyed them. 
Right now it was a wait-and-see sort of situation in regards to his brother's health, and his father's health as well, for that matter. No one had any idea how this was going to affect them long-term, and contingency plans were being made in case the worst should happen, but at least as far as Nero was concerned, there was no logical reason why he shouldn't allow V to rest during the trip home. If he was this tired, then he clearly needed to. But now it was time for him to head into the house. Probably for the best, actually. He was sure that a bed was more comfortable than his shoulder, though he wasn't sure that V would agree with that sentiment considering how soundly he'd been sleeping this entire time. 
Neither potholes nor uneven pavement nor bumps in the road or sharp turns had stirred him from his deep slumber. He'd even slid forward slightly a few times only for Nero to grab his arm to keep him from hitting the floor. The most he had gotten in the form of a response was a deep exhale as though he had knocked the wind out of him a little when he bumped him in the chest in the process once, but he still hadn't woken up or shown any sign that he planned to just yet. In truth, it was actually quite endearing in a strange way. One of these days he would have to try the same with his brother and see if he tolerated it, if only to humor himself. He got the distinct feeling that V wouldn't mind if he took a nap on her shoulder, although his skinny shoulders probably wouldn't care for that idea. 
As if on cue, V yawned, a sound that threw off both Nero and Nico as they pivoted their heads from their respective positions in the front and back seats of the van to get a better look at him. V was still laying partially on Nero at that point, so he didn't have very far to look, but it was still good that Nico had already pulled into her temporary parking spot before she had decided to look backward, considering her driving style.
Reaching up to wipe the moisture that had just formed in his eyes along with the sleep that had settled there during his nap with the back of his left hand, the young summoner blinked slowly, tiredness heavy in his eyes. It took him a solid moment to realize that he was even in the van, let alone leaning on his brother's shoulder. He lingered there for a moment, simply looking at Nero before quietly pulling away, clearly unsure as to what he should say or do to make it clear that he had not meant to inconvenience him. He was still not quite as awake as he might seem, and as such, his brain wasn't working just yet. Well, it was working just enough to make him uncomfortable with his involuntary actions, but not enough for him to come to a meaningful solution.
Glancing out of the window without saying a word just yet, he quickly realized that they were outside of his home and he blinked rapidly, obviously more awake now than he had been a moment prior. One glance at the sky above them told him everything he needed to know. It was probably best that he head inside and that they be on their way, lest they end up getting caught in a storm. After all, they weren't going to be able to get to the island if it started to storm heavily outside, and then they would have to head all the way back to the manor and then double back the next day. He didn't want to keep them any longer than he had to. 
One of these days he was going to have to offer them gas money. Did the van even use gas? He wasn't entirely convinced that Nico hadn't switched the van over to some sort of demonic energy power generator at this point considering her talents… 
"It seems that we have arrived… thank you," V said as he stood up somewhat shakily, aware of the fact that he wasn't entirely steady on his feet at the moment, especially since he had just woken up. His balance was always a bit suspect when he first awakened for the day, and this little nap was going to be no different. But either way, he did want to get down the steps and to his front door without gravely injuring himself, so it was probably best that he slowed down a bit and took it one step at a time. "I do not wish to keep you. Thank you for the ride home, Nico."
As the young summoner stepped towards the now open van door that his brother was holding open for him, Nico waved goodbye to V. It was never any trouble for her to assist him, and his polite nature only made it less of a chore. She didn't honestly mind if they missed the ferry at this point. Maybe she could stay the night over at V's place and enjoy that wonderful fireplace that he had in his living room. The worst-case scenario was that they could just go and beg Vergil to open a portal for them if they got snowed in by a storm overnight, after all. They had a few options at their disposal.
Making their way over to the porch, Nero stayed just behind his brother but not close enough to him that he might bump into him should he stop. He wanted to be able to catch him if he lost his balance, but he wanted him to also have enough room to try and make his way up the stairs on his own. He was leaning on his cane quite heavily at the moment, but it was not as bad as back in Redgrave City when he had been unable to stand. The last thing he wanted to do was make V feel like he didn't think that he could take care of himself, especially in regards to walking up a flight of steps. After all, he had managed just fine before he had met any of them, though he wasn't sure if he had possessed the cane back then or not. But regardless, he was not helpless, and treating him as such was almost certainly extraordinarily degrading for him, even if at the moment it might be more accurate than either of them knew. But he didn't think that his brother was immature enough to allow his pride to stand in the way of his physical health. He knew how to ask for help when he needed it. He had done it before when he had asked for Nero to assist him during his faltering moments after the battle with Malphas. And he knew as such that his brother was there for him should he need him. Neither of them needed to say a thing.
"Are you sure you don't want me to hang around? We can just go back to Fortuna tomorrow." The man with the short white hair said as they came to a stop in front of the front door, V clearly slightly out of breath but not from the steps. He had never gated them just fine, much to his relief, but he wasn't sure that his brother was in the condition to be left alone in the house. He didn't want to come back and check on him and find him unconscious on the floor or anything like that. His exhaustion was more than physical at this point, and that much was clear.
"I think I'll manage. Don't let me stop you." V said almost breathlessly, clearly a bit out of it but otherwise all right. His balance was holding steady, and he didn't seem to be on the verge of passing out or anything, but he did seem as though he needed to sit down and regain his bearings. Perhaps he was simply having a vertigo episode? It was hard to say without asking him, but he did seem as though perhaps a good meal and a sit down might do him some good, preferably in front of a warm fire or under a nice blanket. And maybe even with some sort of warm drink? Maybe all of the above? After all, he had just awoken from a several-day coma essentially, even if it had been encouraged for his recovery. Laying down in one position and sleeping for that long probably did have its side effects.
… Or maybe Nero just wanted Kyrie to make him some hot chocolate like she always did in this sort of weather… It was probably that one.
"Alright. Call us if you need something, all right?" Nero said hesitantly, aware that he needed to give his brother the space that he required in order to feel comfortable. He didn't want to impose himself upon the young Sumner and make him feel as though he did not trust his judgment. At the end of the day, the only person who really truly knew how V felt was V, and he wasn't going to try to override him. It was getting later in the day anyhow, and they only had about an hour and a half worth of leeway before the ferry left for the night. There were far fewer crossings available given the circumstances. After a certain time, the boats were being repurposed for other tasks that were more important. Not many people were going to and from the island as it was to begin with, and using those same ships to transport materials to areas that needed repairs was an understandable usage of what would otherwise have been mostly idle ships. "I mean that, V. I'll come back if you need me. I'm never too far away for that."
V nodded politely, a small tired smile upon his face. He felt a sensation similar to butterflies in his stomach at his brother's kind words. He appreciated Nero's obvious concern for him, but the last thing he wanted to do was to hold them up from their trip or continue to cause them to worry about him. They had a good hour's worth of driving to do just to get to the pier from here with delays and construction taken into consideration, and then who knew how long it was going to take for them to scope out the island. Should he need assistance, it was probably best that he contact Lady and Trish or perhaps Dante and Vergil. At least They wouldn't have to charge across an entire coastline to get to him. "I shall. Thank you."
For the second that Nero turned away from his brother and back towards the van, a flash of lightning overhead lit up the entire sky before a prolonged boom of thunder shook the entire neighborhood, rattling some of the nearby windows from the sheer force of its presence. Nico opened the door to the van and stuck her head out, looking up at the sky in surprise as she beheld a second flash of lightning. And before she could speak a word, a large drop of water hit her square in the face before several more drops equally as large began to splatter on the van's roof and the pavement out front of the house. It went from a few droplets at first to what felt like a torrent, speeding up rapidly in its force and pace before Nico slammed the door shut, clearly not in the mood to be soaked.
V stared at the sky for a moment, unbothered by the cold rain. He allowed the water to simply soak him as he exhaled deeply, feeling the chill of his breath escape his lungs. The cold water felt good against his skin. It was refreshing, to say the least. And besides, he could always just go inside of his home and warm up again. And that was probably a good idea considering that he could feel the temperature beginning to drop already. If this sudden change in weather was anything to go by, then the ferries at the dock certainly weren't going to be running for the rest of the day. It looked as though he might have guests for the evening, and he couldn't say with any honesty that that bothered him.
"Will the two of you be staying for the evening?" He said with a tent of humor to his voice, already sure he knew the answer. There was no way that anyone with any right mind was going to drive anywhere with the weather taking a turn like this. If it got a few degrees colder than it was now this was going to turn into snow. It was already soon to be ice-like, a sort of frozen rain threatening to become hail. And yet no intentions of being outside for that. Water was fine, but droplets of sharp ice certainly weren't. Not unless they were icicles hanging from the overhang of his porch that he could adore in quiet glee. He truly did love the winter, but he didn't want to be out in it exposed and wet with no coat. "I believe I might be able to find room for you."
Nero chuckled to himself under his breath, giving V a sort of playful "go fuck yourself" look as the two of them simply laughed at the ridiculousness of the situation. It seemed that they had all noticed that the weather might change like this, and although they hadn't expected it to happen so suddenly, there was nothing they could do about it. Fortuna was going to have to wait until tomorrow. They could drop by the office and ask Vergil if he could lend them a hand, or perhaps by then it would be appropriate for them to simply take the ferry. But either way, it did look like they were going to be staying over.
"Yeah, I'm going to go out on a limb here and say that we probably are," Nero said as he shook his head, gesturing for Nico to abandon the van and head over to the front porch. Moments later, the door opened and she jumped out with a piece of some sort of plastic over her head, running over to the door. He doubted that she was concerned about her hair or her clothes, but it did seem like it might be a bit too cold for her at the moment. She spent her days over hot tools. It was no surprise that the last thing she wanted was to be soaked with ice water.
As the young mechanist made her way onto the porch, V unlocked the door and pushed it open with one smooth motion, allowing her to go straight in undeterred, unconcerned with her getting water on the floor. He was however concerned that she might slip and fall on the marble floors. Water and the stone never being a winning combination unless the competition was falling and breaking several bones.
"I would be wary of the-"
But before V could finish speaking, Nico's feet hit the stone floor and she practically went flying into the staircase on the other side of the entrance, her back vertical with the floor for a month before she made impact with the ground and slid at high speed across the room before coming to a sudden stop. Both Nero and V cut a glimpse of what had happened, and they heard the corresponding crash and her groans of discomfort as she clearly had the wind knocked out of her, but neither of them was willing to actually look into the house. Instead, they looked at one another, cringing in obvious discomfort at what they knew she'd probably just done to herself. It was unlikely that she was gravely injured in any way, but one thing was for sure: She was going to need to put some ice on that.
"... We should probably see if she's still alive," V said as he clenched his teeth, biting the inside of his lower lip slightly. It seemed that at least one of them today was destined to trip and fall, and although he was glad it hadn't been him, he still felt nothing but pity for Nico. He knew she'd probably been through worse and then some, but it still probably smarted something awful. It was best that they make sure she didn't need medical attention. After all, stairs could be dangerous. He certainly knew that firsthand… 
Nero leaned to the side and peered into the room, wincing audibly as he caught a glimpse of her and shook his head, turning his attention quickly back to his older brother. "Yeah, I'm going to have to agree with you again. Sounds like a good idea. Shit."
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This was a fun little chapter! I had a good time writing it today, and I'm looking forward to Friday's chapters, too! Google auto-correct is my personal hell. It autocorrected “breathlessly” to “breakfastly.” It loves to change “V” to “the” and “Nero” to “Neuro” and don't even get me started with the things it auto corrects “Sirrus” to… I have no words. If you see weird spelling errors, google probably went through and decided that it's braindead AI knows what I’m saying better than I do. I tried my best, but it’s hard fighting a persistent and idiotic AI. But then again anyone who has ever been on Youtube before knows how that can be. I'll see you all on Friday!
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tempobaekh · 3 years
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Rating Penthouse: War In Life characters
I asked my followers on Instagram to give me Penthouse characters to rate and my thoughts about them so I thought to post it here as well. Now this is my personal opinion about how I feel about the characters and how much I will rate them
⚠️⚠️THIS CONTAINS A FEW SPOILERS⚠️⚠️
My Instagram: Tempobaek
Logan Lee
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10/10
Lemme just say I love him SO MUCH
LOGAN LEE BEST BOY
I absolutely loved his character and the fact that he was one of the few people who wants justice and is honest made me love him even more
Him playing Go Hu Dong was amazing as well and I didn't recognize him at all at first like he played it so well with the accent, costume and wig and everything
His accent and language switch in between English and the Busan accent Korean was so fucking sexy🥵
✨Mr. Joo✨
My man was also smart with his revenge
He was also serving amazing LOOKS every episode in the two seasons and I loved every single one of them
And I'm going to be honest here, after watching the preview for S2 ep13 his laugh was creepy in one of the clips and after reading a few theories I lowkey thought that he would be the next villian
I regret suspecting him now
But instead of that they gave us a bigger plot twist and blew up our man with a bomb😩
He literally went ✨LiGhT iT Up LiKe DyNaMiTe✨ (I'm so sorry)
I would've rather have him be a villian than die in the bomb
I MISS HIM ALREADY AND LOVE HIM SO MUCH😭
DID I MENTION THAT I LOVE HIM
Joo Seok Kyung
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7/10
Another one that annoyed me angered me so much🙄
Like she was ruthless and had no mercy when it came to bullying and putting people down that she thought were a rival or putting people down in general
She didn't change even when Rona died
She also went as far as to like cheat her way to win the Cheong Ah Art High School trophy and blackmailed Cheon Seojin to win the trophy
But there were times where she would show emotions and those would be often her break down and weak moments
And those moments would really show how she is broken inside and puts up a careless and brave image, she is someone who needs healing even though healing takes time
I also saw someone saying like 'oh Seok Kyung hates her mom so much'
Yeah she hated her mom but she didn't hate her to death like she didn't wish death upon her
Seok Kyung was heart broken when she heard Suryeon's death and that showed that she still loved her mom even though Suryeon didn't give birth to them
I was heart broken when I saw that she cut her hair because here was no one there to tie it for her bc Suryeon loved Seok Kyungs long hair and that's why she didn't cut it but after he mothers death no one was there to tie her hair for her
I started seeing her in a different light after a while bc again it showed that he character was very broken emotionally and needed healing
I'm interested about seeing more of her character development after the last ep where she defended Rona
Also my girl is so hot, another one that was serving amazing looks
Joo Seok Hoon
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8/10
He was lowkey annoying at first ngl
Like my man was just🧍🏻‍♂️
It annoyed me so much how he defended his sister so much, fell for her tricks, covered up for her and did anything she said EVEN though its wrong
But after some time I understood that he cared for and that she was the only family left to him
I mean Seok Hoon hate Joo Dan Tae so he doesn't counts and Suryeon was dead at the moment
I will still not forgive him for bullying Seol A even though he regrets it
It also annoyed me how he didn't stood up for Rona at all in the first season even though he liked her
By he got so much better in S2, he was even part in the revenge plan
He is literally the human CCTV camera in Hera Palace like he knows more than even the viewers know
The way he was protective of Rona when he found out she was alive was so aDORABLE
And my man was amazing in the last episodes
I love him
Cheon Seo Jin
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4/10
THIS WOMAN MAKES MY BLOOD FUCKING BOIL
Like I sometimes just was to 🤜🏻👩🏻
But sometimes I wanna hug her😩
Idk I feel like she became a horrible person bc of greed and that he father and mother placed too high expectations for her
Instead of praising her for her accomplishments her parents wanted her to do more
Maybe that's why she was desperate for love and affection and found that in Joo Dan Tae even though he pretended to like her
But that definitely does not dismiss her horrible actions
But also the harsh past made her the could hearted person, like she left her father to die
She felt more care towards her daughter after she almost lost her because Eunbyeol tried to commit suicide
She was in alot of pain and you could see it in her cries and when she was on the phone with the person
Soyeon's acting was amazing in that scene
She started to care more about her ex husband and daughter when she saw how much Eunbyeol was suffering and she realized that she genuinely liked Ha Yoon Chul hwen she saw how horrible Joo Dan Tae was
I did feel bad for her sometimes but after seeing that she didn't change I really didn't feel any sympathy for her
She needs therapy
Girlie was shocked when the doctor said she is losing her voice like bestie you are screaming every episode
She was also serving amazing looks every episode
Ha Yoon Chul
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5/10
The first male character I simped for
Like I am not going to deny it but he is hot🥵
But the first few episodes he was an absolute asshole and greedy
But I never expected him to be Yoonhee's ex boyfriend
I did like him a tiny bit when he saved Yoon Hee from Kyu Jin
His entrance in S2 with the helicopter was damn hot
And I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN HE SAID MEET MY WIFE OH YOON HE
LIKE YAY MY SHIP IS SAILING
I spoke too soon
His character development and fighting skills were hot as well
He was ADORABLE with Rona and Yoonhee
I seriously thought that Rona was his daughter
BUT THAN AT THE CHEONG AH FESTIVLE OOF SIR I WANTED TO PUNCH HIM
I WAS SO MAD WHEN HE SABOTAGED RONA'S PERFORMANCE
I began hating him after that💀
Like he went 📈📉 with his character development
AND THEN HE CLEANED EUNBYEOL'S MEMORY FROM THAT NIGHT LIKE SIR SKSHSKSHKS SHE DID HAT TO YOUR DAUGHTER
I actually asked my dad what he thought about what Yoon Chul did and this was his reponse:
"If you look at it from a parents perspective they would want to do anything if they saw their child in pain like he did but I would've also scolded her and had a conversation with her about why she did it instead of wiping her memory from that night like he did. "
So that's that
I LOVED IT WHEN YOON HEE CAME WITH THAT BLOW AND TOLD HIM RONA WAS HER DAUGHTER
Jonghoon's acting was chef's kiss in that scene
I was going to rate him a 4 but I gave him that 5 when I saw how he was at court, he admitted to his wrong doings but also still had feelings for Yoon Hee
I wanna see his reaction in s3 to Rona now bc now that he got to know that is his daughter I wonder how he will be
Lee Kyu Jin
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1/10
AN ASSHOLE
USELESS
WHY IS HE HERE
Like I have nothing to say about him rather than I hate him and that he useless just like his wife and son
HE IS LITERALLY NOTHING WITHOUT HIS MOM
I'm only giving him that one bc he was funny in the episodes
THATS THE ONLY REASON HE IS THERE JUST FOR COMEDY PURPOSES
Go Sang Ah
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0.5/10
ANNOYING 2.0
USELESS 2.0
ALL SHE DOES IS SPEND HER HUSBAND AND MOTHER IN LAW'S MONEY
LIKE SHE AIN'T EVEN WORKS
UNLIKE KANG MARI
The only thing she does is gossip
And spills the tea☕
SHE IS LITERALLY NOTHING WITHPUT HER HUSBAND AND HIS FAMILY
Giving her a 0.5 bc she is kinda funny eh
Lee Minhyuk
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0/10
ANNOYING 3.0
USELESS 3.0
ASSHOLE 2.0
Idk if it runs in the family but again he is useless
And a dumbass
He also nothing without his parents
Why is he there tho like you ain't even funny
All he can do is cause trouble
And bullied Jenny
His dumbass slipped and broke his own arm and blamed it on Rona smh🤦🏻‍♀️
Sometimes I just wanna 🤜🏻👦🏻
Also my dude was trying to sound all intimidating by saying
"Oh Jenny's father is a scary man, yOuR dEaD BaE rOnA"
Like dude worry about yourself bitch you are dead first for bullying Jenny
But like I hate the character but LOVE THE ACTOR HE IS SO HOT OMFG
Joo Dan Tae
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0/10
ANOTHER ONE THAT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH AND MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL
SOMETIMES I DONT WANNA 🤜🏻 I WANNA 🔪
LIKE I HATE HIM WITH A FUCKING PASSION
I DONT CARE ABOUT HIS PAST OR ANYTHING HE IS A GREASY, GREEDY, PSYCHO, OBSESSIVE MANIPULATIVE, POSSESSIVE PSYCHO
Like I legit thought he was nice in he first ep and then I saw him kiss Seojin and-
Me: 🤨😧😃🤮 MY EMOTIONS WENT LIKE THAT
LIKE HE IS SO FUCKING POSSESSIVE OVER SURYEON, AEGYO AND SEOJIN LIKE ITS DISGUSTING
I WAS GETTING YANDERE BEHAVIOUR FROM THAT OLD MAN
PURE TRASH
Bae Rona
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9/10
I LOVE HER NOW
RONA BEST GIRL
She was also annoying at first and was very ungrateful
But over time she got better, still a tiny bit annoying sometimes but better
When she came back from the US I WAS LIKE GIRL NO YOU FINNA RUIN THE PLAN
I do feel bad for her bc she went through alot with bullying, her mom going to jail not only once but twice, her getting to know that Yoonchul who she started liking sabotaged her performance, and also literally almost dying
My girl has been through a lot
AND WHEN SHE RUNNED TOWARDS THE STAIRS OUTSIDE WHEN EUNBYEOL WAS CHASING HER I WAS LIKE GIRL RUN TO THE HALL YOU RUNNIN OUTSIDE
I am excited to see her reaction to getting to know that Yoon Chul is her dad
Part 2 is also posted!
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sapphic-sasuke · 3 years
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Hello, how are you doing these days? I'm back with another ask. Since we see the term 'potential' being applied to characters a lot now, do you think Itachi had any 'potential' to be an interesting character? It is a bit later that he became a mess of theme- and plot-related mistakes, but do you think in there's any basis in canon for him to have been a decent character? One that, if not complex, at least made sense? Thank you and have a great day!
OMGG HIII FAV MUTUAL i been okay these days so busy w my new job but good. howre u? 
I think Itachi had the potential to be an interesting character. Itachi’s character could have been extrapolated in so many different ways that seeing him shoved into a corner just ARGGH. there’s not much depth to him despite popular belief.
It’s crazy to me because part 1 Itachi HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL ARGGH. It’s like.. man the fear? The way all of the jounins and konoha just couldn’t match him at all! That build up was so nice. His confrontation with Sasuke where he chokes him. It’s so good!!!
I think the reason Itachi’s character fails so spectacularly is because of how the narrative wanted to warp him into someone who “wasn’t that bad” or “had good intentions to save the village but his method of action was flawed” (i see this argument a lot honestly) this argument is reiterated by obito and later naruto and kakashi. because itachi committed genocide to save konoha, he’s seen as morally grey despite the fact that the village he’s saving is highkey fascist and fucks over so many smaller, weaker villages (case in point, NAGATO!) konoha is LITERALLY a military dictatorship. there’s absolutely nothing good about that awful village and itachi killed his family for it
okay now back to my initial point, itachi killing the uchihas for konoha is fundamental to his character, it shapes him... but my god he would have been sooo much better as only an antagonist instead of someone in the middle. I understand that he was manipulated by the elders but Itachi as an antagonist would have still worked even after the plot twist of killing for konoha. He fails because his character sort of stretches out to shadow over everyone else. he’s painted out to be unbelievably strong and infallible even in death to the point it’s just laughable and it isn’t done well either because there’s no purpose to it. it does not forward the plot, it just feels like fanservice. he doesn’t fit into the story with the characters at all. it feels so forced, grating and awkward. suddenly these characters established to be the best of the best are tripping over their feet over a sick shinobi with eyes that are almost blind
His character isn’t that developed; his persona of being strong, deadly and calm is never questioned or challenged. He’s either this loving brother full of guilt or a perfect shinobi. It’s boring! Sasuke loves him when he finds out the truth, the hokages call him a hero and... that would have been a really good point to show how corrupt and horrific the shinobi system is but Itachi’s actions are never questioned! there’s nothing in the narrative in shippuden to make you believe that Itachi was wrong other than his regret (this is mainly because of how the Uchihas are viewed by everyone) And his regret is targeted more at making sasuke suffer than the killing of his clan.
Making Itachi a compelling character could have been done in so many ways so long as there wasn’t this suffocating attempt to justify him in the manga.
And I guess properly flesh out his motives. He kills his clan for konoha for Sasuke. Okay. He joins the Akatsuki to spy on them for Konoha. How would that have worked? If we’re going along with him being a spy, maybe we can be shown how he gradually loses all his morals, finds killing easier. Maybe there’s a moment where he’s surprised at how easy he finds it to fit in with Akatsuki. It would explain his torture of Sasuke more if his default reaction to anything that isn’t entirely numbing is violence. Maybe instead of everything being some greater manipulative bullshit, moments where he harms Sasuke are genuine lapses in control. He’s so obsessed with Sasuke he can’t even rationalise his actions.
(I’m still of the belief that him joining the Akatsuki as a spy was an awful plot point. It would have been better if he only joined the Akatsuki to amplify his villainous persona so Sasuke feels even more inclined to kill when he’s going around terrorising people. I feel like Itachi after killing the clan no longer caring much for Konoha, only Sasuke and a weird obsession for peace because that’s what he also did all of this for, would have been a far more interesting twist. He’s a very selfish character that gets interpreted as selfless for the “sacrifices” he makes because the shinobi think he’s right.)
We need to be shown just how horrific Itachi’s actions are the same way we were shown in part 1 Naruto. And other than the physical consequences, the mental ones too.
I guess what would make Itachi more interesting as a character if we went along with his canon actions would be to see his thought process more. This guy killed his entire clan—show us how twisted his mind can be. Show us how the guilt/self hatred/anger/apathy destroys himself until he’s quite literally begging Sasuke to kill him in his mind.
Rather than having his machinations work out, what if he fails? What if it goes wrong? We need more moments where he’s failing. Not beating legendary characters like Orochimaru. There’s no satisfactory release to Itachi, even in his death. It’s very bland.
I don’t think the plot twist of Itachi killing for konoha in itself was bad, it’s more the execution that was bad. Because we’re already shown in part 1 that Konoha is corrupt. The plot messes come from 1) the urge to make Itachi out to be infallible and righteous but deeply troubled and 2) the narrative trying its hardest to paint the uchihas out to be inherently evil and 3) the lack of accountability placed on individuals and more on “the cycle of hatred” ignoring that it’s these Kages in power who were perpetuating that system.
Okay so I will forever be salty at the direction Itachi’s character took. They took a mysterious older brother and turned him into a plot convulted mess with the worst fake deep quotes and annoying op attacks pulled out of his ass. almost damn well ruined Sasuke’s character too smh. So yeah bestie Itachi had sooo much potential. He could have properly been used as an instrument to show shinobi like the protagonists that Sasuke’s anger is valid and that the village they fight for is evil and not worth it or to properly allow the Uchiha to receive justice but nooooooo guys he felt bad :( and he loves sasuke :( and he was a spy for the village all the protagonists are from fighting terrorism in the shadows :( and the uchihas deserved it for rising up against the village that was discriminating against them :( clearly state sponsored genocide isn’t that bad :( yeah he tortured his brother and his spying did nothing to stop akatsuki but he tried :(
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mxtcha-tea · 3 years
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Hyperspecific Headcanons with Kamomedai <3
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✎genre; crack, fluff, whatever you want really
✎chef note; thanks to me making too many doodles and incorrect quotes about Bessho and Tokura, I now present you this mess, enjoy.
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this is kinda funny, but their coach purposely put the water refills outside on top of a small hill under the big tree (kinda reminds me of the one in the training camp arc)
So, when they need to refill, they have to jog up the hill to get some water and they've complained about it ever since
It's not that high but with them being tired after the practice they did, it sure does felt like an eternity getting up there
Sometimes Hoshiumi and Gao races on who could get there faster while the rest are slumped while walking up
But don't worry, when they finally get there, the wind is enough to cool them back down
And now, it became their resting place after practice (no matter how many times they've complained about going up hill to even rest there)
One time they broke it
They broke the water refill, and had to fix it back up before their coach sees the mess and try to figure an excuse on why there's no water left inside and there's a crack on it
Bessho and Tokura are basically best friends but it's more one sided
Tokura lowkey highkey hates Bessho and no one knows why exactly
Maybe it's their 1st years problem or something but Tokura's just like that with Bessho and Bessho couldn't seem more concerned about the hate he's receiving
He's just fine with it wth (they're one sided frenemies in conclusion)
Kanbayashi's good at cooking and you cannot change my mind
Sometimes he makes some treats for his teammates, going to their classes during lunch hour and giving them each small boxes of the food
He cares about his teammates whether it's on or off court really
Everyone likes Suwa
Hoshiumi doesn't really look like a person who has a schedule but he actually does, but for fridays only
Why you may ask?
Because that's the day where he visits Hirugami and see his dog
Anyway, the schedule is like this;
7am-8am: wake up and do morning preps, 8.30am-3.45pm: school and volley practices
4pm-4.50pm: MEET THE DOG [in full caps and bolded] and lastly, 5pm: go back home and sleep
It's as simple as that for a simple man like him, who likes to pet Hirugami's dog
Tokura is actually smarter than anyone expected (maybe somewhere in class 5 or 6)
and him and Bessho sometimes study together even tho Bessho is kinda smart himself
It's what the team call, 'a bonding moment' between these two
Meanwhile, at the Liam's household, he's practically yelling at Bessho for wanting to eat instant ramen every second (they did eat instant ramen after that)
Suwa gets along well with Kita after their match together and both of the team has to get along with each other when their captains form a friendship
(Much to their dismay, but they'll have to be friendly anyway)
And not suprised coming from Tokura, he likes Riseki more than Bessho and ask if they could trade Riseki with Bessho
Which causes a big fight at the court (Tokura, you can't trade Bessho smh)
Nozawa may seem calm to most people at their school, but he's a bit of a hot headed person himself
Don't worry tho, cause kanbayashi's there to calm him down
If he can restrain him fast enough, because if he didn't, it's either a big ruckus inside the gym, someone ending up with a broken bone or someone straight up dead (pick your choice)
(this is canon) but Bessho and Gao are homies and it shows
Gao too sometimes annoy Tokura because it makes Bessho feel better and he might join the annoying process
(someone please save Tokura)
Speaking of Tokura (what, is Tokura my fav kamomedai character now? Maybe) other than Suwa, he have high respect for Hirugami and view him as a big brother figure
I think Tokura is an only child so that's why he looks up to Hirugami and you know what, Hirugami also see him as a little brother
It's a very comforting scene to see when they're being platonically affectionate with each other
Whether it's about talking about their practice to basic questions like "have you eaten yet?" "I hope you're doing fine" and so on
Hoshiumi, Gao and Bessho have a rock-paper-scissors thing they've been doing for weeks repetitively and it's getting everyone insane
Suwa is favorited by every old ladies on his radar (just like Kita) and he doesn't mind it at all cause he likes spending time or talking to them too
I see you're drinking the respect juice Suwa
Actually, let's be honest here, Suwa's prolly the only person that's on the same level of Kita (I wanna see a competition about this)
Because who wouldn't love him?
We all love a well mannered man that respect others with a personality of a REAL role model with good grades, and also loved by old women and old men
Suwa for president
(I wanna make more hcs but my motivation juice ran out)
In conclusions, Kamomedai is like a family
With the 2nd years as DOGS, the 3rd years as the owners of the dogs
And the 1st years as childs of the owners of the dogs
Y'know like a one big family
I would say seagulls but dogs kinda fit it a lot more, thanks Gao Hakuba and Hoshiumi Korai
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sunnyscr1bbles · 2 years
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Gus know I Love you no matter what
🍃Flakestorm
☀️Hopepaw
🌲 Snakeoil
🍁Lotuspaw
🌸 Monkeyhoot
☁️ Dustymeadow 👁️
Flakestorm 🍃 Alternate rank au EVERYBODY HOLD UP WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE CONCEPT OF FLAKESTORM BECOMING WILDSPIRIT’S APPRENTICE IMMEDIATELY. Like Flakestorm helping him out for a few moons just because they’re pals, but eventually realizing after the dogs in Creekclan, that he’s never going to be able to fight as well as his peers, and he just isn’t good at hunting either. But he can remember herbs or whatever, and eventually he realizes that even if he can’t fight he can still help Creekclan and their cats, and maybe even if he can’t stop cats from getting hurt, he can help them even if he couldn’t help Zinnia. I think he’d ask to just be Flake again, at least for a while; then maybe someday he’d get a new name, one that he felt as if he actually deserves.
Hopepaw ☀️ Ideal friendships Hopepaw needs all of the friends in existence. She needs the confidence boost smh. I would love her to talk to Rumblepaw some more; I think they’re like… externally such polar opposites they would get along well, and they grew up together. I’d also really love for Hopepaw to make some friendships across the border; I think it might even be easier for her in a way, because if a cat lives in another camp, if she slips up and says the wrong thing she can get away from it much easier. Her parents will always be her best friends tho.
Snake Oil 🌲 Who I ship them with Horizonwalker and Snake Oil beloveds :anguish: They need to meet at the border and talk, it’s essential to my mental health. I think about them a lot in their youth, and idk if I can drop a lot about the past here because it isn’t like Public yet, but I think Horizonwalker was the first cat that Snake Oil ever really trusted with… well, anything, and they were one of the first cats that Snake Oil received genuine kindness from that didn’t turn on him. I also think that Snake Oil and Crag are funny but not even like in a romantic way I just like watching them cause problems on purpose.
Lotuspaw 🍁 Favorite rp / moment I really love all of the moments where Lotuspaw slips up for a second and it’s like oh yeah! He’s a kid. He put a lot of pressure on himself to grow up too quickly, so the moments where he’s all starry eyed and like “omg what!! that's so cool i hope i get to be just like you when i grow up” are very special to me. Also when him and Frostbite spoke at the gathering and he immediately went ah! So you are my friend and rolemodel now!
This weeks roleplay definitely might make it up into this category, tho >:3c Uh. As soon as I start it. FUCK I GOTTA START IT. I ALSO GOTTA REPLY TO MR.DUSTY I’M SORRY DUSTY I DIDN”T F
Monkeyhoot 🌸 Favorite relationship dynamics I love love love that Monkeyhoot gets to be like a father/uncle to so many cats. That isn’t a role that I play a lot in roleplays, so it’s a new thing for me and I really enjoy getting to write it! In real life I act with my family a lot how he acts with his, so getting to write that down and express it in roleplay is really fun; plus it’s fun to joke around and mess w cats :3c He loves Pete so much it’s unreal. There’s also a lot of unrequited love going on with him but um that’s fine <3
Dustymeadow
☁️ Alternate clan au
Ooghghgggg imagine if Dustymeadow had left to join Tideclan instead of going to become a kittypet how fucked up would that be. Like he has a mate there, and he goes to live with them for so many moons, and it’s fine (I guess smh) until Stormclan is like hey the great storm is coming btw. And immediately Dustymeadow is like um :( then Tarponstar starts pushing the border and ignoring all of Stormclan’s warnings, and so many cats die thanks to it (Including his mate), and now Dustymeadow has to stand at odds with his own former clan, family, and friends and has to figure out if it was really worth it to come to Tideclan and if he can ever go back to his old home. Thanks for coming to my ted talk.
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blisslilywrites · 4 years
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I'm back with the Jessica rabbit ask? Shigiraki stain and overhaul maybe?
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A/N: So Im not the most familiar with these bad bois but I hope I did them justice. Btw for Stain’s one, it’s the public finding out about his gf and like slightly yandere. Aaand on another sidenote,, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIGGY!! ~lily
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SHIGARAKI TOMURA:
The League was making their escape after another mission ended a bit too quickly cuz of some meddling heroes
Kurogiri wasn’t there to provide a quick way to escape so they had to resort to running through the city, hidden in the shadows of course
Somehow, through forces unknown to man, they bumped into you along their escape route
The moment you see them, your eyes grew wide
Shigaraki groaned inwardly cuz he knew how this showdown would go
The rest of the league were a bit confused. 
A civilian had just seen them, wanted villains, and their boss isn’t making any move to stop her from reporting them
Before anyone could attempt to threaten you, you ran up to Shigaraki and gave him a huge hug
Everyone: Umm nani???
What bothered them even more was that Shigaraki seemed...ok with all this?
“Aaa To-chan~~ I’ve missed you so much…” you pouted
Everyone: Nani wtf what how why wha-- *brain overloaded with unanswerable questions*
Once everyone recovered from their little short circuit, Shigaraki told them you were his girlfriend and not to worry since you knew about the league and won’t report them
Ngl he seemed lowkey annoyed at the whole thing but isnt he always
They just looked at you in awe
Wow, Shigaraki actually has interests in women and romance huh?
Not to mention, you were really attractive
And that voice of yours…
None of them really seemed to want to believe that someone like you was dating Shigaraki Tomura™
Then Toga literally just asked you why
“Well, why not?” you said with a seductive smile aimed at Shigaraki
They didn’t really know where to go from here until Compress reminded them they were still in the middle of an escape
Oh right…
You gave shiggy a small kiss on the cheek and waved goodbye to the league as they ran off into the shadows
Something tells you that you’ll see them all again pretty soon
Whether it’s on the news or in person
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HERO KILLER: STAIN / Akaguro Chizome
You two have always kept your relationship under wraps
It was for your own safety, after all
However, news of Stain having a girlfriend spread across rumor groups all over the nation
They were all just rumors until someone managed to snap a pic of you and Stain locked in a tight embrace
Everyone was pretty shocked...for different reasons
Most fans couldn’t accept it and felt betrayed 
They believed you were a distraction from Stain’s true goal and purpose
Still, there were many others who appreciated you as it showed them Stain also had someone to fight for
And that someone was hella hot, according to the picture at least
This kind of stuff always ends up going viral and in your case, it did within a matter of days
Fanart and fanfics of the two of you filled the net
That along with the multitudes of intense shippers made you guys a beautifully tragic OTP
A lot of stuff went down in the Stain x Mystery Hottie fandom and let’s just say we dont talk about that anymore…
The same was true of those who hated you. You received a few death threats and even had someone stalk and almost attack you
Thank goodness Stain was there though
Oh yeah did I mention how upset Stain was with all this and he hasnt even seen the art or fics smh
He was absolutely livid
The world wasn’t supposed to know about you. You were supposed to be his and his alone to cherish.
From then on, he spent a great deal of time and effort keeping you hidden. You didn’t mind much since you knew it was for the best
You knew from the beginning that being in a relationship with Stain wasn’t going to be easy.
You never once tried to leave though
And that was something Stain would always appreciate, love even, about you
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OVERHAUL / Chisaki Kai
Things have been a bit rough lately and so you and Chisaki finally made the decision for you to move to the Shie Hassaiki base
When he brought you to there, it didn’t seem like anyone was around
“They’re all out on a mission,” he explained
Chisaki then left you to go do some work and you quickly made yourself at home
Around evening time, you got really hungry and Chisaki still hadn’t come back to check on you
So you did something you probably figured was a little stupid...
You left your room to go look for him 
And maybe to get some food if you could find any 
The only problem was that the compound was huge and you quickly found yourself lost in its seemingly endless hallways
You were getting desperate when you turned a corner and bumped into a group of men in scary-looking masks
They were all pretty shocked when they saw you
Their base wasn’t supposed to be infiltrated this easily, especially by someone who seemed to be a civilian
One of them, the biggest, meanest looking one, walked up to you and grabbed you gruffly by the arm
“What are you doing here?”
You tried to calmly explain that Chisaki brought you here
They didn’t exactly believe you though and were probably just trying to figure out how best to kill or torture you
You sighed, figuring you should just use your trump card
“I’m his girlfriend.”
They still didn’t believe you
Before you could say anything more though, a loud voice spoke up from behind you
“What do you think you’re doing with my woman?”
It was filled with so much iciness and calm hostility
Like literally you could feel a chill run down your spine
It was even worse for the idiots who tried to kill you  
They were practically shaking in fear when they realized you weren’t lying
Long story short, you calmed Chisaki down and the men were spared
Whatever doubt they had about someone like you being Chisaki’s girlfriend was kept to themselves as they profusely apologized over and over
Since then though, they seemed to have developed a lot respect as well as fear of you
Afterall, you were one of the only people Chisaki actually listened to
And that was no easy feat indeed
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ushiwakaout · 3 years
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WARNINGS: age gap, student x teacher (platonic then romantic) SPOILERS FOR MANGA CHAPTERS 280+
probably really bad spelling
Ok bitches, it’s midnight and my mind is ROLLING.
This obviously has to do with bakugo. I’m a bakugo kinny so don’t @ me plz.
I really do be thinking that he’d fall in love with his teacher. But like let me explain.
You’re one of his teachers but you aren’t a hero, 100% a vigilante bc you don’t believe in the Hero morals bc you think they are a little twisted. You’re the only teacher in UA who’s not a “real” hero, personally i think Aizawa is a vigilante bc in the beginning we see that he doesn’t like Toshinori and i think it has to do with his Hero ways.
ANYWAYS, getting out of pocket here.
After the UA festival you have a big soft spot for bakugo and midoriya (especially bkg but don’t tell deku). One day he accidentally fell asleep in class bc he’s been having nightmares and you notice. Ofc you do- he’s basically your kid smh. You don’t even bother to wake him and you threaten the ones who try, especially denki and mineta. Your quirk revolves around blood manipulation but u can make it into a physical form (i guess like elsa but w blood/ u can manipulate not just yours) So when they try to wake up bakugo you just put two scary blood creatures beside them and they threaten them for you. If class is over and he’s still asleep, deku looks a little worried but you pat his shoulders and let him know it’s okay.
not you waking him up with a blood figure bc your scared of him 😔 just a lil
he obviously wakes up startled with the blood beside him, unknown to you, it reminded him of the Sludge villain. you rush to his side and start to apologize, stroking his hair but he just slaps your hand away. He’s not used to this type of affection. “Bakugo.... Are you sleeping alright?” He obviously doesn’t crack under the first attempt and decided to leave, calling you an old hag nun the less. He’s muttering “Why should you care?” and “Mind your business old hag.” Mind you, youre only like 7 years older than he is. (Bakugo is 16, aka the oldest of the class making you 23, one of the youngest teachers too) You only stop him seconds before he’s out the door to let him know that he can talk to you when he wants to. Obviously flips u off bc he doesn’t see you like an elder like Aizawa or All Might.
The fourth time Bakugo is distracted or falls asleep, he slips up. You wake him after Iida complained to you about not waking him up, low key threaten him too- u know that he almost murdered stain 💀 shuts him right up. You stroke his hair this time, trying to be gentle and not startle him like last time. You ask if he’s okay again and that’s when he slips up, “Just nightmares n stuff...” He is NOT fully awake or conscious, so he kinda frazzled up again and we are back to our regular program of Bakugo barking in your face to mind your business. But you don’t expect him to say thank you right before he walks out the door. You’re like ????? that’s new.
It’s probably the last time bakugo falls asleep is when he starts developing a crush on you. You run your hands through his hair again and he kinda rubbed into it like a cat being pet behind the ears. Both of you are like 👁👄👁
He BOLTED. No way he had just developed a crush on his teacher. No fucking way. Try’s to distance himself from you. Doesnt sleep in you class anymore. Doesnt ask you for your help or anything. You don’t mind since it seems like he’s getting by better than he was before.
But when he gets captured by the LOV and youre at camp w aizawa as extra help and you don’t see bakugo back with the rest it’s like a piece of your heart was ripped out. ( BTW in this point in time the feelings you have for bakugo ARE NOT ROMANTIC, it’s kinda like Eri and Aizawa situation, you unintentionally took bakugo under your wing and care for him a little bit more than the rest)
You don’t sleep until you find him. You’re at the press conference and you’re blood begins to boil when they said bakugo would become a villain. You spoke over Aizawa “I can assure you that you can drop those theories and accusations of my student. Bakugo Katsuki is talented and strong willed. What you saw during the festival was a mier fragment of who he really is. He’s a good kid who wants to be the number one hero one day... he wouldn’t give that up to be a villain.”
“And how do you know this fire sure, (hero/name)”
“I know my student better than anyone.”
When you hear that Midoriya, Iida, Momo, Kirishima and Todoroki went on a rescue mission to save Bakugo- you freak out. You paced all night until All might won the battle against AFO. Shota called you in the middle of the night to let you know that Bkg was gonna be in the hospital for the night. You rushed over there and once again your blood began to boil- you overheard the converstantion with him and his mother. Her calling him weak. What kind of mother was she?
you purposely walked in, “Oh sorry... You must be the Bakugos, I’m H/N- his teacher.” Mitsuki shook your hand and so did Masaru. You guys chatted a little before they left. “Your fathers such a sweet guy... how’d he end up with your mom?” Bakugo chuckled, “Old hag basically jumped on him at work.” You two chuckled together.
A very long chat between you too happened. More on how he was feeling and how you worried about him. At this point Bakugo knew that he could confide in you... He looked down at his lap and he began to sniffle. Something you where NOT expecting. “It’s all my fault... All might lost his power because of me... Becahse i was weak.” You heart ached for him UGH. Taking his hand in his, “Bakugo you are not weak... You’re the strongest kid I know. This isn’t your fault. If anything it’s mine... I couldn’t protect you kids fast enough... I’m sorry.” Caressing his cheeks. “It’s getting late. Get some sleep bakugo.” Youre about to let go of his hands but his grip gets tighter. “Don’t make me say it old hag.” He mutters before you chuckle a little and sit back down. You fall asleep you head on the edge of his bed, still in your chair while he finally began to drift to sleep. Your hand now in his.
When he figured out Deku’s secret he has one condition. “We tell L/N”
Deku’s like ??? “You mean H/N??? But kacchan!”
“No buts deku! We tell L/N or i tell everyone.”
“All Might! Do something!”
“I trust her”
“HA! Stupid deku!”
Bakugou’s kinda excited to tell you while y’all have tea and discuss Deku’s quirk but your sipping your tea when they tell you and your like “Oh, yeah i kinda figured that out myself... You guys are really bad at hiding a secret.” Bakugo calls the irresponsible and the rest is history 💀
Also you side intern w a 1-B student Shiozaki bc y’all have manipulation quirks and he gets mad jealous 💀💀 also hates that u intern w Vlad King and hang out w Hawks WAY TOO MUch
If he’s ever around you guys and Hawks starts flirting OH MAN bakugou with start to bark.
Hawks is the first person to notice his crush and he tells you and your like “Pft BAKUGOU?? You’re crazy!” but then you low key begin to notice small things that you didn’t before and your like oh- Oh shit.... this ain’t good
“Bakugo, have lunch with me will you?”
Denki and mineta make dirty jokes and you slap both of them w your shadows before the exit class.
You’re both mid into your bento box as you just blurt it out “Do you fancy me Kacchan?” yes u intentionally call him kacchan bc he chokes on the spici bento u made him. “Oh wow... hawks was right...”
“WHAT DID THAT BIRD BRAIN TELL YOU”
“Just told me you had a crush on me... Didnt believe him until now...” You eat a little more bento and just put it down bc ur don’t like the tension in the room. “Bakugo you know nothings going to happen between us right? You’re my student and i care about you. I obviously favor you but that’s all it’s gonna be.”
“Watch your mouth old hag. I’m 18 in two years, let’s see if i don’t come back and bite you in the ass.”
you burst out laughing and he just barks at you for laughing at him. “You will not my dear bakugo. Unless you graduate top of your class, turn 21 and make an image for yourself, then we’ll talk.”
“Mmm i promise ima gonna follow you till u love me too, L/N.”
“you’re disgusting, eat your bento.”
SPOILERS FOR MANGA CHAPTER 280 and ONGOING
You’re horribly injured. Gashes and blood spilling from your wounds as you watch Midoriya fight a battle alone with Shigaraki. Bakugo is sitting you up between his legs, making sure you don’t pass out. Your blood isn’t regenerating your wounds like it usually would. Your body has its limits and you’ve almost passed them.
But when Aizawa goes out cold, Deku claims Nanas float quirk, it’s up to you and Endevor to keep everyone safe, even if your body is screaming at you to sleep and rest.
There’s a moment when you see bakugo look at you when he sees that his child hood friends is in grave danger. “Don’t... BAKUGO!” He’s already in the air and your blood whips aren’t fast enough to move them. Shigaraki is faster and pieces through his chest and abdomen... It’s like you could feel it. “NO!!BAKUGO!!!” Everyone around you can hear the horror in your voice as you push yourself up in the air w the rest of your energy and catch him in your arms before anyone else does, but your body feels limp, luckily enough Todoroki Shoto is seconds behind you and catches the both of you safely.
At this point you can’t even tell who’s blood is on your hands. “You idiot.... Damn it ... Hey, hey you’re alright, look at me Bakugo. You can’t leave me too kid.” If it weren’t for your regeneration you’d probably be passed out the way he is right now. “We’re gonna get you to safety alright.... You gotta keep your promise... as stupid as it is.”
The second your feet step into a medical, everyone is looking at the both of you in horror. You tears a falling onto him and you just look like a tired mess. “Please take him. No- No not me, him! He needs help not me, please.” The doctors are quick and they try to help you but you keep screaming that it’s bakugo that needs help and when he’s not in your arms anymore and you see him getting the help you need that’s when your body collapses into the arms of a doctor.
Once everything is over and everyone is safe. You’re the last one out of the group who wakes up, which frightens bakugo. He’s in his room and he’s nagging you at his nurse to let him see you (your legit a curtain over) but she keeps saying that you need rest and blah blah. “Let the kid in nurse.” You croak and bakugo almost falls off his bed to get to you.
he regrets his decision. you look pissed. “You could have died.” was the first thing you tell him when you see him. “Do you know how selfish that was Bakugo? You could have died in my arms? Did you even think about that-
“My body moved in it’s own...”
*silence*
“I had to do something...”
You start tearing up, “get over here you stupid pomeranian.”
After that you watch Bakugo from afar, you give up you job in UA. You felt unworthy to have that position especially when you couldn’t save your student for the second time. Sometimes bakugo calls you and ask where you are while he’s on a grocery run. “I’m a lot closer than you think Kacchan, now get home safely, it’s getting dark.” You hang up in him and follows him back to UA, making use he’s fine.
This goes on for two year until he graduates. He’s taking pictures with his friends and aizawa gives him a box. “What is this?” he shrugs. “She just dropped it off.” He walks away leaving bakugo confused.
He opens the box and it’s a picture of you and him that Toshinori may have taken while you laughed together eating your bento. Behind the picture, there’s ink w your hand writing “give it back in 3 years” and inside there’s ring hanging on a necklace, he chuckles while reading the next note “p.s i’m not proposing. i just want something else to look forward to other than your presence”
“stupid hag.” he mutters before pulling the necklace over his head and tucking it into his graduate uniform. his hand is over the necklace and you see his smile from the top of the UA roof. When he looks up, he sees you. You smile softly and disappear when he blinks- he was afaid that would happen.
the next three years go by a lot quicker than he realizes. He’s interning under the agency you created w hawks but your no where to do seen. You’re never. in office.
and when april 20th hits, it’s the first time people see you in the office in three years and you go directly to Bakugos cubicle. You place a white box in front of him and smile “Happy birthday Dynamight.” His eyes widen when he locks eyes with you. Your hair is different, you look more like a woman than you did 5 years ago. he’s speechless and u just chuckle and roll your eyes. “My necklace, Kacchan.”
“I want my birthday present first.”
“What are you talking about, the box is your present now hand over my neck-“
“that’s not what i’m talking about.”
“the what-”
all eyes are on you two when pulls you into a kiss that he’s been holding onto for five years. “This necklace is mine now, just like you are. I promised you didn’t i?”
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LAST LITTLE RANT BEFORE I GO
* Sorry I have to go, I just need to focus on work so I can get it out of the way prior to getting the book and I already fell a little behind by getting consumed on all the stuff being released.
I really don’t understand the meaning or purpose behind what Feyre did. Like it’s supposedly an intervention, but interventions are supposed to be a space where the people who care about the individual for whom it is for are all there ready to make a decisive move—but who was there?
Feyre, okay, she’s a sister and she clearly loves Nesta no matter the difficulties in their relationship.
Rhys….what the fuck is he doing there. Either (1) he didn’t respect Feyre’s request for him to not come (which I feel is unlikely because he seems to respect her requests); (2) he is there because this is not a family intervention but a matter of the Night Court and Nesta is being treated like a punished citizen for behaving criminally; (3) Feyre asked him to be there to support her (which, okay you can talk to him afterwards, you don’t need a hype man to deal with your sister).
Amren, even though Amren has just had a fight with Nesta, the fact that she would be petty enough to ignore her means she cares for her no matter what happened between the two of them. I know others may not believe so, but I think Amren is extremely mature and doesn’t view the Nesta situation in the same light as the others; I think she’s petty but cares for her so she wants to be there to help, but she’s herself through and through and won’t be soft for anyone, even if it’s for their sakes.
Cassian, okay, um, why?? Cassian cares for her, but from what everyone can tell, he has not been respectful or forward enough in that respect that he’s basically a boy who has a crush, not a faithful friend or anything. He should not be there. Feyre should not be playing matchmaker while having an intervention, at this moment in time he is not very important in Nesta’s life because he has decided to, and made it obvious that, he is not part of her life.
--------> Also, I feel like he asked to be there and Feyre let him. And idk how to elaborate on that but that’s just wrong, not on Cassian’s part bc anyone’s welcome to ask things, but on Feyre’s. If this was the case, she obviously was throwing a “Let’s get Nesta ‘fixed’ so we can stop having a reminder of what all the war cost us” party and not an intervention. Smh Feyre and Rhys, what was ACOMAF? Did we learn nothing in ACOMAF????
Okay, so we see. Only 2 out of the 4 people there should be there. But there is one person missing: Elain. Why isn’t Elain there? Why wouldn’t she be there? Maybe she didn’t want to go (which I doubt because she stabbed Hybern for Nesta), so I have a feeling Feyre didn’t really let Elain know. That’s just cowardly, because she knows Elain would object the unfair treatment of Nesta.
Also, idk if you guys remember but Nesta and Elain fought, actually fought, in the cabin. So while Elain is sweet and whatever, she isn’t spineless. She’s just not. To say so is to force Elain into a mono-faceted role and that’s internalized misogyny my friends.
Then, Feyre allows for Rhys to behave as he does. Not only the words and his “cruel smile,” but his body language. Wearing his high lord clothes, standing up as if he’s on guard—as if Nesta is a threat he has to protect Feyre from—and such.
Rhys should not be there. Rhys should not be there. Feyre, just because you are extremely co-dependent doesn’t mean your co-dependency should interfere with your relationships with others.
I feel this is hard for her to understand because only 3 out of her many relationships with people she cares about in Prythian (Lucien, Elain, and Nesta) are exclusive from that of hers with Rhys. So she doesn’t realize that while other relationships are of mutual importance to Rhys, the one between her and Nesta is not—if only because Feyre is a part of it does he care about it at all. Even then though, he doesn’t care about Nesta, he just wants his mate to get whatever she wants in the world.
Either ways, long rant I want to get out of the way prior to me reading because I feel this might be covered and I don’t want it to be irrelevant.
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Kano’s Obsession With Sonya
I wanna write this down as a headcanon because I feel it’s important to talk about their relationship and establish it on this blog. 
FIY for any Sonya’s / Cassie’s / Cage’s out there - you don’t have to support/agree with this headcanon or apply it in our threading ! This is just a personal take on Kano’s feelings toward Sonya - if you WANT to include it, by all means but if you’d rather a unique take on the relationship, we can plot something out! :)
This is based off of all incarnations of Kano / Sonya’s relationship.
As the title states, Kano is obsessed with Sonya - I’d dare say it’s unhealthy and borders between pure hatred and a twisted sort of love. I’ve briefly spoke before about how Kano doesn’t really feel love for others. He struggles with long term relationships, is afraid of commitment and generally doesn’t care for most people. 
For Kano - Sonya represents everything he isn’t but the two also share some pretty striking similarities. For example, while she’s loyal, good and just (all things Kano isn’t) she’s also headstrong, tough and determined (similar to him). 
He’s a man who likes the chase. He likes a challenge - Kano likes what he can’t have. He’s driven by a desire to reach the unreachable (even though he knows it isn’t possible) and what is more unreachable than his one, true enemy?
( Side Note :: Look how little Kano cares for Jax. Jax is the one responsible for his missing eye and yet he dislikes him in a way which is very ‘fuck you, I’ll deal with you later’ - his focus is entirely on Sonya, despite, well, everything pointing to the fact that he should wanna get back Jax, not her. )
Their relationship isn’t for a moment romantic or loving - the two openly despise each other, but the raw tension that’s there can’t be denied. Both represent sides of themselves that the other despises (if that makes sense). They see the similarities in one another and it drives them c r a z y. 
As in canon and as would make sense - if one got their hands on their other, they’d kill them. Or, in Sonya’s case, imprison them. However, I’m not 100% sold on the idea that Kano would kill Sonya. I don’t think he would - in fact, he’d be stuck and would probably only end up killing her if absolutely driven to it. Otherwise, I think he’d hold her captive. In that sense, the relationship is somewhat one-sided.
( Side Note :: See his Tower Ending in MK11, with ultimate power he doesn’t kill his worse enemy, he instead makes her fight cage matches in skimpy underwear. SMH, but for real - he wouldn’t kill her. )
Another thing I shitposted about once is Kano keeping a lock of Sonya’s hair around his neck, I’m pretty sure this is shown in Deadly Alliance. I absolutely maintain that canon on this blog and accept it as a part of my Kano - he has kept a strand of her hair around his neck before. This was done primarily for intimidation purposes and to deliberately piss her off (seriously, wouldn’t an enemy wearing a part of you drive you insane). Privately, he kept this piece of her close to him because it’s as intimate / close as he’s been able to get near her without a fight. 
( Final Side Note :: I can’t write for Sonya but I sort of feel that she’s exactly the same as Kano but reflected from the other side - the side of good. She’s as obsessed with him as he is her, but in all of the good ways. She’s obsessed because she needs to catch him, stop him, put him away. She’s essentially the ‘good’ version of all this - but it doesn’t make her any different. )
TLDR; My Kano is entirely in love with Sonya but has no idea how to express it properly / thus love becomes obsession, add in a dash of hatred/rivalry and an absolute hard on for chasing / challenges and there you have it - Kano’s obsession with Sonya is so so so weird but absolutely canon on this blog.
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eldritch-elrics · 3 years
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svsss: the (not so) grand return of peerless cucumber
so a LOT happened in the chapters i read last night (44-49) and i have. SO many thoughts
not as many as i had right after i read but i really had to go to bed so i couldn’t write them all up.....
i put some reactions in individual posts but i’ll repeat them here!
first of all. shang qinghua. fucked off to the demon realm. like, good for him? but also. i want to see my boy
binghe keeping sqq’s body??? xue yang vibes OFF the charts
so I’M IN LOVE WITH THE MUSHROOM PLOT
i love how every so often sv will hit me with a twist that is SO up my alley that i just. lose it a little bit
HE MADE HIMSELF A CLONE BODY OUT OF MAGICAL MUSHROOMS AND TRANSPORTED HIS SOUL INTO IT.
i love mushroom shit and i love bodyswapping and. my god.
the fact that sqq has died twice and been forced to inhabit 3 different bodies??? wei wuxian wishes he were this cool
sidenote but the mental image of sqq doing radio calisthenics in the forest is really funny. or maybe it’s just funny to me because of the associations i have with this one time in japanese class?
sqq’s new body looking like a cross between shen yuan and shen qingqiu is really interesting and perhaps... symbolic....?
also hey does this mean he doesn’t have to deal with the cureless poison anymore. i assumed that it would be cured in his eventual sexytimes with binghe but hmmm i guess not!
the point where i really lost it was when he realized he was disconnected from the system. i know now that it wasn’t permanent but that was just so interesting, how much he hates it and wants it gone. which makes sense! even though it has helped him get out of bad spots at times, it’s a sign that he’s not really from this world. now i’m just really curious what’s gonna happen to the system at the end of the novel. maybe it’ll shut off once he achieves the “goal” it’s seemed to have set for him and gets together with lbh?
also i’m glad that sqq seems to have matured a little bit in terms of his people skills / problem solving skills? though uh. remains to be seen how he’ll act in front of binghe when binghe realizes who he is
it also seems like i was completely wrong about sqq’s motivations for sacrificing himself lol. lot more selfish than i thought? but it makes sense! fun twist
mxtx sure likes to have her protagonists execute plots that they don’t tell the reader about until after they happen lol (i’m thinking of the golden core transfer)
uhh back to plot reactions
love the running joke about peerless cucumber. also the demon names... six balls <3
also hold on a minute, peerless cucumber is a dick joke? lmao
thank you airplane for making it clear binghe has a big dick. absolutely vital character information
so i’ve said this before but sqq’s narration really CARRIES this novel. here i’m thinking specifically about his diatribe against sha hualing’s nails
shl is pretty fun. sexy evil lady!
sqq can turn his fan into a blade. nie huaisang get ON that smh
yang yixuan my beloved!
also HAHA i predicted that sqq’s super mushroom powers could help the xin mo thing and i was RIGHT
so sqq is just. SO invested in getting the plot back on track. like with all the harem members and stuff. it’s so funny because like bro. surely you’ve noticed by now that things are going very differently than in pidw. and also... you don’t WANT to go back on the pidw track bc that would kill you!!!
so the system reactivates when binghe turns up right? i am thinking about. the fact that when it tries to reboot it’s like “contacting customer service”
WHO IS CUSTOMER SERVICE.
it’s so interesting because like... obviously the whole system thing is so much bigger than just A Book? it’s even got airplane trapped inside it. and he’s the fucking author! who is running this thing? and for what purpose?
sqq listening in on the gossip about how lbh is DEFINITELY obsessively in love with him was SO funny. poor man
so binghe. he has become so COLD
i don’t like it :(
once more. my dude go to therapy.
wait also random but sqq has a beard now and for some reason that’s so funny to me
life at the palace seems terrible lmao no one is doing ok
smh, mxtx protags keep dying and staying dead for huge amounts of time and then coming back in different bodies
the fact that binghe’s happiest memories are training with sqq :(
THE FACT THAT BINGHE IS ABSOLUTELY SHIT AT KISSING
my god. that entire scene
went from “awwww headpats” to “AAAAAAAA”
the fact that the system congratulates him i’m sjkdhgjhsdhgjsds poor sqq.... didn’t ask for this shit.......
after 50 chapters, he’s finally realized he turned the male lead gay <3 say goodbye to all those funny oblivious moments!
i had to stop there because it was way too late at night but wow. we shall see how this relationship progresses
i can’t see it improving anytime soon but at least sqq knows lbh likes him now???
i had a LOT of thoughts last night but now i’m pretty much just like. i really need to see where it goes before i make any judgements on bingqiu
rn i’m not a big fan because 1. sqq is so wildly uncomfortable (understandable lol, even if lbh thinks it’s just a dream) and 2. lbh is very obsessive and that’s not really my favorite trope. but like it’s obviously not meant to be a healthy relationship, at least definitely not right now, and i do like some good fucked up romance! i’m excited to see the developments where sqq realizes what his real feelings are
i’m also fairly neutral on binghe as a character atm. his main personality traits seem to be “obsessed with sqq” and “trying not to die from evil sword qi poisoning” and i don’t find that all that compelling? between him and lwj i have to say that mxtx’s love interest characters are not really my favorite, though i wouldn’t say i dislike either of them.
furthermore i’m slightly concerned with how lbh’s “i’m the main character and i get what i want” attitude is gonna affect the romance. i know there’s some dubconny stuff later which i can’t say i’m excited for but i am excited to see how binghe’s character is gonna develop in general
my aspirations for bingqiu is that they’re both able to eventually break free of the expectations of the system
because, look at this from sqq’s pov. there’s this ai in your head that has, for literal years, been steering you towards a romance that you (at least outwardly) don’t want. isn’t that fucking terrifying? i love it. the system (at least how i see it) has been bending the established plot of the world in order to make this happen. it’s like fate but you can see the gears turning.
and even if sqq does end up liking lbh back, can you imagine the existential crisis of like. wondering if he really CHOSE to get with binghe or if he was somehow compelled to by the system which acts based on binghe’s emotions?
i think that would be so interesting
however what i think is Actually going to happen (based on that one time when airplane was like “hey cucumber, uh, is lbh just a character to you or is there more...”) is that sqq is gonna realize that he’s had a bit of a crush on binghe since reading pidw and is only just now dealing with his internalized homophobia. so him getting together with binghe has less strings attached
i think there’s some opportunity here for a commentary on the soulmate trope? because svsss is just so steeped in themes about agency and fate. i think that would be really cool but we’ll have to see. i feel like the ending is gonna be simpler and happier than i want it to be but obviously i cannot make any judgements yet! i’m just having Thoughts :)
so, i also read one of the extras (the one where he goes with lqg to battle succubi) because the translation i’m reading recommended it! it was pretty fun
sqq SO clueless. like i get it, he doesn’t think he’s into anything other than Pretty Cis Women, but. sqq we’ll work on this
also ASKING LQG IF HE’S A VIRGIN. sqq literally stop
(that was so funny though)
liu qingge ACE RIGHTS
actually lqg’s outburst in this chapter was kind of bizarre and can be explained in a few different ways i think?
i really like the idea of him being aroace. thinks true love doesn’t exist etc
i feel like the intended implication of lqg’s outburst is that he’s realized madame meiyin is referring to binghe and is like “holy shit no sqq can’t be with Him”
maybe lqg is just homophobic?
but i. also kind of wonder if lqg is gay and in love with sqq? and is just putting up the “such deep love doesn’t exist” thing because he really doesn’t want sqq to know
there was that whole line where the succubus was like “well you’re not his soulmate you don’t know” and it made me think
on the other hand i can’t really see lqg liking sqq that way; they seem to have more of a Bro Bond
then again lqg does keep fighting binghe for sqq’s sake
either headcanon is fun! i’d be excited for more insight into lqg in general i think
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