#the girls said THE FUCKING AUDACITY

[rabble-dabble]

and by the way i fucking deserved better. you came back with your hand held out and asked me to love you again like i was a fool, like you knew i wanted you to do but you forgot friendship is a two way street and i loved you deeper than you loved yourself. i heard myself in your words and i knew the answer before you asked the question because i spent a year grieving and a year growing and another two years healing and three more years forgetting and you sent me a message asking me to forgive you as if i already hadn't done so. you asked to try again and i almost became the fool that did it because once upon a time we were best friends then we weren't and i cried at night wishing you'd come crawling back to say those words to me again. and i thought of all the ways i could tear you apart with my teeth before carefully mending you back together with my sparkly glue and my shaky sowing needle.

but in reality i knew if i let you in again that i could forgive you but i'd never be able to forgive myself. i'd be looking into the past and spitting into the face of the kid who gave up everything he felt about you to become me and i needed to let you go like the sand between my cupped hands. the ocean cleans away the grit and leaves seashells in them. its a reminder that there are still things to find and cherish. i deserve to love the world and you will not be a part of it. i am not sorry for that.

#text post #rabble poem #friendship #vent #the audacity of ex best friends to message you like 'hayyyyy' #begone bitche #and also imagine my face when i find out my message to her was in the echo of the vent letter i wrote in a vent book #i could forgive her but i'd never forgive myself <- fav line btw. no i am not being normal about it #also yeah i blocked her ass she was like 'i miss youuuuuu i miss our friendshiiiip' #girl. 6 years too late what. we homoerotically broke up /queer platonically in MIDDLE SCHOOL move ON #me as i say the most fucked up writing possible. listen i deserve it i was normal about it for like a MONTH #imagine my surprise when i open my facebook messanger at work and i see her name like i almost threw away the whole damn phone #she said she couldnt stop thinking about me tho like LMAO i live rent free in ur head?? have fun with that bye <3

[highpri3stess]

Seeing Dazai practically die in the new chapter: light work, no reaction

Having bad period cramps for two days straight, throwing up for two days straight because of the pain and having to study despite all of it: lightwork no reaction

Some bitch on tiktok with ASS TAKES saying that season 1 of winx club was "boring", the winx girls were a "forced friendship", season 5 and sirenix was interesting and that Riven was better than Timmy as a boyfriend: OOHH, IT'S GOT A LIL KICK

#i was about to cuss out that bitch but then i just said 'she's possibly a minor.' #because tell me why tf you have just bad winx takes and you have the audacity to open your damn mouth #me as an og winx fan since i was BORNNNN till now will literally point a fucking gun to your head if you misunderstand winx club #bitch that show is the reason i'm a girls girl it ain't perfect but you saying they had no friendship bond makes me want to jump you #also Riven's toxic ass could never #TIMMY LITERALLY SEARCHED FOR TECHNA NONSTOP WHEN EVERYONE TOLD HIM SHE WAS DEAD HOW IS RIVEN BETTER THAN THAT ASS #i can literally be dying but if you say SHIT OPINIONS ABOUT WINX CLUB I LOSE IT #like i'm literally a cool person i can even ignore your ass anime takes but disrespect winx club?? i will fight you and WIN #the only thing interesting about season 5 is the sirenix theme and enchantix is literally better #i can't believe i can ignore being sick and throwing up for days but i'd kill anyone for disrespecting winx club #bsd chap 109 #bsd spoilers #winx club #winx #aisha #flora #musa #tecna #bloom #stella

[astral-catastrophe]

I don’t cry often but dear god. I’m crying over her.

#We were friends for five years you dumb bitch. #The fall fr started over Halloween costumes bc she said we could match then when we were actually shopping #She prioritized her boyfriend over me but not even in a way we still could have matched #And she said I was unreasonable for being upset #But I finally had friends who would have done it #Then EVERYONE FUCKING FLAKED #and crush still tried but things wouldn’t have been shipped in time #Then this girl had the audacity to say everything she did when we argued #One of the girls who she claims is her best friend recently got home from a half year in the mental hospital #And they have had a total of two outings or hangouts #Then her other friend. Who she really only hung out with during her fight with cancer and not after that #But she would see me regularly #Until a month before we argued #And now I’m crying because I thought she was good #But looking back #And looking from an outsiders perspective #She’s horrivle #I know she doesn’t know my account here but gods I wish she did #L if you’re reading this. You’re a bitch. You’re a terrible friend. So unless you’re willing to change and be honest and better. #Dont talk to me. Don’t message me. Don’t come to see me at lunch or ask me to hang out. #Because I’m unwilling to work on a relationship where I’ll always be second to her boyfriend. #Sure. I have crush. But that doesn’t mean I prioritize her over my best friend. I hold them equally. #But you don’t and you never did. #L if you see this #know I’ve cried too many times over you #And I don’t think I could stop myself from arguing if I ever actually talk to you again

[burymeinblack2022]

Vampires AND sleep in the encore...prison... Frank iero that boy's not right in the brain....

#Like girl?? What the hell AND fuck #We gave him too much power he's drunk with power now #mcralbany #Mcr #My Chemical Romance #wow anna said something #Idk what to say I'm flabbergasted at this bitch's audacity and gull.... #My chem #Return era #Mcr return #Return #welcome to the circus

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i still can't get over my roommate implying i was autistic and my friend pulling out her phone to show me the "i'm like if a beautiful woman was an autistic little boy" meme that she'd been saving for the occasion someone acknowledged it

#HELLO #guys i try so hard to be normal how the fuck are people noticing #ALSO WHY ARE THEY ACKNOWLEDGING IT #my other friend who is actually diagnosed with autism is also such a little bitch about this #if i flinch at noises or say something a lil too blunt he pulls me aside and goes 'are u having a tism moment' cause he's terminally online #just the audacity of people to point out that ur being weird when ur being weird. HELLO RUDE #my roommate and i had a long convo about this because she's Implied this multiple times #and the first time she said it in front of people. after we went home i was like 'do u really think im autistic' #and she went 'well you know i think it's a spectrum and you're def on it but also i know lots of autistic people who have happy lives!' #and girl what the FUCK. why are u so comfortable talking to me like that #i just got very very agitated because someone's phone was ringing for a whole fucking min and they were just ignoring it. what's WRONG WITH #HER. and im allowed to have sensory issues without it being autism ok shut the fuck up #anyways. i truly don't know how im supposed to react if someone says something like this. because a. im not diagnosed #b. people are far too comfortable armchair diagnosing me. like im not Trying to be different from what's socially acceptable leave me alone #c. but i also don't want to make a big deal about it because they're just jokign around but also the joke is that im constantly weird #can someone tell me how im supposed to react to this #honestly im kinda scared to post this on the autism website. #please don't be too mean to me

[loverboybrightsideghost]

aziraphale has some fucking nerve i'll tell you that

#ONE EPISODE LEFT #to be clear i fucking love him to the ends of the earth and nothing he does will ever change my mind #good omens #he said you go too fast for me but he's like always throwing himself at crowley. getting into situations where he has to be saved #(which: funny and ironic how crowley loved saving aziraphale which is a very Good thing to do lol) #he's always like crowley you're so nice and awesome to me :) and he's always like is there anything k can do for you at all #girl. I SEE YOU. LOOK IN THE MIRROR BITCH ITS BEEN 6000 YEARS #bluebird.txt #like the sheer auDAcity

[ma-douce-souffrance]

guess who sat down with her father and showed him all the chats with her friends because he said that all i do on phone is talk to my girl friends about whos looking good in which pic and which pic should be posted with which caption. guess how many such conversations we came across.

#zero #its so bold of him to assume that i go to pic worthy places with my friends or that we post alot or that i even have “post worthy” pics #sir the only stuff we talk about are either kaun kaunse subject me fail ho raha hai or kiska kab breakdown hua #your audacity to think that your daughter will have the time #and guts to do stuff like that given the house and the people she lives with is commendable #im sorry i do not have the luxury or the guts or the friends to go out and have fun at clubs and click sexy pictures for social media #he even said and i quote “ye ladkiyan aise hi chatting karti hain faltu ki” like ok first thats very shit thinking of you #and second even if they do aapko kya problem hai #youre a father of two girls GROW UP whats wrong with a girl feeling good about herself and her body and her face BRO BE FUCKING REAL

[magentagalaxies]

if you'd told me last year when i was in production meetings for other girls, an indie project with literally $0 in our budget that was a struggle to push across the finish line every step of the way, that my next major project would contain the credits "executive producers paul bellini and bruce mcculloch" i would not have believed it but yeah it's happening!!!

#this is about the buddy cole documentary btw paul and bruce are executive producing!!! #also like making other girls was fun and i am proud of it. but also something being fun doesn't mean it's not difficult #and it was easy to feel like it was all for nothing at several points #but like tbh i think if it wasn't for other girls i would not have gotten this opportunity #bc like. people can see i stick with projects and i take creative risks even if i don't technically have the qualifications or experience #sometimes just having the audacity to say ''i'm gonna make this thing no matter what tries to stop me'' is the most important thing #paul legit said to bruce in our meeting ''and you know i always want to help out with anything jessamine's making'' #which like. as a young creative person who's used to not having people care about my silly little projects. that's fucking huge??? #anyway i'm sleepy and emotional but yeah i just love paul and bruce so much i'm so lucky to have their support!!!!!

[ice-sculptures]

Imagine a world where the Russos decided that CA:TWS was their crowning achievement (because it was!) and stopped doing MCU movies. Or movies in general.

you are right & i think we would all be happier if that had happened

#for the record i Did like infinity war #i think that they did a decent job w that storyline #but endgame was a giant fuck-you to pretty much every single character and relationship (especially steve/stevebucky) #and natasha. oh my god she deserved better #where the fuck was her funeral. huh #n the audacity of having that bs girl-power scene without her 🥴 #like. the fucking hawkeye show put more respect on her character than endgame did #oh and don't even get me started on thor... #anyway i'll stop talking now bc if i think too hard abt endgame i Will explode #yeah. it's been almost four years and i'm still mad #like i said - not a hater except for when it comes to this one thing #anti endgame #marvel #answered #anon

[eliseliedl]

my disappointment is immeasureable

#this is about h*llena taylor #THIS WOMAN... the audacity she has is fucking incredible #the way she lied so shamelessly knowing damn well nothing she was saying was true #and encouraged the fans who have been waiting for YEARS to boycott the game #because PG couldn't pay her the ridiculous amount of money the greedy bitch wanted #PEOPLE CANCELLED THEIR PREORDERS OVER THIS #because she played the victim so well and tried to guilt trip ppl by saying you aren't true Bayonetta fans if u don't support ME #who the fuck does she think she is holy shit #i hate that i tried to defend her all this time #i wasn't about to cancel my preorder just cause she said so but i did try to take her side #and even after being publicly exposed as the fucking liar she is SHE STILL WANTS US TO BOYCOTT THE GAME #GIRL FUCK YOU like full offense you are a terrible person the Bayonetta franchise gave you everything????? #it's quite literally her only role and she was so ready to throw the games under the bus out of spite #she's so childish and immature i'm genuinely still so shocked #i mean how were we supposed to know she was lying she broke her contract ALL to make the game flop #imagine going to such lengths. you literally ruined your career for such petty thing #i hate her so much rn. the last thing this franchise needed is another fucking controversy #all my support to jennifer hale who had to even deal with h*llena talking shit about her bc she took 'her' role #i mean bitch what did you expect!! PG tried to keep you in the role all they could but nope. you had to ask for more #A LOT MORE #ugh. anyway glad the truth is out #i did think the timing was too perfect and the way she spoke about jennifer was despicable but man......... she really lied about everything #what a snob #delete later

[thegetdownrebooter]

That 40 year old loser needs to keep megan's name out her mouth.

Go back to your rapist husband icky.

#and fuck nicki minaj #standing by and defending a rapist #going as far as marrying him #disgusting #and then you have the audacity to pick on young women half your age? #weren't you the one who basically said that lil kim was an old hag when you came to the scene ? #so when you were the new girl veteran rappers needed to pack it up and give you spotlight #but now that the shoe is on the other foot you've suddenly changed your mind? #and now you're targeting a 28 year old who has never done anything to you #unprovoked #let's not forget latto #i didn't forget you copying some lil kim's looks either #40yearoldbully #superfreakygrandma #leave megan alone #megan thee stallion #my weeb fave

[cuntrytaylor]

well. my roommate of 5 years is moving out!

#to be clear we have been best friends all that time up until last november #she's been changing a lot for a little over a year #and now wants to move way outside of the city to be A. safer and B. live alone and C. closer to her girlfriend #go girl isolate yourself more why don't you #god i fucking hate her sometimes #sorry but what kind of friend has the audacity to tell me that the friendship has been ''lacking'' since we graduated yet has not once #organized or invited me/any of our friends to anything?? like she just shows up when we all organize something and invite her #and yeah obvi we are gonna do that less after we graduated bc it's trickier to organize plans #BUT THE LACK OF EFFORT IS NOT ON ME OK SHE HASNT INVITED ME ANYWHERE EVER OK BYE #there's more to it than that im just complaining abt this specific issue today #i would say the rats and the poisoning and the yelling at me for an hour straight and telling me im selfish for wanting to eat dinner #when she knows my history #are definitely worse but. goddamn. #lol anyways she is gonna be so sad and lonely and i cannot wait for it to not be my problem! her shitty studio apartment is gonna be ugly 2 #like she only sees me and her gf anymore basically bc she told me she wants to cut ties with most everyone from college #including our best friend #who is currently grieving her dead brother #and she said to me. literally. ''i was thinking of cutting ties a few months ago but then he died and so that was really inconvenient for me #like i wish i was joking #the only thing i can say is that she doesnt live in reality #i get to keep the house and the furniture (new roommate has to pay her back) so i win!

[candiliam328]

i fuckin hate disneyland

#there i said it #this is directed towards the girl from our dance studio and her mom who are literally here to dance in the parade #but made the dancer sit in a wheelchair just so they could avoid some of the lines #the fucking audacity to happily wave at us when it takes us hours to get the accommodations we *actually* need #the audacity to make her daughter be the one sitting down when she's literally going to be dancing down disney tomorrow #its literally people like them that make us have to jump through hoops to prove what we actually need #and the way they seemed so proud im- #i just cant believe this mom. i dont even want to think about having to teach her kid again bc this. leaves such a sour taste in my mouth #sorry for the language im just. upset and it barely has to do with disneyland at this point #delete later #personal

[coldflasher]

me getting my silly little hopes up about maybe meeting grant at one of the cons i’m going to next year only to learn that they 100% will not even try to book him because apparently the last time the con organizer was in contact with his manager, the going rate for a photo op and autograph package with grant was £130... each... 

call me insane because i would 100% pay that, zero questions asked, but ANYWAY, time to tuck my sad little dreams to bed

#funnily enough i am not invested in grant as a person whatsoever #i don't even follow him on instagram lmao #i try not to keep up with the actual actors bc there lies madness and mess. real people fandoms are. yeah. been there. done that. #mistakes were made #but meeting him would be the closest i would ever get to meeting the love of my life bartholomew henry allen :((( #realistically i knew it was never gonna happen in a million years but im still sad to have it confirmed #also the guy who runs the cons is scary as FUCK idk how people are willing to square up to him about this stuff #like i get it because people are annoying and their wishlists for guests are honestly silly #but DAMN he's so mean #he walked past me at the con and i was legit more scared of him than i was of any of the lot cast... #remember when i still had the cold gun strapped to my leg in my photos because i legit couldn't get it off #and guns are NOT allowed in the photo ops #i was fully waiting for him to come and rip it off my leg and beat me up with it. the man is SO SCARY #anyway my friend and i were talking about the con and i jokingly (but half srs) said it'd be funny if he invited the guy who plays mr parker #also not unrealistic cos im sure he wouldn't charge a ridiculous fee either #and my friend was like oh you should ask *con organiser name* to invite him! #[not saying his name in case he crawls out of my laptop screen like the girl from the ring and eats my face. DID I MENTION HE SCARES ME] #anyway i was like are you kidding i would not ask that man for a glass of water if i was on fire #HE'S SCARY AS SHIT. I'D BE SCARED HE'D FIGHT ME FOR EVEN HAVING THE AUDACITY #anyway no grant. which proooobably means no candice either. not that i'd blame her cos so many fans have treated her like shit #sigh. my dreams. they are dust in the wind #funnily enough a bunch of people have suggested wentworth for the lot event which. listen. you KNOW i would gnaw my own arm off #but again i think it's HIGHLY unlikely #idk we may not even go to the main arrowverse event. it depends on who the guests are cos we're so behind on half the shows #but we're defo going to legends. we got gold tickets. we don't even know who's going. not a single guest has been announced #we did not give a fig. we bought tickets the minute they went on sale. THE EXACT MINUTE #we legit joked that if we aren't ticket holders 1 and 2 that we will be shocked and bamboozled

[thisloev]

can i just.. die

#ventpost dni #'it felt like u didn't wanna talk' #god i fucking hate that sentence #like so fucking much #fucking war flashbacks or something ugh #how the fuck do people do friendships i am so mad i can't do this shit at all #how tf is the person im friends with more insecure than me fucking always #like don't i show it enough #ugh all the time i feel like oh no im being too much im being clingy im being annoying #and fucking still people have the audacity to say that they don't know if i like them #like what the fuck do i do #how do i make my feelings reach them #is adulting just fucking trying and trying and endless fucking trying and getting nowhere #cause that's how it's been past year and more #in every goddamn aspect of life #studies relationships friendships fucking 'healing' #with this girl in the ss ugh it was so fucking good i thought we were friends wtf but i asked her if she went to college today and she was #like dude i moved colleges so i was like wtf u didn't even tell me and she said that as response #god i feel so angry like FUCKING angry and tired and just done #19 years and i still don't fucking know how to read people how to gauge interest how to make them stay #ugh we didn't even talk except exams but i still feel so fucking betrayed #i told her i was bi and she was like im so happy u trust me with this back when we met #literally it's like jitna bhi vulnerable u get it doesn't matter everyone i love will just be sooo insecure that they'd just rather leave #me then try to stay and fix things #fuck them honestly #and fuck me for still missing them #ugh #mes

[raeathnos]

.

#can the truck driver at work just like… not? #I’m so fed up with this dude #firstly he’s like overly friendly but in a bad way #he acts like he knows me and then assumes things about me and then gets annoyed when they’re not right #he asks me the one morning what kind of music I like and when I said edm he literally goes ‘nah you seem like a rock kind of chick’ #firstly I’m not a chick secondly wtf? #and then he would not drop it- kept badgering me about it #‘are you sure? I like that kind of music too but I can’t picture you listening to it’ #I asked him what edm artists he likes and he couldn’t name any and the. doubled down on the ‘no you’re holding out on me you def like rock’ #also he’s low-key sexist but it’s getting worse 🫠 #‘oh you can’t lift that box it’s too heavy for a woman’ #dude. my guy. pls stop assuming my gender but also don’t fucking tell me what I can and can’t lift #but like the fucking audacity? do not place limits on me based on my assigned fucking gender dude #and the best fucking part is the boxes are always super fucking light #he’ll watching me lift a fucking 50lb box and then hand me a box of pillows and tell me to be careful it’s probs too heavy for a girl #my new gripe is the other day he interrupted me while I was sorting to be like ‘oh you’re so fast’ #dude you’ve seen me do this every day for three months #but then! he asks if I cook and clean when I’m done with work #I thought it was a weird question because who doesn’t cook and clean and told him yeah I do #and for a brief shining moment I existed in a world where sexism doesn’t exist and thought he just hired someone to do his cleaning #nope. literally says to me ‘wow you’re the whole package! the perfect housewife!’ #I had to storm off because I was fUCKING SEETHING #I am not a housewife. I am not domesticated. and it was a fucking weird thing to say to me at all #me and my husband split the chores evenly because that’s fair #this dude is divorced and I see why now #but the fucking audacity- when I tell you I was seeing red #talking about me like I’m a fucking servant- he’s said other shit before and I am getting fed up #shoutout to my husband tho- ‘housewife? ew no! you’re my feral housethey! :D’ #sexist shit hits a lot of nerves- I do not need that shit + the disphoria first thing in the morning