#the matters of my heart

[ladywithahandbook]

I’d thought I’ve found the one before. I was convinced I saw my future in their eyes. Needless to say all those great love stories ended with a soul crushing heartbreak. I didn’t realise it at the time, but looking back now, I can see how much I’ve grown. Figured out what I want in a man and what I don’t. What I can tolerate and what I can’t. I learned how to set boundaries and to raise my voice, when they are overstepped. I learned to respect myself enough to make myself a priority. And only after all those lessons were learned, I’ve met him. My number one supporter, my best friend. Hopefully the love of my life. Yes, I see myself growing old with him. I love him differently than all the boys I’ve loved before. So I pray he is not yet another lesson to be learned, but only time will tell.

- Lady With A Handbook

#lady with a handbook #love #relationship #writers on tumblr #text #life quotes #romance #dear diary #love quotes #text post #the matters of my heart #my life #literature #letters to him #true story #quotes #quoteoftheday #inspired by him #spilled emotions #fall in love

[pollyanna-nana]

“Actually Falin’s not fat-“ wrong. I spoke to Marcille last night and she told me herself how much she loves sucking on her gf’s fat tummy. Also 12d6 fireball damage

#polly speaks #tw suggestive #I guess #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #falin touden #marcille donato #farcille #as a fat person let me fucking have this. she’s fat in my heart and that’s what matters

[demigods-posts]

the way percy just leaps for annabeth the second he sees her being pulled toward the pit. this girl was descending into literal hell. a place the gods themselves wouldn't dare to go. and without hesitation. he chose her over everything else.

#'the world was collapsing and the only thing that mattered to me was that she was alive' #'annabeth and he are supposed to be together' #'as long as we're together' #percabeth will always have my heart #percabeth fluff #percabeth canon #percy and annabeth #annabeth and percy #percy jackson #annabeth chase #percabeth #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo text post #pjo

[vasquez-rocks]

my hot take is that jadzia dax is everything people assume kirk is. a bon vivant verging on a hedonist. a scrappy fighter. a playboy with like twelve sex partners on every planet, starbase, and science outpost in the quadrant. loyal to her friends to the death. always like a LITTLE drunk. in command. drawn as if by fate to an emo alien who's traumatized and repressed and has a lovely baritone. a top

#ds9 #star trek #jadzia dax #dax #james t kirk #kirk drift #sisko is the alien just to be clear #exposing my siskodax bias #for that matter kira and mariner also have kirk drift traits #aos kirk lovers pls let mariner into yr hearts

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

more of the dapper lad! i Cannot get him out of my brain

#i sit down to draw dragons and/or ocs and OOPS my hand slipped its wally #hes so. bites him bites him bites him #but affectionately <3 #but also with affectionate intent to maim <3 #every time i feel like my feelings about him are starting to level out to a normal baseline.... #....i feel a heart squeeze and im back to insanity #welcome home #scribble garnish #wally darling #welcome home wally #welcome home puppet show #also i am once again imaging that he is modeling for sally #this is alternatively titled 'consistency? dont know her' #his hair confuses me so much #no matter how many times i look at references or draw him it still baffles me #which way does it curl? how does it floof? fuck if i know! #yknow before i drew this i set out with the intent to put Other neighbors in schmancy outfits #and then i saw that colorblock shirt. and it all went downhill #its 2 am now. #i spent a solid hour making a fancy background but i scrapped it bc it was Too Much

[ryllen]

"Don't u know what u're asking me with these?

'Abandon the sea, and stay on land'"

"Are you sure you know~ what u're getting into, Trey-san?"

[x] [x] [x]

#treyjade #AUGH WHEN TREYJADE ARTIST DOES SUCH A BEAUTIFUL WRITING I CAN'T LEAVE ALONE & JUST HAVE TO TELL THE WORLD WITHOUT EXACTLY REPOSTING IMAGES #FIRST LINK FIRST LINK CHECK THE FIRST LINK AUGHHHH!!!!! THE JADE REACTION IS SO MOEEE~~ yes it's kinda different to the way i draw him here #THE SECOND AND THIRD LINKS ARE JUST AS NICE & FUNNY I LEAVE THEM THERE AS A TREAT for treyjaders!!!!!!! #twst #twisted wonderland #jade leech #the description of the third link STABS me right AT THE FUNNY BONE IN MY HEART #'When I was at the sea there was food swimming everywhere...' #JAAAAAAAAAAAAADEEEEEEEEEE FSDHSDHSHDSH #HE THINKS THE SEA IS OPEN WORLD CAFETARIA FHSDHSDHSDH #HE'S TOO CUTEEEEE ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I JUST IMAGINE HIM DOING SOMETHING TOTALLY RANDOM AND SUDDENLY HIS HAND JUST WENT AND GRAB A FISH AND PUT IT INTO HIS MOUTH IN A MATTER OF #SECOND FHSDHSDH #AJA DE #AND THIS KEEPS HAPPENING EVERY 5 MINUTES INTERVAL FHSDHSDH #THE SECOND LINK IS JUST GOLD THROUGH AND THROUGH FHSHDSDH #SO MOOOOOEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAUGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TREEEEEYYJJJJJAAAAAADEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[dontron-9000]

Cass’s Apocalyptic Series has a death grip on my heart... and has been ripping it to pieces with this latest update.

But I trust Cass, and their reassurance that there will be a happy ending; and that it’s not the end for Uncle Tello.

Unfortunately, that triggered something in my brain that I absolutely had to get out before it killed me.....

Please accept this meme to help cope

@somerandomdudelmao​ I am so, so fucking sorry.....

#cass apocalyptic series #cass uncle tello #cass donnie #cass kraang #donnie #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rise donnie #donatello #my fucking heart #ow cass ow #we all knew it was coming but we were still not prepared #please have some memes to help with the grieving #save rise of the tmnt #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #I wanted to try your style Cass!!! #I have so much admiration of your speed and focusing on what matters rather than perfection #perfection is hard to let go of #so I want to learn more of your ways #kraang prime #rottmnt movie #rottmnt movie spoilers #speculative spoilers #rise donatello #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #hamato donatello #dontron 9000 art #hoodiefox art #my art

[webonchin]

So... I did something ...yhea

#dreamling #dream of the endless #hob gadling #dream x hob #this blog has officialy become sandman terrain #i think this is the first sandman relates art I post hete lmao #i love them your honor #they stole my heart ghaaa #i don't think matthew is the third wheel I think hes more of a wingman like.... literally #i also don't know if Dream actually sleeps....it doesn't matter anyway i think he likes to be included #he probably uses the excuse that he is protecting Hob from nightmares so they can just cuddle #*giggles* #my dumbass forget to add matthew tag #matthew the raven #FPRGOT MY OWN ART TAG #my art

[hamburgernotsohelpful]

From The brink of suicide to Getting help, We Stan a Mental Health King

#fionna campbell #adventure time #fionna and cake #adventure #cake the cat #finn the human #my heart #fionna and cake spoilers #fionna mertens #fionna the human #adventure time fionna #simon petrikov #I’m glad he’s getting help #minerva campbell #adveture time #adventure time fiona and cake spoilers #mental health matters #these cartoons are great #hbo max

[lilybug-02]

"You ever wonder what would have happened if we had died for real?"

#thinking about these two #its been 8 years and the thought of these two still makes me sad #i think its mostly that they never really got to move on. No matter what. you cant save them completely. it breaks my heart #utmonth2023 #sad :( #undertale #chara #flowey #art #undertale art #my art

[utopianoverlord]

#Baldur's Gate 3 #BG3 spoilers #Astarion #bg3edit #vgedit #gamingedit #`23 #`bg3 #gifbox`bg3 #aesfocus #in the first act his inexperience with freedom made him reckless with attempting power-grabs #like all over the place no matter the cost #for him to caution with his full loving heart on ascension using the fuckoff worm... floored #'I want you to stay you'? right back at you dear #*this is from my beginning Act 3 everyone. by the way. lol

[ladywithahandbook]

When you hurt the one you love, you shouldn’t be able to sleep at night until you apologise and make it right.

- Lady With A Handbook

#lady with a handbook #love #relationship #writers on tumblr #text #life quotes #romance #dear diary #love quotes #text post #the matters of my heart #my life #literature #letters to him #true story #quotes #quoteoftheday #inspired by him #spilled emotions #fall in love #typography

[tinteduse]

big brothers get bigger and little brothers get littler

#if the old vers of this takes off ill blow upthe world with us all in it it was only there for a second #heart brocken thinking abt raphy nearly the same height as his brothers today #but tomorrow hes so tall he looks down at his little brother donnie and all he can see is his face reflecting on his googles and his 5head #i forgot the QUESTION MARK! so now leos saying that as a Matter Of Fact. #annoincing that im drawing them like. from memory all the time i fourgot waht they actually look like.....? idgaf #og draws were just raph and mike but i felt Miserable not drawing all 4 so it ended up taking longer than it shouldve. #grin #rottmnt #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt raph #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt mikey #eyestrain #my art

[that-ineffable-devil]

I'm processing a lot of emotions tonight and I keep being drawn back to Good Omens--not just because it's the new hyperfixation or because it's so good. That's what I thought it was, at first.

But this year--hell, the last 3 or 4 months especially, I finally started taking steps to accepting and being myself. I'm rapidly approaching middle age and I'm only just now beginning to feel like I'm allowed to be me. I came out to the people in my household, a few select friends, and a few select family members--most of whom were wholly supportive. I started testosterone injections. I stopped trying to be someone I'm not. I stopped hiding who I am and who I love.

What does this have to do with Good Omens? Nothing. But also... Everything.

So much queer representation is in characters vastly younger than me--and that's good! I want queer kids to feel safe and loved and accepted in ways I never did. They deserve better than we had. And it gives me hope for their futures. I bawled like a baby when I watched The Owl House with my son and he was totally unphazed by the queerness. It's just how people are to him.

But when something like Good Omens comes along and not only grabs every opportunity to show average, everyday old(er) queer representation... It just. I've never felt more seen. More accepted. More hope for all our futures. And season 2 just knocked that out of the fucking park. And the nonbinary, genderfluid, and genderqueer rep? My God.

And it's not subtext, it's not it's own separate plotline where they're fighting for acceptance or dealing with hateful bigotry... It's just... Accepted. It's normal. No one questions it. No one even comments on it.

It's people of any age (even millions of years old) being unapologetically themselves and loving who they love openly and fully (with one notable uncommunicative group of two ineffable idiots, but they'll get there).

I just.

I can't express how grateful I am to see older queer rep at this time in my life. It's been a rough year, and I expect it'll get rougher before it gets better. But I've never been happier in my own skin, and it means the absolute world to see my literary and media heroes like Neil Gaiman, David Tennant, and Michael Sheen (and Terry Pratchett and everyone who worked on Good Omens, honestly) making this beautiful, messy, adorable, excruciating, wonderful, heartbreaking, ethereal, down-to-earth tale.

There aren't enough words in all the languages of the world to express how I'm feeling. "Thank you" just feels... Insufficient.

I just hope they know how much it means to people like me, especially after a lifetime of buried subtext and overt queerbaiting and media ridicule and general lack of acceptance, to experience this story with them.

#And I get it #This should be the norm not the exception #But if we don't appreciate the exceptions when they come along #They'll never become the norm #thank you #with all my heart #neil gaiman #david tennant #michael sheen #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens #queer #nonbinary #genderqueer #genderfluid #lgbtq+ #lgbtqia+ #representation matters #ineffable idiots

[minhtblue]

happy tpg new year!! (and happy birthday, hinata!)

#danganronpa #sdr2 #hajime hinata #chiaki nanami #nagito komaeda #my art #you didn't win the hanetsuki game but #you've won over our hearts and that's what matters!

[melverie]

Sometimes I'm doing well, and then other times Lucifer's level 35 intimacy phone call in Nightbringer suddenly comes back to mind, and I am once again reminded how Lucifer is so utterly desperate to connect with Satan in any way. It doesn't even have to be meaningful; just having his brother despise him a tiny bit less than before would already be more than enough

And when they finally do make the tiniest, most insignficant amount of progress imaginable, Lucifer is so overjoyed about it that he ends up celebrating with a horn of Demonus......or two, maybe three... Might as well finish the bottle. Let's open another one! And another, and another, and another! We've got to celebrate tonight, after all! Hm? No, he isn't drunk MC, what a stupid question to even ask. Here, he'll drink some more just to prove it! Then after that--!

And all that because he and Satan managed to hold a conversation for a minute longer than usual

#had to stop everything for an hour or two and just lie there thinking about satan & luci again #there's so much i want to talk about when it comes to the two of them bc their relationship is so fascinating #but most of the time when i try to write smth down it just comes out as “hnnngghhhh these two.....they're making me go insannnee” lol #also luci admitting in his lv30 call that satan is the only one he has problems with and that no matter what he tries nothing seems to work #broke my heart fr </3 #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #obey me satan #;mel's analyses