Trudy from The Midnight Gospel

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Can I interview you for my spacecast? The Midnight Gospel (2020)

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doodles from school and stuff pt. 3 of 3

So man idk if anyone’s watched The Midnight Gospel, but not only does this guy in his purple wizard hat with his “eh fuck it” attitude remind me a lot of Taako

but Duncan Trussel is from North Carolina and has a similar accent and cadence to the McElroys, Justin in particular.

It’s freakin surreal. He sounds like a lost McElroy brother.

Also I’ve found this show really interesting, fwiw.

Yesterday my mother found my corpse under the bed. I think there was no blood, no tears, no vomit, no stink; for she wrapped me in her pink bathroom garbage bags and threw me at the doorstep. I think there was nothing human.

But I’m a human. I am a living organism. I have a friend and I’m someone’s friend and a beautiful girl complimented my earrings last week. I am a human and cats stand next to me and I get texts every once in a while and my five year old brother just brought me oranges to my room. I am a human and I can gouge my eyes out and show you what I’ve seen, I am. a . human. I haven’t showered in a while, I forgot how to pray, food has a horrid heavy taste in my mouth but I am a human.The only person keeping me sane is leaving tonight and god is mad at me and won’t let me see her for the last time.But mother mocked my goodbyes , am I human? Today she’s stuffing the pink bag with the neighbors garbage because my dad’s family is coming over. Now I’m a good student excelling at something I hate.

My heart is swelling in my throat, memories accumulating at my feet. But all I am to my mother is a corpse. I cannot wait to do it. I cannot wait to become one.

Thank you for coming, thank you for staying, thank you for watching the show

(my favorite cartoon endings)

Clancy dood :D P.S. and  don’t forget to meditate ;3  ♬

i lost pen pressure in my tablet but i still managed to produce…………….something

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The Midnight Gospel Season 1: Ep. 4 (“Blinded By My End”)

Clancy n Charlotte

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When I somehow make it to the years ahead and when I go to weddings, I’ll be the one who fell in love with both the groom and the bride at some point in her life. I carry august and shame around like a sharpened knife.I’ll forget how to walk at the thought of them having each other while I wanted both desperately, at the idea that I confessed only.twice.in.my.life like a sinner in a church.Yet all my sins haven’t been forgiven despite how much I loved and how much I haven’t been loved back, and I still haven’t been compensated for sewing the longing—towards everyone,even towards people with bodies sculpted like mine—into my veins.

And I’ll sit on a chair in a borrowed dress and hunched shoulders with a headscarf that’s been making me

inadequate

undesirable

for as long as I can remember, I’ll pull at unfinished threads and wonder where it all went wrong but maybe it’s always been wrong, I was born with the wrong flowing through me , I was born with loneliness stapled to my skin or maybe the loneliness was there before me , waiting near my mother at the hospital bed. But at least I had something waiting for me. I despise them for being meant to be out of reach. I despise my mother’s womb for not carrying me earlier. I despise it for carrying me at all.