#the moon knows that we're in love

[egophiliac]

HOW WE FEELING ABOUT THE UPCOMING NEWSS 👹👹👹

man, it's a good thing they stopped doing the episode 7 SSRs, because I'm really low on keys and gems right now and --

OH NO

#twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 chapter 6 spoilers #IT'S MY BOY #MY BEAUTIFUL ELECTRIC BOY #LOOK AT HIM! HE'S A BIG BRAVE KNIGHT!!!!!!! #but in a good way or a bad way. IS IT IN A GOOD WAY OR A BAD WAY TWST?! #'armor of the eternal night' that's not ominous at all NOPE #malleus is nightmare moon confirmed #wait. wait. hold on. armor of the eternal KNIGHT. ha ha i'm sorry i'm losing my mind a little #me zooming in to the banner as if that's going to tell me anything new: is that a crocodile mask. is he wearing baul's mask. #they did the half mask thing in lilia's card too so i think it's just to show his face in the card art. but it could also be a Thing. #I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING #god this is cerberus ortho all over again. what could it possibly MEAN #someone on the twst pr team really loves seeing us lose our goddamn minds huh #okay okay okay i'm cool i'm good i'm calm #let me just arrange my red thread on my corkboard here #unified exams end on the 11th so we're looking at >2 weeks here #eeeeek #sorry jamil your kelkkarotu card looks lovely but we'll have to catch up later #(do love that they straight-up were like 'kelkkarotu rerun featuring jamil as sir not appearing in this story') #man i'm so glad my horrible shrieky son is getting a big fancy story card #i hope this means silver gets one too #i hope this means EVERYONE gets one too #YOU GET A FANCY STORY SSR! AND YOU GET A FANCY STORY SSR! #DECADENTLY-ILLUSTRATED PLOT TWISTS FOR EVERYONE

[vynnyal]

Btw I'm basically speedrunning now

#Rain world #game clips #I've gotten a lot better since I made this video but I still love it. This will be my tenth challenge and I've spent like 7 hours on it lol #I mean 7 hours of actual attempts before I realized I need to get better to stand a chance. #So I'm smacking my friends in the face with rocks while sliding or have to wait for everyone to catch up all the time #Because now I can't NOT use the cool movement tech I've learned. It's so fun and useful and ✨fast✨ #It's actually saved our lives so many times. Nothing funnier than yelling ''BEND OVER'' to my buddy and absolutely booking it #Also since we've delved into the world of modded regions it's been extremely nice for the bs parkour people include for no reason 😭 #If I'M struggling good god it must be tough for casual players #SPEAKING OF MODS! I've been hanging out and talking with modders and oh my god they're all crazy #One of my favs was the deserted wastelands dev who was just. So jaded. it was so funny #And we're playing thru Drought which is very interesting. It has like. Multiple endings and stuff #Finally know who that striped black cat is lmao #Gonna post some fanart in the future because I'm actually in love. Moon is such a mom in this campaign #It's also a horribly glitchy mess that destroys your game files but wwyd

[ferret-who-likes-robots]

another spoiler for the swamp things @missterious-figure fanfic im making!

I give us a cat,because I give reader a cat in a few of my fanfics and I love cats >:D

Heh heh, the start of the walk >:3

#Dont worry Mo Mo will still love us when we're tiny U w U #Hes a silly little stray #He knows how to hunt #he'll be fine without us getting him kibble lol #swamp things au #sun and moon au

[moongothic]

No fear

[Cross Guild poster has Crocodile's name written in blue which would match Sanji (while Buggy is "red" like Luffy and Mihawk green like Zoro) and people have been speculating for ages that CG and the Strawhats are gonna fight and Crocodile will fight Sanji and shit's gonna get awkward if/when Sanji finds out Crocodile is trans especially if he somehow gets detransitioned]

One Extreme Fear

#Moon posting #OP Meta #I am. Paranoid. #I just don't want to watch these idiots fight like aside from Mihawk and Zoro clashing there's no fucking point #And I know people are losing their minds being like BUGGY AWAKENING BUGGY AWAKENING and I just #Even if this bitch awakened we know he has no chance against Luffy #I don't want to watch them fight we know he won't win against Luffy it'd just be a waste of emotional time #But most importantly I don't want Crocodile to go through that shit. That's the one thing I don't want to see in the story #BUT THE WAY THE FANDOM SEEMS TO BE MANIFESTING IT #I SHOULD PROBABLY GIVE UP AND JUST ACCEPT IT'LL HAPPEN #I am loving the Kuma backstory but every week I wait in horror to find out where the fuck the Cross Guild plotline is going #Because frankly the next time we see them we're probably gonna know if CG and the Strawhats will actually fight or not #Praying to God(a) Buggy skedaddles and leaves Croc and Mihawk behind. I am on my knees. P l e a s e

[mantisgodsdomain]

Playing 3DS games after having seen the overall fandom response to release and long-term impact and the way it's looked back on and such is... bizarre, honestly? Like, maybe it's just because we got our introduction to gaming in the 3DS era, but it's incredibly strange to know that games we knew and loved and would have considered relatively mainstream just... didn't stick in people's minds.

Like, take the Gen 6 Pokemon games. Those were great games! One of the single things about X/Y/OR/AS that we don't see people talking about but that stuck in our mind was how the developers made an effort to make it so that every single Pokemon in the games prior was spread between just those four games! We remember that just the sheer variety of potential Pokemon available was enough to get us a start into challenge runs simply by virtue of how much variety could be added to a playthrough by the sheer amount of potential on offer!

We remember spending hours just... hunting around the region to figure out where those last Pokemon we needed to fill the 'dex were, wandering around to try and find Hidden Ability pokemon from Horde battles, getting to actually interact with our Pokemon in Pokemon Amie.

Yeah, there were more obscure games out there, and yeah, they impacted us as well - Pocket Card Jockey stands out in this regard, as an extremely fun game that we're pretty sure was played by maybe three people, maximum, but it's not quite the same. These were games that we played ourself! These were games we saw other people playing, that we played with people over the internet, that felt like they were well-known! We were under the impression that these were mainstream interests, not Niche! it feels... singularly bizarre to realize that, for the majority of people out there, this game was a forgettable disappointment.

#we speak #nintendo 3ds #obviously theres the nostalgia factor and such since the 3ds was the first gaming console we ever owned #as well as our ONLY gaming console for like. right up until ~2 years ago we think? #but like. youre telling us that x/y is less popular than sun/moon? #you mean there are real actual people who think that hgss's following mechanic was more notable than xy's entire bottom screen? #you don't like petting pokemon? pat pat? #we went into hacking our spare ds today and getting some games off of hshop #and like. gods. do you know how fucking bizarre it is to go into the games that shaped our... #well. maybe not childhood but certainly a substantial part of our teen life #and discover that all of the games that we remember loving the most are like. seen as Forgotten Entries or Black Sheep? #this doesn't just extend to x/y btw #we see a lot of people dunking on like. gates to infinity? and like yeah gti wasnt the most POLISHED entry out of em #but it was still an incredibly enjoyable game that had massive impact on later entries in the series #gates to infinity's core themes carried forward into super mystery dungeon to the point that psmd can read as a direct continuation of it! #its like. augh! youre telling me that when we say we loved gti we're expressing an opinion only shared by like three people? #what are we? the Random Black Sheep Unloved By The Fandom As A Whole Guy? #...well. we mean. we kind of are that guy judging by our taste in characters but STILL #you cant tell us that the games that made up most of our communication outside of our family for over a year are Forgotten #and just expect us to like. be okay with it #when we said we were going to get more weird we didn't mean learning people think the 3ds games are The Worst In The Series #what do u MEAN u genuinely think that xy is the worst in the series and have proof we are playing it right now and its very fun #how about our proof huh. we are using a mothim for our nuzlocke run and having a great time. if u think its too easy turn off the exp share #we are in your house and home #we are also mad that swsh doesnt let you turn off the exp share from when we played it in a totally legal and not piracy related way

[pokimoko]

It’s us

Oh my god, we were mothmates.

#ask #sketch #mothman #mothman gang gang #beloved....discord mutuals? #beloved discompanions #when we're not holding our moth hands together we stare at the moon (love that guy) and sing 'take me home country roads' together #take me home to the place i belong WEST VIRGINIA moth man mama! #helps keep the seasonal depression us mothman feel at bay #yes i know we look rather cute compared to the moth man in your image #but see the thing is that mothman is my goth cousin who has been missing for many years #so throckmothman if you're out there please come home to the crypt

[moviesstoriesandbooks]

I swear to God , or whatever is most holy to me , if i ever make it big, as in money wise??? I'd just cast dylan O'Brien and tyler hoechlin in a gay drama where they meet after going their seperate ways for years , only when derek's nephew(hem hem son) is getting ready to go to college . They actually talk(fight) it out , finally reveal their feelings .

Stiles was like ," I couldn't face you after i woke up with your sister of all people!! I don't do that derek. I was madly in love with you!!!! And i don't even remember how or what happened"

Derek was like " i already forgave you. She already told me you both were blackout drunk and she was high on- wait . You.....loved ?? Me??? !? "

And then they proceed to have the bestest hottest most romantic lovemaking scene in the history of film , and their son has to gag everytime they're on screen together coz they're oh so sappy.

I WILLL do it. I'm threatening you all , whomsover it may concern.

I will make them kithhhhh 😡

#sterek #kiss #teen wolf the movie #no #more like #eternal love the movie #where there is no werewolf no nemeton no bullshit #theres a town called heathen mounts #where there's a brooding mechanic sorta who comes from old money and there's a nephew named eli #and there's this fbi guy who has nickname stiles and his dad knows what's up so he always invites derek over with his son #and they always have game nights and barbecue nights and #stiles isn't back for about 4 years after derek and his son shift back go heathen mounts or beacon Hills or whateva #but gramps stilinski is over the moon but doesn't even ask derek who the mother (?) is and just takes care of him coz he knowsss he's seen #that face and sass somewhere #idek #i didn't watch the movie coz it's not released theatrically here ? #and I'm not gonna watch it if there isn't Stiles and sterek #i already watched the series for them and it wasn't there so fuckin make it canon by our damn selves #its 2023 ffs stop queerbaiting we're all queer here #teen wolf #dylan obrien #tyler heochlin #someone said something about how stiles may be a hale through cora and you know what ? damn right. we're making it canon #the rest of the shit that we don't care about? it's a whole different show and hence NOT canon in this universe #call this sterek universe if you will

[coquelicoq]

Song said, "Your consort got your bed ready." Lifting his cup, Moon froze, self conscious. […] He realized he had no idea how to live with Jade inside a colony, and he kept running into subtleties of Raksuran behavior that he had no idea how to react to. He knew the others were staring at him, and made himself take a sip of tea as if nothing was wrong. Jade tilted her head to study Song thoughtfully. Song's eyes widened and she said, "I was just teasing!" (The Serpent Sea, p. 49)

There was something else he was reluctant to bring up, but he had to know about the awkward moment last night. "What did it mean when I made a bed for you?" This time Jade sounded more annoyed than amused. "It's an old custom. It means you want to sleep with me. Song was being a little idiot." "I do want to sleep with you," he pointed out, emphasizing it by nuzzling her collarbone. (p. 52)

ooooh jade DID U KNOW ur committed sexual partner wants 2 have sex with u?? tee hee hee

#moon and jade sleeping in a tree #F-U-C-K-I-N-G #first comes LOVE (extremely emotionally charged and intimate boning after big vulnerable reveal) #then comes MARRIAGE (putting ur lil marker in his scent so all the other ladies know he's taken) #then comes a baby in a BABY CARRIAGE (a clutch of approximately five teeny wingèd reptilian shapeshifting babies) #books of the raksura #my posts #it's like the third-party observer version of 'babe you had a crush on me? that's so embarrassing.' '...we're married'.

[starsandthorn]

HUG TECHNOLOGY!!!!!

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #THEY HAVE HUGS NOW!! OUTSIDE OF CUTSCENES!!!!! I AM SHOUTING AND SCREAMING AND CHEERING #boy i wonder why they're making use of this now in a limited time event. not like they've ever done this before with say. crying technology #anyway i know they are always on my brain BUT RAGBROS HUG??? RAGBROS HUG POSSIBILITY REAL?????? I AM GOING TO EXPLODE. #really cute cutscene though!!! #ganyu and shenhe WAUUUGH. zhongli describing them as cloud retainer's daughters what if i cry. what if i explode. i love family #and yaoyao and qiqi this whole event was so sweet. it's so nice to finally see them on screen having fun together #after all the promo art they've had #and seeing shuyu around is really sweet :] i hope we get to see her after this patch since she's one of cloud retainer's disciples now #also yaksha mentions!!! xiao showing up and xianyun mentioning minu and fanan. auuuugh. #xiao making and releasing his own lantern the same year that minu is the center of lantern rite.......okay okay i'm crying it's fine #moon carver and mountain shaper talking about him AUUUGGH. #actually minu being the centerpiece of this lantern rite and chiori coming up next... #makes me wonder if we're getting any story quests next patch #like ik it's going to be the dainsleif update cause it's in march but. hrm.

[aquilamage]

So I've actually been playing like every day but it's just been running pearls and such so not many interesting events outside of Lore. But now, a collection of thoughts from that:

I forget if I mentioned/checked about this before but it does seem like Looks to the Moon is remembering between cycles now! I'm in the middle of doing another run for more neurons so I'll see then if they have unique dialogue for being gifted multiple (I've given two so far), just debating with myself if it seems easier to backtrack out of Five Pebbles or go the route through his stuff etc.

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The regular pearls seem to just have pretty generic things. While whatever they say seems to be consistent in the sense that they have enough individual code for Looks to the Moon to mention when they've already read one (including between cycles), I would believe that they're not necessarily in a set order or anything.

What I am getting out of showing them the white pearls is the little remarks they give sometimes about the fact that I keep bringing them, which are so fucking cute.

Another? You're no better than the scavengers! Let us see..to be honest, I'm as curious to see it as you are. Yet another gift? You're quite curious, little friend! ...You're getting quite good at this you know. A little archaeologist beast. Here we go again, little archaeologist. Let's read your pearl.

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Remember when I said I kind-of on purpose killed one of Five Pebbles's overseers and genuinely accidentally killed one of Looks to the Moon's? I'd kept both of the remains then and now I brought them both to her. First of all she says the same thing for both which was sad because I was kind of hoping for more Five Pebbles Opinions from them. But they do confirm something I had been wondering, aka that overseers normally are seemingly controlled by and definitely give iterators views on what's going on in the world, but Looks to the Moon no longer has any connection to theirs.

(The specific phrasing of "I lost contact with them when I was neutered. My umbilical is cut." First of all, feels like a weird mix of metaphors there with those two things, although they both get a little visceral icky 'oh that's bad' feeling. And then the very nonspecific passive voice of "I was." Was this an accident? On purpose? What or who caused it????)

It is interesting that they speculate that theirs are all gone because I have seen one in their room a couple times (although I guess they do say all gone "out there"), and even more so the line "Without me they would just roam around with no purpose" because that is absolutely not what they're doing, what with the guiding you around and showing images (a lot of it specifically to get you to help Looks to the Moon). So where is that coming from??? What does it mean?!??

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Also I've gotten three other colored pearls.

First, a red one from Shaded Citadel, which with my current understanding is very funny but doesn't have too much specific lore, although very excitingly a fourth iterator name (Unparalleled Innocence), and the mention of it as "local." Unless it doesn't mean local to the citadel area, it's odd that an iterator we haven't run into would be mentioned over the two obvious closer ones (or this one was a project that didn't end up getting completed, or this one was the one actually being worked on at that moment in time)

Then a blue from the Industrial Complex which is mostly about bone masks (and bone plaster?? I don't know if that's just plaster made with bone bits or what). This is probably not related but it did make me think of the skull looking things that the scavengers have in their major gathering areas, which I feel like I would have a better grasp on if I knew better the scale of things but whatever. (I did have a period of wondering if they were rain deer skulls but having compared shots of the two things they don't seem quite the right shape).

But then they go on to say the mask-making facility was "here on Pebble's grounds" (sidenote: Looks to the Moon calls him just Pebbles several times and it's always at least a little funny to me every time) and the place was made for Five Pebbles. Again assuming that the location being referred to is the location I found the pearl then that means Industrial would be considered Five Pebbles's territory, not Looks to the Moon's. I don't know what that would actually mean if anything but it feels significant to note.

Also that the area "was made to provide pellets of holy ash to Pebbles, but knowing him he probably hasn't used much of it!" (what is that. what in the world would he use it for. what does his whole thing suggesting he hasn't used it mean. does he not think it's as important or good. is he a resource hoarder. what. also there's one regular pearl that's a recipe of "Two parts rot bar extract, one part bone ash" that not even Looks to the Moon knows what it is and this is just like. More weird ingredience)

Then there's a purple one I found in Shoreline which hooo information. That water is not only not bad for iterators (I had been wondering if the fact that Looks to the Moon's room is partially flooded and open to the rain was contributing to their problems but perhaps not. Or at least not as badly) but vital. Many things in this one to pick out and comment on.

She says this one is "quite old, from when Five Pebbles was in the planning phase" which not only gives a vague timescale but also she later says "Building Five Pebbles so close to me," which implies that she's even older.

Off of that second quote, they then say that "It was not a good decision, in hindsight." ???!? Super ominous, and like. Was them being built so close actually a water miscalculation? Or was there something else about putting those two close that made something end badly??? I don't think it's that some drama went down between the two of them because Looks to the Moon seems pretty chill any time they mention Five Pebbles but. in the unlikely scenario he's actually responsible for what happened to her I'm gonna lose it

Them specifically mentioning microbe strata as being most of their processing and a huge thing that keeps them alive. Adding another point to my "Five Pebbles is such a little bitch and that's hilarious" from him calling himself "godlike in comparison" to the stuff literally keeping him alive and functional like ok you little edgelord shit. even less fooling me than you were previously

The specific wording that iterators "breathe out as much vapor as we inhale water" has me like. how literal is that. I assume it's about their general processes in a 'yeah they're the whole machine thing not just the robot puppet' but also I just don't actually know that for sure

I don't have a conclusion to tie this all together or anything. There still feels like a lotta things I don't know and we'll see how long it takes to get to any of that, since I'm planning on going back to area exploration next.

#an aquila original #wet beast saga #did not expect this post to end up this long when I started lol #the lore is so rewarding (itself and excuses to see looks to the moon) but the getting it there process is. it takes a fucking while #and I do wish we could get some more lore out of five pebbles. jsut ONE line about looks to the moon really is all I want. damn #also knowing that eventually I have to get around to the 'kill looks to the moon' ''plotline'' gets even more a bummer #we're friends!!! I love them! ;v;

[152glasslippers]

happy birthday @agentmmayy thanks for spending eternity with me 💖

#[our]oboros #i love you bestie secret language #i love you eight hour video calls #i love you [they don't know meme] #i love you art that reminds me of... #i love you matching outfits for me and the bestie #i love you conversations in the tags #i love you two years communicating solely through asks #i love you we're whores here sir #i love you moon sisters star sisters venus and mars #I LOVE YOU BESTIE #agentmmayy

[stillcominback]

💕

#you ever just not feel great ??? #ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months #( mostly work just fully draining my life-force ) #but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual??? #it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage #which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN #not feeling my best!!! #BUT #it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh #really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time #and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy #you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here! #i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!! #here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break #but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all #just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖 #idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )

[doodlebloo]

LITERALLY. YOURE SO RIGHT. like at the very core of it the reason why this sucks is because "cbeeduo are established to be narratively important to each other and now theyve dropped off the face of the earth and no matter what thats going to be unsatisfying and bad writing" like thats it. not 2 keep discoursing wiht u sorry youre just sooo right. cbeeduoers are right 2 feel upset about this its like, not good for the story, not good for their characters, doesnt make sense and literally can not be satisfying. i truly believe cranboo and ctubbo cant have their stories end in a way that Makes Sense without a reconciliation. and i DO mean Specifically "reconciliation", not just "they talk one more time", or "they hate each other now" but i get we r all desperate here so just talking again would be like water in a desert. but with how their stories and characters work i dont think it makes sense for them to hate each other, i also dont think a divorce arc makes any sense or would benefit their stories/characters? they can have a fight or argument but they wouldnt just. cut each other out of their lives. they care too much, thats deeply established. i just wish they would talk and wed have a Resolution on them. even if its rushed, even if its not the best writing, even if i go out of it thinking hm there should have been more, i want SOMETHING! wailing crying

(Ur fine don't worry)

Yeah I think part of the reason it bothers me so bad is that c!Tubbo just keeps having massive plotholes in his story caused by ooc stuff and I am getting so tired of that. I could elaborate on that but I already have oh so many times before lol.

I mean, practically no character on the DSMP will be able to have an ending that wraps up ALL their character's loose ends, because the nature of the DSMP is that plotlines sometimes get dropped or change mid-''season'', but I think this is a pretty big thing to leave out. And I think what bothers me most about it is that - much like c!Tubbo losing his son, c!Tubbo killing c!Aimsey, c!Tubbo waiting so long to go and see c!Tommy after c!Dream's release, I could go on - this is a plothole that could be Explained. I can think of literally dozens of things they could say to explain why they won't interact again. Would these reasons be satisfying? No of course not. But it's just so tiring that Tubbo overlooks so many plotholes in his character's own story so often when all he'd have to do is mention on Twitter or in stream "yeah I think the reason my character didn't notice Michael was missing is xyz." If that makes sense

#and im gonna say this here. im at this point literally 100% positive that we're gonna get that narratively unsatisfying ending. no chance. #because (NOT /NEG OF THEM) Tubbo seems to kind of want to get his ending out of the way so je can play on Vol 2 #and Ranboo has as far as i know like only one more lore stream left. so i think the chances of them ever interacting in canon again are. #at this point i think zero. sorry if thats doomposting bit it would genuinely take a miracle. and that sucks. #because i know you said you want a reconciliation and of course id love that but i would be SO content with a scene like: #cRanboo knocks on cTubbos door. cTubbo: Hello? Wh- Ranbo!? cRanboo: Hi... We should probably talk. #THERE. ONE LINE FROM EACH OF THEM FADE TO BLACK. I WOULD BE THRILLED WITH THAT. OVER THE MOON. #sorry i know its their story not mine but. #what ever i guess #asks #discourse #<- IM NOT TRYING TO DISCOURSE IM SORRYYYT im just tagging for ppl who dont care. sorry everyone! #long post

[lavenoon]

psst psst Luce

you are a wonderful friend, dearly beloved <3 you have such a wonderful brain, that is so good at taking a moment and turning it through a kaleidoscope of possibilities and making the new moment so alive. your art is most adorable, scratching the brain in a soothing way~

I hope you do well on your end in the coming days, taking breaks where you need to care for yourself *mwah* you are much loved and cared for - @clxckwork-sun-n-moon

Hey hey Limey wait no hey you already murdered me today!! Hey hey hey I'm so fried my brain is just mash potato and I can't even properly love back, unfair ):

I hope you enjoy your cake you just got and also hope you can take it easy and rest, stars know you deserve a lot more of that and I wish you all the best. I'm giving you the tightest hug for as long as you want one, kissy you <3

#answer let luce #clxckwork sun n moon #hi i love you and i hope u know that #take care of yourself bc we're not there to do it in person #we absolutely would and im allowing myself to speak on behalf of a bunch of people #u deserve all the eclipse cuddles #“which eclipse? yes” and all that #mwa mwa

[maraeffect]

started watching hopecore right before bed and MAN. what a life it is we live on this earth.

#it's a lottery every time someone is born!!! people achieve their dreams every day #others die. others bury loved ones. others get married. others have kids. others separate. still others choose to be alone #and what decides your path is largely up to who conceived you; where and at what time #the rest is blindly writhing around trying to change your circumstances and sometimes there's luck #every single person on this planet has their own inner monologue. their own family. their own dreams #we all just wade through our experiences and maybe leave a cascade of small influences around us #and at and time BOOM! you could just crease to exist!! you could walk outside right now and get struck by lightning #and your story is over #i guess no one is ever ready to think about stuff like that. but it's the truth #and the hardest question you'll ever have to answer is 'how do i spend my time in a way that leaves me truly happy?' #i don't think anyone ever knows the answer to that. not quickly at least #but no matter what you do the sun still rises the next morning and the moon comes out the next night #our rocks in space rotate and revolve like they have done for billions of years. and they'll keep doing it #time stops for no one. we all live and die. and no one but you can decide what will make you happy in the end #this weird little science experiment we are. our little self contained world #we're essentially the universe's terrarium. we're the little tiny creatures that live and reproduce and die inside #and what's it all for anyway? IDK. i think we're meant to do as much of what makes us happy as possible #even if there is no ''point'' to earth being the exact right conditions to create human life; we can make our own meaning #we don't all live or suffer or laugh or cry or fall in love for a reason. there's no telling why it all happens #it just does. so we make our own meanings. #crazy to think we all might have ended up here by accident. or coincidence #makes you think or whatever someone would end this with #chatter #uhhhhhh should i trigger tags this???? IDK what to tag #existential #also ignore my abundance of typos I'm literally laying in bed trying to get sleepy lol

[bugmuncherr]

Cute first date idea !

I see you across the shelf. Our minds have not yet held hands and you are unable to guess which flavor of thought I am trying my hardest to send towards you. It's romantic. I approach you and you see my shirt has hundreds of numbers on it. You find this endearing but puzzling and you work up enough courage to ask me. I do not explain the numbers, I merely recite them perfectly without looking away from your eyes. My face is not romantic it is one of pure focus and my gaze is unseeing. This terrifies you. You do not ask me to stop. Once I am finished reciting all 43,279 digits you look at me and you find, quite startlingly, that you are finding me attractive at an increasing rate. You do not know what this means. It becomes very clear that I am merely this attractive (so that it is required to happen in intervals). You find this mostly okay and you agree to hold my hands one at a time and I find this delightful. Unfortunately I know what really happened to you sixteen years ago and I choose to leave you there and we never see each other again.

#You remember it with terrifying accuracy #You think about it most nights #I have found it keeps me awake #But I find that delightful #I still think about you but it is impossible to have a happy ending #Nobody remembers the moon two weeks after we have spoken and you smile good-naturedly because you know it was me #I did not speak of it when we exchanged words last but you know that it's simply one of my greatest accomplishments #So much so that I did not have to tell you #You simply knew #This is why I know we're in love