I might be late to the party on this but I had such an AHA! Moment.
You know the hatred of Indis that Fëanor has for her, just became all the sudden so apparent reading The Peoples of Middle Earth and in the Shibboleth of Fëanor. I just got it yesterday in the mail finally and started reading last night.
I mean we get a general idea in The Silmarillion about how Míriel chose not to be reborn, and then Finwë eventually was able to marry Indis. Which Fëanor hated her as a result and the children she bore for his father.
But when you read in the Shibboleth of Fëanor his hatred for Indis makes so much more sense than he’s just angry Indis married his father. Fëanor isn’t just angry that Indis married his father, he’s angry that because his father remarried, his mother could never be reborn.
To him Indis stole that choice from Míriel the moment she showed his father the love she held for him.
He was probably holding out hope when Finwë went to the Valar for counsel that they’d deny him. I mean yeah his father was happy but what about his mother? It was no secret the Eldar couldn’t have two wives so obviously to Fëanor that would mean they’d deny his request right?
But they didn’t. Instead they said;
“So she must remain until the end of the world. For from the moment that Finwë and Indis are joined in marriage all future change and choice will be taken from her and she will never again be permitted to take bodily shape. Her present body will swiftly wither and pass away, and the Valar will not restore it. For none of the Eldar may have two wives both alive in the world.”
- The Valar, The Shibboleth of Fëanor, The Peoples of Middle Earth
Imagine you’re a young Fëanor holding out hope that your mother who is now left in peace will one day decide to come back to her body. Then it is just ripped away from you the moment the Valar decree it so. That’s such a crushing blow.
Not only will his mother not be reborn, but now he loses the last physical connection with Míriel. No more visiting her body, no more speaking with her body to console himself or feel close to her, or holding her hand while her body lay there. It’s now all gone.
And to Fëanor it is all Indis’ fault.
If she wouldn’t have shown her love, if she wouldn’t have been so selfish to not consider Fëanor, or the consequences that could come to avoid bigamy then it all could’ve been avoided.
And his hatred for Indis’ children make so much more sense now too. They are a representation of everything that Finwë could’ve had with Míriel. They’re a constant reminder to Fëanor of what he lost, what could’ve been with his mother.
It couldn’t possibly be- in Fëanor’s mind- his fathers fault. He wasn’t even considering remarriage until he met her. His father, while unhappy, was only considering his mother. Surely, to Fëanor, he was conflicted about going through with it. It must’ve been Indis that pushed. Not his father. Which would be why his connection with his father wasn’t severed.
To him too maybe this is breeds some kind of distrust and resentment for the Valar. Especially later in his life. The Valar had been cruel and denied him, in a sense, a reunion with his mother. The ability to be a family again.
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Dangweth Pengolod- The Peoples of Middle-Earth
I just finished reading Dangweth Pengolod from The Peoples of Middle Earth, and it is one of the most beautiful writings I have read from Tolkien (excluding Athrabeth).
This excerpt details a conversation between Pengolod the Wise of Gondolin and AElfwine (I seriously don't know how to say his name).
Here are some of my favs from my reading for this section of the book and my iddy-biddy thoughts about them.
Firstly its Manwe (call me a simp idc)-
"Yea, even from his first coming into Ea from the side
of Iluvatar, and from the young lord of the Valar in the white
wrath of his battle with Melkor unto the silent king of years
uncounted that sits upon the vanished heights of Oiolosse and watches but speaks no more: all that is he whom we call
Manwe." (The Peoples of Middle Earth)
Something about this just speaks of the growth of Manwe as the King of Arda. He started as the King who cared gently (if not too much) for the children of Illuvatar. He intervened in the events of Arda with wars and other events but this last bit demonstrates his maturity. Even during the war with the Numenorians, Manwe and the rest of the Valar stepped down from their ownership of Arda, to let Eru decide the fate of the second children. Manwe, now wiser, lets the world play its music and witnesses it happen. There's resignation and increased faith in Illuvatar's plans. But also certain weariness of witnessing ages of sorrow and pain.
"A great tree may outlive many a Man, and may remember the seed from which it came ere all the Men that now walk the earth were yet unborn, but the rind upon which you lay your hand, and the leaves which overshadow you, are not as that seed was, nor as the dry wood shall be that decays into the mould or passes in flame." (The Peoples of Middle Earth)
This excerpt is an allusion to the process of change in Elves with the passage of time. Despite living longer than any (except the Valar), Elves age and wear down with the passage of time. The growth of Elves is like that of a tree, it is gradual but happens in discernable phases.
Throughout the section, Tolkien just goes off with all the details about the linguistic dynamics between elves and men. And how they differ in changing over time (there so many other beautiful parts in this excerpt and this post can definitely be phrased better but...I don't have enough braincells).
"changefulness of Ea, to weariness of the un-changed, to the renewing of the union: to these three, which are one, the Eldar also are subject in their degree." (The Peoples of Middle Earth)
As a human (mostly), I find it hard to understand the weariness associated with immortality but the notion of remaining unchanged in the world that continues evolving must be a heavy burden. I've never felt clearer about the concept than after reading this.
This also reinstates my favorite belief that in some extent Elves are waiting for union with their younger brethren (Men).
"in the wars of Beleriand, when the Sun was young." (The Peoples of Middle Earth)
Just so damn impactful on its own. This puts into perspective the fact that the Elves and other magical beings, we read about are ANCIENT.
"For that Arda Healed shall not be Arda Unmarred, but a
third thing and a greater, and yet the same." (Morgoth's Ring)
My favorite concept of all. The difference between Arda Healed and Arda Unmarred. Healing is such a deep concept in Tolkien's world.
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It’s aro week, and even though I still don’t feel like I fully have a handle on what aromanticism is, I do get the impression that The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings fit well with it? because all the main character’s most important and most central relationships aren’t romantic ones.
Bilbo is considered odd (“queer”, even) in the Shire for being a lifelong bachelor; his close relationships are with dwarven and elven friends, and with his adopted son Frodo. Frodo shows no romantic interest in anyone; his close relationships are with Sam, Merry, Pippin, Gandalf, and later Aragorn. And the later relationship with Frodo, Sam, and Sam’s wife Rosie all living in Bag End - which is specifically proposed by Frodo - seems like it fits the definition of queerplatonic? Whether or not you see Legolas and Gimli as a couple, their closest relationship is clearly with each other. Merry and Pippin also seem pretty clearly the most important people in each others’ lives, and remain close with their friends in Rohan and Gondor even after returning to the Shire. Boromir’s almost canonically aroace, going by the appendices. The close friendships between Aragorn, Legolas and Gimli are prominent, while the Tale of Aragorn and Arwen is relegated to an appendix. Most members of the Fellowship (6/9) do not get married or ‘fall in love’ in any traditional sense (and of the remaining three, one - Pippin - is only noted briefly in an appendix). The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings both have the characters’ relationships with each other - and the importance of valuing and cherishing those, not possessions or power - at their heart, and almost all of those relationships are non-romantic ones.
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i enjoy thinking about the silmarillion as an in-universe historical text and also building on that it's really fun to think about what other texts (not necessarily limited to writing) might have survived in-universe from the first age or even before. of course a lot of it got destroyed, but as in the real world, there would be copies of copies and fragments and things written down from memory and stories told to children that survived. Even if 95 percent of everything was lost, that still leaves a whole lot! and all of that would be subject to further translation and mythologization and fragmentation and alteration after the first age. there's so much potential in the cultural legacy (& its reception) of first age beleriand
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I'm finding myself painting places I'd love to enjoy lots of time wandering about and getting lost in- so here's Lothlórien in Middle-earth for you to enjoy too...
I can't quite make out the features of the people - maybe it's Galadriel and her daughter Celebrian, or her spouse Celeborn. Or maybe it's us, going for a picnic...
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