#the queue goes ever on and on

[makxmaa]

#chainsaw man manga cap #chainsaw man coloring #chainsaw man anime #chainsaw man edit #csm aki #csm manga #csm anime #the queue la queue #the queue goes ever on and on #denji #aki hayakawa #power #mis coloreos

[aroaceleovaldez]

actually one of the details that frustrates me the most from TSATS, relating to how much the book completely erases or absolutely bastardizes neurodivergence, is how Percy's cameo is characterized.

One of the consistent things aspects of Percy's relationship with the education system throughout the series is that Percy is smart, and he does try in school, but he has a learning disability. The only reason he gets bad grades is because he has a learning disability and the way the modern american education system is built is inherently at odds with that. In the first series we actually have explicit references to Percy doing better in school when he's in environments that actually accommodate for his disabilities! It's not that he's not trying, he's disabled.

So it is so disheartening and horrible to see Percy characterized in TSATS as just being disinterested in school, and his failing grades being made a joke about implying him ditching classes because he just doesn't care. That's the number one ableist thing ADHD/dyslexic students hear! Implying that they "just don't care" and dismissing their disabilities. It is so horrible to see that joke being made in the Percy Jackson series of all franchises. Especially when you add that on to the rest of the quite frankly ableist characterizations in TSATS and how much the book erases Nico and Will's disabilities/neurodivergence.

#pjo #percy jackson #riordanverse #tsats crit #rr crit #tsats #the sun and the star #adhd #yes im back on my BS i was randomly reminded of this #YOU CANNOT DIVORCE PJO FROM DISABILITY/NEURODIVERGENCE. YOU CANNOT. #IF YOU DO IT IS NO LONGER PJO BECAUSE THAT IS THE LITERAL CORE OF THE SERIES #and i dont care how TSATS was labeled. the alleged themes they were ''representing'' were either nonexistent or horribly depicted #this was in the drafts cause i was thinking abt it the other day #but i am sick today and annoyed about disability stuff so into the wild it goes #i was in a complaining mood that day and now my brain has ceased functioning but w/ever #i will queue some cute art for a lil bit after this #cause i do not like to be negative

[melanodis]

some more of my ennard michael/pizzaplex owner au

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#biggest thing to note is that this michael has ballora's eyes still :3 #jeremy works as an overnight technician and reports happenings back to michael #biggest 'i have a bf but he goes to a different school' energy ever #except instead it's his husband and never shows his ugly mug during the day. #five nights at freddy's #jeremy fitzgerald #michael afton #jeremike #art.psd #gregory fnaf #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf #fnaf art #fnaf fanart #mucking queue #fnaf au #pizzaplex owner au

[ellies-enrichment]

sorry memes have been lacking the last like two days i was trying to get plat in part 1 before i reached 200 hours 💀

#the last of us #hbo the last of us #joel miller #ellie williams #hbo tlou #memes #mine #if i ever were to lose queue #incorrect tlou quotes #i got there #JUST TO BE CLEAR ... it did not take me 200 hours to get plat #i personally was just having fun and then decided that i needed to suddenly complete all the trophies #im at like 118 hours now i think?? but with the 86 in part 2 and the 30 something in the remastered im there lmaooo #my NIECE today goes 'you only play the last of us for joel' like bestie i am in Left Behind right now joel is not even here

[hella1975]

ive attended six total therapy sessions in my life and it was with a free university counsellor and i told her one thing that ill admit was pretty concerning but aside that spent the entire time waffling about shit that isnt actually super important i was 100% just talking for the sake of talking with 0 intention of receiving help and then when she asked me to come back i never rebooked and now i think daily about the fact she has information about me written down and i sometimes convince myself she’s going to use it maliciously and it is something i actively regret because of aforementioned conviction. so all in all i’d say i handled the whole thing with the mental fortitude of someone in need of significantly more therapy

#and yet bc of that very reason i will not be trying it again ever you cannot MAKE me #my mum every now and then is like ‘you liked that one counsellor right? did you hear anything from her in the end?’ #and I’m reminded i LIED TO MY MUM and said I’d asked for more sessions and was just in a queue bc the uni has high demand 😭😭 #yk for someone w not a lot wrong with them & not nearly enough trauma to justify this behaviour i sure as fuck have to freak it sometimes #it was kinda funny tho bc the thing i told her that WAS real and concerning she just. did nothing about. like she kinda went 🤨elaborate🤨 #and i went ‘…. nah’ and that was it she spent like 5 mins giving me shit advice and then i by accident missed our next session #and she was like OMG I THOUGHT YOU WERE AVOIDING ME BC YOU TOLD ME A HUGE THING AND THEN DIDNT SHOW #istg that woman was so socially anxious i acc really loved her. shame i can’t be NORMAL ABOUT THINGS #hella goes to uni

[marsbotz]

good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff

ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]

#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty #may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think #i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels #and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it #shldnt be a prblem #i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk #for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr #and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon #lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc #its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it #from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!! #oke. bye #i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa #oh ill start up my queues again too

[gothicprep]

generally i don't engage in debates with vegan animal rights types, because i'll inevitably say something about "i think you might be projecting a bit here. have you ever met a chicken?" and this ends up segueing into the story about the time my stepsister had pet chickens that slept in our garage. which begs the question of "what?" and i don't have a more satisfying answer than "frankly that whole thing was weird and idk why she did that".

and then the topic of conversation isn't animal rights anymore, it's about the peculiarity of the garage chickens. this just wasn't meant to be.

#let's queue the most incomprehensible post i've ever made for when i'm working and see how that goes...

[menciemeer]

fic rec fic rec fic rec time

I recently made it through a round of TBR (that is: from one big ereader update to the next) and I found some good stuff! Here are some of the Hannigram fics that stood out to me! No theme but "look at what I particularly liked on my TBR" (except that AU is the way to my heart so, look, it just happened this way):

no hope of falling down by Fahye! I love a good AU and this one is SO good. Hannibal-cast-as-circus-performers is just my kind of weird & I thought everyone's roles were very well chosen. Many extra bonus points for having a dream sequence that to me read like an actual dream that is so immensely special to me.

Crossing Wires by littlebreadrolls: I finally managed to get around to reading the entire littlebreadrolls back catalog and all of them were great but this one found its way right to my heart. I love love love a good sci-fi AU. I love a conflicted Will and a Hannibal who seems to know much more than he should.

give it to the dirt by littleneedles (unfinished) is a great Will-Graham-as-New-Orleans-tour-guide-and-also-serial-killer AU which is currently ongoing and very fun! I'm a big fan of this flavor of already-a-killer!Will.

Someone Was Changing from the Inside Out by rosenritter (unfinished) is such a good Hannibal daemon AU (with a side of omegaverse). I love the daemon worldbuilding! I love the intercision stuff! I adore Sabine (especially some of the Sabine stuff from the last couple of chapters AAAAAH fuck)

#fic rec #my TBR is going to eat me alive one day I swear to god #please note that if you ever rec me fic it goes into a queue which is currently ummmmmm two and a half months long #IT WON'T STOP GROWING #help

[coquelicoq]

i finally wrote an xword that i think might be nyt-submittable...i originally wrote it for the local paper though so i now have to go back through and rework the clues to take out the specific local ones and make some of the others harder. i know exactly which day of the week this would run in the nyt (if it gets accepted) because this type of theme always runs on the same day, so at least i know which clue difficulty to aim for, but i'm still finding it difficult to hit that precise level! i'm used to just making the clues as easy as possible because my local paper's audience is mostly people who aren't xword aficionados. i already reworked this puzzle a couple times based on feedback from friends and family but that was all still when i thought i'd be running it in my local paper. i kinda just want to be done with it but i've never had a theme and fill i thought were completely nyt-worthy before!

#i've been thinking that i would write a puzzle that was intended for the nyt from the beginning #but i never prioritize it because the local paper is actually expecting something from me and i have deadlines with them #so this might be the only way it ever actually happens #i feel kinda bad for the local paper that they don't even get my best work haha but also this theme would probably be too hard #for most of their audience (though let's face it probably all of my puzzles are too hard for various reasons) #aw shoot though i just reread the submission guidelines and they're specifically looking for themes OTHER THAN this type #hmmm #cruciverbs #i also wouldn't mind submitting this in collaboration with a more experienced constructor who could help me with the clues #and i imagine such people are always looking for greenhorn collaborators because it allows them to have >3 submissions #in the queue...but i don't even know how one goes about finding such people #if i submit it and they reject it no harm no foul EXCEPT that i don't know how long it would take them to get back to me #and if this isn't going to run in the nyt then i'd still like to run it in the local paper #but also maybe if they reject it they'll be like 'we don't want this but you seem to have promise so here's the email address of #one of our veteran constructors who would be willing to work with you on other ideas you may have' #i just made that up idk if they would actually do that haha but it seems plausible. and wouldn't it be nice? #i do have another nyt-specific idea that i've been spinning my wheels on for like two years #hmm hmm hmm. i think my best bet is still to rework these clues and submit it and see what happens #worst case scenario is they never get back to me. which is a distinct possibility given what happened with my #american xword puzzle tournament previous year solved puzzles (ie they never got back to me >:( ) #but that was will shortz. this is will shortz plus like 5 other people. he probably doesn't even see new submissions

[kyouka-supremacy]

Btw today is a month since this blog was shadowbanned 🥳🥳

#Uhm. #I don't have words #Anyways I was suspending the queue thinking the shadowban would be temporary (and exams) #but given it clearly isn't. temporary. and I have stuff to post / reblog I will probably resume it with February #(Well. not tomorrow because of the episode or the second because of the chapter– #but unless sskk goes canon or something the third shall be it) #Also because like. I miss sskk and there's too many sskk posts going from June it'd be too bad not to post #I'm mostly sorry for the Akutagawa side blog tbh? Like with this blog I kinda came to terms with the accomodation of keeping it reblogs– #focused and the other original posts centered. #Despite the initial trauma it isn't even that bad because before my original posts kept getting lost in reblogs so it's a nice solution! #(Wow I just realized. After all the pain I went through when this blog was first blocked‚ the last stage of grief really IS acceptance) #But the Akutagawa blog got shadowbanned like one week after creation and although I love running it and looking for pics. #Idk I wish it got a little more traction before disappearing to the void #But there's little I can do I guess. Trust me when I tell you I tried anything I can do– well‚ besides messaging staff every day #But how could I ever do that 😞 #I feel my mental state deteriorating day after day and it's always harder to do things during the day #but it's okay tomorrow is Wungo Wednesday and that's sure to fix me <33 #random rambles

[politelymenacing]

I just cleared over 300 posts from my drafts.

There are still 1400 or so left.

#when will it ever end? #my queue is now at 130 #so have fun with the random shit from years ago that's gonna pop up #some of it goes all the way back to 2012 #it's been like a fucking time capsule

[non-plutonian-druid]

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#being an aroace fan of aroace characters is just a constant cycle of #'no you are not morally bankrupt or whatever for shipping them' #'starting with yes some aspecs do date and ending with also theyre fictional characters you cant invalidate a fictional characters identity #'but also when 80+ percent of fanworks are about shipping them' #'then the actual real people that are the aspec fans are understandably going to doubt how much their identity is actually respected' #'and also I PERSONALLY am not going to especially want to interact' #this is about every aspec character to ever appear on tv lmao #a liiiittle bit tmbd but 80% very not true for it. we'll see how that goes when the tv show comes out lmao. is alexander skarsgard hot? #im queuing this to hid my shame in falling to ship discourse (again) #if i queue it it might show up during arospec awareness week actually #WHOOPS #better actually contribute something to arospec awareness week then lmao

[kellystar321]

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#periodical life updates #lets hope this one goes better than the last one </3 #anyway hi everyone. im in an entirely different timezone during this trip so its actually mid afternoon right now #thats not what this is about though this is about how im EXCITED FOR ARTFIGHT AS USUAL!!! lemmy posted his s/is and theyre so cute <3 #also the theme reveal is coming on the 23! i hope its enough time for the theme templates? i love doing the theme templates with everyone : #this'll be my seventh year participating holy sht!! ive been doing this for seven (7) years!!!!!!!! #ive been feeling like ive been improving in art every artfight but idk how i'll fare this year. i feel like ive been a bit stagnant #and i did some PRETTY KILLER PIECES LAST YEAR;;; who knows if i'll top it; especially with summer college classes UGH #miserable about that btw. college my beloathed forever and ever amen. :/ ive been meaning to fix a few characters profiles and add some too #FINALLY going to separate kelly and jace! kelly is now the bureau of balance halfling only <3 ive been redrawing a new design of her :> #she has cute pointed ears now heho!! and actual more fantasy-esque clothes to fit her universe <3 jace is getting a separate profile! #jace is now solely my sona and i look SO much more gender now with the haircut and i can post my refs <33 #i also want to post agent and icarus and all the javelins but that means i have to draw them actually hfjkh <33 #i should also actually add something to shen's profile hfkjfh i care more about xer worldbuilding than xer character i feel </3 #IVE BEEN MEANING TO GET QUEUE BACK UP but everytime i look at my drafts i feel so tired </3 theres ART i want to reblog!!! #ough. some other time. okay! im gonna get my artfight discord channel back up and running for the new artfight season! let's go let's go! #oh and i'll be sure to announce which team im joining obviously hdjfdh it'll probably be the lighthearted one <3 #some of the themes this year are a little off? (stars vs nebula? heart vs soul? arent those the same thing?) but im hoping for the best <3 #okay frfr going now! hope for queue soon maybe if i have time/energy! working on artfight! lets goooooo!! <3

[tbcanary]

i have been laughing about this for a full day but it’s so funny to me that bruce is like “no… if i killed the joker for taking my boy away, i could never come back from that…” and then over in star city oliver, who has killed before and really struggled with it, is still absolutely hands down willing to kill someone for hurting connor. if he dies, so do you!

#yes that quote is going to be in the edit coming out of my queue later #text.tb #ah. my cat has come to bite me. she agrees with ollie: violence is the answer #read along #he’s just SO FUCKING READY to throw down #oliver sees connor about to die and goes into a rage unlike anything ever seen before and i think that’s good of him #and like no one @ me about the killing rule and Bruce’s kindness and firm belief in second chances. I know and I understand. #it’s about the recovery and the growth and never truly seeing anyone as a lost cause and I get it. I do. #I just also think he shoULD FUCKING KILL THE JOKER— #there’s second chances and redemption and then there’s clown terrorists who beat and torture children. his children specifically. #anyway stream green arrow (2001) but just the first fifteen issues ok #god I wish Kevin Smith had kept writing for that run. i love the way he writes ollie i’m obsessed with that old man #okay i’m done lol

[mystiika]

thinking abt how jamie would walk into abandoned buildings with no fear but refuses to go near stairs in the woods because he's not trying to tempt fate. he also won't cave dive because while he's just about the only person in the world that would survive even the worse of luck ( thanks for the shapeshifting @ genetics ), it feels very boring !! like why would he crawl around in a cave for the sake of being in a cramped & damp, not to mention dark, space when he could be doing literally anything else

#j. lincoln. character study — nothing is ever so mischievous in its own place as it is out of it #pretty much anything else goes tho 💀 #truly i pity anyone in jamie's life forced to witness his recklessness i mean curiosity #queue.

[woozi]

thank u for giving this lil blog lots of love even though i'm not as active as i used to be 🥰

#very much surprised to still see it growing and to still be receiving messages/asks even though i've been away for a bit #sorry i've been unable to answer them i promise to get to them very soon!! i appreciate all of them more than you'd ever know 🥹 #people on main might not have noticed bc that one's running on a queue that goes on for 2 months at a time but dndndjjd #also don't think i explicitly mentioned the reason why i've been pretty ia but it's because uni and my other orgs are meeting- #-face to face now again #it's also my final semester in uni!! think i'm graduating with latin honors <33 #life has been very busy and i really missed coming on here to hang out with everyone and create lil somethings 🥹 #thank you very much for sticking with me all this time!! <3 #just giving you all a bit of a life update in case u were wondering where i was hehe #though idk if ppl will even see/read this 😭 #but if ure still here and u got to this part thank u again and ily <33 hope the days r increasingly kind to u & that today is a v good one!! #if not here r some flowers 🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷 #and candies!! 🍭🍬 #or hugs if you'd like them better 🤗🤗🫂🫂 #hope u all know i'm always just here if u need a friend (even if we haven't talked b4)!! i'm just a bit slow with replies hehe #anyway #thank u again everyone <33 it's so nice to see all of u again!! #i'll try to come on here a lot more 🥰 #y.txt