#the rest i leave up to god

[unlikelytrashcreation]

@mybrainisbigpoop and @banana-zim …..So about that fanart I was threatening you with In the ao3 comments…..

#ugh god this dib #he DOSE things to me #I don’t know what they are #but he dose um #I have illustrations of outger scenes brewing #they just aren’t out of there larval pencil scratch stage yet #reading that made my day #my week #and potentially the rest of my year #when and if there is ever more I will gobble it up like a hungry rat living in dumpster #and leave fanart in my wake #like my nasty rat crumbs #invader zim #art #dib #insane un the membrane #dib membrane #fanart

[foreversaba]

in case anyone worries that I just said I've discussed walrus fairy with my partner for two hours, it's not a fight discussion, we're just two autism-bained academia suckasses and we LOVE getting into long profound discussions, and right now is "how the fairy/walrus dichotomy of humans reflects their stances on religion (my argument, I vote walrus) and ultimately proves how dangerous thought patterns lead to the prevalence of scams (his argument, he votes fairy)

#everyone in both families is always so thrilled that we found each other to finally leave the rest of the family members alone #one day if everything goes wrong in our lives we can always start a podcast lmao #neither of us shut up ever and I love us #im tagging all posts about this with #walrus fairy poll #so that I can bring this up to friends later at parties hahaha #oh my god this subject and our drunk also debate-freak friends are going to fuel HOURS #like Im gonna say possibly twelve? #once at a party him and one of our friends stayed up ALL NIGHT discussing with a religious bloke who believed in miracles #and by all night I mean the party ended and I had to sleep over at the homeowner's couch because they talked until the sun was up #we arrived there at like 10pm and we left 8 the next morning #and the discussion was not over #so believe me fairy walrus is gonna last FOREVER #They've spent 3 or 4 hours last time discussing the effectiveness or harm of farmers killing snakes out of fear

[ge]

my favourite tangchung romance route is the idea that even up until the war, they never got together but were very aware of each others feelings for one another.. unresolved romantic tension… drinking slowly from the same shared bottle like it wasnt the wine they were savouring, brushing pinky fingers when theyre sitting together but not going any further, longing glances when the other is turned away, night air thick and heady with something but not having the courage to do anything about it, practically teasing the idea of something more.. etc etc.. yupp..

#tangchung has sooo many flavours..its nuts #adding to this⬆️ i think it wuld make canon even more excruciatingly painful for chung myung.. #that he had all of those chances and never took them..one brush of lips and tang bo wouldve fallen into him #but he didnt……. and now tang bo is dead and chung myung has to live w all those regrets for the rest of his life #god could you imagine something so intertwined with ur heart being ripped away so suddenly it leaves u gaping and in stunned shock #chung myung promising to live for tang bo and he does but only just barely.. living every day like lit fuse #coughs up blood…yea theyre crazy whatever. #return of the mount hua sect #return of the blossoming blade

[skunkes]

experiencing a weird thing where im trying to go to sleep earlier (because im tired and sleepy) but i take so long to fall asleep its the exact same thing as just going to bed late...feel so hopeless and i always end up tired either way... im very big on "i can always try again tomorrow" mentality in any way it can be interpreted (interactions with others, mood, the amount of work i do etc) but its so hard to Try Again when you're always too tired to do anything...

#i rarely take naps...i tried to do so today and after the hour i gave myself to nap i still hadnt fully fallen asleep #im so sleepy and tired .... #even if i manage to get my personal required 9 hrs of sleep im tired.... #i dont get it...im so sleepy rn + am going to bed but i wont fall asleep until much later... #god. i also hate this bc you'd think being an unemployed homebody who cant leave his house wld mean Constant #Naps and Sleeping. i avg like 6 hrs a night i cant imagine how worse off ill be with a job #i just want to sleep...! #and feel well rested... #talkys #sorry im just very frustrated...i try to do things to better my life and health and it ends up Not Working #like whats even the point. can barely keep my eyes open but i wont fall asleep until 5 am. why not just #go to bed at 5 am then. ugh.

[fromthegraveyard]

why didn't anyone make a destiel meme about spn possibly coming back i can't believe i had to find out about this the normal way

#destiel #spn #supernatural #also dear god why won't you let this show DIE? #it's almost funny that the characters that kept being brought back to life against their will #are part of a show that keeps coming back to life against everyone's will #did you read that?? ALMOST #listen i love spn so much i grew up with this show it is so special to me and recently i've been getting full on obsessed with it again #BUT IT'S OVER LET IT DIE #the ending was absolute shit so just leave it as it is #stop trying to add on to it “the winchesters” made it clear that it doesn't work #just please leave spn alone you guys have fucked it over again and again after season six just let it REST #that said yes i will at least try to watch if it does come back #but i couldn't get through the first few minutes of “the winchesters” so possibly the same thing will happen again

[odd-one-advocate]

need only two things from ofts ep 9

boston trying to fuck atom but not being able to go through with it because he keeps thinking of nick

boston seeing nick with dan and getting REAL jealous

#I'll leave the rest up to god #or jojo i guess #give me jealous boston please #bostonnick #ofts boston #ofts nick #only friends the series

[kakusu-shipping]

Sometimes I play a Pokemon Game and don't want to make a new S/I for it but do want to interact with it's story and characters.

So here are some Wandering Protagonists I aged up and moved across Regions for funsies.

#Emile's Arts #Pokemon Self Insert #I still haven't fully decided what I'm doing for BW2 #Honestly the protags for BW2 are great on their own so I'm almost okay just leaving it to Rosa maybe #Maybe make her a biiit more of an OC and give my draft S/I story to her #That'd probably work better #I did have fun aging up my Sun/Moon Protag he's one of my favorites design wise #Silly little guy <3 #More Pokemon S/Is to come I'm working on some things #I wanna redraw my Masters Rocketsona and Sword/Shield S/Is of course #And I'm also designing my Monster Mind S/I for the first time #Having fun arting #EVENTUALLY I'd like to color these and add info #Like what F/Os they correlate to and what not #But that's an after I'm done character designing the rest kind of thing #God I love sketching and designing <3 #Anyway ask about them if you want #I'd appreciate it!

[lobotomyladylives]

people often assume when we all go out together that I'm my half brothers mom (I'm 20 years older than him) & that his parents are his grandparents & it's so funny bc I know it bothers them. old ass idiots

#my dad was 49 & his wife was 45 when they had him #the story behind his birth is actually extremely fucked up like everything else about their relationship #so my dad left her like a million times to try to go back to my mom (who kept telling him no unless he sorted out his issues) then he #would always run right back to her & she always took him back. anyways i guess he said smth along the lines of #''my wife (he was still married to my mom) will always be the love of my life bc shes the mother of my kids'' #and...she went off bc & on fertility treatments without telling him. then shes pregnant & he is still saying he wants to come back to us #so she said he will never see their kid & her son from a previous marraige THREATENED MY DAD AT GUNPOINT #and said if you ever leave my mom again ill fucking kill yoi #so then the divorce was finalized & they got married & my half brother was born. rest is history #for the record i dont feel sorry for my dad at all it was his fault too. the fucking hypocrite was having sex before marriage #and he knew she was nuts & far too attached to her #what a fucking idiot. all he had to do was get on meds & in therapy & admit he was wrong & he could have stayed with us #but he needed constant validation & to be in charge of everything & thats what his new wife gives him. she converted to his cult & now they #raise my brother in it. and she just does whatever my dad wants & lets him treat her like shit. i would actually feel sorry for her if sh #if she werent such a fucking awful person. and she tries to be all nicey nice w/us despite being a literal homewrecker. #and doing things like telling my dad he cant spend more than 50 dollars per year on each of us #while having him buy her a third car & a 1500 dollar fur coat. lol #theyre so much better off financially than us that its unreal. my mom doesnt get a penny despite how much we are struggling #but if i want a relationship with my half brother i just have to pretend none of this is weird or wrong. #anyways i just hope he never finds out the circumstances of his birth bc god can you fucking imagine

[widevibratobitch]

????? ok fuck me ig this year is crazy

#so first my moms husband dies. then turns out my grandpa has cancer too and wont see the end of this year. my grandma's also dying. #NOW MY MOST BELOVED PIANIST LEAVES TILL THE END OF THE YEAR???????????? health issues. bruh. ill get health issues if you leave me. #im obsessed with him he restored my love for singing i would have quit if not for him </3 #my voice teacher is leaving for the rest of the month cause she's singing in latvia. good for her i love her so much it hurts so its ok #but still :(( #and like. god. im fucking up left and right and it feels like everything is literally crumbling to dust around me #cant catch a break can i #ughhhhhhhhhh #also i literally took the 'ah non lasciarmi no' concert aria to her last time we saw each other asking if i can do it #and now what? both her AND MISTAH [redacted] ARE LEAVING ME. #di vita mancherei nel dirti addio fr ah no non lasciarmi ah no </3

[flypug]

me on pinterest being so very normal

#stuffing my brain full of flyguys. im fine #yeah the entire 355th has dog-themed callsigns for no reason leave me alone <3 #anyway today was a very good day compared to how hectic the rest of the week has been but god am i tried lkjhagd #im going to pack it up n simply relax w some yt and maybe at most lurk around #i hope you're well <3 mwah #DEL. #update: one (1) convo w viv later and i've added 2 more pilots #im good im fine im great #fighting demons (the urge to make an oc mumu for the whole squadron)

[theinfinitedivides]

'just die now instead. because i cannot watch you break apart piece by piece. so just go and die right now instead. because of you... i think i'm going crazy.'

#tv: my dearest #my dearest #mbc my dearest #namgoong min #nam goong min #kim yoon woo #kdrama #local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt #local gay watches k-dramas.txt #closest our asses are getting to an actual f*cking confession unless Ryang Eum pulls some sh*t and surprises us by hard launching #the coming out session. holy f*ck i am not normal about this at all bc not MY ass writing a line eerily similar to that in my fic #months before this scene aired. not me getting inside his head like that hello!!!!!! #said what he had to say slammed the door behind him AND like every gay had a flashback of broken/unfulfilled promises by #a straight man we are going through it beloveds #'what is the use of getting married? listening to you sing for the rest of my life is enough for me.' = 'i cannot leave without #my lark. how else would i get this back' the latter being also a line from my fic. either way he is a LIAR!!!!!!!! #and not Ryang Eum tracing the outline of his face bc he still cannot touch him dear God. 'how handsome.' not him #branding himself to get rid of the absolutely f*cked up scar his master left on him bc he will never be anyone's but Jang Hyun's #dear God why #don't even know how he's walking down the hallway at this point i would have thrown myself off something #and now he's f*cking pissed Gil Chae's going to get blows Jang Hyun do you see what you are doing!!!!!!! you are preventing #my frenemies arc Jang Hyun!!!!!!!

[fortune-maiden]

Today's theme is overthinking Shi Wudu the Water Tyrant and what his tyranny actually looks like

#random tgcf thoughts #shi wudu #i think about this a lot actually haha #we know from the novel that he is a tyrant and his main claim to tyranny is capsizing boats that dont give offerings #he does confess to raising waves and having a lot of enemies at one point #but a lot of his actual tyranny feels a bit like an informed attribute? this goes for everyone though #because we never really see anyone other than xie lian acting in their domain as a god #so (over)thinking about it... there are a lot of merchants and rivers and only one swd. how exactly does he have that much control xD #i'd like to think he'll make an occasional example out of someone #but otherwise he's not actually paying that much attention and if you do offer up enough he'll guarantee your ship's safety #and for the rest it's up to nature (and if there's a storm people can draw their own conclusions. he's certainly not discouraging them) #but swd is a top god too so he should have a lot of juniors under him #and there should also be local gods #i imagine his juniors make a lot of trouble for them steal away their followers and also act as collections agents and help find examples #(and by find examples i mean encourage hubris) #anyway i like to imagine swd to have created quite an mess of things that he is the only semblance of order of :) #im not sure what happens to his deputies after his death but i imagine he leaves behind quite the power vacuum #tgcf

[captainsparklefingers]

HE FINALLY SAID IT

Van Helsing FINALLY said the v word, FINALLY told Seward what was going on...I mean he did it in a very conversational, nonchalant, Van Helsing sort of way, but! He finally let somebody in on what had happened to Lucy!

I mean this knowledge would have been helpful days and weeks ago, but at least Seward is in a position to understand and believe now... telling Arthur is gonna suck, though.

And god, when Mina finds out... Dracula fucked with the wrong woman's loved ones. He will regret this.

#dracula daily #dracula daily spoilers #dracula #abraham van helsing #john seward #god poor arthur #'sorry Arthur good chum but our dear Lucy is a creature of the night now #we've gotta do some real fucked up shit to her body so she doesn't kill anyone' #i mean granted as I've said I think Lucy would rather have that happen #than be trapped in this undead state #unlike how she was in life #well on her way to killing someone #not like they need to leave the stake in #and not like they need to move her head once it's been separated from the rest of her #....and honestly who wouldn't want a mouthful of garlic forever #garlic is good

[persephoneflouwers]

Anons ✨

#lou tisdale anon: unconventional way to get informed i guess but if it worked good for them #‘I’ve really appreciated all of the information you’ve been sharing on here’ anon #a bit offensive you come at me talking about coincidental choices and intentional decisions #using your building as a reference… Guys cmon. At this point you should know im not stupid lol anyway I deleted the tags because #since I noticed a few people have written the same thing as you #usually the background choice falls in an intentional decision but as you say it’s a wild guess #that’s why I only said ‘I hope it’s not intentional if it is yikes’ #‘don’t have any doubts about harry’ anon: we’ll never know what they support #and for once I’m glad they won’t be speaking up like their usual because #I’m already disappointed of what side they would be on this #have you seen what his friends share? have you seen what his mom shares? they can be zionist on main without ripercussions #‘seriously wouldn’t know what to if he supported them’ I would unstan right away. god thing is they’ll never be talking about politics #(except Harry sporadically finding new way to have kore people register in the us to vote democrats #and eventually forget about what is happening in rest of the world. firstly like all celebrities do secondly like everyone does.) #you take care of your little garden first #my opinion my ideology and my political view don’t depend on them #if I don’t agree with what some artist/celebrity says #ill stop interacting with them #there’s tone of music and art being made by people #who care about the world and want to see people leaving in peace and with equal rights #it’s not hard to be human you know? at times if you’re afraid to show support to the oppressed #you’re helping the oppressors with oppression and segregation #moreover when the oppression is not about you in the slightest (general you not you anon) #it only means 1. you don’t care enough to advocate 2. you have found different solutions to help (lol) #3. you don’t want to take sides (inferno canto III for me) #4. you don’t want to let know what side you’re on (sigh)

[coquelicoq]

yeah sex is great but have you ever unflooded your street by removing leaves from the storm drains using the litter-grabber tool you bought from lowe's two weeks ago for that exact purpose?

#every year my street floods in the autumn when it rains heavily. usually multiple times. every year!!! #i hate it it's so stressful. and of course the cars keep driving down it even though it's unsafe. a lot don't even slow down #and they throw up these huge walls of water with their passage #the street becomes totally unusable for pedestrians wheelchair users bikers strollers etc. #it's just the worst. and every year i'm like oh i should get a thingy so i can do something about it #and i never do in time. but this year. THIS year. watch out world #i cleaned out the drains preventively a few times in the past couple weeks but today is the first day of somewhat heavy wind and rain #so i went out this evening and two of the four drains were completely clogged :( but i got out my tool & as soon as i cleared a little spac #a whirlpool formed and sucked all the water into it! with this amazing noise. it was fantastic #then i cleared away the rest of the leaves cuz that tiny spot would get covered up very quickly otherwise #i came back by an hour later and they're still looking great <3 i'm basking in the afterglow #it is funny how much easier a homeowner could do this than me. those people have yard debris cans #they have space for shovels. god. a shovel. my kingdom for a shovel #i'm just piling the leaves on the curb one handful at a time and then leaving them there (out of the way of everyone of course) #because i have nowhere else to put them and no way to transfer them farther distances #but it's mostly just apartments near this intersection so we gotta do it for ourselves #anyway i'm probably gonna have to do it again tomorrow because there are a lot of dead leaves out there right now #but man! i've never been able to do anything about this before except call the city and wait for them to send someone. this feels so good

[asleepinawell]

the funniest annoyance (bug?) I've run into in bg3 so far was with Abdirak the bdsm priest guy in the goblin camp. I managed to get in to talk to him but the second I got out of the initial conversation he took one look at my bear ranger pet and was like ahhhhh a bear!!!!! and ran out of the room only to come back five seconds later and do the same thing over and over. I even tried making my bear wait in the hall but that made it worse

like bro. I am here waiting for you to come back here and sexily beat me with your mace. you are talking a big game about pain and suffering and yet shrieking and running away from my very tame bear who is just minding their own business in a corner. sir please!!! just hit me!!!!! sir!!!!!!

in the end my bear did not get to have enrichment by watching me get whipped with a mace which was very sad for everyone

#I had to unsummon my bear which was annoying because I had to waste a short rest to get them back #I'm not sure this is a bug per se but it was kinda dumb #like I'm in a goblin camp and expecting an encounter to just happen at any moment of course I already have my pet summoned #I'm enjoying the game but oh my god there are so many bugs 😭 #and clunky uis #baldur's gate 3 #bg3mp #mp #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #the worst bug was when the game randomly teleported two of my party to a cave on the other side of the map when leaving camp #I had just recruited one of them too #I ended up having to walk everyone across the map manually to meet up #that and the fact preferences changes don't work until I shut and reopen the game #it's like I'm trying so hard to play this game and it is trying so hard to stop me