#the self-esteem issues 😭

[pixiefms]

#this is more accurate than ‘he was fighting demons the whole times it was bisexuality’ #wei wuxian #wwx #wwx mdzs #mdzs #cql #the untamed #wei ying #wangxian #like give my dude some credit he was hearing VOICES in his sleep and seeing demons out the corner of his eyes #he was trying to keep slender man abated so he wouldn’t eat little kids or whatever #he was a bit busy to really sit down and figure out his sexuality #also the ghosts weren’t really equipped to deal with ALL THAT #all that being the conundrum of what wwx felt for lwj #alongside a ridiculous amount of self esteem issue and self sacrificial nature #also the ghosts were there for vengeance not to help a 19 year old resentment filled bisexual dude sort out his feelings #they wanted gore and blood not happy happy kiss kiss fall in love 😭

[fromtheseventhhell]

Imagine being 9 years old and asking your dad about the things you're interested in doing when you grow up and he's like "No ❤️! But you can get married, have babies, and then maybe your sons can do those things ☺️🫶 "

#arya stark #one of those /wtf Ned/ moments #then people act like she invented misogyny cause she was like /uuuhhhhh no thanks that's not me/ #/Arya is masculine/ and she's literally just a child who has interests outside of her patriarchy-assigned role #the way people read this and then demonize Arya for not silently conforming like people expect her to... #that's the ingrained misogyny from being socialized in a patriarchal society speaking babes 😭 #cannot stress enough how Arya is just an average little girl and what makes her behavior stand out is their society's strict gender norms #her life + learning almost entirely revolves around the fact that she is being raised to be a wife and people resent her for wanting more : #she is NINE in AGoT and her parents are discussing her refinement because /In a few years she will be of an age to marry/ #the way misogyny is explored in Arya's story is actually so brilliant and well-written (+ underappreciated) though #we feel the full weight of how restrictive their society is through her POV and get the experiences of lower-class women too #which is why it's so significant that George wrote her based on feminists who realized they wanted more than becoming wives/housewives #she's one of his key characters who will /change the world/ but people think he's sticking her on a boat bc she isn't feminine enough 😭 #thank god he's writing the books and not any of these reductive hacks who thinks misogyny is subversive 🙏🏾 #sidenote: would've loved to see this from her POV to get her feelings when he said this cause I'm sure it doesn't match Ned's perception #considering he views her main issues as being stubborn/difficult while we know about the self-esteem issues she has

[dazais-guardian-angel]

one of the (many) reasons why this exchange makes me so emotional is that Dazai knows very well the feeling of only ever being used and taken advantage of as a tool, and not knowing anything other than that life. He understands that Sigma can’t yet comprehend the notion of someone wanting you without any ulterior motives, of people just having natural relationships that don’t involve wanting to get something out of each other, because that was his life before he met Oda, who was a “balm for the soul” (in his own words) for him; hence, he doesn’t try to explain it to Sigma at first. But he does relent once Sigma takes Dazai’s initial silence as him being unworthy for an explanation... He doesn’t go into more detail as to why “understanding would be difficult”, because that would require opening up about himself which is something Dazai is still far from ready for, and because he knows Sigma wouldn’t be able to fully understand or accept all of this yet, but just the two reasons he does give for choosing him are already causing Sigma to start to rethink everything he’s ever known about the world and how people treat each other.

Dazai chose him to use his ability, just like everyone who’s always used Sigma has -- but he also chose him to save his life, and to help the agency, people he cares about and wants to help for completely selfless reasons, without expecting anything in return (sure, Dazai jokes about him being on the agency’s payroll, but that’s just his usual deflecting to avoid admitting that he cares :’). This is completely foreign behavior in Sigma’s world, where everyone has to use each other in order to survive, but he’s realizing that Dazai is different from them: he’s realizing what it feels like to be wanted simply out of compassion and love, and not because of how valuable he may be. Sigma isn’t just any other ordinary orphan Dazai saves; he wants to save him particularly because he empathizes with him and sees his old, hurt, jaded self in him, and he’s slowly becoming the balm for the soul for Sigma that Oda was for himself back then, which is truly touching.

#bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs spoilers #meta #bsd 105.5 #Sigma is 100% joining the ADA by the end 😭😭😭 I just know Dazai has already adopted him #look at the softness in his face!!! he's making this Sigma's entrance exam you cannot tell me otherwise!!! #i know people like to say that Dazai sees his younger self in Atsushi #and yeah in a general more broad sense you could argue that #but Sigma is really who he can empathize with #even though Sigma personality-wise is more similar to Atsushi #but his past and the worldview it's given him of how people only ever have ulterior motives and want to use each other #is more similar to pre-Oda Dazai #he has Atsushi's anxiety and low self-esteem issues but his life experiences are Dazai's #he fought so hard for a home on his own - the casino - because no one else would ever give him one #he never had any reason to believe anyone ever would give him one #he's always wanted a HOME but never expected a FAMILY #but now Dazai is the first person who's ever chosen him for /him/ #Atsushi showed him kindness earlier too but Dazai CHOSE him #both are so important and are having such a profound effect on Sigma #I'm also convinced that Sigma's ability got information from Atsushi before he thought he was going to die about his purpose or something #in exchange for the info about the page #and that that's going to come into play here during the peak of Sigma's development #it all just makes me so emotional ahhhhhhhh 😭🥺💜 i love these two so much *CRIES*

[trans-xianxian]

I get that people like to write the whole "depressed character is saved by love" thing and I can almost see the appeal but as someone who Knows Very Intimately the ways severe self hatred effects literally every single relationship you have I'm always like. this person who is refusing on principle to believe the other person swearing their undying love for them. is not ready for a serious romantic relationship 😭

#me screaming at my phone screen YOU ARE NOT READY FOR THIS RELATIONSHIP WORK ON YOURSELF BABE #I think a lot of ppl don't actually understand how self hatred really Works #so often it is not grand and loud and spectacularly tragic #it is quiet and insidious and always waiting #also a lot of ppl love to write characters hating themselves so much its like. almost offensive? #like either the character doesn't canonically hate themself that much or At All #and I'm like damn these self esteem issues you're writing are just mean at this point 😭 #ghost posts #text

[majorsomethingdisorder]

Honestly think its legitimately telling that Tumblr is the only social media that I actually get any actual enjoyment from that doesn't have any massive downsides compared to other platforms

#are there issues? absolutely #but compared to instagram and twitter it is so much more bearable #i recently left twitter and only stuck around basically cause i didnt miss out and uh. #not even missing going on there at all like i did when i left Instagram 😭 #Instagram was cool for neat edits and art but god it did inhibit my abilities as an artists because i was so focused on trying to be an. #INSTA artist #twitter just sucked #met cool people then never really talked to cool people and thats about it #also Instagram absolutely fucked my self image and my self esteem. it has been 1000x better than when i was still on there #but basically yeah. i think this is gonna be the only social media im gonna be on unless it starts /actually/ going downhill #(twitters extent of downhill)

[scrawlingskribbles]

I know I’ve made a post like this before and I Do still realize/acknowledge that it’s technicality a Privilege of sorts, but man is it Still just utterly baffling to me when a complete stranger asks me out/for my number/etc., like..?????¿??¿??? 😂😂😂😂

#like combine the aro-ace-ness with the lack of consistent self-awareness as well as moderate self-esteem/worth issues #and hot dang does the situation catch you like a curveball to the jaw Every Time 😂🤣😭 #this guy was super sweet abt it tho typing up a message on his phone & letting me reply that way lol very helpful while on the noisy bus #and let me get my words out better than I probably would have been able to Speak them 😂 #I commended him for his bravery tho so I hope that helped soften the blow of rejection some dhsjsjs x3c #bravery. confidence. whateverrrrrrr lmao I was STRESSED and also almost at my bus stop so I was double panicking 😆😂 gimme a break #ANYWHOOOOOO methinks I might boot up Sims tonight but we shall see if the urge sustains lol #shut up Wisp

[hxlcyon]

i love my piano professor SM

#for a while i never returned to music because. i have a complicated self esteem issue with the arts but #it's SOSOSO nice to be able to learn under someone who gives proper feedback and if the feedback doesnt work #changes it up and offers several more suggestions #like she knows what she's doing and knows what I'm capable of and how much i can do #and shows it by meaning it actuallt #like. that's SUCH a good teacher #like i hated piano for the longest... longest time actually it was a sore spot #but every time i come out of her class i genuinely feel satisfied and better yet #like i HAVE improved and that i can CONTINUE to improve #like i actually feel motivated! its so nice! i love actually learning new skills and bettering myself without judgement but instead with #actual care #heheh.... #i wanted to post this because whenever i come into classes that like i actually want to learn but know im not perfect at or even good off #the start #and to clarify it's literally only the arts #i get a really uncharacteristic gross feeling like im anticipating only the worst #so it's nice to be proven and to be relieved #anyway. love my professor. she's great #im starting voice lessons actually for singing though and jesus #my voice cracked several times 😭😭 #now that. ogh. that's gonna be an interesting struggle. #aaa.. ooo...aw...... that's what i sound like

[weiwuxian]

support other women and all that but please don’t go around giving anyone unprompted therapy sessions about self-esteem, that’s awkward as hell man

#andi.txt #i JUST met this girl and she spent all night giving me strange looks #and then i was just standing there doing nothing #🧍‍♀ #and she came up to me saying that i shouldn't be so self-conscious cus i'm actually beautiful #and she went on for like 10 minutes #talking about my supposed issues while i said nothing #and i was so uncomfortable i never wanted to hide more in my life #like girl... yes i have major self-esteem issues whatever #how do YOU know that when we literally just met #i was just standing there lads 😭

[bandzboy]

i honestly can be very talkative it just depends where i am and who i am with but people have this perception of introverts that they are rude and can't communicate with it’s annoying that they can't understand that and try to be patient

#sigh . i could talk abt this the whole day honestly #i have so much self esteem issues bc people thought i had problems #bc i was an introvert 😭 there's truly nothing wrong #but to this day sometimes i go back to that mentality #bc the adults around me made me feel that way yknow #but i am better now and i am trying to love that part of myself #and also be patient with myself too :< #they are just things that are v much ingrained i have to work on #tris.txt

[seanwinchester]

well. haven't had the time to finish this today (I feel like my days are so short lately) so hopefully I can do it tomorrow morning and it'll still be wednesday on the other side of the altantic

#also dealing with huh. self esteem issues #i reread the poem I wrote for the occasion and I don't really like it anymore #but I'm so uninspired I can't think of anything else 😭 #it literally takes me so much time to do a simple task #also it's like 2am and I have only like. 4 hours of sleep ahead of me :) #:)))))))))))))

[girlwwx]

cursed to interacting with this one specific kind of person who annoys me above all else 😐

#a specific type of person with anxiety but no self awareness and crippling self esteem issues that projects their own inadequacy outwards #exhausting. y’all are exhausting. and i keep having to leave situations before being a bitch :| #[redacted] is also just so fucking negative all the time. like give it a break!!! i want to bite something #sorry to the friend i left in the line of fire. i had to get out of there 😭💔 #(line of firing being [redacted’s prescense])

[shima-draws]

Kieran has me in a chokehold. His character arc is so GOOD. You can tell that his bitterness and anger doesn’t just come from everything that’s happened to him recently. It’s pretty obvious that he’s been living in Carmine’s shadow for a LONG time and she’s always kinda treated him badly. But it wasn’t until the player character came along that he was finally able to voice that in his own way;; Just when he thinks he’s made a true friend in someone, someone that can and will stand up to his sister and is able to defeat her in battle (which inspires him to start speaking up for himself more), Carmine steals them away. And that’s a big betrayal to him. He clearly has self esteem issues which leads to him thinking that Carmine was talking shit about him behind his back and getting the player to believe that he wasn’t worth being friends with. And that makes him think both of them were laughing at him and making fun of him. And THEN the player goes and takes the last thing that Kieran has, the last thing he truly cares about: Ogerpon. It’s no wonder he got so frustrated and petty and lashed out 😭 Still breaks my heart to see but they did a really good job showing that progression of him losing more and more of his patience with Carmine. And him generally feeling like everything he cares about is being torn away. And losing to the player over and over just makes things WORSE. He’s not strong enough to beat them, he’s not strong enough to stand up to his sister, he’s not strong enough to be worthy of Ogerpon, he’s not strong. He needs to get stronger. Stronger and stronger and stronger.

GODDDD. He’s going to live rent free in my brain forever now. I can’t wait to see the direction they take with him in The Indigo Disk

#Pokemon #Pokemon SV spoilers #Pokemon Scarlet and Violet #Pokemon DLC spoilers #Kieran #The Teal Mask #Pokemon Kieran #Pokemon SV #Ogerpon #Pokemon Carmine #Also don’t even get me started on his unhealthy attachment to Ogerpon. Probably also due to Carmine and his general upbringing and behavior #AND how he starts to view Ogerpon as more of a tool/object than a living being #When Carmine was like ‘Bro you’re fighting over who gets to keep Ogerpon? Don’t you think you should let OGERPON choose??’ #He wasn’t being considerate to Ogerpon’s feelings at all 😭 #He probably thought that by getting to keep Ogerpon he’d gain back some sense of control. And also power over the player #God my poor poor boy. I hope things resolve for you in TID #Shima speaks

[vanilladove]

Hello, I am writing to you anonymously out of shame but you can call me Emy I was reading your blog and I was totally delighted with how you wrote and I wanted to make a request: could you write for Chuuya, Jouno, Dazai and Poe (you can add more if you like) with a reader like Mikan from danganronpa If you don't know her, her personality is a little (very) shy and she is surprised by the slightest show of affection (she is even surprised if you say good morning), often despising herself, asking others to forgive her existence and when people Annoyed with her, she tends to ask if she can take off her clothes or imitate a pig so that they can forgive her for all this because she suffered harassment in the past. I'm sorry if the request is very big 😭 but I would be grateful if you accept it (nothing happens if you don't either) I'm sorry if there are spelling errors but English is not my first language and I am using Google Translator. ♡

~ bsd men with a v shy + fragile reader

bow divider yeribbon

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ pairing: various bsd men x gn!reader (dazai, atsushi, chuuya, akutagawa, jouno, poe)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ genre: comforting fluff!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ content warnings: none! also i'm not v familiar with daganronpa, so apologies for any inaccuracies! i'm just going off what wiki fandom says (。-∀-)

~ dazai osamu

doesn't mind your personality, although at first he teases you mercilessly until he realizes it isn't just an act.

as someone that has also gone through trauma, he would gradually soften up to your personality and reassure you of your worth.

dazai is a very impatient man though, so expect his method of choice to be exposure therapy...like extreme exposure therapy...like bro might slap some sense into you like atsushi & akutagawa ( ó × ò)

when you start over-apologizing, he'll put a finger to your lips and stroke your face and hair to calm you down (ღˇᴗˇ)｡o

expect lots of subtle displays of affection like hand kisses, kissing away tears, and general affectionate flirting.

~ atsushi nakajima

your demeanor confuses atsushi at first, to the point where he cries after the first time he meets you :,(

you're going to get a sentimental, heartfelt speech about how you deserve to live, and how you aren't a burden to anyone.

poor atsu cries over you--you guys probably have daily cry + cuddle sessions.

will do random things to cheer you up and give you many words of affirmation.

buys you a tiger plushie sprayed with his cologne to cuddle with when he isn't with you for comfort ♡

i'd like to think that through helping you, atsushi also helps address his own self-esteem issues ^w^

~ akutagawa ryunosuke

hates you at first and sees you as a cowardly weakling.

it isn't until one day he randomly compliments or helps you and catches your shy/flustered expression that he begins to feel some sympathy.

will gradually visit you more until you stop flinching whenever he approaches you. he can tell you're intimidated by him because of his personality and notorious reputation.

it's definitely hard for akutagawa to be soft with you, since he's a rough person, but he tries his best to be gentle with you.

shows his care through actions more than words (sharing food with you, doing constant check-ins, guiding your back when walking with you, etc.)

promises threatens to kill those who have harmed and harassed you in the past.

becomes overprotective over you, getting mad when anyone--even jokingly--teases you.

~ chuuya nakahara

tough love~!!!

expect a lot of "huh, what the hell are you talking about?" anytime you apologize for something small or suggest some self-sabotage

since you aren't used to affection and often try to reject gifts, thinking you aren't worth giving them to, chuuya will 'lovebomb' you with gifts until you get used to them as the norm and accept them willingly.

although he may seem short-tempered and easily irritated, he'll always make time to sit down with you and listen to your rants/past stories and engage in deep conversations.

holds your hands and reminds you of how strong and talented you are--will keep drilling it into your head until it sticks.

carries tissues in his suit for when you cry.

~ edgar allen poe

this man may be your twin...honestly he's a bit of a mess himself, so he doesn't know how to help you.

i think poe would be relieved to find someone similar to him--also very shy and awkward/bad at socializing.

if you started apologizing when there was a pause in conversation, he would probably apologize back, and you two would go back and forth until karl bites him (꒪▿꒪)

since you both mainly only find confidence in your talents/skills, he would get to know your strengths as much as possible and encourage you to do your best!

will also share his book plots with you, taking you with him into the books and getting your feedback, never missing the chance to show you something beautiful he secretly wrote just for you

overall, poe would make you feel less alone and isolated, helping you gain confidence overtime!

~ jouno saigiku

since you're already so fragile and frantic, jouno wouldn't find any pleasure in torturing or messing with you

ends up helping you under the pretense of "calming down your raging heartbeat and nerves that are too loud"; in reality, he notices how you're always on edge and just wants you to experience some peace and quiet.

jouno's sensitive to others' emotions, so i think if you were having a panic attack or extreme anxiety, he'd immediately hug + hold you until you calmed down again (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

like the rest, he'd offer you words of affirmation and hold your hand in public/around other people.

will stick around you to ward off anyone who tries to bully you or exploit your personality; blushes uncontrollably if you thank him for his simple acts ♡

#vanilladove #vanilladovebsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd headcanons #bsd fluff #bsd x reader #dazai x reader #atsushi x reader #chuuya x reader #akutagawa x reader #jouno saigiku x reader #jouno x reader #poe x reader #poe bsd #edgar allan poe

[fourmoony]

hi, I just wanted to let you know that reading your writing brings me so much comfort and joy. Today, I found out that the person I’ve liked for the longest time has a girlfriend, and it’s been hard to say the least. It also didn’t help that I read an unrequited love blurb featuring remus as soon as I got home 😭 I was just wondering if you’d be willing to write something where the reader assumes that remus doesn’t like her because he seems aloof, but is actually just nervous because he likes her so much. I am so appreciative of you and your beautiful work, as always 🤍

this made me tear up. your words are so kind, and are the push i needed this week to keep writing <3 never in a million years did i think anyone would think this about my writing. thank you.

i'm sorry to hear about your crush; unrequited love is a tricky and heavy feeling. i have no doubt you'll find your person, though. as someone who's had my fair share of heartache, i promise, it won't hurt forever. my friends think i'm crazy because my advice is always to just let it hurt. but one day you'll wake up and you'll have run out of hurt. and you won't even remember what you saw in them, anymore. sending love.

P.S. i suck at writing shy remus so this is more like silent, unreadable remus. idk i'm tired. hope this is okay!

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remus lupin x f!reader - masterlist 1.2k words

cw - implied self esteem issues, smoking, drinking

Remus' thumping steps carry up the staircase only seconds after you call on him. You're facing the mirror when he arrives in the doorway, hair clasped to the side in one hand, and the other reaching aimlessly for the zip half way down the back of your dress. His eyes find yours over your shoulder in the reflection, a fond smile passing over his features when he steps through the threshold into your room.

"You look lovely." He comments, voice warm and smooth in the way that it always is.

Warm Remus, smooth Remus, so fond and kind, feels like home and everything familiar. His fingers are warm as he tugs gently at the zip, one hand placed on your shoulder for leverage. His touch is gentle, like he's afraid he might break you, and it lingers for only a moment when he's done. You swallow around the lump of want in your throat, the want for it to have lasted longer, the want for him to touch you and have it mean something. It doesn't do any good to want. Because you can't have, and you've had to deal with becoming okay with that fact.

"Thanks, Rem."

He nods, lips curled in on themselves like he wants to say something, a look in his eyes you've never been able to read. He says nothing, and he retreats with the promise to wait on you with the others in the living room. Remus does that a lot - refrains from the things he wants to say, stops himself short. You wish he wouldn't.

You're always wishing, wishing, wishing.

He keeps true to his word. Remus is waiting in the living room with Sirius, James, and a rather flustered looking Frank when you descend the staircase. It's only now you realise how lovely Remus looks in his suit. Partly because of how Sirius is wearing his - like he had a fight with it and lost. Remus stands when you appear, as if on instinct, and takes a step forwards. You smile, eyes catching on Frank who's looking at the clock like it's stealing time from before his very eyes. You suppose, in a way, it is.

"You okay?" You feel the need to ask, hint of a smile playing on your lips.

Frank looks alarmed by your question, a grimace on his face, "She's going to be there, isn't she? She's not going to, like, do a runner? Have you spoke to her today?"

James huffs a laugh, pats Frank on the shoulder rather heavily. The whiskey in his crystal tumbler splashes over the side and onto the rug. "Last I heard, Mary and Marlene had her pinned down in the make up chair, she tried, but they wouldn't let her."

Sirius barks a laugh. Frank scowls. He knows you're kidding. Alice Fortescue has been absolutely smitten for Frank Longbottom since she was thirteen. There's absolutely nothing that could stop her from walking down that aisle, today. Frank knows that as well as you do.

"Not helping." James decides, passes Frank a cigarette.

He mumbles something about not wanting to smoke inside and makes for the door. Remus gives James and Remus a pointed look, "Better make sure he doesn't do a runner, yeah?"

They're quick out the door like they actually believe Frank would ever do something like that. The only place he'd ever run to is Alice. And she'd have his balls for seeing her in her wedding dress before the ceremony. Remus gives you a familiar smile, a knowing smile, a smile he saves for you and you only. It feels like he's in on something you aren't when he smiles like that. Heat crawls up your neck, flowers wrap their way around you rib cage.

"You scrub up well, you know." Is all you manage to say, rather breathless.

Remus rolls his eyes, "I try."

A minute of amused silence, Remus passes you the glass of wine in his hand. The glass is warm from being in his clutch, but you drink from it anyway.

"I thought after the catering disaster this wedding wasn't going to happen." Remus admits, looking out of the living room window at where Frank paces the length of the front path, working his way through his second cigarette. Alice will have your head for allowing such a thing.

You hum a disagreement, eyes roaming Remus' face, it's so soft, so beautifully shaped. You've no idea why he hates his scars so much. They only outline his best qualities. The one over the bridge of his perfectly sloped nose, the one under his beautiful amber eyes, the one along his sharp cheekbones, and your favourite one: the one across his cupids bow, defining his soft, pink lips. It's a shame, really, that Remus Lupin thinks so little of himself. You'd give him the world should he only ask.

"I think nothing can stop a love like that," You murmur, soft and quiet, voice thick with something, "Not even a shoddy caterer."

Remus' eyes leave the front garden, meet with yours in a way that always makes heat explode in your chest. He's too much to look at, sometimes. It physically hurts.

"You always have such a positive outlook on life."

You laugh, shoulders shrugging, "Suppose it's habit."

"From?"

"Keeping you miserable lot from giving up all together?" You offer, smiling over the rim of your wine glass.

Remus laughs, genuine and unashamed. "Tell you what, at our wedding, I promise to be the one keeping everything together, how about that?"

He seems to flinch after that, like he's physically pained by the words coming out of his mouth. You flinch, too. The flowers around your rib cage wilt and pull tighter all in one go, a frown pulling at your lips.

"I wasn't aware we were getting married."

Remus smiles like he's in pain, "Yeah, well, step one would actually be asking you on a date, but I'm a right twat who's mucked all that up."

There's something self deprecating about him. You don't like it. Remus Lupin deserves the world. You'll give him the world. You didn't think he wanted that from you, though. But you smile, gentle and sweet in a way you hope he'll like. It feels like something shifts. Maybe the stars begin to write a story about you both. Maybe the sun stops it's rotation just for a second to watch you both.

The wedding car pulls up outside and Remus, seemingly eager to back away from the situation he's created, slams his own drink down on the table and makes for the door.

"Remus," You call after him, he turns, "I'd marry you."

You offer him a lopsided smile. His eyes search your face for any sign of a joke. He finds none. You hope he understands what you mean.

"How about a date first?" He asks.

You release a breath, a laugh, a smile. It feels like you're floating.

"Sure, yeah. That first."

The front door swings open and Sirius barges his way past Remus, panicked and disheveled, "I've lost the fucking rings!"

Remus sighs, hand in his pocket, hands Sirius the red velvet box, "Here."

You're laughing all the way down the path, shoulder brushing Remus', the start of something new.

#fourmoonys asks #marauders #marauders fic #marauders oneshot #remus lupin #remus lupin imagine #remus lupin x reader #remus lupin oneshot #remus lupin angst #remus lupin fluff #james potter #james potter imagine #sirius black #sirius black imagine #frank longbottom #alice longbottom #mary macdonald #marlene mckinnon

[bandzboy]

i mean i did get rejected once by this guy and also was told by a random guy that my friends at the time knew that i was the least attractive one from the four of us and that’s why <3 i just kinda gave up on even trying for something romantic ever again

#like in general back in the day i feel like i never fit in #friendships sucked bc people lost interest in me #and romantic relationships i got two crushes on different guys one rejected me #and i guess that after that rejection i really had bad self esteem issues #while i was having that crush #i would cry to my best friend at the time and being like what if he rejects me what if he doesn’t like me #smth abt it was v terrifying #i realized it was on me </3 #after that i had zero crushes #it has been years #i don’t go out or have friends so 🚶‍♀️ yknow #part of me kinda wants it but other part of me just feels like it’s not worth it #bc no one will like me that way #no one ever did 😭 #tris.txt