#the sweetest thing ive seen to date

[hopelesslyromanticshark]

Oh but hear me out, frank and a daughter of Aphrodite. The children of the mars and Aphrodite, of war and love. What ares and Aphrodite wish they were. Make poor baby frank feel so loved and appreciated completely unconditionally

⋆⭒˚.⋆ frank zhang x daughter of venus! reader hcs

content: frank zhang x daughter of venus! reader hcs warning: not any that i can think of!! author's note: i know i know you said aphrodite, but we keepin it roman here fr fr hope you don't mind!! also I KNOW IT'S THE SAME PIC AGAIN BUT IDK WHY MY BRAIN DIDN'T EVEN CONSIDER DAUGTHER OF VENUS SHIT AND THAT PIC IS JUST SO PERFECT THAT I CANNOT FIND IT IN ME TO CARE-

how you managed to stay soft through all that camp jupiter put you through, frank had no idea but he loved it

you were badass in a fight but the moment training was over, you were using someone's breast plate as a mirror to fix your hair and lipgloss

that's actually how you met frank

reyna called the end of practice and you turned to the closest person and inspected yourself in their armor, reaching up and dabbing at your lip gloss with your ring finger while pushing away fly aways with your other hand

frank refused to move, standing still as statue while you did this

you realized what you were doing, popping but up into a stand position and offering frank a honey-sweet smile

"oh, sorry! thanks for letting me use you as a mirror," you mused, the attractiveness of the guy not lost on you

cutest mirror ive ever seen, you thought and mentally giggled at

"a- any time," replied frank, sort of lost in a daze as he took you in

"im gonna hold you to that," you joked, winking before someone called your name

you were scampering away, throwing a glance and wave over your shoulder at the boy before leaving the arena

frank waved back but far too late, still caught up in just how pretty you were

from that moment on, frank had a plan

what can i say? son of war?? he's gotta know how to strategize sometimes

his big master plan?? seek you out and ask you on a date

i know i know, it sounds kinda a crazy but you gotta trust the process here guys

frank's just a wild, crazy guy i dunno what to tell you

but everyone wanted him to do this as fast as possible

bc they were sick of his yapping about you

"did you see y/n's block today? yeah...she's so cool...and pretty...and-"

"frank...we know. shut up, please."

"did you see y/n's hair today? she definitely was trying something new. should- should i tell her i like it?? is that weird or-"

"frank, she put it in a ponytail. she didn't revolutionize hair-"

"TO ME SHE DID!!!"

his bunkmates are encouraging him to ask you out, simply because if they hear one more thing about you, they're gonna kill frank

little do they know, you guys dating makes it worse

there is no escape from a boyfriend who loves his girlfriend and loves to talk about her

first date? just walking around new rome with coffee

you judge frank for his straight black coffee as you take a sip of your rainbow swirl, whip-cream-crapped-in-a-cup, with spinkles monstrosity that is like three stories high and has cookies stuffed in it...somewhere

frank just takes the teasing, hiding his blush behind his cup

at some point, you grabbed frank's wrist and dragged him towards something, excitedly rambling about whatever it was

and...you just never left go??? your hand slipped from his wrist to his hand and it just...it clicked and it fell into place and it felt right

and now both of you are blushing for the rest of the date but also refusing to let go

big big big fan of walking on the side of the sidewalk with the cars??? ya know what i mean???

like will literally stop the two of you, walk around you to the side with the cars, and then allow you to keep walking

every time he does it, all you can think is that he would rather die to keep you safe

and then you wrapping your arm around his and squeezing into his side with this mushy-gushy smile

he's your number one fan (stalker but in the sweetest way)

oh did you mention one singular time that you hated a certain kind of lip gloss??

oh yeah, no the store that sells that one looking like a pin cushion of arrows is completely unrelated don't even worry about it

will find out your favorite animal and wait until the second or third date to just slip into conversation that he could turn into it, shrugging like its no big deal

it is, in fact, a big deal

your squealing all excitedly before asking quietly if he'd be willing to do it

bro pretends to think it over like he was gonna say no

bffr

look at his lovesick ass and tell me he's not gonna do it

please, don't lie to me rn

within seconds, he's flying around as a bird, or he's flopping around in a fountain as a fish, or he's rubbing into your side as a dog or whatever else

and you're cheering, reaching out to pet his fur or his feathers or his scales

and he's grateful that animals can't blush or stutter out words

will write you love letters and actually sends them in the mail

he pays POSTAGE for the mailman to walk down the street

that mailman always gets so pissed, grumbling about stupid boys in love and slamming the mailbox shut

that's how you know frank sent you something, which leads to you jumping out of bed and running to the mailbox, excitedly ripping it open and stealing the letter before returning to your bunk

and it's always just the sweetest things anyone has ever said another anyone else

rivals shakespeare and jane austen and all those bitches

and it's for your eyes only

you repay frank with romantic gestures

"what are these?" he asked as you presented him with new arrows

"oh, you were complaining about the weight being off so i whittled them down!" you beamed a smile at your awestruck boyfriend

"y/n, there's like fifty of these-"

you polish his arm, remove the feathers and dog hair from his clothes, press kisses to his cheek at every opportunity

you just gotta make sure your boy knows he's loved

and boy does he know when youre around

tbh, i just know frank was always sort of worried love wouldn't find him

what if he's too much like his father?? too rough?? too war-stricken?? too damaged??

what if he's not enough like his mom?

what if-

then you came, showing up without so much as a 'hello' and began wiping away at these thoughts

you showed him that frank zhang is worth of love, esspecially your love

the son of war and the daughter of love together in the softest way

history is a circle fr fr

they just like their mommy and daddy but so much better

to surmise, just a boy who's in love with love's daughter and a girl who's in love with the softest son of war

#postcards from covey ౨ৎ #all my love ౨ৎ #pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus x reader #frank zhang #frank zhang x reader

[angelyuji]

yandere superman headcanons

tw kidnapping, "nice" guys/incel behavior (kinda), isolation as punishment, manipulation, yandere stuff... the usual

yandere clark kent x gn!reader

diana prince is next guys I LOVE WOMEN!!! lemme know abt any tags i miss or just any other superman thoughts (yandere or not) cuz i love superman a lot

hes so big and buff and strong

hhnhsdngnnhnhnngnfhgnnngngn

sorry

ive been obsessed with superman and lois recently and i thought to myself “i need him so bad id do unspeakable things”

ALSOOOOOO have u guys seen the new superman??? ohmygodddd HELLOOO SAILOR

anyway here we go :)

sweetest kindest angel alive… at first glance

actual clark is genuinely the best sweetest guy in the world and i don’t think that would technically change but if anything he’d start buying into the incel/nice guy pills and that’s what would warp him

he’s literally sooo sweet to you (i cant get over how much a of cutie pie clark kent is)

ok pause lemme start from the beginning

when he first met you, he was e n a m o u r e d like he thinks youre the most beautiful person in the world type stuff

at first, the relationship is normal, you guys are friends, study buddies, coworkers, yk normal shit

he’s still super in love but hes kinda aware that its one-sided and he can’t make you like him

you guys are super close friends tho

but as his crush progresses, he starts to consult more than his friends and normal relationship advice, he starts to consult incel chatrooms and subreddits

he wants to go further than friendship with you, but all the guys in these chatrooms are telling him awful things abt u. for example:

‘hi! requesting help for getting out of the friendzone with my friend’ i’ve been friends with them for a long time, but i see them as more than a friend. ive had to watch as they date all these awful people and i just want them to see me more than a friend. any advice is appreciated!

– dude these ungrateful bitches are never gonna see u

– people like them never see the good guy until its too late

– u just gotta make them like u, nobody understands the nice guy until u make them

– all of these responses are so weird, just be normal and flirt a little!

ur stupid fuckign idiot nice guys don’t get a chance till u make them give u chance

women are so fucking stupid

reading all these “helpful” comments really warped his mindset

he went from innocent farm boy to incel misogynist becuz

they have to be right! like why else have u not given him the time of day as more than a friend

so soon, ur gonna notice these changes

he went from being supportive bestie to making snide comments, putting you down, making moves on you that you clearly don’t want

ur hurt, heartbroken, your friend became something unrecognizable

u’ll ask for some distance, just to think abt if u want to continue the friendship and clark will realize that he can’t make you like him from just this

so you’re gonna go home, take a nap, and next thing you know you’re getting snatched from bed by freaking superman

he genuinely believes he’s done the right thing

he’ll bring u to the fortress first. he has everything set up already, so u wont freeze or starve to death

i wont bore with the details but he would NEVER lay a hand on u

that’s NOT my superman

its more like

“i need you to eat something.” clark begs you, his eyes filled with worry. he had crouched down next to where you sat. clark had given you free-reign around his fortress, but you chose to sit in the corner near the entrance.

“fuck you.” you turn away from him, anger dripping from your voice. you haven’t eaten since he brought you to his ice castle, but you can’t remember how long ago that was. you missed home, your friends, your family. you missed freedom. you hear clark sigh.

“you’re gonna get sick if you keep going like this, (y/n).” his hand touches your face and you slap his hand away. you know there was no way you could hurt superman, but he holds his hand looking hurt, and you feel a twinge of guilt. he holds out a bag from Big Belly Burgers and places it next to you.

you scooch back, your back hitting the wall, not willing to back down. “i’ll eat if you let me go.” you feel like a child throwing a tantrum, but you would do anything to go home.

you see him rub his forehead in frustration, “this isn’t working.” he mutters to himself. you don’t say anything, wanting to see what he would do. instead of trying to fight you again, clark picks up the bag. “i’ll come back when you’re ready.” he says.

“come back? what are you talking ab-” in one blast of air, clark was gone and you were alone.

days had gone by, you felt like you were going crazy from the solitude and the hunger. thankfully, clark had left mountains of water bottles for you, so you tried to fill up with those. it wasn’t enough, you had started to miss your kidnapper’s company after many conversations with yourself. all you could do was sleep or stare at the wall, blankly. after a week, you couldn’t take the isolation. “clark?” you call out, weakly. not a moment passes before he appeared before you.

his eyes were filled with pity and worry, “are you ready, sweetheart?” his hands cup your face and you lean into the warmth, nodding.

he could never hurt you. that entire week away was killing him, but the commenters were right. you just needed to know that he was all you needed.

#like and reblog <3 #yandere #x reader #yandere x reader #gender neutral reader #kidnapping #yandere clark kent #yandere superman #yandere clark kent x reader #yandere superman x reader #yandere headcanons #clark kent x reader #superman x reader #incels #hashtag nice guys #isolation #starvation

[babycakezfix]

🍒Favorite Fics🍒

MDNI, 18+

all of the following contain smut

Last Updated: 01/30/24

*none of these are my works, just wonderful amazing fics that ive found, all credit goes to the wonderful authors, also none of the gifs are mine💋*

ps: I will continually update when I find more gold 🫶

Joel Miller

ONESHOTS

Dangerous - enimies to lovers, post breakout, slight angst, smut

Starving - strangers to lovers, smut, slight angst, post-breakout

For Science - friends to lovers, period sex, comfort/fluff

Crave - strangers to lovers, smut, sex worker reader

stranger than a stranger - manipulation, very dark joel, NONCON, perv joel, smut

patrol - caught masturbation, patrol w/ joel, smut

lazaretto - sex pollen, feral joel, !!!!NONCON!!!!

hunger - sex pollen, dubcon, after starving you and joel eat mysterious berries, slight brat!reader, age gap

healed - injured!reader, freinds to lovers, almost noncon (but joel saves reader)

one bed - smut :), stubborn joel (as always), pining (kinda)

alone and forsaken - cockwarming, hurt/comfort, horny!reader, their desperate

buzz - dbf joel, innocent (ish) reader, alcohol, smoking weed, age gap (legal)

truth or dare - dubcon!!! (but reader initiated everything), reader had a sex dream about modurn!au joel and was dared to see how far he'd go, age gap, rough, actually disgusting :)

SERIES

his favorite girl, part i - absolutely amazing, slight smutish? guitar playing joel, no outbreak au, angst

sensational; part ii - find part one on the fic, innocent reader, friends to lovers, smut, angst

Aches - perv joel (🫶), friends to lovers, innocent reader, smut

thoughts - part 2 to aches, friends to lovers, smut

monsters - enemies to lovers-ish, joel and reader clash, reader used to be innocent but now both her and joel are kinda "monsters" as the title says, but they both have a soft spot for ellie

teeth - tension finally breaks, smut, joel makes it seem like a business transaction but they are literally in love with each other <3

one thing i'm missing - literally the sweetest, most amazing joel fic out there. soft!joel, and soft!reader, they're blind, pining, hurt/comfort, eventual smut

feelings on fire - reader is back home from college to her extremely religious parents, joel miller is the new neighbor, corruption, age gap, inexperienced/virgin reader, joel kinda scares me in this ngl

Din Djarin

ONESHOTS

First - (a03 link) virgin din, smut, fluff, hurt/comfort, angst

where to start - virgin din (virgin din owns my heart), slight dom reader, fluffish

virgin mando - virgin din, shy din, slight dom reader, fluff

holy terrain - friends to lovers, sex pollen, clueless readrr, reader gets sex pollen, smut

sex pollen - sex pollen trope, fluff, smut

in the darkness - slight noncon? but enjoys it? smut, jedi reader, entering mandos dreams

midnight excursions - late night surprises, friends to lovers, awkward reader, smut, slight dom mando

just like that - virgin reader, dom mando, one bed kinda, fluff, smut

body heat - filth, absolutely wonderful, dom mando, its cold, basically anything by @absurdthirst is actually amazing, please read their whole ass masterlist 🙏🙏

blue crush - sex pollen, dubcon, rough, it's your birthday

gut wrenching - sex pollen (theres gonna be a lot of these), dubcon, thigh riding, kinda mean mando

chemical feelings - sex pollen (again), mando affected, slight voyeurism

heat - broken air conditioning and forced proximity

to be taken care of - drunk!mando, soft din, drunk sex, feeeelinggss

just a little taste - inexperienced!din, brothel, sex work (but not reader)

focus - telepathic reader, established situationship, slight dom!din, fantasies

cherry waves - sex pollen, affected!reader, mando lends a helping hand

cutting it close - din and reader are bounty hunting in a busy club, they cant be seen, fake dating-ish?

somno - very!dark!din, NONCON, somnophilia, alcoholic reader

one stowaway, why not two - sex pollen, bounty!reader, service top din, helmet stays on, dubcon

take good care - sex pollen, dubcon, service top din, this is so good, please read

deep into the wilderness - sex pollen, dubcon, din gets bit by a snake, desert sex (tatooine)

Frankie Morales

SERIES

pt. 1 endorphins - addict!frankie, best friend reader, (sex instead of drugs), this fic is actually so amazing

pt. 2 addicted - shower sex, masturbation

Ezra (Prospect)

ONESHOTS

sex pollen - (what did we expect guys, im obsessed) dubcon

Bucky Barnes

ONESHOTS

dry humping - sub bucky, smut

win you over - bathroom sex, pining, distractions, fake dating

try to relax - forced proximity, enimies to lovers, locked in a room for hours, weed!use, slight? dubcon cause of said weed, pining

SERIES

kneel, pray and obey - father barnes, literally unholy, smut, innocent reader

unholy sacrifice - 3some, smut, unholy, smutttt, innocent reader

Natasha Romanoff

ONESHOTS

stimulation - sub nat, nipple play, smut, fluffish, established relationship

straight a student - dom nat, smut, teacher x student

Wanda Maximoff

SERIES

cute little family - dark, daddy nat, mommy wanda, wandanat, innocent reader, smut, part 1 is linked to fic

Carmen "Carmy" Berzatto

ONESHOTS

the panic of love - fluff, angst, smut, very fluffy smut, feeelinggss (ik, but its worth it). hes such a gentleman

Tate Langdon

ONESHOTS

ouija board - tate has been watching reader for awhile, she and her friends decide to use an ouija board, kinda? dubcon?, soft!tate, smut

eyeliner - pining, idiots in love, tate being a teenage boy!, he's honestly feral in this one

Jimmy Darling

ONESHOTS

i held my nose and took a drink - this fic is so good trust me, reader is hypnotist, love potion (sex pollen trope), drunk jimmy, its sex pollen so dubcon, they've always had a crush on each other

chantilly lace - virgin!reader, soft smut, the tupperware party, friends pressure reader into seeing jimmy, jimmy being so sweet so charming so amazing i love him so much. oh also prostitute!jimmy

Kyle Spencer

(these are probably all going to be franken!kyle cause he's so babygirl)

ONESHOTS

in the end of the night, i can feel your warmth - franken!kyle, primal?ish?, kyle does stuff off of instinct, praise, sweet kyle, sexual guidance/coaching

feed my frankenstein - primal!kyle, franken!kyle, stripper!reader, zoe and madison are irresponsible(in this), biting, rough smut, blood

unsupervised tablet time - kyle somehow comes across p0rn on his tablet, he comes to you for help, slight dubcon? at the start, so fluffy, the fluffiest

Kai Anderson

ONESHOTS

howlin' for you - dubcon, slight NONCON? reader is winters best friend, rough, enemies to lovers (but not really), halloween :) this one is honestly so hot

Peter Maximoff

ONESHOTS

Bitchin - smut without plot, slight public stuff, he's so babygirl

sunlight - smut, clairvoyant reader, porn with plot, virgin reader, its honestly so good, please read it

SERIES

pt 1 pt 2 honeysuckle - sex pollen (I'm so sorry its my favorite) smut, porn with plot, this is amazing, beautiful, so hot.

#joel miller fanfic #mandalorian fanfic #din djarin fanfic #ahs fanfic #american horror story #even peters #pedro pascal #bucky barnes #wandanat #carmen berzatto #kai anderson fanfic #jimmy darling fanfic #tate langdon fanfic #kyle spencer fanfic #frankie morales fanfic #ezra spector fanfic #ahs smut #tlou smut #pedro pascal smut #carmen berzatto smut #evan peters smut

[dunnswrld]

could you do johnny with a playmate!reader? i feel like he would be her biggest fan ever omg-

im so happy im not the only one who has thought of this-

he would eat this up for breakfast, lunch, dinner, AND dessert.

johnny would be so in love with the idea that you’re a playmate, i mean wasn’t every little boys dream at some point to date a real like playboy bunny?

there was something about you being basically a sex symbol to millions of people but you were only his. no one elses. no matter how many guys bought your posters, magazines, and shirts with you on them you were only his. he just loved the fact that so many people wanted you but you were his pretty smoking hot girlfriend.

and when word first got spread you two had a thing going on the press only seemed to focus on it for weeks, you and johnny on the face pf many celebrity gossip magazines. johnny couldn’t help but feel cocky when he saw the headline, “famous playboy bunny yn yl secretly hooking up with jackass star johnny knoxville?!” plastered on every magazine in his grocery store for weeks.

dont even get him started on those interviews.

“johnny it’s rumored you’re dating model and playmate yn yl, is the rumor true?”

“why don’t you ask her next time you see her about reverse cowgirl and see how flustered she gets. maybe that’ll answer your question.”

ugh he would love taking you out on dates, like adore it. his favorite thing to do is take you out to eat or even just for coffee. he loves sitting across from you at whatever table your at because he can really look at your face and remind himself how pretty you really are.

he loves walking down the street with you hand-in-hand with a big smile on his face while he makes you laugh with some stupid joke he told. or possibly the other way around and your

he also totally teases you when he finds one of your playboy magazines in the store.

“yn is this you?! i didnt know you were so dirty- oh my god! you have your ta-ta’s out in this one!”

“johnny shut up we are in a gas station! everyone can hear you!”

speaking of your magazines he would have every single one you were in, if you were on the cover you better believe he has a protective sleeve on it and had his favorite cover you were on possibly even framed. but if you are only on a page or two you best believe johnny had ripped the pages out and the rest of the magazine is discarded or given to steve-o.

but he loves you so much and thinks you’re just the sweetest thing ever, he doesn’t care about all those brain dead assholes (as he calls it) that call you disgusting names because you model for playboy and expose some skin or say that you’ll never find true love because you’re hyper-sexual. it totally breaks his heart when those comments get to you :(

“johnny?”

“yeah sweeheart?”

“i know this maybe stupid but you’re not only with me cause i do playboy right?”

“yn- sweetheart- no not at all. i love you because you are you. you’re the kindest, funniest, easiest going, and prettiest girl ive ever seen. you being a playmate- or whatever its called- is only a plus to dating you. i would never use you for that sweetheart.”

he’s literally just the most supportive and sweetest boyfriend ever!!!!

#jackass #johnny knoxville #johnny knoxville imagines #johnny knoxville imagine #johnny knoxville headcanon #johnny knoxville headcanons #johnny knoxville fanfiction #johnny knoxville fanfic #johnny knoxville x reader #jackass imagine #jackass imagines #jackass headcannon #jackass headcannons #jackass fanfiction #jackass fanfic #jackass one shot #jackass forever #jackass x reader

[plainemmanem]

being invited over to dilf!steve’s place for a lil dinner date or something and things get steamy after little harrington goes to bed but she wakes up and interrupts u…

BRRRRRRRRR

you come over cause you’ve been innocently chatting anytime you guys see each other around town, and one day he’s like “would you possibly wanna come over for like a drink or something? not- not like ‘oh i wanna get you drunk’ or anything just like- do you wanna have dinner sometime? i’ll cook?” and you go over and you have a cheesy little dinner and it’s so casual and domestic and he shows you the house and stuff and the whole time he’s so shy and bashful about it like “i wanted to take ya out on a big, fancy dinner date, but i’d hate to ruin her schedule, it’s sometimes hard to get her down to sleep” and there’s little miss harrington asleep in her little princess bed that he helped decorate WAHHHHH and eventually you do end up having a drink together and you’re just chatting and sitting a little closer than just “friendly” on the couch and the alcohol is melting your judgements just a little bit and he ends up slowly leaning in and giving you the softest kiss and he’s like “ive been wanting to do that since the first time we met” and then you’re getting a little hot and heavy on the couch— you straddling him and tugging his hair a tad and he’s arched up into you and his eyes lull closed and his lips are all swollen and puffy and he’s letting out little groans and whimpers and his hands are so hot and all over your body and then you hear a little squeak from the steps like “daddy?” and you both freeze and look up immediately and he goes beet red and your cheeks flush a tad, both flustered and embarrassed. and you slowly lean off of him as he’s like “what’s up, sweetheart?” and he gets up to grab her and put her on his hip and her face is a little puffy from tears and she’s like “had a bad dream:(“ and steve immediately softens and coos at her like “it’s ok, honey, daddy’s here now. daddy’s got you princess.” and him being so gentle with her is simultaneously the sweetest and hottest thing you’ve ever seen.

#steve harrington x reader #steve harrington #steve harrington x you

[manicpixiedreamcurl]

i dont even like stranger things that much, but eddie has a grip on me like noooo other lmaooooo

he reminders me of a lot of rotties ive met who look like scary dogs, like they dont know their own weight/play rough, but are also the single goofiest dogs you'll ever meet, super dramatic if theyre not getting attention from their favourite people, only rough with people who can handle it but very gentle with those who cant, super protective, eager to please and so so sweet (so yea thats basically eddie)

he reminds me so much of that, like he just wants to be loved for who he is, and openly love someone else without being seen as just a casual one night stand, or an interesting couple dates, or too scary and different to even be approached yknow. i bet he daydreams about commitment ahkshdkjflfj

i think thats why i like your eddie so much cause he's protective of others and knows how to use his image to protect himself, but is also the silliest, sappiest, sweetest person ever and you write that side of him so well!!

i dont know where im going with this qukdhdkgd i just really like how you write eddie!

Thank you!!! Show opinions and rambling about my sweetest goofy feral boy Eddie under the cut 💖💖💖

Stranger Things is a questionable show, that's the truth of it. I think the first season was brilliant and part of the reason I liked season 4 so much was because it got back that sort of scooby doo vibe that was so fun about the first one, that the Hawkins gang were trying to work everything out and getting into hijinks ahaha. But the whole Russia storyline? Simply could have done without it. There was a post going round a while ago that was like st 1 was good because it was about things but now stranger things is just about stranger things and I think that hit the nail on the head.

I think it benefits from interesting characters and very good casting all round. The young people in the show are (or were now?) uniquely good child actors (Gaten, Caleb and Sadie in particular imo). Also think Joe Keery was an inspired choice for Steve. He brought such brilliant vulnerability to Steve, so great to watch the scene of him seeing Nancy and Jonathan through the window and just before Nancy slaps him how sad he looks when he's trying to put on a tough front; 'I was worried about you.' My god. I DIGRESS.

Eddie <333 EDDIE <3333333 I think I've established I could talk about him for a million years. He haunts me. First just the thought of somebody being treated poorly by God knows how many people, and ending up as someone who collects bullied kids and gives them a safe place 'we showed you that high school didn't have to be the worst years of your lives' JESUS FUCK IF ONLY. Would have been nice. Idk if I've mentioned but I'm PRETTY SHY irl so...yeah. Would have been nice.

And THEN I think about the fact he used his last words to make Dustin promise to look after the group...to tell him that he loves him!!! Can't think about it too much but my God. That's so important. That's his priority in that moment. His little group having somebody to look after them fuck I'm crying.

AND that he tells Dustin to never change!!!! This little bullied boy!!! Like Eddie himself was when he was young!!!! AaaaaaaggggggggghhhhhhHhhhhhHHhhhhHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

And also he's so sweet to Chrissy. Just like the sweetest. Sees this girl silently screaming for help and puts the effort into making her feel SAFE!!! Giving her a little GIGGLE at HIS EXPENSE. FUCK.

So yes I think you are exactly right. I think he plays up to what people think of him when he knows he's not going to be able to change their mind and he thinks well fuck it hate me more then. I think he could swing a punch if he had to and if he was being hit he'd keep being provocative but I feel it in my BONES that he flirts with straight boys who are bullying him to make them wildly fucking uncomfortable I JUST KNOW IT cause I think he loves pushing buttons.

But yes, the sweetest around people who need it. And desperate to be loved and accepted. I think you're right I think he might have a go at one night stands cause he's a horndog it can't be denied but he thinks about somebody just adoring him and wanting him all the time and doing things for eachother and them not being ashamed of him or wanting him to change him and man...I must stop.

In summary, anon. Agreed. And thank you very much. Thinking about how kind and wonderful a relationship with him would be makes my chest pang. Sweetest goofiest boy, owner of my heart.

#i once again am psychoanalysing eddie munson #i wrote you a fucking essay anon sorry about that ahahahs #ask #anon

[kylorengarbagedump]

YOU AND BASTILLIA ARE DATING!????? THIS IS THE CUTEST THING IVE SEEN TODSY DKDJEKDKKDKK i feel like when mj/spider-man fans found out zendaya and tom were dating in real life 😭❤️❤️❤️

LOL yep, she's actually the best cutest most beautiful smartest kindest sweetest and most talented person I know so I feel pretty damn lucky!

#nerd whinings #cuties

[icefire467]

so normally for something like this i would talk to this guy that im close to but if i did he would feel as if it was directed to him as well, which it is, but thats not the point right now. The point is

I am never anyones first choice.

I am not who someone looks for as soon as they get to school.

I am not who my cousin wants to be around even though i haven't seen her in months.

I am not who someone wants on their team.

I am not someone that people want to talk to.

The things people want me for are never for me its for them.

I am who they call when they hate themselves.

I am who they ask if they want advice.

I am who they want when no one else is there.

I am so tired of being everyone's second choice. I go out if my way to do everything and anything for them. Put ny life on hold for thdm at the drop of a hat. But they can't even bother to choose me.

My parents would rather go to some random movie than be around me, they would rather villianize my intersets hobbies because theyre a bit weird than just let me love the weird things. They have chosen my grandparents comfort over my sanity, my cousin's comversation over my crisis and each other's happiness over my pain.

My favorite cousin got married a few months ago, the first time i see her she glances right over me to my dad. I want to be around her, nope her husband is there all the time. She said she would make time for me. She forgot. So i suffered in silence like i always do.

My best friend, said she would be there for me through everything. She dropped over a rumor that came from an untrustworthy source, about someone shes never met. Instead if believing me, several of his friends, the untrustworthy sources exs, the untrustworthy sources friends, several people who knew everyone involved and his current girlfriend.

Now the guy the rumos was about. The guy that im close to who i would normally talk about this stiff to. My former best friend dropped me because i liked him. I still do. He has a girlfriend, one if my friends, she knows all of us are fine with dating other people. So i accidentally confess to him, the girlfriend is chill with it, he said he's pictured it before and liked it. We talk about it multiple times of maybe having a full relationship. At this point i realize im in love with him because of course thats what happens. The best i could get is friends with benefits, im going to take it because at this point im willing to take anything he gives me. Pathetic i know, but he is really one of the best things to happen to me. This guy has talked me out of sh out of ending it, and never asked for anything in return. His girlfriend is one of the sweetest people ive ever met. I can't say i blame him for choosing her. But that doesn't make it hurt any less.

Is it too much for me to want to the first choice?

#vent #second choice

[angelinechastain]

the first chapter of my book called Before Us

I killed her. I fucking killed her. The glass went through her skull. My life feels ruined, it feels like I’m losing everything, like my friends. I basically dropped my full love to travel across the country to live somewhere else. This feels illegal. I miss them so very much. But I’m Nerezza, hi and this is my life. We just moved to LA from New York City, and this is the worst thing ever. I hate this. I fucking hate this. I know it's two big cities and it's for my own good, I know it's for the people who hate me. They hate me because they think I killed Gemma. It wasn't my fault. Or at least that's what they want me to think for my “mental health”. But I really think that they just want me to stay sane at this point. I hate the fact that I felt like everyone seemed to hate me. 

Well, except for my friends, Ollie, Jack, Lexis, and Henry. They stuck with me during our last few months of sophomore year. I'm in junior year now, and I can't deal with the fact that they aren't here with them. I miss them and it's been too long, it's been like two weeks since ive seen them in person. I miss them so much. I call them every  day. I’ve known them for around 1st grade,  and they have been my best friends ever since. 

Moving is one of the worst things in the world. It's the worst thing in the world. I have no friends here, nobody but my family to comfort me, sure I’m close to them, but I need someone other than three guys, (even if two of them are gay, and very sterotypical sometimes) I need a girl to hang out with. Like even at home, I was friends with three guys and a girl. Henry, Jack, and Ollie are the sweetest guys in the world, but I definitely would have gone psycho without Lexis around to keep me sane. I hope she stays sane without me.

 And of course I loved the boys, but they were like an extension of my brother at times, like, we were all at lunch and someone yelled at me that I was a “murdering bitch”, Ollie and Jack held his arms as Henry used the guy as a human punching bag. I honestly have no fucking idea howe they got away with that. Maybe it's because they are rich and white, I mean their dads were like part of the royal family at one point. Like that shit. 

Me and Gemma had the best relationship, I definitely had a crush on her, but that's not the point. We spent all our time together. And I loved that. I loved the fact that we were so close. She always smelled like vanilla. The smell always calmed me. It makes me feel like I'm floating, like I'm not really here, that I'm somewhere else. The fact that it all happened so fast and the fact that person just had to drive drunk and hit us, killing her. Killing the person that I loved forever. Forever and always. I just can't. He tried to apologize, but there's no apologies for stuff like that. 

I now live in la, without anyone to beat someone up for me. They helped me with my room to help with the adjustment to La. My bedroom is white theme, white sheets, paintings with light colors, white desk, with books on it, pictures of me with my family and me with them, I was on henrys back, while Lexis was on Jacks back, and Ollie was in the middle of us taking the picture. I have an arm around Henry and I'm holding Lexis’s hand. Lexis and Jack are dating and it's quite obvious in this picture. She was kissing his cheek and he was smiling so big. God, I miss them. There's a white wicker chair as the desk chair. I have pictures on the wall. Like in a heart. All of me and my friends. I have a bookshelf filled with romance books. There are white curtains around my beds. They are clear and have little gems. I always spray vanilla perfume in my room to make sure it never smells bad. I hate dirt and bad smells. It's really just a pet peeve I guess.  

♡

I let out a sigh as I lay on my bed, I'm on my stomach, when I lay on my back I feel fat, and I mean ya I'm plus sized, but that's nolt the point. I'm on my computer, scrolling through youtube, trying to find something to make sure I won’t die of boredom. Kurtis conner videos, Danny gonzalez videos, and a couple other random people that I don't know, or really care about. There's nothing to do without friends here. Like I love my brother and my dads, but daddy doesn't have time to hang out with me, he’s out at work, and I get it. He runs his own fucking business. But still and dad, the model. I am a nepo baby. I will forever know that, I hate when people try to deny it, because we are. It's just me and Ryan in the house currently and I really like that. It's just fun. 

I decide to call Henry, I open his contact, and I realize that we’re in different time zones. I look it up, 3 hours apart, they are ahead. It's 10 right now so I could probably call. I tap the call button. He picks up immediately. “Hey” he prolongs the Y in the hey.

“Hey I miss you guys” I say looking at his facial features, he looks better in person. 

“Just a sec” he says as he starts clicking on his phone. He adds Ollie, Jack, and Lexis to the call. It takes a couple seconds to get them on the call. 

“Heyy” they all say in unison. 

I smile at their jinx. “Hey guys. I miss you so much,” I say. 

“We miss you too,” says Lexis. “I cant tell you how much I cant deal with hanging out with just boys all the fucking time” she puts the phone on her vanity as she ties up her long brown hair. 

“Are you getting ready for basketball?” I ask as I look at my walls. I should really hang up some pictures. It would make it so much better. 

“Yep” she says as she goes off camera, presumably to put on her uniform. 

Lexis is really into basketball since like 8, she's always trying to get on varsity. And she's always on it. It's been her passion forever. We’ve always gone to her games and the fact that I can't be there for her. Our whole friend group helps her when she loses, and I'm the only one who can go into the girls bathroom when she lost the championships. The fact that I'm not with her right now, that makes me feel sad. I always wanted to support them, but now I can't. 

I smile as I think about the time at the last game I went to. “When's your next game?” I ask as I lay down. 

“Uh in two weeks” she says as she gets back into frame. 

“We will record it for you,” Jack says. 

“Thanks” I say smiling. 

“What's happening in Hollywood right now?” asks Henry. 

“Bitch I've been here for like two weeks. I can't know” I say 

“Ugh you should just know LA girl” says Ollie. 

“What the fuck did you just call me bitch?” I say sitting up, pretending to be angry for the effect of the joke. “Care to say that to my face?” 

“Fucking LA girl” sings Henrny with a big smile on his face. Ollie ecos him as he laughs

“Nobody fucking likes you guys. shut up” I say smiling at them, remembering how they have made me laugh. The way they always tried to make me laugh, and I've always loved how they are so thoughtful, the way they care about each other, and me. 

♡

We end up talking for hours and just talking about life. We ended because Lexis had to go to practice, which made me feel like I'm missing something, like I'm not there. I'm missing the way things were. It feels like I'm going to feel like I'm gonna be disconnected from them. I am going to miss them, I hope they don’t forget about me. 

I hear a knock at the door and I look up. It's Ryan. “Hey” I say as I look at my computer. I open a tab and I start to look up the snake google game.

“Hey bestie” he says as comes and sits on my bed. 

“What the absolute fuck did you just call me?” I ask him as I look him right in the eyes. 

He laughs a little, “Never” he says smiling. I put up the middle finger at him. “Oh my gosh” he says “so rude” he puts the back of his hand to his forehead, he pretends to faint on my bed. 

I push him jokingly and I say “Shut up oh my god” he laughs and turns on his stomach. 

“Dude what are you doing?” he asks as he turns my computer to see my search for jobs. “Job? You do know we don’t need those.” hs says to me. 

I roll my eyes and say “We’re gonna need them in the future”. 

“Stop being responsible, making me look bad” he laughs as he looks at my computer screen. “How about this one?” he asks, clicking on a link. 

I look over his shoulder for a listing of a babysitter for a family with 4 children. “I can't do that!” I wine. “There's too many kids,” I say, trying to wiggle my way out of this one somehow. 

“You like kids though?” he asks as he looks up at me. 

“Ya but I was thinking more like I don't know, like mcdonalds” I say, “easy shit”. 

He sighs at me and says “dude just stop, like do it. Al”so what about karens? Don’t they yell all the time, report you all of the time. That’d be the worst. Don't you think?”  He pushes me a little.

“Fine, fine, I'll do it” I let out as I rolled my eyes. 

“Here “ he says as he clicks something and it’s a listing for a babysitter. The family looks like a really rich family, they were paying 35 dollars an hour. There has to be a catch, but do I care, not really. I just want that money. Like a normal person. 

“Fine, fine.” I say smiling at the screen. I scroll down to a description. I know that this might be unsafe, but I don't care, I really want the money. 

Babysitter wanted 

We have two kids (2,4). A boy, Jamie (4) and a girl, Alex (2). We are looking for a high school aged student. There aren't any allergies. We live in LA, this job will only be on the weekends, all day. They will need help with cleaning their rooms, reading, going to the bathroom, and bedtime. Our email is [email protected]. 

“Sure, sure,” I say as I click on the email. It has a profile picture of a bald white man who is hugging two little kids. A little girl with pigtails, and a little boy, who looks a bit older than the girl, maybe two years. The little boy is wearing a red shirt with a baseball cap. The little girl is wearing a flowery dress with a bow on the waist, she has pigtails and is holding a lollipop.  They seem so cute, I hope they're not terrible. Like they don't make a fuss all of the time. The little girl looks innocent enough. But I know the more innocent they look, the weirder they are. “What should I say?” I ask. 

“How about ‘hi I’m Nerezza and I am interested in babysitting your kids, I am 16 and I am available. I am available everyday at night, or on the weekend.’ easy as that” he states like it's so obvious. It's not. I hate the fact that he's better with words than me, I mean I know he wants to be a writer, but still. He’s just like someone that likes sports, a jock, but a smart jock. It feels like he's always trying to one up me, I know he's not. But it always feels like he is. 

“What no” I say as I look at him. “What if I want to go out with someone?” I ask. 

“Dude you're not going out with someone” he states as he looks at me with an annoyed look on his face. 

“Why not?” I question him. 

“Because, y’know. You're my sister” he says. “Just don't wanna see you dating, you're my little sister”. 

I type in the email ‘on weekends’ “there, I put in everyday” I lie. 

“Thank you,” he says, looking at me as I send the email.”How are you doing?” he asks, putting his hand on mine.  

“Fine, why?” I ask, looking at him, putting my other hand on top of his hand.

“Because of the move, I know moving has been hard.” he says looking at me with real care in his eyes. He hugs me and kisses me on the forehead. 

He always looks concerned when I'm sad. Because well he's always been this way. Protective, I guess, like a normal big brother. But our parents are always proud of him and he's always the favorite, I can tell. Just because hes got good grades and is just like always a great guy. Parents always say they don't have a favorite kid. But I feel like they are always lying. It's not his fault but it kind of is. If he wasn't so perfect they wouldn't care about him more. That's why back home, or what was home, I would sleep around. They always tried to stop me, but they knew they couldn't. I think that was the thrill of being bad. Or what I thought was bad. And of course being the daughter of a Paris fashion week model and a famous fashion designer. I got a lot of recognition of the fact that I was the “bad girl” or something like that. And I know people at the school will find out because of the press, but I want to stay as normal as possible. 

I look at him “I'm fine I promise, it's just thinking that it's gonna be hard, leaving the people that ive known forever” I say looking down, knowing if I don't I'll cry, holding back gasps of tears, knowing I wont see them as much and they will probably find someone to replace me with. Replace the idea of me, to find someone to fill the void of me.

“You’ll make new friends here” he pauses “i promise”. 

“Fine , fine” I say as I look up at him, “but if I don't, you owe me ten dollars”. 

He laughs as he puts his head down on the bed. “Other than friends, what are you afraid of?” he asked me. 

“People finding out,” I say. People can’t find out about gemma and what happened. Its just gonna fuck up my life again. I feel so guilty for something I didn't do. 

“They won't, and if they do and they care, they won't after I talk to them, promise” he says. 

I laugh, “stop” I say “I don't need you to protect me anymore, i'm not twelve”. 

“Are you sure you're ok? And you’ll always be twelve to me” he  asked looking into my eyes, to try to calm me down, from all of this shit that has happened to me. 

“Yes. Yes, I promise.” he looks at me with an eyebrow up. “Seriously” I smiled at him.  

“Ok, well now I'm gonna go hang out in the living room, if you're sure” he walks to the door and stops. “Oh and by the way, my friends that I just met a couple days ago at the senior party.” he looks at me. 

“Ok,” I say. “Wait”  He looks at me with a bit of confusion. “What are their names?” I ask, looking up at him with questioning eyes. I wanna see if they have cool names. I ju​st wanna judge them before I know them. Like any sane person would. 

“ Ty  and Louis, they are twins” he says as he walks out of the room, I watch I’m as he closes the door, the smell of him still lingering somewhere. I grab the vanilla perfume. I spray it around my room, not because I don't like the smell of him. It's just that I like the smell of him, I just like vanilla better. He always smells like weather sweat, because he plays lacrosse, or he smells like lavender, I really like the smell, or a mix of both. By the way, it really smells like shit. I hate the fact that he has to smell all the time. 

Once he closes the door, I run to the window and open it. I open one of the desk drawers as I grab the box of cigarettes and the lighter. I crawl out the window and I sit on the roof, I look out as I get out a cigarette and light it. I put it to my lips and suck lightly. I put my head back as I blew out the smoke from my mouth. I smile as it calms me. I look down at the street that's below the house. I watch the cars speeding by. I smile at how rich the cars look. They are all white or some flashy colors. They’re still pretty, of course. But they are still rich. All the things that have happened in the last 6 months come back to me as tears form in my eyes. 

I let out a sigh as I put the cigarette to my mouth, I inhaled lightly and let the smoke out. A tear falls from my eyes, I put my head down and I wipe the tears from my face. I keep smoking the cigarette as I cry at the fact that my life feels like it's falling apart, like I just can't. I had to move across the country to keep my life safe. I had to move from my friends and the people that I’ve known forever. I just hope that I can make some friends and make people like me. I let out a sigh and I looked to my right. There's trees surrounding the pool and I smile at the fact that there's a bigger place where I live now. I look to my left to see the rest of the house, with a big roof and another floor of the house.

I lay down on the roof and I lifted my leg to put it down on the roof. I look at the sky and I smile at the sky. The sky is so blue and has clouds floating around, there's one that looks like someone singing with a microphone, which I find really cool.I’ve been smoking since the crash, it's been months and i've just been hooked. My dads don't know of course. Well cause they wouldn't like it of course. But right now I just don't care. Theres just so much going on right now, so why the fuck not. And ya know fake IDs and shit. But I digress it calms me, knowing that I will always have this thing in my pocket. 

Once I'm done with the cigarette, I climb back into the window and I dust off my ass. I put a mint in my mouth and I sprayed my body with body spray to get the smoke smell off of me. I set down the bottle as I walked to my bed. I let myself fall onto the bed. It feels like I'm laying on a cloud. I close my eyes and I think for a second, about random things that I feel good about. Like how when I'm with my brother, family and friends. About how the school will be. I hope that I won't be the outcast of the school. I just hope it won't happen to me. I’m entering my junior year and I don't know how it’ll go. I hope it’ll be fine,

 ♡

Ty  Sounds like a nice name, seems like someone that I could get along with. But Louis sounds weird, I don't know, just gives me bad vIbes.  Ty  Sounds cool, Louis doesn't. Maybe it's just me, but that's just my opinion. I just don't see the point of naming your child Louis. It's such an old name. Like king louis the 4th. Just sounds wrong. I mean you do you I guess. But I don't know. I'm just very jugey I guess. I can admit that i am. 

I opened my school schedule, to see all of the easiest classes I could find to sign up for. I chose German for my language this year, since I already know some of it. I smile to see how many frees I have. I didn't take art this year because I don't know. And it's just boring. I feel like I should, I don't wanna fail. I look up the school to see what it looks like, it's really big. Like huge. It has a huge cafeteria, library, and locker area. 

I look for my own, not knowing what my locker number is. They all look nice, the whole school looks so nice, nicer than my old school for sure. The lockers are super big and tall. They are all in a line outside of the class rooms. I love all of the school, it's also the outside that's really nice. It looks like Niagra falls, just without the waterfall. Its so fucking buetiful. There's a forest that surrounds a little wood house that has a little door. Presumably for little kids. It's a private school from preschool to senior year. So that's fun. There's a little quad that has benches and chairs. It has tables with chairs surrounding the tables. 

 The campus makes my old one look like a fucking dump. And that was like one of the fanciest places in the area. I think I will love this place, maybe. Just maybe. But it might be betraying my old friends and home by maybe liking this place. But maybe, just maybe it’ll be ok. I hope so. I really do. 

I get up from the bed and I walk to the shower and I turn on the shower. I let out a sigh as I got undressed. I closed the bathroom door and I feel the water, still cold. I go to the mirror and I smile at myself.  I get my phone and turn on the music. The song “Power” by Little Mix plays. I connect it to the speaker in the bathroom. I grab my hairbrush and I start to brush my hair as I dance around a little bit. I open my drawer and I grab the cleanser and my toner for after the shower. I grab the scrub and the razor. 

I put them down on the bench before I do anything. I then get in the shower with the razor and scrub. I let the hot water run down my body for a couple seconds before I start to wash my hair. I grab my shampoo as I close my eyes to let my fears go away with the water. I squeeze the shampoo out and I scrub the shampoo into my scalp. It smells like roses and flowers. I let the water go through my hair to wash out the shampoo. I grab the conditioner and I put it on the ponytail of my hair.

 I grab the soap and scrub it on my body, the soap smells like lavender. I love the suds on my body. I wash off all the soap from my body and hair. I grab the razor and the scrub. I scrub my legs with rough soap. I start to shave the little hairs, they always annoy me. The scrub smells of vanilla and rose. I used the water from the shower to wash off the little hairs on my legs. 

Once I'm out of the shower I grab my towel and I rub off all of the water. I go to the mirror and I look at my face. I sigh and grab my clothes. I changed into a big t-shirt and some black pj pants that are way bigger than is necessary. But who needs nice fitting pants? I grab my phone from the bathroom counter, I turn off the music, it was playing Bigger Than Me by Louis tomlinson. I walk to my bed and sit on the bed. I let out a sigh as I looked around the room studying my surroundings. 

 I put my phone onto the bedside table and I walk to my desk and I sit down. I let out a sigh and I open my computer.

I hear a knock on the door as I start to type on a doc, “Honey” Dad yells into my room before he comes in.

“Come in” I say, not looking back at the door to see him walk in. 

The door creaks as the door opens a little. He fills the room with the smell of his pine body wash. It comforts me in a way, to know that every time I smell pine, I think of my dad. My dad sits on my bed and says “would you be interested in a trip to france for two weeks? The school offers it for all of the French students every year. Seems like something you’d be interested in,” he says as he looks at me with the warmest smile in the world. 

“Sure, that seems fun enough. It'd be good to learn” I say as I look back at my dad. There's a silence for a second. 

He smiles at me and opens his mouth “great i’ll put in the deposit.” he stands up. He gives me a hug and kisses my forehead. He goes to the door “i love you” he says before he walks out of the room. 

I look at him as he stands there, “love you too”. He walks out of the room and I drop my head on my desk. I smile at myself, knowing I got away with smoking on the roof of the house. It makes me so happy, knowing I could probably do whatever I could. By the end of this year I could smoke in every room of the house. It's my goal for my junior year. But at the end of the day I just wanna pass my classes and maybe just maybe find someone to be with. And I know that maybe i will be happy here. Just maybe. I know that one day I have to get over her death, but today, tomorrow and the day after that isn't that day. Or at least I dont think it will be.

I get to recreate myself at this new school, to be a new person, a person that is something different from what I was last year, something different from the person that's haunted by her best friend that she thought she killed. But they all say she didn't. And nobody will ever find out because I will never tell anyone. And if they find out? They find out. And my life will be ruined, the best thing we can do is move to germany. I mean I speak German so I could just move. Boarding school, ya’know? Just have fun. I'd be willing to do that. But that's not the point. I'm gonna be ok here. I just know it. It's gonna be something that I get through. I will get through this, being new, and not having any friends other than my brother. Well maybe his friends too but that's not the point. Not having any friends that are girls, who understand me. 

#writers on tumblr #creative writing #first chapter

[drageverywhere]

I wrote the long message i dont think you come off mean but of course i dont hate V! I love her!! That’s why we’re all here lol. She’s the most entertaining person ive ever seen and CAN BE the sweetest person in the world when she wants to be. We just have seen what she’s like in fights on tv and have heard her true dating story where she flipped a table and saw how she was with brooke lynn and other suspected people she dated when she felt some type of way. There’s a pattern and it’s not a healthy way of interacting! Before this part of me thought the problem was her choice in guys but i dont see why a perfectly polite midwestern Disney boy who has only ever acted calm and sweet as far as we know would be liking those things about toxic and manipulative if that wasn’t what his experience of the situation felt like. Yes thats his side of it yes we’ll never know exactly what happened but it fits with what V has been saying too. I dont think it’s helpful to blindly defend our favs, just assume theyre the victim of any situation because we love them, and never consider their part in things or that they could be in the wrong or at least not perfect. Maybe im completely wrong! Maybe jack is a big ol nasty badmouthing liar and V is a perfect angel who acted completely rational and cordial the entire time and this is total slander! Maybe jack is somehow completely different in private and a terrible person despite the fact that all his comments from people on social media sound like he’s a nice guy and a good friend! I’m just saying what it looks like

[kimoralov3]

i just realized I've never done a post about just random was headcanons, and that is something that needs to be remedied

enjoy these random shang-chi headcanons :)

also mild spoilers? i don't think its anything too big that you couldn't have guessed from the trailers

i think i speak for everyone when i say: this man is fine as fuck

and i feel like subconsciously he knows that, he just isn't one to brag about it

i feel like he gives the greatest hugs i mean have you seen those arms

idk why but i felt like he ate crayons/play doh when he was younger (its ok babes i did too)

he's definitely the type to admire you from afar

like he thinks you're really sweet and adorable, but he just doesn't think that he's your type (which is a lie this man is everyone's type)

honestly there's only a 45% chance he'll ask you out without some sort of push from katy

but if katy isn't pushing him to ask you out

and you're pursuing him (flirting, insinuating that you're free, etc.)

he would take a while to catch on

if he doesn't catch on, one of two things will happen

either katy tells him to stop being oblivious and tells him that you're hitting on him

or you just straight up tell him

"shaun, i have been flirting with you for the past 6 months. do you wanna go on a date or not" "you were flirting with me?"

im sure ive said this before, but he is literally the sweetest boyfriend ever

like i feel like he can't cook for shit, but he's willing to learn just for you (he'd probably sign the two of you up for couples cooking classes)

if he can tell you'd had a bad day at work/school he'd make you your favorite tea and giving you a massage without you even needing to ask

i feel like he's the type of boyfriend to make you a playlist of songs that remind him of you

once you guys had been dating for a while (like at least a year) he'd finally tell you about his past

he was scared as to what your reaction would be, but he couldn't keep the truth from you for any longer

"so to hide from your dad, you changed your name from shang-chi to shaun? babe i love you but c'mon." "i was 15!"

nothing really changed between the two of you after that, in fact it weirdly brought you closer to each other

he no longer had to hide his panic attacks and nightmares from you, because now you could help him through them

but he'd definitely be worried about your safety, even more now since you know about his past, so he'd teach you how to fight

"i couldn't handle it if you got hurt because of my past."

#shang chi #xu shang chi #shang chi x reader #shang chi headcanons #shang chi imagines #shang chi imagine #shang chi fanfiction #shang chi and the legend of the ten rings

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Fic Recs❤

Since i love fic recs so much and I am literally hogging each one of them, I thought it would be fun to have one of my own, These are the ones that are my absolute favorites and I have literally lost count of the times I have been going back and re-reading them. This is just one part of it though and these are all series. I have a separate list for one-shot, I don't know if this is how a fic rec should look, ?But ive tried to keep it simple.💖❤🤞

Completed:

The Pact - By @alpacaparkaseok

This is the first ever fic that i had read on tumblr, It just popped on my feed and i am glad it did. Its really beautiful and to be honest THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DATES I HAVE READ OR HEARD ARE RIGHT HERE.

Organic - By @ppersonna

This ones a social media au, Its sassy, super fun since the start and there isn't a dull moment. I had almost died laughing at the OC and Jins chemisrty and the rest of them as well . My all time go to if i am feeling super dull.

Who's Your Daddy? By @ppersonna

This is another social media au and my goodness this is as silly as sweet and mind you as sexy as it gets. This is altogether another level. Everything is perfection amplified here❤❤

Inevitable By @ahundredtimesover

This one hit home. I read the first chapter and god damn i was hooked like nobody's business. This one is super super close to me, One because Mimi has literally done magic out here on this fic and i think I'm the person who has chewed her brains the most with my 10 pager essays about what i felt. And secondly it is something very personal to me, Literally i have read it 20 times so far. My Absolute fav.

Perfectly Wrong By @xpeachesncream

This is a one hell of a interesting fic, Its absolutely beautiful. The emotions are so pure, So real and so precise to be honest. Absolute surreal. This one definitely makes you crave for friendships like them.

Bands By @xpeachesncream

This is the sweetest love story i have read. It had kept me hooked from the start to the end. There are moments which will make you literally cry, have a fluff attack (I use this term when the fluff is extremely good, So good that makes you giddy with the sweetness in a good way.)

CSG By @sunshyngal

This ones from my favorite writer, This story is so beautiful yet so delicate. Shyn has a way of portraying emotions too well and mind it it can be felt. This is one hell of a love story, Intense as ever.

Muse By @lavishedinjimin

This one will sure leave you in awe of the way its written, Super intense and oh damn you will literally feel chills as thwe story progresses. Its an art masterpiece, And Tae!! Ahem❤🤷‍♀️ He is a a different level hot and intense.

Falling From Grace By @sunshyngal

This is an epic fic, The hate and friction is intense AF and hottest ever. Its sinful AF and one of the hottest ones ive read❤🙌

Ongoing:

I Hate You, I love You By @borathae

This is a roller coaster of a story, One of which i can write a million words to describe how amazing it is. Its one of the fics that makes me jump with joy when i receive a notification of update. Its one of my ongoing favs and also one of the fics that i actually have lost count of the times i have gone back and re-read till date. This is the first ever story that makes me want to fall in love once again, After having given up the idea of it a long time ago. Its a fluff attack as it progresses. The emotions are on full swing in this one.

Death Valley By @bangtangalicious

This is one hell of a Netflix worthy fic! Period. If anything, I even have a list of actors for the OT7 and OC as to who can play who!😉🤷‍♀️

It will fucking keep you on the edge with suspense and it will blow your mind, head and whatever is left in you to bits!! I have literally never built theories or literally never spent connecting dots as i did for this one. Im not giving out spoilers, But this one right here had my heart beat racing every time there is a update. Mind-blowing is the proper word for it though.

Cyberslut By @kimnjss

Yoongi is another level in this, One of my fav social media au's. Its got everything, Mind-blowing and amazing. No matter how many time I've read it, still feels new like I'm reading it for the first time.

Silk and Lace By @sunshyngal

This is the epitome of perfection. I have never seen such characters. Intense is the least of it. Something about Shyn is she writes such female characters that are so head strong and courageous. You cant help but fall in love with them. Its an equal here, A story of two equals in their own ways.

Sadness of things By @sunshyngal

This is one i wait for updates like nobody's business yet i have no words to describe it. This story is something else, Actually something else. So many emotions are so perfectly written, its a memorable one. Its beautiful. Truly! Another example of a strong female character.

Abundance By @angelicyoongie

This fic is abundance of everything, Its as real as it gets. Its like built from ground up and it is nothing less than perfection. A perfect hybrid au.❤❤ If OT7 is your thing, You will definitely fall in love with this one.

I'm Not Yours By @hantaev

This is still starting, But i fell in love with the first teaser and hooked with second teaser and whipped with the First Chapter, No kidding its a beautiful story, with even beautifully written.❤🤷‍♀️

Maybe I Do By @chateautae

This is the first fic that I'm thankful for having long chapters. Every time i read it i just cant get enough. Its prefect example of how love has no definitions and you can even find love in the most unconventional ways. One of the sweetest love story I've come I've ever read. Maybe i just don't have enough words.

Incoming: Elite Chatboy By @kookingtae

This is so good that it should be illegal. One of the hottest ones ever. Chemistry, sass and sexual tension runs high in this one and keeps on edge. Interesting AF and hot AF!!!

Kanalia By @xjoonchildx

This is one hell of a fic, set in ancient backdrop! It intrigued me AF and then I couldn't stop myself from reading it again and again. The chemistry in here runs deep, one of the fics that I'm desperately waiting for the next update. It's going to be a masterpiece that I'm sure of!!

Lowkey By @xpeachesncream

I am eternally apologetic about not stumbling on this fic earlier, Thank heavens I did today. One of the most realistic ones yet most touching ones I've come across on tumblr❤❤❤❤

#fic recs #my list #my favourite #pieces of art #kookingtae #ppersona #hantaev #chateautae #sunshyngal #kimnjss #bangtangalicious #angelicyoongie #borathae #lavishedinjimin #xpeachesncream #alpacaparkaseok #ahundredtimesover

[leerongrong]

❥ 𝐍𝐂𝐓 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 – sending them the wrong text

⌜ mark ⌟

mark watches from the corner of his eye as you tap at the screen of your phone, a shy smile present on your face. he's waving his hand side to side, trying to get your attention, only to pout when he fails to. he perks up the moment his phone dings, opening it to see multiple messages from you.

[11:45] you sent a message.

i think the sun's starting to get to me

[11:45] you sent a message.

the more i look at him the more he shines

[11:46] you sent a message.

nvm that I CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF OF HIM

[11:46] you sent a message.

did you see him smile when he saw watermelon? the smile he had while eating them :((

[11:46] you sent a message.

and not to be nsfw but the more i look at him,,, the hotter he looks??? is that even possible????

[11:46] you sent a message.

he was so small so cute when we first met in 5th grade

[11:47] you sent a message.

fuck i think im in love with him i think im in love with mark

[11:48] you sent a message.

i think im in love with my bestfriend

he started off confused, eyes flitting from the first of your texts, slowly dragging themselves to the end. his small pout slowly turns into a smile, to a full blown grin when they finally reach the last of them, when they finally reach his name.

"holy." mark started off with mumbles, his head turning from you to his phone so fast he might get whiplash. "she- she's in love with me.." the farther he gets through his sentence, the louder he becomes, catching not only peoples attention, but also yours. "she's freaking in love with me!"

your furrowed eyebrows is the first thing he sees, running across the pool and straight to you, barreling into you and accidentally sending the both of you into the water. you're both spluttering when you break through the water's surface, your face an expression of disbelief while his is of pure joy.

he doesn't regret pulling you down with him, sealing your lips in an underwater kiss that tastes of watermelon and grape ice cream.

⌜ renjun ⌟

the soft glow of your phone disturbs renjun. the only source of light in the otherwise dark theater room, playing the movie you begged him to watch with you. he's rolling his eyes in annoyance, still gripping the half finished popcorn, hands coming back and forth from his mouth towards the salty snack.

soon after, the soft tapping of your fingers against the screen takes his interest off the movie. renjun's eyes sneak a peak, slightly leaning his body against his head rest so he could take a better look at what has your full interest.

[19:06] you sent a message.

leee jenooo

[19:07] you sent a message.

as cheesy as it sounds,,, the movie's right in front of me but the one view i want to see is him

[19:07] you sent a message.

i know its stupid to say but i just feel...happy whenever im around him

[19:07] you sent a message.

it doesnt matter where we are it freaking doesnt matter what we're doing and it FREAKING DOESNT MATTER WHO'S THERE WITH US

[19:08] you sent a message.

all i know is that when im with him im happy

[19:08] you sent a message.

it doesnt matter if it's all gray and blue hes the splash of color and thats all i need..

[19:09] you sent a message.

im all soft for him like this,, i just wish i could tell him 🙃

the slight ringing in his ears should worry him, along with the excessive warmth that's suddenly spreading through his body, face, and ears. the slight twitch of his fingers should too, as if his body is reacting in a way only you can make him, as if it's finally accepting the pull.

the clearing of his throat startles you, making you instinctively hide your phone in the corner of your seat. your eyes zoom in on his reddening face, leaning in closer to make sure, amidst all the darkness. "renjun? what's wrong?" pressing the palm of your hand to his burning forehead. "do you have a fever? junnie, you should've told me."

renjun's still stubbornly looking at the screen, taking a deep breath and doing a countdown before he takes your hand in his, intertwining the two as your eyebrows furrow.

he starts leaning in, coming closer and closer to your face that it makes you lean back in your seat, trying to look away from his face. "i think this isn't a good date," he whispers, "how about we go on an official one tomorrow?"

the wide cinema screen is the audience to the scene renjun puts on, leaving a peck at the edge of your lips as shy smile spreads on his.

⌜ jeno ⌟

[09:08] you sent a message.

i love it when jeno smiles

[09:08] you sent a message.

i mean :: have you seen his smile? those pretty cresent moon eye smiles that's just so freaking cute it makes me want to kiss him all over

[09:09] you sent a message.

and not be weird or anything,,, but his height is perfect. imagine running into his arms and just being all warm because we all know jeno gives the best hugs 😫

[09:09] you sent a message.

is it weird to think about hugging and snuggling with your best friend? to think about how pretty his smile is and how you want to kiss away his cute pout?

[09:10] you sent a message.

yes? no? mark, i think i'm in too deep here..

the minute jeno reads your texts, he's out the door. he doesn't care about the thunderstorm going on outside, he doesn't listen to his member's shouts about bringing an umbrella. all that's running around his mind is you. all he can think about is how he desperately wants to hug you in his arms, so tightly he knows you're going to start to whine. all he wants to do is to kiss you. after 5 years of pinning over you, he finally has the chance to.

he's met with water the moment he runs out in the rain, not caring about the thunder and wind that's pelting down his body. he's soaking wet when he reaches your front door, drenched in water as he knocks and is met with your cutely confused face.

"lee jeno!" your eyes are as wide as saucers, quickly starting to tug him inside when you see his condition. "what are you doing you idiot?! you could get sick!"

he doesn't give you much time to talk (or to start hitting him for being stupid) when he puts his hands on your cheeks and pulls you into a kiss, the atmosphere reminding him of two lovers running through the rain to see each other in movies.

the cold and fever he gets the next day is worth it, especially with your cuddles and chicken soup to get him through the day.

⌜ haechan ⌟

[07:10] you sent a message.

i may be in love with donghyuck

[07:11] you sent a message.

i think he's just the most sweetest, funniest, dorkiest guy with the most perfect smile and laugh

[07:11] you sent a message.

the one who brights up my day (ironically), my full sun

[07:12] you sent a message.

but love is such a fickle thing <3

he wouldn't notice at first, too busy goofing off with chenle and mark, until jeno points out his phone buzzing and lighting up with notifications. the biggest smile would light up his face, so bright and wide, and he just freezes in his place, not even moving or looking away from his phone that it makes the others worry.

starts jumping and squealing, shoving his phone into the other's faces to show off your text when he finally breaks out of his stupor, heart beating so fast renjun tries to make him take deep breaths before he passes out.

doesn't care when his members tell him to carry out with caution, that it could be one of your usual pranks. all he can see is you and him, going on dates and cuddling. after all, it isn't every day your bestfriend (whom you have feelings towards) since diapers confesses.

[07:44] haechan sent a message.

so you have a crush on me😏

[07:44] haechan sent a message.

i'm not surprised, i AM a natural charmer

[07:45] you sent a message.

WHAT

[07:45] you sent a message.

HOW THOU FRICK

[07:46] you sent a message.

wrong message wrong person sorry haha

[07:47] haechan sent a message.

"i am in love with donghyuck."

[07:47] haechan sent a message.

"sweetest, funniest, dorkiest guy with the most perfect smile."

[07:49] you sent a message.

i MAY be in love. MAY. not AM you narcissistic freak

[07:50] haechan sent a message.

i MAY be in love with you too

ends up taking you to the carnival for your first date, winning you stuffed animals and dragging you on rollercoaster after rollercoaster (definitely not because he likes the way you wrap around him whenever you get scared), finishes the day with a photobooth and a kiss on the ferris wheel.

⌜ jaemin ⌟

the coffee shop is relatively bustling, people going in and out the moment they receive their orders, or stay inside to enjoy their cup of coffee. you and jaemin being the latter, both your perspective orders on the brown wooden desk, along side your thick biology books.

your book has been untouched for the last hour, notes and highlighters thrown onto it as you tap at your phone, eyes flitting from the screen to jaemin's face every few moments.

[07:22] you sent a message.

we're currently studying biology

[07:23] you sent a message.

oh welp im lying,, he's learning biology and i'm relearning all my favorite things about him

[07:23] you sent a message.

that was so cheesy- ive been spending way too much time with nana 🤧

[07:23] you sent a message.

he's mumbling something about adjectives to explain biology

[07:24] you sent a message.

the one three adjectives i can explain is him

[07:24] you sent a message.

focused, motivated, oh and most definitely cute

you don't seem to notice jaemin's eyes on you, a coy smile on his lips as he checks his nonstop buzzing phone, slightly giggling at how you seem to not notice you've sent your texts to the wrong person.

"if I had to choose between DNA and RNA, i’d choose RNA because it has u in it.” his sudden voice startles you, making you yelp and raise your head to look at him in bewilderment. "we fit together like the sticky ends of recombinant DNA.”

"excuse me, na jaemin." throwing a raised eyebrow at him along with a sarcastic chuckle. "but i don't understand smart talk."

"you must be a red blood cell because you take the oxygen away from my lungs straight to my heart.” the coy smile he sends you doesn't solve anything, and it takes you moments until you finally start to catch on to his quips.

"DNA spelled backward is AND, as in… me AND you"

jaemin's blinking, breaking into a laugh that shakes the table just enough to spill some of his coffee onto his notes. an excited grin breaks out on your face, butterflies flying in your tummy as his eyes glaze over with a sudden emotion.

"my sudden protracted cardiac arrhythmia tells me i love you."

⌜ chenle ⌟

5 minutes to his last buzzer and chenle's looking for you in the bleachers. his eyes are searching through the crowds of people, trying to find you in his signature red and white jersey, only to pout and huff when all he sees is unknown people waving at him, perking up seconds later when his phone vibrates.

[15:30] you sent a message.

look at him down there!

[15:30] you sent a message.

he looks like a freaking super star

[15:30] you sent a message.

hes THE ace,,, hes MY ace ohmygod :((

[15:31] you sent a message.

i just want him to know that whatever happens hes a winner in my heart yaknow??? not as if hes gonna lose i mean my chenle is the best one out there!!!!

[15:32] you sent a message.

pray for me bcs if he does win im gonna give him a big fat smooch :)

the coach calls for him before he has time to process your message, casually dragging him to play for his last round. his eyes are flitting from the score board, with a big red 60 vs 60 displayed, to the hoards of people. his eyes land on your for a second, the moment enough for you to send him a victory smile and thumbs up.

it's only in the last seconds when he scores the winning goal for his team does he celebrate, running away from the sports ground and leaving his confused team behind as he purposely looks for you. it's when you crash into his arms does he lift you into them, pressing a disorienting kiss onto your lips, with his teams roaring cheers as the background.

"i'm your chenle, i'm your ace!" it takes a minute for you to process his words, clicking two and two together before your jaw goes slack and an embarrased groan escapes from your lips. chenle grins when you bury your face in his chest, shaking you in his arms with all his added excitement. "can i have another kiss?" he peeps down to take a look at you, sending a bashful smile.

⌜ jisung ⌟

"park jisung this isn't funny!" you're sprinting down the stairs, a fair distance away from jisung who's already reached your kitchen, running for his life with your phone in his hand. "give me my phone back! jisung, i swear to god!"

the big laugh that erupts from jisung only gets to you even more, trying to run even faster after your neighbor whom you have had a crush for since childhood. all the while jisung is having the time of his life, running to your living room and cramping his lanky body into the first place he thinks of hiding, wedged between two sofas.

jisung's putting in your password, his birthday, and he's opening the message you've just received from renjun, reading your most recent chat with the chinese boy.

[14:09] you sent a message.

i dont know jun...

[14:09] you sent a message.

what if me confessing only makes us awkward?

[14:10] you sent a message.

i dont care if he rejects me, its jisung we're talking about here! he wouldn't hurt a fly! i dont think he'd break my heart that much..

[14:10] you sent a message.

i dont want 10 years of our friendship to go down the pipe just because of some stupid crush i have towards him

[14:11] you sent a message.

what am i going to do jun?

it takes jisung a moment to read between your texts and another minute to process that the boy you have a crush on, is in fact, him. the more he thinks about it, the more jisung regrets being a slow poke because the moment he finished, you're bounding in between the sofas and taking your phone from him.

there's a moment of silence, of you staring at the phone now in your hand and of jisung staring at his feet, shuffling and pouting his lips.

"jisung, i like you."

"i would never break your heart."

it's the day you became both jisung's bestfriend and lover, with him taking you on a date to the park later in the afternoon.

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