#the time is finally synced with my paracosm but it's like my worst kind of months every year & for my param too especially rn

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remember when daydreaming used to be fun?

#going through a lot rn #the time is finally synced with my paracosm but it's like my worst kind of months every year & for my param too especially rn #bad shit keeps happening & everything keep getting worse #i had an horrible daydream scenario come out of nowhere with no warning when things where finally starting to get better & i feel like shit #idk how my parame deals with all of this bc im feeling like uhh running away & disappearing forever or sum shit #madd #madd problems #maladaptive daydreaming