#the worst part is he doesnt understand

[milf-harrington]

its so fucking disheartening realising that no one actually sees me as a guy, they just pretend to - and yeah its great being called theo but its less great being lumped in as one of the girls in the same breath

#i dont mind being the only non-girl invited to something (like my sisters hens for example) bc that just feels like a Gay thing yknow #but when the invite is 'hey girls' its kind of hard to consider that you see me as anything else #and i think the worst part - and this is probably the part of me that lacks self respect - is that i get it. #i have long hair i dress 'fem' and the only steps ive managed to take in my transition are wearing a binder and going by a different name. #so sure. but its still gutting and makes me feel fucking /gross/ makes my stomach hurt and my skin crawl #because like. theyll call me theo and a brother and an uncle and a son but?? do they even mean it?? #do they actually believe what theyre saying or is everyone just going along with it because they dont want to look like assholes? #i almost prefer my uncle whos at least UPFRONT about not understanding it #like at least hes honest at least when he calls me a girl i expect it #i just wanna curl up w my nephew and read bc at least he doesnt even understand gender yet #to him i AM just his uncle and thats all he cares about #captain speaks

[ruthlesslistener]

Honestly your analysis on Wyrm culture and PK gave me a lot of inspiration on how view him. I don’t mind him woobified if that’s how some fans like him, but really breaking him down, I can’t ignore the facts with him. I find myself enjoying viewing him in a more antagonistic role with how views himself and others. By Wym merits—regardless of how neurodivergent he is compared to most of his kind—he is a conqueror. His function is to build a kingdom and build it well.

I also love how you view him hating his Wyrm instincts and suppressing them, but at the end of the day, you can only fight your instincts so long.

I don’t want to ramble too much as I would probably just go on discussing Herrah and Lurien as well.

Very glad you enjoy my interpretation of him, anon! I've been writing stuff with him in it since like, November 2019 so it means a lot to hear that people like how I write him given the time I've put into trying to understand and flesh out his character from the hints we get in canon. He's a conquerer and he has some pretty terrible ideas about self-worth, but he loves so deeply and the results of that love are what make him truely monsterous. Very fun guy to play around with, esp. with the added 'dragon in man's clothing' deal he has going on.

Personally I dislike the more recent trend of woobifying him just bc he canonically felt super guilty about mass murder, but that's based entirely on the fact that I like him BECAUSE he's tragic and a deeply flawed, fucked up, terrible person, so it's more just not my thing. But I will take woobified PK ANY day over how the fandom was when I first joined, where people seemed to unanimously think he was the epitome of misogynistic evil intentionally abusive straight white male capitalist who kicked the vessels into the Abyss as well as being a colonizer of Hallownest, and if you liked him you'd have to list all his faults and say you don't support him every other breath and if you contradicted the fanon idea of him you'd get slammed for it (people thought that him being 'The Pale King' and his wife 'The White Lady' was direct proof that he was a colonizer who genocided the moths....when the reality is that they're just both literally white. I have seen only one person deal with this take with any sort of nuance, the rest was...oh boy it was bad). They're probably still out there and just have me blocked, but the trend of people viewing PK as a pathetic little man has increased to the point where I think they're in the minority now. Which is a relief, because while I can understand hating PK, you at least should get his character right. And he canonically IS a pathetic little man. I just want to kick him down a flight of stairs and set him on fire with a blowtorch rather than swing him around like a stinky little ferret

I'm ALWAYS down for hearing rambles about Herrah and Lurien though!!! Especially Lurien. Please god the Lurien fanclub is like 2.5 people we're dying like flies out here scoob

#hollow knight #that i project all my worst parts heavily onto pk probs has a lot to do with me not liking the woobifying #but at its core? its harmless. and is usually a different way of making fun of how he was in canon. so ive got no beef with it #i just want more legitimatly awful pk except his awfulness is born in love and he doesnt realize its harmful bc its a perpetualization of #the cycle of abuse he did to *himself* #the pale king #anon #reply #but yeah all the more power to y'all i just dont understand the appeal of him outside of him being terrible

[a-lonely-tatertot]

Alright thats it if i see one more character who super smart cant understand human emotions or desires made aspec im just gonna start stabbing

#tater rambles #aspec #ace #aroace #aro #i hate that fucking thing so much #the worst part? i mostly see this in fandom headcanons #like guys theres so many more meaningful ways to use a-spec #but its like ohhh we have this guy whos so so smart and he isnt paired with anyone #cuase hes just tooooo smart he doesnt understand the things that make us human!!? #like im ab to take away aspec from peoples vocabulary until they can be normal ab it

[drinkingpoison]

One last take before I go back to bed: "Why is everyone a bad person and why does everyone just accept it?" Is a silly question if you take five steps back and remember they're in Hell.

"Why should I feel bad for these characters who are bad people and haven't properly repented?" I don't know man, go watch Care Bears if this is too morally complicated for you. I don't know when we all turned into a bunch of pussies who can only like characters who either never do wrong, or effectively grovel for forgiveness. But it's real damn boring.

#🩷 #the worst thing about the second part is i see it about blitz?? #the guy who literally says outright “Its my fault. im sorry. i understand if you dont forgive me” and doesnt demand it from fizz once #hes just determined to show him he means it afterwards

[skunkg1rll]

im in love w him not only bc of who he is as a person nd how drawn i am to his personality, but also bc i feel like he's the only one who has ever wanted to see me. who i am, like deep down. he's the only one who i feel like i've ever connected with, in an easy nd genuine way. the only one who i feel has ever gotten me. he's the only one who's ever made me feel like we actually have a connection we're both in on, bc i havent had to pretend or put up a fake front for him bc he wanted the real image of me.

#unfortunately he has his own shit to deal w #so bc of one thing that was actually a mistake from me #he misjudged it nd saw it from his own perspective nd didnt understand mine #nd thus concluded that he saw me wrong nd didnt actually know who i am #nd then he had decided that so strongly he wasnt wven open to hear me out or try to understand what that situation was for me #that made me very sad nd hurt nd like #he doesnt actually like me as much as i like him #bc i would always always ask him nd hear him out before jumping to conclusions #i have asked him abt this but he is a wall nd doesnt wnna talk abt it #nd i cant force anyone so... yeh. it is what it is #i wish that we had the connection where he wanted to understandwhere i was coming from #instead of being like ughshe isnt the perfect image that i had constructed #so now im writing her off completely bc she doesntlive up to my expectations #but... my heart just loves him sm i can look past that #however... that is meaningless when i dont even know what he feels for me nd i cant get an answer out of him #maybe he doesnt wanna tell me bc he doesnt return my love nd he knows i'llbe hurt nd he'll risk losing me as a friend #i'd never stop talking to him tho.. that is the worst part #if imginna get over these feelings #i need to hear it straight from him. i need him to tell me thatno i am not in love with you #then i need to never talk to him again nd never lookat his social media #then it will hurt a lot but after a year or so i will only feel empty nd not hurt when i think of him #but i am tooweak to be the one to stop talking to him now #my entire day revolves around him nd i know its unhealthy but idk how to stop #since this obsession is unrequited i dont actually wanna feel it #but i have no idea how to stop #god this is driving me insane wtf is wrong w me??

[the-kneesbees]

yk I felt really bad about this whole thing at first but looking back I think maybe I dodged a bullet

#its not about me being mean anynore its actually about me repeatedly expressing discomfort and him not listening to me #and then me having to deal with 500 'im so sorry if i made you uncomfortable! im just the worst 😔' text messages #and like. i know i always said not to worry about it #but that doesnt mean keep doing it #yk #cause like id see him in school and hed hug me and shit which i fucking hated #and hed be like oh youre the best your so understanding ive never met anyone like you etc etc etc #and then the whole #'omg did me hugging you make you uncomfortable?? im so sorry omg!!' #post posting #yeah. realizing this is actually the only way i couldve gone about this #qnd the worst part is one of my best friends told me that a lot of her friends dont like him etc etc #and obviously i asked why cause a lot of people dont like me and im not gonna judge people based on random ass rumors #and she wouldnt tell me until i was already in to deep #like if she had just told me from the beginning i wouldnt be in this mess 😭 #its all good though #im p sure he hates me but im genuinely fine with that

[angelsdean]

kinda. kinda need s13 dean to confront sam abt emma when sam’s defending jack and insisting jack’s GOOD and not a monster or a freak just bc of who one of his parents is like. just need dean to ask, a little hollow a little broken, “then why was killing my daughter okay?” 

#thinking abt this a lot #like dean wasn't right abt jack and he shouldn't have treated him so badly in the beginning but #thinking abt him clutching on to that philosophy abt monsters and good and evil desperately bc....bc if he doesnt..... #then he has to really confront a lot of uncomfortable things #one of those things being that he literally had a daughter who was part 'monster' and his brother killed her with hardly a second thought #oh man yeah im feeling unwell abt all this #dean studies #vic.txt #thee worst thing would be. sam literally forgot allll abt emma like dean asks this and it takes him a minute to even understand #ughhhh ok need to funny deanpost again after this #dean and emma

[nomaishuttle]

like itpisses me awfff actually my mom outting me. bc my family on my dads side is like. fairly conservative. and she just went in calling me connor using he him like. dude. do you wanna hse a tiny bit of fuckin tact. i didnt ask her to do that and she NEVER considered what name she should use for me. and like. luckily my extended family Just kinda went with it i think bc they felt guilty for. The zoo. and related events LOL. and theyve been rly good abt it even my papaw and i wasnt sure he would. so yk... but i wish i had like. gotten to choose who knew yk. IDK basically

#like. tbh sometimes i think my mom just likes to pat herself on the back for having trans kids #and like. its not like shes transphobic and i think her outting me is the like. worst thing shes done irt my transgenderism. and she did #the same thing with my sibling Even tho my dad . even tho hes warmed up to transgender ppl in general even tho hes still weird abt it #he does not at all get nonbinary. and my mom just. started using theyrhem immediately. and my dad complained abt it #and like. one time he just started talking abt how he doesnt understand nonbinary ppl and doesnt think theyre real #and idt he realized Lamp is nonbinary but lamp was there while he was doing this and like..ngl zoo part 2 lets have a rematch LOL. #idk. i feel awful for complaining when nothing bad has actually come of it and my mom like. im literally complaining abt my mom not #misgendering me lol. which is dumb as hell. IDK. its just a bit irritating how it all happened #bc it feels like she put her Ally points on a higher priority than like. my safety. brother we live in ky my family is vonservative it #Shouldnt have gone as well as it did. idk. #again i think th only reason it went as well asnit did is bc they all feel guilty abt the whole thing with my dad. teeheed. giggled #common child abuse w. DJRBFJFNFJNGJG #awful thing 2 happen but brother i make it work 💪 rise and grind. #thats all prolly tmi idk idc.

[silverislander]

so after the prof cancelling like 8 classes in old english, losing quizzes and assignments and grades, never making expectations clear, barely explaining what he was teaching, etc, we didn't complete all of the things on the syllabus and i don't think i can. calculate my grade going into the exam?

there's supposed to have been 9 quizzes with the lowest mark of that 9 dropped; at my best count there was 6 and i have no idea if we can still expect that lowest drop

there was supposed to be two tests and no exam, but i suppose the exam is the second test bc having an exam was his plan from the start and the dept wouldn't allow it so he's doing it via loophole + we did do one test already

we completed 2 translations as expected but i won't have the second one returned before the final exam is due, so no idea how i did on that since i felt ok abt the first one and only got a 50

i also don't have my essay back, which was like 20% and the only thing i've felt confident abt all semester

multiple quizzes and assignments were returned with random numbers on them with no indication of what they were out of (i was given a quiz back with "12" written on the top? 12 out of what? 12%?)

can't find half of the quizzes- i don't think i even have them. i have 1, 3 and 6. we were emailed some of the marks, so they might be in my inbox somewhere? but i don't have the physical quizzes and can't use them to review or like. learn from them

also the prof is out of province rn i think. this is the third time this semester. so i can't meet w him to check up on this

like i need a 65 average in every course to stay in honours, if this course fucked it all up for me i'll lose it i really will. i THINK i'm over that but i have no fucking clue. and not to catastrophize but if i don't get a 65 i can't do my essay next semester and everything is completely set up for me to go do that already, and ofc then i won't graduate in spring and won't get the degree i worked my ass off and paid a fucking exorbitant amt of money for that i am almost finished. i hate this fucking school man

#its a miracle im even passing. i shouldnt be i dont know shit #but it genuinely is not my fault this prof is the worst #hes ancient so he barely makes it to class (he hasnt been on time once all semester) and hes sick all the time #he can barely hear us talk and keeps losing and forgetting crucial shit for class #almost every time he cancelled class it was last minute and i mean within an hour of class starting. i was already in the building #he doesnt really teach so much as say shit and then act confused when we dont understand immediately #he Stated that he knew we wouldnt understand basic grammar bc we werent taught it. which is true and was said kindly #and then acted surprised when we didnt fucking know what a preposition is or the difference between that and a conjunction #hes also just. super boring. but thats just me i can see how he would be fascinating to someone else #and thats the worst part hes not even a terrible guy hes just a bad prof. hes nice hes just absolutely clueless #he literally gave us each a different translation of beowulf from his own collection for a project and let us keep them #shame i cant fucking read it! bc its in old english! and i still cant read old english! #its way beyond time for him to retire but he just. wont fuckin leave apparently #levi.txt #i couldve taken middle ages and the movies. middle ages and the movies gets to write a screenplay as a final assignment #middle ages and the movies gets to go watch the green knight and is taught by a prof i think is really cool #but noooo intro to old english is the only medieval studies req that fit into my schedule bc i live in a fucking hell dimension

[laciefuyu]

sometime i am just in mood clowning artem wing while watching his card story but then he get really sad and saying sad thing about himself and i just-

#and the worst part its always about how boring and not worth getting to know he is ajsjsks #that he is sorry that he is rambling about boring thing #and i am just here like 'ajsjdjd stop this is getting too sad you are allowed to talk about thing you like!!!!' #seeing a faves character casually dislike himself does be hurtful #he likes what he likes but he also doesnt expect people to understand what he likes but rosa opinion matter to him and it make him worried #honestly if i see artem from neurodivergent stand point and aspec he really make so much sense lmao #i relate to him too much at times #not his overachieving ass but some of his habit and trauma #artem wing #zuo ran #tears of themis

[thedevotionaltour]

in terms of art alone im sorry. im a jrjr defender to my last breath you be fucking nice to him. i dont wanna hear shit❗️❗️❗️

#can someone also get him better inkers rn i am begging. pleading even. HE MAKES GOOD STUFF THEY JUST GIVE HIM SHIT INKERS WHO DONT GET IT. #MY FIRM BELIEF. im sorry. i like his stuff. there are certain things not quite my taste but i think he does good overall im a fan. BE NICE #static.soundz #sorry that last post was so directly inspired by seeing someone go can u guys be nice he is on a fucking nutbag schedule. which he is. #i dont think some people understand the insanity of comic production. and how much it takes a toll on you. #many have said and i will say it too: comics is a killing industry. it is a beautiful fun job. it is fulfilling. it will also destroy you. #the most common and easiest to use example is in fact the manga industry. they want chapters in a week. 20 page type chapters in a week. #A WEEK!!! and currently look at things like webtoon as well which also expect the same amount of pages. in a week. an issue in a week #is an insane demand. it is an unreasonable demand. it is scheduling that leads you to a crash and burnout and health issues #because it is fully finished polished pages. as much as i poke and complain about how some things look there #i am also highly aware of production schedules. even if some styles are not my taste that still doesnt mean it isnt insane work #and it's the same in american big industry comics too. it isnt weekly demand the way those are. but it's still an intense schedule #you are working on pages and can get behind years before those comics even hit shelves. #and as it becomes more individualized too as we lose the team element and work becomes more one person doing all pencils and inks #that schedule is a lot. it just is. it doesnt matter if theres more time in comparison to other parts of the industry #the point is that it is all very demanding and exploitative. there is a drive yourself to your grave mentality here and i've had ppl try #to shove that mindset onto my and my peers which is the worst thing possible to encourage. highly alarming and disheartening to encourage #impressionable students already so worried about making it to drive themselves to an early grave. abuse substances to get through work. #work excessive hours while you still can because when you hit your 30s youre gonna lose that ability #become bitter and prepared for rejection as opposed to success because this industry sucks! #it's just such an unhealthy depressing mindset. i've had more artists preach the exact opposite as that and more ppl have been trying to #shift over to valuing your time and health. but still a lot of people are in that other mentality. and it's very very very sad. #i am only a student doing very low stakes homework for classes. i have no industry experience. and i still get it taken out of me #to do fully fledged out pages in my style in one week. this is also just a thing for me bc certain personal factors just make it hard #but still. comics are fun. they are fun. they are fulfilling. they will lead you to so many fucking issues if you are not highly careful #there is a reason why so so so many fucking comic artists have very well known issues. why you hear about so many ppl with substance issues #artists with very poor mental health. when you are in comics this is how it is. #i am glad there has been a big shift in recent years towards taking care of yourself as an artist. and that more ppl try to value it so tha #things can hopefully change at large in a broader sense. but please remember. we are an exploited chew up spit out industry too.

[malikselfindulgence]

I have a VERY specific scene in mind of Morshid looking at some form of scripture or wall and realising he's been misinterpreting his mission all along, and that he was assigned to kill Marek, not to guide her, and him very slowly turning around to look at Marek and they lock eyes before Marek BOLTS away. Morshid doesn't try to run after him

#lore is very slowly being built guysI got this #do you understand what this means to them #Morshid whos been justifying all his actions in the name of his purpose and his mission. only for none of that to be true anyways #his entire worldview falling apart in front of him . marek in the centre of it all #marek whole heartedly believing Morshid will kill her now without a second thought or hesitation #Marek running away . shes never run away before #no matter how upset or angry she got . he'd always stay there in his spot . but this isnt about anger angmore !! #marek is afraid #and the worst part is Morshid doesnt know what to do . hes afraid of himself too #im NORMAALLL #oc: morshid lmk #oc: marek lmk #malik's rambles #im finally free to get into ancient egyptian myths again YAYY!!! i will be applying some of that to Morshid lore because I can and I will #shepherd duo

[bpdumb]

i think the worst part about this bpd shit is that no matter what happens i am genuinely never going to heal properly like im always going to freak out over the tiniest shit & just crumble like it's so fucking exhausting

#my boyfriend is never going to understand that when i make a suggestion & he snaps at me bc he's tired im going to shut the fuck down #& it happens every time too like he just doesnt seem to get it at all #or he will eventually calm down & be sorry but it's like the damage is fucking done man & it hurts like #i know that it's an overreaction but that's the whole point. i can't help it & i need him to be more fucking vidulent with his words/action #the worst part is that i end up splitting & getting angry & shutting down bc i can fucking deal with it #he's also autistic so he can't help his frustrations & i keep trying to tell myself it's not about me but like #goddamn !!! im terrible at that !!! im fucking mentally ill & he is triggering me like crazy over & over again it's so exhausting & painful #& then i feel guilty like im not being understanding enough of his autism bc he genuinely cant help it either but like where is that for me #sometimes it just feels like he's not considerate of me until it's too fucking late & im already upset #like why do i have to get hurt or mad before he's finally like okay damn my bad #im just so frustrated & hurt and i feel like its never going to get any better #i just always have to lick my wounds in silence because i can never make people understand my pain or let them see how truly fucked up i am #bc god knows they cannot handle it clearly #text

[mrfoox]

I've done it again (acted like an lovestruck fool infront of my friends)

#miranda talking shit #Im so embarrassed i hate myself i wish i didnt react this way im making people uncomfortable im making things hard #Had a looooong talk with Fabian #6... Hours? Its 3.30 am now jajfnxjskskdkcjkd #It wad great i talked way too much unfortunately but alas. And at the end ... I had previously mentioned that evening that i #Find it better or easier to see people so i can know how they react. I hate being seen but seeing others i like and it helps me understand #Them. So the last 30-40 min he all of a sudden turned on his cam and i couldnt deal. I cannot deal #A sudden change like that when its 3am? I cant be normal. So i was stuttering and giggling and just being unable #To talk. And he just ... Sat there and was chill. And when that happens i get worse bc i realize how much embarrassed i am so yes #And he just ... 'you became so giggly' YES SO DID YOU 'yeah true' #I hate this part of myself bc usually ... Its my ... My crush is around and ya know im embarrassed bc of that so i act weird #But now it was like... Im still embarrassed but its not the same but im acting the same basically and i... Youre gonna think about it too #I react so fucking strongly to everything and its weird like please! Anyone who saw or heard me would assume i have the worst crush on him #In reality i got an crush on another guy and i just got so embarrassed bc im tired and yeah... Doesnt help he is the calmest calm guy to #Ever calm. I know for a fact i react worse when i can see others arent bothered... Im scared... Fellas im scared ... I have fucked up #Hes going to be weirded out now ... I am screaming help #Its bad enough i have acted this way around people i genuinely have a crush on... At least i.. Mean if they can tell i mean i am at least #Honest. I understand people in my past who have bullied me in these situations it must be hilarious #Having a chick go from yeah ok we can talk and joke and be alright to... I-i-i-i ca-cannot ta...t-t-t-talk #I wish i could say i was faking it too. No I literally stop myself many times and try to start over but my voice just shakes and #My brain is like 'haha... Mushy mushy what do we say ' end me #Fabian #'vad fnissing du blev nu' JA DET BLEV DU MED 'jo det är sant'

[29121996]

lol

#i realised that bc i crave yhe chaos of toxicity that ill take the worst parts abt him and spin it so he seems Even Worse than it is. #hes not all that bad and hes fucking trying. i know that. but hes hard work. #but bc im so used to . Toxic behsviour and fighting and everything that isnt peace ill try and make arguments over Nothing #even if i have no bakcup and i know hes right i keep Trying to make a fight out of Nothing and i dont know how to stop that or how to even #understand how that makes me feel. and i feel so fucking terrible about it. and i wamna Change that so bad but its so fucking scary to? #bc i literally had the thoight today of how boring and . ubevental my relationship had been for the last week and a half . #and a few hours later i was getting upset with him.over something that couldvr simply been a simple conversation. #and i dont know how to Not Do That . i dont know how to fix this at all or how to go abt trying to fix this thoughy and action pattern. #bc while he is an arrogant prick. i can be so fuxkibg terrible to him and he doesnt xeserve that . #and its the simple thing of Realising mid way that i am infact: wrong i just dont know how to Not keep going. #bc i did that tn. i realised that i was jnfact qrong. but didnt wanna back down bc id already Started #anx tje guilt of realising i was wrong was so fuxking Disgusting. all i wanted to do was Keep Going w the bullshit #bc i know that rhere were much better ways to phrase what i was thinking and i didmt have to do it tn #i couldve literally just msntioned that there was an ussue w xyz and that shile he didnt need to fix it tn #i did wanna talk abt it later but did need the extra reassurance #i just dont know how to even fucking . ask for that .

[gglitch1dd]

No Greater Pleasure

Bully Bakugou x FEM!Reader 

Based off this ask: <BULLY BAKUGOU ASK> This post can be seen as second part to "All of His Attention" Another Bully Bakugou fic of mine just with a time jump after all.

Bakugou Katsuki loves nothing more than to torment you, pick on you and down right degrade you. What he didn't expect was you to hit him back. Unbeknownst to you, it doesnt have the effect you wish it did.

Note: bully bakusquad, bully Bakugou Third years. Perverts. All of them. Just being sleazy creeps. Hinted non-con Voyeurism. Small cannon violence. Bullying. Name calling and swearing. Underlying Midoriya x Reader. Reader discretion is advised.

Bakugou Katsuki was one of the most annoying people you’ve ever met.  

And he felt like he had every right to be.  

He was handsome, he was strong, gifted with a great quirk, smart and intelligent. His parents were successful, he was a modal, he could buy or get anything he wanted. Which was probably why he always acted like a spoilt brat at every moment or waking turn. He was annoying, that was sure. With a simple grin that made your skin crawl, he felt as though he was king of the world.  

Especially in third year. With the Hero Course students now famous for saving Japan multiple times, it was no wonder how they all got famous, especially at U.A. With first years and second years crawling all over them just to get a taste of their lives that had picked up thanks to the Hero Commission. Bakugou loved it. He lived for all the attention and glory. All the people screaming his name during practises and training that could be watched, all the gifts and confessions given to him by poor unsuspecting victims that think he actually care.  

None of them do. Or at least none of them in the bakusquad. All the self-entitlement and fame went to their heads and suddenly they became one group you never wanted to come across.  

Sero Hanta, resident smoker, druggie and Capital S, sleaze. With a stupid straight toothed grin and laid back expression he would make you fall into a false sense of understanding and security.  

Talking about false sense of security, Kirishima Eijiro. Bakugou’s best friend and number one person to never go after. With that kind smile and caring eyes all fell victim to him. He was the worst of them all. Made you feel as though he cared, as though you were special, only to crush your heart in the mot painful and innocent way. I mean, who would believe you? Kirishima would never do that? He’s the most manly and true person ever.  

All of them had turned out absolutely horrible in your eyes, but none as bad as Bakugou Katsuki.  

Having a new girlfriend, boyfriend, partner, whatever every other day. Other than a quicky or some new attention, Bakugou was never interested in a serious partner, and it showed in the trail of heartbreaks and ruined partners he left behind him. I mean with a smirk like that, crimson eyes that burned into your soul and a voice that he used to pull you in like a siren, it was no wonder that he could get away with so much.  

I mean, they’re the hero course.  

Bakugou loved all the mayhem he could get away with. If Aizawa wasn’t there, why not have a little fun. Especially if it was tormenting Midoriya’s little group of friends. He never found such pleasure like going back to pick on Midoriya. Although Midoriya had grown a backbone as well as big enough muscle to push back.  

But Bakugou knew there was one person. One person in the whole class he found absolutely delicious. One person that he found no greater pleasure in than to torment.  

And that was you.  

God, did he love to pick on you. Trip you, flip and look up your skirt, pock at, be an absolute disgusting pervert around you. You hated it. And that’s what he lusted over. The anger in your eyes, the hate and rage brewing underneath the surface. You never wanted to stoop to his level, but that’s what made it all so fun. How he could technically do anything he wanted to you and you wouldn’t do a damn thing.  

He got off to it. It made him chub in his pants just to see you squirm as he sneered down at you, throwing another degrading comment at you.  

Until one day... 

“You really fucked up that mission, Y/N.” Bakugou walked over to you, putting his hands on your desk as he looked down at you. His eyeliner making his vermillion eyes only hone onto you more and seem more predatory. “People could have gotten seriously hurt if Kirishima and I weren’t there in time.” He looked over to his redheaded best friend. The giant redhead leaned back against his chair as he watched wordlessly wanting to see how this would go.  

You swallowed down any harsh remark you were going to say. You closed your eyes briefly before looking back up at him. 

God did he love when you looked up at him, down below him.  

“It was my mistake, Bakugou. I just wasn’t paying attention to that street.” You told him truthfully.  

“Clearly.” He scoffed. He leaned down. “But people could die because of you. And that would be on you.” He poked your chest.  

You frowned as you brushed his hand away from you. “Don’t touch me, Bakugou.” 

His smirk grew, exposing a sharp canine. He licked over his teeth as he looked down at you. “What? Can’t handle the brutal honesty, princess?” He asked as poked you again. “Hm? Can’t handle me being honest with you? Does it bother you Y/N?” He got up close and personal to you, not stopping. You tightened your grip on your desk as you tried your best to ignore him. “Hm? Or maybe you get off to it? Maybe you’re a sick freak, huh?” 

Midoriya scowled as he got up to go stop the blond. His green eyes held distaste and murder as he glared at the blond. “Leave them alone, Kacchan.”  

Bakugou ignored the green haired nerd as he moved his mouth to your ear. “It’s okay. I like freaks.” He whispered against your ear. “Almost as much as I love the songs you sing in the shower when you think no ones left.”  

Immediately, without hesitation, you had a hand wrapped around his neck. Bakugou’s eyes shot wide open as you stood up, your eyes dark with a pressing rage that you had kept down for far too long. He glared as you took a step forward, forcing him back against the desk behind him.  

He only looked shocked for a second before he looked at you with half lidded eyes of temptation and lust. He bit his bottom lip as he pressed forward into your hand. “I knew you were kinky Y/N, but God damn. In front of everyone?” He asked making his group of friends chuckle. Kaminari already had his camera rolling on his phone, knowing how much Bakugou loved to rewatch your reactions to him. “I knew you were slut at hea-” 

The words were slapped right out of him as his face turned to the side. His cheek stinging at the impact. Immediately the class went silent. Midoriya froze mid stride to you, his green eyes went wide at what you had done. Kirishima stood up instantly, ready to step in if a brawl happened. As much as he wanted to watch, he prioritised his friend first.  

You looked at Bakugou with angry tears in your eyes with so much disgust that it was almost too much to contain in just your eyes. “You’re a fucking villain, Bakugou Katsuki.” You shot at him with a glare. He looked back at you, his pupil trained on you without a single reaction. “Initially I thought you could have been a great hero, that you could have been something to look up to, but now I know you’re just a bully and a villain.” You let go of him, wiping your hands on your shirt like you had touched something filthy. You sneered at him with an upturned nose. “You’re disgusting.” You turned and left, walking out of class just as Mr Aizawa walked in. 

Midoriya quickly realised that you were leaving and quickly followed you. “Y/N!” He looked to Mr Aizawa who let the green haired hero in training go after you. He raised an eyebrow before looking to Bakugou who stood with a hand to his cheek.  

Kirishima walked over to Bakugou, a hand on his shoulder. “Katsuki, you alright? He asked with a raised eyebrow as he turned the blond to talk to him privately. Bakugou was silent for a moment before looking out the classroom door to see Midoriya talking to you, his hands on you as he looked down at you concerned. Kirishima released a low growl as he looked out the classroom. “That fucking bitch. We can get her Katsuki, just-” 

Bakugou raised a hand, making Kirishima keep quiet. Bakugou tensed his jaw before looking up at Kirishima. He smirked before looking back out at you. He grinned, already having made up his mind. “Fuck, I want her.”  

And Bakugou was sure, that there would be no greater pleasure than to finally have you.  

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