#the writing is awful 💀

[sheepie-self-ships]

Imagine holding your f/os hands, and them swinging your arms and stuff :3c what do they feel like? Are both of you guys’ hands a little clammy, or just one of you, or do you/they have dry hands? How warm are their hands? Are they icy cold, or do they warm you up like a fireplace? Are they human hands? Or are they more monstrous, alien, or not even hands at all? Do they hold your hand firmly or loosely wrap their pinky around yours? Why are you guys holding hands? IMAGINE COMPARING HAND SIZES,,,, is there a difference in finger length/width or do you guys have similar hand sizes? No matter the differences, your hands fit perfectly in each other’s grasp 💛

#f/o prompts #f/o imagines #imagine your romantic f/o #imagine your f/o #selfship imagine #self ship imagine #imagine your self ship #we yearning in the house tonight boys 🗣️ #anyways #this is queued from 3 am bc I accidentally started fantasizing too hard before bed and went aw man now I gotta write that down that was cute #so then that turned into this enjoy :3 #bonesy 🦅 #dont mind my f/o tag 💀

[juniperhillpatient]

absolutely hilarious to me the contrast of writing happenstance while occasionally getting inspiration & drafting stuff for my next project which is… drastically different 😅 here’s a wholesome scene about the power of friendship & love 😊 ok now here’s a family of deeply hurt & flawed individuals with absolutely no hope of salvaging any of their relationships ever 💔

#scream au is gonna be so different from anything else I’ve written if I follow through with it 😱 #it’s honestly fun tho. really a fan of the scene I just drafted between Azula & kiyi. I usually write them with a wholesome twist #but uh. don’t count on much wholesomeness from the fire fam at any point if I do this idea 😅😅 #there’s something delicious about two traumatized people who just absolutely fucking loathe each other tho you know #no hope kinda shit can be sexy sometimes what can I say <3 #like. the. we could’ve been besties in another life maybe but it’s too late for that now & there’s no going back in time #also having fun letting kiyi be a little awful. as a treat #I should stfu this project is SO hypothetical #I need to stop vague ing 💀 #rose.txt

[rewordthis]

💥I LOVE HIM! 😍

He’s best boy on anime universe, you have no idea! I laughed and awed so hard on him… hehe~ *aggressively rubs his head in a show of affection*

So I just finished Buddy Daddies the other day and I’m so impressed(?), giddy(?), hungry?! For an original work, this anime is simply excellent, even when there are still some unanswered questions…

The characters are nicely written and developed. I don’t think there was one point I paused that had bad art. The scenes are fluid and quick.

With one word: Beautiful!👌

Then again, I have only ever watched one more original work but seems to be a real case that producers put a lot more into those works (in my humble opinion, at least) to let some interesting views permeate the stories. I like it. It’s fresh and at full strength when it comes to you.

I urge everybody to watch this, honestly, and please do not go around reading about it in comments or whatever. It has some surprises in plot that wouldn’t befit spoiling.

Also! Don’t you dare miss on the recap episode, as well! It’s after episode 8 and has the guys insights and infos – hella convenient, if I’m to say so myself from a writers’ PoV.🤩🥰

#suwa rei #buddy daddies #bddd #killingrobot-san 🔪💀🗡️ #I love love love rei to an astronomical degree ok? #he’s a lot of things ‘NOT’ but that’s the most adorable thing about him.🫠 #ngl I’m itching so much to write a rei PoV story it’s awful in my head rn😤😅😂 #fandom #fandom ramblings #fandom talk #update #but not really #just to let you know what I’ve been up to recently. #episode rant

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

delighted to report that my ungovernable ADHD-ass brain (which was supPOSED to be cooking up exciting extraction scene vibes for the accidental!Novella i'm currently drafting) has instead presented me with a Chronology Solution for the manuscript i put on pause in, uh. september. oops?

#text #personal #writing #in btw #driscoll #aw #jorge #on the one hand this is great i love this i think it might Fix Me #on the other hand: gotdamn where did you COME from 🤣🤣 #something something You Can't Rush Space 💀 #i get these rubber band snapback effects sometimes when i step away from a project for long enough #if enough time passes im presented with Related Helpful Ideas 💀 #i do still need to write a hotel scene about it #im trying to figure out which vibes this changes #and how conversations play out differently #maybe its because i have work but its boring work today?? at capitalism i mean #the Right Amount Of Boredom

[zappedbyzabka]

Just realized I’ve never actually written Daniel and Johnny fucking. Like I have but haven’t

Need to do that

#I keep saying I need to write more than tumblr posts but 💀 Im so slow its awful #well I procrastinate #I need to post on ao3 #nsft #And all the cobras banging Johnny officially🫠 BRO

[no1ryomafan]

There is nothing worse than being into a objectively niche series but it still has one part of the franchise thats considered popular at its peak and amongst its dedicated fanbase so it’s the best iteration to probably direct people towards-

Until you remember you’ve experienced most of the franchise and there’s other parts that are objectively better not only in beginner friendliness but also writing but you can’t recommend people it so easily because it’s the part that isn’t talked about enough even if it has its fans.

And the fact this happened to me twice makes me even sadder about it 💀

#meg text #Yes I’m vaguing about getter robo because what the fuck else would I be mentioning #I’m not tagging even if this post probably wouldn’t reach anywhere lol I’m just a awful tumblr user #But this is the feeling I’m being hit with because I have so much New getter brain rot all of a sudden #And most of the people I got Getter into was through arma and now I’m regretting it #I don’t like the getter series debate order because it really doesn’t matter outside of manga #and arma got me fully invested into the series #but damn if new doesn’t feel like it gets enough love and is a great starting place #this is mostly forming out of the fact I’m writing a new fic and none of my buds are reading it 💀 #it’s still getting views so I can’t complain but man #I literally had one irl watch it with me so far and we aren’t even done #Also the second one was mega man but people would argue ZX isn’t a good starting point so

[masquenoire]

He remembered it like it was yesterday, eight years old and dragged to yet another stupid party hosted by his parents. Hiding under the table which was covered by an ornate table cloth, it was the perfect place in which to hide away from prying eyes and judgemental gazes of other people. Roman had little interest in talking to any of them, with their fake smiles plastered across their equally fake faces, pretending to like those they were forced to socialize with. His parents were the worst, basking in the attention of their peers like how snakes would bask in the sun. Roman hated them all, scowling from beneath his protective cover. Bored eyes scanned the crowd, looking for those select few people whose company he was able to stomach. Mary wasn't here; he'd have spotted her blonde hair flashing amongst the crowd by now. Similarily there was no Viktor, hiding behind Mr. and Mr's Zsasz's legs. Dark hair caught his attention, and Roman suddenly froze. Bruce Wayne. Roman recognized him instantly, even with his head down as he wandered between the forest of bodies dirtying his family's garden with their presence. How dare he show his face here? Roman's blood boiled, hating every inch of him. His fingers tightened around the knife he’d stolen from the table above, wishing he could give the other boy a sharp poke with it. It wasn’t as though it would be dangerous; the blade was only sharp enough to cut slices of beef and other food that had been dished out to guests, make him squeal and go running back to his mother perhaps. But then Bruce wandered closer, his attention elsewhere and Roman froze, fingers clutching the dinner knife so hard his knuckles turned white. Then Bruce turned in the opposite direction, his mother’s hand suddenly on his shoulder to gently guide her son away. Roman stared from beneath the table as they vanished into the crowd, eyes cold and hard before widening in surprise as he felt himself being yanked to his feet by his hair, his own mother hissing obscenities when she thought nobody else would be able to hear over the din of voices and music all around. It hurt, Roman wincing further as her fingers twisted hard before mercifully letting go, only to slip her mask back on as though nothing had happened. Roman had never hated her more in that moment, Mrs. Sionis suddenly acting every bit the loving mother concerned about her child's disappearance and urging him back into the fray to socialize and play like a good little girl, and to not be a bother again or else. Before the table cover fell, Roman cast a longing gaze back to the knife he’d dropped when his mother had found him, still gleaming on the grass where it had fallen until the waiters would find it later, none the wiser as to how it had gotten there.

#💀 || musings #bc of that draft I mentioned earlier #It wasn't the complete thing bc it was all cluttered and janky so I refreshed it a bit #It's not grand but a quick memory of his childhood and how awful it was #I don't think Mr and Mrs. Sionis understood the damage they kept inflicting on their son #Surprised Pikachu Face when he burned them and the family mansion down #It was lucky Roman did NOT stab Brucie bc there would have been hell to pay #But Roman was only 8 at the time so didn't think his cunning plan all the way through #child abuse tw #child abuse cw #Short shitty writing drabble ajsahsgdg #gender dysphoria tw #gender dysphoria cw

[im-still-watching-anime]

ughhhhh writing is so HARD what do you MEAN it took me two and a half hours to write 900 words

#this i why im never finishing my fics smh #i dont even know if that was a slow pace or a fast pace for me #but i DO know that i havent even gotten to the main point of the scene yet💀💀💀 #and that im already burnt out on this one for the night #like i might try to switch fics but GOD writing is a LOT for me smh #what if i just edit stuff i already wrote instead #what if i just do re-edits in my drafts of finished and posted fics instead🤔 #im awful #rip all my beautiful beautiful bsd and aa and naruto and various other fandom fics in my drafts #some of you are SUCH. good ideas i hope you get finished one day😔✌️

[elialys]

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#reached part 18 in my In Reverse reread #went as well as it always goes #aka buckets of tears and me literally apologizing out loud to Olivia even she's fictional #but im the one responsible for the Terrible Awful and the guilt of it has never felt fictional 😭 #anyway i definitely remember why i started writing In Time back then 💀 #it's been 13 years maybe someday i'll forgive myself

[i-merani]

One of the funniest and ????iest experiences I had was when my friend (let's call him Sam) who kinda liked me and I also kinda liked him invited me to cinema to watch joker bc we both wanted to see it for a while. The mistake that we made was that we decided to go to the cinema right after uni so we said goodbye to others and went. One particular person, (let's call him Luke) however, who, to say lightly, wasn't our friend (just a coursemate and really annoying person), decided to tag along (and that's where it all went ???). And let me remind you at this point because we (Sam and I) are friends, I'm not sure if us going to the cinema is just a hanging out thing or a date thing so im already overthinking about that and am trying to act very chill✌🏼 and in all of this now comes a person who i know for certain was not invited by me and am also 100% sure was not invited by Sam, yet here he is, strolling beside me with no conscience and no intentions of leaving. But whatever, maybe he's just going to the same metro station and then home. A comforting thought indeed! Well, imagine my surprise when he got off the station together with me and Sam (who im not sure likes me and am not sure if we are on a date or not and also not sure if he invited Luke because i can't ask now can i? He also acts like Luke following us is totally normal thing/doesn't say anything to Luke). So all three of us head to the cinema😌.

Anyways, i am already very confused with two boys by my side feeling like Bela Swan who's about to pass out or some shit and I think fuck it, i'll just enjoy the movie and ask questions later. I tried to order popcorn but Sam insisted on buying everything and I thought so this IS a date! At least he was trying to make it a date. Alas some clarity! Unfortunately Luke was still with us and as much as i had no respect for Luke, i still didn't think him capable of inviting himself somewhere where he clearly wasn't invited. I was still an optimist, hopeful that this was all just a misunderstanding. The only explanation i could find, despite my faith in Sam's judgement, is that Luke was invited by him and he simply didn't tell me (an unbelievable option really). Anyways, we are at the counter to buy tickets/popcorn etc. Sam also insisted on buying movie tickets for me so now i am already sure he wanted this to be a date or something that resembles it. And I think at least now Luke will get the memo, read the room and leave us. But alas! At that moment, what I could only describe as gods of Olympus playng tricks on me, Joker himself orchestrating this disaster, Luke bought a movie ticket as well, no popcorn or soda. He didn't ask a single question as if this was the agreed upon plan between the three of us all along and he went into the movie theater with me and Sam.

Mind you, at no point before all this did we discuss going to the cinema anywhere near Luke, nowhere was it somehow implied that anyone could follow us wherever we were going (we just didn't mention it to our friends at all because it wasn't worth mentioning, we were just going to the cinema the two of us). So when he followed us he didn't know that me and Sam were going to the cinema. To my knowledge Luke didn't know about it to the moment when we reached the building of the cinema, yet he still followed us inside and despite not having any intention of watching a movie that day, he bought the tickets to see the movie with us anyways.

To make everything worse, as i am already confused, anxious and desperate for escape, we sit as follows: Luke, me, Sam. Yes, like the protagonist of a Shoujo anime, i sit between these two boys and the only consolation is Joaquin Phoenix on the screen, a performance which, in my hopes, will outweigh whatever disaster was happening around me. And so it did for a while but the movie had to finish unfortunately and i had to return to reality, where i was on a date which was not practically a date and to Luke, still right next to me.

You would think the most bizzare part is over (and at some extent yes it is) but when we got out of the cinema, you know what Luke said? That he had to go back to uni. Yes frieds, he followed me and my friend from uni to yet unknown destination, then upon learning where we were, without any understanding of social cues, decided to stay at that destination and after enjoying the movie, went back.

It's safe to say at that point i was losing my mind as the layers of realization of Luke's buzzare behavior were slowly sinking into my mind. And what followed, was obviously an almost prophetic, surely ironic and in hindsight simply a cliché of miscommunication of a tragedy that befalls on all those whose bonds have yet to strengthen…

#i love writing silly stuff this way #but oh my godd it was such an awful and confusing experience that literally transformed the trajectory of my life #i lost a friend as a consequence of that day💀💀 #mine #2023

[theheightofdishonor]

After the vice versa os episodes left me legitimately depressed, I decided to rewatch msp again before its os episodes air next week and this show is such a delight from the first moment. This is exactly what I needed

#my school president #one day ill write my puen is awful dissertaion with proper citations #and then never think about him again 💀 #but i dont have the tolerance for that now sooooo tinngun

[starlooove]

Jon gives me such guitar vibes

#Idk man I personally think he’d love writing songs #he’s probably embarrassed bc he KNOWS he’s a stereotype but like #i think his music is good #Kon definitely hyped him up before his music was good tho 💀 #he played a fucked up riff and Kon was like ‘ur literally the next mozart bro’ #Kon does not know who Mozart is #Damian tells him the truth #but he actually refuses to be brutally honest #like he’s honest #but jon kinda expected Damian to be his best supporter and worst critic #but Damian is like ‘no ur learning Im not gonna be mean when ur learning. later tho…’ #but yeah Damián will be like ‘Uhm. maybe play smth else’ #but his advice is precise #omg i am not the Lorax #anyways y’all keep forgetting Damian’s a musical prodigy too #jons biggest critic is actually Clark #he loves his son and supports him with all his heart but he can be so so brutal on accident #like once he heard a song Jon was working on and chuckled and went ‘aw I hope u dont sound like that god awful video son 😸’ #jon almost quit then and there and Kon was ready to storm the house #he’s good now that’s all that matters 🥰😄 #at guitar. #he started drums and. wip. that’s all. #he tried to burn all his early songs but he knows Kon kept them cause he’ll hum those disjointed tuned to himself #It’s actually Lois who kept them and she sends them to Kon at his request

[marvel-m-lee]

Sorry quick headcanon for Bruce (Banner) bc I'm writing him right now: He loves sleep. Like he and Tony will and can stay up for nights on end but unlike Tony Bruce loves his sleep and will try and nap at a possible time.

The only time he won't is when he's majorly anxious or saw a horror movie- because he's scared of getting scared of a nightmare and hulking out.

But yeah. Bruce Banner loves sleep. I have another kin.

#💀 #bruce banner #headcanon #headcannon #banner #bruce #dr banner #hulk #marvel #i love him #im writing for him right now #also the end credit scene in ironman (3?) whete hes asleep while Tonys talking to him 💀 #he just seems like someone who likes napping #idk but yeah #the vibes #aw i love him

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

i have made the tactical error of trying to write from the pov of someone who is In Universe a brilliant tactician and strategist, who actually has training and knows what he's doing, UNLIKE my other pov characters in this world who mostly just make up unexpected shit, and i may possibly have overreached here

#text #personal #writing #aw #lucius #jorge #anyway lucius is clever but has no training #jorge has So Much Training and also like. 50 Years. of Experience lmao #i can come up with bullshit for lucius to try all the time but gotdamn what was i thinking trying to get into jorges head 🤣 #its been Fun and Fine but my tactical error was that this particular scene does indeed include Strategy 💀💀 #jorge should have Opinions on that but fuck me if i know what they are

[feartheoldblog]

i love writing maria because she’s the perfect mix of refined, witty and assertive

#this is awful grammar #please ignore #i swear my writing is not like this 💀 #ultimate resting bitch face #literally a lovely person #but she has this piercing gaze

[no1ryomafan]

Thought about how given I’ve written so much for getter and rotate enough in my brain I could make hypothetical “how to write this characters” post if those even exists until I remember the factors of:

<the status of the tags doesn’t warrant a lot of writers as is and the only person to ask me this was a irl <I don’t wanna be gatekeepy even if I wouldn’t put my bias into it <who the fuck would it really be about besides ryoma and maybe hayato bc honest to god just grasping the team dynamic of the getter will make you be able to understand each individual pilot <I doubt myself I even write 100% in character despite what I’m told 💀

#meg text #getter robo #fanfic rambles #this came about because I’m so particularly picky about how ryoma is portrayed and while I haven’t seen many awful interpretations #my brain loves to imagine scenarios where someone writes him quirky and I feel myself die inside #for awhile I hated how SRW wrote him but on reflection he’s good! just armas plot never being adapted is a off put #like it’s nice they show him not being just a angry dude because they be more flanderize but it’s weird that it’s ARMA #(even if yeah he has more then four friends this time but it’s still weird) #as for hayato i remembered I thought I had no grasp of his character until I realized “wait I write him not repressing” #*pokes mr Jin with a stick* if canon won’t explore all your emotions I WILL #but these two fucks aside while everyone has their own depth yeah its- just a matter of team dynamics #like obvs go and arc team aren’t copy n paste of OG but they fall under similar traits and intended parallels #the only character I remember I struggled to write for a bit was arma!go but the key thing is to make him not speak a lot #which depending on your story it’s nice to have a weird quiet dude in the flow of a giant conversation 💀 #but for characters like- Michiru who isn’t new?? Go crazy #flesh her out however the fuck