#the-lowz-of-highz

[for3v3r-st0n3d]

I get so sad about wasting all my 20s on my addiction. I went to rehab at 30 and relapsed at 32. So behind on life compared to my peers. Shit makes me sad yo but I can’t quit. I keep myself stuck. I’m in that really shitty can’t get high anymore phase, only sick and maintenance unless I move to crazy doses or IV. I’m on the other side of the world from you, in the UK but sometimes I come check on the OGs. Can’t afford to go back to rehab, don’t want to go to charity funded detox because there’s more drugs there than I have available where I’m at.

Sometimes I wish I hadn’t ever felt the warm and soothing caress of opiates. Cause I would still be miserable but without that sad addict longing, you can’t miss what you never felt.

I’ve followed you since the real OG nod squad days. If I had known where I was gonna be then I would of quit that shit while I was ahead.

Shoutout to the-lowz-of-highz for boosting your new page.

Keep well girl.

This is so painfully relatable.

I feel for you. 💯

Stat strong & keep fighting. It's a hard fckn life but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. It's there, even if you can't see it yet, and believe me when I say when you get there it makes all the struggles, pain, and suffering you've had to endure through ylur journey so, so worth it.

#questions #for3v3r st0n3d #forev3r-st0ned

[halleyuhm]

Trick or treat!!!!!!! - @maddstermind

You've got a treat!

Here's a chat scene from Route LXVI. I had to ultimately put it aside because it was not progressing the plot in an already slow chapter, but it was fun to write, and it worked as a great character study. Plus, it marks the beginning of Liv's worst lie~~

The layout is a bit weird because I normally write my chats adjusted to the left or right according to who is talking. Here in Tumblr it's a bit different. Bear with me. There it goes:

You:

Hey remember this convo from the neolitic era

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Highzs🎱:

LMAOOO where did you find this?

You:

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Got them by digging in ancient discord convos

Highzs🎱:

Damn I didn't know grammar

That youre is killing me

You:

Aw I think you were trying to spell cool

like pot8os

Highzs🎱:

pot8os I'm deceased

You:

When you used to write everything wrong on purpose

Highzs🎱:

to mess up with you

so you wouldn't know when I actually spelt something incorrectly due to me being an idiot

You:

being dyslexic is not cinamons with being and idiot

Highzs🎱:

Synonyms*

You:

I did it on purpose!

Highzs 🎱

You are missing an n too

You:

I don't rely on the autoccorrect

Highzs 🎱

Such a helpful tool, though

Could have saved me some misunderstandings

You:

HAHAHAH

LOWZS I JUST REMEMBERD

That one time you told us that you were sick

Highzs 🎱

HAHAHAH NOOOO

You:

YOU TOLD US YOU HAD ANIME

And I spent the whole afternoon searching "anime illness" on Google

and getting top tens instead of answers

Highzs 🎱

HAHSHHSHS SORRY

But that's the reason you finally watched Your lie in April, so worth it

👉👉

You:

👉👉

Probably my fave dyslexia moment

Highzs 🎱

And meanwhile Soda like

Sucks dude, wanna play some Smash until you get better or

You:

HAHAHAHAH

I distinctly remember the moment you said you just needed iron and he went like what

Highz 🎱

He still teases me about it

Did you know that

In those screenshots you sent

In that conversation

I was kinda

Hinting

Towards him

You:

WHAT

I JUST CHIKES WHAT

Highzs🎱:

WHAT??

You:

CHOKED

I'm rearesding everything

Highzs🎱:

Hahaha really???

Ok you are

Hey runt come back down

You:

I'm back

Dammit Lou

I'm going to be so honest

During that whole conversation

I thought you were talking about me

Highzs🎱:

HAHAHAHA I KNEW IT RUNT

The moment you said

"You know you could tell me anything right?"

You:

I was so abviously trying to ease you idiot

I wanted to be a good friend regardless of the feeling situation

I was so off though, damn

Highzs🎱:

Awwww that's so sweet

I actually did like you for a while though

I was pretty confused

You:

Haha no bet

I'm glad you told me <3

Even though I already knew it lmao

Highzs🎱:

Me too

Now

*uno reverse card*

Tell me who you were referring to

You:

NO SHOT

Highzs🎱:

As that written statement proves

We made a promise for a 50/50

Anytime one of us confesses, the other has to do so

You:

Yeah ._. but I wanted to talk about the present, not the past

Highzs🎱:

The present? Weren't you with Percy?

You:

Uhm I could be poly

Highzs🎱:

Alright, intriguing

But first things first

Years later I'll know who you were referring to in that convo

You:

Man, you already know

Highzs🎱:

Say it

Saaaayyyy it

I'm waiting

You:

Man we were rivals and didn't even know it

Highzs🎱:

Nameeeee

You:

Good grief

It was Soda

Highzs🎱:

WHAT

You:

Don't act surprised you knew it

Highzs🎱:

Okay runt

Why did you never tell me

You:

You've activated my trap card!

Same question back to you

Highzs🎱:

Sexuality struggles plus one of the pivotal points was you

You:

I didn't expect a sound answer

Highzs🎱:

You?

You:

Struggles

Highzs🎱:

Fair enough

You:

I'm returning now to compensate though

I didn't send the screenshots for nothing

If you will also tell me your name, of course

Highzs🎱:

That's the promise we made so

You:

100%?

Highzs🎱:

Cross my heart and hope to die

On three?

You:

Uhh nice

On three

1

Highzs🎱:

1

You:

2!

Highzs🎱:

3!

I like Maeve

You:

I think I like Gray

HWAT

Highzs🎱:

What?????

#any spelling mistakes are 100% on purpose lol #writeblr #writing #ask games #trick or treat #am writing #wip excerpt #wip: lxvi

[johnnygstaffordshire]

...can I get both the highz nd lowz in those 1z...

[independentartistbuzz]

Stun Goes Above and Beyond on "Highz & Lowz"

Stun is an award winning Canadian indigenous hip hop artist from Oxford House, Manitoba. Leaning toward his most prominent project yet, Lifestylez of The Fresh & Indigenous (Out September 2nd) is the third installment toward the hip hop artist’s catalog. 

“Highz & Lowz” was created out of the blue. The song is a soft description of the experiences we go through as we get older. From love to pain, it’s definitely like a rollercoaster ride.

Listen in here:

 https://soundcloud.com/stunthewriterz/highz-lowz

https://linktr.ee/ItzStun

One day after Stun was done with his daily routine, he decided to finish up the instrumental, which took a few days leading up to that point. He was thinking about his current issues at the moment, from his financial situation, to the amount of stress he was feeling due to family conflict. 

While touching up the instrumental, he then started to come up with a simple melody, which then turned into words and more words. And the whole song just came spilling out into the recording process. He simply allowed his thoughts and feelings at the time to pour out onto the mic.

Watch the official music video here:

https://youtu.be/89UVUYb55vc

“I wanted to create something more different than what I had previously created,” says Stun. “I was a little skeptical on whether or not I should incorporate my native tongue into the lyrics, but then I thought, ‘Well, I have indigenous youth that listen to my music, and for them to feel like, ‘Hey, this guy is just like me,’ – it would definitely turn tables for that deep connection, to be inspired. I ended up making the decision of actually keeping it a lot more simple and less complicated.”

The album was actually considered finished before “Highz & Lows” was added onto the list. It was ready to be shared with the world. But when the song flowed out so organically, Stun knew he had to add it onto the album.

With the new album, Lifestylez of The Fresh & Indigenous, Stun is hoping that people can get a more in-depth sense of his culture and an indefinite experience of what happens in his life. He wants them to feel love, passion and pride – in other words, a great understanding of the lifestyles of the fresh & indigenous. 

[the-lowz-of-highz-2-blog]

Drug Blogs Getting Deleted 11/19/18

Hey everyone, it's the-lowz-of-highz here, just this morning I found out that my original blog (the-lowz-of-highz), got deleted so I had to make this blog to start over. As I'm in the process of rebuilding my blog and trying to find a bunch of the blogs that I use to follow I realized that some of the other well known drug blogs on here have gotten deleted. For example, satanlovesmyheroin, for3ver-st0ned, and probably several others that I don't even know about yet. Obviously Tumblr is doing some sort of sweep on drug blogs because I know the others who got deleted wouldn't have deleted by choice. So what do you guys think about all of this? What are some ways that you think we can keep our blogs a little better protected from all of this without having to completely change the type of stuff we post? I really don't get it man. Tumblr deletes blogs that talk about harm reduction, posts about their personal experiences with addiction, yet they have no problem keeping up blogs that post child porn and shit like that. Like ooookayyyy. 🤔 If you followed me on my last blog feel free to message me and re-follow me on here.

#nodsquad #the-lowz-of-highz #the-lowz-of-highz-2 #heroin #drugs #drug blog #harm reduction

[lysfl0z]

highz n lowz, lows n highs

as sambam says, tomorrow is tomorrow.

ty spirit ~

[thatspolksally]

https://zootfun.tumblr.com/post/638668550658277376/spundumbandtwackedstupid-the-lowz-of-highz

[seattlepeace]

Starting This Blog Up 1/26/19

Hello my name is P, you might know about me from reading the writings of @the-lowz-of-highz on her blog. People have requested that I make a blog to share my own stories and thoughts as well. I made this blog back in summer of 2016 so I could read my girl's blog, but I never got into the whole blogging thing too much myself. I thought maybe I should give this thing an honest go and start putting my day to day thoughts down on here. I hope you guys enjoy it. I'm really hoping to make some friends who I can share common interests with since I don't have very many good friends in person. Feel free to message me or give me some feed back, I'm new to this.

#heroin #nodsquad #opiates #homeless #drug blog #seattlepeace #drugs #iv drug use #new blog #p

[blognit4ward]

[idgiebay]

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Blue Buffalo is NOT good, our dog had chronic...

That freaks me out so much! We feed Kili Blue Buffalo. He seems otherwise healthy, but his poop is always kind of weird... Nothing the vet has ever said is serious, but still not as it should be, I feel.

#nellasaura